#its too loud in the body

[kirexa]

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#i spend so much time looking at this post making screen feeling like i want to vent but i dont know how. i feel like itd be a bother #i hate feeling like that #i hate everything #ive been logged out because every notification unintentionally just makes me feel bad. what if i respond wrong? #im just not in the mood to do anything right now and i dont want to give a lackluster response because of that #but then i forget #and i never respond #....a lot of the time when i post just the invisible character its because i eanted to vent but i couldnt get my words right #but discarding the post felt like i was ignoring my feelings so i just put that. to silently say something #even if its nothing. #the tags are nice #it feels like im whispering here #its less scary #its too loud in the body #even if it still reads the same #it feels quieter here #i love you guys #m tired #vent

[wu-does-art]

coming out as a "Will snores obnoxiously loud" and "Nico breaths so quietly you can barely tell hes alive" truther

#LISTEN OKAY. WILL WORKS CRAZY HOURS. EXHAUSTS HIMSELF PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY #hes going to snore. really loud. as soon as he hits the pillow. #its not uncommon for even people who dont snore! that i know anyways. #happened to family members of mine who dont usually snore #also additionally nico sleeps like a corpse so it works out for both of them #i think personally nico is usually like 3/4's awake but once his body actually lets him rest? out. gone. #sleep deprived x also sleep deprived for different reasons #also on a different note (slightly) i feel like will just grabs nico sometime in the middle of the night like hes his teddy bear #nico is lets himself get dragged into wills arms because he too. is completely and utterly asleep #solangelo #nico di angelo #will solace #the sun and the star #rrverse #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo

[sadisthetic]

BURST💥

#get fucked eardrums #first caption i thought of was 'music's too loud' but like it didnt have the punch. #anyways i keep on doing terrible things to this man youre welcome btw #hi fi rush #chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #my art #this is a side comment but i bet chai could still fight to the music even when deaf (temporary or otherwise) #bc im sure he can like Feel the music through his body even when his ears are out of commission #like not only is that the case for a lot of Deaf people in reality but also #as a headcanon i think his player in his chest would let him feel the beat even better so #so i think if this were a permanent thing hed be super bummed and uncomfortable with the silence at the beginning #feeling weirded out by how he has to navigate the world now #but i think he'll adjust and come to terms with it with only mild difficulty #music is still a part of him (literally) #its just different now #(though language is another matter entirely)

[taikanyohou]

"Huh? That's weird. I've drawn this face so many, many, many times like a fool. But ... has he ever made a face like this before? You ... are you sulking?"

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 8.

#my personal weatherman #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #jdramasource #mlmsource #* #faiza gifs #its the way segasaki realises that no. in fact. yoh's life isn't HIS in the way he meant it. #that yes his insecurity spoke out TOO LOUD out of his body and he just becomes so VULNERABLE after that #and yoh ... god. HE CATCHES ON! HE SEES SEGASAKI!!!!!!!!! HE SEES HIM HERE!!!!!!!

[httpiastri]

Hi🤭👋

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGed83E5g/

You see It?! YOU HEAR IT?

He said he likes to be in control

Can you feed us a smut w dom Lando x younger sis of one of the drivers

Dom Lando🫠

i usually save requests in my inbox until i write them but i just had to share this

making me go feral honestly 🫠🫠🫠 what the frick? lando?? phrasing it like that???? oh my godddddd

#i dont usually go for the like hard dom stuff but like #jesus christ if i had a lando..... he could be as dom as he wanted #dom lando x younger sis of someone is also making me go feral #i also would love me some possessive lando idk about yall #'you're mine and only mine' 'you cant even look at him' 'be as loud as you want baby; let them know who you belong to' #aaaa #and okay on the topic of him saying he needs to be control #it would be so hot to like tie him up or use a blindfold on him..... #him not being able to touch you because his hands are tied to the bedframe.. just whining when you've got your hands all over his body #annoyed because 'this isn't how its supposed to be...' #and then when you release him he just needs to show you whos actually in charge #okay sorry i shouldnt be writing this rn 🫠 too tired #just having a lot of lando thoughts #thank you for this ask anon 🫡🫡🫡 the tiktok vid will forever live rent free in my head #asks! #anon!

[recallback-art]

Day 28: Trick! The simulacrai are the trickiest of guys, who better a fit for the prompt than a bodysnatcher?

Satomi is a character from Primrose Path (Oren and Luz's story) who I've had visuals for stuck in my head since forever, so was really fun to finally draw her.

#oc tober #inktober #bweirdoctober #body horror #creature design #recall draws #my ocs #laid out in lavender #shes too minor to get a tag she was like just born #shes just a fun antag who has a fight i want to illustrate so so bad #rlly do need to play with the body horror aspect of the simulacrai more #byeah. monster girl momence! #shes named satomi so that for jokes her name can be shortened to tomi. yknow. like tomie #shes a weird girl nerd whos very loud and bossy and exciteable but the most important fact is shes nosy af #and she gets into trouble frequently bc shes nosy and rude #satomi can completely handle trouble mind u. shes a beast. but she likes having other ppl save her its part of the fun. to her #and those are my basic thots on miss tomi bc thats all the characterization i need to drive the arc - #- shes the antag for

[weedhillfarm]

So awesome to hear the milk sloshing around after the babies eat

#sheep #lambburger #esther sloshes too but for some reason lambburger is really loud #its that wide body amplifying the sound for sure

[that-jack-kline-bestie]

so fucking upset. i looked up what's considered concerning weight loss and got a statistic. i looked up the same question but specified teens and i got a bunch of articles about how to lose weight. what the fuck

#tw weight loss #? idk if that tags necessary but better safe than sorry #past this point there is discussion of ARFID and stuff #LMFAO also ive had a medium to mild case of ARFID my entire life and no one noticed past concern for my pickiness #i say medium to mild because ive gotten better recently #i even ate half a bowl of the noodles i dont like the other day. AND they had been touched by shrimp & cabbage juice & soft peanuts #i mean i did drown them in soy sauce first and got nauseous thinking about it the rest of the day. but progress #i mean. im the type of person to skip a meal or barely eat because i dont like the food available or its too loud where i am #my adhd impacts it too like sometimes ill forget to eat or wont be able to make anything that day #but like goddamn. a growing child should be gaining weight. 'we should keep an eye on that' every single time and then no action #you know maybe thats part of why my body hurts sometimes and feels weird and shaky other times #its hard to tell based on how bony i am or whatever because i also naturally am a string bean and im not. like. starving myself #i get the same comments about how i should eat more and how im so skinny when im healthy and when im not #or i used to. people are generally less intrusive now that im older #gosh i need to flex my metaphorical brain muscles more i put way too much thought into the wording of this

[luvring]

just complained about my group to my irls and i'm pretty sure this has genuinely motivated me to speak in class because i Cannot let my prof think my critical thinking abilities are the same as theirs

#💬nia.rambles #rant fr// #guys im srsly sick thinking about it #LIKE THERE WERE SO MANY MOMENTS WHERE I WAS JUST ?? #'im not saying to beat your kid black and blue but discipline is different across cultures and #i just dont think this should be an area of exploration like its worked for hundreds of years' #? YOU AS A WOMAN OF COLOUR HAVE NEVER HEARD OF INTERGENERATIONAL TRAUMA? #like why are you implying you dont like gentle parenting why are you making a strawman DONT PISS ME OFF #then white guy speaking way too loud to my right is throwing in words he DOESNT understand and saying the same things over and over #'from a Sociological Contemporary perspective' be serious. 'it comes back to nature vs nurture again' Can you Stop Tlalkingplapewmj #and i bring up gender and he goes smth smth gender is just such a sensitive topic then the 2 other girls Agree #and they wouldnt let me talk and even if i did they obviously wouldnt know what i was talking about #because why are you asking what post structuralism is THAT WAS A MAIN TOPIC AND DEFINITION OF LAST CLASS??? 😭😭 #they wouldnt answer the question properly and repeat the same basic vaguely connected ideas the Entire time #like do i look like i gaf abt different body standards/expectations for football players MOVE ON ITS BEEN 10 MINUTES #like i want to talk about enforced binaries in queer spaces and Oh my god i just remembered #they were like. lgbt studies/discussion is just so recent and i was like. Its literally discussed In the reading. but None of u finished it #OHH IM PISSED OFF. IM SO PISSED OFF #and im so mad bc the discussion q's were Good and if i was w my irls wed have such a good convo but NO!!!! #whatever. Whatever im going to start raising my hand in class im so fr i got lightheaded complaining about this IMSOMADBSJF

[wetboycunt]

thinking in tags lol

#& #kinda want Ika from baddragon so bad ... maybe large one .??? it tapers a lot #but its so expensive..... and i dont wanna ask someone bc i would probably not want to actually record stuff yet #i do NOT like my body like at all im too fat and hairy imo... fine on everyone else but me #if i was confident enough or skinny enough tho would totally have already started sex work online grrrr #anyway just thinking out loud....... $145 for the toy i want so maybe ill use credit card and slowly pay off instead of buying outright #or asking someone for it because i lack the confidence for a sugar mommy thing lawl #also having avpd is so hard cus... like i need the other party to do everything first... let me listen while they talk until im comfortable #or send videos or pics b4 i do until im comfortable.. idk. #personality disorders are hard

[yandereshingeki]

also wanna say thank you to those being patient with me and my slow ass self with writing… I’m trying to write as much as I can but it’s hard to find the motivation with work weighing me down so much （；＿；）+ the holiday seasons been so busy for me… but im hoping stuff will cool down after and it’ll get better. I’m also actively looking for another job that I hope will be less physically draining so that I’ll feel better lol

#im actually gonna apply to a local pet store soon…. praying I get that job because even if im there 8 hours a day i’ll #at least feel better about being there with all the birds and bunnies and pigs #I think the difference would actually be kinda big considering birds are like. so important to me. pet animals in general lol #maybe it won’t feel like I’m getting the soul sucked outta me if I get to listen to the loud tweeting all day #you’d also be surprised how physically draining it can be to bring in carts all day and have to constantly bag for like 3 cashiers at once #having cart duty is only fun at night bc during the day once you bring in one stack of 6-8 carts they’ll all be gone by the next time you #bring in another 8 #and we have to do it all manually with straps cause our store doesn’t have the cart machines 😞 #NOT TO MENTION. THE PARKING LOT IS ON AN INCLINE TOO. all of that pieced together just kinda makes it suck lol #I can do it but my body is so sore after every shift its so hard smtimes

[unorcadox]

why is like everything on earth happening in the next few days like i'm in hell

#not edits #like the anniversary and all its plans on here. i have other content to release at the time to. #also have to coordinate a commission and get my main blog queued up again bc it's been sitting dead for weeks and i hate it #and i also have to finish grinding a splatoon weapon before the new season which starts on the 1st #and i have 3 appointments this week and want to keep reading the body keeps the score #and [ explodes with a loud bang ] #december will be chill i'm speaking it into existence #at the time TOO* i can't retype tags on mobile sorry lol

[xxlumos]

If you want to watch something good go watch Flower of Evil, if you have nothing to watch, watch Flower of Evil, if it’s the last thing you could ever watch, watch Flower of Evil, if you-

#this show consumed my soul and body #I’ve never watched anything this good #it’s so good #toe gripping to kicking my feet and giggling good #like it has it all #I Never wanting to scream so fucking loud on public transport #it’s SO SO GOOD #yeah it’s a kdrama BUT YOU HAVE TO PUT THAT THOUGHT ASIDE #ITS SO FUCKING GOOD #maybe the cry acting is a bit too much sometimes but the REST #flower of evil #kdrama

[ducktollers]

imma keep it real with u guys idk how im gonna stand the anxiety this semester . and i must stand it i have no choice

#grin and bear it. i am so TIRED of grinning and bearing it #actually im not grinning . im glaring to stop my eyes from watering or staring at my hands fidgeting while i bear it #university is just like. i dont belong here. i shouldnt be here. ur all so passionate abt this and i didnt even do the reading. #im too scared to make eye contact or talk . and then i get sad and insecure abt always being the odd one out. while i glare at the floor #every semester i say my name and lie and say sheher pronouns and it makes me taste bile. and i cant stop sweating. and i hate it here. #someone has to sit right next to me and suddenly my breath probably stinks. i probably stink. my skin looks so bad. my hair looks so bad. #and i stare at my lap and see my big ass thighs and im like Oh yeah im a woman. thanks i hate it. if i dont wear a binder i feel sick #if i do wear a binder i cant breathe and cant stop sweating #im tense all day. my whole body hurts. im too anxious to eat. i should bc my stomach will growl.if i eat my stomach will gurgle loud anyway. #i need to get out of here. im so close to the end. ive been dying inside for years. ive never been anything but a student. im terrified. #🙂 #u know. its like that #x

[conceptofjoy]

i havent reread jake's dialogue past the beta kids meeting up with them so idk if there was anything important to his character expanded upon (considering what they did 2 jane and jade i doubt it..) and i get that the dude is like an onion, full of layers and nuance that u can rlly only tell if the light refracts off his surface just right and spells it out to u on the wall but i am a little confused by some of these depictions ,8)

#d talks #its funny bc dirk is like i have so many layers too but its all spelt out loud and clear. yeah dude ur splinters r laying down on a field #and spelling it by shaping their bodies into letters. yeah we're getting a birds eye view from a news helicopter. #everyone knows you got a praise kink now sorry

[basaltbutch]

i do very much love when otherkin stuff makes its way onto my tumblr browsing experience but like. i always feel like i can't really relate to them. like i do very much identify as a creature but at the same time i am (and love being) just some fucking Guy. me being human and loving being so is fundamentally a part of me. does this make sense.

#its also full of ppl who i feel have different views about bodies and lifestyles than me #like. ''the human body is so vulnerable and weak'' (it can be but it also can be So Strong.) #or like. wishing they could go run off into the woods or the hillsides #brethren. come. take my hand. i live like this right now. you can too. come with me and we can frolic under the pale moonlight and sleep #under thunderstorms and listen to birdsong in a still field and experience a million wonders of the world together #i get it though. i used to be the same way #it is midnight rn though so ignore me if u want i am just Thinking out loud here. #it speaks