#izzyizumi anxiety

[izzyizumi]

Digimon's " To Sora " reaction

me: *has SEVERE social anxiety that, despite my tendency for YELLING A LOT in tumblr tags, leaves me withdrawing into myself and disappearing from communicating with others due to fears of becoming hurt and overwhelmed, which has also happened WAY too many times in the past for comfort*

me: *is ALSO autistic which has a lot of the SAME "becoming overwelmed" issues re: social interaction, etc.*

me: *watches Digimon Adventure (Last Evolution Kizuna)'s "To Sora" short story film*

me: Wow I wonder why I'm relating to this sO HARD

ALSO me: *knows Toei is probably just trying to give a genuine REASON now as to why Sora can't be given some 90%+ of the screentime in Kizuna, because, surprise surprise, there are 8 kids in the main cast and 12 otherwise, even MORE if you include other recent Chosen like Tri's Meiko*

ALSO ME: " THIS IS 5 MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN HER 5 OR SO MOMENTS OF SCREENTIME IN "REVENGE OF DIABOROMON" T B H ", where she mostly sTOOD OFF TO THE SIDE and only got to show up in support at the VERY end, or OWG where she was basically left out from fighting entirely because she was upset at Taichi about a hairclip

ME: I MEAN DID YOU SEE THAT GORGEOUS FLOWER ARRANGEMENT AT THE END TITLED " FRIENDS " WHICH IS SUCH A HUGE CONTRAST IN COMPARISON

ME: anyway people will still undoubtedly try to claim otherwise but "To Sora" is good

#to sora #to sora spoilers #kizuna spoilers #takenouchi sora #kizuna short stories #sora meta #sora #izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi rambles #izzyizumi commentary #izzyizumi anxiety #(it took literally all of my courage just to type all THIS up and I'll probably go back and delete this later.) #(me ' anyway Digimon Adventure is a gOOD SERIES ' ' ALSO I cannot believe this fandom is genuinely reacting positively after ALL of before') #('I AM HAPPY THOUGH' 'but' 'I also believe there's kinds of double standards' 'Tri!Taichi dealing with fear of consequences comes to mind') #('MEIKO COMES TO MIND TOO' 'I COULD YELL A LOT ABOUT WHY MEIKO WAS FINE' 'SHE'S NOT EVEN MY FAV' 'BUT SHE DID NOT DESERVE THAT') #kizuna short stories spoilers #(I WOULD LIKE TO ADD KOUSHIRO IZUMI IN JPN VERSION basically CANONICALLY DEALS WITH A LOT OF THE SAME ISSUES.......)

[koushirouizumi]

* d o n o t r e b lo g

also me, waking up today:

“ a post of mine got notes ??? ”

#izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi commentary #izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi blog commentary #izzyizumi reaction #koushiro reactions #koushiro reaction caps #owg koushiro #koushiro #(... to be honest I'm always like ' ????? ' when one of my posts starts getting even a MILD amount of attention ?? ?) #('maybe you shouldn't tag them???' ... I DO USE MOSTLY UNPOPULAR TAGS BUT .....) #('do you even want people to see your posts' I DO MMMMAYBE BUT THE .....) #(ATTENTION .......) #izzyizumi anxiety #(sob) #*might delete post later #(idek orz) #('I'M A TAISHIRO FAN I MEAN I'M NOT USED TO MY STUFF GETTING NOTES OR NOTICED') #(LIESDOWN) #(OTL I was going to post this to main blog and then gets cold feet and posts over here instead.....) #(and then I always have to worry about people breaking my DNI completely which is just ... ugh ...... and also sOB) #(I mostly try to ignore it for the most part now but .... yeah)

[izzyizumi]

*do not reblog (personal post)

( M E : wakes up to notes/reblogs on my earlier /YELLING posts )

#izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal humor #izzyizumi text #izzyizumi anxiety #(OK I KNOW I MADE A LOT OF LOUD YELLING POSTS BUT UH) #(OK THIS IS A THING THAT HAPPENS TOO) #(once I notice activity on my feed picking up I basically also kind of uh) #(do the) #(CLAMS UP) #(DASHES UNDER THE COVERS) #(thing) #(this is usual for me ok so PLS DON'T WORRY) #(I STILL LOVE SEEING EVERYONE'S REACTIONS AND RESPONSES) #(BUT UH) #(if I don't reply to your comment or seem to overlook one PLS DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY YEAH) #(KOUSHIRO VOICE 'I'M NOT USED TO THIS') #ANXIETY ISSUES #(IDOLIKE WHENITSPOSITIVE REBLOGSTHO) #*might delete post later #(this is also why I mainly stay to yelling in tags more often aaa)

[izzyizumi]

* personal post ( KIZUNA )

DIGIMON ADVENTURE LAST EVOLUTION: KIZUNA US RELEASE IS GOING TO BE IN ONE OF MY LOCAL THEATERS THAT’S ONLY 20 MIN AWAY FROM ME AND NOT LIKE AN HOUR+ AWAY FROM ME *

* THIS IS OFTEN A THING THAT HAPPENS WITH LIMITED RELEASES * THUS

* IMMEDIATELY GRABS SEATS AAAAAAAAAAAAAA *

* FYI THE NEXT THEATER IS LIKE 40 MINUTES AWAY W/NO TRAFFIC

via WTW forums’ twitter:

“  Various theaters have opened up ticketing early for Digimon Adventure: Last Evolution Kizuna on Fandango and Atom,

so it's likely worth a look if you wanna NAB TICKETS EARLY . ”

^ AKA: THANK YOU GOD TOEI

#digimon adventure last evolution kizuna #izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi rambles #izzyizumi personal #kizuna #kizuna us release #kizuna tickets #kizuna news #news #(GUYS QUICK GO GET YOUR TICKETS EARLY) #(IT'S A LIMITED ONE DAY SHOWING FOR ONE SCREENING FOR ONE NIGHT FOR ONE MOVIE TIME) #(IF YOUR THEATER FILLS UP) #(THAT'S IT) #(AND THE NEXT THEATER MIGHT BE 40 MINUTES TO AN HOUR AWAY) #(I'M NOT RISKING THIS THIS TIME NOPE) #(I'M NOT GONNA BACK OUT FROM ANXIETY THIS TIME NOPE) #(I'M DOIN THIS I'M DOIN THIS I ' M)

[izzyizumi]

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“ [Tropical system/Storm] [Dor----ian] could strengthen [to Category 1 or 2] ″

ME, has lived in Florida:

#izzyizumi tags #izzyizumi personal tags #izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal posts #izzyizumi personal commentary #non digimon #(ME RELATED THO) #('HERE WE GO AGAIN .....') #(category 1-2 is ... manageable usually but that there's SO MUCH warm water and Flor---ida's in the HEIGHT of summer .....) #(YOU DON'T KNOW FLORIDA) #(I don't want to predict but if it really doesn't go over much land that won't be enough to break it up much .....) #(.........) #hurricane anxiety #(?????) #(ImightbeinFloridaaroundthattime) #(on the other hand) #(IF nothing much really happens) #(tries to take the humorous approach) #(I Am Secretly An Amateur Meteorologist) #(I MEAN JUST IF YOU GO MY PAST EXPERIENCES OF HURRICANES WHOOOO) #(I'm Surprisingly Not That Naive) #(I mean in the past we had cat 2s where you could literally just sit outside on the patio while it passed over it was that uneventful) #(BUT THIS IS LIKE 10 YEARS LATER) #(GLOBAL WARMING IS A THING) #(WE HAD A CAT 3 HURRICANE COVER THE ENTIRE STATE) #(WHO KNOWS WHAT CAN HAPPEN AT THIS POINT T B H) #(HURRICANES ARE WILD) #('OMG SHUT UP ABOUT') #(ME 'THIS IS MY PAST PARTLY MY PRESENT MAYBE ??? MY FUTURE') #(some of immediate family has 4 more years of living near Miami anyhow and at any rate OOF)

[izzyizumi]

( me / [or anyone likely]: mentions Tsuri//tama )

( Tsuri//tama fandom, apparently: BRIEFLY REAWAKENS )

#izzyizumi text post #izzyizumi text #izzyizumi commentary #izzyizumi rambles #izzyizumi tag rambles #non digimon #(BUT RELATED) #(SAME CHARACTER DESIGNER AS TRI) #(btw this applies to me too) #(IF YOU KNOW TSURITAMA) #(WE'RE AUTOMATICALLY FRIENDS) #(like I don't think you guys realize) #(but personally as someone with anxiety) #(THAT SERIES MEANT A LOT TO ME) #(BC OF HOW IT PORTRAYED YUKI'S) #(PLEASE WATCH TSURITAMA) #(IT'S ONLY BEEN LIKE AN HOUR SINCE I MADE THAT MEME POST AND)

[izzyizumi]

do not reblog!!! (personal)

( that moment when your reblog of a thing gets seen )

#izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi text post #izzyizumi text #izzyizumi text posts #izzyizumi personal #anxiety tw #anxiety issues #anxiety #(I DIDN'T THINK IT'D GET SEEN) #(BURIES SELF UNDER COVERS) #(@ SELF THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULD STICK TO LURKING) #(aaaa ;;; omg I hope they don't mind anyhow .........) #(I'M JUST A DIGIMON ADVENTURE BLOG ......... ) #(sobs) #(this is also why I before hesitated reblogging non fandom things here in general omg)

[izzyizumi]

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someone: but if you've been through so many of these BEFORE then wHY DON'T YOU TRUST THE (HURRI----CANES) TO ------

M E: " wobble "

someone:

M E: " SLIGHT " " WOBBLE "

SOMEONE, PROBABLY:

#izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal humor #izzyizumi personal commentary #izzyizumi personal posts #izzyizumi personal vents #hurricane anxiety #non fandom #(ME RELATED THO) #(NOW FOR A DIFFERENT KIND) #(DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE WOBBLE) #(ME 'WE'RE NOT IN THE CLEAR UNTIL THIS THING CAN'T') #('WOBBLE') #(TOWARDS US ANYMORE) #(..... that's also literally what Andrew did SO) #(I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER ABOUT MOST OF THE MODELS BEING OFFSHORE NOW) #(BUT THERE'S STILL THAT SINGLE MODEL GOING STRAIGHT THROUGH MIAMI AND NEGL I DON'T TRUST) #(ANYWAY) #(JUST SAYING) #(did you know there was ALSO one FL hurricane one year that made) #(THE LITERAL SLIGHTEST WOBBLE LIKE BARELY A WOBBLE) #(AND IT HIT A TOTALLY DIFFERENT AREA) #(THAT WAS A LOT MORE UNPREPARED) #(Hurricanes Are Fun)

[izzyizumi]

* DO NOT REBLOG (Personal)

twitter trends literally RN: “ cat 3 ″

M E:

* there’s like an entire week left for it to strengthen by Monday

#izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi tags #izzyizumi personal tags #izzyizumi personal commentary #izzyizumi personal posts #(ME RELATED THO) #(....................................................) #( g r o a n s ) #(PLS ... STAY ..... CAT 3) #hurricane anxiety #(?????) #(THERE'S LIKE HALF A WEEK LEFT BEFORE MONDAY .......) #('WHY ARE YOU COMMENTING ON THIS EVERY FEW HOURS THEN') #(LISTEN THIS IS WHAT FLORIDIANS DO) #('IT'S OK MAYBE WE'LL JUST GET IT AS A CAT 2' .........)

[izzyizumi]

DIGIMON ADVENTURE: [2020 Reboot] ~ EPISODES 32~36 & EPISODE 37 + CHARACTER MOMENTS + SERIES REFERENCES ~ MIMI TACHIKAWA & TOGEMON & GOLEMON

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Further original commentary under ‘read more’!

A golem, {in Jewish texts and Jewish folklore} is a clay creature that has been magically brought to life. The name comes from the Hebrew word “golem,” which means something incomplete or unfinished, like an embryo.

In popular legend, however, the golem became a kind of folk hero. Tales of mystical rabbis creating life from dust abounded, particularly in the Early Modern period, and inspired such tales as Frankenstein and “The Sorcerer’s Apprentice.”  Sometimes the golem saves the Jewish community from persecution or death, enacting the kind of heroism or revenge unavailable to powerless Jews. Often, however, Jewish folktales about the golem tell what happens when things go awry — when the power of life-force goes astray, often with tragic results.

The classic narrative of the golem tells of how Rabbi Judah Loew of Prague (known as the Maharal; 1525-1609) creates a golem to defend the Jewish community from antisemitic attacks. But eventually, the golem grows fearsome and violent, and Rabbi Loew is forced to destroy it. (Legend tells that the golem remains in the attic of the Altneushul in Prague, ready to be reactivated if needed; this legend reappeared in Michael Chabon’s The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay). Likewise in Paul Wegener’s expressionist film The Golem (1920), the golem is a brutish creature whose powers are all-too-easily turned to destructive ends.

This is, of course, a perfect encapsulation of the same anxiety that underlies so much of the mystical speculation about demons, dybbuks, ghosts, and golems: The power of life is so strong, that it brings both promise and terror.

- MyJewishLearning.com’s article on Golems {check out the full article at their website for full contexts with further reading and further reference links!}

BONUS:

OPs commentary:

Before talking about in-depth or ‘reviewing’ this episode, I’d very much like if the fanbase could keep in mind not only the said folklore that blatantly inspired this Digimons’ design and canonical lores, but also be careful in their commentaries about this episode as a result.

They are a very specifically Jewish folklore, and within our storytelling tradition are pretty complex creatures created to protect, but with potential for destruction. Often golems are taken out of that context, by people who are not Jewish, to be used just as monsters.

For many folks that isn’t an issue, but for others (myself included) that feels a bit uncomfortable, as the (perhaps unintended) message can be seen as “creatures that protect Jewish people are really monsters.”

[Keeping this information] in mind and being AWARE of the history of the golem in our folklore will prevent issues relevant to handling this topic. {Especially if you are considering either commentating on the character itself, the story within the episode portrayed along with it, or using or referring to the character within future fanworks.}

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#digimon #digimon adventure 2020 #digimon adventure: #digimon adventures #mimi tachikawa #tachikawa mimi #golemon #mimi and golemon #mimi and togemon #jewish digimon #mimi and digimon #izzyizumi refs #izzyizumi reference #digiadv 2020 refs #izzyizumi gifs #izzyizumi adv 2020 gifs #izzyizumi mimi gifs #izzyizumi 2020 mimi gifs #solo 2020 mimi #*ADV 2020 HATWATCHERS DNI UNLESS YOU PLAN TO ACTUALLY BOOST THIS POST #*GOYIM PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL OR DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS POST #*GOYIM DO NOT USE THIS POST TO DEBATE OR ARGUE #(I'm getting this post out of the way NOW because I highly doubt anyone else will bring up the lore connected to Golemons design) #(SERIOUSLY PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN DISCUSSING THIS EPISODE) #(DO NOT USE INFO FROM THIS POST AS A MEANS OF TRASHING THIS EPISODE OR I WILL BLOCK YOU IMMEDIATELY) #(Reblogging to inform and educate is OK BUT if you are not Jewish I absolutely will not care to hear your take on Golemons involvement here) #(If you're genuinely being respectful and acknowledging my rules then we'll talk but seriously please keep in mind YES I AM JEWISH) #(aside from what typically happens to golems as described here. I highly doubt Toei will do much different and its lore could be better but) #(genuinely please you guys don't make me break down folklore and stereotypes for you to understand this I'll be over here Sighing)

[izzyizumi]

also the fact that “Mary Sue” is trending on twitter RIGHT NOW

in regards to a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FANDOM

is making me raise eyebrows at literally every ‘fan’

that tried to also claim Meiko was a “Mary Sue”

#izzyizumi tag rambles #izzyizumi rambles #izzyizumi commentary #izzyizumi text #izzyizumi text post #meiko commentary #meiko #tri commentary #(LIESDOWN) #(LIES DOWN) #('MARY SUE' IS TRENDING BC OF GOT APPARENTLY) #(I DON'T EVEN WATCH IT BUT YEAH ppl are shooting down those criticisms FAST) #(in regards to Meiko) #(literally people here just Do Not Understand depression and anxiety) #(there was SO MUCH faux feminism going on in regards to Meiko during Tri oh my god) #(I THINK IT WAS JUST A WHILE AGO) #(a new Tri complaint post popped up on my dash) #(AND AGAIN IT WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT MEIKO ETC.) #(like can we STOP) #(I'm not even the biggest Meiko fan myself but she was FINE let it GO) #(itdoesnthelp thatmanyofthose ''criticisms'' were by malefans whooooo) #faux feminism #digimon fandom issues #fandom issues #(lies down though WHY IS 'MARY SUE' TRENDING ON THIS DAY IN THE YEAR 2K19 I'M TIRED) #(I took a quick look at the tag and at the SAME TIME men were using it to mention Cap//ta//in Ma//r//ve//l jUST) #(btw people also Do Not Understand depression and anxiety when it comes to KOUSHIRO though this is more of a Meiko Defense Post) #(I Have Anxiety I KNOW THIS OK) #(TRI!TAICHI TOO OH MY GOD I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS RE TRI!TAICHI'S OBVIOUS ANXIETY) #(AND HOW MANY COMPLAINTS TRI!TAICHI GOT AT THE SAME TIME FOR IT J U S T)

[izzyizumi]

                                 “ Did you find the ‘ ANSWERS ’ ”                                       “ You were looking for ? ”                                                   - “ ??? ”

                                         “ DON’T   YOU   FIND                         SUCH AN     extraordinary     SCHOOL LIFE                                                      FUN ? ”

                         - “ The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya ”           ( originating inspired quote / inspirations, source of above gifs )

                “ Did you find the ‘ ANSWERS ’ you were looking for ? ”

                                           “ I DON’T K N O W . ”                                                       “ YES ”

DIGIMON ADVENTURES/TRI ~ Epilogue Challenge + HEADCANONS DAY #9 - C O - E X I S T A N C E ( + A bit of a personal note ... )

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                                         “I DON’T KNOW”                                  “ Perhaps I was never KNOWLEDGEABLE at all. ”                 - Izumi Koushiro, Digimon Adventure - Repeatverse

                                          Maybe this is a

                                                 DREAM.                   An endless dream in a world of ... nothingness                                          but   some of those                                         s t r a n g e    o n e s                                                     FIGHT                                           with everything they                                                       HAVE

                                     even  when  they're  LOSING                                                HAVE    LOST                                                  ... it's almost                                                         FUN

                                            PROVE ME WRONG.

                                            R E P E A T ?_ N/Y?_

                                            - “ HOMEOSTASIS ” ,                     Digimon Adventure - REPEATverse Fic Ch. 13

( I couldn’t think of anything specific to do for this day’s prompt, so, compiles a bunch of AUs verses Aesthetic-like gifs with implied headcanons ) [ and also, a ficverse!Homeostasis quote featuring my “writing” / inspirations ]

( note: if you don’t want to bother with fic/my writing, you may prefer trying the AMVs verse [ it has cool music ?!...] ! )

[ + once upon a time, Oct. 25th, 2017, one day after my birthday. yes, I made a Taishiro Fan-soundtrack using THIS particular track as inspiration, remembered a certain other favorite series of mine had a ton of cool/actually fitting-for-the-themes/plot music, realized “ HEY I MAYBE CAN ACTUALLY MAKE AN AMV TO THAT SONG ”, and things kind of ... uh ... spiraled as I came up with too many AUs to list + EPILOGUE-ERA AUs / HEADCANONS ESPECIALLY INCLUDED ]

... And, you know, I don’t regret that I’ve worked on this 30k+ WORDS/AMVs. Even if only got a couple reviews initially, (I know, my writing is poor) [ there’s reasons for that that would be way too time-consuming to explain ] I met some amazingly kind fans via it I’ve received other nice comments since, too, honestly, after all the hard work/time I poured into those self-indulgent AMVs, I can only say to those who encouraged, supported, and chatted with me, ( me, a person with autism + severe anxiety who was terrified of posting anything with my deeper thoughts, ) those who gave it a chance, thank you so much. I’m genuinely SO HAPPY if my writing/fanworks could help ANYONE. to be honest I wrote more like 50k+ total words including extra shortfic bits but I got cold feet about posting the rest of them for now, I’m sorry... maybe someday I’ll post them to a more private/personal space where I can actually control (again) who follows me & interacts & follows my rules because ... yeah, some other people didn’t do this

there were numerous times I nearly gave up contributing Adventure contents including right away, from the very beginning, especially after seeing / continuing to see all the anti Adventure/Tri/canon Adv!Chosen hate/over excessive criticisms, and ... I’m glad I didn’t

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( still watching that hurricane track to be sure ) ( but thank GOD IF IT STILL REMAINS MAINLY OFFSHORE ) ( that said we may still lose power if those outer bands come through OOF ) ( fortunately we’re very prepared so hopefully it won’t be too difficult! ;;; )

#izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal posts #izzyizumi tags #izzyizumi personal tags #izzyizumi tag posts #hurricane anxiety #non fandom #non dgmn #(ME RELATED THO) #(BUT YEAH) #(OK YEAH PRETTY MUCH ALL MODELS FOR THE HURRICANE TRACK ARE OFFSHORE NOW) #(that said we COULD still get outer bands etc. depending on how close it gets still) #(SO YES) #(hopefully I can stop yelling about this in a few more days too AAAA) #(anyway back to the hurricane the best you can hope for is just tropical storm level outer bands yeah) #(power can still go temporarily at times from that though yeah) #(I'm just . yeah . wanting it to GO AWAY COMPLETELY PREFERABLY) #(tbh I was kinda legit terrified for a while there we'd genuinely get the cat 4~5 aimed closer towards us) #(I'VE BEEN THROUGH HIGH CAT 3s BEFORE AND EVEN A FEW LOWER 4s BUT A HIGHER 4 ..... 150 MPH WINDS .......... YEAH NO I'D RATHER NOT) #(for a comparison ANDREW IN 1992 WAS 165 MPH AND HIGHEST GUSTS WERE 175 lies . down) #('my childhood house somehow PARTIALLY survived 165 MPH winds???') #(I DON'T THINK WE WANNA RISK IT THO IF A CAT 5 EVER HAPPENED AGAIN) #(Hurricanes Are Fun)

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Weather Forecaster: "HURRICANE" "could move in as a Category *** 3 *** " -----

M E: OH THANK GOD (IT'S NOT A '5' YET)

Weather Forecaster: " OR a Category 4 " " we really don't know yet " " THERE'S A CHANCE [FOR A 3], THOUGH "

ME:

#izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal posts #izzyizumi personal commentary #izzyizumi personal tags #izzyizumi tags #non fandom #hurricane anxiety #(ME RELATED THO) #(OK NOW THEY'RE SAYING IT COULD STILL LAND AS A '3') #(...... MAYBE) #(OK BUT LOOK I'D RATHER BE HEARING) #(A 'COULD LAND AS A 3' THAN 'UPGRADED TO A POSSIBLE 5') #(LOOK I DON'T TAKE CHANCES) #(ok but for real if we REALLY had to) #(we could try three things) #(option 1 would be Grandma's old house which is inland and still in the family) #(my older cousin on Dad's side lives there now with her family) #(option 2 would be Tampa) #(where a lot of my mom's family and immediate family like my older sister aunts cousins and their families still live) #(IF it's suddenly a potential 5. hopefully not gOD. but. definitely we'll keep an eye on that) #(but yeah this house and all the others have survived pretty much every 3 that came at it) #(so that's .... a little more relieving thought ...... for now) #(This Is What We Have To Deal With)

[izzyizumi]

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Weather Forecaster: "hurricane" "140 miles per hour winds" "category 4" "possibly [Miami] [Ft. Lauderdale] [Broward]"

ME, PREDICTED THIS EXACTLY LIKE /THE OTHER DAY/:

Weather Forecaster: "European model" [known for being more accurate] "MIAMI"

M E, /PREDICTED/:

#izzyizumi personal #izzyizumi personal vents #izzyizumi personal commentary #izzyizumi personal posts #izzyizumi personal tags #hurricane anxiety #non fandom #(Guess Who Is In Miami Now) #('OK OK IF IT. STAYS THERE. IF IT HITS LAND AND REDUCES TO A 1') #('WE'VE DONE THAT BEFORE') #('WE CAN HANDLE THAT') #('MAYBE NOT THE EYE OF THE STORM') #('MAYBE THE EYE WILL MISS US') #(I STILL DON'T WANT IT TO HIT FL AT ALL TBH IF WE CAN HELP IT BUT) #(THIS IS FL) #(IT'S OUR FATE) #(ok so if you want to start praying for us) #(NOW'S .... A GOOD TIME .....) #(AT THE LEAST OUR HOUSE IS VERY HURRICANE PROOF NOW BUT) #(;;;;; uh. You Never Ever Ever Want A 5) #(... tbh though this house HAS surivived multiple 4s before ?? ? ?) #(tbh it's honestly pretty impressive) #(it helps that we're on a kinda tiny hill so the water doesn't ever reach the door) #('WE DO NOT SPEAK OF HURRICANE ANDREW') #(BC ANDREW LITERALLY SMASHED WINDOWS AND WRECKED THE HOUSE AS A RESULT) #(it was still standing by the time family got back to it and the damaged parts were rebuilt BUT YEAH) #('WELL WE HAVE BETTER STORM SHUTTERS NOW' um ?? ?) #('I DON'T THINK ANYONE HAD EXPECTED ANDREW BACK THEN THO TBH') #('OK BUT WE HAVE A PRETTY BRAND NEW STILL HURRICANE PROOF ROOF TOO') #('DON'T YOU THINK YOU NEED TO CHILL')

[izzyizumi]

(   thinks [again] about Tsuri//tama   ) (   LIES DOWN SOBBING   ) (   ‘ GOOD JOB THINKING YOU WERE OVER TSURI//TAMA ’   ) (  like if anything I’m now reminded of my endless love for it   thanks )

#izzyizumi tag rambles #izzyizumi rambles #izzyizumi commentary #izzyizumi text #izzyizumi text post #(PLEASE !!! WATCH !!!! TSURITAMA !!!!!) #(HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SCREAM IT) #(TSURI//TAMA IS AN EXPERIENCE) #(ALSO YES IT HAS REPRESENTATION) #(IN A WAY) #(BC AKIRA IS VERY OBVIOUSLY AN INDIAN SIKH MAN) #(AND LITERALLY CONFIRMED TO BE INDIAN AND SIKH SO.) #(THERE'S A BIT MORE WHERE HE CAME FROM BUT IT'S SPOILERS BC HIS BACKSTORY LIKE. WATCH IT) #(YUKI AKA THE MAIN CHARACTER ALSO VERY CLEARLY HAS SOCIAL ANXIETY) #(LITERALLY YOU SEE THIS IN EPISODE 1 AND IT'S A MAJOR PART OF HIS PERSONALITY) #(ALSO HE'S PART-FRENCH) #(AND HAS A COOL GRANDMOTHER) #(KATE SANADA IS THE LITERAL SWEETEST GRANDMOTHER CHARACTER EVER) #(AND SHE HAS THE BEST QUOTES) #(I COULD SCREAM FOR AN ETERNITY ABOUT HARU) #(NATSUKI ... GOES THROUGH ISSUES BUT HE GETS BETTER KINDA LIKE YAMATO) #(HARU HAS A 'LITTLE' SISTER NAMED COCO WHO ACTS MORE MATURE BUT SHE'S WONDERFUL) #(EVEN IF HER ROLE ISN'T AS MAJOR SHE'S STILL DEFINITELY INVOLVED) #(THINKING ABOUT IT YEAH SHE REMINDS ME A TON OF MIYAKO ENERGY WISE) #(I COULD GO ON!!!!) #(PLEASE WATCH TSURITAMA) #(ok honestly though I CANNOT RECOMMEND TSURITAMA ENOUGH like) #(it's only 12 eps long ok anyway I wish I could explain re: Akira more but spoilers) #non digimon #tsuritama