#let's keep talking away about these two!

[moeblob]

Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.

#my characters #i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw #noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors #at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes ! #and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck #guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing #and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act #like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask #cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff #and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on #but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like #YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute! #and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away #and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too! #and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally #then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION! #so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him #if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not #an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind #and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta #anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet #rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye #i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious #so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed

[flowercrowngods]

i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.

you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.

and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts

#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not? #how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with #is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe. #why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain #i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself #that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it? #just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once #but never never never liked enough #i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting #i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out #i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again #but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough #for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay. #maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find #maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months #anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning. #on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you #god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie #but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down #blah #personal #not st

[whump-n-comfort]

when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself

#whump meme #~my stuff~ #my brain hates me sometimes lmao #i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument #which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize #what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor #but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away #and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car #because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!! #and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is #im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!! #so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend #who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice #and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car #but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point? #so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue #bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go #because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold #is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)

[ambreiiigns]

btw rick and morty makes me insane bc no one Gets it people who don't wanna watch it (like me! before my brother made me watch it in exchange of him watching sk8 the infinity w me!) are like ugh problematique bad #edgy dark humor adult cartoon for reddit bros 🙄 but then the reddit bros who watch it & became the main representatives for its audience are like haha pickle rick wooo you need high iq I Relate To Rick Sanchez Deeply and he's like the joker to them and he's a king and an icon of alpha males somehow???? but like. neither of those people understand that rick and morty is actually about Nobody Exists On Purpose. Nobody Belongs Anywhere. Everybody's Gonna Die. Come Watch TV?

#like yea the universe is huge and there's so many versions of everything that everything becomes replaceable and therefore worthless #and you can find joy in that or not. you can find a way to be happy despite it all or not #yes the core is nihilism. but then like. why are we ignoring the opposite approaches to nihilism shown by the titular characters #people will talk too much abt rick and not enough abt morty if u ask me but whatever. let's talk abt rick #why will people forget that what makes our rick the ''rickest rick'' (arguable ????) is not that he's the Toughest Smartest Whatever rick #but that he's the most human rick ? like. the fact that he was attached to his humanity and to the worth he found within it is what #kickstarts the entire show. bc he tries quitting science. and when another rick offers him the portal gun so he can live out that #nihilistic reckless life we see he refuses it bc it sounds Lonely???????? which it IS #so then the other rick takes away what matters to our rick. and that's what makes him the Alpha Male Genius that the reddit bros like #not his toughness his brains his big dick or whatever. it was all about loooove baybayyy and revenge i do love revenge #it was his heart that made him into what we see in the show <3 and what we see in the show is a pathetic weak miserable old bastard #but the reddit bros aren't brave enough to accept it #but whatever. next time we will be talking abt how much he loves morty and how he hates it so much bc it makes him weak #(as evil rick points out when they're looking over rick's memories and he tears up when he sees morty. which kills me btw) #(so much so that when rick can take out everything he considers toxic from inside of him he gets rid of his love for morty too) #and yet he loves his little buddy sooooo much it's what fuels him now. kinda. lol #is he still shitty. does he fall back in his own shit a lot. does he keep treating morty like shit. yea #there's no buts. the statements coexist #yes he will drunk call jessica to cry abt missing morty. yes he will dump morty for two crows #and also he's in love w birdperson. next time too #oh nay

[b-rainlet]

'Swing Kids fails at showing how cruel the nazis truly were'

This is a movie about german children who weren't inherently in danger by virtue of being 'the right race' whose only 'wrong-doings' were listening to the wrong kind of music and still they were constantly threatened and beat up, were forced to join the HJ to not endanger their families, one of them had his hand hurt so badly by a nazi he couldn't use two of his fingers anymore and had to teach himself to play guitar three-fingered, they were used to gather information for the Gestapo to the point the mc distrusted his best friend, they witnessed beatings and deportations and the shooting of a man on the run, the movie quite literally ends with the teenage main character being sent to what's most likely a concentration camp for dancing to the wrong music

#Are you perhaps simply desensitized by other movies which show violence as a way to entertain? #Which isn’t wrong but I think it's important to keep in mind that all of the things I just listed ACTUALLY HAPPENED #'oh they only showed the nazis beating up people' ISN'T THAT ENOUGH ALREADY #DOESN’T THAT MAKE YOU SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS #these people could just gang up on somebody and beat them half to death #Out in the open on the fucking street #How can you think about this for longer than two seconds - let alone watch it play out on screen #And not feel absolute devastation wash over you #Besides I had to stop this movie when I started it two days ago #Because of the scene in the car where the Gestapo guy talks about mcs grandma #And sending her away 'to get better' because I absolutely couldn't think about the implications of that #Within nazi germany #Without crying #Anyway Swing Kids actually lived and died in the third reich and that's awful #But yeah maybe you're simply used to the balcony scene in Sh/ndlers L/st #Swing Kids #Brain loves movies

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

dietitian warned me the other day i may need to go inpatient if this keeps getting worse and it hasn't left my mind ever since. partly because i don't see the reason. i am literally gaining weight. and also because a non-zero part of me wants to go back inpatient and i don't know why

#and also because self destructive impulse go brrrrrr #steadily lying more and more about being full again so that's fun #unfortuantely eating disorders are chronic and will only go into remission not go away entirely!!! so if i just die that will solve that #problem right :) #personal #tw suicide #tw ed #puddleglum hours #i don't want ot have to keep myself alive anymore!! i am so tired #i don't even have a diagnosed eating disorder lol #hilariously funny to me in a terrible way #diagnosed with Big Sad disorder (mdd) but not Can't Eat disorder which is what i originally went to get help with when i first reach out to #a doctor #you know how often i regret that? so so often #im just here like LET ME DIE when the two times in teh last two days i have been Left Alone With Knives i have Talked Myself Out of using #them #in part because im scared of trying and failing again #in part also because i don't want to scar my siblings yknow?? like a friend once said that sometimes you refrain from doing things for othe #people and not yourself and i think she was so right

[princekirijo]

Something I didn't really notice until replaying Royal but Ryuji really doesn't let the past hold him down? Like in the rank 2 scene he tells Akira that he doesn't want to focus on his past and he's more focused about the future.

I think that's kinda neat tbh he doesn't wanna let the stuff with Kamoshida or his dad drag him down, he just wants to keep going forward.

#not gonna main tag this lol #it's interesting idk i never noticed this before #look ill be honest with you all im specifically thinking about this in context for my au #i think the contrast between dont let the past hold me back ryuji #vs i will never escape my past and i cant bear the future riku is fascinating #ive been thinking a LOT about their friendship lately i wont lie #i think they could really balance each other out well #riku would just listen to ryuji talk about his struggles with his past if he needed it #and ryuji helps riku let go of a lot of his burdens regarding his and the groups past #riku is running away from the future ryuji is running towards it do you see my parallels #or is this me going “ive connected two dots. you havent connected shit. they're connected” or however that meme goes #idk i just think they would make great friends :'] #it would make sense too considering captain arcana is the chariot equivalent of its deck lol so there's bound to be parallels #captain au #<- might as well tag it lol #idk if any of this makes like sense #because im refreshing a lot of what i remember from p5 with this playthrough #but i think ryuji's drive to keep moving forward is really cool and fits well with his arcana!! #ANYWAY DO Y'ALL GET WHAT IM SAYING ABOUR RYUJI jesus i feel like im tripping over my thoughts #but riku/ryuji (platonic mostly but romantic works maybe) is important to me.... #hope my ramblings make sense to someone<3 live laugh love <3

[purple-is-great]

Finnish media: a police officer on horseback rode into someone when breaking up a protest so that the person fell down. that was fucked up and probably not allowed

People in the comment section: well it's their own fault for not moving out of the way. the police told the people to move so anything that happened after that was their own fault.

#there were some smart commenters agreeing that yeah that was messed up #and okay i have some complex thoughts about this protest #it was an anti-nazi protest and the organisers told police they'd be at this one square in helsinki #unfortunately the neo-nazi parade had already gotten permission earlier to be there #(yes nazis are allowed to freely hold protests but we have fairly strict rules for how stuff can be banned based on ideology) #(it is messed up but it's not the main point here) #so the organisers were like ''we'll be there earlier and leave before the nazis come'' #no fucking way that would be possible without all-out fighting in the street. the job of the police is among other things to keep #these two protests away from each other #so rather than compromising and going somewhere else the organisers decided to just hold the protest there anyway #so the police didn't let them do it #so quite frankly they chose to focus on opposing police rather than the actual fucking nazis #and by doing so took away from the message of ''we don't want nazis on the streets'' #because now we're not talking about the nazis or how many people opposed them #we're talking about police #and my social media is filled with people acting like the nazis were allowed there and the anti-nazis not for some arbitrary reason #or due to ideology #and not because of pure bureaucracy: the nazis announced it first

[smol-blue-bird]

I hate when you have a nagging feeling that everyone around you hates you and thinks you're cringe, and you have no idea why because you haven't done anything to offend them or anything, but you can just TELL that they don't like you. and then it turns out to be true

#I keep getting vibes that my roommates just resent me and don't want me around #I was randomly paired up with them and they all know each other but I don't know any of them #and they wanted my room to go to a different girl but that's just not how the college ended up assigning them #and I've been trying to be super quiet and courteous etc etc etc but they've been super standoffish and rude since day one #and I just found out that one of them lodged a complaint against me for not doing my dishes on time?? #which I guess would make sense if I was like. letting a pile of dishes sit for days #but the worst I ever do is leave one or maybe two bowls/mugs in the sink because I can't get to them right away #which I feel is normal right??? like that's not weird behavior!!! right??? #I'm talking like. hours here. not days. #which is NORMAL RIGHT???? #but she FILED A COMPLAINT ABOUT IT AND DIDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME. ????? #anyway I'm upset because it sucks when I enter my own apartment at the end of the day and there's just huge Get The Fuck Out energy #radiating from every corner

[liebelesbe]

I'm probably just too optimistic & hopeful but we might keep one of the cats...

#me and my mom were talking about how we don't want to give them away. esp the ones that aren't as scared of us anymore. #and after that at some point I heard my parents talking in the kitchen and my mom said smth like 'if that's the case we should get a cat' #and my dad said '[unintelligible] could be convinced' #like. omg what??? pls let me keep Katzi and put her in our house and cuddle with her every day #doddie redet #and I mean if we get ONE cat why shouldn't we get two. or three. or nine...

[goethitee]

i think im gonna quit my job. i rlly dont think i can do this anymore. it is just so exhausting my body is falling apart i am in so much pain all the time. & it is so thankless too. i mean, thats not always true. i have clients that love me & i truly care about them & their dogs, but theres just - so many assholes. & ik thats everywhere. i get it. but i put in so much work for what? & something that i actually said to my bsf the other day - i could deal with my body falling apart if the pay was good. but it isnt!! & there isnt truly anyway for it to get better!! it was never my dream job to begin with, but i could stick with it, but i really think it is time for me to leave now, before too long & theres even more pressure for me to stay. i just cant do it anymore.

#God. i dont even know how to go about quitting tho #like two weeks isnt enough notice because im booked out for months. i have my own clientele that need somebody to take care of them #& there currently isnt any one else to do so #& if i told my boss i was thinking abt leaving im pretty sure she would flip out & kick me out on the spot #she would hate me. but i just truly cant keep going like this #im too tired & in too much pain to do anything. & i dont even have any time to do anything. or money. #another thing is - maybe this wouldnt be now if my boss would let us turn ppl away #but instead i get dogs where im literally like risking my life or a limb #& again for what? so someones dog can get a bath? #also im turning into such a negative & nasty person. i try not to be but i really am. i dont want to be. i want to be how i used to. #i cant sit or lay down without being in pain #n e ways … just needed to get this out b4 i try to talk to the ppl in my life abt it & they freak out on me

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Sewerhell Sunday again

Uhhhh post-Ruin/Mimic encounter, Cassie becomes friends with all of Mimic's previous guards very quickly. This is especially the case in situations where they helped guide her and Roxy into defeating Mimic.

The other three guards were the original Roxy, Mangle and the first Foxy. The last time these three dealt with Mimic, it tore Mangle and Foxy's friendship apart. Foxy genuinely hates both of them for what happened and they hate him in return but they all agree that Cassie is more important.

Cassie doesn't blame any of them for what happened before or what happened to her. She's the most sympathetic human they've ever met. Roxy's original (now mostly known as Rockabella or Bella/Rocky for short) in particular was brought to tears within minutes of their first meeting, that's how good she is to them. She understands they struggle to get along and makes a point to hang out with all three of them.

In the setup where the manager fucks the security up and Sewerhell breaks loose, the three older guards end up with an interesting bond with Roxy too. These are the only three animatronics in existence that know the full extent of what she's had to deal with for years and unsurprisingly, that's something she's needed for a very long time. Mangle adopted her as a little sister almost immediately, Bella was a bit slower, offering support but also not really knowing what to do, and while Roxy knows that this Foxy hates her by association, she also has a sneaking suspicion he's taking a slow and gradual shine to her. He's threatened to kill her. She's completely unphased. He's never once even so much as poked her, never mind hurt her.

Honestly, he's got beef with a lot of Sewerhell guys, there's a lot of people telling both Roxy and Cassie to be careful around him. He doesn't really know what to do with these two. He wouldn't hurt Cassie, but he could hurt Roxy. He could! He swears he could! It would take nothing to beat the shit out of her! He could do it!

He's also a fucking liar! Who woulda thought?

#sewerhell sunday #plex history: roxy #plex history: foxy #plex history: mangle #fly's plex history #i might reblog this with a comparison to roxy and foxy 2's relationship dynamic because like #yeah... lmao #yeah there's. a log of stuff between the four guards #eight guards if you include the minis #it's. interesting to say the least and they all love cassie so much #foxy 1 avoids her and roxy like the fucking plague but they keep ending up spending time with him #and he doesn't know what to do so he's just kinda. pushing back against roxy and letting cassie do whatever #he's so mean btw. roxy listens to him and is just like 'hah... yeah' though #he's so mean to HER to and she's just fucking hitting him with the fact she's heard worse every time #like. whadda hell. that was the most biting insult he could throw at her and she just. what do you MEAN you've heard WORSE?! #he's not as good at this as he thinks he is lmao. he keeps calling her a furby though #this is the only time he ever talks to mangle now #just like MANGLE COME GET YOUR FUCKING FURBY BEFORE I RIP ITS BATTERIES OUT #mangle gets there and it turns out roxy just fucking DESTROYED him in mario kart. #he hates this game. stupid gane for babies. evil horrible nasty game. it's rigged that's what it is. #she's laughing her ass off about it by the way. if you couldn't guess #bsjdndid nah honestly these two just kinda sit and sometimes talk #she says he's always welcome in her raceway and he boils on the inside because he shouldn't be and she shouldn't be there #indebted to him in that scenario i mentioned. she fucking hugged him in tears once she was out and thanked him so sincerely #and he can't get that out of his head and he doesn't know what to fucking do about it or her #JHSIDJSONSID WAIT IF I GIVE HIM THE FORTRESS AND ROXY HASN'T DISCOVERED IT YET #FUCKING SJDBISJSO 'RIGHT! THATS IT! YER GOIN TO THE TUBES!!' #'the WHAT now???' he's dragging her by her foot and she WAS gonna break away but whats the tubes??? huh?? #just drops her in the fortress ballpit or something and leaves her in there with her minis #all he can hear through the door is her like WOAH WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PLACE?!

[munamania]

i won’t apologize for being a hater. seeing comments on chappell roans posts about being too hypersexual and needing to dial it down (mmm dial what down. say it very explicitly to me. what is making you uncomfortable in your own very clear words) and directly contrasting it with renee rapp just made me not like that girl even more i’m sorry! maybe she should try not being an annoying blonde bi girl who only seems to hang out with other blonde bi girls making mediocre pop. whoops

#is my opinion on her subject to change sure maybe and if you like her by all means don’t let me being mean take that away from you #but that was just. the quiet part out loud. renee is accessible and still not so visibly overtly queer but enough to be like #Tehe girls are sooo pretty #and um cater to that sort of crowd. chappell you have to love and celebrate and embrace queerness wholeheartedly #it’s making me sooooo mad like chappells music is so representative of the fun flirty ways EYE like to express myself #and has made me feel comfortable in that literal sexuality part of my sexuality. and ur gonna sit here and put her down in favor of… #i can’t like i can’t i’m sorry i want to watch that show and you know how much i want to support women and queer women specifically #so yeah again i’d keep my mouth shut in the general public but that fucking brand of sapphic queer Will Not Say The Word Lesbian vibe of #person. i can’t stand you. #you are a traitor to dykes everywhere and you need to do a lot of work. not saying that’s all her fans but WHATEVER i’m not qualifying my #stupid complaining right now it’s my blog #abby talks #this is giving smith college problem and i accept that #and general blanket apology for comparing two queer things when u know there r so many more serious issues in the world #however i’m here to complain about whatever the hell is annoying me. so.

[xerospaced]

Dermatologist confirmed that I've been treating my skin right but gave me a prescription for suttin I can use daily for my face anyway

Used it last night and woke up looking a lot better (tbh I usually do anyway) - I did notice a difference

And my skin has been in a pretty decent state of repair. I've been going without makeup without feeling self conscious

Today, other discomforts had me picking at my dang face again and, whilst I haven't fucked it up completely, I've def done more damage 🙃

So now it really is just a battle between me and my damn obsessive compulsions

Trying to actually curb it completely so that I can get this damn facial in a few weeks and enter 30 with clear skin and glowing

By will or by force ima make it happen

Even if it means keeping my nails cut as short as possible and avoiding looking in mirrors

I'm trying not to fuck it up so that when I'm 30 I can fuck it uppppp

Yagetme

#mine #skin #dermatillomania #i dont really see people talk about it but its real #and horrible #esp like... #my face looks like trash so often and i know its my fault #and i WISH it was as easy as deciding not to do it COZ LET ME TELL YOU #ya gurl has bawled her eyes out begging herself to stop and still been their destroying her face #but i am managing it way way better #no more two hour sessions in front of the mirror and walking away with my entire face wrecked #more often than not i can be proud of my efforts these days #just gotta keep going #and keep reminding myself that it is a form of self harm coz that makes it a lot easier for me to talk myself out of getting carried away #i will be fresh faced soon #i put thay on everything #i used to be like porcelain #this aint how im doing adulthood

[cosmic-cd]

thinking about leon again tonight

#cosmo rambles #i need to get back to playing around with the Hazel and Leon get Eeby Deebied to Hisui thing #because i think still the dynamic of leon being very athletic and strategic while hazel is more on the artsy side and is like #more ideal in a support role is really fun #leon willing to go out there and wrestle a garchomp while gushing about how fantastic it is at physical attacking #while hazel sits by and sketches it for the pokedex and makes little notes about what they found in the environment #leon building himself a new team around types he's never tried before and picking the weaker starter to hazel's to give himself a challenge #hazel somehow letting leon goad her into actually taking a rival role against her despite never really having rivals before #unless you count blue making her so so so so mad but that's unrelated. she'll fight him without a pokemon #leon's understanding of battle mechanics and what each pokemon needs to thrive and what it's capable of beyond just its typing delights me #while hazel tends to be like me- less strategic and more about getting those type advantages in LOL #also having two trainers taking on nobles and filling the dex with their own roles to make things smoother is fun #but also because im imagining leon and hazel sitting together as hazel draws and talking as they peacefully watch pokemon from afar #or running for their lives together or riding on wyrdeer's back together #on top of that just. the two of them going to paldea together for a temporary teaching gig and getting swept into things #keeping an eye worriedly on students and Oh God No What Do You Mean the World is Ending. Again #theyll go on a vacation to kalos after this. and because XY has already happened theres no stress there #they just get to get into some mega evolution training. the most stress is red blue and green show up like hiiii #red and leon get into the most heated rivalry imaginable and hazel is being pulled away from her pokepuffs #god this is getting so long. im just thinking so hard im sorry IF YOU READ THIS FAR THANK YOU IM SORRY

[tenok]

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#I desperately need some post season-two recs that's nice on Aziraphale #where he doesn't painted as villian or stupid or traitor #where he doesn't punished by heavens Crowley and narrative #where his whole plot is not about how he should go to Crowley and say he's sorry #where Crowley angry and bitter but at least tries to understand #where not every character in the series backs only Crowley judging Aziraphale #honestly I started to read something pretty nice and good written and Aziraphale was really struggling but doing great work and then his bi #relevation after talking with Crowley was summed as 'so what if some angels become less miserable while you in charge? it doesn't matter #and it wasn't ever important and also they won't let you to keep this changes so you was just stupid trowing your happines away' #and I literally cried fro. frustrating #mind you that there's two wars going and I haven't sleep more then three hours at once for three days #but still #upd: feel need to clarify that in the end of fic there was nice scene of Aziraphale standing his ground and getting satisfaction #of seeing lower angels getting Ideas and stuff #which made me cry second time #but it's so small I need more