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BEST FRIEND VICTON A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Kang Seungsik
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A ⇴ ATTENTION
He’s not always watching you, but when you’re nearby, Seungsik will just do enough to check on you. Little glances, or whispers into your ear as he passes you by to see how you are, are typical of Seungsik.
B ⇴ BICKER
Usually, the two of you will bicker when you’re trying to prove a point to one another and debate. You both have a habit of thinking that you’re right and that the other one is wrong, and bickering is how you try to explain yourselves, even if you listen to yourselves more than you actually listen to one another.
C ⇴ COMFORT
There’s often a moment of panic in Seungsik when he can tell that you need comforting as he tries to figure out what the right thing to do is. Once he’s composed himself and tried to figure out how you need to be comforted by him, he’ll step up and make sure that you know that he’s right by your side firstly.
D ⇴ DISAGREEMENTS
At times Seungsik was guilty of being a little bit stubborn, and you could be too, with your reluctance to change sometimes creating a bit of conflict between the two of you. You both were a bit set in your ways at times, and sometimes a disagreement was what you needed to realise that one of you needed to give in and maybe be willing to change a little bit something in order to make whatever it was work again.
E ⇴ EARLY YEARS
With time the two of you bonded, but the start of your friendship wasn’t entirely plain sailing. It took a little while for you to learn enough about each other to feel settled with each other as at the start you both didn’t want to give too much away. However, as the trust built up and more was learnt about one another, things definitely got much easier for you both as you opened up to one another much more.
F ⇴ FAMILY
Seungsik’s family were almost like a family to you, they treated you kindly and always looked after you. You felt lucky to know that you had Seungsik’s family there if you needed them, and knew that if you asked them for help or mentioned that you were struggling that they’d be there. Seungsik too was beyond relieved that you all got along with one another, as it made your friendship a whole lot easier as well.
G ⇴ GETTING TOGETHER
Usually, you tried to be quite private with your friendship as Seungsik especially didn’t want to cause you any harm. Seungsik wouldn’t say no if you wanted to go out and do something with him, but at the same time he would maybe just suggest that it would be a lot safer for you to stay inside with him instead.
H ⇴ HABITS
The two of you had a habit of zoning out of conversation quite a lot of the time and drifting off into your own little world. If the conversation wasn’t what you wanted to engage with, you would both start your own conversation and soon find yourselves forgetting about where you are and who you’re with too.
I ⇴ INSIDE JOKES
Not many people expected the two of you to have inside jokes, but in reality, you had plenty. You both were your most comfortable when you were with one another and so even if you weren’t quite as loud or funny around other people, just as the two of you, you had plenty of laughs and moments to remember.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
He knew that you would never try to make him jealous, but Seungsik wasn’t quite so trusting of your actual friends. He got along with most of them, but there were definitely a couple that maybe didn’t quite feel so right for Seungsik. He didn’t let you know that there were any of your friends that he wasn’t so sure of, instead Seungsik just watched them and made sure that they didn’t let him get too jealous.
K ⇴ KICKS
Seungsik got a kick out of being able to tease the other members with you by his side rather than them teasing him. You were the catalyst that he needed to give them a taste of their own medicine as you had the right thing to say to annoy the other boys that was what Seungsik often lacked when he tried to tease them.
L ⇴ LOVE
He loved how reliable you were as that was something that Seungsik always tried to be for you too. He never was let down by you, he was never left hanging by you, and he was never left to stand as if he was all by himself either. If there was one person that Seungsik knew he could turn to more than he could anyone else, it was you, Seungsik always had your support and always had your number to call too.
M ⇴ MEETING
The two of you first met because your parents were friends and ended up introducing the two of you to one another. You were apprehensive at first because you didn’t want to not get along with Seungsik with your parents being friends, but luckily for you the two of you got on better than anyone expected you to.
N ⇴ NONSENSE
Most of the time it was tricky for Seungsik to really be able to express himself, but you were definitely one of only a few people that Seungsik eventually felt ready to be able to drop his guard around.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Seungsik was obsessed with your heart and how thoughtful you were towards him. He felt lucky to be able to be your best friend and be the person that you took the best care of and helped out the most too.
P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS
Making memories is a big deal for Seungsik, whether it’s something huge or something small, those moments are the ones that stand out to Seungsik. Holidays are Seungsik’s favourite moments, but also things like going to your favourite coffee store is equally a moment that he never takes for granted.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
Whenever he can tell that you’re getting irritated, Seungsik will offer to help. He’s practical and good at helping you solve anything that doesn’t quite make sense to you, or just assisting you when things do make sense too.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
Saving photos of the two of you is an important hobby for Seungsik, with a large scrapbook under his bed. Every time the two of you went on a big trip or celebrated an occasion Seungsik would make sure to take a photo and spend the following day decorating the next page in his scrapbook to remember things.
S ⇴ SUPPORT
As much as he loves when you support him, Seungisk puts a lot more effort into supporting you and helping you out. He was constantly checking up on the things that you were doing so that he could try and pencil the dates into his diary to ensure that he had the time off to be able to be there for you.
T ⇴ TRIPS
He loved to bring you along on tour and show you more of what he does. At every show he’ll make sure that you’re backstage so that Seungsik can show you the ropes and introduce you to all the finer details.
U ⇴ ULTIMATE
It was something that he didn’t tell you often, but Seungsik really was thankful to be able to call you his best friend.
V ⇴ VISITS
Whenever you show up unexpectedly, it throws Seungsik. You know how meticulous he can be and so usually you’ll visit to mostly wind him up and throw whatever plans he has made out of the window.
W ⇴ WISDOM
Although the right thing doesn’t always come from Seungsik, he always tries to be as helpful as possible for you.
X ⇴ XXXX
It usually is pretty rare for Seungsik to be affectionate around you, it’s something that usually makes him shy at the best of times, but even when you’re alone he struggles to use affection to express himself to you.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his rock, Seungsik relied on you more than you even realised.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
Most of the time you’ll go to your place and Seungsik will go back to his at night, mainly because you know that a good night of sleep is pretty impossible for you when you stay with Seungsik and his loud snoring.
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Amnesia - Kang Seungsik
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Summary: After a car accident in 2015, you have lost all your memories. Even the memories of the people you were surrounded by in the hospital. And no matter how often they told you who they were. Your brain wouldn’t remember. It led you to the conclusion you had forgotten more. Considering that your heart was aching, longing for something.
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The year 2015, was the year that changed everything you’ve ever known. A terrible car accident made you lose all the memories you had before. You knew that something was missing. You had the feeling that you had forgotten something big, but no matter how hard you tried, you had no way to find out what it was that you had forgotten.
Therefore, you continued to live the best you could. It wasn’t easy with the heavy feeling of a missing piece. You felt empty no matter how much you tried to continue to live your old life.
In 2022 you decided to change something in your life, hoping you would finally feel whole again, even when you couldn’t remember anything past the moment you woke up in the hospital.
Therefore, you applied for the staff position at Ist Entertainment for the band Victon in South Korea. You didn’t mind leaving the country because nothing was making you happy here, everything reminded you about the car accident that happened.
Especially the people around you, asking you constantly how you’ve been. Strangers, that knew you, but you didn’t. You had forgotten them, and you were tired of seeing the painful expressions of people you have forgotten. You simply didn’t want to continue being reminded about what had been and never will be.
The doctors explained to you that there was a chance for you to never remember anything again. Your head injury was intense and caused your amnesia to be so present.
After months of doctors telling you about your life and realising that nothing rang a bell. They had told you that you might always have this state. Which frustrated you. You wanted the emptiness to disappear.
22 hours later you arrived in Seoul and went straight to the apartment to sleep out the jet lag. Tomorrow would be the day you would already start working. The start of a new life. You just had no idea how much of a new life it would be.
 On the way to the building, you were listening to music to calm down your nerves. You were about to start a new life, in a new country. You walked up to the building where a man in a suit was already waiting for you. “Ms (Y/N)?”
“Yes, that’s me.” you smiled and bowed slightly.
“I’m Minseok, I will introduce you to the members, and the rest of the staff. I will also show you around today, to let you see the building,” he explained.
“Thank you very much.” you followed him while he explained what all the rooms were, and which rooms were the most important for you. He put the focus on everything Victon-related because they were the ones you worked for – for now. As you entered a room, two ladies stood there, smiling. “You must be the new one!” she beamed.
Instantly you smiled and nodded. “Yes, I’m (Y/N). Nice to meet you.” you bowed.
“I am Mina, and this is Lia.” she smiled. “It’s so nice to meet you. If you have any questions on the first day, we explain everything.”
“Thank you very much.” you beamed, already feeling at home.
“Time to meet the band you will be working with,” Minseok said, walking towards another room.
“Guys, this is (Y/N), one of the new staff.” Minseok caught the attention of all the members. “This is Seungwoo. The eldest of the group. Currently serving in the military but came over for you to meet him.”
“That’s very kind of you. Nice to meet you.” you smiled.
“The pleasure is all mine,” Seungwoo responded.
“That is Sejun and Subin. They are inseparable.” Minseok explained.
“So, you only come in a pack. Understood.” you grinned as they laughed.
“Then we have Byungchan and Hanse over there.” he pointed to the table at the bag and two men waving. You awkwardly waved back.
“That over there is Chan, the main dancer.” Minseok pointed to a dark-haired man.
“Nice to meet you.” Chan smiled. “I hope you enjoy being one of our staff. And we won’t make your life too hard.”
“Especially those two.” Seungwoo pointed at Sejun and Subin.
You laughed. “I am sure they won’t,” you added and laughed as Sejun winked at you for joining the joke.
“And that over there is Seungsik, the main vocalist.” you looked over to the person and your heart stopped. He had the same expression as everyone who already knew you, and you had forgotten.
And your heart told you, that he was indeed someone you had forgotten. Someone, you shouldn’t have forgotten. You swallowed and bowed, not trusting your voice.
Everyone saw that something was going on, but didn’t dare to ask, while Minseok was still around. “Alright, I will show (Y/N) around a little more. But from tomorrow on, she will be all yours.” Minseok smiled.
And you followed him, with one look back to Seungsik, who was still looking at you.
As you left, Seungwoo turned to Seungsik. “You know her?”
Seungsik nodded. “Can we not talk about it? I tried to forget.” he forced a smile and stood up to get dressed for the performance later.
“Of course.” Seungwoo looked after Seungsik and met Chan’s eyes who shrugged.
“Must be something big,” Subin added.
“Whatever it is. He doesn’t want to talk about it, we should accept it.” Seungwoo sighed. “I just hope it won’t be too hard on him to see her every day.” Seungwoo stood up. “I will be watching your performance from the audience.” he beamed. “Fighting, guys!” he left the room as well, making everyone wonder what relation you had with Seungsik.
 The next day you came to work and smiled at the members, trying to ignore your aching heart. And trying to not meet Seungsik’s eyes. “Okay, today you will have two interviews and one award show. You are nominated for your new song.” you smiled at the surprised faces of the members. And I also see that Sejun and Seungsik, you will have an extra schedule for your upcoming musical.” you looked up to Sejun who nodded. “Alright. The car will be ready in twenty minutes.” you smiled, leaving the room to prepare the car.
You let out a breath you weren’t sure you were holding once the door closed behind you. You had hoped you could have a better life here with people you didn’t know. But it seemed like you had a life here in Seoul that you weren’t aware of.
Especially when you were waiting outside the building at the car and a woman approached you, calling you by your name. You looked into her eyes and saw a flashback to her smiling at you like this. But you had no idea who she was. You knew her.
“I am sorry, but it seems like you got the wrong person,” you said while staring at the woman.
The woman stopped and smiled. “Must be.” she looked at you one more time before turning to the building where Victon came out.
She went to Seungsik and gave him his phone and said something to him. Then she left and the members came over to you.
You cleared your throat and opened the door for them to enter the car. As Seungsik entered the car last, you smelled his aftershave and another flashback hit you.
You knew this aftershave. You were laughing while you were running along the beach as someone hugged you from behind. The person who hugged you had the same aftershave as Seungsik. Could it be it was Seungsik? Could it be that you had forgotten someone you loved so dearly? On second thought, it was possible. You had forgotten everyone else too.
“(Y/N)? Are you alright?” you opened your eyes, noticing the members looking at you while you were holding onto the door.
You nodded. “Sorry, just had a headache.” you forced a smile and closed the door, entering the car in the front.
The driver started the car, and you were looking at the papers in front of you. Trying to remember anything else. Trying to see the person you were hugged by on the beach, but nothing.
But you knew that you were either close with Seungsik, or he was the key to the missing piece. But how could you ask him about it when you couldn’t even look into his eyes?
You sighed and looked out of the window. Sejun and Subin looked at each other and shrugged. Seungsik was looking outside the window too. Chan was looking at you and then at Seungsik, trying to figure out what was going on.
 You followed Victon along the schedule and late at night, you picked up Sejun and Seungsik from their schedule. Sejun and Seungsik entered the car in the back. “How was your schedule? Sorry I had to leave for a second.”
“You alright?” Sejun asked. “I mean if you don’t mind me asking.” he smiled lightly.
You met his eyes in the review mirror. “I am alright. Chan just lost his phone and didn’t know where he left it, so I drove to the places we’ve been to,” you explained.
Sejun nodded. “Have you found the phone?”
“Yes, it was still at the venue of your performance in the backstage area.” you smiled and started the car to bring them home.
Seungsik didn’t say anything, he was just on the phone and had his earphones in, probably listening to music.
Sejun instead tried to talk to you about the schedule and how he hoped to have some concerts soon. “Will you come to the musical premiere?” Sejun wondered.
“Probably. I mean, I am sure the rest of the members also want to see you. And I usually follow you around everywhere.” you smiled, parking the car in front of their dorm.
Before you could say anything Seungsik left the car, and you looked after him before turning around to Sejun. “Give me a short message when you arrive in your dorm, yes?”
Sejun smiled and nodded before following Seungsik.
He put his arm around Seungsik. “Siki, whatever it is. Please don’t treat her this way. I mean I don’t know what happened, but it seems like she doesn’t know.”
“Because she doesn’t.” Seungsik sighed, putting his phone away. “She doesn’t remember anything Sejun. Not me, not what happened. She has amnesia. And that since 2015.”
Sejun stopped in his tracks, making Seungsik turn around. “I know her. I have never forgotten her. I just tried to move on. And I don’t want to be rude to her. I just can’t act like nothing is going on, Sejun. I can’t tell you anything about how close (Y/N) and I were. But just know, that it hurts me.”
Sejun nodded and hugged Seungsik. “I won’t ask more. I am sorry.” Sejun pulled Seungsik with him to the dorm. And as promised he wrote to you that they arrived safely.
 As you arrived home you checked your mailbox and took the letters with you into the apartment. You sat down on your sofa and looked through the mail when you noticed a letter with no sender on it. You opened the envelope and you gasped.
Inside were photos of Seungsik and you happily laughing into the camera, kissing on camera and… that couldn’t be. It just couldn’t. You threw the pictures into a drawer and tried to calm down your breathing, but it was hard.
You grabbed your head as it started to ache. Those photos must be fake. There was no way you forgot all this. You walked into your bedroom and threw yourself onto your bed, trying to breathe normally but you sobbed. Why couldn’t your brain just remember everything? And why did the past have to follow you here as well? This was certainly not the start you hoped for.
 The next morning you walked into the room where Victon was already waiting, but this time with sunglasses. “Oh, did Sejun and Seungsik keep you awake all night?” Subin joked.
“Today’s schedule will be a magazine photoshoot with Vogue. You will be on the cover for the next edition.” you didn’t want to ignore Subin, but you had no strength to respond to any jokes. You haven’t slept all night, thinking about the pictures all night, and who could have sent the pictures? “The car is already waiting downstairs for you. Seungsik, before you leave, I need a word with you,” you said, waiting for the confused members to leave. Seungsik kept sitting on the armchair.
“Answer honestly, please. Have you sent out a letter to me with photos?”
Seungsik looked at you for the first time, trying to meet your eyes, but getting blocked by your sunglasses. “What photos?” he looked confused at you.
You shook your head. “I see you didn’t.” you smiled and left the room.
“(Y/N)? What photos?” Seungsik followed you, trying to get anything out of you, but you kept quiet.
For the first time since you arrived, he saw that something must burden you, something he had no idea about. Seungsik followed you quietly and you sat together in the car. You made notes in your notebook about the schedules.
You were pretty quiet today, and you were sorry about it, but how could you explain any of this to them? You had to stay quiet and get through this alone.
As you brought the members back to the dorm, you left for your home and received another letter. You were scared to open it, but you thought, maybe this was your way to find out what was going on. You opened it again and saw another photo.
A hillside and a beach in the background. It looked familiar. As if you have been there. You turned around and there was a handwritten note. “The place you both loved so dearly.” you sobbed. “Please brain. Please remember.” you cried, stroking over your head. “Please…” you sobbed.
After you calmed down a little you looked at the clock. It was 6 in the morning. Your schedule with Victon started at 9 today. You decided to ask a person on the street if she knew where this was. And then you would go there. You took your keys and sunglasses, which you needed after another sleepless night.
After you asked a cashier in the convenience store down the street you were on the way to the place. It was a little outside of Seoul, but you had to go there. As you arrived there, you walked to the place where the photo was taken, and you looked around. There was a bench under a tree that wasn’t visible in the photo. You walked over there and looked at it, only to see a heart and… you gasped again and stroked your finger over the heart.
A heart with your name and Seungsik’s right next to it. You had been here before. And it was clear, that you knew Seungsik, and you had forgotten him. Your legs gave up underneath you and you fell to the floor, arms holding onto the bench, while you were crying silently.
Then you felt a hand on your back and a too-familiar voice. “(Y/N)…?” the woman from yesterday, who approached you in front of the building, looked at you. “Were you sending me all these.” you sobbed, looking at the woman who nodded.
“I am sorry, dear. I didn’t mean to disturb you. I just wanted to help you remember.” she stroked your head.
“But I don’t remember. All I see is that I knew him, I was so close to him. And my heart tells me that every single day. But my brain won’t remember.” you cried as the woman took you into her arms, holding you close.
“Let me help you.” the woman said, holding up a photobook. “Only if you want, I will try to tell you everything with photos.” you nodded and tried to calm down and stop crying.
The woman helped you up and sat you down on the bench. She sat down next to you. “I am Seungsik’s mother.” she smiled and put the photobook between you and showed you through every single step.
It all started during your exchange year in Korea when you met Seungsik for the first time. And she continued with all the places you have seen together as a couple.
And right before the last page, the missing photo you were holding, you stopped her. “We were about to get married, didn’t we?” you looked shocked at his mother, who simply nodded.
“You were on your way to the airport. To get married here. But then the accident happened. You have lost the ring, your phone everything. You didn’t tell anyone about your relationship. Therefore, they couldn’t tell you.” you leaned back on the bench, putting both of your hands on your face before removing them again.
“The unknown number, asking where his future wife was. That was Seungsik, asking where I was? It wasn’t someone who reached the wrong number?”
His mother shook his head. “It was Seungsik, trying to reach you. Only to realise you have forgotten.”
You started to cry again. “I am so so sorry.”
His mother put her comforting arms around you again. “You don’t have to apologise for anything, dear. You had not planned any of it. You were so in love with Seungsik. We weren’t mad at you. Never will be.” she stroked away some of your tears.
“This is where we planned to marry. Because it’s where we met for the first time during my exchange year. It turned into our anniversary place too.” you sobbed, remembering what happened. “How was it possible that I forgot him?” you met her eyes.
“We had no idea. But he kept everything from you, in a small box inside his room. Your clothes, your jewellery, the presents you made each other. Photos. And you even remained the wallpaper on his old phone. He never changed the phone number on that old phone. He kept on paying the contract, in the hope you would message him one day.” his mother explained.
“Thank you,” you said, after a short break. “Thank you for pressuring this all on me. Without you, I might have never remembered.”
“I am sorry for the way I did it. But I had no other idea how to do it.” his mother explained. “Maybe talk with him now.” she stroked your cheek again.
“Oh sh-“ you looked at your phone, seeing a few messages from the members. “I forgot I was supposed to be at work at 9. It’s 10 now.” you stood up.
“Drive carefully, I will call your boss and explain partly what happened. As a mother of one of the idols, I get some speciality.” she smiled and motioned for you to go.
You nodded and ran towards the car and drove towards Seoul, carefully of course.
While you were driving you called the members until someone picked up. After trying almost everyone except Seungsik and Subin you tried Subin first who finally picked up. “(Y/N), where are you? We are already on the first schedule at the interview and about to leave for the dance practice.”
“I am sorry. I met someone I knew and lost the time. I will be there at dance practice.” you said.
“You met someone you knew? How do you know anyone in Korea?” Subin asked confused, making Seungsik lookup.
“I explain another time. There is someone else I need to talk to first. See you at dance practice.” you said, ending the phone call.
 A little bit later, you arrived at dance practice looking at your boss apologetically. “I am sorry. Forgot the time a little.” you took off your sunglasses. “It’s alright. I already got the phone call from the person you met. Next time, you are allowed to take a day off.” he smiled. “And maybe you should keep the sunglasses on, your eyes are still puffy and red,” he said before leaving the room.
You turned towards the mirror on the wall and winced as you saw your eyes. They were indeed still red and puffy from all the crying and sleepless nights. You turned towards the members who were dancing. As the song stopped, they turned around and met your eyes.
“(Y/N), you look extremely tired.” Chan worried.
“Are you still sleeping badly?” Sejun added.
“I didn’t have the greatest night, no.” you smiled.
Seungsik looked at you, and you met his eyes for the first time you ever arrived here. “Have you been crying?”
You nodded. “I was. The last nights constantly. Ever since I received those photos.” you added.
“Those you asked me about? I swear I didn’t send them.” Seungsik repeated.
“I know. I know it wasn’t you. It was your mother.” you smiled at him.
Seungsik’s eyes widened. “What? My mother?” Seungsik looked at the members.
Everyone instantly moved “Guys we forgot we wanted to talk with the manager about something.” Chan said.
“Oh, yes! Almost forgot.” Sejun added, and everyone left the room.
“I am sorry about my mother. I have no idea what photos, but she had no right to burden you with anything.” he apologised.
“I am sorry, Seungsik.” you blurted out.
“Why would you be sorry?” Seungsik looked confused at you, not daring to hope for anything after all those years.
“For forgetting you. For forgetting us,” you explained, making Seungsik close his eyes and you saw he was trying not to cry as you saw his lip quiver. “I am sorry that I thought you reached the wrong number when in reality it was me, who simply forgot.” you looked down, trying to keep your voice steady.
“I knew something was missing all those years I just had no idea what. I never would have thought it was the fact I was about to get married to my childhood love.” you opened his eyes and saw Seungsik kneeling on the floor, arms around his knees and head buried into his arms.
At the sight you started to cry and walked over to him, carefully putting your hand through his hair. “I am sorry, I forgot to love you. But I remember, Seungsik. I remember everything.” you sobbed, as you heard him sniff.
Seungsik looked up, his eyes red, tears on his whole face. You stroked the tears away and kept your hand on his cheek. “I remember how we met at the bench as I sat there trying to remember how to get back home. I remember you helping me find my way back, walking through the rain together all the way home. I remember making that bench our anniversary place. Or the place we would go to whenever we feel lonely. I remember you proposing on that bench, with candles, roses and a beautiful ring. I remember us preparing for the wedding with your family.” you looked into Seungsik’s eyes. “I remember you, Seungsik.”
Seungsik took your hand and kissed the back of it. “I thought, this day would never come. I thought I had lost you.” he looked back into your eyes. “I always had the hope, the tiny hope that one day our paths will cross again, I would have the chance to make you fall in love with me again. I never thought you would remember me like this.” he closed his eyes, leaning his head against your intertwined hands.
“I am sorry for everything that happened, Seungsik. Or should I say, my love?”
Seungsik sobbed even more. “You truly remember me.”
You cupped his face and nodded. “Everything.” you stroked away another tear that rolled down his cheek. 
“I love you, (Y/N). I always did. And always will.” Seungsik admitted. “Please come back to me.”
You kissed his forehead. “And I love you Seungsik. And even though my brain forgot. My heart never did.” you met his eyes.
Seungsik grabbed your head gently and kissed you. As your lips touched you felt your heart skip a beat. And you felt the emptiness disappear. You finally felt whole again. After all these years of walking through the world with a missing piece, you finally found it. And you would never let him go again. You would make sure, to always remember him. Until the day you die.
As you broke the kiss, he smiled. “You do know I will not start dating again, right?”
You chuckled. “You better not. I remember I told you I cannot wait to be Mrs Kang.” you grinned. “Although I need a new ring. So maybe let’s start there.” you joked, making Seungsik laugh.
For the first time you arrived here, you heard him laugh and saw him laugh. And you had no idea how to put into words how much you had missed it. “And as much I would love to be with you all day long. I think we have some explaining to do?” Seungsik got up, stroking his face and then offering his hand.
You took his hand and nodded. “They deserve an explanation,” you said.
“Yes, they do.”
 Arriving at the dorm where the members went, they all looked up, seeing you two enter hand in hand. “Do we get an explanation now?” Chan asked.
“So how close were you really?” Sejun asked, earning a confused look from the members. “Oh, he told me that he knows her, just that she has forgotten because she has amnesia. I just don’t know more.” Sejun explained.
“You know more than us,” Chan added.
“If you let us speak, we can explain.” You said, walking over to the sofa. Subin and Sejun make space for you to sit. Seungsik sat down next to Chan on the other end.
“So, you will stay with us?” Subin asked.
“I am not going anywhere.” you smiled at Seungsik who chuckled.
“Alright. So (Y/N) and I met for the first time in 2012 when she had her exchange year.”
Hanse’s eyes widened. “2012?? That’s 10 years ago?”
Byungchan looked at him. “Pshh.”
“Sorry,” Hanse said, making you all chuckle.
“Yes, that’s when we first met. We started dating around a year later. And we wanted to get married in 2015. But she had a car accident and lost every memory. She had not told anyone about me in her life, which means no one was there to tell her. After one year of hoping she would remember I gave it up and decided to debut with Victon in 2016.” Seungsik explained.
“So, all these years you lived without each other?” Chan had his mouth agape.
“Yes, I knew something was missing. And it tore me apart. All those people remembering me, and me not remembering anything. It was as if I was a shell walking around, trying to find the purpose.” you explained.
“When did you know Seungsik was more than you first thought,” Sejun asked.
“On the first day when I met his eyes. My heart told me he was the missing piece and the key to my memories,” you explained.
“Wow, this feels like out of a movie.” Byungchan gasped quietly.
“His mother sent me anonymously photos of the time back then, which was the reason I was tired because I knew I had forgotten something important. I met her this morning and went through a photo book she had about Seungsik and me. And it helped me remember.” you explained.
“Do you remember everything?” Seungwoo spoke up for the first time, maybe finally overcoming the shock.
“I think I do. I cannot be 100% sure, but I know that I remember the most important things,” you told him.
“She told me a few things and everything she said was true. And she told me details my mother couldn’t know.” Seungsik added.
“Will you both get married now?” Subin asked.
“Subin!” Chan and Sejun said in sync.
Seungsik and you laughed. “Let the poor Subin ask the question,” you said, patting Subin’s head.
“That’s the maknae benefit. He has her wrapped around his finger already.” Seungwoo joked, grinning.
You threw a pillow at Seungwoo who laughed.
“To answer Subin’s question. Yes, we plan to marry. This time you will all be invited.” Seungsik smiled at you.
“I still feel like I am watching a movie,” Byungchan said, making everyone chuckle.
“I can’t believe you kept something this big from us,” Seungwoo said. “But I am glad my Siki will be happy.” he grinned. “Don’t hurt him, (Y/N).”
“Never again, will I let something like this happen.” you smiled.
“Well, I hope you know that Seungsik comes with a family now.” Sejun grinned.
“I think I can live with this. If you live with me.” you beamed.
“We definitely do,” Seungwoo said honestly.
 After all those years you had finally found the missing piece. And you would have never guessed it would be at your new job. It was indeed the best idea you had. Maybe it was your heart speaking to you, to make this decision. Nevertheless, you were happy to have gotten back the memories of the love you had missed. And you would never let it go again. You would never let Seungsik go again.
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Saturday 6:05 pm | Study Session pt. 1
Jung Subin x Bestfriend!reader
It was a warm spring day, the sun hit you with its days pushing a yawn out of you. You and your best friend spent time in the library studying for you midterm exams. Which meant you were already exhausted.
“Y/n~” he whined
“Yes?” You asked as you flipped the page of your textbook. “I don’t want to study, my brain hurts,”
“Unfortunately you’re paying for an education, so if you fail this midterm then it’ll become harder to pass the class. Then that can lead to failing the class,”
Subin sighed, he just did not have the brain capacity to study at that moment. All he wanted to do was play Mario Kart with his best friend(and long-time crush) but all you wanted to do was study.
Subin can’t blame you though, both of you were studying medicine; in hopes that you can become a surgeon and Subin just wanted to be a pediatric. The fact that both of you were studying medicine made it even more important for the two of you to pass your exams.
After thirty minutes of you studying and Subin day-dreaming you decided maybe it was for the best to stop. If Subin was just not in the mindset to study you can’t do much about it. “Hey Subin, let’s go back to my place and play some video games,” Subin who had woken from his day dream smiled. 
“Really?” you nodded then spoke, “Only if you promise to study with me throughout this week since our exam is Friday,”
“Yeah of course, I just don’t feel like I can concentrate today,” Subin said, packing his things. You gave him a hesitant look but decided to trust him. You started to pack your things while thinking to yourself how you really hope both of you can get through midterms to enjoy spring break fully.
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seawitch62 · 2 years
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Timemaster
Seungsik x Reader , 3rd POV
WC: .5k
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The sun will rise and set, day after day, year after year.
This is a universally accepted fact.
Time, clicks by, seconds, minutes, hours , days, weeks , months, years.
Tides ebb and flow.
The moon cycles through its phases.
This indisputable knowledge is known to all mankind.
What if the Timemaster, the keeper of the clocks, says otherwise?
If his pleasure is to live the same day over and over and over again and you are stuck on this never ending loop.
Would you realize?
Would you notice the small inconsistencies?
Would you care?
Would you want to end the cycle and awake on the next calendar day?
Dismal, gray cloud cover fills the sky, the Angel's weep, raindrops hit the dry soil.
Seungsik neither sees nor takes notice of the day, he is lost in thought. 
*I saw your photo for the first time in a while. All the happy days, all the way on the bottom of your timeline…*
Obsessing over the details, what he could have done, what he should have done. The timeline of happy times. So many days of pure childlike joy, others stormy and heated, and those of passion and pleasure.
If he had to live one day over and over again, which would he choose?
Some think of this as fantasy, but Seungsik this is reality for he is the Timemaster.
Viewing her timeline, her pain he alone caused, the misery she endured through their breakup.
The resilience she showed as she gained control of her life.
How she moved on.
Leaving him behind. 
The happiness she now feels with her new man.
The Timemaster watches over and over again, the reruns torturing himself, knowing this is all his doing.
The timeline should never be messed with, especially for personal issues, he knows this.
How can he function when his thoughts are consumed with her.
He muses what harm could it do?
Only one day?
If he only had the chance to right the wrongs!
*You make me get up And wake everyone up at the blissful dawn At the speed determined by instinct Fill your night with me…*
Engaged!! He stands there furious.
Toppling any unfortunate furniture in his path.
"That bastard dares to take what is mine!" He yells into his darkened room.
Pacing back and forth, murderous thoughts scratching at his brain.
 I wipe his timeline completely!
Erase him from existence!
Kicking the fallen lamp for good measure.
Temper abated, a cooler head prevails.
Recalling the the day he fucked things up completely.
That's the day!
I will give myself a do over!
I will live this day over and over again till I get it right.
Reaching into his coat pocket he retrieves his pocket watch.
Smiling he reverses the hands of time.
Gently knocking on the door.
He waits anxiously, anticipating the day.
Vanilla latte, in one hand, a floral bouquet consists mostly of carnations adorns the other.
He waits.
The door opens. He is welcomed with a smile.
"Good morning!"
Tick tock tick tock.
The Timemaster reversed  the clock.
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I'm so soft for Kang Seungsik, just imagining cuddling with him at night to fall asleep, soft touch and kisses and whispers 🥺
nooo cuddling with seungsik would be amazing :( he would be such a good safe space for you. your bodies sticking close to each other with little words needed to know how much the both of you adore each other. he strikes me as someone who would stroke your hair or pat you to sleep. oh and his soft singing...seungsik definitely would sing you to sleep. he'll stay awake till you fall asleep so that he knows you're completely alright and safe with him.
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seungs1ks · 2 years
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can I request seungsik fluff where, after talking with his members, he proposes to you? Thanks!!
hi, thank you so much for requesting! i hope you like it :)
forever. (k.s.s.)
{fluff}
pairing: kang seungsik x gn!reader
warnings: none, just lots of victon banter
word count: 1.9k
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“Close the door!” Seungsik hissed at Hanse through gritted teeth. The younger member quickly did so and joined his friends, who were gathered in the middle of the living room. Seungsik was on the couch, looking visibly stressed out. Next to him were Subin, Seungwoo and Byungchan. Sejun and Chan were sitting on the floor.
Hanse pulled up a chair and joined the huddle. “What’s going on? Why does Seungsik look like he’s about to shit himself?”
Subin burst out laughing, and Seungsik ignored him. “I have something to tell you guys,” he began. “It’s been killing me and I’m so nervous and so emotional about it, it’s been driving me crazy for weeks and I feel like I’m going to explode.”
Everyone leaned in closer with near-perfect synchronization. Of course, a few of the members couldn’t wait to venture their guesses.
“You’re not leaving Victon, are you?” Subin pouted.
“Was it you who spilled coffee all over my bag last month and you’re finally confessing?” Seungwoo questioned.
“Are you--” Chan cut himself off with a loud gasp, punctuated by everyone else’s exclamations of pure shock, when Seungsik took out what looked very much like an engagement ring box from his pocket.
Everyone just stared at it for what seemed like minutes.
Seungsik groaned. “Say something, idiots! I’m already so stressed.”
“Whoa…hyung…” Byungchan whispered, mouth hanging open. “You’re gonna propose?”
The older member nodded. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while and it feels right. I want to spend forever with (y/n).”
“Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh!” Sejun squealed, getting up from the floor and practically pouncing onto Seungsik, wrestling him with the roughest embrace. “This is so amazing I am so happy this is so great can I be your best man,” he prattled on, making Seungsik huff out a laugh and finally easing his tension a little bit. The other members cheered and joined in on the pile, burying Seungsik with love and congratulations.
When the hug ended, everyone went back to sitting in their original spots. Seungwoo tenderly fussed over Seungsik’s hair,which had been messed up in the commotion.
“What are you so nervous about, hyung?” Hanse asked.
Seungsik sighed. “Everything? I don’t know. I just want this to go right. I’m so scared I’ll mess something up, or something will go wrong… I don’t know, this is just the biggest, most important thing in my life -- after debuting, of course -- and I just want it to be perfect.”
Byungchan squeezed Seungsik’s leg to comfort him. “Don’t worry about it so much. What’s the worst that could happen?”
“(Y/n) could say no,” Chan observed. Everyone groaned. Seungsik fell back onto the couch.
“Heo Chan! Seriously?” Seungwoo scolded. Chan covered his mouth in embarrassed laughter, and Sejun couldn’t help but laugh too, slapping his hyung’s shoulder a few times.
“Okay, let’s completely ignore that,” Hanse rolled his eyes. “They’re not gonna say no, let’s just get that out of the way. How are you gonna do it? When?”
“I was planning to do it where we first met. At that one bench in the park, by the river. Well, first I was going to sing their favorite song. Is that too cheesy?”
“No.”
“Nah.”
“Nope.”
“A little.”
“Lim Sejun!” Seungwoo glared.
Seungsik was too nervous to even acknowledge that comment. “But yeah, I was going to do it tonight, actually. It’s the fourth anniversary of us meeting at that bench.”
Subin squealed. “Hyuuunnnggg that’s so cute and thoughtful! It’s gonna go great. It’ll be perfect. Is there anything we can do to help?”
The older member chuckled. “Don’t show up, I guess?”
Everyone laughed. “Fair,” Hanse smiled. “We promise we’ll stay far away.”
“Yeah, unless Chan is overcome by a sudden urge to dance by the river,” Sejun smirked, earning howls of laughter and a sulking Chan.
Seungsik sighed when the noise had died down. “So you guys don’t think I’m crazy for doing this, right? Should I do it? What if they freak out?”
“You worry too much, hyung,” said Byungchan.
“You should totally do it. We all know how much you love (y/n) and you two are perfect for each other,” added Sejun. “I know you think through everything a lot before you do it. So trust that this is the right decision, hyung.”
The others nodded in agreement. Seungsik took a deep breath and tucked the ring back into his jacket pocket.
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You smiled as you felt Seungsik squeeze your hand tighter, and responded by nuzzling your head against his shoulder as the two of you walked by the river. He’d taken you out for a really nice dinner at a cute place, and now you two were on a romantic walk. It was so beautiful with the lights, and the tranquil atmosphere, coupled with Seungsik’s fingers laced with yours, filled you with a sense of calm and happiness you only felt when next to him.
Suddenly, Seungsik stopped walking. You looked up at him and tilted your head. He giggled. “You’re so cute. Wondering why I stopped?” You nodded your head yes. “Does this place look familiar?”
Curious, you looked around and noticed the bench -- your bench -- and gasped. “Oh, babe, it’s our meeting anniversary, isn’t it?” You pouted. “I’ve been so busy with work, I completely forgot, I’m sorry--”
Your boyfriend laughed and shut you up with a soft peck to the lips. “Please don’t apologize. You don’t have to remember every little thing; it’s been so long.”
“But you do.”
“Well, I have a really good memory.”
“Is that what this romantic dinner and night walk was for?”
“Yes…but you know none of that is enough to show you my love, or how special you are to me.”
“Silly, I don’t need much. Being yours is more than enough for me.”
Seungsik beamed at you, and his eyes sparkled under the street light. He looked so effortlessly handsome, so content, and you felt your heart swell. He took your hand in his and led you towards the bench. “Sit with me?”
It seemed silly to even entertain that question, but you said yes nonetheless. Both of you sat on your bench, and sat there for a little while in comfortable silence, enjoying the light breeze that grazed past your forms. You leaned your head against his chest, and he enveloped one long arm around you. You noticed that his heart was beating at an unusually fast pace.
“You okay, babe?”
“Hm?” Seungsik mumbled.
“You worried about something?”
He exhaled, and you heard his shaky breath. Concerned, you sat up and were about to ask him what was wrong, but he held up a finger to you. He was looking deep into your eyes, and his own held something all at once genuine and loving, but there was something else there -- nerves, uncertainty, maybe? You weren’t sure.
“Love,” Seungsik said. “You’re everything to me. Actually, ‘everything’ doesn’t even cut it. You have been the biggest blessing in my life, and I’m so lucky to have you. I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but the past four years have felt like a dream to me. I can’t imagine spending my life with anyone else but you. I know in my heart that you’re my person, and I’d be beyond honored if you happen to feel that way about me too.”
Where is all this coming from? You just stared at him, trying to ignore the tears that were threatening to spring into your eyes. “Seungsik, wha--”
“I love you so much. I love you more than I ever thought it was possible to love anything, or anyone,” he continued, and when he got up off the bench to get down on one knee, you almost screamed, but your hands flew to your mouth. Now the tears began to flow like a waterfall.
Your boyfriend started to cry too, which made things only worse for you as your shoulders started to shake from sobbing. “I love you,” he barely managed to blurt out, his lip quivering, eyes brimming with tears. Seungsik took a small velvet box from out of his pocket and opened it to reveal a stunning diamond ring. You audibly yelped, which made Seungsik giggle through his tears. “Will you marry me?” He breathed, looking up at you with a loving gaze like you’d never seen before.
“Yes,” you somehow were able to croak out, muffled by your hands. “Yes, yes, Seungsik, I’ll marry you, oh my god,” you cried, removing your hands from your mouth and wrapping your arms around him. You felt him melt into your arms, and he stood up, helping you up at the same time. Both of you stayed like that for a while, arms wrapped around each other, crying softly.
Seungsik pulled away from you and he was grinning, his cheeks stained with tears, his eyes puffy, still looking so handsome. With a shaky hand, he slipped the ring onto your finger.
“Ah, babe, I was hoping I wouldn’t cry,” he laughed, wiping his tears with the back of his hand. “Sorry I couldn’t keep it together.”
“Don’t you dare apologize when you just proposed to me, Kang Seungsik,” you blubbered, trying to dry your eyes with the back of your sleeves. The way you said it made him chuckle.
“Kiss me,” he mumbled, and you gladly obliged, and you placed your lips on his, mouths melting together perfectly -- it was such a passionate and loving kiss you swore you were getting dizzy.
“I couldn’t have asked for a better proposal, love. Or a better soon-to-be husband. You’re my forever, and I always knew it,” you smiled at him.
“I was gonna sing to you, but I was so nervous I don’t think a tune would’ve come out,” Seungsik admitted.
“Aw, baby,” you cooed. “Maybe at home you can treat me to that private performance.”
“I think we might be doing other things later,” he winked at you.
Suddenly, you heard whooping and cheering behind you. You and Seungsik whipped your heads around to see the members literally appearing from behind a tree, running towards you, making way too much noise as usual.
“Oh god,” Seungsik threw his head back and laughed. You couldn’t stop laughing either. Seungwoo was the first to reach Seungsik, and he gave him the biggest hug. Byungchan, Sejun and Subin joined in, and Seungsik had the biggest smile on his face as he cried out for help.
Someone tapped you on the shoulder, and you turned to see Chan, with open arms. “Congrats,” he beamed at you. You thanked him and gave him a hug.
Hanse, entering the scene fashionably late, ran over to give you a hug as well. He shook his head as he looked at his friends burying Seungsik in a suffocating embrace. “We promised him that we’d stay away, but…you know us.”
You chuckled. “Don’t worry. I know he’s secretly happy that you guys were here to see this.”
“Why were you so late?” Chan questioned the rapper.
“There was a stray cat in the parking lot.”
“You’re so disappointingly predictable.”
You let them bicker, and Seungsik bounded over to you. You smiled, noticing his eyes were still a little puffy. Of course, he read your mind. “My eyes still puffy?” He grinned, stroking your cheek with the back of his hand. You nodded.
“Well, so are yours,” he smirked before grabbing you by the face and kissing you deeply.
“I can’t believe you’re my fiance,” you breathed, admiring the ring on your finger. “And this ring… it’s perfect, babe.”
“I remember your eyes lingering on it once when we went shopping in the city.”
Your jaw dropped. “What was that, like, a year ago, Seungsik?”
“Yeah…I have a good memory.”
He kissed you again. It was like he couldn’t stop. Not that you minded. You and him had forever.
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ddaehyeon · 3 years
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and when you find love: victon realizing they have fallen in love.
— requested ✧ ot7 | victon masterlist
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♡ han seungwoo
desire to hold you close to him; wants to either hold your hand or cuddle with you. sometimes, he’d just settle with sitting next to you.
♡ kang seungsik
your favorites are becoming his; questions himself when did he begin liking things he’d usually not favor, why are your interests becoming a part of him, affecting him in a way that even his taste is shifting.
♡ heo chan
finds himself staring at you; a subconscious act, his friends would ask him why he would end up looking at you. though he’d deny it, the query going down on him. why do i keep on looking at them?
♡ lim sejun
doing the silliest thing just to make you happy; whatever it is that grants a laugh from you he’d do. sejun had directed new goals: to cheer you up whenever you’re down, make a smile appear on your lips, and hear your laughter.
♡ do hanse
mirroring your actions; the same gestures you’d usually do had affected him in a way that he’d find himself doing the same. when the two of you are talking, if you pick up an item on the table, he’d be also doing the same.
♡ choi byungchan
everything reminds him of you; slowly plaguing his mind. when he sees something, he’d initially be reminded of you may it be shared memory or it is just something you mentioned days ago.
♡ jung subin
dropping things to give you his time; quick to put down the things he’s doing just to become readily available— something he doesn’t usually do. a message coming from you? he’d put down the game he’s playing just to reply. wanting to hang out? he’d be there as soon.
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syuga-s · 2 years
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just another night
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w.c 5.2k
pairing. Seungsik x gn!reader
genre. fluff, friends in love
a/n. lmao, I can't believe I'm here again after 5 MONTHS, and basically, I'm here again bc Seungsik has been living in my head like a cute lil parasite for weeks. i truly love this man and I just had to write something very self-indulgent,,, ALSO i know I'm very late for valentine's, tried to post this like 2 weeks ago but look where we are (and warnings?) mentions of alcohol, moderate consumption nothing extreme, also alcohol preparation? the word sex is there, food is mentioned too, nothing crazy i swear
You and Seungsik have been friends since high school. It’s been about 10 years since you’ve been in each other's life. You’re always texting each other, even if you don’t see often. He’s your best friend. You’ve fallen into a comfortable friendship when you see each other every other month. When you both feel it’s been too long, and you need to catch up with your lives. It wasn’t until two days after Valentine's Day that it occurred to you that you hadn’t asked him what he did on that day. Unfortunately, you had your own little love “trouble” that you forgot to ask him about his day. The reason is, that your ex hasn’t left you alone for months.
He’s been begging you nonstop to go out with him. Telling you he’s changed, that he wants to treat you better for once. You know they’re just easy words. But the part of you that feels great when you’re with him would like to believe everything he says.
“I want to take you out to dinner” “I intend to keep knowing you, please don’t shut me out” “We can go to the movies, for coffee, you name it” “Please let me see you again”
It’s so funny how you may have wanted this years ago. And now, when it’s actually happening, him telling you everything you wanted to hear. You ended up falling for it. Despite not wanting to be in a relationship with him anymore, you finally caved in to his pleads, and it’s like he shifts into someone else every time we get to this point.
This time his text said, “what are we supposed to do on a Thursday?” idk bro, everything? Anything? BE TOGETHER LIKE YOU WANTED? “I guess you could come watch anime? i mean if you want” By no means I’m saying it’s a bad idea but, why does it only have to come to that EVERY time?
Whatever you have with him is difficult. Your love life (or lack thereof) is beyond hard, for sure. Feelings are difficult. So, your head has been on that topic for a few days because he asked you out for the 14th, and you couldn’t even muster up the energy to answer him.
You just wanted to see your best friend.
When you texted Seungsik on Wednesday night, you finally asked him if he had an eventful Valentine's Day. And when his reply was, “i didn’t do much, had a lot of work”, you immediately knew he was upset.
Now you needed to call him. He picked up at the first ring. Before anything, you spoke, “what happened with Sol? tell me everything.” He groaned, apparently not wanting to discuss it, but he knew you knew something had happened, and he clearly had to let it out.
“They were avoiding me, they barely wanted to go out on dates, always busy with who knows what, so when I wanted to plan something for valentine’s they simply said no. Obviously, I got upset, we got into an argument, and you know how that ends.”
While you were listening to him, you suddenly came up with a plan.
“I’m sorry Seungsikie, I always knew they were too boring for you.” You said in a teasing tone and he laughed. “And look if they never wanted to go out with you that’s their fucking loss.” “Yeah, well, I guess I was hoping things would be different at some point.” It hurt your heart to hear him say that. He’s always been a romantic, but in all seriousness, he always gets the worst partners. “I know what won’t make you upset anymore, let’s go out this Friday, you can’t say no alright, plus I really really want to see you.” “I know, we haven’t gone out since your birthday, I’m missing you too”, then his tone got kinda doubtful, “what exactly are your plans nerd?” you were both THE nerds in high school, always the ones that handed the tests at the same time, always the two that got up and solved math problems for the whole class, you’ve always been a team. “What makes you think I’ll tell you, dork? Knowing that you’re gonna see me should be enough for you” Neither of you knows how the two have been smiling just by hearing each other’s voices. You always forget how much you miss seeing him every day. He never notices how fast time goes by because suddenly, it’s been months since he felt this relaxed. And it was just your voice that made him feel at home after the past few days when he felt like shit. “I still need to know where, so I know how to pick my outfit, dummy” This man dresses better than you, so it made you laugh how he’s always worried about those things. “So?” “Oh my god, just wear whatever you like, you’re gonna be the best dressed no matter what, plus I bet you have new clothes you’ve been dying to wear so…” This time you made him laugh louder at your annoyed tone and that made him go along with your secret plan. “Alright then, but are you gonna dress cute though?” “Don’t know, maybe, we’ll see on Friday, love you bye” “Good night nerd, love you too” You’ve been organizing things all Thursday to make tomorrow perfect. Usually, Seungsik was the one that planned things when you went out, he always took you to the best restaurants, the best bars, always making sure you had a good time. So, you wanted to take care of everything this time. He deserved it. When you felt confident with your plan, you let Seungsik know that same night that you wanted him ready at 6:00 pm tomorrow. You took the day off, so you could clean your house and prep things for the night. You decided to do Seungsik’s favorite things. The first stop was to go for coffee to this new shop one of your coworkers recommended you. Next stop, go to one of his fave Japanese restaurants. Then you wanted to invite him to your apartment, so you could show him off your new mixology skills. You’ve been teaching yourself to make cocktails lately. Always on your never-ending search for new hobbies. And you felt you were pretty good at it, so you were dying to make him some of his favorite drinks. And it felt right because if you ended up deciding to get drunk you were gonna avoid a lot of, let’s say, unpleasant steps.
Finally, you were getting ready, and you decided to go for an all-black outfit. Black turtleneck sweater, black leather skirt, and black stockings. Today was cold, so a sherpa black denim jacket and black platform boots were a must. You went for gold jewelry and your beloved pink wool scarf. As for your makeup, your routine had changed to simply concealer, blush, mascara, eyeliner, and whatever lipstick you were vibing lately. You quickly gave your dog some water, food, and a little pad in case he needed to do his little business. “I’ll come back later Maxy, be good.” Grabbed all your keys and made your way to the café. Seungsik was already there when you arrived. He was waiting for you outside. It made you so happy to see him. And it may sound cheesy, but when you saw his outfit, you couldn’t help but smile. He was wearing the pink satin jacket you bought him a few years ago. Black turtleneck sweater, black denim jeans, and black boots. One would have thought that you managed to dress the same on purpose. When you got closer, you both couldn’t help but laugh at how you both looked. You were the one who hugged him first. For some reason, he had thought it was a good idea to stand outside in the freezing cold waiting for you to come. So, when he felt your hug, he was so glad you were this warm. It was one of those hugs where he could feel all the warmth radiating from you. For you, it was different. For a moment everything felt so calm, so safe, like nothing could hurt you. He softly rubbed your back and finally talked. “Let’s go inside, my face is getting numb from the cold”. You laughed in his chest, and he took you in his arms and walked together to order something. The café had this Parisian feel to it. It was beautiful and Seungsik told you he loved it. That got you happy once again. He ordered an espresso and you had a latte. As soon as you tasted them, you both looked at the eyes of each other, without having to speak you know he meant he didn’t like it because you thought the same about your drink. “You want to taste mine?” You offered. He gave you his cup too, so you could try it, and both had the same eyes again. You had to laugh now because both drinks were really bad, and you weren’t used to that. He muttered, “well at least the place is nice, we could take some photos”. Later you met the owner, and you found out that it’s only been open for three days. So, you agreed to come back another day to give them another chance. Seungsik’s been insisting on taking photos of you here. He said you looked adorable in this place and that you actually needed to update your feed. You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at that. He knew you weren’t fond of taking pics, but ultimately, you gave in to his request. And he wasn’t lying, you felt cute in the pictures he took, but that was enough effort for the day. You figured it was time to take him to eat, so you got into your car and headed to the restaurant. His favorite restaurant turned into your favorite too after a few years. Since it always reminded you of him. You’ve been here with your other friends, but it’s never the same without Seungsik. Being here, watching him in the subtle red glow of neon signs, you realize how cool he looks right now, particularly with his cherry-red hair, in your eyes he’s always been the best guy ever. He is unaware of your gaze, looking at the menu, deciding what to order. The scenario you had was begging to be captured, so you took your phone out and took a picture of your best friend. He noticed after you took it, and he just gave you a sweet smile. The servers already knew you two were regulars, so they always took special care of you. Tonight you went for some gyozas, ramen, and an order of sushi to share. A few beers and you were set. “I’ve been meaning to talk about your hair” he blurted out. You narrowed your eyes and gave him a playful smile but didn’t say anything, urging him to keep talking. “You dyed it, I- I mean” he started stuttering for some reason. it was just you, though? “I really like it, out of
all your looks I think this is my favorite” and now you blushed. “When did you change it? Last time I saw you, you still had your two-toned thing going on.” You tilted your head and rested your chin on your hand to think about it a bit. “Around mid-December, I think? It was before Christmas, for sure.” “Well, I like it” you smiled with his words and he smiled knowing that his words made you happy. Your food came, and the conversation moved on to some work stuff. How you both have been busier lately. Then you mentioned your parents and what you did over the holidays. How stressed you were at the end of the year because you took care of everything those days. He told you he’s been stressed for a while too because he moved to another apartment, finally on his own. You told him you had seen Diane and Ash last week for Ash’s birthday. That her boyfriend threw her a little surprise party and how you thought that those two are gonna end up married soon. He asked about Diane. She was the only one of your friends that he really liked for some reason. “She actually moved back into my building! Her clothing line has been doing really well, that’s why she came back.” “And what about you?” He fixed his gaze on you. “What do you mean? I’ve been talking about me all this time” His question threw you off, along with his expression. Suddenly, an air of seriousness. Seungsik repeated, “About you, tell me what you’ve been up to? Who are you going out with? i don’t know something like that.” The first thing you could do was shrug. “I mean I’m good? everything’s calm for once, but — you remember Louis, right?” Seungsik couldn’t hide his disgust. He hated Louis. His face turned into a frown, and he crossed his arms. Instinctively rejecting the thought of that person. You continued telling him. “Well, it’s not actually something, but he’s still there, you know? he begs me constantly to go out with him, i haven’t seen him in about 8 months or so? Apparently, he’s dying to be with me again, but you know him.” “Yeah, good, don’t go out with him.” It wasn’t funny, but you chuckled at that. “Yeah, don’t worry, I’m not planning on it.” Seungsik hated Louis since the moment you met him. He knew he wasn’t serious about anything. And with time, he knew how unaware Louis was about all he had when you were in a relationship. He didn’t understand what you loved about him, despite all the times he heard you say it. In his eyes, you were far too much for that good-for-nothing dumbass. He figured he always thought that way because you’re his best friend. He loved you too much to see you with someone like that. But maybe somewhere along the way, he got confused about that love. Or possibly, involuntarily, he maintained that love as platonic. You raised your brow at him, watching how his mind went somewhere else, “what’s on your mind? tell me". He hadn’t even noticed he was clenching his teeth. “just thinking about how unlucky we are in love” lie. But that made you laugh. “Seungsik, you’re saying that as if it was new information”, “we’re dumb that’s all.” You took a few more beers, and he asked you if you wanted to share one of the desserts you loved in here. And you obviously said yes. He told you that he had talked to his mom earlier. “Mom says she misses you, she asked me how you’ve been doing, but I didn’t know what to tell her, so you need to visit her soon.” Moments like this, when he says those kinds of things, make you think how lucky you are to have him in your life. It’s not common to be this meshed in someone’s life. All you could do was smile and nod at him. The silence between you was starting to burn. Onset to illuminate something else. You explained to Seungsik that your next and last stop was your house, so you paid the bill and made your way out of the restaurant. The entire staff seeing you off loudly, “mata okoshi kudasaimase!”. It was getting even colder outside, making your nose turn red instantly. You had left your car a little far from the restaurant, so you clung to Seungsik’s torso. And as if
it were the most mundane act, he placed his arm around you. Enjoying the source of a bit of warmth once again. Walking along the street in each other’s embrace. Relishing in the other’s perfumes. Content. Just when you thought you were walking alone, a guy in the street approached you and offered to sell you flowers. As you were mistaken for a couple by him. Both laughed it off because that was a regular occurrence whenever you went out, but it always caught you off guard, like now. You never explained to others that you’re not together because you know the exact words that’ll come out of their mouths. “But you look so good together!” Yes, we know.“Are you sure you’re not a couple?” As far as we know, we’re just friends. It’s simply bothersome to discuss the nature of your relationship with strangers. But at the same time, one would think you were staying away from that conversation yourselves. Ultimately, Seungsik bought you a couple of flowers from the guy, thanking him for the small bouquet as you walked away. Still headed to your car, you kept laughing about what just happened. “So that was new”, you giggled as you searched for your car keys. He smirked while you unlocked your car doors, once you were both inside he joked and said, “next time pay for your own flowers won’t you?” When you entered your house, your dog Max didn’t waste time jumping at Seungsik’s feet. His little tail wagging incessantly, giving him the most enthusiastic welcome, which made you jealous. Your tiny baby quickly forgot about you as soon as he saw your best friend, which hasn’t been at your place in about forever. “Hello Maxy, you’ve gotten so big!!!” His voice getting into a high pitch as if he were talking to a baby. Which he was. He held up your dog, again, like a baby. Soon you cleaned up his mess, thankfully it wasn’t much so you got done with it in 5 minutes. You stood next to him while he kept baby talking to your fur baby. Top 10 most heartwarming scenes in your life. Finally, your dog remembered you existed and started slipping away from Seungsik’s hold. When you took him, you mumbled in your baby voice too, “oh so you like Seungsikie more than me now, huh? can’t blame you, Maxy.” Seungsik wasn’t sure if he was meant to hear that, or if he just has excellent hearing. However, he got this fuzzy feeling even though your place was freezing. His eyes followed you as you set your dog in his tiny bed with a little bone to chew at. He noticed how you were rushing to do things just so you could give him all your attention again. A sensation burning brighter. You finally came back to him and pushed him into your kitchen, which made him laugh at your action. You brought Seungsik to your little island and made him sit on a stool. When he saw everything you had left on the counter, he asked, “what’s all this?” “Behold!” gesturing him all your things neatly put in a stand which included a shaker, jiggers, various strainers, and a mixing glass. Along with bottles with different liquors and some new glasses you had bought for tonight’s drinks. A few herbs, leaves, and orange slices weren’t missing either. You were so proud of your setup that it had your hands on your hips with a proud look on your face. Then you clapped your hands together, making Seungsik jump at the sudden sound. “SO, I have everything for your faves, get ready to have me as your favorite bartender from now on.” A smug expression now on your face. First, you got some coffee out to start making a cup of espresso. While you allowed the coffee to steep, Seungsik was wrapped in the smell of the coffee grounds, already knowing which drink was coming his way. His view was a bit limited from where he was sitting, all he could see was how focused you were on doing this and that in the counter. You actually know what you’re doing with alcoholic drinks, so you can say they’re pretty easy to make. But the chances of messing them up are really high too. Mixology really is an art. You prepped the glasses with ice cubes and poured the Liquor 43 in each
of them, all that was left was the espresso, and they were done. You and Seungsik have had them with a lit-up cinnamon stick on top, which is an excellent plus, but maybe it’d be too much now when it’s just the two of you. Handing him the glass seemed like an accomplishment. You’ve been thinking about this moment for days. You wanted to clink glasses, and he got up from the stool. Suddenly, you felt how tall he was as he was facing you. His eyes crinkled when he said, “cheers!” You knew the drink was good, you MADE IT. But now you needed to know if it had lived up to Seungsik’s expectations. You were holding on to your glass for dear life, just waiting for a sign, an expression, anything. He wanted to toy with you. He saw the anticipation in your eyes. And in your whole body, actually. You seemed like a puppy waiting to be picked up. Trying his best not to demonstrate any emotion, he placed the glass on the counter and spent a few minutes squinting his eyes, pursing his lips, as if he was some connoisseur all of a sudden. Catching up on his game, you rolled your eyes and lightly hit him in the arm. Now he threw his head back in amusement, touching the spot where your hand had touched his arm. Still laughing, he finally assured you that he loved it. “it’s so good i can’t believe you” — “never thought you’d make drinks this GOOD.” “and if you keep that game going on that’s the last one you’ll get” you retorted. But soon your exasperation turned into a beaming smile followed by a giggle. Even prouder than before. “you’re so annoying, i swear.” As you slowly emptied your glasses, you started telling him about your journey in making cocktails. How you just decided one day that you wanted to learn how to make good drinks and spent several weeks attempting to master some recipes. You told him it’s not really hard because it’s not like you’re set on becoming a pro, but that you still needed a lot of practice and patience. “i can teach you later if you want.” After those words, he felt motivated to finish his drink and return to the kitchen with you. It was amusing seeing him like this. He looked awkward at your kitchen, not knowing whether you were gonna let him do something or just explain the steps to making a drink. The next drink you had thought of was even simpler. A gin and tonic with frozen berries and mint leaves. You urged Seungsik to get closer so he could see everything going on. When you reached for the alcohol and tonic water, you asked him to fill other glasses with berries and a bit of ice. When he brought them back, he stood beside you, watching how you filled them with the new mix. Shortly, you grabbed the mint leaves you had in front of you and handed some to him. “go crazy.” You were about to taste it when he stopped you because he wanted to clink glasses again. Or so you thought. Because in fact, he cheered softly, “to another 10 years”, which made you lock eyes with him. You could only muster up to raise the glass. You moved to your sofa and started talking about your friendship. Which was brought up from his most recent words. “can’t believe it’s been about 10 years and we’re still here”, “not many people get to that.” He said while facing you. It made you think. Well, certainly not. We go through so much in our lives, we grow constantly. And that means that we outgrow feelings, even whole parts of ourselves. Our lives change, and that means people leave. Friends leave. In some cases, we are the ones who end up leaving. And that never stops. So, when you acknowledge there’s someone in your life where you only feel a quiet calmness when they’re around, you have to make sure they stay a part of your life. With Seungsik, even a text or a phone call at the end of the day would always bring a smile to your face. You’ve been through enough in the past years to know that neither of you will leave the other. As time goes by, you’ve made sure to keep safe in your heart all the memories you’ve made together. From the countless nights where you went out to get intoxicated; where
you would run to him and cry your eyes out because someone had hurt you; to the days you would drag him to concerts where he didn’t know who the artist was. And the most insignificant things (to most people) as well. Like the times he would send you a song just because it made him think of you; the notes he would give you when you were in school; to even the short walks to anywhere because for a few minutes you were hugging all his warmth. You finally spoke, ”i’m really glad you haven’t left my life, i mean it” and leaned your head on his shoulder. Over the years, you had found you’re quite content in just having him nearby. Sure, you’ve been in romantic relationships before, you’ve been in love. But the love you and Seungsik have for each other is different. Even if you haven’t acknowledged it yet. The intimacy between you is what everyone would dream of having in their lives. The talking with your eyes. The way, you can’t go 2 seconds without some sort of physical touch. The back rubs when you hug. The late-night talks in your cars. And days like today especially. He had leaned his head against yours earlier. But both ended up spending minutes wrapped in your own thoughts instead of doing or saying something else. Strangely so, you’ve never had felt the rush to act on your feelings. And tonight wasn’t any different, both just enjoying how close you were at the moment. The night felt endless, you kept making drinks, but in the end, you both got drunk enough to go back to basics. Meaning beers. The heartfelt comments from earlier turned into jokes. Jokes turned into half-drunk singing to some random list of greatest hits on youtube for hours. He could hear you sing the same song on replay for days. He has always loved your voice, and tonight, he sat on your sofa to watch you sing one of your favorite songs. He could see the passion you felt, and his eyes couldn’t hide how he felt about you. For the first time in years, he wanted to kiss you. When the song ended, you turned to your left to face him. Not being sure if you or him were already very drunk, but there was something about the way he was staring at you that you felt like you were meant to fall for him all along. Both brushed off those thoughts once again when you asked him if he was already drunk. “i got sleepy all of a sudden” his code for yes. He sank into your couch and whined, “i should go before it gets too late.” You ended up cuddling next to him, drunk enough to feel your eyes closing on their own. Seungsik soon lovingly running his fingers through your hair. Relishing on how relaxed he was making you feel. You mumbled he should stay. “it’s not like you have work tomorrow.” His eyes were closed, too, and he wasn’t expecting those words at all. If he wasn’t this tired or drunk, he wouldn’t have been able to keep his composure in front of you. He even stopped the movements of his hand and stilled it at your shoulder. You gently moved your hand, so it could rest on top of his. It was just a touch. Innocent like friends. But it’s like time stopped for him. He now knew how he’s been lying to himself all along. You were touching his hand so casually, but it was driving him wild. It’s like you had electric charges in your fingertips. And he couldn’t deny he loved you more than a friend. Not a word was said for the rest of the night. You both fell asleep like that. Both wanting to stay right there a little longer. And that’s how you slept together for the first time. No kisses, no sex, just sleeping. Seungsik woke up first and saw you still asleep. Both still in the same position. He smiled when he saw you deep in slumber. He attempted to hold you closer to him without waking you up. Falling in love. Last night, he heard those words in his head. He realized he would’ve rather spent valentine’s with you. In fact, he actually never wants to have another date if it’s not with you. Currently, he hears his heart saying, you’re all i want. At long last, he decided to wake you up. He moved your shoulder, tickled your ear, and moved
his fingers through your hair again. You finally yawned, meaning you had woken up. You felt it was a miracle how you weren't feeling hungover but actually starving. With one eye open and the other closed, you turned your face upwards to get a look at Seungsik. He smiled at your face and whispered, “i’m hungry let's get some food come on” and with that, he kissed your cheek. Once you were awake enough to realize what he did, you stared at his eyes while he did the same. You don’t know if you imagined the small lingering moment, the way you’d both held your breaths as if time stopped. Both thinking that you should wait, that you shouldn’t be this close for the sake of your friendship. While the other part of you didn’t want to wait any longer and was screaming for you to finally take that step. Both knew that you loved each other without needing to say it. He ran his fingers through your hair for the second time today. You were about to kiss when your phone started to ring. The two of you were brought down back to earth against your will. You didn’t care about the call. Not planning to answer this early while you were with him, but it felt like the universe wasn’t agreeing on you two yet. Eventually, you got up from the sofa to stretch your legs and took the chance to go see who had called you. And you audibly groaned at the name that appeared on your screen. Seungsik hesitated to ask, but he did it anyway. “who was it?” Although, based on your reaction, he already had someone in mind.
"You don’t want to know,” you told him while you let out a dry laugh. Not even wanting to think about him yourself. When he asked if it was Louis and you nodded at him, he felt upset. That’s when he comprehended that he didn’t want to play games anymore. He just wanted to be with you. And by the look in your eyes, it was not just him who thought that. Finally, you were undeniably in sync with one another.
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ethereal-lix · 3 years
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So I’ve noticed that’s there’s a lack of Victon imagines and stuff and that makes me super sad cause I love them, I don’t normally send in requests bc I never know what to request and I feel so so so awkward doing it but for victon I’ll send in requests lol
So if you write for victon reblog this and/or message me and I’ll send you some requests. I have a lot of ideas and I’ve written them down. So if you want some victon requests OR requests in general let me know and I’ll send them in 😊😊
If you know someone who’s requests are open please let me know
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baka-writings · 3 years
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𝙑𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙊𝙉: 𝙈𝙏𝙇 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙆𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙣
Warnings: None ♥
A/N: This is based purely on my opinion
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M O S T
Hanse
Seungwoo
Chan
Sejun
Byungchan
Subin
Seungsik
L E A S T
Hanse and Seungwoo are the most open minded in my opinion that’s why I put them 1st and Hanse is actually really good at English so I think he’d even try to speak in English with you.
Sejun, Chan and Byungchan give me those vibes that they wouldn’t mind that you’re a foreigner, If they loved you they wouln’t care where you were from, but I think they wouldn’t necessarily consider it that much. If that makes sense.
Subin is young so I put him the 2nd least because his preferences might change and I don’t think he thinks about such things that much. He wouldn’t mind dating a foreigner of course, but as I said it’d take him a bit more time to actually make up his mind.
Seungsik strikes me as a traditional man who’d prefer someone Korean, but don’t get me wrong please, it doesn’t mean he’d not date a foreigner, it’s just that he’d mostly go for someone korean.
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can i get gang! han seungwoo please? maybe part of heochan's but seungwoo's girlfriend or wife please... thank you...
stay or go // han seungwoo 
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🧚🏻‍♂️ pairing:: han seungwoo  x reader 🧚🏻‍♂️ genre:: angst, gang leader!seungwoo 🧚🏻‍♂️ summary:: the wife of seungwoo is something you could never get used to. the fact that anyone would believe the fact that you get to call yourself seungwoo’s wife. when you finally get to meet the love of your life’s group of friends, it was a matter of time before things flipped out. ——————————————————————————
“i’m so scared to meet these guys. seungwoo are you sure this is a good idea?” i looked up at him when he continued to pull me towards the huge mansion that i never got to see. this was the first time, and i didn’t know how to feel. 
i remember the day when seungwoo told me that he was a leader of a gang. well, but it was an accident that i found out. i was finding a shirt after a shower at seungwoo’s apartment when i opened the wrong drawer to find a few guns. i looked at him over my shoulder, and that’s when he told me everything. 
“baby, you got me, the goddamn leader.” when we stood at the front door, he put his arm around my waist pulling me chest to chest to him pressing his lips hard to mine. i giggled as he did it before he tapped his card onto the wall not letting go of me. when we started walking through, he grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers together while walking to the front door which took about two minutes because it was so far from the gate. 
this house couldn’t even be called a mansion. this was a goddamn castle. i knew they were rich, but this was a even bigger way to show me that they were hella rich. it was expensive.
“wanna buy me a car?” i giggled after gawking at the house, and seungwoo put his arm around my waist taking his hand out of my hand. he kissed the top of my head smiling while putting his hand on the door handle. 
“anything you want my love.” he laughed then opened the door smiling when all the boys were chasing around one boy that had the most infectious laugh. they kept screaming at the boy yelling ‘chan’ and how they were going to kill him but when they saw their leader walking in, they all froze in the spot they were in. 
there were 6 of them staring at us while standing in the hallway. i hid behind seungwoo and he laughed starting to pull away from me but i grabbed his shirt to stop him from walking away. he kissed the top of my head then walked away while telling all the boys to be nice. i stood there frozen because seungwoo had left me in the middle of the house with no backup. 
“i’m han y/n.” i tried not to stutter as i spoke but i didn’t think i did a very good job covering up the fact that i was scared as hell. the boy with the grey hair and blond highlights giggled and then realized that i had said my last name was han.
“i’m subin.” the blond haired boy smiled then walked up to me but the boy named chan pulled him back to his side. he told subin to stay while walking over to me. he looked me up and down then smirked. 
“i’m assuming sister because of the last name?” he walked closer to me and i laughed nervously because wow was he good looking. all of them were hella good looking. just as i was about to answer, i felt a pair of arms pull me away from chan. 
 “wife actually.” seungwoo picked up my left hand to show the boys my ring. i hide behind seungwoo’s shoulder and he laughed moving his arm around my waist to glare at the boys in front of me. 
“when did you get married?” i remember when seungwoo told me about seungsik. he would definitely question everything. i didn’t know if this was him, but i’m assuming this was him because he did seem like he would be. 
“seungsik. i would have told you if you weren’t so busy with that problem. i wanted to tell you, but i didn’t have the chance.” seungwoo started getting nervous. he said he was the leader but he was scared of this guy.
“it’s fine i knew you were getting distracted regardless.” he shrugged and seungwoo’s jaw clenched before he pulled seungsik aside into what i assumed was his office. 
“they’re gonna fight again.” another member came up to me and threw his arm around my shoulder smiling before walking over to the kitchen. he sat me down at the counter then went to the fridge. 
“let me introduce all of them. i’m sejun, that’s byungchan, hanse, chan who you know, subin, our youngest and the one fighting with seungwoo is seungsik.” he smiled pouring the vodka into the orange juice before handing it to me. 
“i figured you were a screwdriver type of girl.” he smiled and i laughed taking the cup taking a sip out of it. i started to get to know all the boys and they were sweet.  they were the sweetest boys i had ever met, and they all loved their youngest very much. they were a family for a lack of a better word. we spent almost two hours talking, while seungwoo and seungsik were basically screaming at each other in the background. 
i knew everyone was trying to ignore the fact that this was happening. i could tell in the energy that they were used to it. i assumed that byungchan noticed i was worried about seungwoo when i looked over my shoulder and he sat next to me while the boys were laughing and squealing at something subin had just did. 
“they’re gonna be okay y/n. they always fight.” he took a sip of his drink then looked at me, giving me a comforting smile. i looked down nodding to pretend that it didn’t bother me that they were fighting because of me.
“but this time it’s because of me.” i smiled weakly at him and he took my hand outside of the house to where the pool was. he closed the door so i wouldn’t be able to hear anything that was going on inside the house. the sun was setting, and it was stunning. i sat down on the pool chair looking out into the view, and byungchan sat next to me. 
“hey y/n? seriously you don’t have to worry about those two. i promise, recently seungwoo has been really distracted lately, and seungsik has been on his toes lately. everything that happens, pisses him off. please don’t worry.” he smiled warmly towards me then turned his head when the door slid open. seungwoo walked through the door with a dark face, and waved me over coldly. 
“looks like he didn’t win.” byungchan whispered under his breath then the two of us stood up before walking around the pool to seungwoo. 
“let’s go y/n.” he had his arms open and i wrapped my arms around his waist pressing a kiss to his lips. he was upset but i didn’t know why or what happened. he weakly smiled then looked at byungchan saying a quick thank you before taking my hand. 
“where are we going? i thought you said we were going to stay here for a while?” i looked up at him and he shook his head while glancing at the members who were standing up at the reentrance that i had made. 
“where are you going?” subin stood up and grabbed onto my wrist while seungwoo was dragging me out of the house. i turned to look at him then as i realized that seungsik was staring at us from the room that seungwoo dragged him into a while ago, i pulled my arms out of subin and seungwoo’s grip. 
“it was nice meeting you too seungsik.” i scoffed then stormed out of the house before slammed the door shut. he put his hands on my shoulders pushing me up against the wall. 
“you don’t get to be sassy with me princess.” he shook his head laughing then looked over his shoulder at seungwoo. he was pissed and scoffed before walking over to the two of us pulling him away from me. 
“you don’t get to call her princess.” he rolled his eyes then pulled me into his arms. i rolled my eyes back at him while he was hugging me from behind. i knew that whatever was happening would make him more upset if i did anything more to piss him off. 
“they said that they’ll pay you back, but only if you go seungwoo hyung.” subin smiled brightly putting down his phone after making one call. we all turned our head to look at him then seungwoo smiled. 
“i will go get it soon.” seungwoo nodded and i looked up at him batting my eyelashes trying to let me go with him. he nodded telling me with his eyes that he would take me with him. 
“if you want your girl to stay, send her yourself.” seungsik shrugged at seungwoo and he took a double take at me, then at seungwoo. seungwoo looked down at me biting his lip because i knew that he didn’t want me to go by myself, but this was the only thing i could do if i wanted to stay with these boys. seungwoo took me to his room getting ready to tell me off, but i only looked through his closet ignoring everything that he said. 
i found the perfect outfit, got changed and giggled when he was still constantly talking about how it wasn’t a good idea that i should go by myself. i kissed him then opened the only drawer that was the least obvious, meaning this was his gun drawer. i pulled the one that i liked the best and put it in my waistband of my pants. i walked back over to the bed to where he was sitting then he started pouting.
“love, i really don’t think you should be doing this.” he looked down biting his lip taking my hand trying to stop me but right now, there was no other way that i would do this. i needed to stay here with all the boys. 
“woo, i got this. i’m your girl for a reason. don’t worry.” i kissed the top of his head while his hands rested at my thighs. i smiled at him when he continued to make the face that always worked on me, except for today. 
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afterglowsw · 3 years
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I'll hold you up » kang seungsik
summary: in which seungsik only wants you to take care of him after a long, long day.
g: fluff, slight angst but not really. requested!
warnings/side notes: it's quite short and i wrote this with "this is how you fall in love" by jeremy zucker and chelsea cutler in mind, so i apologize for the extra cheesiness and the (serious) lack of dialogue. i hope it's still good.
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the low thud of your door closing made you look up from the e-mail you were currently writing.
you had finished your mandatory work hours ago, but since you liked to get things done in advance so you wouldn't have trouble or pressure later on the week, you had decided to finish some extra tasks before sleeping. in the still of the tuesday night the only thing that could be heard was the sound of your fingers typing hurriedly and the ocasional sip on a cup of hot tea. it was late, probably way past midnight, and you weren't expecting visitors. knowing that the only person with an extra key to your house was seungsik, you put your laptop aside and waited until you saw him entering the living room.
strange, you thought. it wasn't that you weren't used to have him there, but only a few hours ago he had texted you to tell you that he was going to be filming for some variety show till noon and it was impossible for him to drop by your place. you had wished him luck and agreed to see each other the next day, so you were surprised to have him standing in front of you.
usually you would have jumped to his arms to greet him with pecks all over his face, but this time you remained glued to the couch. his movements were slow and heavy, as if he was too tired to keep walking for long and the puzzled look on his face sent shivers down your spine. he was usually bright and smiley, no matter the late hours or the situation so you were a bit taken aback, trying to catch his eyes with a concerned expression on yours. when you finally made eye contact, his brows dropped in a way that made you tilt your head. and so you opened your arms with no hesitation, welcoming him without the usual happy smile he was (half) expecting, but with the world's most loving expression plastered on the relaxed lines of your face.
his knees gave out almost in slow motion and he immediately pulled you into a hug, squeezing your body in his arms in an attempt to bring you as close as possible. as you caressed his forehead and stroked his dark locks with your fingers, he tenderly nuzzled his nose in the crook of your neck. a couple of minutes passed and his shaky breathing froze you to the core, but you tried to remain gentle in your touch for him.
no real word was exchanged but his nervousness slowly faded into calm exhales as your scent filled his nostrils and your sweet warmth made him feel safe. his slightly damp hair and cold clothes gave you a hint on the weather outside, but you still turned your head to the window only to confirm that it was softly drizzling in the streets.
"honey?" a soft humm was the only response you got and as you motioned to take his jacket off his body you couldn't help but giggle, because his embrace tightened and he frantically shook his head, as if asking you not to move just yet.
"c'mon baby, we need to get you dry clothes or you'll get sick"
he groaned but untangled himself from your waist, puppy eyes tiredly fixated on your features and lips unconsciously pouting. you grabbed his hand on yours and dragged him to your room, where he waited for you while you looked for the extra pair of pants and shirt that he always kept there. when you came back you found him still standing in the middle of the room, trying to blink away the sleepiness.
"you want to take a shower?" he said no and you bit your lip, still concerned but fighting back the urge to ask too much, "are you sure?"
"yeah, i just want to be with you"
nodding with butterflies flying wildly in your gut, you handed him the little bundle of clothes "here, I'll be back in a minute"
you left him there to change comfortably and went to tidy up the other room. you swear you tried to hurry, but ended up smiling when a muffled "y/n~" made its way to your ears. you returned only to find him on your bed, already struggling with the blankets with his hair adorably ruffled in a halo around his head. as you hopped next to him, your body crashed almost too hard on the mattress which made him laugh.
nearly two minutes after you were both wrapped around each other again, his face was unbelievably close to yours and his warm breath fanned over your lips. you absentmindedly caressed his cheekbones and lower lip, smiling at the way his eyelashes fluttered.
"are you okay, love?"
you knew it was too late to hold a proper conversation, but you still tried in case that he had something important to say. even though you knew that he would tell you if he really needed to, whenever he felt ready.
"today was just hard. you know it's always hard, but today...," he sighed, voice as low and soft as yours, "I'll do better tomorrow"
you nodded, knowing him too much to understand he didn't needed anything else at the moment. your legs tangled with his underneath the covers and you pressed a lip-closed kiss on his mouth. he hugged your hips, and you buried your face on his chest. after a few minutes and after you thought he was already asleep, he spoke again.
"i missed being cuddled with you this way"
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haifengg · 3 years
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Summary: Your FWB Sejun is texting you “We need to talk.” and up to that point you thought everything was going well the way it was.
Pairing: SejunxReader
Genre: fluff! Mentioning sexual relationship but no smut
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“We need to talk.”
that’s all he wrote 
you were at the library studying on a pretty nice day in early spring
it was one of the warmer days, sunny weather and just an overall mood that gave you motivation to go study for your midterms
up until this point you were feeling great, in a positive mood having that upbeat playlist of yours going
but the second you looked at your phone to skip a song and you saw his message your mood swung 
the mild breeze swaying through the window at your working space suddenly gave you goose bumps
“In person?” you replied, already knowing the answer by the time you hit the send button
it only took him a few seconds to answer
“Yeah”
“I’m at the library, you wanna meet for coffee in a few?”
“That’d be great, thank you. I’ll text you when I get there”
What the hell were you supposed to expect??
It’s not as if he could break up with you
the most important part about being Friends With Benefits was being friends
right?
the absence of feelings
at least in theory
truth be told: you were falling for him 
who could blame you?
You have been talking this over with your friends and she too was telling you how understandable that was 
Sejun was just so easy to hang out with
the overall playfulness with him and how you got a long so well and peacefully
jokes with him were effortless
he made you feel like the most confident person, the most sassy and funny one
he wouldn’t give you shit about a bad fashion choice because he knew in the past there was at least one occasion where he was dressed worse
anyways
on your way to the campus café it dawned on you
he probably somehow found out about your feelings
did you show them in any way?
It wasn’t as if you stayed over at each others places after doing the do 
he was very strict about that and you never asked him to stay over or offered to do so
Sejun also didn’t lend you any clothes like hoodies or shirts
there was literally no couple-like behaviour between you two 
so what was it?
as you turned around the corner you saw him sitting at one of the open air tables already having taken care of your orders
it wasn’t the first time you had coffee together so he knew what to get you
he waved at you the moment you came in sight and you sat down infront of him
the leather jacket he wore suited him very well
you didn’t have to tell him because he knew
also you already did a lot of times in ways a friend would 
That jacket is lit man
wear the leather jacket it looks dope
what you didn’t tell him was that it made you a bit weak to see him with short black hair and that black leather jacket
“What is it you want to talk about?” you asked as casually as possible without being suspicious 
(which made you seem suspicious)
“It’s about our situation.” He said and you nodded
“That I already assumed but what about it exactly?”
“I have to be honest with you”, Sejun hasitated and picked on the cup sleeve nervously. “I want more.”
You frowned. “You want to see more people? That is according to our agreement completely up to you. But thanks for telling me because this way I have to check for STD more frequent-”
“NONONO.” His facial expression changed from worried to panicking within the blink of an eye as he waved his hands at you, interrupting you at the end of your sentence.
“If it’s not that then what do you want more of? I am writing exams at the moment but I already told I won’t be available as much the next two weeks.”
“Are you trying to get me wrong?” He laughed and wiped his hands over his face sighting
“I want more of you.”
Your mind was a complete blank and you only blinked at him asking: “More of me ... as in anal? I told you before I’m not really into that but I guess I could make it work.” 
At this point he just bumped his head on the table in despair and grabbed your hands before looking at you directly
“I want you to stay over. And come over just for the sake of having you close. I want you to lend my hoodies and never give them back. I want you to pick me up from parties and driving me home because I drank too much.”
You snort. “Well that last point already happened two weeks ago but ... are you saying you want a relationship? Like a proper girlfriend-boyfriend-situation?”
“Yes. That’s what I want. Also if that anal part is still on the table...”
“Don’t ruin the moment.”
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