#just changed my username again

[bbreaddog]

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#personal #i?????? #my ex’s art just came up on my instagram explore page #and their style has changed so much that I didn’t realise it was them until AFTER i clicked like #immediately unliked as soon as i saw the username #but like #did they get the notification?? #fuck #I’m surprised they didn’t outright block me in the first place when that was like the first thing they did on facebook #I don’t even know if I’m blocked on tumblr?? #i feel like probably i should block them about it #idk #they don’t usually take up this much headspace nowadays #so like #part of me is like is there a point #and another part of me is like what if it happens again #AH #anyway. i hope they didn’t get notified that i liked their post. that’s all.

[raidenloml]

im ngl i was gonna post sumn but i totally forgot!! oops!,

#i rememebr it was abt me wanting to learn how to write bc i have so many sillies #bleghhhh #raidenloml posting #also changed my pinned post again ermmm trying out diff names bc the names ive been going by feel like just usernames so yeah

[earthmoverer]

i am going to change my url because i am sick of venison2003 but don't worry it's still me

#the urge to change all my usernames wins again #idk when i'm gonna do it btw just that it will happen

[aesthetography]

- the golden hour -

#hi guys! #it’s been such a long time! #i’m so sorry about my absence ahh whoops #i’ve been taking photos as always but i completely suck at uploading #i also don’t know if i want to try and be more professional with my blog or keep it how it’s always been #i’ve decided to keep it as however i feel comfy with #and that’s more of a causal thing #and if people don’t like it or won’t take me serious then it’s their problem #i love photography and i want to have fun with it and be chill! #and so i will :P #i even reverted back to my old blog name! #i was just looking at this one collage edit i made back in 2015 that i’ve set as my desktop background again because i’m a sucker for 2015 #tumblr #and i was like #man #that was a really cool username i wish i didn’t change it #(because i thought someone had taken it #i swear it was taken not that long ago! #so i went to see who took it and it was free! so i claimed it again! woohoo! #photography #photographers on tumblr #my photography #golden hour #iphonography #sydney australia #australian photographer #female photographers #aspiring photographer #hipster aesthetic #art aesthetic

[trash-bin-ary]

I still think about the name I came up with when I was unsure if I liked my legal name and like jeioebe could the world be super cool about having 2 names or that using a different name at all than legal wasnt nerve wracking please

#this is a post i made #me back at it again not being sure if this is a vent post or not #okay actual tags now they do have the non-legal name used so idk if you want mystery of my irl life look away #listen Mil is a great name to me even if I’m also hyper conscious of it being I guess obviously different even though I want to be vis queer #o(-( idk I just thought about using [legal] and Mil and he/they and was like yeah euphoria #and like… I think if it wasn’t my legal name I would not choose that name but I don’t think I could imagine not having it I love it #I’m also just aware it doesn’t exactly line up with me in my head and when I tried only Mil I was like I miss using my legal sorta #… idk that post that’s like what did people think trans names are: what trans peoples names secretly are: made me like yooo other people hav #secret names… oh no I don’t have multiple unless you count my internet name which I don’t it’s distinctly for safety. it’s just the 2 and #excluding the year I was trying the other out I don’t exactly tell people it #yknow the beginning of college I did use both I think but then I got a different friend group and it was with someone I used to know and so #the nerves came back #anyway sidebar I think the reason I don’t really consider Ary a real name is cause my first internet name was actually the first trial of Mi #and then once it moved to the real word I changed to align with my username for anonymousness #like to be clear I like the name Ary but I would not go by it to people outside of the internet

[singsweetmelodies]

i just wanna say i am way more excited for the miami chapter of your piarles kissing fic than i was for the whole of the race 😭 the first two chapters were so good i love charles being delusional and thinking they're ""just kissing"" 🤭

HI DARLING!! 😍 oh my gosh, thank you so much for this ask, you are actually the sweetest 🥺🥰 and i appreciate this so so much! i'm so sorry for the delay in both replying AND writing (i'm the worst, i know, i know) but i finally have the good news for you that the chapter has officially been started 👀 and should be up before (what would've been) the imola weekend, hopefully 💗 thank you again for this wonderful ask! MWAH

#asks & answers #🖥 comebackkidgasly #LOVE your username btw!! 😍 #so true for him; isn't it ❤️❤️ #also speaking of imola and it's cancellation & the 2023 kisses fic in one ask... #i'm wondering now if i should cancel the imola chapter too? OR if i should just change the planned theme of the chapter entirely... #(who am i kidding there's no real plan except for Shit Goes Down In Monaco 😆😆) #but anyway! enough rambling out of me; i think #especially since i haven't even posted chapter 3 yet - can't be going on about chapter 4 ALREADY lmfao #but once again! chapter 3 is at least in progress now ❤️ #can't wait to have it done 🤭🤭 it's such a fun one ngl to you. funny too #they are so DUMB i swear to you. so unbearably dumb... #and yet i love them with my whole heart. ALWAYS #❤️💙 #🦑🏎️ piarles #wip: 2023 kisses

[evilpenguinrika]

not me doing a deep dive in the midst of the cait corrain bullshit bc "hold up why does she look so familiar" and then realizing AND confirming i had been following her for her critical role cosplay and was then promptly Shooketh to the Coreth that my suspicion was dead on

like,,,,,

what the fuck is up with that

#eprika rambles #i don't know WHY my brain decided to do this deep dive #or to really share my discovery #but i did and am glad i unblocked just to confirm my suspicion and promptly blocked her again #but also weird bc i'm pretty sure i was still following her after the username change? #cuz the post i saw that confirmed it for me was liked by me and i had seen a lot of the older posts as well #but i was not in fact following her but also also #so glad weird technology shit had me mysteriously unfollow her #because that girl is big YIKES for blaming her blatant racism on a fake friend from reylo community ALONG with her mental illness and drugs #like no that ain't it #critical role #cait corrain

[master-of-fluff]

You know what i think is cool? When people make earily similar ocs i remember being like 11 and coming up with a naruto oc hikaru that was sasukes sister and then finding out that there was like hundreds of fics with the same premise right down to the very name, same with ninjago and the purple/silver ninja OCS except each one is unique in its own ways.

like the fandom just had a sort of hivemind like 'hey you know what this story needs this character that is so awesome' and we were right, the story was very much improved.

#Fluff posts #and maybe some people are just stealing others ideas #But for me naruto was my first fandom and I had just gotten access to social media #So I had no idea Hikari/akari was a cliche thing #I was kind of upset that I wasn't the first but looking back I think its kind of funny #also yes my Hikari has had permanent affects on me and my personality #In case you can't tell by the fact alone that most my username are some variation of hikari_hateke #Aside from my tumblr #tho said oc has changed a lot in my mind (again in case you can't tell by the last name) #shes basically the self insert i stick in every fandom of mine #naruto tmnt tfp trb usm etc etc #i have like 15 seperate backstories for her no joke #including genderbend versions of her as 'hikaru' #ironic that she pretty much consumes my mind but I simply don't talk about her #eh maybe I'll make some fanfics about her story(s) someday and not just keep it in my head #actually that's a horrible idea cuz then I have to take the time to actually fix all the loopholes to said stories in my head never mind #you'll have to pry her/him put of my head with a crowbar

[down-the-rabbid-hole]

Okay so uhh...small update time

Gonna be turning this into a Rabbids/Rayman sideblog instead of an incorrect quotes blog, I'll still post some occasionally! But it won't be the main focus of my blog anymore

#Gonna be changing my username too #Update #Sorry for those who followed me for incorrect quotes #But again! I don't plan on stopping those it's just gonna be less frequent

[n0ct0urn1quet]

god. i hate socializing and i hate talking to people . why cant i just look at someone i wanna be friends with and go hey ur cool let's be friends now

#i need . Friends. Desperately #but also i hate. HATE talkikign to people because i never have like. naything to talk about. ever #im in a gc with like ~7 other ppl who i was irl friends with at one point #and GOD. i wanna talk to all of them again #one of them reached out to me a while back n she and i talked but i just didnt. know. what to say #i am so used to talking to my gf and my best friend who ive known for several YEARS that when i try to talk to someone new #or someone i havent spoken to in a while im just like . okay. i have to act normal and not weird #i cant keysmash in response to everything they say i actually have to say WORDS. or else theyll be like . huh #and then it gets to a point where im just like ogh i dont know what eo even say anymore but i wanna keep this conversation Going #but then i just dont . say anything. and they dont say anything. and we go silent again for another couple months #recently lso i noticed one of my old old internet friends started being online on discord again #and i wa lsike oh my gOD its THEM!!!!!! i havent talked to them in like. 2 ish years? maybe longer? #but. idk. i didnt reach out to them. bc i was like. what if they dont remember me #thats another thing i feel like i come across old internet friends on here sometimes on tumblr and im just like oh i remember you but #ive switched accounts and changed usernames so many different times that im just like. oh. you probably dont remember me #and even if i told you who i was. that i was so-and-so from 4 years ago. you wouldn't remember me. so oh well!!!!! #so now im just . sitting here <33 i want friends but making them is hard and keeping them is even harder . dies

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#ohhhhhdhjsufnsjf once again FREAKING THE FUCK OUT about names #i hate this so muuuuuch #why the fuck did i decide to have an ''artistic name'' when i was a teenager before even knowing i was trans!! #now i have to die every single time i have to choose between my actual name or my ''artistic name'' (which is a female name that exists btw #so people think it's my name) and then having to be like ''oh btw there's also my legal name'' #UGHHHHHH i hate it i hate it i hate it #i just want to go back in time & punch my stupid teen ass for picking an''artistic name''that is a known actual name that women have legally #i'm so angry and sad and anxious as fuck now because i keep making my life harder as well as everyone around me who has to deal with this #and i can't really go back because all of my stupid work related usernames and email have the stupid ''artistic name'' #i hate myself so much every time this comes up i hate it so much #it feels me with dread every single fucking time i'm so anxious right now #why the fuck didn't i just use my stupid birthname so that when i realize i was trans i would just change it once and with an actual reason? #i HATE THISSSSS #angel talks #personal

[toothmarqed]

fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull

#actually considering deleting the clock app rn #what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE #i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing #and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god #PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE #ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is #Not okay #they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best #-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames #**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that #ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever #maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my #-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry #i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life #i feel sick #i’m evil #and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am #too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth #but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am #feel like fucking bojack horseman #unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak- #-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person. #i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here #i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full #suffering i deserve

[antipeegirlarchive]

This is hilarious

Girl YOU are a pedophile!! You are writing kink fics of minors. Drawing art of minors involved in the same kink. I can bring out the screenshots of you liking more underage nsfw art too!!!

#post preservation #is she an idiot or oblivious or what #we all know she looks at my blog does she just ignore what i say. so rude #also she changed her username again #also also right above this was a 'the British queen will be so missed :(' post which is also hilarious

[theloveinc]

Ndbdjsjdh just realized that switching blogs caused me to forget that it was my two year blogiversary in October🥺

#well. too late now #anyway #some of u might know this but I had a blog called jimmyjohns which I used for all my sl*t reblogs #started wayyy back before I was into bnha #anyway just today literally tumblr staff messaged me via email and was like #please consider changing that username so we can use it for the brand proper #and so I changed it #but I just checked on the url and it’s already active again as a saved blog #I’m p*ssed #I WAS JIMMYJOHNS #THAT WAS ME!!!!!! #And it didn’t seem like an official hoard either cuz the bio was keysmash #I’m broken hearted #justice for me #caitie blabs

[wrecking]

#d #like i know they didn't do it on purpose but also like -_- #genuinely have considered changing my username on here but i know it'll get spread again #like idk i don't think it's done maliciously but like i am just some random internet stranger and idk i like my privacy <3