#ive been thinking about ur message nonstop ever since I got it

[fujiyolkart]

I heard you wanted sterek art prompts!! Can we see some lingering, longing touches/looks? :’)

#HI #this is so silly but #here #ive been thinking about ur message nonstop ever since I got it #and its so stupid but I didn't know what to do lmao #DRAWING DEREK IS SO HARD #and I kinda gave up #so here!! #my art #requests #sterek #stiles stilinski #derek hale #teen wolf #stiles x derek #derek x stiles

[jooheonbot]

tumblr crush challenge

Rules: post your own favorite blogs to spread positivity and get your amazing blogger-friends some new followers!

oof ok,,,, i was tagged like a billion years ago but!!! im using this as an uh,,, excuse to make a thank you post for some of the amazing people that follow this dumb lil blog and that have made this year great!!! thank you!!! since im stoopid and write a lot im putting all this under the cut

but! before that! i still want to wish everyone a happy new year!!! thank you for making this dumb fuckin site more bearable and like,,, fun!! every single one of you is so cute and precious uwuwuwu i wish you the best

ok so im gonna go,,, uh,, in alphabetical order lmao??? i have barely truly talked to a couple of u but kshfkjdsf idk, i just felt,,,, like writing stuff,,,, about u bc i secretly love u sjkdkdf 

@boo-kihyun hannah!!! it’s been great talking to you and freaking out abt joo, that old fool, and mx in general rknjgkjd. it’s great to have someone to just. yell at when you’re dying at 5am or smth dkfjdkjgkjkl. i know you’re not on here that much but i want you to know that i really appreciate you a lot, and our conversations have been rly fun!! i hope youre doing well and i hope the new year treats u damn fuckin well!!! :*

@festiivebebe ahhh nao!!! you’re so nice!! i rly love your blog and your tags!! theyre such A Mood ksdjhfksd. i love how the 🤧 emoji is literally. yours??? whenever i see it on my dash im like,,, that’s nao,, and when it isn’t im liek!!! WHAT. you’re so cute and you seem like a super nice person uwu!!! ((says a fool who should like, talk to u or smth LMAO im sorry im liek this))

@hyungkyun OOF BINCH. the most annoying lil idiot on this site, probably. my obnoxious ass soulmate.  ugh!!!! it’s been a whole fucking year CAN YUO BELIEVE and yet,,, here we are, being annoying as all hell and talking nonstop wow. i love u sm bih ))): you have become such an important person in my life ): i enjoy talking to u even if it’s about,,, fucking clowns or food or literally,,, whatever lmfao. we rly bicker so much why are we like this jdfhsjdk we never shut the fuck up but im!!! so grateful for that!!! you rly mean so much to me :/ . honestly whenever we don’t get to talk it just ??? feels weird??? idk mayhaps,,,, when that happens i miss you,,,,, i miss a furry i cant believe... smh. guess :/// all thats left to say :///// is that ill love u always no matter what ://// u funky lil vampire cowboy ://// gross lol. i rly do love u a whole! fucking! lot!

@joohanis AJ QUEEN OF JOOBEBES. you are rly!! a fucking icon you’re so nice?? and kind??? don’t let me get started on how gorgeous you are every time you post selfies an angel is born (´:. thank you sm for bringing us quality content and the funniest tags ever, and,, overall,,, a rly nice vibe to this hellsite?? you’re so approachable and charismatic you’re really amazing!! thanks queen.

@kihyussy my one and only sun wife!!! miss ria!!! im so happy that we started talking again!!!  we’re both messes answering,, i promise thatll change on 2k19, now youll never get rid of me 😔! djhghj i rly love all ur messages you’re so entertaining and funyn and witty mdfgdhjfg,,, but you’re also the fucking sweetest!!! as a cancer should be ofc, i love ur soft lil heart 💕💕💕. i cant believe you’re really out there saying im gorgeous when no one is as stunning as you, miss ria wtf!!! ugh you’re such a cutie!!!! ily baby!!!

@prinzelee jazz!!! my beautiful coffee goddess gf!! i probably got the order of that wrong oh my god!!! you are SUCH a gorgeous human being, inside and out. i love your cute compliments and nicknames, and i love how much dedication you put to your writing blog. you really have a heart of gold. you are so kind and gentle, you also work so hard... you deserve happiness and everything good in the world!!! i hope 2k19 brings u peace and good vibes!!! 

@wonho-deactivated MDHDFJDH murr. you’re so fucking chaotic and ilysm for that djfhkjsds. ive honestly laughed out loud reading your messages and your tags bc theyre so fuckign funny how do you even think of all that you’re. fucking hilarious. i love your sense of humor and how you rly are out there living your best libra sun sag rising life!!!!! and being a goth!!! you’re truly an icon, even if you deny ur love for mistre fendiman :// i know the truth. smoochies for you and shermy, ily both!!!

#hopefully this will appear on yalls notifs if not then im gonna kms lol #blablabla.txt

[simkjrs]

i wanted to leave some long ass message but i think thisll work: simk if ur readin this ur so fucking valid

ive seriously been thinking about this nonstop ever since i got it. i’ll be innocuously going about doing my business and then i’ll remember that someone came into my inbox and said this to me. ive used & abused this phrase with respect to so many of my favorite characters but never did i expect to have it used on me like this.... how the turn tables...

#i have to try not to laugh every time i see this in my inbox honestly it's really good #thank you. this is really peak humor #ask #feedback #Anonymous

[lesbianholster]

High school #10, bassian?

(also on the ao3)

is2g if k doesn’t stfu abt krennic’s test im gonnascream?????

Bodhi nodded from his position on the couch, shooting back areply.

Dunno who K is, but I believe you. Krennic’s a HARDASS.

He sighed, rubbing his eyes.

Ever since he left his number on the bathroom stall in hopesthat some cute guy would text him, this guy had been texting Bodhi nonstopabout his day and such. It was very endearing, and he liked being able toconverse with this guy, but at the same time, who the hell was he?Because at this point, the only things he knew about the mystery guy was that1. His best friend kept getting them into trouble (she thinks shoplifting iscool, its a disaster, fml) 2. He was on track (dk why i make myselfsuffer??? at least ive got the calves to show for it lmao) and 3. He alsohad Mr. Krennic for calculus, and apparently hated him just as much as Bodhidid.

The hum of his phone distracted him from his thoughts.

MG: my asshole friend whos at my house rn

MG: hes all like “statistically, ur not likely tosucceed”

MG: ya ok statistically im gonna shove this pencil up urass???

Bodhi snorted at the image.

B :Does he always calculate the percentages of shit?

MG: YES!!! omg its so annoying like “there's a 62% chanceof failure” stfu k

The image of Bodhi’s blond classmate snarking left and rightcame to mind.

B: Lmao. Sounds like Kayden.

MG: ya, that's him!!

Ok, then. That was the fourth fact: he knew Kayden Essex,the bored genius asshole. That left Bodhi with only one degree of separationbetween him and the mystery guy. Nice.

Bodhi felt his eyelids grow heavy. Deciding he should probablytry to get a good night’s sleep before the test from hell, he shot the guy onelast text.

B: I'm gonna try to sleep, night.

B: Try not to murder Kayden??

MG: Lmao no promises

MG: well gn & good luck 2morrow!!!

Smiling, he set down the phone and closed his eyes, lettingsleep take over him.

~~~

Despite his best efforts, Bodhi still walked into class thenext morning with a sinking feeling in his gut.

With ten minutes before class began, everyone wasmanifesting their anxiety in various ways. Luke was having a full-on anxietyattack (“I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die”), Sabine was trying to cramin that last bit of studying (math was never her strong point), while Kaydenwas getting frustrated with someone over the phone. “Just listen … well, statistically,with all the effort we put in, the odds of passing are—I'm trying to reassureyou, for heaven's sake!”

He hung up with a sigh, shoving his phone back in hispocket.

“Everything alright?” asked Bodhi nervously, fiddling withhis pencil.

Kayden shook his head. “My friend’s being stubborn aboutthis test, and it's quite irritating. I'm trying to get it through to him thatthreatening to stick a pencil up Mr. Krennic's rear end won't help his chances,but he's too busy being frustrated to listen.”

“What a shame,” he said, looking over at the door with a bitof hope. Did that mean that the mystery guy was… “Is he in this period?”

“Yes, and I'mtrying to tell him that stalling never works in the face of great obstacles—”

Just then, the door opened. A lanky, brown-haired guy walkedin, making a show of scowling at Kayden.

Wait.

Cassian was theguy? That was impossible. He was the captain of the fucking football team and400-meter record setter, for crying out loud, and there was no chance in hellthat someone as reserved and moody as him could have possibly been sending himall those energetic texts.

“Thanks a lot, Kay,”he snarled, falling into the seat next to Bodhi. Kay? Maybe there was a chance, after all…

“You’re the guy?” Bodhi blurted out before he could stophimself.

Cassian turned to look at him, with a justifiably annoyedlook on his face. “The what?”

Fuck. “Er, you know, the … the mystery guy?” Cassianlowered his brows. Shit, why couldn't hespeak like a normal person? “The guy who—you’ve been texting me all month,remember?”

Cassian continued to look confused, before his eyes flewopen in recognition. “You mean you're—”

“The number on the wall ending in 0608?” Bodhi nodded. “Erm,yeah, that's me.”

“Holy shit.” Cassian’s face broke out into a smile.

And then, he laughed.

Bodhi joined in—after all, it was kind of amazing how hemanaged to bring out Cassian’s more excitable side. They clutched at each other’sshoulders, snorting and wiping away tears.

“Wait a sec,” said Cassian, pulling away with anotherchuckle, “I just, I need to make sure it’s you, right?” Pulling out his phone,he quickly typed up a text. Within seconds, Bodhi’s phone hummed.

New message from “Mystery Guy”:

coffee later 2day?

Bodhi looked up, grinning as he nodded.

Just then, the bell rang, and Mr. Krennic walked in, backramrod straight as always.

“Alright, everyone,” he said, loud and booming and with thatannoying accent, “put your phones away, I hope you’re prepared.”

Even through his anxiety, Cassian flashed one last grin atBodhi, who winked back.

Score.

#yael writes #brotp: pancakes #star wars #bodhi x cassian #deathbyspaceglam #answered

[cantaffordtherapist42069]

breakdown message/running journal

first and foremost i cannot believe I wasted time getting my nails done to not even get to see them on a dick this is what I get for going with something cool again

part of me feels just absolutely stupid. like i have no idea what's going on or what anything means because i am just so used to being manipulated or lied to or choked out in bathrooms. i want to believe u are a genuinely nice person like you seem but part of me feels like you are just really good at hiding that you're just an emotionally dead fuckboy.

but like would i recognize those traits if i were not also an emotionally dead fuckboy probably not.

which is exactly why this week has been so awful.

had this been a week ago i was ready to have the "hey i havent felt any real human emotion in years but if you want me to i can try but like ur dick bomb so i can swing whatever" conversation. deadass i was at times like if he really a fuckboy i guess i can finally get a threesome out of it. (in the interest of funny things I would message u about but wont because i can't tell if you give a shit or not i was so far done caring for alias i suggested he message felecia for a threesome. completely seriously.)

however on wednesday, my anxiety was at an all time high for no reason. and it just kept getting worse all night. and all i wanted was to talk to you. i didnt care if all you did was bitch i just wanted like a ten minute phone call with you because i missed you and talking to you would have made me happy. then on my way home i had to pass a very freshly killed deer which, while interesting to my inner freak because it was like split in half and dragged, all i could think about was that your dumb ass text and snaps all the fucking time while you're driving and that technically speaking you could just hit a deer at like 70 and die and that's it you never get to talk to Dillon again and i lost it i had to pull over to cry. this was partly because i was so high but also mostly because it has been so long since i have cared about the person i was fucking and i am terrified to get genuinely attached to another person like that again. but whatever i thought I could just deal with that later.

then of course the next day was Summers wedding. and yes it was cute and im very happy for them and love is beautiful but like, first off it was weird because i am literally getting a divorce that i could not be happier to finally be getting, but also i am kind of jealous of their relationship, and then when u hit me this week with the "never once contemplated marriage", Dillon i had never been more attracted to you than at that moment. and again all i wanted was to talk to you but you were barely responding so i just volunteered to work all night to get my mind off everything even though it was one of my nights off and i already felt miserable. Then the more i thought about it all night, u bitching about being hungover, i realized that u didnt send me a single drunk text and like.. cant relate! i want to talk to you literally all the time but especially when im drunk and miss you and havent talked to you all day!

friday morning i had mail from the court that the judge on my divorce case put in a removal for dismissal. on my way to the courthouse guess who was behind me! alias! guess who had a panic attack because shes so fucking scared of this actual pussy! me! guess who has to get her paperwork in by the 20th or she has to pay 250 fucking more dollars to the state to file again! me! and of course multiple people have told me that they dont think alias and felecia are doing well and im fucking terrified. i thought theyd at least last a year and buy me some time to heal but nah fuck me. i love feeling absolutely terrified everywhere i go.

i think its probably important you get the whole story. it really explains why im a freak and also why i was temporarily drinking almost every night. but like its really something you sit down and discuss not casually send over a message so a very short version is i knew alias would be abusive within the first week, broke up, got back together when he got back from basic and went to mos school, i knew i was making a mistake because i was crazy about him but i knew he was a piece of shit, cheated on him to convince myself to leave him, never told him and stayed instead, found him sending and receiving nudes and sexting with girls from gone wild on reddit, shit was absolutely awful and we fought non stop for years, he gets out of the marines we move back and he finally admits to me that he thought he wanted kids which i had known he did for a while so wasnt a shock, I smoked half a pack of camels and i was over it. didnt love him at all. didnt leave because he begged me to stay because "he didnt he just needed to discuss wanting kids", then after i specifically warned him i was going to be emotionally distant, he started getting crazy. he was so miserable all the time and reflected it by acting angry around me intentionally. then it was the busting in to my room at random times to accuse me of not loving him and like i wasnt going to admit to the psycho that i was just with him because i couldn't leave kira with him and yes i was def lying about loving him, and then one night he just flipped and was screaming at my accusing me of cheating on him (not that i even had the time to with how closely he monitored where i was and how long for), and then he choked me. he had both hands around my neck and was pushing so hard he basically threw me into the bathroom wall. then after he realized what he was doing he smashed his head into the bathroom mirror and came into my room begging me to kill him. every night after that i was terrified to stay and terrified to leave and terrified to do anything at all. i really thought killing myself would be how id finally get out. then the night with the police happened and now im staying with my mom and stepdad because i literally do not feel safe anywhere else.

or at least i didn't until i was able to sleep all night with you. i did not think i would ever feel safe sleeping with a guy again and now i miss waking up next to you.

there is so much about you that freaks me out but literally not one red flag and that also freaks me out. i know im a mess. you have a nice normal stable life and im sure you dont want a messy trauma bitch all up in it. but fuck Dillon, if you dont want to see me why the fuck are we always talking

like i know i have done everything possible to get you to keep your distance and all i know how to do is self sabotage but like i can't anymore. i am not capable of acting chill again for another whole fucking month and then imagine you hooking up with way hotter girls and cry every fucking night because i caught feelings for the fuckboy. i miss you, literally, all the time. i check my phone every morning just to see if i have a message from you. i think about you every night. and yes the way you fuck me is literally the best sex ive ever had but i am beyond dick crazy about you. i love just being around you. i could listen to you talk for hours, just nonstop. i am already daydreaming about dates we could go on next summer. and i want to tell you all this but i feel so stupid for feeling anything at all for you when you make me feel like i just dont matter to you and im just an ego boost for you.