i'm like a boy that is so girl. do you get me.
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Thanks for 100 followers 🫶
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getting used to being heard
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so i might as well begin to put some action in my life!
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jay knowing what his mum’s manicure smells like makes me think she probably used to bring him along to the nail salon and now he probably treats his mama right by treating her with manicures from time to time because have u seen her nails hehe 🥰🥰🥰 i just know this man knows how to treat a girl right and i can only thank mama park for that 🫣
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i know modern dating is a hell because i once went on a date with this lady and when we were about to kiss i pulled back and went "oh sorry i thought we were a vase for a second" and she didn't like that in the least
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Hi I’m not sure if you’re aware put people are going around screenshotting your tumblr and sharing it on callout and adult yume hate tweets. I felt so weird messaging that’s why anon but I wanted to let you know about it, with the harassment and doxxing that has happened recently! I’m a fellow Jack yume and adore your art so this is sad to see.
This is one of the occurrences.
x(DOT)com/riddlehoe_/status/1729650574541406714?s=46&t=kTkdN9P14joudjwCx7-lhQ
So called ''normal people'' when they got nothing to do
Yeah I'm aware of the rabid anti-yume swarm in twitter..... I've seen plenty of moots getting hate campaigns and being doxxed to the point where I'm almost desensitized to it. What's the point of persecuting yumeshippers?? Especially the adult ones who quite literally keep the game alive and running for consuming and making content and buying merch? So they can feel entitled to the non-existent anime boy and feel morally superior for not having ''disGusTInG THOUGHTS'' about an imaginary little guy despite literally commiting a cybercrime and thinking they've just did a favor society?? Truly a priviledged chronically online teenager moment™
I was already expecting to get hate at some point but thankfully I've been focusing on my academic and social life lately so discourses online just seem more and more insignificant and irrelevant (as they always should be) going outside and touching grass is really healing and important to make you realize that there are greater irl problems to worry about than protecting fictional characters and harassing strangers on the internet, everybody should do that methinks 🧡
I might be a target of doxxing one day and honestly??:? I don't care. It's gonna be funny as hell. Cause it's probably some american teenager who thinks that doxxing an user in another country is gonna make the FBI arrest me for kissing my fictional blorbo in my head and that I'll be beaten up on the streets lol. Mini Karen, I assure you no one in south america cares about fictional character discourses to the point of making threats as much as people in the US do (and u guys somehow think that's normal behaviour) much LESS in my city, it's gonna do nothing 😭
Anyway, thanks for the heads up!!! I hope you thrive with your yume with Jack, he needs more love, don't let gatekeeper losers ruin your vibe 💗💗💗💗
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bepo....bepo put down the bat
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holy shit guys-
So i laid down on my bed, listened to Reya's shifting guided meditation, breathing in and out, answering some questions, doing usual guided meditation thingyysss
Then SUDDENLY, just a few minutes in, i could hear Reya's voice immediately fading out of my hearing, It felt like my awareness was fading halfway from my CR 🤭🤭🤭 I remember my hearbeat picking up so quickly that i had to affirm a few times to calm myself down
Eventually i did, i took a few deep breathes and even so, i could barely hear the meditation but i could still pick up what Reya's saying so I followed through with ease. Eventually, I felt confident that i would wake up in my DR so i just fell asleep.
So yea anyways,,,,, i did NOT wake up in my DR 💀
However, i wasn't feeling so down nor dissapointed about it...like seriously i would usually be sooo upset that i didn't shift during a monday morning and yk i hate mondays 😭
BUT, this experience showed me how actually easy shifting is and that all i gotta do is keep persisting and just let go, i'll be redoing the meditation tonight and i'll keep you guys updated!
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getting dressed up and doing makeup to do nothing is so fun but now i'm thinking about being fucked so hard my makeup runs down my cheeks and my tights getting ripped for easy access.
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i cannot deal with those posts that are like "this is a face to go to war for" and its jacob elordi because to me the only man who would ever deserve that treatment is perhaps a daniel day lewis with his little dyke earrings and voice
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So i think I truly understand what “walk around as if you have it means”…
My biggest thing w the law is making the 3D an 4D align harmoniously bc i’ve deff had times when i would ignore the 3d or be scared of what it would show me.. but after this post i had a little epiphany. I started thinking about how the 3d is truly old news just like i kept dwelling on in my meditation and how i should not walk around desiring in a shadow world bc it’s (1) old and (2) not my (inner man’s) world.
however, that doesn’t mean ignore all my responsibilities it just comes with a newer and more refined sense of self. think ab it. if i know who i am… i won’t be actively avoiding my responsibilities and the world bc i won’t care what i see.. it can’t knock me off my horse bc (1) it’s not my world [the inner man’s world ((inner man resides in the 4d))] and (2) nothing i see can take away from the fact that I am who i claim to be in the real world… within the world of imagination…
let’s say you’re manifesting a dream job but have a shit job you hate in the 3d. you wouldn’t actively dread going to work or stop going to work completely or fear any news that comes up ab your dream job bc you know the 3d isn’t the end all be all.. you know it isn’t your world.. you know it isn’t where things happen…. you do know however that you HAVE that job in imagination meaning there’s nothing more for you to do. everything else in the 3d is old news.. it’s already been taken care of. you won’t walk around fearful or constantly anticipating bad news bc you’ve appropriated the mindset of this new person who truly has what they want.. the circumstances don’t exist to them.. but even if they persist in the 3d you’re indifferent and not spiraling bc the whole point is acknowledging that the 3d is not your world.. the real world.. and so anything you see in here should not be throwing you off your game.. bc it’s not the real world.. it’s the past and imagination is the present.
Obviously when i speak of “you” here i speak of the inner man. the one who appropriates all states anyway
practicing this mentality has helped me detach from desires just a bit and go about my day… i talked about it a bit more in this post but lmk what y’all think
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*holds them out to you like a prized bug*
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Was tagged by @oceancamp to post my current five favorite songs! (They should invent a stages-of-grief-esque model that encompasses and accurately describes both types of anguish I had to go through making this list - the one of limiting myself to only five songs, and the one of trying to put as little videogame music on here as possible so that I don't end up looking like an absolute goddamn geek, which... I am... Oh well!)
Thank you so much for tagging me - here are the songs!
Heaven Pierce Her - War Without Reason
Tatsuro Yamashita - Love Space
This specific arrangement of Death And Republic + Meet Again
Winger - Junkyard Dog (Tears On Stone)
The Protomen - Light Up The Night
Is it courtesy to tag other people after you've been tagged in a post like this? If that's the case, I'll tag @spiralled-fury, @solradguy, @swamppossum, @five-by-five, @northstarring, @ineedmoredragons and @tbonechessor!
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