OCD will literally remove your brain's ability to register when a task is Complete and then create 10,000 incredibly ridiculous and extremely specific rules for you to follow in every single aspect of your life (to keep you safe, of course, it tells you.) and then tells you that if you don’t do them Correctly and Completely every single time it tells you to (it tells you countless times per day) then the Entire Fucking World Will End and then it’ll do this fucked up thing where it makes you believe that nonsense.
and then people that don’t have it will make silly little jokes about being soooooo OCD and make t-shirts with fun little acronyms on them like Obsessive Coffee Disorder and tell you how much they like it when things are organized and clean, too!!
and then you’re supposed to just. laugh. like you haven’t been robbed of your entire being and potential and been taken over by a mind and life altering disability
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Okay but have you considered Francesca by Hozier for your chainshipping playlist? It is giving me emotional damage.
GOODBYE IM LEGIT CRYING. yall trully give me angsty bangers to listen to i love u guys
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Future chapter genocide/snowgrave route idea: Kris struggling desperately to get the soul out of their chest, hyperventilating and shoving their hand in as hard as they can, scratching around in their ribcage because it wasn't this hard the last times, and the sounds of distress and pain they make cause Noelle to walk in, and they freeze
She notices the glowing red peaking out of their chest, string-like tendrils wrapping around their fingers, how petrified they look, and puts the pieces together in a moment of oh, Kris, I knew it wasn't you
She quietly kneels down in front of them, puts her hands over theirs, and helps them slowly, gently, pull the soul all the way out
Noelle locks it away into a container, turns to Kris, and pulls them into a hug, hushing them as they sob out unneeded apologies
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ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.
months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.
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Manga spoilers (I guess-)
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Sobbing.
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IM FUCKING SOBBING /pos(????????)
LOOK AT THEM- LOOK AT THEAAUGHHHHHHHHH THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO MEEEEEEE FU C K I WANT TO CRY
They’re so cute…….I- Shinya :((( you damn cute bean istg I can’t handle this ;-;
We all KNEW that the Textiles club couldn’t have been. jUST. a textiles club.
They HAD TO HAVE gotten up to some Shit™️
(But also…..…..hehehehehehe Tsunagu darling where’s your nose………where is your nose I’m giggling like a lunatic-)
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i didnt even consider that there would be people out there who didnt get the references like . borat family guy austin powers napoleon dynamite and pickle rick bled so deeply into the culture of my high school that i didnt even think it was a possibility for those references to be missed
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hans zimmer didn’t need to go that hard for the lion king
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Regulus wishes that the ground would open and swallow him whole so he could burn in the darkest pits of hell and never face James Potter again because this is honestly the worst thing he has ever fucking experienced.
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