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Cal Kestis Week: Tuesday day 3

Prompt: Alone

#2 and 4 holy mother of god #cal kestis #jedi survivor

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for some reason middle aged comic fans coming on the internet to defend their decision as to why they thought a twelve year old should have died or lived is so funny 😭😭😭

#.....wHAT #this is the first I'm hearing of this. this was a thing??? this really happened??? #holy shit i just googled it and what the FUCK

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I'm convinced it was a tragedy that tumblr learned the phrase "bury your gays" at the exact same time it decided that any fictional media darker than Landlord White was pearl-clutchingly problematic. Pouring one out for every creator of earnest LGBT+ media wanting to explore the themes of grief loss and tragedy who then got subsequently hounded by mobs of terminally online users brainrotted on nothing but conflict-free coffee shop AUs.

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Men invented dueling so they could shoot hot loads into eachother

#( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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"this song is about this" "this song is about that" "this person wrote this song about this person" wrong all songs are about ocs ive made and ocs that have not yet come to pass

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Bode Akuna - Star Wars Jedi: Survivor

#bode akuna #jedi survivor

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i love you intimacy in reverse order. yes we've had sex before and i know all the details of your pleasure, but i don't know anything else. i don't know what it feels like to embrace you carelessly. i can barely hold your hand, the grip is so slight it makes me lose my breath. i want to kiss you but what pressure is the right one? how much is too intimate? yes we've had sex and i've done all these things before - but without the guise of mutual pleasure, can i be sure you won't turn me away? will you allow me the delicate feeling of your hand in mine when you know it is me asking to hold it? i know i've held you before with our clothes off, but can i hold you even tighter? may i listen to the steady sound of your heartbeat? is it alright to look for it in front of everyone? yes, yes of course we've had sex before. i know what you look like naked, ive touched you with the lights off. is it alright to want see you with them on? in the morning, with the sun flitting through the blinds?is it alright to want you when the sun is up? yes we've had sex before but have we ever been intimate? can we be? tell me that it's alright to hold you. no, not like that. just like this.

#..... i feel attacked

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Cal Kestis Week: Wednesday day 4

Prompt: Bad ending

#EXCUSE YOU THAT 7TH ONE CAUSED ME PSYCHIC DAMAGE OMFG #akslakshdjw #crying on the goddamn floor #Cal's FACE #jedi survivor

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To-cat-ata in B by sympawnies

#AMAZING #happy tag

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Version 2. Of Jedi Loki 🤌

#LOVE LOVE LOVE #loki

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#work emails are just turn-based combat

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Bruh my coworker gets to work at 6am. The earliest we're supposed to be here is 7. What is she on I swear to god

#she SHOULD be on anti anxiety medication lmaooooo #rray.txt #DENISE TAG

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Cal Kestis Week 2024, Day Three

Prompt Chosen: I don't know anymore

Everything I'm doing feels pointless. The Empire's only growing stronger.

#beautiful #cal kestis #jedi survivor

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Cal Kestis Week 2024, Day Four

Prompt Chosen: Bad Ending

Okay so this is probably my favourite piece I did for this week. I promise there's more fluff coming, though.

#OH OKAY THEN #DRAWING SAD FACES ON MY DEMAND LETTER AS I SUE FOR EMOTIONAL DAMAGES 😭 #bode akuna #cal kestis #spyscrapper #calbode

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Please enjoy 2 minutes of the new baby goats meeting their livestock guardian dogs for the first time this morning. It was love at first bounce.

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#happy tag

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love characters who are like "this is how the world works. this is how it has to be (because if i'm wrong i have to face what i've done // if i'm wrong i have to face whats been done to me) "

#GOD i was about to put it in the tags but the reblogger already got me

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#I have not been able to catch my breath after that panic attack yesterday #I'm lightheaded and coughing #and i have to focus really hard on in-out-in-out slowly otherwise i just??? stop entirely??? #and then i nearly black out