#lays there for a few minutes

[corvidaequeer]

What's your pet's nightly routine?

#Mine goes like this: #goes outside to go potty #(optional) runs to the neighbors house to poop in their yard making me chase him down & drag him back home #comes inside & tries to go anywhere but the bedroom #eventually comes with me in the bedroom #sits patiently doing absolutely nothing while i get situated #starts to scratch himself right after I call him to come in bed (couldn't he have done that while i was getting situated?? apparently not) #eventually stops scratching himself & comes under the blanket ive been holding up for him #nibbles on my blankets #lays there for a few minutes #gets up & walks around my head & then waits for me to lift the blanket AGAIN #goes & lays in the EXACT SPOT he was before (but for some reason the second time always feels better for him & therefore is necessary) #(optional) nibbles on blankets again #falls asleep

[eiraeths]

pots gotta be the weirdest disorder in the world fuck you mean i laid down for too long so now i have to lay down again so i don’t pass out and seize

#i am laying on the kitchen floor currently #did not have hearing or vision for at least a few minutes #i am the worlds shakiest man rn #please i was just trying to get water bro #potsie #:(( #pots plus heart arrhythmia go crazy #someone put me out of my misery #ear life updates

[safety-sam]

Here's the video of Jake and Danny looking at me 🥴

#I didn't notice Danny looked at me too until I watched my videos back #I did in fact fling my phone across the room and lay like a mummy on my bed for a few minutes #I had rhinestones and silver star freckles on my face which is probably why they looked at me lol #starcatcher portland #greta van fleet #sam kiszka #jake kiszka #josh kiszka #danny wagner

[moonlightcookie]

friends :)

#moon.txt #he layed in my lap for a few minutes then decided he wanted to sit next to her

[syciaralynx]

Writing from Jean's POV, and I am barely a couple pages in but.

#my baby! #the new work is going great 🙃 #i'm going to hurt you so badly Moreau #and then I will make it better #but first i need to lay on the floor for a few minutes and think about what I just wrote #jerejean #the sunshine court

[and-stir-the-stars]

It's they!!

#A boy and his cat :) #evan afton #Evan's cat: cubby #They def shoved michael over a few minutes ago as they were running thru the house btw #He's still laying on the ground throwing a fit XD

[halogalopaghost]

I just found out that a tilt table test isn't like, getting tilted back and forth for a while, you lay there for thirty minutes and then they tilt you upright REAL QUICK, im gonna fail that test so hard lmao

#at first I'm like hmmmm idk if I meet the criteria for orthostatic intolerance idkkk #and tested my HR a few times from laying/standing with a few minutes in between #but if it's THIRTY MINS at rest before they flip me? #I'm fucked lmao #the biggest increase from sitting to standing that I've seen in the last two days #was 24bpm #that's like...not the worst. it's outside the normal range but it's not BAD #it's not pre syncope levels of bad #but I've also deliberately increased my salt intake ever since the PT said POTS to me on Tuesday so #hmmmmm #sometimes I feel like my fucking around and finding out isn't very science based and k can't possibly accurately diagnose myself and then #this stuff happens... #I'm so fucking tired bro #I got so confused and frustrated about a really stupid and simple thing today that I just started crying #I've been crying a LOT in the last two weeks #BUT #only two more shifts and then I'm free from this job forEVER!!! #and I can focus on my health or lack thereof #I don't expect cures or even really effective treatments at this point I just want to know WHY #like WHAT is happening with my body bro #it's never worked particularly well or normal but the last time I felt physically healthy was early 2022 #it's been almost TWO years since I felt healthy and I'm 25 #and I feel like it's getting progressively worse. not by huge increments but enough #maybe that's just symptoms stacking? idk #maybe it's just extended fatigue without really feeling rested #I have no clue which is why I would loooove to know bro #sigh #little Victorian boy wasting disease

[thescrumwizard]

Now I can watch the magpies eat bugs from my lawn :)

#i can also now play the dangerous game of oh ill just lay down in the sun for a few minutes im not going to fall asleep #cause its super comfy and warm in the sun #having a little patio couch is great

[aurazoo]

honestly feeling kinda sad this morning. really big and stressful day for me today and I'm just kinda... alone...

#i wanna big hug to be held for a few minutes before leaving #i wanna casually decompress after #laying in a lap

[beskad]

me every day: yes, I understand that I have ptsd. yes, it will frequently disrupt my life in sometimes (seemingly) random ways. sometimes this will necessitate leaving work or disclosing things about myself to a supervisor or friend or bystander because it's freaking them out and THEY are now panicking and often wanting to call me an ambulance. this is just a fact. it's fine. i'm dealing with it. most years are easier than the ones before them. it's fine.

me when my ptsd is actually triggered: what is happening right now. why can't I breathe. why can't I stand up. why do I feel like I'm about to throw up and die. oh, I know!!! I must be having an allergic reaction to something!!!! I'm suddenly coming down with the flu in the span of 3 minutes!!! this is so weird!!!!!!!

#EDIT: talk of PTSD proceed with caution #it's morphed a little over the years lololol #used to present as very obvious and unmistakable panic attacks with crying and hyperventilating #10 years later and it's quieter. 70% of the time the whole world just shrinks to a 1 foot bubble around me and everything goes dark #at least i didn't actually throw up this time around #and i was able to pinpoint the trigger about 2 hours in #once i was able to think again #and it was a song. 30 seconds of a song. #noticed right away that something felt wrong so i hit stop #but it was too late lmao within 5 minutes it was hard to breathe and the room was spinning and within 10 i crawled upstairs and passed out #but yeah like in the moment i often don't understand what's happening #i don't realize until I've passed out and woken up again #i had to lay down on the floor in the backroom of my retail job once and it scared the shit out of everyone #i usually stay somewhat lucid but i rarely realize I'm reacting to a trigger until after I've recovered #which means then I'm laying on a floor woozily insisting I'm fine #and then have the SUPER FUN TIME of having to explain everything after the fact once my brain and body are working again #I have a few long time coworkers who realize I've been triggered before I do lmao #They're like. Bro. You need to sit down. Right fucking now or you're gonna fall #rray.txt

[sweet-like-hypoglycemia]

What a FUCKING shit day.

Went to get a quick haircut this morning, had to rush home so I could get to my recruiter's office to head to SD MEPS for my final physical/interview. Halfway home my car just stops working. Power steering shuts off. Took me a good 20 minutes to get it working again. Finally get home with only minutes to spare before I need to Uber to the recruiter aaaaaand I LOCK MY FUCKING PHONE AND KEYS in the car. Had to run to my neighbor and use her phone to get a locksmith ($250 dude...omg) and then call my recruiter, who THANKFULLY came and picked me up after I got my stuff out of the car.

Now I'm laying in a hotel bed, with a headache, waiting for the terrible Marriott dinner 🫠 Gatta be up at 3 a.m. to bus to MEPS!

Someone rub my head and gimmie a hug..

#rant #ranting #mine #mad #ugh #what a day #i feel busted #glad i made it here #i was about to fucking CRY #i tried to pick the lock of my car for a few minutes #did not work obviously #meps #sd #san diego #i want sushi #but im $250 in the hole so probably can't afford food lol #my head is killing me #i wish i was laying on the lap of a big warm man rn #i haven't had a hug or been fucked in over a MONTH bro #im DYING #DYINGGGGG

[targkso]

Sorry I forgot the internet existed for a hot minute. It will happen again

#past few months have been SOMETHING #work classes etc etc BUSYYY #I will reply to everyone ASAP omg sorry for being the worst </3 #ate shit while hiking the other day so im being extra gentle with my knees rn #which means a lot of laying around (to the best of my ability lol) #anyways heyyyyyyyyy i am back for .05 minutes :D

[are-we-really-doing-this]

If you thought I was missing Wes’s 48th birthday, you’re incorrect and I’m deeply offended.

#here’s some good pics I had laying around #lots of different flavors of Wes to choose from #we got Guerrilla Tour Wes #Wes and his various paints and tattoos now in a more vulnerable light #tasteful beardy DILF Wes #a few of him pulling a creeper face because I love him #and finally what looks like it could be Sir Wesley Borland’s portrait hanging in the grand Palace of Borlandia #the real mfs know I just like waiting until the last minute to keep the blood running hot #fuck you prime blogging hours #we have no perception of time here on are-we-really-doing-this #wes borland #limp bizkit #black light burns #nu metal #I’m a Whore-land for Wes Borland #anyway… who’s pumped for that vid tomorrow?

[bmpmp3]

the epic highs and lows of trying to read an ongoing shounen manga

#for me it uh. tends to have more epic lows than epic highs. im very unlucky with shounen #occasionally a few years after something i start reading it'll turn out to be good #but any time i follow something from the beginning it starts getting. worse #is it me? am i doing this? dont tell me to read your favourite shounen i'll turn it bad #did i ever mention that one manga. the moon is beautiful but first die #a mouthful of a title. it started kinda goofy but i really adored the main character for some reason #im still a bit attached to him. he cleans so well that he got the magic power to see real good. and now he can matrix bullet time #hes just like me for reeeeeeeaaaal hflkanjvdkfljfds but yeah that manga was. weird but fun BUT THEN #it got so wack you guys you dont understand. the first like one or two volumes? fun #everything else? god knows JHKFDJFDK i still read it all tho. i was invested in my guy with seeing real good powers #and im sorry to say. unfortunately it seems. a certain manga with a big tv adaptation that is pronounced oh she no co #my curse. its started. although that ones very much a epic high and epic low situation like itll be so so wack one minute #and suddenly get good again and then plummet back down HFKJDSBHJds we will see how it goes on #i started getting annoyed with the writing after the stageplay arc because they kept like. time skipping over so much #which i thought was a bit of a waste because there was a lot of interesting potential in a lot of the showbiz storylines. but we shall see #thats not shounen tho thats seinen but my curse applies to some seinen too LOL but most seinen i read is already finished #and shoujosei is spared from my curse. i think just because most i have the opportunity to read in english just tends to not #be drawn out or have weird scheduling things messing with the pacing. are there any weekly shoujosei magazines out there #i dont think weekly manga is good. for a lot of reasons mostly the mangakas health but also i find more weekly stuff i read #that isnt like. 4koma stuff suffers in its pacing a LOT. but again that might be my curse. the second i lay my eyes on it. the curse #(sorry ive been catching up on a lot of manga recently LOL ur getting my manga thoughts now)

[wibble-wobbegong]

i think mike and will should just listen to music together at some point. just lay in bed next to each other and listen to music, maybe stealing glances. maybe mike twines will’s pinky with his own. maybe it’s because mike is finally home after being trapped in his own mind for the past two years and it’s so nice to hear music, real music, again. maybe will almost got vecna-ed on the hill and now he won’t stop playing music, but finally taking off the headphones and using the stereo feels a little less suffocating. maybe they couldn’t figure out how to talk to each other so mike throws on the tape he made for will as a birthday present. somehow, i think they should just listen to music together and breathe

#im laying in bed listening to music and i think they should do it too #they should get a few minutes to just be with each other #byler

[ewates]

like literally what am i supposed to do. my cat is 17 years old and all she wants to do is lay on me and sleep. i try and make her sleep on my bed and two minutes later she is standing on her hind legs next to my chair tapping me on the arm with her sad wet eyes begging to be held

#.txt #she's 17 she's SO OLD.. #and i know she isn't doing great this last year especially the last few months #she quite literally refuses to go more than 5 minutes without laying on a human