#just late night thoughts

[shamixlour]

I was rewatching the Bear and its kinda crazy the way Claire always forces herself on Carmy all the damn time (when she asked Fak for Carmy's real number when clearly the dude gave you a fake one for a reason or again forcing herself to the back kitchen when he got locked in the walk in when Fak told her it wasn't a good moment, timing or even during Carmy's panic attack scene, she forces herself in his mind, in his life so much that he believes that she would help him calm down....when we both know who truly is able to do that) and yk what's even crazier, the way the writers (who are geniuses btw so imo they really did this on purpose and for a reason) wrote her character in a way where as watchers we almost feel like we can't NOT love her, that by doing so we lowkey suck and we're a bit weird bcs not only Carmy's entourage (Nat, Richie & Fak) keeps insisting how good and great she is for him but also the girl seems to be, emphasises on seems, perfect for Carmy. She is the girl he used to fancy, his long time crush, she is pretty, intelligent, super easy going and ready to take all the steps needed to get to Carmy. He doesn't have to do anything almost for her to get into his life. She is easy and good and perfect so we should feel bad for not liking her, for not wanting her for him when everyone around Carmy thinks so of her and doesn't miss a chance to throw it right into our (and Carmy's) face all the fucking time. All the fucking time.

And so for me, it is written like that for a reason.

However we also see that Carmy starts losing his focus the moment she comes back into his life and best believe, I think he felt it, i think he knew and that is why he gave her a fake number bcs deep down he had a certain understanding that she was not perfect for the person he wants to become, he started to become but guess what, she forces herself and his entourage (Fak his best friend lol remember how carmy is a bit ???? When she tells him that thru the phone) thinks this might be good for him, she is the person Carmy always wanted so they think they are helping but they are wrong and they dont know and they dont see how he is eager to envolve bcs he doesn't show it much with them, he is not as open and human with them like he is with Syd. Besides, Carmy also has the tendancy to let things happen to him too, he kinda likes having it easy regarding all the other parts of his life (other than his job) so he just goes with the flow and so Carmy stops changing the sec he meets her again.

He stops and misses the opportunity to grow and envolve and find his purpose and I know deep down he knows and that is why all of their scenes kinda feels off. He knows deep down, not up front but we know with how their interactions are shown to us.

Claire is perfect for the Carmy from the past. She is perfect for the person he used to be and not for the one he thrives to become and so I am very excited to see how they're gonna play that for season 3 especially after she told him she loves him.

#the bear fx #the bear #the bear meta #sydcarmy #syd x carmy #carmy berzatto #carmy x sydney #im rewatching the bear and going crazy pt 38838292 #sydney adamu #just late night thoughts

[arkiwii]

that's quite a weird feeling but sometimes I really feel guilty for shipping Saria/Silence. like, yeah, it's a super popular ship. I can't complain about not having much content, because it gets so much more than any other ship in the fandom. and many many people seem to view this ship in a negative light, or as something cringe, or just straight up hate it because of all the jokes around it and the whole divorce thing

I mean yea, "don't listen to people do whatever you want" yadayada and I know the reasons why I enjoy this ship are really valid and more interesting/deep than what people may think (as in, I really appreciate it for the character study and their development). but also I just can't help it but feel really guilty whenever someone tells me they prefer [another ship involving one of them] or that it's super popular

#rambling #just late night thoughts #well “late night” its 7 am but i barely slept it's still the night to me idc #its not aimed at anyone in particular im not saying people are wrong for not liking it I'm just reflecting how I feel personally

[fiction-vixen]

Imagine Cody having nightmares of memories he can’t remember. The chip has blocked what and who is in the dreams. But Cody suffers through them almost every night and wakes up with this sense of utter loss. He can’t remember who he lost but he knows they’re everything to him.

But then then chip is removed and all the memories of Order 66 come back. The wave of devastation that hits Cody is too much to handle and he falls to his knees. Because he simply followed orders like a good soldier and had to kill Obi Wan. And he almost wishes for the chip back, so he would have to feel his heart shattering in a million pieces over the loss of Obi Wan. 

But Rex takes his hand and pull Cody to his feet and simply states: “The General is still out there and we’re going to find him.” 

#codywan #commander cody #star wars #order 66 thoughts #just late night thoughts #because I love causing Cody pain #and his friendship with Rex is everything #also fun chip ideas because why not #Also Rex and Cody questing to find Obi Wan would be amazing #fiction vixen has star wars thoughts #fic idea?

[velv3tdream]

I often wonder how the mutuals who have forgotten about me or my lil weird anons are doing

#just late night thoughts #shoutout to them

[shamblespirate]

Yall do you think Law can just Shamble babies outta wombs 🗿

#i wouldn't mind tbh #just late night thoughts #trafalgar law one piece #law one piece #trafalgar d water law #one piece #shambles posts

[lychniis]

me : *stares at a sleeping zhongli intensely*

zhongli : ...is there something you need, dear?

me : you're immortal, right?

zhongli : tentatively so, yes-

me : so i've been thinking about how i'd feel if i was immortal, you know? and honestly, the more i think about it, the more torn i feel. one part of me wants to live forever, to see the world change, to witness the next trend, the newest book fifty years from now, a new discovery in another hundred years, some great technological shift that changes the lives of everyone, to see people finally witness the stars up close and see the universe for what it is. I want to be there, i want to meet the grandkids of my friends and their grandkids and watch them grow up, i'd want to learn about every tiny thing, every aspect the world has to offer. to be this infinite being that sees and experiences more than my short life could ever offer, to witness humanity advance, to see if they drive themselves to the ground or at least live with the assurance knowing that we are capable of changing and growing. and when that's all over and the last few stars fade away and the universe is finally consumed, i could reflect on what i'd look back at it all and think that the millions of years leading up that point; it all happened.

me : ...

me : but a part of me is also not as hot on the idea either...to live for millennia would mean to forget about humanity. would i be strong enough to experience loss after loss? would i withdraw into a shell if the pain is too much to bear? would i grow so numb, i stop feeling happiness for the little things i once loved? what if i change? i know there are a lot of parts about myself that i don't like, but there are still parts that i like too, that i want to keep because they let me know that i'm human and i'm a pretty okay human at that. what if i lose my empathy and everything just...ceases to matter. if i want to witness and experience, how would it amount to anything if i feel nothing for it? what about the terrible days, what if they keep spanning for centuries on end? what if i find myself in this never ending cycle of hurt because every bad day, the ones that hurt, that bring out the worst in me, pile up and places me in a spot where i completely regret choosing to live forever? what if, years from now, humans go extinct and i will wander the earth knowing i'm the only one left, to be lonely for the rest of my life as i watch evolution slowly bring in a new species to replace us? what if change, in itself proves to be so dastardly that i break before i could even start running?

zhongli : ...please don't tell me you spent the last four hours thinking of this instead of sleeping.

me : if i DID sleep, i'd probably have some surreal nightmare about me meeting humanoid mutant ducks with chainsaw wings after an apocalyptic event.

zhongli : i think i need to start brewing stronger tea for you and cut down on the sugar-

me : YOU WOULDN'T-

@meimeimeirin @silentmoths @x-zho @dustofthedailylife @ofoceansandtombsanew

the concept of immortality kept me awake last night.

#&&. incorrect quotes !! #zhongli #genshin impact #zhongli x reader #ya know #just late night thoughts #about existentialism and such #i traumatize myself bruh #sometimes my brain is just empty #and then this shit happens #aine and zhongli ;

[tragzerus]

[ cw : slight!nsfw ]

sae itoshi as your rich boyfriend.

if he's down, he would be down bad. it's everything or nothing at all with him.

#sae itoshi #sae itoshi headcanons #sae #blue lock #sae itoshi x reader #sae x reader #just late night thoughts #he would 100% do this no one can change my mind

[hollandorks]

still laughing at my past self being really skeptical/ negative when Rob was announced as the next Batman because I was like "ugh Batman again?? we don't need another reboot"

then I saw the movie and it rewired my whole fucking brain and I'm still obsessed with it like 8 months later

#and THEN I wrote a whole fucking Batman novel lol #shut up shelby #battinson #the batman #just late night thoughts #anyways new sitn chapter tomorrow besties

[vldsideblog]

Sometimes I think about the scar on Keith’s face (the burn one from the whole clone fiasco) and wonder how much feeling he has left in that side of his face.

I’m not going to go into detail, but my dad has a big scar on his neck and he can’t really feel the bottom of his face, it’s all fuzzy there. So I wonder what Keith’s feels like.

#just late night thoughts #I also draw Keith with a lot of scars #so I’m my brain he has a log of nerve damage spots like that #vld #voltron #voltron legendary defender #keith kogane #keith voltron #keith headcanon #character headcanons #broganes #hcs #scars #tw scars #a lot * #I just nitrite autocorrected and don’t care enough to go back

[spiritlion]

Give me an au where Drift gets involved with the circle of light earlier in the war and he convinces them to help put a stop to the war. He sees Ratchet for the first time since he became Drift again and the guy literally takes Ratchet’s servo and bents down on one knee presses the hand to his helm before kissing it gently and smiling at Ratchet with a soft look in his optics. Also just a flustered Ratchet.

#dratchet #maybe i’ll write it #just late night thoughts

[chicharromance]

After rewatching a few episodes of Naruto, I am even more convinced that Naruto, Sasuke, and Sakura should've all been endgame together. A polyamorous relationship would've made so much narrative sense.

#naruto #sasuke uchiha #naruto uzumaki #sakura haruno #it would've been so good #Naruto and Sakura both working together to bring back the love of their life #just late night thoughts #pork rinds

[greghatecrimes]

i have to get up for work tomorrow so i'm definitely up way too late. but also i don't want to fall asleep and just get chucked right back into the fun (sarcastic) vividly unpleasant dreams i've had the past few nights

#sigh #maybe delete later lol #just late night thoughts #and complaining #anya shush #personal

[maddisandy]

I know Grian stated in Double Life he teams with Scar a lot so he wants to team with other Life Series members but watching all the Team GIGS streams lately has been so fun and knowing how well Grian and Impulse teamed in Last Life (and of course Imp and Skizz being best friends) I think it would be fun to see Team GIGS team up in the next potential season

#plus we haven't seen skizz team with grian or scar before or scar with impulse #so there'd be some new dynamics to kinda mix it up #it also might bring some grian mains attention to skizz's povs :0 which deserve so much more love #just late night thoughts #life series #life series smp #traffic series #trafficlife #trafficblr #team gigs

[leonscape]

idk ikepri as bands i listen(ed) to because why not

jin- the 1975

(the casual horny)

(jin vibes)

leon- cigarettes after sex

(the romantic horny)

(i am biased)

nokto- chase atlantic

(the depressed horny)

(tbh idk what song fits him best but he’s also edgy like licht so these songs are ok)

licht- the neighborhood

(idk he’s just edgy ig)

(tried to choose songs that aren’t daddy issues, sweater weather, or softcore but i don’t listen to them anymore lol)

#just late night thoughts #ikemen series #ikemen prince #ikepri #ikemen prince leon #ikepri leon #leon dompteur #ikemen prince jin #ikepri jin #ikemen prince licht #ikepri licht #ikemen prince nokto #ikepri nokto #Spotify

[rhettabbotts]

dilf rhett is in his 40s #tome

#just late night thoughts #finally exposing myself #excuse the daddy issues #shelbs runs her mouth

[rosecoloredknight]

there's this deep sadness and loneliness in me I don't think I'll be able to shake off that originated from having a traumatic childhood and a broken family which I'm unsure I'll ever be able to come to terms with.

I guess that's why I'm so keen in wanting to start my own family or have a group of people whom I can call "my people" that will love and support me.

And I won't be sorry about leaving my family behind.

#personal #just late night thoughts #writing down notes for my therapist #it's on the 18th and i want to come prepared or at least ready to discuss topics and find ways to improve my perspective on life #or my sadness. #i don't feel bad about writing this. #i like this. #i like the idea of ''disappearing'' because i am busy raising my own family #okay