#ive been convinced

[smallz-o]

me when poly morningcrew shows up on my homepage: B)

#you bitches convinced me #ive been convinced #congratulations #smallzramble #poly morning crew #qsmp tubbo #qsmp fitmc #qsmp pac

[bradycore]

ok i know that you may not like destiel, but i promise you, as a fellow sam stan, the second half, especially the last couple chapters, of to become a man goes fucking wild for sam. it drives me feral even to this day. no spoilers tho.

when i was reading this fic, i would refer to to exist again because the interconnectivity is off the charts. the dialogue from the two fics are the same but the perspectives are different, so reading to exist again only or to become a man only is completely different experience off what is basically the same series. its like how arrested development's orginal formatting final season had all the different perspectives and jokes set up in each episode that didnt make sense until you watched the entire thing. and it is hilarious. the setup, which seem offhanded and weird pieces of dialogue in to exist again become key plot elements in to become a man. and deans perspective of magic is so different from sam's and cas. you just get a really good feel for how much of a freak sam is and how normal dean is in a world full of magic. it just adds another layer to world building.

and the fic addresses all of the issues i have about dean. it doesnt just wave a wand and make him unproblematic, but demenior makes dean work for it. he has character arc. he is not perfect at the end, but he is trying and that is what is important. and you also gotta to read to become a man just because of the whole cliff hanger for to exist again. once the to become a man has caught up with to exist again. i mean. the answers are definitely worth the wait.

i can tell you what specific chapters that are important for sam. i never reread the fic in its entirety but only to specific chapters that drive me, as a sam stan, insane. but its also the little moments between the major sam plot points that treat sam and deans relationship with such care and fucked-up-ness that i would recommend that you dont. you got to find the parts that drive you insane yourself

oh my god. i almost forgot about dem's characterization of purgatory. i dont want to spoil it, but it really expands on the wrongness of the leviathans and purgatory that supernatural never was able too.

and overarching themes. the overarching themes. its fucking beautiful and ties up everything so well. sam and dean have their own themes and arcs (which you can pretty much get from their story titles) that complement each other so well with the overarching message (the love it takes). it is wild. no it is well thought and planned.

warning: there is eldritch monster sex scenes in to become a man. you can skip it if you are not into it. there are warnings at the top of those chapters.

i could write essays about to exist again and to become a man. i could talk about them all day.

and it was such a joy reading it in real time. the theories and analyses that the readers made comment section for each chapter. the real time interactions with the author. it just made the experience so much better. and the music. oh the music that goes with this fic.

if i were you, i would reread to exist again whenever the timeline matches up with to become a man. it so worth it.

and the dem shares many of your cas/angel headcannons that are fully fleshed out in this fic.

oh and @demenior has little fics of the love it takes on their tumblr (this fic series is why i joined tumblr the first time around).

wow hello!!! it would be a mess to try and respond to each part of this individually but i read all of it closely and rlly appreciate the breakdown!!! i could rave about to exist again all day for the rest of time (the lorebuilding alone holy shit??? seriously its. im. its SO good.) and you make an excellent case for to become a man (congrats on ur lawboy coding) so clearly i will just have to reread the former and read the latter as soon as possible

#like seriously thank you for taking the time to say all that!!!!! #ive been convinced #once i have the energy for it

[archivebottles]

finally free from not being able to draw the past two months omg..to celebrate here are some elsters from last week...i like her

#im gonna start putting ids in alt because they made alt text better here. if someone would like me to put them in the posts please lmk #signalis #elster #i like her a normal amount i think... #there is someone out there who is the funniest person ever whos like oh my god ash finally played signalis. yeah. #the biggest crime is that i had to wait TWO MONTHS AFTER FINISHING IT TO CONVINCE MY FRIENDS TO PLAY A GOD DAMN SURVIVAL HORROR GAME #I FEEL LIKE THE JOKER. worth it tho i will continue to do this #myart #blood #do NOT give the lineart guy ad fuycking robot character to redesign. ive been thinking about how her stupid ass body works for months.

[julijbee]

girlbossing too close to the sun.

#art #ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator #i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books #vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading #ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working #let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny.. #posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned. #morrowind #almalexia #vivec #im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment #so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized #it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor #and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result #i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was #vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking #acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention #like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is #but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc #anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving #but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials #and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc #so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize #and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough #the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right #that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things #and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that #important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree #oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad. #tes

[linkedin-offficial]

MERRY CRISIS ‼️ (they all hate this)

#ignore the fact that gangle has a different shaped star bg i did hers before everyone else #and yes the profiles are made to be pfps :3 #if u use one tag me / credit me pls!!! #ive been putting off posting this mostly bcus of irl stuff but its almost christmas so who give a shit #ill be less active in posting art for awhile so enjoy this #the amazing digital circus #tadc gangle #tadc pomni #tadc jax #tadc ragatha #tadc kinger #tadc zooble #merry christler! #jax is a lightweight btw u cant convince me otherwise

[kenmaiii]

suffering so i gave sampo period cramps to make me feel better (•́⍜•̀)

#rare canon sampo design drawn. tbh ive drawn his canon look once before this back when the game was still in beta #i dnt think i ever posted it here tho. but thats simply bcuz i didnt like how my art looked in that piece -w- i could be convinced tho #my art #sampo #sampo koski #hsr sampo #honkai star rail #honkai star rail sampo #star rail sampo #koski sampo #star rail #still not caught up w the story also. im really worried i might end up liking boothill. id been looking at him since leaks but... #<- fearful

[cadetral]

okay i have a theory(no its not a cry for help)

So, in this last scene:

Ron says she will have 60 seconds to read the script meaning everything Reagan said is in the window of suggestibility.

And she reads the script to create the identity they are going for but, then she starts talking:

So that also goes into Ron's head right? What if he starts wondering about the person that searched for thousands of lifetimes to make him happy?

What if he starts wondering who that little voice in his mind is or that sentence without a voice belongs to?

What if he can't stop thinking about that person who's gonna miss him,

And he'd miss too if it were possible.

And it would be so fucking painful to just remembering but actually not remembering at all. Like trying to remember a word but not being able to form it in your head or like knowing where your step is going to land but then stepping on a stair and so, stepping into a space; falling down briefly but still falling. Feeling that float-y feel of a fall and landing on the familiar ground; feeling the little sound inside and coming back to the reality.

That kind of an annoying feeling that comes and goes. And when he can't handle it anymore, can't handle not knowing; he tries to reach for it, search for it, tries to recognise it, name it and find it...

... does this make sense is this how memory erasing works JWEBKEBRKF I DONT KNOW AND I DONT CARE!!!

#dont mind me im just losing my mind #its 3 am and ive been crying for 2 hours and this is the outcome #tell me im not crazy and this does make sense #it does #RIGHT #netflix inside job #inside job spoilers #inside job season 2 #inside job netflix #inside job 2 #inside job #ron inside job #inside job ron #ron staedtler #reagan ridley #inside job reagan #edit 1: i fully convinced myself that ron is coming back in s3 #delusional bitches join me

[bayleafpaprika]

thinking about how Oda chosing Luffy, a pirate, to be the protagonist of One Piece may be one of the most brilliant story moves by any shonen mangaka ever. by virtue of its main character being an in-world criminal, OP naturally lends itself to becoming a story about the exposure of a society festering with corruption for what it really is, and the dismantling of a dystopia and its propagandist facade. you simply do not get a story like that with a shonen protagonist who conforms to or tolerates the shitty system they're born into

#one piece #luffy #monkey d luffy #ive been watching non-OP shonen lately and its been hitting me that for all of them #ALL OF THEM #their protagonists' hero journey is about climbing up the ranks of an established social structure #where that established structure in question is considered the 'good guys' in universe #and the protagonist more or less does not push against the structure no matter the consequences of that structure's actions #like yeah they'll question a moral quandary here or there but for the most part they're like #'this is how things work *shrug*' #im convinced that if OP is just another shonen its main character would've been Koby #anyway this is why OP is best shonen thank you for coming to my tedtalk

[sunlit-mess]

I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

#messyr #doodle #vent art #idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately #overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew #ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go. #And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk #Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same #well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough. #And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing. #I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope. #bpd #abuse mention

[sabertoothwalrus]

they are like blorbos to me

#i had this idea like two months ago IM SOWWYYY IM SOWWY IVE BEEN BUSY #miss syrva convinced me to buy tombow pens and by convinced i mean. just does really baller fucking art with tombow pens and i got envious #adventure time #nico the catboy #finn the human #finn mertens #finnico #my art #comic

[knifefightandchill]

" So then, you will comply, yes? "

#re #re4r #resident evil 4 remake #re4redit #reedit #ashley graham #leon s kennedy #leon kennedy #gamingedit #my gifs #i need a better tagging system but im lazy #ive been wanting to do this for a little while now so i did the thing #was he really expecting a yes after that monolog like yeah sure have the girl that sounds super convincing #and not at all sinister

[emositecc]

Girble burble corrupted Scratch theory

#my art #comic #tgamm #the ghost and molly mcgee #scratch the ghost #ive been convinced to draw this au/ theory #grrrrrr GRRRRR BARK BARK #I cry #tried to incorporate water and chairman elements in the design hehe #WAAAAAA *DIES*

[carmenpeach]

boy x boy dont like dont look!!1!

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #art #been doodling up some stuff for a comic idea i have and wasnt gonna post cause im shy #but decided its funny how angry ppl get over homosexuality on deviantart so its convinced me to up and post these lol #i have more but i need to edit them together still #these are from feburary and march #also why ive been making more outfits (and sometimes hairstyles) cause i wanna do more fashion in the next one #sonic #shadow #i think this is the first time ive drawn kissing in like 3ish years and i havent drawn furries kissing since i was like 14 or so i think lol #theyre listening to celldweller ^-^

[ineffablejaymee]

im sorry i will never watch legend of korra

bcs as long as i ignore its existence, then the gaang will forever exist in their happy ending state

toph became a cop??? yeah right good one. wdym she met the next avatar and called her twinkletoes bcs she recognised her dead friend and everyone cried?

there is no next avatar, aang is alive and well, he and katara are kissing on a balcony in ba sing se right now???

katara outlived both aang and sokka? and shes old and met the next avatar? i already told you aangs not dead what are you talking about

and while we re at it how could she outlive sokka if hes alive and well hm? sokka died young? ok but no he didnt ❤️

uncle iroh is dead and zuko is an old man? have you been hitting the cactus juice again???? zuko has just become the fire lord and iroh has a his own teashop i saw him last week

#deny deny and you dont have to cry #its not canon until ive watched the show #they are immortal and happy forever #im sorry even korrasami wont convince me #im glad for the gays but they havent been born yet the gaang is in their prime forever bye #i can do this all day #aang #avatar aang #toph beifong #katara #sokka #uncle iroh #prince zuko #fire lord zuko #kataang #legend of korra

[strangeandbisexual]

starting dunmeshi this wknd

#is this accurate #ive been looking at all the art and the memes and I’m convinced #it looks so good all I have to do is work up the nerve to press the fucking play button #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #memes #image #strange speaks #dungeon meshi spoilers #undescribed #no I’d

[ninjasmudge]

cherry macaque propaganda

#thats his fruit im telling you #this isnt me trying to convince ive just been on this since the start of the fandom #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #mk #lmk #six eared macaque #lmk macaque #mk art #my art