#just angry

[zebulontheplanet]

If I make a post that says “this and this people with this disorder are this”

Then DONT FUCKING SAY “this applies for people with xyz disorder too”

IM NOT TALKING ABOUT THEM. MAKE YOUR OWN POST. God this makes me so fucking angry.

#zebrambles #anger #just angry #tw yelling #tw caps #caps #yelling

[noxdemon]

I'm not even an izzystan, I'm a frenchiegirl myself, but god that was STUPID. I was already annoyed by how they seemed to be speedrunning his arc but now I see why they were doing it and it's so DUMB. He didn't have a single interaction with the crew this ep even though he has this entire speech about found family. No one helps him when he gets shot even though they must have noticed (i mean come on he was standing in front of a gun). While dying he only talks about and to ed, even though these two have never really TALKED about what happened on the Revenge. Also didn't he get shot on the right side? Why do cartoony physics only work on ed and stede. I just don't understand why they decided on this it's so not needed!

#also i was convinced he was jewish! #why is it a cross! #his name is israel! #unless con o neill wanted to leave #which I'm pretty sure he didn't #it doesn't make any sense #I'm so pissed off #genuinely angry #i wasn't even sad #just angry #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2 #ofmd season 2 spoilers #izzy hands

[dredshirtroberts]

Everyone in here is already in the phone tree for when we go kill my parents, right? (for legal reasons this is a joke)

echocardiogram provided a few revelations for me. Well... it provided one, but then there followed several stemming from that one so you know. six a one, half a dozen a the other, etc.etc.etc.

I need to schedule to see the cardiologist for real this time (so far it's just been cardiology-related tests and therefore mainly techs and nurses i've dealt with there), because they found an Anomaly in my heart wall that allowed a little of the red color to go where only blue color was supposed to go, and also that anomaly was really the only physical thing they could see, which doesn't explain the tachycardia symptoms i'm also having. This is a very fun ride to be on, in case you're curious, by the way (sarcastic).

There are better tests with which to diagnose whatever the anomaly was, but one of the things we floated around was a possible hole allowing blood to go where it wasn't supposed to go yet. Because i have brain beasts that get feisty when I don't know information about medical stuff, I finally decided to look up potential causes for holes in the heart, or other wall-related weaknesses.

Almost all heart-holes are there from birth. the symptoms for children match up really scarily well with my childhood (and also for my today me).

The symptoms also match things my mother would frequently complain about. And her father - who i was at one point told had a heart murmur? but i cannot confirm this at this time, and i keep forgetting when I'm on the phone with him and grandma to check if that was a real thing i'm remembering or if i've cross-remembered onto him from someone else.

Did you know if you already have a congenital heart defect or a family history of them, your child is likely to have one too?

Did you know this makes me furious because I've spent my life hiding my shortness of breath because I was told the only reason i'd breathe like that after small bouts of exertion would be because i was out of shape or fat. yes. even while i was running half marathons, and swimming, and tap dancing, all at the same time. yes even as a child who - i've gone back and seen pictures of me as a kid - was not a large child. (and if I had been, that still would not have warranted the teasing and scolding i would get about eating too quickly and breathing so hard, or exertion, or about a million other things related to me feeling poorly and unable to control it - fat is not a bad thing to be and doesn't mean you deserve poor treatment, and it does not mean that you don't deserve care and it doesn't make you a bad person, and none of us deserved that).

I've made bad health decisions. I've done shit to my body that is 100% my fault. I've done shit in my *life* that was bad for me and 100% my fault.

I know when to take blame for shit that's my fault. I also am VERY good at taking blame for things that are in no way my fault nor do i have any control over them whatsoever.

I'm getting slowly better at finally placing blame where it belongs when necessary. Not getting care as a child was not my fault, and I am not to blame for the issues caused because of that. My parents are. Specifically my mother because she was the primary parent who was stay-at-home and also shared the symptoms i have the biggest problem with now. I mean I know it's hate on my mom week but like. I was not expecting to have a whole new reason to be upset with her like this.

My dad's an ass, and he sucks for a lot of reasons but he wasn't home a lot when i was a kid and he was very much Working when he was home more later. It's an explanation not an excuse - he should have still noticed shit. but i get why he didn't.

I think i'm hella fucking lucky the strep throat+cold combo i had for like 3 weeks in fifth grade that the doctors initially thought might have been mono didn't kill me. I think i'm fucking *amazing* for having done as much physical activity as i did for as long as I was able to keep up with it considering i was not allowed to "slack off" because no one believed I was experiencing the symptoms i was having.

I think i'm a goddamn warrior for getting to the point where i could actually take care of myself and frankly i think i'm doing a hell of a lot better physically than i could be considering all of the contributing factors to how i feel most days.

I am surrounded by love and affection and it's more than i can bear sometimes, especially looking back at how alone I used to be. I pick that smaller me up in my arms. I hold her and I tell her it's going to be okay.

And then I sit down because i should not be holding anything larger than a cat for anything longer than a couple seconds or my heart goes nuts.

#i'm okay for the most part #just angry #YEARS of being told i was making things up to be lazy and i'm almost at the point of doing the vindication meme #i need some more solid answers from the doctors on multiple fronts but #we're getting there and i'm just given more and more reasons to be furious at my parents #and most specifically at my mom

[niobiumao3]

'gone but never forgotten'

fuck oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooofffffffffffffffffffff

#anyways he's not dead~ #techlives #their fucking social media people #are the absolute worst #don't mind me I'm #just angry #time to go write another #10k words about #HIM NOT BEING FUCKING DEAD I GUESS

[queerlyhalloween]

Guess who got hate-crimed for the second time in 3 months: as a trans person living in the UK if you even TALK about the HP game then die

I dont care about your "fuck this game" memes, just let it die in obscurity. Please. On god.

#i'm fine btw im very tough #just angry #uncaptioned

[multifandomsoup]

I really hate flag discourse

"the cweator of this flag is a bad pweson so you have to use this otha one 🥺"

I dont care hope this helps ❤️✨

#vent #kinda vent???? #just angry

[kaptain-kosmos-hq]

I Hope You Never Fucking Speak To Me Again. I Hope You Choke On Your Own Spit And Die. I Hope Everything Youve Ever Known And Loved Gets Taken From You.

#not really /srs #just angry #:(

[fitsofdespair]

i don’t feel that bad i just really can’t speak at all. my throats raw and there was too much shouting and other shit last night i made it so much worse

#just angry #i never pick shit up its always my roomate that gets sick first and i inevitably follow #alex.complain

[rottenwolf]

if i ever see you

i won't hesitate to shove my hand in your chest and rip your heart from you

watch it as burn after dousing it in kerosene

so you can feel what you did to mine

bitch

#personal #rant #wolfie rants #i'm fine #mostly #just angry #tw violence

[vodika-vibes]

About Fira: Scars

As a former slave, Fira has more than her fair share of scars. Up and down both of her arms, from being careless as a child. Across the plane of her back, overseers rarely cared about things as unimportant as age.

A ragged scar on her leg, self inflicted when she learned where her chip was located.

A Starburst blaster scar on her left shoulder, a gift from the first crew she was a part of when she freed the slaves they were selling.

Fira views her scars as points of pride. They tell her story to anyone who knows how to read the language. And, when the opportunity is given, she'll ask other people for their stories as well.

#star wars #tcw #pirate oc #fira valencia #shes a good girl #just angry

[owowhatsthis-itsblood]

I don’t think you understand how hard it is not to smash in the skulls of the animals whom I love very much when they make me mad by doing things like eating my fucking food again

#I love them dearly and I would never actually do this #but I have some anger issues apparently #maybe I should talk to my therapist about this… #mine #not kink #just angry

[angelshimaa]

my sister is providing the right opportunity for me to fucking snap shes being so inconsiderate

#its fucking 4am #im still waiting for her to come home so i can unlock the gate for her #there was no 'gonna be late' #— rambles ⋆·ʚ⁺ #just angry

[firemedicdiaz]

Alright so now that I’ve got three near-death hypoglycemic seizures and a car accident behind me, I’m hoping the universe is done shitting on me for a while.

#I'm not hurt #just angry #and so goddamn tired

[drunkonimagination]

honestly, ive never been so disappointed on a show my entire life

#im not even sad anymore at this point #just angry #so angry #stranger things #stranger things spoilers

[rivertalesien]

I'm just writing to write this down somewhere so you can totally ignore.

I'm just massively upset. Gaslighting is abuse. It is abuse. Twisting someone's very reasonable concerns against them, all the DARVO tactics, is abuse.

I've seen it laid out before, so many times, but it is still the most painful thing, the most infuriating thing to witness. And then to confront.

Confronting an abuser, especially when you are angry, is never easy, and almost never gets anyone anywhere. Someone who has gotten away with abuse for years isn't going to bend to acknowledge it. And you're left with just anger how it won't change a thing.

There's a lot to be angry about in this world right now, nothing more so than seeing someone you love being treated with disrespect, stolen from, then lied to about it. Especially when that person is elderly, has multiple health issues, has little enough of their own to spare.

Elder abuse, even by an another elder, is still abuse.

#personal #just angry #so fing angry

[crabussy]

IM GOING TO PUNCH A HOLE IN SOMEONES CAR

#WHAT THE FUCK MAN #caps #you're not evil dont worry I love you #BUT WHAT THE FUCK. I feel like sisyphus now #if I just blow my nose again it'll be clear right. right guys. if I get the mucus out I can breathe #IM GONNA BE ILLL IM SO ANGRY