#just a little post conflict thing

[hearties-circus]

Lil peak into the future

[Rosa: he/it, walt: they/them]

#al art #al ocs #tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 oc #tf2 sniper #tf2 scout #drew this on the school ipad this morning 👍 #just a little post conflict thing #not too post conflict though theyre only like 2-3 months out of it at this point #the context for this btw is just 'walt is short for oswald??? oswald. ozzy. thats it. thats it youre ozzy now' #they kinda grow into a sibling relationship of sorts #just with a substitute cain instinct #the scars btw are kinda. i do have reasons but these are kinda placeholders? theyll probably stay lets be real but still #walts are smoother since rosa brought his kukri to the death match #the face scar was a desperate swing from rosa and the hand scar was a split second defense #rosas are rougher because walt just beat the shit out of him really #the nose scar is from walt breaking it and the arm scar is from a compound fracture #i think after trying to kill eachother for realsies and realising that g-d they really dont want to they ease into a sort of easy chemistry #after they're fucked up about the whole thing i meam #i honestly think they could be best pals #which makes this drawing hurt me in its own special way #theyll get there. they do make it. just takes awhile #rosa #walt

[marrfixated]

Hi. Priya being adopted by Alejandro and Noah. Bye.

#no reasoning or context here #welll maybe a little 😇 #I just think Alejandro and Noah balance each other out in how much work they put into things #Noah is the youngest of many sibling so probably knows something about feeling neglected and that need for independence #Alejandro grew up with a drive for perfection and insecurity when compared to his older brother #I think they’d make her feel loved and never too pressured #also I think they would love for her to go to med school #like yes girl escape the terrible reality tv life #Noah did a lot of reality tv so her could also help talk with her about that #also why did they drop the whole Priya going to med school thing? that was really important to her character #also Alejandro is super athletic and Noah is not so I think it’s good juxtaposition #and Alejandro being really good with people #but Priya not #and he would have a redemption sort of arc #Also Priyemma! because I talked about the parallels before #conflict with strategy and feeling with your teammate #original post #Alenoah #td priya #td Noah #td Alejandro #total drama #total drama 2023 #total drama island #total drama reboot #Noah td #Alejandro td #Priya td #Alenoah and Priya AU #rambling in the tags again teehee

[petedavidsonscock]

Chowder glances at Nursey, who’s broken out into even louder rhapsodies about the night sky and the color of Dex’s eyes, and then back at Dex, who looks tired. “What’s he doing?”

Dex sighs. “Trying to annoy me into making out with him. I told him I was too busy with homework to mess around.”

“Oh.” Chowder looks at Nursey. He hasn’t paused in his recital, but he is now wearing a shit-eating grin. “Is it going to work?”

“No,” Dex snaps.

“Cool,” Chowder says, and ducks out of the room to continue his way to the bathroom.

Five minutes later, when he walks back, there’s a sock on the door handle and some unmistakable noises coming from inside the room. Chowder shudders and hurries to his room to find a pair of headphones.

#this is just a little snippet! it came to me in a vision #dex is so funny he’s like i hate nurse he’s so annoying he bothers me so much i wish he’d leave me alone NO i will not let go of his hand #ok wait not to get serious but i see their dating dynamic as not fundamentally different from pre-dating except in crucial ways #like i think the main thing is they figure out where not to push each other #*other #or like. nursey figures out where not to push dex and dex learns how to push nursey in a productive way that doesn’t make things worse #bc dex lashes out & nursey is avoidant and they’re both annoying #but once they figure out to approach their relationship as smth they’re doing together as opposed to against each other #resolving conflict gets a lot easier #like initially a lot of what’s wrong is they’re both like oh ok he doesn’t like me. well i won’t like him back. #anyway!!!! #the point of this post is supposed to be that dex is smitten #and frustrated by how smitten he is #sighs dreamily. my fav dynamic. #nurseydex #omgcp #check please #my check please thoughts #hc

[atanxdoesstuff]

"So, you're Izuna?"

"I am... if you want me to be."

"All I want from you is an answer!"

"It doesn't matter who I am. I'm here for you, Tobirama. See? I'm real."

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#yes this is a silent hill 2 reference #no you cant stop me! #artists on tumblr #senju tobirama #uchiha izuna #naruto fanart #illustration #digital art #that edit has not been leaving my brain its so fucking good #and no i havent played silent hill 2 #i plan to tho! #i havent really thought about the context of this but maybe tobirama is haunted in his dreams and going a little bit of the rocker #and its unclear if its actually izuna or just a cruel machination by his brain #but as madara grows more and more disillusioned with the village's 'peace' and tensions rise #tobirama is tortured even more by the thought that if izuna were alive things might not be going to shit #i mean like objectively they still would because the village is a military institution that cant exist in the absence of conflict #and madara realises that but tobirama is still tormented by the what-ifs #of course this is going the route of tobirama is not consciously racist just subconsciously which isnt better but hey #ive been trying to declutter my art posts themselves #which of course means that all my commentary just goes into the tags lolol

[sevenines]

raven molisee (steven universe storyboarder for part of its run) is selling some drawings from the time of the show’s production and some i found interesting are nsfw larsadie, specifically drawn during the writing of joking victim

look under readmore at your own discretion

#steven universe #larsadie #sadie miller #lars barriga #ALSO he revealed in another posting that lars and sadie used to be in their mid 20’s at least up to island adventure #before they actually decided on an age #i am mostly surprised that 1. these came so early in the show’s run #(a lot of ns.fw drawn by cartoon staff is just for silly jokes #especially after a looong time of working on a show and giving less of a shit #but this is… character driven sex as odd as that seems to say) #2. there is so little released of official ns.fw art by the crew #because it undeniably happens in the industry #but tbf spon.gebob had a big leak only like a year ago and it’s been around for a while #other cool things revealed by raven: he pitched lars to have borderIine personality disorder to the crew once #he wrote lars to be conflicted with his gender identity as a kid #and he and paul (storyboard partner) wanted lars x ronaldo instead of (the slight) ronaldo x sadie in horror club

[p0rchc0ll4ps3]

and all the time the world unwinds i can't deny the way i feel and all these words they mean nothing at all

it stays in stella maris

it doesn't leave that room

but dawn comes, warm light over the east, warming the ruined streets of home. you were meant to be with me, here, for we are built, trained, conditioned to disappear

what comes next needs everything we got. elysium must wake

#disco elysium #de #jean vicquemare #kim kitsuragi #kimjean #jeankim #dunno which ones the right one but. yeah. #this is based on my fic. btw #which i hopefully will post soon. #okay sure some sort of just nice little sappy fic well. it's also part of my casefic and this fic takes place two months after the game #there's politics here. the world is shifting. things will be different #sure it stays in stella maris. sure you can try and forget. sure you can say it means nothing #but the truth of the matter is the gears of conflict still groove and turn #and a new dawn is coming. elysium must wake #okay? #and if you are here with me and you are also here with me and you and you and you and we stick together... #and if we all hold hands as the radio plays... the violent erasure of the world can be pushed away. all of this belongs to us. #and we will fill her lungs with air. #IDK LIKE IT WAS JUST A DOODLE bc i wanted to show how they dress differently #but ive been feeling very strongly about the hinted return. revolution. #its just been in my brain #my art #btw there's lyrics here. #it's lonely carousel by Rodrigo leão #and uhh #accidents of gesture by Rome #and then in the tags I reference #lol. the day the world died by miracle of sound #and electrical kittens by British sea power

[clamsjams]

usopp meeting the kid his dad hung out with instead of parenting him:

#very conflicted feelings on yassop tbh #bc like on the one hand he’s not rlly a bad guy and i think it’s shown that he cares for ussop? #but like on the other hand: ur son??? #and wife??? #like it’s been ages since i read it #but iirc he didn’t even know banchina died #like i don’t think he’s enough of a shithead to not like go back for her funeral #and to arrange things for his son so ussop wasn’t like completely on his own?? #but he didn’t know?? ur telling me there was absolutely no way to send a letter or snail call or whatever?? #and none of the other ppl in the village saw this basically orphaned boy and tried to find yassop somehow? #and he couldn’t fucking visit either?? #like yeah taking the kid on a pirate ship is an incredibly stupid idea #but clearly shanks had no fucking issue just dropping in to visit his special little boy #they literally could’ve just swung by syrup on the way #i am so fucking mad #also i started making this post b4 class but then i had to go so that’s why this is later #clam piece irl #posts from the ocean #edit: i’ve spelled yasopp and usopp wrong a ton of times but im not retyping those tags #usopp op

[smidge-j]

Happy spotify wrapped day to those who celebrate. In more important news downloading music is still a better option for ad free music

#im a little bit salty tbh #i think its just because i want to be included in sharing the fun music i listened to #but my musics is not tracked (this is good the less things tracking me and my activities the better) #but it would still be nice to be able to share something #i am conflicted #i am also tired #im going to go to bed in a few minutes #goodnigth #posts made by a sleep deprived smidge

[space-spring]

Trying to motivate myself to work on the next chapter of my fic, so here we are with an Avlora/Maxwell ship chart!

And for fun, a non-comprehensive list of plot parallels that I've been putting together:

They both serve as the leaders of their respective militaries.

They both act as mentor to one of the Glenbrooks and have a really close relationship with their respective royal (to the point that they're willing to sacrifice their lives to ensure that royal's safety and success).

They both independently do that thing where they hold back during the tourney and THEN dramatically reveal the fact that they held back during their later duel. They do this by unleashing devastating, flashy moves that they presumably developed and practiced in secret specifically just in case they found themselves in this exact situation. Related point: they're both insane

They both have doubts concerning their respective ruler's honor (Gustadolph and Regna respectively). Despite that, they both spend a considerable amount of time serving those rulers and consequentially develop complex feelings around it. Those thoughts generally revolve around thinking that their respective Glenbrook royal (Cordelia or Roland) would do a better job.

They both end up washed down the Norzelia River following an invasion, but manage to miraculously survive regardless and come back to help finish the war.

I am looking with incredible respect at both of their character designs.

So, in conclusion, they should fall in love about it! QED, thanks for coming to my TED talk, until next time

#triangle strategy #maxwell trier #avlora #avlora/maxwell #maxwell/avlora #avwell #posting this at midnight without editing to force myself to stop messing with it and go to sleep #so apologies for. uh. being insane #but also! admittedly I'm still really conflicted about not making Avlora taller #bc in pretty much all of the art she DOES look taller and also that's just very cool of her #but in the end I got caught thinking about how funny it would be if they're both exactly the same height and both quietly insane about it #like 'hey. look. I really respect you as a warrior and all but being the tallest person in the room is MY thing. go change' #except they never say so out loud because that's admitting defeat! #so they just stare at each other. subtly standing up straighter. willing the other person to slouch. #and if that gives them an internal justification to look at the other for a little longer than is usually polite then that's their business

[vvanessaives]

feeling weirdly okay with being perceived, might post the full fic of that one prompt tomorrow after i get it polished a lil bit if this mood lasts

#rena.txt #chemicals in my brain are very positive today bc i bought a little treat for myself so that might be the reason #one thing about me is that i'm a scared beast and it takes 200 nice words for me to believe smth but just 1 to kill myself so idk if i'll #actually post it but. i might!! <you can tell already how many conflicting feelings are here skfiskd

[chikinan]

alright going into sbr lockdown. queued a few posts. 🏇.

#sbr lockdown ⭠ tag to block #sbr lockdown #mati barks #look guys ill be honest w you. its not even sbr lockdown its just some gyro and johnny posts. 👍. #im a little conflicted about a lot of things in sbr to be honest. #also lockdown tags are for like objectively embarrassing harshtag moments

[gibbearish]

i can't take any discourse post seriously if it says "x side is refusing to listen to survivors" because if you can't accept that survivors are not a monolith and may disagree with you in regards to your shared type of trauma then it really begs the question, are YOU actually listening to survivors? or are you only listening to the ones who say what you already thought and disregarding the rest as a) people who are incapable of understanding their own trauma and therefore can't be trusted to make decisions about it for themselves or b) outright fakers?

#i also go out of way to try and take all discourse posts with a heaping helping of salt but these ones specifically im like #conflicting access needs dude what hurts you might help another person so you need to step back and ask yourself if what they're doing #is overall harmful or just harmful to you specifically and act accordingly #theres nothing wrong with you being the problem here‚ its ok to be like 'i cant be around this' and dip #ik the word problem has negative connotation but idk ive always felt like my brain worked a little differently than other ppls w that #problem doesnt mean anything morally bad it just means somethings not working as intended and so #you need to problem solve to fix it #you have a problem that is you can't be around xyz thing while others can #and in your own spaces youre allowed to solve that problem by requesting others not bring it in with them if doable or to work together #to minimize its impact on you if you have to be around it #but in spaces where that thing is accepted and enjoyed and you are the outlier‚ theres nothinf shameful abt the solution to that problem #being removing yourself from that space #you were the problem‚ so you solved the problem. it doesnt have to be a bad thing yknow? #same with 'broken' ive had multiple people to me explain why i shouldnt use that word about myself but im like #no i understand abt forming neural pathways with negative words but its not negative to me genuinely !!! its just a descriptor!!!! #like. a part of my body is supposed to work/exist in a specific way‚ but it didnt. it was broken‚ it couldnt perform its intended function #it was broken‚ and we fixed it #you wouldnt tell me to call a broken bone a fuckin. 'area for improvement bone' it got broke! it dont work anymore!! #my brain doesnt produce the chemicals its supposed to‚ its BROKEN and im taking medicine to fix it #i think veronica got it but i only got to see her for a few months #anyways. that was kind of offtopic but i think still follows the central theme of just. understanding that sometimes people's brains #work different from yours and they process the world differently than you #i dont call other people broken because i know that would be mean given how their brains interpret the word but i do feel comfortable #using my own version of language to describe myself #autism dialect KENFKSBFKSBFMDB

[bowtiepastabitch]

Oh by the way don't go on twitter rn

#genuinely get closer every day to deleting my account because what the fuck guys #okay just gonna rant in the tags for a minute ignore me #because what the actual FUCK #I made a twitter account so I could see what Michael Sheen posted #because it makes me happy and that has value for me #and I've checked back every couple days then every couple weeks since october to see if he'd posted anything #and people are sTILL fucking going on about it #guys #guys I'm begging y'all to realize that bullying someone off a website is not the activism slay you think it is #there are celebrities that are PROUD zionists can we PLEASSE focus on them?? if we're gonna talk about celebs at all???? #your time could be doing so many more valuable things than posting over and over about your opinions #about some other random uninvolved guys opinions #about a complex conflict in which it is not a wrong desire for innocents to not be killed!!! #in which a ceasefire is what we've been demanding from our reps for months!!!!! #and some fucking statements he made MONTHS ago #statements which by the way were not wrong or incorrect #y'all forget that being anti-zionist in the modern imperial hellscape of america and the uk has very serious consequences that I have seen #in my own actual goddamn life #calling for a ceasefire is exactly what we were asked to do by organizers jesus fuck are y'all that dense???? #have you done so little actual activism that you don't know that??? what is happening????? #and now georgia tennant deactivated her fucking account because she got dogpiled too #for not providing a full PR defense against claims she was a zionist #like guys come on we all know how that goes #it doesn't matter what you say someone is gonna get angry and pick it apart she doesn't owe us proof she's not a zionist #I'm not here to say she responded correctly but there's nothing she could have said that would have made twitter happy #because that's how celebrity drama works and you know it #so now of course everyone's buzzing again about michael and georgia and neil and fuck him fuck her whatever #people are blocking each other for supporting or not supporting and shit it's a bloodbath #and for what #for. fucking. what.

[barnabybrainrot]

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#mod posts #idk dude i am so conflicted abt this ‘barnaby is overrated’ shit #on one hand im like… wow another person who feels he’s overrated. daring today are we? #on the other im like… i understand what its like when the character you like isnt the popular one in the community #like i normally tend to hyperfixate on the side characters so i absolutely know how frustrating it is #i also know from personal experience that a lot of it can just be hating it solely BECAUSE its popular #when i was like 14 and undertale came out i hated it just bc it was popular. and then i played it myself and yknow what? i enjoyed it #like… its okay not to like something!! everyone has unique tastes #and i also understand the concern abt barnaby being treated like snatcher (i know NOTHING abt snatcher so dont. quote me on that) #like theres a chance the ‘fanon’ version of barnaby will be given precedence over ‘canon’ #the same shit happened with sans. remember all those sans/reader fics where sans was this edgy mysterious guy? #yet in fanon hes just a funni little skeleton who likes bad jokes? #yet in *canon jesus christ i cant spell today #but like. can we just let people enjoy things if they arent hurting anyone? #like i get it its annoying sometimes. like i had to mute the oc tag bc i was tired of seeing RP stuff #but im not like. going into their inboxes and telling them theyre bad ppl for enjoying a popular character yknow? #sorry this is making like. no sense. and im sorry to put it in tags but i do NOT want this spreading #anyways. those are my thoughts for today.

[canongf]

I’m not sure if you still do advice stuff so if you don’t then just ignore this but if you do I’d like to ask for help: my main f/os who I adore so so much is having a spinoff for the manga he’s in and basically we get to learn more about his past! but i already have my own little canon with him so im scared the spinoff it will like not be intune with what I have with him n our story n i feel bad for that idk what to do cause it’s like i feel im breaking rules n now i dont wanna read it 😭

you don't have to do anything you don't wanna do!!!

i understand you, i have been here. when eddie's prequel book came out i was so conflicted because!!! like!!! i was happy for more of him!!! but what if it changed things for us?

i read half of it, some parts were nice and some parts were not so nice. ultimately i decided to put it down because i didn't like the way it made me feel. and i struggled with that decision for a while!!!

i felt like... can i really say i love him if i don't know everything i could know about him? do i deserve loving him, have i learned loving him? is our relationship incomplete because i don't know everything? is our relationship still meaningful if i ignore pieces of his canon? and the answer is yes. it is still meaningful.

the truth of it all is that there are no rules to be broken here. sometimes it feels like there are! sometimes we make rules for ourselves, with or without realizing it! but there aren't any.

when it comes to self shipping, you do not have to do anything you don't want to do. you don't have to read more if you don't want to read more, you don't have to finish reading if you decide to start it. you don't have to follow any new canon. you can pick and choose pieces or you can throw it out entirely. and we don't have to do anything to earn or be deserving of our f/os.

just do what feels right!!! not what you think you should do, not what people say you should do, do what feels right. this is all about you!!! 🖤

#it's a weird thing to deal with and u might feel conflicted for a little while #that's ok!!! #just honor ur feelings the best u can!!! #<333 #ask liv #advice #anon #long post

[girlwithfish]

remembering when i applied to uw seattle on a whim cuz i hated where i lived romanticized the west coast plus my 2 close onljne friends live on the west coast and i wanted to get so far from north carolina when i was 17 and i didnt think id even get in nd then i did and then i had a huge fight w my mom abt it. my lady bird 2017 moment

#anyway my life would have been so different if i had went to seattle ljke lol id be a pnw bitch..! #I wld love to visit someday bc i think seattle is neat but #i probably wouldnt have even been able to handle that big of a move considering how badly i adjusted to going to school 3 hrs away and being #depressed and lonely and anxious and dysfunctional my first year of college lmao..i was shooting too high #Hah #that fight was actually traumatic a little 4 me and also makes me realize how i neber saw conflict ever get #resolved growing up 👍like ever #jt was always like a huge explosion of anger where im made to feel like shit and get criticized and my self worth and character r attacked #it Feels and then i go cry in my room and then we act like it neber hapepned and its neber spoken abt again and i just #live in fear of wondering when the next thing will turn into smth that will set her off #🤓🤓🤓🤓no wonder i am so avoidant of conflict im #anyway that post made me think a lot abt how my life wld b so different if i had went to Washington lol