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babysubinnie · 1 year

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unspeakable tension // lee heeseung

🥚 pairing :: lee heeseung x reader 🥚 genre :: angst, idol!heeseung 🥚 summary :: you never knew why you could never choreograph in the same room or clean enhypen’s dances, until now. heeseung and you were total opposites, putting you both in the same room? that’s like asking for trouble.

a/n:: i’m in love with this.

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cleaning dances for the hybe family is fun. but with all your busy schedules you never got to clean dances for enhypen. you did help choreograph, but had never met them or got the chance to clean their dances. you never knew the reason why.. until today. you and heeseung? cannot be in the same room together.

“y/n, you know i never ask you for favors unless i was desperate. help me clean enhypen’s new song. they’re getting rowdy and i need you to whip them back into it.” you looked up from your phone from scrolling through emails, when enhypen’s choreographer had ran into your office. you nod, telling him that you needed a minute before grabbing the zip up because the shirt you were wearing? very revealing.

everyone knew enhypen were amazing dancers. they were clean, sharp and their flow was flawless. this choreo was difficult, and you needed to see why they were getting “rowdy”. pushing open the door, you looked over at the boys who were sitting on the floor on their phones, but looked up when you walked in. you walked over to their choreographer, and he put his hand on your shoulder.

“thank you so much for doing this y/n. i owe you.” he smiled and you shook your head laughing before you glanced up at heeseung. he looked you up and down, narrowed his eyes then went back to his phone.

“it’s really really nothing.”

“this is your room. just make sure the boys are ready to go by the end of this week.” he glanced at his phone, then looked up at you. he then put his arm around your shoulder bringing you over to the middle of the room to where the boys were. they stood up, and fuck when people said they were tall, they weren’t lying.

“this is y/n. she’s going to clean future perfect. she may look young and sweet but she’s actually terrifying.” he introduced you to the boys and you looked at jake. you looked him up and down smirking, to which he sent the same energy back.

“i’m not as scary as a lot of people may say-” just as you were going to defend yourself, the door opened and in came trouble.

“well that’s a load of shit isn’t it?” yeonjun ran over to you wrapping his arms around your waist swinging you around in circles. the rest of the boys followed, each giving you a huge hug as if they hadn’t seen you in years.

“i’m not that scary.” you let go of beomgyu, pushing him away then turned to yeonjun who was hanging off heeseung. you rolled your eyes then beomgyu put his hands over his mouth dramatically.

“you’re terrifying y/n, you made me cry once.” he shook his head, then shivered. you slapped his arm then looked at enhypen. they laughed at beomgyu’s comment then turned to look at their choreographer, who was getting his stuff together. he looked at his phone then headed towards the door.

“i’ll let you get to it y/n. end of this week please!” he said as he closed the door behind him, and soobin looked at the boys starting with jake all the way to heeseung. not exactly sure why you were being glared at by heeseung, but this was just the start.

“you may be laughing, but we’ve all cried once because of y/n’s cleaning sessions.” soobin looked over at you then pressed a kiss to your cheek. you rolled your eyes then told them to get out and stop scaring them.

“is there any part of the choreo you guys need help with or should we just run through and i’ll stop it if i want to clean?” you looked at each of them and heeseung scoffed. with that, your eyes widened then walked towards heeseung.

“is there a problem heeseung?” you laughed glancing up at him, your smile dropping when you made eye contact with him. he laughed in the sexiest way possible but if he wants a fight you’ll give him one.

“why is a young girl like you teaching us how to dance? how can you clean a dance you don’t even know how to do?” he smirked pulling his hat lower down his face then shoved his hands in his pockets, sticking his tongue into his cheek. you laughed looking at the ceiling smirking when you made eye contact with him again.

“i helped choreograph it. now stop being an asshole and do what i tell you.” you scoffed then glanced at jungwon to follow. you then walked away from him pulling the song up on the monitor. niki and jungwon had followed you over to the monitor and stood on either side.

“what works best for you?” jungwon placed his hands on the counter then smiled. you turned around to face the boys making a decision to run through and clean because that way you could see all the things you needed to clean. so once they started, heeseung was annoyed the entire time. when the song ended you took a deep breath because let’s just say there was quite bit to clean.

“well, we have a lot of work to do, there’s a few parts that you guys aren’t matching, but, overall it’s pretty good. you guys pull this chore-” you were talking to them in a way that would help them understand, with no attitude but someone thought it was funny.

“okay i’m not exactly sure what’s funny because it sure isn’t me. if you think you’re so much better than me, heeseung, let’s see you do it by yourself.” you walked up to him with your arms crossed until your faces were inches apart.

“you claim you know the choreo, do a duo with me then, miss y/n.” he leaned forward whispering in your ear, his breath hitting your neck, then pulled away to smirk. he knew what effect he had on you. you’re not letting him win.

“wow i don’t even know if they’re going to kiss or kill each other.” jake mumbled under his breath to jay, gaining glares from both you and heeseung. you took his challenge, and did the dance with him. you can’t even say heeseung is not a good dancer nor that his moves don’t match the beats, because he’s an amazing dancer, his flow, his rhythm, just the way his body moves is so satisfying to watch.

“you’re an amazing dancer y/n.” niki jumped up when the song finished and you never blushed so hard in your life because the dance prodigy just said you were an amazing dancer.

“we good?” you walked up to heeseung, and he nodded, but you knew this wasn’t over. so an hour passed by, then two hours, and y/n 2.0 was out. that’s what both txt and lasserafim called you when you were screaming bloody murder.

“stop. i told you once about this part already. it’s still not fixed.”

“sharper.”

“do it properly, or don’t do it at all.”

“watch the angles. i’m serious.”

yeah... that went on for another hour. once the three hours were over, with multiple breaks, we had called it a day but they didn’t want to go home yet because something about wanting to do some freestyling.

“i see what txt was talking about now. you’re super scary.” jake threw an arm around your shoulder then smiled at you. you laughed shrugging then looked at heeseung who was still glaring. you and jake walked over to the couch to sit down, jay and sunghoon following soon after.

“is he always like that?” you whispered to the three of them before nodding your head at heeseung and they shook their head.

“nope. he’s usually fine with young choreographers and he usually gets along with them very well. not sure why you guys aren’t getting along.” jake leaned forward placing his elbows on his knees after taking a sip of water. jay stood up looking at sunghoon then at you before saying,

“you guys are either going to finish this week sucking face, or only one of you is gonna walk out that door alive.”

as the week went on, you and heeseung kept going at it, and the boys were getting sick of it. so were you. this attitude thing that heeseung kept giving you, you hated it and you were done with it, so it was time to show heeseung the attitude you grew up giving.

“heeseung, i told you your timing doesn’t match. you’re too early.” you sighed brushing your hand through your ponytail. he rolled his eyes and that was your last straw. you marched up to him and grabbed his shirt pulling him inches away from your face.

“you think this is a joke? this is your comeback. if you don’t want it to look good then fine, that’s not my issue, but your members are working so fucking hard to make this look good. if you don’t want to do it for yourself, do it for your members would you?” you shoved him and turned around to face jay, jake and sunghoon smirking at you while wiggling their eyebrows. you stuck your middle finger up at the three of them then walked back to the front of the room.

“let’s start from the top shall we?”

as the week dragged on, you and heeseung fought, every single second of the three hours you were together. but every single time, it would end with both your faces inches away, a few seconds from kissing. maybe it wasn’t a bad thing that all you two did was almost kiss, but you weren’t going to let anyone know that was how you felt about heeseung.

“either you and heeseung cut it the fuck out or i'm going to stop it." jay had run up to you after the both of you grabbed each others collars. if jay hadn't stepped in, you probably would have killed heeseung.

did you listen to jay? nope. you and heeseung did listen for a total of ten minutes, but the minute either of you made a mistake, you were at each other’s throats again.

“you. follow me.” you pointed at heeseung and the two of you walked into the room on the side of the practice room while every member stood there staring at the two of you. you closed the door behind heeseung, then turned to face him.

“what the hell is your issue? i haven’t done shit to you.” you walked up to him, inches apart, and all he did was smirk down at you. you laughed in disbelief at the fact that he thought that this situation was funny.

“you know you’re hella cute when you’re upset?” he touched his nose keeping his eyes down at the ground. you scoffed at his comment with your arms crossed in front of you.

“you heard me. we both know i only shit on you cause you’re hot as hell and that i want you badly.” he smirked stepping one step closer to you, wrapping his arms around your waist pulling you even closer to him.

“heeseung.”

“what? as if you didn’t already know that.” he chuckled pressing his lips up against yours, then laughed when you had kissed back.

“apparently you clearly felt the same.”

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babysubinnie · 2 years

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hallway kisses // park sunghoon

🥚 pairing :: park sunghoon x reader 🥚 genre :: fluff !! 🥚 summary :: everyone knows how sexy park sunghoon from enhypen is. but when he’s your brother’s best friend, it’s even harder not to fall in love with him even jake strictly told you to stay away. but in your books? stay away = kiss him. ——————————————————————————

“just bring me coffee. that’s all you have to do then you can leave. plus you live so close y/n. PLEASE.” jake had called me while i was listening to one of my lectures and i had whined that i was in the middle of something but he scoffed at me and hung up telling me i had no choice but to come. he was older, and loved to bother the shit out of me. so i did. i got his fucking coffee, it turned out it was for ALL his seven members.

i dragged my feet into the room they were in, and they were all laughing. i smiled looking at jake. he looked so damn happy. i guess it’s- holy shit. park. sunghoon. now i know he was always good looking, but talk about getting hotter. their manager had come over to me telling me that the boys were almost done, and that they were saying their goodbyes.

i kept staring at him after i put the coffee on the table. he was looking at the monitor then stopped his eye line at me. he looked away to talk to one of the boys before turning back to look at me. he smirked then looked down at his feet.

when the boys were done, jake ran over to me nearly tackling me to the ground. i laughed then hugged him back, and when we pulled away i ran over to jungwon with my arms out to hug him. i tapped my cheek and he pressed his lips to my cheek for a quick peck. i giggled then turned to jake.

“here’s your coffee. i didn’t know it was for all of you. i thought it was just yours.” i rolled my eyes then handed out each cup matching the name, handing sunghoon’s to him last. he reached out taking the cup, our fingers brushing past each other’s when he took the cup. i felt like a fucking school girl screaming internally when our hands touched.

“you’re married now.” jungwon whispered in my ear, to which i shoved him, my face now completely flushed because of the fact that he was still looking me up and down with the biggest smirk on his face.

“did you not get one for yourself y/n?” sunoo looked around seeing that there were only seven cups of coffee, not eight. i shook my head then started putting the bags and trays into the garbage.

“i was too rushed to get these to you guys. jake was rushing me so i didn’t have time to get my-” just as i was about to finish my sentence, sunghoon handed his cup to me then shoved his hands into his pockets walking away like nothing happened. i glanced at jungwon and he shrugged. i ran over to sunghoon who was walking into the hallway now, so i followed him grabbing his arm.

“thank you but i brought it so you could drink it. i already had my coffee today.” i smiled then handed the coffee back to him. he smiled taking it from my hand, then took my hand into his.

“i haven’t had mine yet. wanna help me out with that?” he put the coffee down on top of the hand sanitizer and put his other hand on my cheek and just as he was about to kiss me, the door opened and out came brother dearest. sunghoon let go of me so fast and grabbed the coffee and made it seem like i just handed the coffee to him.

“uh.. y/n, jungwon’s looking for you.” he took one glance of the situation, then glared at sunghoon and jerked his head towards the room jungwon was coming out of.

“uh yeah i’m coming.” i looked at sunghoon, made eye contact with him then turned away to walk over to jungwon. i turned over my shoulder to see that jake was walking up to sunghoon.

“he was going to kiss me.” i mumbled under my breath and jungwon stopped walking snapping his head over at me. he then turned to look at sunghoon who was looking at the two of us walking away.

“he what? y/n, he’s your brother’s fucking best-” i slapped my hand over jungwon’s mouth and pulled him away from the two because if jake heard what we were talking about, he would kill me. he set a company rule that i wasn’t allowed to date anyone in his company, especially from his group. he would murder me.

“but you know how i feel about him already won. i can’t stop thinking about him. i don’t care if he’s the king’s son, i’m fucking in love with him and i can’t do anything about it.”

sunghoon

“jake look-” i tried to calm jake down but nothing. he was coming at me so fast i couldn’t even process quick enough.

“you know the rule hoon. i told you to stay away from her.” the second jake had caught me outside with y/n, i knew i was going to get in shit. i still took the chance because i needed to feel her lips against mine. i’ve waited too fucking long for this moment so when it came of course i took it, and i failed.

“yeah i know but-”

“there’s no fucking but man. that’s it. stay away from y/n.” he shoved me with both hands then turned around storming away from me.

did i listen? fuck no. he would have to fucking tie me down to keep me away from y/n. she leaned in too. holy fuck wait, she leaned in too.

y/n

“jungwon let me talk to her for a second. it’s important.” as i was getting shit from jungwon about loving sunghoon when i shouldn’t, jake walked into the room kicking jungwon out of the room and sat down where jungwon had sat. he mouthed a good luck before bolting out the room.

“what was that with you and sunghoon just now?” i looked down at my hands when he asked me because lord help me if i looked at him, i would tell him that we were going to kiss.

“i was just giving him his coffee back. nothing else. why?” i laughed then took a deep breath smiling at him for a few seconds then looked back at my hands. he shook his head then grabbed my hands.

“y/n, you know the rule. stay away from sunghoon.”

you know if i listened i wouldn’t be chasing sunghoon down the hall while jungwon promised he would distract jake for me. i ran so fast i could win the 400m run with no issues.

“sunghoon!” i called after him in a whisper yell, and he whipped his head around but didn’t look up from his phone. but when he did, he had the brightest smile on his face when he made eye contact with me. i laughed walking the last two feet towards him.

“so i guess you got the warning too.” he laughed looking down at me while i was panting from the entire marathon i just ran to catch up to him. i smiled nodding at him then stood up taking a deep breath. even as a kid, no matter what jake told me, i always did the opposite. just to shove it in his face? i stepped closer to sunghoon.

“yeah and i say fuck his warning.” i shrugged throwing my arms around his shoulders clasping my hands together on the back of his neck. as if it was natural to him, he placed his hands on my back, pulling me close to him.

“oh yeah i definitely like that idea.” he smiled as he pressed his lips to mine. he kissed me with a huge smile on his face. i giggled into the kiss, to which deepened the kiss.

“you know we’re getting murdered for this right?” i said against his lips and he let out a deep chuckle. i bit my lip thinking about the consequences but i decided to let this moment be my happiest. jake’s not going to ruin this. my hoon.

“for sure, but for safe measures let me kiss you once more before we head to our death.”

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babysubinnie · 2 years

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it’s always you pt.2 // yang jungwon

🥚 pairing :: yang jungwon x reader 🥚 genre :: angst, emotional (as fuck i’m so sorry) 🥚 summary :: falling in love with someone that you can never confess to is the worst thing to experience, but watching him fall in love with someone else is much worse. ——————————————————————————

“ignore them. just do the paper. she’ll love that.” i forced myself to smile as i stood up putting my bag on my shoulder. “i’m happy for you won. serious.” i said as i walked into niki’s room, throwing my bag onto the ground and slid down the door with my head against the door. i brought my knees to my chest, my hands went straight through my hair and the tears were endless.

“y/n...” i felt arms come around my curled up body, and i knew it was niki the minute i put my face in the crook of his neck. i just sobbed uncontrollably and i couldn’t stop.

“why couldn’t it be me, niki?”

at one point i heard a knock on the door, and i moved in front of niki’s closet refusing to stand up. niki peeked outside, and i heard sunoo say to niki that jungwon had ran out with a whole bunch of paper. and that it was just the five of them at home, and something about jay getting some stuff for me.

sunoo, heeseung and jake all ran over to me when niki let them in, heeseung picking me up placing me in his lap. he rested on arm on my waist, and the other hand caressing my head. he kissed the top of my head so many times i couldn’t even count. the rest of the boys sat there looking at us worried i was going to die from crying too much.

“baby please stop crying.” jake said taking my hand into his pressing a kiss to my knuckles. i took a deep breath and wiped my tears away. i stopped for a total of five minutes, and i was tearing up again. i put my arms around heeseung’s shoulders, sobbing violently into his shoulder.

“i wanted it to be you and him so badly love.” he whispered in my ear, pressing a kiss to the shell of my ear. i looked up to see he was tearing up too. he was the biggest supporter of jungwon and i getting together.

“oh angel...” i heard the door open, and jay walked into the room with a bag of stuff. he walked over to heeseung and i, then crouched down in front of me kissing the top of my head before opening the bottle of water in his hand. i chugged nearly the entire bottle of water then played with the cap of the bottle.

“i really fucking loved him.”

“we know you did angel.” jay had said and heeseung pressed a kiss to my forehead. the front door had opened and i heard heels clicking on the ground. that’s not what i think it is right?

“oh you’ve got to be fucking joking.”

“niki what? what is it?” i stood up from heeseung’s lap with help from all of them, and i saw it. jungwon was kissing his girl at the front door while she tried to take her shoes off and she was giggling. all the boys stood up peeking at the door, and i closed the door once they all got a look. heeseung, who was standing in front of me, his jaw clenched so hard i thought his jaw was going to break.

“i’m going to kill him.” heeseung said with gritted teeth and i put my hands on his chest shaking my head.

“not if i fucking kill him first.” jake followed heeseung’s comment and i stopped jake too. i knew that these boys would kill jungwon for bringing her to the house but it’s not won’s fault. he’s clueless.

“i love him and because i love him, let him be happy. please.” and with that, i fell to the ground weak from all the crying i did. heeseung held me as i sat on the ground, and the feet were approaching on the other side of the door.

“y/n? what’s wrong? what the fuck is happening?” jungwon. that voice, his smell, just everything. i knew it was him and i looked at him smiling with tired eyes as i held onto heeseung for dear life.

“oh hi jungwon! you’re here!” i was barely able to say but my voice was hoarse when it came out and the boys around us were sighing and trying to get me to lie down so i didn’t collapse again.

“i don’t think you should be here right now jungwon.” heeseung said through his teeth, “especially bringing uninvited guests over when we’re having a family emergency.” he scoffed glancing at the girl who was wearing a white mini skirt with the cutest little cardigan. she had the sweetest smile when she first walked in but after heeseung’s comment, complete face change. i slapped heeseung’s arm then pushed to sit up properly.

“hi, i’m y/n it’s nice to finally meet you. jungwon’s girlfriend right?” wow did that hurt to say. she looked at jungwon then looked down at me on the floor. she looked pissed off but i wasn’t going to let that stop me from being nice.

“yea..? uh why are you on the ground?” she held in her laugh and my eyes widened. i looked at the guys who were staring at me with pure shock. i looked at jungwon giving him that ‘are you serious’ look to which he looked up at her then back at me. i scoffed shaking my head trying to stand up, and the boys had tried helping me but i told them i got it.

“let’s start again. hi, i’m y/n it’s nice to finally meet you. jungwon’s girlfriend right?” i smiled at her holding my hand out and she looked at my hand, then up at me, smirking.

“oh girl i heard you the first time. i just didn’t want to tell you my name.” she took my hand pulling me closer to her until we were cheek to cheek, then whispered in my ear.

“i’m so happy. you two are going to get along so well i promise.” jungwon smiled next to jay and put his arm around his shoulder. i pushed her hand off of mine then looked at jungwon. i turned to whisper in heeseung’s ear to get jungwon away from us.

“oh girl. i don’t care how you treat me, but treat jungwon like that, and you and i won’t be ‘getting along so well’ like jungwon promised.” i used air quotes then scoffed nudging her shoulder as i walked past her.

“what is your problem?! you don’t have to bully me just because i’m a new girl in the house, i didn’t even do anything to you!” she started fake crying as i was walking away and all eight heads snapped to her. she continued to yell things at me, and i can’t lie. she was a good fake crier.

“y/n what the fuck? can’t you just fucking be civil for two seconds? she’s my girlfriend. if you hate her that much, leave.” jungwon ran over to her hugging her pulling her away from us, and she turned over her shoulder smirking at me. my jaw dropped open, and i looked at sunghoon who had the exact same face as i did. this was not the cute baby lamb anymore. he’s a fucking sheep now.

“you clueless jackass.” i fell into the couch behind me and sat there trying to process what just happened. you could cut the tension with a fucking knife. it was completely silent in this house, and it was never. believe me. a house with 7 boys? never silent.

“still here?” jungwon closed his door and walked up to the fridge getting a bottle of water. i clenched my jaw then walked over to jungwon. i dragged his arm pulling him outside. the rest of the boys followed but i told them to stay and watch the ‘new girl’.

“jungwon, i don’t know what’s happening with you, and quite honestly? i barely fucking know you anymore.” i shook my head pushing my hair back while i stared jungwon dead in the eyes.

“well you don’t need to know me anymore.” he laughed rolling his eyes, my mouth gaped open as i looked at this kid. i didn’t even know him anymore, he was once the love of my life, i would have done anything for this boy. now? i hate him. i fucking hate him.

“oh great. i’m so glad. falling in love with you was so fucking worth it.” my sentence DRIPPED with sarcasm. he was staring at his feet but shot his head up when he had heard what i said.

“y-you’re in love with me?” he stuttered. he fucking stuttered as his boba eyes had come back as he blinked at me.

“i was in love with you jungwon. i was so fucking in love with you that i went to sleep thinking about you, and woke up thinking about you. every single day of my life you were all i thought about. now i know it was the worst mistake falling in love with you.” and the waterfalls are back. i started tearing up and everything was blurry.

“i didn’t-” the door opened, and heeseung came out of the house wrapping his jacket around my shoulders before pulling me into his arms.

“of course you didn’t fucking know. you only cared about the girl sitting in your room pretending to cry because y/n ‘bullied’ her. you only saw her, while y/n only saw you.” he pulled me into a hug letting me rest my head on his chest. “she was there through everything for you jungwon. everything. she never left your side. ever.” i turned my head around to look at jungwon then smiled weakly at him.

“it was always you, jungwon.”

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babysubinnie · 2 years

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it’s always you // yang jungwon

a/n: keep in mind i’m not saying jungwon is like this in anyway, i love jungwon with all my heart and it’s just a story, he wouldn’t be like this at all.

part two

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“you have to tell him y/n. he’s been out of the house a lot and i’m pretty sure that he’s seeing someone. i don’t want to see you hurt over this.” all the boys were surrounding me begging me to tell jungwon how i felt. i just couldn’t. i wanted to, but i knew where it would go, and i didn’t want to go through that pain.

“hee, i can’t. i can’t tell him-” as my sentence was going to finish, the door opened and in came jungwon smiling as bright as niki’s green shirt next to me. niki put his arm on the couch behind me for me lean back into.

jungwon walked over to us looking around at how all the guys were surrounding me. on my left, jake grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers together, his thumb caressing my hands. i smiled weakly at jake as jungwon sat down next to jay.

“what’s going on? you having a party without me?” he beamed. he was literally glowing. i’m pretty sure if he was a cartoon character he would have a gold rim around his face right now.

“nah we’re just talking. y/n came over for cuddles.” heeseung covered for me before any of the dumbasses could say something we couldn’t save. jake and niki. i nodded in acknowledgment to heeseung and he nodded back at me. this was a normal thing when i was upset so i knew jungwon wouldn’t think it was out of the ordinary especially if niki was the one holding me.

“you okay y/n?” he did sound worried but he pulled out his phone to text just as i was about to answer his question. oh. i looked at jay who was peeking at jungwon’s phone, and he bit his lip as he looked back at me nervously.

“i’m o-”

“oh my god i have to tell you about this really-” jungwon looked up from his phone in the middle of when i was answering and that was my queue. niki stood up at lightning speed, followed by heeseung. they looked at each other, then made a mutual decision to save my ass.

“niki don’t we uh have an assignment to help y/n with? yeah you said something about that y/n.” heeseung looked at niki all panicky and i giggled at the two of them being panicky together. it distracted me from jungwon.

“yeah but we said we would do it tomorrow. we better go now though. i- uh have a date. hee you said you would drive me?” i nodded at the two of them, and the rest of them helped me get out of the house before jungwon could say anything but jungwon was faster than us.

“wait y/n, guys i need your advice first.” i was reaching for the doorknob when he had called me. fuck so close. niki grabbed my hand, while jake turned to look at me reassuringly. they all looked back at me.

“we’re right next to you, we promise.” sunghoon moved behind me placing his hand on my lower back whispering in my ear. i nodded, and we moved back to the couch.

“so there’s this girl. she’s the most gorgeous, sweet, loving girl. she’s absolutely amazing and i’ve honestly never met someone like her. she’s nothing compared to any girl i’ve ever met.” hit one. wow that hurt. niki squeezed my hand while sunghoon had started playing with my hair. the one thing these boys knew was how to cheer me up.

“so...?” heeseung scoffed at jungwon’s rant about this girl and i snorted at his snarky tone. it took me every cell in my fucking body to stop myself from crying. i smiled nodding at jungwon because if i don’t get to be the girl he’s falling for, at least i get to hear about the way he would talk about me if i was.

“i want to do something amazing for her. i mean she’s basically already my girlfriend but i just want to do something to make it official.” hit two. he bounced up and down with excitement. as i looked at him, he was so happy, and i’ll be damned if i ruined this for him. but the boys on the other hand had completely different plans. all fists were clenched, all jaws were clenched, (even sunoo.) and all i could do is sit there make sure they didn’t jump jungwon.

“i’m so in love with her. there’s no one in this world for me except her. i love her. so what should i do? i need to do something for her.” hit three. one more, and i’m done. i’m just going to walk out.

“well i think you should write her a song or poem, or do what sunghoon did with the paper.” i laughed remembering the video of sunghoon asking a girl to prom with his pieces of paper that he cutely messed up, but he was NOT in the mood. i threw my head back to look up at him, mouthing the words ‘stop’.

“wait! oh my god! wait if i write her a poem will you help? you’re the best romance writer y/n please help.” AND home run. everyone except heeseung stood up and stormed off to their rooms. heeseung looked at me taking a deep breath before leaning down to kiss the top of my head.

“i’m sorry my love. if i stay here any longer i’m going to kill him.” he whispered in my ear before shoving his hands in his pockets, glaring at jungwon before walking off.

“what just happened?” he blinked in confusion watching as each door closed. i took a deep breath in and sighed loudly which caught jungwon’s attention.

“ignore them. just do the papers. she’ll love that.” i forced myself to smile as i stood up putting my bag on my shoulder. “i’m happy for you wonnie. serious.” i said as i walked into niki’s room, throwing my bag onto the ground and slid down the door with my head against the door. i brought my knees to my chest, my hands went straight through my hair and the tears were endless.

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the new boy? // lee jeno

🥦 pairing:: lee jeno x reader 🥦 genre:: fluff, angst, college!jeno 🥦 summary:: you, renjun, and jeno were the closest friends since the summer of junior kindergarten. 7 years later, in the winter of grade four, jeno moved away. 11 years later, the trio is standing in the same room together, except this time, jeno or you won’t let each other go.

a/n:: there are alternating pov’s in this story! and i kinda got carried away...

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“injun, are you done editing your psych assignment yet? let me look. please.” i pouted across the table to look at renjun. he scoffed sticking up his middle finger up at me before he even looked up at me. i walked to the other side of the table putting my arms around his shoulders pressing my face to his. when i had started walking over, he flipped his phone over faster than i could say his full name. i didn’t want to say anything so i just stood there begging him to let me look at his assignment.

“y/n, we’re here so you can do your assignment without my help. i have to go now but you better finish. i’ll see you tonight after practice.” he winked then gathered all of his stuff, glanced at his phone, then walked off. whatever he was up to, he did not want me to know. at all.

“you have practice again tonight? you said you would help me all night. what kinda best friend are you!?” i screamed as he held up half a heart as the door hit him on his way out. i mumbled a thousand curse words then finished my assignment as quickly as i could and headed over to crash their practice.

i walked over to the practice room where renjun was with his little “dance club”, there were six of them usually but there was a seventh today. he had a white wife beater on, and had the sexiest undercut. i walked in keeping my eyes on my phone, trying to distract myself from looking at the new kid.

“hi baby.” as i was walking over to the couches of the practice room. a pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind me, and a pair of lips pressed a kiss to my collarbone.

“hi babes.” i looked at the mirror to meet eyes with mr. i will flirt with anything that moves. i smiled turning around to put my arms around jaemin’s shoulders staring into his eyes. he gasped dramatically because i hadn’t called him the name i usually did.

“thank you for coming to visit me today. you going to take me out on a date today?” he smirked then whispered into my ear, pulling me closer to him before lifting my chin with his index finger.

“ahem.” mark had cleared his throat and i turned to look at him not letting go of jaemin. i smiled then turned to face him ready for my snarky comment. jaemin put his arms back around my waist, and rested his chin on my shoulder.

“what lee? you jealous? would you like me to give you some attention too?” i giggled with jaemin then scanned the room making eye contact with the new boy. except, he wasn’t a new boy. i knew him, but i couldn’t place how.

“who’s the new boy?” i whispered to jaemin and haechan came over to me putting his arm on my shoulder.

“renjun brought him.” i looked at haechan then turned to look at renjun. he was avoiding all eye contact, completely pretending that i wasn’t staring a hole into his face at the moment. i walked up to renjun giving him the ‘if you don’t tell me who this boy is look’, and he nodded putting his hands up in defeat.

“follow me.” he took me to the side and took a deep breath before he started stalling because whoever this boy was, he didn’t want to tell me.

“you remember your first love lee jeno? well...”

jeno

i knew it was her the minute she walked through those doors. the hair, the eyes, the walk, and her fucking smile. my y/n. i lost her once and i sure as hell am not losing her again. looking at her flirting with jaemin and mark, she’s grown up, and very well for that. there hasn’t been one day i haven’t thought about her. 11 years later, and she’s become even more perfect then when i last saw her. and i’m still just as crazy about her as i was 11 years ago.

i mean i knew renjun and her were still the closest of friends, i mean they stayed together since we were 7 years old. renjun had facetimed me when we had reconnected four years ago but i also knew that he didn’t tell y/n we talked.

so when i saw her for the first time in 11 years, i had no idea she had grown up to be this stunning of a woman. the reason? renjun had refused to let me see her because he was trying to stop me from the fact that i was still in love with her even though he knew it was an impossible mission.

“HUANG RENJUN!” the sound of her voice woke me from my thoughts of her. i looked at the two of them, renjun holding up his hands because he was two seconds away from getting beaten. jisung and chenle had ran over to her pulling her away from renjun.

“let me go. he deserves to die for this. i don’t care if you helped me pass psych first year, you’re dead when these two let me the fuck go.” even though my friend was about to be killed, i couldn’t stop smiling at her. fuck i’m so in love with her.

y/n

“you’re telling me, that man over there is THE fucking lee jeno? my lee jeno?” i whispered screamed but no one but renjun heard me. he nodded and my whole body froze. i looked over at jeno, and he was deep in thought so he wasn’t even looking at me. i looked him up and down, and i’m not going to lie, he was hot. i don’t even think, no correction looking at him made me stop thinking, period.

“i’m sorry i didn’t want you to find out like this, i was going to let you guys meet on your own i-” he started talking but i didn’t want to hear some bullshit excuse like ‘i did it for your sake’ or ‘i didn’t know how you would react’.

“renjun-”

“no, i’m serious. i was going to tell you.” he put his hand on my arm trying to get me to look at him but i didn’t want to look at him. i was so pissed i couldn’t see anything else. i waited 11 years for jeno to come back.

“HUANG RENJUN!” i leaped at him but both my arms were held back by the youngest two. i struggled trying to get out of their grip but they wouldn’t let me go.

“let me go. he deserves to die for this. i don’t care if you helped me pass psych first year, you’re dead when these two let me the fuck go.” i stomped my feet trying to push towards renjun. but he ran behind jeno who was smiling so damn bright at me. when i finally got chenle and jisung off me, i ran over to renjun with jeno in between. i put my hands on his chest unknowingly until he had stiffened. then i realized what i was doing. i didn’t move, i just looked up at him.

“hi y/n.”

“jeno..” i cleared my throat as i said his name, lowering my hands back to my sides but he caught my hands as it fell, placing it back where they were.

jeno

when she placed her hands on my chest, but whole body froze. i stopped moving, while i stared down at her but i needed to seem like it didn’t affect me. she was so close to me, i could smell her. her marshmallow perfume was all i could smell when she stepped this close to me.

“hi y/n.” i managed to finally speak when she made eye contact with me. her eyes widened when she had realized what she was doing.

“jeno..” she breathed out my name and i felt my whole body go numb. i thought i was about to melt into the ground.

“it’s been a while.” i smiled nervously continuing to hold onto her hands that were on my chest still. she nodded then stepped closer to me. what the hell are you thinking y/n? step one step closer and i swear i will kiss you in front of all these boys.

“how have you been?” she smiled and i swear time had stopped. how badly i wanted to tell her that i’d been thinking about her every single day since i left and that i was so in love with her.

“i-”

y/n

he started talking but i grabbed his arm and ran. i couldn’t stay in this room with all these boys staring at us, and i desperately needed to be alone with jeno.

“y/n-”

“jeno just- just shut up and follow me.” i looked around to see that one of the rooms across the hall were empty. i pulled him inside and sat him down on the chair. i started pacing around because i had so much to say to him and i had no fucking idea where to start.

“okay look, i don’t know what’s going on, and i’m not exactly sure why you’re back. i have so much to say to you i don’t know where to start. i guess i could start asking questions but-” i kept pacing because i didn’t want to look at jeno. if i looked at him i would blurt out the fact that i loved him.

“y/n.”

“i don’t where to start with that either. okay i could tell you about me, or-” i bit my lip and started chewing on my nail extension.

“y/n. just shut up.” he stood up, putting his hands on my face laughing. he shook his head then pressed his lips to mine backing me up against the wall as he was kissing me.

“i fucking missed you so much. i thought of you every fucking day for 11 years y/n.”

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fated... or not? // kanemoto yoshinori (yoshi)

💎 pairing:: kanemoto yoshinori (yoshi) x reader 💎 genre:: angst !, emotional 💎 summary: breaking up with your supposed soulmate was the worst mistake you had ever made in your entire life. it seemed too good to be true when fate had brought you to him, and his girlfriend... ——————————————————————————

“you guys what?”

“yeah you heard me. we broke up. what do you want me to tell you? that’s it.” i turned over my shoulder to look at the boys that were staring at me with pure shock. the real reason yoshi and i broke up was because we had way too many fights to even count at this point. i thought i could lie, but i couldn’t even lie straight about it either.

“i want you to tell me that it’s a joke. there’s no way you and yoshi broke up. you guys were a match made in heaven, you guys were soulmates for god sake.” jaehyuk looked at me batting his eyes at me praying to god that i was lying to him. then the door opened and there was the walking proof.

“i gotta go now. i hope you guys win all the awards ever. i know for a fact that you guys are going to be the most successful boy group in the fourth gen. i love you all.” i turned to each of them and then turned to yoshi.

“all of you. i will always love every single one of you and I know you’ll all do amazing things. you all deserve the world and i wish i could have been the one to give it to all of you but seeing as i can’t, i know teume will.” i bit the inside of my cheeks because now i was about to bawl into tears as if i didn’t already cry everything I had out with yoshi.

“y/n you did give us the world. you always did everything to make sure we were smiling even when the only thing we could do is scream at each other or cry.” hyunsuk put his arm around my shoulder turning me away from yoshi not knowing i could still see him in the mirror reflection.

“yoshi do you even care about our relationship anymore?” i looked up at him from my fingers then looked up to the song he was working on.

“baby you know i do. i know i’ve been busy and i’m sorry for that. i honestly wish that i could have all the time in the world for you.” when he spoke i knew he wasn’t lying. in my head i knew that if this was any other boy in the world i knew it would be a lie but yoshi? i knew he wasn’t.

“i know. the fact that i can even see you for this whole week is already amazing. i know it was hard to even get a day to be able to see me.” i smiled grabbing his hand intertwining our fingers.

“i’m so happy you’re here and i do hope you know that i care more about you than anything in the entire world.” he brought our hands to his lips pressing them to my hand. i smiled weakly then looked away from him.

“we both know that we’re avoiding the topic right now.” yoshi looked away from me trying not to look me in the eye because we both knew what was about to happen. we didn’t want to admit it but we knew it was going to happen eventually.

“the fact that we argue all the time and it’s always the same topics over and over again? i know.” he put his hand on the top of my head biting his lip but i couldn’t fall for him anymore. i needed to end this for the mental health of the both of us.

“yoshi, i can’t do this anymore. i’m so tired of fighting with you every single day, barely getting to see you, barely getting to talk to you even if we were calling on facetime. i’m sorry yoshi.” i bit my lip and stood up walking away from him. he stood up and grabbed onto my wrist, then pulled me towards him hugging me, knowing that if either of us let go, we would never get this chance again.

“please don’t do this y/n.”

“yoshi, you and i both know this needs to be done for the sake of our mental health. you know i’ll always love you, and i will always support you. and if we’re really meant to be, i’ll find you and love you all over again.” i pulled away from him then put both hands on his face pressing my lips to his for the last time. i promised from that day, i would never love anyone as much as i loved yoshi until i saw him again.

if we’re fated...

i guess we were fated after all. but not in the type of fate i waited five years, four months and a day for.

“y/n.”

“yoshi.”

“it’s been a long time.” i smiled at him then turned to look at the girl who had called his name a few seconds after i had said his. she was the definition of gorgeous. i never throw that word around as if it’s nothing, but this girl was it. if you had looked up the word gorgeous in the dictionary, she would come up.

“hi! i’m yoshi’s girlfriend bit-na! it’s nice to meet you...?” she signaled at wanting to know what my name was. i smiled like nothing was unusual, and laughed holding all the tears that were burning my eyes. my blood boiled even though yoshi and i weren’t together.

“i’m y/n! it’s nice to meet you! yoshi, she’s very pretty.” i said without even needing to lie. she was.

“Y/N!!” i would recognize those voices anywhere. choi hyunsuk and park jihoon. my second parents.

“mom, dad.” i smirked then hugged both of them. they glared down bit-na and put their arm around me turning me away from the cute couple.

“how come they like y/n and not me yoshi? it’s not fair. she’s not even pretty and they like her better.” i could practically hear her pouting from behind me. i turned around walking up to her but both hyunsuk and jihoon dragged me away.

“don’t.” of course i’d seen jihoon mad before, i had never been really scared of him when he was mad, but the look he had given me, shut me up immediately. i nodded and looked down at my hands.

“i guess you two were fated to meet again after all.”

“in the fucking worst way possible.”

#kanemoto yoshinori #yoshi #treasure imagines #treasure fluff #treasure angst #yg treasure #treasure x reader #kpop #kpop fluff #kpop angst #kpop imagines #kpop x reader

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cause i’m off my face, in love with you. // lee heeseung

🥚 pairing :: lee heeseung x reader 🥚 genre :: fluff 🥚 summary :: friday at 2pm, coming to visit hybe was a normal thing. so when the boy you let get away catches wind of the fact that you’re there every friday, he chooses to film a cover to song that made you fall in love in the first place.

a/n: it’s official i’m taking a break from other groups and i’m just going to write for enha when i have the time, and i may decide to write a few nct or tbz :))) also this video started this idea and now i need to get it out of my head

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“who’s singing?” i knew the answer when dino asked the four other people in the room. i looked up at seungkwan who also knew the answer and i laughed nervously.

“i think it’s down the hall.” of course i wanted to go watch. i knew the song, i knew the voice, i could recognize that voice anywhere. i stood up because i knew that dino wanted to go check it out. i had heard that they were filming a video at the end of the hall but i had never found out what or who they were filming. the filming hadn’t started until 2, and it was almost 1:30, and they had almost finished setting up for the filming.

“y/n, sit down if you don’t want me to hurt you.” minghao had been going over choreo while looking in the mirror, and without even looking at me, he knew i was standing up and so ready to go.

“y/n let’s go look! can you come with me?” dino ran over to me and pulled me back to stand. both seungkwan and minghao were looking at me, correction, glaring at me. as dino grabbed my wrist the two ran over to me holding my other wrist shaking their heads.

“if you go, you’re going to fall in love with him all over again.” mingyu said from the couch he was sitting at when he looked up from his phone.

“i never fell out of love with him.”

“who is it? do you know?” dino pulled me while seungkwan, minghao and mingyu followed closely behind. i bit my lip when i saw him standing in the corner practicing while facing the window. he was standing alone with his phone in his hand, completely in his own world.

“heeseung!” dino called him and he looked up from his phone at us. he scanned the five of us and made eye contact with me, then stood up to hug the boys. i smiled staying quiet while he talked to the seventeen boys.

“heeseung you ready?” the camera director had asked him and he nodded, walking up to the microphone. we walked behind the camera and watched heeseung do what he does best. he smiled at me before the song started playing. off my face. by justin bieber. our slow dance song. the song he asked me to be his girlfriend to, the song he confessed his love to me, the song that we first danced to, and the song that so conveniently played when we were saying our last goodbye.

“y/n...” mingyu whispered under his breath and put his hand on my back trying to calm me down because he had saw the way i was just about to burst into tears. i turned away from heeseung and looked up at mingyu to wipe my tears, then turned back to face heeseung. i smiled when he looked at me, and we held that eye contact until the last note of the song.

when the camera director had yelled cut, and heeseung had stood there staring at the ground with this hand on the mic, not looking up from the ground. everyone stood there not knowing what to do, and just as i was about to leave, the boys turned me around to face them.

“if you don’t hug him now, you two will really be done.” seungkwan shook his head and pointed towards heeseung, and i looked up at seungkwan. i took a deep breath and ran towards him pulling him away from the mic and wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him the tightest i had ever hugged him. when he just stood there, i held on even tighter because i knew that if i let go, heeseung and i will be done forever.

“y/n...” he said my name under his breath then wrapped both of his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him, burying his face into my neck. we pulled away and looked at each other in the eyes.

“i’m so sorry.”

we smiled at each other when we had said the exact thing at the exact same time. he put both his hands on my cheeks and kissed the top of my head. i smiled looking up at him two seconds away from pressing my lips to his.

“i guess singing our song at 2pm on a friday really paid off huh?” he smiled then looked at the boys who were standing behind us.

“SUNGHOON! THEY’RE TOGETHER AGAIN!!” as i heard the screaming from around the corner, i saw five of the enhypen boys lined up behind the wall with their heads sticking out from around the corner.

“ABOUT TIME!!”

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need saving? // park jeongseong (jay)

🥚 pairing :: park jeongseong (jay) x reader 🥚 genre :: richboy!jay, fluff 🥚 summary :: suffering parties, suffering adults hooking you up with rich boys when everyone knows rich boys are not to be trusted. sounds like a job for the seven most mischievous boys, a little alcohol and a boy that wanted to save you from day one.

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“what are you wearing tonight?” i looked up at my mom who had walked into the room without knocking. again. i rolled my eyes then pointed to the bathroom where my dress was hanging up. it was a black body con with puffed sleeves and a low cut.

“where did you buy that? did i buy it for you?” my mom laughed walking over to the dress then into my closet to look at the shoes that i had. she pulled out a pair of black sparkle high heels, and placed it under the dress then walked over to me smiling.

“why are you smiling at me like that?” i shook my head touching up my lipstick and put on my earrings. there was something going on and i knew she wasn’t going to tell me what was going on. once i was ready, we headed over to my grandmas house and i walked in then i knew. i knew exactly what this was. it was a ‘let’s find y/n a boyfriend from rich society party.’

so it’s exactly as you think. i don’t have a boyfriend and my grandparents wanted to set me up with one because they think i’m not capable of finding one on my own. reason? oh right. because all the boys i’ve dated in the past were unacceptable to them so i had to date someone in the rich society families.

“you’ve got to be fucking kidding me.” i rolled my eyes looking around the room to see if any of my girl friends were here and not one. all them were boys, and their parents.

“watch the language. you go mingle and i will tell your grandparents you’re here.” my mom smiled under her breath and walked away. i was being stared at by every single person in this room and i had no idea what to do until i made eye contact with the only group of people that was all boys and no parents. they looked like trouble and that’s exactly what i needed in a stuffy party like this. there was the group of them but then there was the one. the one that wore a red suit, no tie even though this was a black tie event, with his hair slicked back. i looked him up and down smirking, to which he returned the exact same energy. this was going to be a long party.

the rest of the night, everytime i wanted to interact with them, someone would want to talk to me. i would look over my shoulder at them, and the boy in the red suit was already looking at me. who was this boy and why did he bother me so much?

“excuse me. i need to get a drink.” i laughed nervously and walked off, dropping my smile the minute i was out of eyesight. i grabbed my drink from the bartender then stopped in my tracks when the boy in the red suit stood next to me.

“i saw that you might need some saving tonight.” this boy looked at me dead in the eyes, and smiled cheekily. i nodded then turned around to look at my mom who was socializing and she didn’t seem to have any problems with me talking to him so why not? i smiled up at him grabbing a bottle of champagne under the table, took his hand and walked away from the party.

“y/n...” he pulled me back when i dragged him away from everyone, and looked at me with a smirk on his face.

“it’s my party, i get to choose what i want to do no?” i winked back at him, returning his smirk and he nodded slightly, then turned to face his friends.

“what about them? i can’t leave them here, they’ll be skinned alive in a party like this.” he laughed then turned to look at me. i nodded rolling my eyes then walked one step closer to him then looking up into his doe eyes.

“call your friends and meet me in the pool house then. easy fix mr..?” i hinted at wanting to know his name, and he laughed snaking his arm around my waist pulling me even closer to him to lean forward to whisper into my ear.

“park. jay park.” he pulled away to look me in the eyes then let go of me to put his hands in his pockets.

“well then jay, i’ll see you at the pool house?” i smirked then walked over to the pool house. i opened the door and walked in setting the bottle of champagne on the table, then ran over to the room i stayed in when i came over for sleepovers. i opened the closet, then my door opened, which then i turned to see jay.

“any bodies i should know about?” he smiled then walked over to me putting both hands on my hips while i was reaching for the bag of alcohol that i had snuck in one time. he smirked walking a step closer to me so i could feel his breath down the back of my neck.

“who knows, it might be yours next.” i shrugged walking away from him smirking before i was going to do something i would need lots of alcohol to be brave enough to do.

as the night when on, jay and i shared looks the entire time regardless of the two of us being on opposite sides of the room. i started to get to know his friends and quite honestly, they were more fun to be around than my own friends. so far, jake had understood me the best since he was forced to talk to many many girls by his parents too.

i knew these boys, well i knew their names but not their faces and when i finally met them, they were completely different than everyone had explained. yes of course they were very good looking, but they were not once rude, not once had boasted about how much money they had, nor did they even act like they were different than anyone in the room.

“y/n.” jay called my name and motioned for me to follow him. not knowing anything of course i followed him. he walked into my room, then let me into the room, before closing it behind me while the boys hoot and hollered as the door closed.

“i wanted to pull you out of that room because i know they get too much sometimes.” he laughed nervously before he sat down on my bed then looked up at me.

“no, they’re cute. i liked them.” i giggled then sat next to him lying straight onto the bed. i was so exhausted from the amount of socializing that i could not even stand up to speak to another human being other than the one sitting two inches away from me.

“i hope they’re not cuter than me.”

“you’re the cutest one.” i smiled saying under my breath which i noticed that he heard what i said. he put his arm around my waist pulling me towards him. i was sitting inches away from jay all flushed, while he just sat there like this was something that he did at every single party. then i stood up because i needed to distance myself straight away. everyone knows, the rich boy of all rich boys, he’s the one that every girl i knew avoided because he was known for breaking hearts.

“you okay?” he looked up at me walking up to me then reached out to grab my wrist then turned me to face him. i nodded then turned back around to open the door to the boys. i walked over and sat next to jake. he put his arm around my shoulder and asked me if i was okay.

“y/n can we talk please?” the minute jay walked into the room and said that to me the whole room went silent.

“wait jay i need to ask her something first go back into the room.” jake turned to face me and all the boys looked at me itching to ask me a question. jay turned around and walked into the room.

“let me guess. you’re worried that jay is going to break your heart.” heeseung walked up to me and sat next to me putting his hand on my thigh. i looked up at him and bit my lip. i shrugged then looked up at niki who was smiling at me with his eyebrows wiggling. i rolled my eyes laughing then looked at heeseung.

“maybe. maybe, i’m terrified that he’s going to hurt me. i haven’t had the best experience with rich boys and i don’t want to put myself through that again.” i smiled weakly and they all looked down at their feet then up at me.

“but i won’t.” jay popped his head out of the room then sat next to me grabbing my hand then pursed his lips together.

“but jay-”

“no y/n. i know what you mean but i won’t break your heart. do you know how many parties i had to suffer not talking to you because you were always with someone? give me a chance.”

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none of your concern // lee donghyuck (haechan)

🥦 pairing:: lee donghyuck (haechan) x reader 🥦 genre:: angst, fluff 🥦 summary:: everyone who was anyone knew that you had a crush on haechan, except haechan of course. not knowing that he had a girl over, you walked into the house not knowing what to expect, no other than a girl in haechan’s clothes. ——————————————————————————

“hey hey i’m her-” i stopped mid sentence when all the boys got up and ran at me trying to shoo me out of the house. i laughed nervously and walked around them towards the couch sitting down cautiously.

“y/n you need to leave right now.” taeyong shook his head grabbing one arm while doyoung pulled the other. let me tell you when all eight members were trying to get me off the couch, i meant it. when i still wouldn’t get up, jungwoo went behind me, jumped over the couch and used his feet to push me off and still nothing. then johnny walked towards us and full on picked me up.

“why the fuck are you guy-”

“haechan!!” the bathroom door slammed open and out came a girl wearing hyuck’s favorite shirt, no pants, very very casual. johnny put me down slowly and rubbed his neck nervously. i glanced up at him and looked at the rest of the boys’ face and that’s why they were being so sketchy.

“we told you to leave.” taeil walked up to me shrugging then the girl looked up at me. she smirked waving, knowing exactly what she was doing before walking into haechan’s room insanely slow winking as she closed the door.

“yes but i didn’t know that’s what you meant.” i rolled my eyes then shot a look at mark. he walked up to me hugging me because he knew for a fact i was going to flip out at him.

“okay look hear me out. i didn’t know that she was here until five minutes before you walked in. she usually isn’t here. they’re always at her house.” mark looked over at the room and looked back at me. i rolled my eyes flipping him off.

“i mean he’s right i didn’t even know haechan was home.” taeyong replied pulling mark back so that i wouldn’t accidentally put my fist to mark’s face. i looked down at the ground to calm down but clearly nothing was working. i was not getting over this for a while.

“y/n? i’m sorry i didn’t know you were coming over.” haechan peeked his head out of his room then started walking over to us holding out his arms to hug me. i was hesitant just because i knew he would smell like her and not that haechan smell i’ve gotten so used to. that smell that would comfort me no matter what i was going through. but when i hugged him? i was right. he smelt like her.

“no no don’t worry i just stopped by to give johnny this anyways. i’ll be gone in a sec.” i handed johnny the bag i actually did come here to give him, and he smiled then gave me a look asking if i was okay. i nodded my head then turned around on my heels swinging my arms like i somehow always did according to jungwoo. as i swung my arms for the thousandth time in forever, my arm got grabbed and swung back around to face haechan.

“you never just drop something off. you always stay here for hours so i can bother you.” he lowered his head to look at me smiling questioning why my routine was all messed up.

“yeah well i’m not feeling it today okay? see you.” i smiled fakely and he caught it instantly. when he let go of my arm because of my freak out, i turned around. he pulled me back around again dragging me to his room. great. awesome. wow. best time of my life.

“get out.” he opened the door took one look at the girl that apparently had been with haechan a lot. i scoffed when she looked up at me from the bed.

“what?”

“you heard me. i said what i said. get out, i’ll call you.” he moved to the side and she ran out of the room stopping next to me.

“he was amazing, enjoy the leftovers.” she smirked then walked past me and i pushed haechan off my arm. i lunged at her but two arms around my waist, and i stopped. he put his head next to mine whispering in my ear,

“stop. not worth it.” he pulled me into the room shutting the door behind me. he sat me down on the bed, and crouched down in front of me to look up at me.

“what is your problem? tell me what’s wrong.” he grabbed my hands then looked down at our hands then back up at my eyes. i stared at our hands not daring to look at him. i wanted to tell him everything, but i couldn’t, because he had a girlfriend. supposedly.

“sorry, not worth it.” i shrugged mocking him which then he sat next to me pulling my arm to turn me to face him. i crossed my legs putting my hands in my lap. he rolled his eyes then scoffed at my comment.

“y/n holy shit. stop it. please tell me.” he was actually caring for me, and i honestly had nothing to say because this was such a rare occurrence.

“hyuck, i don’t know what you want me to tell you, i’m sorry.” i shrugged standing up from the bed. he looked up at me turning his head to the side wondering what i was doing. i shook my head then walked towards the door.

“y/n there’s something wrong and we both know that it’s a fact.” he stood up putting his hands in his pockets causing me to turn around to look at him because honestly i thought he was going to let me just leave without saying anything.

“why do you want to know so bad? it’s not like it has anything to do with you or your little girlfriend so why the hell does it concern you?” i scoffed raising my voice higher than i expected it to. i was way more frustrated then i thought i was and haechan noticed immediately what i was trying to say.

“that’s why. you’re mad because i have someone and you don’t. and you’re the one telling me it doesn’t concern me? if anything my situation with her doesn’t concern you so get off my back.”

“hey, you asked me in here. don’t come crying to me when she breaks your heart hyuck.” i opened the door walking out as quickly as possible. i turned to look at the boys that were pretending they weren’t listening.

“did you tell him?” mark tried not to ask but he did anyways because they’re all so nosy. taeyong hit mark then looked up at me giving me that “if you don’t want to say it don’t say it” look.

“i didn’t get a chance to tell him because we argued the whol-” i started telling them what had happened and haechan had come out of his room looking all huffy and puffy mad at me. i rolled my eyes telling the boys that i was leaving but i needed to get one last thing in with him before i left.

“do not even dare tell me that it wasn’t my concern hyuck. i was there for you when you were at your lowest and you’re telling me it’s not my fucking concern?” i walked up to him pointing in his face. he scoffed then looked me in the eyes.

“and how about you? you’re fucking feeling upset and i’m not allowed to ask what’s wrong with you? how dare you tell me it doesn’t concern me? y/n i’m so fucking in love with you and you’re telling me i’m not allowed to? oh fu-”

“you’re what?” i stuttered up a whole ass storm when i heard what he had said. i didn’t believe it. no i couldn’t. there’s no way that he said what i thought he said right?

“i’m- i didn’t mean to say that it was just the heat of the moment and i-” i ran over to him throwing my arms around his shoulders, smiling at him.

“hyuck shut up and kiss me.”

#lee donghyuck #haechan #nct dream #nct #nct 127 #nct x reader #haechan x reader #nct fluff #nct angst

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room two and four // jake shim

🥚 pairing :: jake shim x reader 🥚 genre :: fluff, angst, rugby player!jake, uni!jake, uni!reader 🥚 summary :: being park sunghoon’s girlfriend is the best thing you could ever ask for but all until jake, the unknown rugby player from australia decides to join the team and outshine the captain and had plans to steal the captain’s girlfriend.

playlist recommendation: the whole dimension dilemma album tbh ——————————————————————————

there wasn’t one girl that wasn’t talking about this jake kid that suddenly decided to join the rugby team. rugby was something really serious at our school and second semester, this kid decides to join. of course i heard things about him. he grew up in australia but it doesn’t mean he’s good. well that was until he changed my mind when i popped by to watch sunghoon play. the second i had arrived, i made dead eye contact with jake. he smirked at me before turning to talk to jay. sunghoon ran up to me wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me to press his lips to mine. i smiled at him then looked behind him then into his eyes.

“that’s him.” sunghoon whispered in my ear rolling his eyes while i laughed. let’s just say the rugby captain was not really happy about the new addition.

“he seems nice. let’s be nice okay? go before coach gets mad.” i kissed him once before turning him around patting his ass and turned around to walk over to my friends to sit and watch this new kid.

“he’s actually a decent player. i also saw the little moment you had with him when you walked in. but anyways i was watching him from here while you were flirting with sunghoon. ” my only wing woman, my best friend, yeji rolled her eyes as she whispered into my ear with the thousands of girls that are suddenly fans of jake.

“can’t even flirt with my boyfriend anymore without being teased.”

“can you go get my food? the delivery guy is downstairs. please and thank you!” yeji said under her breath because her camera was on, and she was in the middle of a test. i nodded and got ready to leave the room. i opened the door, and walked towards the elevator which was now closing.

“hold the elevator!” i screamed and the door opened back up as i was sprinting to grab the door. i looked up panting to say thank you, and of course there’s no one else in the elevator than the one and only jake shim. we didn’t say anything the entire ride but we made eye contact the entire time. he smiled and just as i let him get out of the elevator first, he whispered,

“see you later room 2.” he winked as he walked out of the elevator turning his head around to look at me. i looked down blushing all types of red as i followed him out of the elevator to meet the food delivery guy. i took the food up to yeji’s room and walked into my room sitting at my desk, thinking about what the hell just happened.

“you okay there y/n?” i turned my head to look at yeji. she stood at the doorway with her head leaned up against the frame. i nodded my head smiling at her because she does not need to know about my little moment with jake.

for the next three weeks, these little moments with jake were continuous. every time i would see this boy, something would happen, whether it be a sweet innocent smile, or a look that told me he knew he was good looking.

“is there something’s going on with you and jake or are you just leading him on like every other boy?” the girls behind yeji and i said as we were watching their game peacefully. we didn’t even say anything to them and this was how they wanted to provoke me. but i didn’t even need to react. but did i feel the need to? yes. of course i did. so i did exactly that. i turned my head to look them up and down, then smiled sweetly. i turned fully around to face them then laughed,

“if i was, would it be any of your business?” i rolled my eyes then turned around to make eye contact with sunghoon. he smiled giving me a thumbs up and i responded with a little shrug. i looked away from sunghoon to look at the one person that was already looking up at me.

“there isn’t anything going on with you and jake right?” yeji whispered trying not to let the girls behind us hear the conversation we were about to have.

“no of course not.” i laughed but i knew that she knew was bullshitting her. i wasn’t that subtle and she knew me well. she laughed putting her arm around mine walking out of the bleachers and onto the field where the boys were standing. she walked over to heesung and i walked over to sunghoon.

“good game lovey.” i smiled putting my arms around his shoulders pressing my lips to his. he laughed wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. i looked up at him smiling then my smile started to fade when jake walked up to us.

“good game room 4.” i smirked at him then turned back to look at sunghoon. he smiled nodding at me before walking away from the two of us.

“sunghoon we have something to talk to you about!” the group of girls that were bitching at me when i was on the bleachers had screamed over at sunghoon and he nodded. he looked back at me whispering in my ear,

“do you want me to go or stay with you because i know we don’t like them.” he smiled then pulled away to look me in the eyes. i kissed him then glanced over shrugging telling him that i wanted to know what shit they would say about me.

“you trust them? you know what they’re going to say about you right?” yeji walked over to me with heesung then turned over her shoulder to glance at them. i nodded rolling my eyes but started walking off before i could freak out at any of them.

“wait y/n! are you coming to the party tonight?” heesung screamed after me as i was walking away causing me to turn around to look at him. i shrugged and got a text just as i was about to tell him that i wasn’t sure if i wanted to go in the first place.

“jake’s going to be there.” i looked down at my phone then up at the person that sent the text to me. yeji winked at me then turned to look at jake who was already looking over at us smiling. i looked down biting my lip smiling at him then i nodded at yeji.

“i’ll go.” i rolled my eyes then took a glance at jake then turned back around to walk back in the direction that i was going to. i didn’t want to turn around again, but when i did, jake was watching me walk away.

that night at the party was honestly something i never thought would ever happen. i hadn’t seen sunghoon since his game because he was busy but jake on the other hand, i’ve seen more than sunghoon. i thought that i wouldn’t be able to see jake because sunghoon was just as busy as him but man was i wrong. the first time i had seen sunghoon was when he came to pick me up for the party. when i opened the door he was wearing his famous black leather jacket with his hair all slicked back. knowing that i obviously had to wear my matching leather jacket.

when we arrived it was the normal greeting of everyone and sunghoon had told me he was going to do his rounds and i nodded not knowing that his rounds would last the whole night. the only thing i wanted to do at this point? get deadass drunk and forget about it all. but there was an issue.

“i think that’s enough love.” i turned around from taking the biggest vodka shot to make eye contact with jake. the fact that he had called me love made my whole heart stop. i was already tipsy enough that i probably would have kissed him if we weren’t in a room of sunghoon’s friends.

“what do you mean? i barely even drank anything.” i said and i noticed how slurred my words were. even i knew i was drunk because he was spinning. he laughed with the most beautiful laugh then put his arm around my waist pulling me out of the party and out the door sitting me on the stairs.

“you drank a lot tonight. was there a reason for that or something?” he was interrogating me. there was a sparkle in his eye when he asked me. there was an intention through this.

“what are you saying of course not.” i giggled then put my head on his shoulder. he laughed standing up holding out his hand. i smiled taking his hand then looked up at him while he stared down at me.

“can i take you home since your boyfriend is very busy socializing with the rest of the party?” he smiled then looked up behind me and i nodded standing up to follow him when he started walking in the direction of our dorms. the entire way he made sure that i was walking in a straight line and that i didn’t fall on my face. by the time we got back to the dorms i was straight sober and i knew that i had feelings for jake but i wasn’t going to ever admit that to myself.

“thank you for taking me home jake, you know you didn’t have to. it’s not your responsibility.” i smiled shyly then looked up at him to see that he was already laughing at what i said before i even started talking.

“it is. if sunghoon won’t take care of you, someone has to and it’s going to be me.” he smiled then leaned up against my door frame while i was struggling to pull out my key card. he laughed when it took me a straight thirty seconds to find this goddamn keycard.

“need help?”

“shut up.” i rolled my eyes then pulled my lanyard out of my pocket tapping it on the door. when i pushed the door open, i turned to look at him while thinking if he was going to want to come in or not. he smiled looking down at the ground then up at me.

“is yeji home yet?” he chuckled when i stumbled over trying to open the door. then his arm went above my head and held the door open behind me. i smiled then turned over my shoulder shaking my head. he nodded following me into the room. i did question if this was a good idea, of course i did, but right now this felt right. two seconds after we walked into the room, yeji came in with heesung and she was giggling as she opened the door so i knew exactly what was about to happen. my room was too far to go to because she was already halfway through the door, and it was the room closest to the door too. i grabbed jake’s wrist and pulled him into the bathroom.

i turned to look at him when i closed the door and he was smiling, very very brightly might i mention. i laughed rolling my eyes walking up to him still holding his wrist. i let go but he caught my arm as it was falling next to me and pulled me towards him.

“worked exactly like you wanted huh y/n?” he smirked putting both of his hands on my waist and tilted his head making fun of me.

“i mean i guess.” i put my arms around his shoulders smiling up at him shrugging. he shook his head laughing before slowly leaning in to kiss me. i smiled and took the jump.

i kissed jake. i fucking kissed jake. not only that but he slept over in my room. i mean he slept on the floor but still. he slept over. sunghoon hasn’t slept over in a very long time. i sat up on my bed to look at jake and he was already sitting at my desk watching me.

“good morning.” he smiled at me with his fucking killer smile to which i pulled my blanket over my head because i was shy now. he laughed standing up from the chair and pulled the blanket off my head and kissed the top of my head.

“i have to go, i just wanted to wait for you to wake up to say bye. heesung hyung left awhile ago so i’m safe to go i think.” he turned around and walked to the door. i bounced out of bed to grab his wrist stopping him from leaving. i turned him around looking up at him taking a deep breath.

“i will consider going out with you.” he put both hands on my cheeks and winked. what did i say to him last night that he’s saying this to me right now? did i say something i wasn’t supposed to? he was smiling exactly because i said something.

“w-what do you mean?”

“see you later, two.”

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nevertheless, you left me behind pt.2 // lee jeno

🥦 pairing:: lee jeno x reader 🥦 genre:: angst, rich kid!jeno 🥦 summary:: everyone who was everyone knew that you and jeno had a fight two years ago. it was a screaming match that everyone heard about or watched it go down. you knew he was going to be here, but yet everyone expected you both to fight again. were they right? yes. they were.

playlist suggestion: ghostin by ariana grande

just in case you didn’t read part one :)

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“no y/n, you don’t understand. i was in pain every single day because of how bad i felt for leaving you behind. i didn’t want to, but i didn’t want to be the cause of you hurting all the tim-” he started going off but i stopped him mid-sentence to laugh at him.

“you fucking hurt me no matter which decision you made jeno so maybe, just maybe, you staying out of my life will hurt me less.” i rolled my eyes scoffing looking away from him because i knew that if i were to look him in the eyes, i would regret everything i just said and i wouldn’t go through with this decision i was about to make about our relationship.

“y/n please, please just talk to me about this. it doesn’t have to be like that.” he shook his head taking a deep breath. i seriously felt like i was straight out of a fucking kdrama. years of loving him and this was the solution.

“it does. i had to go every single fucking day without telling you what happened during my day. i had to go every single fucking day without seeing you, or screaming about the shit that i went through. where were you when i fucking needed you jeno? hoeing around? sleeping with girls that were meaningless to you? i would be happier without you in my life now.” i sucked all the tears that were threatening to fall down my face and finally had the confidence to walk away.

did he listen to every word i said? yes. he actually did stay out of my life but after that argument on the balcony of that party, i didn’t want him to. i wanted to run down the street to his house and just tell him everything that i felt for him was still there. that i couldn’t do this life thing without him. he was my best friend regardless, and i loved him too much to let him go this easy.

jaemin had updated me everyday since that day and he had tried to get jeno to leave the house, but nothing. he stayed in his room 24/7, he barely ate, his phone was always dead, and he didn’t let anyone in his room. it had been a month since that argument and he still hadn’t done anything since according to jaemin and his other roommates.

my life on the other hand, i thought i was happy with everything, but once that one thing happened, i broke. the first place i wanted to go to was jeno. and before i knew it, i was there. i was standing in front of jeno’s house with the rain pouring down on my head. i stood there for longer than i thought because all of jeno’s roommates and jaemin came running out to pull me into the house but i was so out of it that i didn’t even notice that i was sitting on their couch in jaemin’s hoodie and sweatpants with a cup of hot water in my hands.

“i didn’t need this you know. i was perfectly fine just standing there drenched in rain.” i laughed looking up at the six of them who were standing in front of me with their arms crossed.

“yeah well i know for a fact that mark wouldn’t have let you do that anyways so sorry, not an option.” jaemin looked at me scoffing before turning to look at mark. mark nodded his head before laughing at jisung who was now running around to find something to eat.

“hey go see jeno. we’re starting to get annoyed so go talk to him please. he’s been in his room for a whole fucking month since your fight and he’s only left to go to the washroom. he’s barely ate anything either but i see that you knew that already because you have his favorite food already.” renjun walked into the room i looked down at the table to see that i already bought food for jeno. i smiled weakly biting my lip to look up at renjun.

“i brought the food so you guys can bring it to him. i have no intention of going to see him.” i shook my head standing up to walk out of the door when his door opened. i turned around to look at his door but he walked into the bathroom, and two minutes later he walked out and back into his room. renjun looked at me with the ‘you see what i mean’ look, then i nodded rolling my eyes.

“fine. whatever. i’ll do it.” i scoffed then snatched the food off the table and walked over to his room knocking on the door.

“jaemin, i fucking told you i don’t want to see anyone and i don’t care if you want me to fucking talk to y/n, i won’t fucking talk to her.” he screamed then i turned to look at the six boys who were glaring at me to walk into the room or just say something.

“are you sure?” i whispered and i heard noises on the other side of the door. i heard a thump and the door slammed open. he did not look good. he was skinnier, he had more facial hair than he normally did and he was dead quiet.

“jeno...” i put both of my hands on his cheeks with tears filling my eyes. did the two of us really come to this point? our relationship has changed so much after that first fight that the two of us had.

“w-why are you here?” he stuttered then looked me in the eyes before putting his arms on my waist pulling me towards him to hug me. his arms were wrapped around my waist, and his head in the crook of my neck. i pulled away then looked him in the eyes.

“i’m here to bring you back to life. i will help you shave. deal?” i smiled at him grabbing his hand to take him out of the room and into the bathroom. i sat him down on the toilet seat and got everything ready. when i started helping him shave, his eyes were glued to my face. he wouldn’t look anywhere else. i honestly stopped breathing when i had made eye contact with him.

“why are you doing this y/n? i don’t get it. i fucked up but you’re here taking care of me. why?” he said under his breath but since we were so close together, it wasn’t that difficult to hear him.

“because i love you jeno. no matter what shit we’ve been through, i love you through it all. even after you fucked up, you’re still the only fucking one i love.”

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hi hi are requests for golden child open?? :)

yes of course!! it may be a little delayed because i'm really busy right now but go for it!!

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nevertheless, you left me behind // lee jeno

playlist suggestion: back to friends by lauren spencer smith

part two is out!

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the party of the year. the party that every single person talked about for 2 years straight. this party happened every two years, and the last time i saw my best friend was two years ago, and that was the final time we talked. we had argued the entire party beginning to end. everyone who was everyone knew about it and talked about our fight.

“jeno’s here.” i turned my head around only to make eye contact with the boy that left me hanging for almost 2 full years. reason? he wanted to fuck around. so many people told me that he was always asking people about how i was doing. when i tell you that i didn’t know the number of people that told me that, i was dead serious. he bit his lip at me then my eye view changed to look at jaemin. i thought he was coming with a girl but he came with jaemin.

“he’s here with jaemin.” i looked at the two standing in front of the now gathering group of girls, who were squealing over the two single boys. the entire time the girls gathered in front of them, jeno kept dead eye contact with me. i looked at jaemin and he smiled at me. i saw jaemin last week because he had wanted to meet up to tell me had jeno had asked around about me.

“y/n, jeno wants to talk to you.” i looked up from my cup to see that jaemin was in front of me. he smiled at me and i shook my head. last time i talked to jeno in one of these parties, everything went to shit. i didn’t want to talk to him. no, that’s a lie. i couldn’t talk to him. i say that but yet why am i walking out into the balcony where we had our first fight?

as i walked up to where he was standing, he turned around to face me, and i forgot everything i was telling myself to tell him. i just wanted to tell him how i felt and get out of there. i didn’t want to start a whole fight that everyone will talk about for two whole years.

“you came.” he stood there smiling like he didn’t do anything wrong. he stood there like everything was perfectly fine. but it wasn’t, and i was going to tell him that.

“i need to tell you something but i need you to just listen to me.” i took a deep breath looking at him waiting for a response. he nodded slightly then changed his eye line to look behind me for a few seconds.

“do you not even realize that you of all people was my best friend? jeno, you walked away. you left me behind. it’s your fault we stopped talking. i don’t know why you’re blaming me, but it is your fault.” i stood there with rain soaking me from head to toe. did i want to tell him that i didn’t think of him as my best friend but that he was my first love? that was probably going to be the most painful conversation.

“y/n. you know that i stopped talking to you because i got busy.” he looked away from me grabbing my arm to stop me from leaving him. this situation played over and over in my head so much to the point this didn’t even feel real.

“you were my best friend. you fucking knew that i went through hell and back, and i know for a fact that you knew i was going through shit because jaemin told me you were asking people about me. jeno, you left me once, and quite frankly, if you did it again, i would go back to my life when you weren’t fucking in it.” i screamed at the top of my lungs because right now, i couldn’t do this in a civil way. i was mad.

“don’t say it like that y/n please. i thought you didn’t want me to come back to you. i thought you hated m-” he started arguing back at me but his points weren’t even valid because he wasn’t even saying anything with meaning.

“i did hate you. of course i fucking hated you. you told me that you didn’t want to hang out with me anymore. i thought that’s exactly what you wanted me to tell you.” i looked at him dead in the eye and shot him with the facts again. i was pissed off and i wasn’t scared to tell him that. i knew that this would piss him off but i didn’t give two shits.

“i didn’t want you to leave. you were the first girl i could ever feel this comfortable with. i loved you.” he looked up at the sky with frustration then looked back at me. after all these years of us being friends, this was the first time he had ever said how he felt about me.

“do not say you loved me because i know for a fact that you didn’t. you never did. i was the only one loving you.” i looked at my fingers then looked back at him to see that he was already staring down at me. his eyes widened when he realized what i had said to him.

“you what? y/n i spent everyday telling myself that i was in love with you, but i could never see you again because i was scared of hurting you.” when he looked up at me from the ground, he was tearing up and i knew that it was going to hurt me. this was our biggest fight, and at this point, i wanted to walk away.

“scared of hurting me? jeno, no matter how much i love you, no matter how much you hurt me, i will always come back to you. you know why? because it’s you. because it’s you that i grew up with every single fucking day of my life up until two years ago.” i was two seconds away from walking away from this boy because i could not take it any longer. the way he looked at me when i was talking to me, i didn’t know whether to stop breathing or just fall on the ground.

“y/n please don’t walk away. it took me this long to finally tell you that i’m in love with you.” he grabbed onto my wrist pulling me towards him before his eye level changed to look behind me. he slowly let me go then i turned over my shoulder to see that the girl that he was rumored to be ‘dating’ was standing at the door glaring at him. i scoffed shaking my head at him in disbelief that he was really doing this in front of me right now.

“yeah. right. goodbye jeno.” i started walking away only to be pulled back by him right into his arms. he held both of my hands then took a deep breath before letting my hands go. he looked up with a face that almost made my heart stop. he was genuinely going to tell me about how he felt about me.

“what do you not get about the fact that i love you and not her? it’s always been you but you didn’t ever fucking see that.” he raised his voice before lowering his voice when he ended the sentence. i looked up at him biting lip nervously because he was upset now.

“so what you didn’t see the fact that i was in love with you? were you too focused on yourself to see that i was insanely in love with you?” i crossed my arms in front of my chest then unfolded my arms to scream back at him. we were standing outside on the balcony with jeno’s girl shooting lazers out of her eyes from behind me.

“you fucking hurt me no matter which decision you made jeno so maybe, just maybe, you staying out of my life will hurt me less.”

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one step forward, two steps back. // yoo taeyang

👼 pairing:: yoo taeyang x reader 👼 genre:: emotional 👼 summary:: after all these years of loving yoo taeyang, it always ended the same. you would walk away from him, and he would watch you walk away. you would think it would be different this time, but little did you know, history repeats.

a/n: i just started uni so i’m gonna be very behind i’m sorry :// ——————————————————————————

“my only regret was not chasing after you when you turned around and left.” when i looked up at taeyang, i stopped breathing. after three months, he came back and now he’s standing at my goddamn doorstep with tears coming down his face.

that, of course, was five months ago. i hated taeyang for not coming back after that talk. i told him that i was not going to come back to him. it didn’t hit me five months later when i was sitting on my bed missing everything about him. i couldn’t even tell him that i loved him because i was terrified of what would have happened if i did.

and now here i am. standing in front of his doorstep about to say the exact same line. was i going to hate myself for doing this? abso-fucking-lutely.

“hi! who are you?” the door swung open and it was not yoo taeyang. she was wearing a nice dress, high heels and a full face of makeup. she was twirling her hair in her finger while smiling

“hey babe who is it?” then i heard his voice. i looked down immediately at my feet and my whole body just stopped working. he put his arm around her waist before looking up and making eye contact with me. he took his arm off from around her waist. the way he looked at me when we first made eye contact, made my heart skip.

“hi. it’s nice to see you.” he said in the most dry, unenthusiastic way. i scoffed before closing my eyes to take a deep breath in because right now, at this point, i wanted to run. of course i regretted it. the girl standing next to taeyang turned around rolling her eyes and walked away. he looked up at my eyes before walking through the door closing it behind him.

“what are you doing here?” he was looking down when he walked through the door. i bit my lip taking a deep breath because i know that i was fucked. i didn’t want to tell him that he’s the love of my life when he’s dating another girl. that doesn’t help me at all.

“i’m uh, i uh wanted to visit you because i had something to tell you but you’re busy so i’m going to head out.” i turned around before my wrist was pulled back around after my foot touched the last step. i looked at our hands and then looked up at him.

“don’t leave.” from looking at our hands, i looked up at him taking a deep breath because i couldn’t believe what was happening. this man was standing in front of me begging me with his eyes not to go. i didn’t want to, but right now, that might be my only choice. our story always ended the same, never once even tried to change it. but this time it had to be different. i wasn’t going to let it happen again, but my legs had other plans.

“i let you walk away from me last time. i’m not letting you walk away again. i’m sorry for not chasing after you. i’m so fucking sorry y/n.” when i heard what he said, my stomach did a flip while i looked up at him. i was so in love him but all i could do was look at him.

“well you have a girlfriend now. i’m just a part of your past and that’s what i’m going to stay so i’ll see you later.” i pulled my arm out of his wrist and tried to walk away but before i could, his arms went around my waist and his breath was fanning my neck. as i looked down the street trying to avoid turning around to look at him, tears filled my eyes as quickly as this happened.

“i-”

“don’t. i’m so done.” i turned around and walked off, as far away from taeyang as possible leaving him in front of his house. i turned to look back at him and he was still looking at me. his eyes never left me once, but he didn’t move an inch.

every single time, our story ends the same. i walk away, and he never follows. after all this time, nothing is going to change. end of story.

but this time, i was right. it was different. he ran after me pulling me into his arms putting both hands on my cheeks. we stood there staring at each other like nothing else in the entire world was here except for the two us.

“y/n, it’s always been you. four years ago and now, it’s you. always will be.” he looked down at my lips then up to my eyes. he pressed his lips onto mine before i pushed him off to look at him.

“taeyang... i don’t know if this is a good idea. our story never ends differently. it always has the same goddamn ending. i walk away and you don’t follow me. it never changes. we’re never going to have a happy ending tae.” i shook my head looking up at him only to see that he was looking at me just the same. i knew that regardless of me telling him this, in the end, i will always walk away.

“i love you. i love you so damn much, but if you love me as much as i love you, you will drop this and this time, it’s going to be you walking away.”

it was going to hurt, but this was the only way i could stop the heartbreak.

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verivery masterlist

f - fluff ✨- requested a - angst 🧩 - my favorites e- emotional

a/n:: all of this is my own work, that i wrote myself. if there’s any copies, reuploads, or that are copied on any other accounts other than this one, it is not mine.

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hopelessly devoted - lee dongheon (f)

overhearing the boy that you love talk to a girl about some girl that he fell in love with hurts. but overhearing this at a party makes it just five million times worse.

fire - bae hoyoung (f)

you’re friends with the 6 boys of verivery, your boyfriend being hoyoung. at the club, gyehyeon flirts with you, pissing hoyoung off so much that hoyoung needs to prove that you’re his.

24 hours - hong minchan (a) 1 | 2

fuckboy!minchan is known for breaking hearts, but everyday, he stops by your locker, stopping your heart, and of course, the girls of the school hate you for it.

don’t break my heart - jo gyehyeon (a)

you knew that when the time came, gyehyeon would break up with you. but when it actually happened, the only thing that you can do is to tell him no. it’s not going to happen.

make up for it - jo gyehyeon (f,a)

fuckboy!gyehyeon always takes girls on classic dates, the restaurant, then back to his house. but the one time he begged you to go out with him, was the best date you had ever experienced.

we like a thunder - ju yeonho (f)

as their practice of thunder was shown to you even before a comeback was announced, you realized that your boyfriend yeonho isn’t the innocent boy you made him out to be.

the only smile - kim yongseung (f,a)

being an ex of an idol that is friends with a whole other group that’s friends with your ex isn’t the best idea, especially when they’re promoting at the same time. you want to talk to him but the only question left, will he talk to you first? if he does, are you actually going to talk to him?

lee dongheon as your boyfriend

#verivery #verivery imagines #verivery fluff #verivery angst #verivery x reader #lee dongheon #dongheon #bae hoyoung #hoyoung #hong minchan #minchan #jo gyehyeon #gyehyeon #ju yeonho #yeonho #kim yongseung #yongseung #yoo kangmin #kangmin

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hopelessly devoted // lee dongheon

👑 pairing:: lee dongheon x reader 👑 genre:: fluff 👑 summary:: overhearing the boy that you love talk to a girl about some girl that he fell in love with hurts. but overhearing this at a party makes it just five million times worse. ——————————————————————————

“we were never dating in the first place so it shouldn’t even matter to you.” i looked up in the direction of the kitchen to overhear the girl who was now screaming at what dongheon had just said to her. over all this loud ass music and the multiple people dancing in front of us, we still managed to hear that one sentence. i looked at hoyoung trying not to burst into laughter. he shook his head sitting next to me before whispering in my ear that i should cut it out.

“who is this girl?” i laughed putting my head on his shoulder when kangmin walked past to sit on my lap stretching out to lay his head on hoyoung’s lap. hoyoung put his arm around my shoulder resting his hand on my arm.

“who’s heon hyung talking to?” he looked up with his puppy eyes at the two of us and we shrugged then i glanced back up to look at dongheon.

“some girl that’s been hanging with heon. she’s been clinging to him for the past few weeks.” yongseung came up behind us sticking his head in between hoyoung and my head. i bit my lip trying not to seem like i was pissed off, wait no was i being jealous?

“you being jealous there y/n?” hoyoung whispered in my ear and i glared at him before turning to slap him. i looked at minchan who was approaching the two in the kitchen but stopped before he was in view of either of the two.

“me? jealous? pft.” i rolled my eyes putting my hands down in my lap. when i glanced up again to look at heon, he turned his head around his shoulder straight at me. the way he smiled at me, made my whole world stop. through the people dancing i couldn’t look away. at all. i was definitely in love with him and every single one of the boys were catching on. i bit my lip when i kept eye contact with dongheon.

“what the hell was that look?” hoyoung teased me laughing, to then i scoffed rolling my eyes lifting kangmin’s legs off of mine to walk away from this annoying situation.

“i can’t take this anymore.” i said under my breath and as i was about to walk away, hoyoung grabbed my wrist turning me around pushing kangmin off of him. to which kangmin groaned then shot a glare at him before looking up at me. i shook my head pulling my wrist out of his hands. just as i walked past the kitchen, i heard the one sentence that made me stop.

“you fucking fell in love with a girl and expect me not to care? i thought we had a good thing going?” she scoffed to which i turned over my shoulder to look at minchan who was now wide eyed staring straight at me. i bit my lip and stood as still as possible. then i heard dongheon speak up after her constant talking.

“yes i fell in love with y/n. you and i were strictly on a no feelings relationship so i don’t know what the hell happened to you but i fell in love with someone else and when i get the chance to-” when i heard those first seven words, i shot my head up to look at minchan not believing what i had just heard. just as dongheon was about to finish his sentence i got pushed from behind, ice pouring down my back. i screamed before slapping my hand over my mouth because i was realizing now that i was in view of dongheon and this girl.

“y/n!” he ran towards me grabbing my wrist pulling me through the crowd of people, up the stairs and into his room, the door closing behind us. he pulled a hoodie out of his drawer as well as a towel from the bathroom and ran over to me.

“take off your shirt and dry off with this. are you okay?” he panted while looking me straight in the eye. he turned around after he got a nod from me and patted my head. i took my shirt off and dried off with the towel he gave me, thank god it was water. i grabbed his hoodie taking a deep breath smiling before pulling it over my head.

“i’m done changing.” i smiled again when he turned back around to face me. he walked up to me and i completely stopped breathing when he put both hands on my cheeks.

“you heard every word i said didn’t you?” his eyes darted from my eyes to my lips, then back down to my eyes. i nodded avoiding all eye contact.

“i-i tried not to. i won’t tell-” i started rambling because i was nervous. of course i was nervous. dongheon was inches away from my face and he was laughing. i couldn’t stop looking at him because my god was he good looking when he smiled.

“you won’t tell who? y/n did you even hear the name i said?” he scoffed laughing then put his arms around my waist. he pulled me towards him his chest up against mine.

“i mean i did but-but i just thought it was a mistake. there’s no way you would say my name.” i laughed nervously and dongheon tilted his head. he narrowed his eyes then licked his lips.

“what are you talking about y/n? i said your name. of course i said your name. you’re the girl i’m in love with.” he smiled rubbing the back of his neck before taking my hand into his.

“you’re what?” i gasped to which he laughed at then walked back over to me. he placed both of his hands in the crook of my neck before pulling me inches away from his face.

“hopelessly in love with you.”

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enhypen masterlist

f - fluff ✨- requested a - angst 🧩 - my favorites e- emotional

a/n:: all of this is my own work, that i wrote myself. if there’s any copies, reuploads, or that are copied on any other accounts other than this one, it is not mine.

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tears - lee heeseung (f,a)

the first time you see heeseung on stage, it was a shock. you had never seen such charisma. especially after that one girl was chasing after heesung, there’s nothing more but to protect your man.

no one can replace you - lee heeseung (f,a)

a year later after the roughest break up, a trip back home and still, the only boy you can pay attention to is heesung. but you’re not the only one that can’t stop paying attention even after the break up.

unspeakable tension - lee heeseung (f,a)

you never knew why you could never choreograph in the same room or clean enhypen’s dances, until now. heeseung and you were total opposites, putting you both in the same room? that’s like asking for trouble.

cause i’m off my face, in love with you - lee heeseung (f)🧩

coming to spend time with mingyu, dino, seungkwan and minghao was a regular friday at 2pm activity, so when the boy you let get away catches wind of the fact that you’re there every friday, the filming of your song is filmed on the same day just to get your attention.

excuses - park jeongseong // jay park (a)

reminiscing about first loves aren’t fun. don’t you agree? well it hurts a lot, until your first love really showed up. tell me, did you handle it well? no.

need saving? - park jeongseong // jay park (f)

suffering parties, suffering adults hooking you up with rich boys when everyone knows rich boys are not to be trusted. sounds like a job for the seven most mischievous boys, a little alcohol and a boy that wanted to save you from day one.

snowed in - shim jaeyun // jake shim (f,a)

jake pulls you off the road and onto a bus to god knows where, and when you arrive it’s hard to even stay calm.

room two and four - shim jaeyun // jake shim (f,a)

being park sunghoon’s girlfriend is the best thing you could ever ask for but all until jake, the unknown rugby player from australia decides to join the team and outshine the captain and had plans to steal the captain’s girlfriend.

my disney prince - park sunghoon (f,e) 🧩

sunghoon has been your figure skating partner ever since you were kids. as he turns 18, he realized he wanted to be an idol, that meant he had to stop skating.

tale as old as time - kim sunoo (a) 🧩

the prince of the south didn’t have a good reputation at all, well to you at least. you’ve met him a few times but never actually spoke to him so why did you hate him? little did you know, he had eyes on you.

playground - yang jungwon ft.txt (f)

being friends with tomorrow x together since pre-debut and watching them grow up was everything you’ve ever dreamed of. now they’re the sunbaenims, you start falling in love with their hoobae’s leader.

it’s always you - yang jungwon (f,e) 1 | 2🧩

falling in love with someone that you can never confess to is the worst thing to experience, but watching him fall in love with someone else is much worse.

over his shoulder - nishimura riki // niki (f)

so many years of liking niki and the truth is finally out. the thing is, you didn’t know this was the way that you were going to tell him through your best friend, jay. not knowing that niki feels the exact same way as you.

#enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen fluff #enhypen angst #enhypen x reader #heeseung #lee heeseung #park jeongseong #jay park #jake shim #shim jaeyun #park sunghoon #sunghoon #yang jungwon #jungwon #kim sunoo #sunoo #nishimura riki #niki

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