carmenpeach

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this comment i got on this made me change my pronouns from they/ them to he/ him on my deviantart bio

#aw girl shadow

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need to start compiling screenshots of the things people say on my deviantart drawings of shadow along the lines of "he looks like a female" cause of the eyelashes. they can never say girl its always female?

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#angry #sonic

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soren at the drive through "and can i get one of the baja blasts of the uh medium size"

#had to throw my hands over my mouth to not laugh omg

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my favorite game Sonc The Blue Rat

#AW ROUGE #sonic #shadow

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#AWESOME #sent 2 me #sonic

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like i have a new name ive had picked out/ in reserve for a really long time now but i feel weird at the idea of using it since its more masc (but id say still a little neutralish you know) but i feel like i cant use it until i look more masc but i dont wanna use carmen if i di end up getting to look more masc, but i feel weird at the idea of going to a doctor and saying "can i have testosterone, ignore the fact i have a girls name" and its also like i dont wanna use a name im not 100% sold on either my life is hell

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terrifying deleted scene from skinamarink

#ive been consistently thinking about this post ever since i first saw it last year my god #skinamarink #vid

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really is nothing quite like shooting awake feeling like your life is on the line and your heart beating so loud and fast you can hear it and see your chest move with it

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i think watching playthroughs of scary games right before bed is maybe contributing to my nightmares

#ive had constant nightmares since maybe 4th or 5th grade and it only lessoned down like 2ish years ago when i started seroquel #but have managed to not struggle with insomnia since which is pretty dope and nightmares less #probably from sleeping more than 5 hours a night tbf #but running an experiment if watching really scary stuff before bed will give me nightmares. so far its been two for two!

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Anamorphosis (1991)

#insp

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overheard some ppl in the ceramic studio talking about a local artist and im into minding my own busniess but i really wanted to say "oh i know him he accussed me of art theft and sent me unprompted messages about his fetishes on instagram"

#the art theft was cause i found some discarded plain pottery and glazed it so i could have a flower pot #no clue jow he found out i guess some other cunt tattled to him #everyones all reduce reuse recycle upscale until someone takes a flowerpot out of the trash

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contemplative Pegasus resting J. Gordon Legg

#insp

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watching dragon ball is so cool. trunks really is just silver they even sound the same

#not too far in it yet just got to the androids and vegeta going super from hate im kind of obsessed with him

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finally ponied up for the 2004 AVP queen plush that I had been watching for months to wait for it to drop in price and who do I find while thrifting in the city but her chained up counterpart!!!! :D big win for lesbians.

#yuri ❤ #avp #i love having these two next to the bed. guardian angels

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how the hell do other trans ppl pick new names omg this is so stupid i need one within 2 weeks or some shit

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#sonic #shadow