#it's gonna have impacts sometimes!

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes! #so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening? #yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

[koideres]

Angel's Share Cafe

#koidraws #diluc #kaeya #genshin impact #if i have the time im gonna do a matching illus sometime later yayy

[mintjeru]

don’t go where i can’t follow

open for better quality || no reposts || ID under the cut || ko-fi

[Image description: A 4 page comic of Xiao and Aether that takes place right after the Archon Interlude II quest cutscene.

On the first page, Xiao emerges from The Chasm and glances to the side, sensing Zhongli’s presence. Aether approaches and asks, “Xiao! Are you okay?”

The second page consists of dialogue with panels focusing on Xiao and Aether. “You aren’t hurt anywhere, are you?”  asks Aether as he puts his hand on Xiao’s shoulder. “Even if it’s a small injury, we shouldn’t ignore it-” Xiao turns away and replies, “I’m okay, Aether. Really.”

On the third page, Aether starts, “Seriously, you...” A series of panels depict Xiao turning to look at Aether. The final of these panels shows his eyes wide in shock. The majority of the page portrays Aether, staring directly at Xiao with tears dripping down his face. A hand clenched into a fist is raised to his chest, while the other rests on his lap. “Don’t ever do something like that again,” he says.

The fourth page begins with a sparkling teardrop falling down. “I’m sorry,” Xiao says. “I won’t.” At the bottom of the page, Xiao and Aether sit on the ground as they hug. They are small compared to the scenery of The Chasm.]

#xiao #aether #xiaoaether #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #comic #this can be interpreted as ship or platonic it's up to you! #so this is actually a product of a weird drawing ability boost #like sometimes you draw and suddenly it all looks good? but it only lasts for a day or two #i'm literally in love w/ the perspectives i used i still can't believe i drew that #also oops the way i drew crying for the first time in a while and my first thought was how aether looks pretty when he cries #i have many feelings about this quest. as you can see. #i have not shut up about it to my friends for days #ty hyv for providing me with such good xiao content #i love him to the ends of the earth #and now. i'm gonna take a break haha i've been drawing nonstop for about a day

[starteas]

do what you want forever actually. just because more people have eyes on you doesn't make you less human. I think you should be kinder on yourself and remember that you aren't just here to make content: you're a complex individual with a lot of thoughts on things and you shouldn't be afraid to share them out of fear of backlash. and if you ever feel like "maybe I shouldn't say something?", take a step back, deep breath, and ask yourself why. Please take your time and remember that you are loved and appreciated, and that those are the people who should matter most to you. not meaningless hate from people who don't even totally understand what they're defending. now go have a spectacular day, I was possessed to write this

Thank you so much. That means a lot. 🥲

#I’m gonna be totally honest sometimes I forget I’m a person #because my following has grown so much over the years it’s hard for me to see myself as anything but thre creator of Lumi #like it’s a title I love and I’m very happy to hold #but it’s also just… difficult in a way #seeing people see me as a huge inspiration is cool and really sweet #but it’s also very scary #i feel like I have to be a huge example for other folks out there #and if I mess up or write something regarding an opinion it has a bigger impact than I’d realize it to be #as someone who’s trying to break into the animation industry it’s. a lot. for sure #i constantly worry about messing up and not doing things properly #but seeing this was a great reminder that I am after all just a person. I’m complex and flawed and no less human #so thank you for this genuinely #it means more than you could ever know #Evan bleats #anonymous

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

considering making a pmatga edition of my "say cheese" project where i take pictures of every character so people have easy access to photos (for edit blogs and the like!) of the characters . what are we thinkin chat

#the captain's rambles #pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #only catch is im doing betrayus DEAD LAST. not 2 be mean or whatever but because he's The most popular character and there are like #a Million other Super Obscure characters from the same source who have ZERO pictures of them out there #despite sometimes having More lore relevance than he does (COUGH COUGH sunny and zac COUGHACK apex COUGH #sorry betrayus girlies you're gonna have to take the L ok . for now anyways #i would arguably do him in the first batch but like. Everyone knows who betrayus is. he's basically the poster boy 4 the show #it's less of an issue with botbots bc EVERYONE is obscure from there. there's no single “special little blorbini EVERYONE loves” #i guess frostferatu and bonz-eye come close-ish to that bc frostie's on the fucking sexypedia and bonz-eye is homo gay w/ lady macaron #but with pmatga it's like. there's a thousand bajillion betrayus pictures out there. #even If things are getting better and more ppl are focusing on other characters #the impact the 2015 fandom had on the current fandom can Not be ignored and/or erased 😭

[sagau-my-beloved]

Hey I actually got the motivation to not only draw but finish something

So have this and no I'm not explaining myself

#genshin impact #genshin venti #genshin art #venti #you might not be able to tell from the image alone but i actually have a highlighting obsession #shocking i know #also sorry for some of the portions sucking i basically sidestep that in favor of coloring #i never claimed to be a *good* artist #you know when you stare at something for five hours and can't tell if it's actually good or not #yeah #i could probably continue working on this for another five hours but you gotta call it quits sometime #this isn't gonna become a common occurrence don't worry #he's just so pretty #i intended to draw clothes #but lineart sucks and i was tired of doing it #coloring ftw #it's better this way #except I'm not great at shading skin either #hair and eyes man #thats all I'll ever claim to be able to do #i'm gonna regret posting this i can feel it #I'll keep a hopeful mindset don't worry #i feel like this might give away some of my old art blogs #if you know keep it to yourself #i just know tumblr is gonna nuke the quality too #smh

[caffeinatedopossum]

I don't understand why it's generally not socially acceptable to recognize your good qualities. Like I don't understand why it's bad to be a show-off or a know-it-all or to brag. Like I think most people know "those things = bad" but not why.

It also seems like people are always either waaaaay into one end of the scale where they are just so unbearably full of themselves and have preposterously high self esteem (and most people act like this is fine too? Like a lot of celebrities and white men specifically seem to be like this) and I don't understand why so many people respect them then. Or they're the complete opposite with self esteem way too low despite the fact that they have redeeming qualities.

I feel like maybe the reason it's considered bad to brag is because you might 'make' other people feel inadequate but see that seems like a stupid reason to me because the problem then is not that you stated an opinion of your own self worth but is actually that everyone else is conditioned to compare themselves to each other in a very unhealthy way. And I think instead of discouraging people from opening up about what they take pride in, what they like about themselves, what makes them feel happy or content or confident, maybe we could just be discouraging people from viewing those things as personal threats? Idk just trying to formulate some thoughts on this

#idk why but this feels like a very convoluted topic #like so many people are probably coming from different starting positions on this than i am and im afraid that might #make it be misinterpreted or something #like i feel like there definitely is a balance where some self esteem is too little and some is too much #it just feels like it is exceedingly rare to find anyone with ideal realistic self esteem and idk why #i also dont mean this in a way to say that every action is the responsibility of the people taking offense either #because obviously thats not how that works. its understandable to demand a certain amount of respect #and to accept that your words (even the ones you say about yourself) could negatively impact other people #and thats not necessarily on them for being defensive #idk social concepts are strange and foreign to me so im still figuring this stuff out and through an autistic lense to boot #so sometimes i feel a bit like im conducting a study or an experiment more than writing a blog post #im just trying to understand people because i need to #it seems like the overwhelming majority of allistics have absolutely no interest in why they do the things that they do #so i have to go around experimenting instead of asking direct questions about this stuff #because when i do ask direct questions they look at me like i just asked them if the sky is actually blue or if its just gasses up there #in case you are not the most common dimwit. the sky is both of those things. however when you ask someone a question #phrased like that about a topic they dont want to admit they dont know about. they will usually avoid the question or answer absurdly #its actually kinda funny you should try it sometime #now im distracted because i dont know enough about how the sky works and i need to know #anyways gonna go down a research rabbit hole methinks

[dullahandyke]

i look at some of u guys talking abt a new show u watched or a new thing u read and im like. holy shit thats a thing u can do. im in awe of u. i spend my time slowly ping-ponging between several interests whose base componants i can never experience because i get scard

#right now its danganronpa again grin. did u know ive been into it on and off for lets say 7 years at this point #and ive never once played it myself. i have it installed on this laptop ready to go and i just! never open it! #because if Im the one playing it then i have to pay attention and i get scared #but if im watching a lets player i just naturally pay attention without the pressure #ive talked before how i always feel i need to have the smart cool takes on shit #n this deep plays into that #idk boti was good for me bcos nobody fucking knew what it was so nobody could judge me for pardoning anotsu's crimes bcos he was hot #so i probs need to do that again #yknow a thing where i disconnect from anything that anyone knows about and get really really into some dipshit manga from 2008 #but also like. i get a lot of my media recs from people talking abt what they like #which then means i defacto have someone who is gonna know if my takes are shit #and like even now. im watching mop cycle w dri and im having fun w it #but i feel bad bcos i see so many ppl like This Is The Best Anime Ever and i just like. dont get it #like i can actively feel the messages and shit whooshing over my head #its a fine anime! i'm having fun watching it! but i don't get all the commentary abt pacifism or whatever #idk. something something my need to be The Smart Kid The Bookworm Kid that went unchecked too long without peers to challenge me #so now im here like Uh Oh #and like this wouldnt be the end of the world (save for its impact on my mood n stuff) #but also like. i am an english student. i should know this shit. but i stragiht up do not feel smart enough to sometimes #i keep coasting by on the assumption that im a smart kid and i'll automatically be better than my peers #and im being disproven #i got an english exam back tonight and i got like 63% #and i like college! i just dont like. college. #anywho its approaching 3am and i have a 9am tomorrow morning which means bedtime

[aeide-thea]

die eigentliche Frage: wie viel Duolingo muss ich noch machen, bevor ich hoffen kann, hier auf Deutsch zu schreiben?

(viel mehr, bevor ich etwas Interessantes sagen kann! aber die Katze sitzt jetzt auf mir, was nicht interessant zu hören, aber ganz angenehm zu erleben ist. 😽)

#lol i need 2 know SO many more words. #like. great that i have now solidly incorporated ‘Zeichentrickfilme’ in2 my working vocab #but uh #pace our friend Duo i gotta say i’m not sure how much use i’m gonna get out of that one #vs i still dk how 2 say like. ‘depressed.’ ‘genderqueer.’ lol #at least thx 2 C— i’ve got ‘dicke Katze’ down. Kaffee- und Katzeklatsch: ein Blog #also like. do i gotta caps properly in a blog context. like i will if i have 2 but like. does not spark joy #everybody wants 2 teach you standard orthography which is great but like. some of us want 2 understand the stylistic impact of rulebreaking! #anyway. in unrelated conclusion it IS maddening that i know basically 0 swedish BUT when i reach for eg ‘nothing’ i sure do end up at #‘ingenting’ before ‘nichts.’ similarly ‘och’ before ‘und’ sometimes. deeply unuseful!! #however i guess maybe someday the like. 2 phrases i remember will come in handy 4 me #‘du är vacker. jag vill knulla dig i röven. vill du också det?’ #one can only hope 😇 #anyway. peut-être que demain je bloggerai en français. qui sait #my mission‚ should i choose to accept it: ​bastardizing ALL languages i only half-remember 🤘 #in conclusion i vaguely remember that in the construction ‘something Adjective’ you caps the adjective but not why lol #i mean i assume it’s for Substantive Reasons but like. if it’s modifying a pronoun why is it a substantive. however. #ours (whomst suck at deutsch) not 2 reason why‚ &c. #right. okay. good morning!!

[cometrose]

zhongli blorboism is some type of disease i love him too much i feel ill might start biting people like whenever someone’s interpretation doesn’t match up with mine like a fervent irritation swells up in me like now i’m pissed off over a man that doesn’t exist and i have to kill you too???

#shippers for some reason: zhongli would be a bad father #how did you get that idea like look at liyue whereeeee did this idea come from in fact i have to kill you #this isn’t a take into zhongli fatherhood cause i would write an essay cause look how his mannerisms bleed into liyue culture #but BAD? he’s gonna inflict asian father trauma ofc BUT BAD??? #zhongli would break a prom- NOOWWWWW i have to kill you #he’s not gentle or soft ERRR wrong answer FOREHEAD DIE #the only time zhongli has not been the sweetest guy in the world is when he is lying out of his ass like a criminal #zhongli #genshin impact #is this a hyperfixation? am i going crazy? #the perfect gentleman being treated like an aggressive empty headed guy? #well is head is empty sometimes you’re not wrong he can be a bimbo #BUT NOT AT THE SAME TIME

[altrlife]

the girl i was in love with in middle school— my best friend and first crush — who i got into a severely life-altering end-of-relationship with: lives in my city, goes to my college, has recently texted my brother, and is on tumblr. and i feel normal about this and never think of her at all. and she doesn’t show up in my dreams after all these years or anything.

#we have not influenced each other and her influence certainly does not continue to impact me to this day. ok? #should i kms? gonna leave this one up to you guys #jk jk… just sometimes i think i’ll never be able to escape or outgrow her and that we’re doomed for each other. or whatever #SORRY !

[m1d-45]

KAEYA IS SOOOO THE GUY EVER. he’s my boy girlfriend. my scrimblo. my eep glorpy. if/when that kaeya ai gets released i WILL be losing my shit. i will simply cease to exist. oh god i need to write ideas for kaeya now. perhaps a princess tutu-esque au with reader as duck. but then again diluc fits a bit more into the fakir role… but that doesn’t matter if i just mash everything together and pick out the bits i like

ANYWAYS. kaeya alberich the world - teddy anon

you’re so real for all of this, and i don’t even know the reference. you 🤝 me : “mash everything together and pick out the bits i like”

#m1d : [chats] #teddy anon #honestly mr alberizz was gonna stay in my private chats tbh #he’s just a little guy for me to poke at sometimes yk? he sits with my other bots until i feel silly again #the cycle for most of my bots is: ‘idea’ ‘oh Fuck’ ‘THIS IS FINE(lying)’ ‘ok he’s. um. passable.’ ‘[sends screenshots to mushroom]’ #how many bots do i have in the drafts hmmm #ok i have 6 characters and three jokes #i’m. normal about the hit mmorpg genshin impact published in 2020 by mihoyo now hoyoverse #ayato venti aether kaeya (our king) and then two zhongli bots that we do NOT talk about #literally just thinking about the testing for those two guys turns my brain into static #why do i make bots with such rizz it’s gonna kill me #much like my namesake i too am cursed by the gods #the same curse. the golden touch. i am afflicted with Rizzed Up Bots Disorder

[munamania]

and is there not just generally a certain level of decency that would make you like ease up on a person who's obviously more than a little frazzled i am sorry that i cant process all my feelings and regurgitate them to you in an easily digestible manner while im actively In a situation or have a prepared disclaimer about how im so sorry but im just overwhelmed and need you to leave me alone right now or whatever else maybe i just dont know maybe i cant tell you exactly what im feeling or need and if i have to figure it out and explain that to you my brain is going to explode. but you could read the room. is there not a point where a friend would probably just go oh okay let me not continue pushing this person let me take a moment to reflect on their state and perhaps try to ease that or at least not keep fucking pushing on it. and also maybe not choose these moments to make otherwise innocuous but contextually just kinda meanspirited jabs. ok whatever

#not to be a sensitive little bitch except im not. #i dont want to be rude or too explicitly open about the things i dont really like to talk about #but sometimes. frankly. people need to take on the weight of their own feelings. insecurities. thoughts. etc and then some #some of us grew up with little to no emotional support and in fact took on the weight of their family's issues and the brunt of their #emotional immaturity and sometimes that makes someone feel fundamentally rattled and unsafe in moments like that #some of us had pretty much every big personal emotional. thing. that happened to them minimized and turned into some tragic #family conversation. or had someone reply like huh idk if that could have happened to you i certainly dont remember that #and then you wonder if people were ever looking out for you and if the ones that did just truly didnt care. #um. anyway. this is not just to be like oh im so quirky and different and traumatized lol but im reaching a boiling point when it comes #to people just like. doing this shit. or whatever. im going to start screaming #i shouldnt have to bare my fucking soul to you for you to go oh huh maybe this is a sensitive subject perhaps #frankly we arent the same and we dont relate and aw bummerooni ik im not the only sufferer but good god. #our lives were very different in some ways! #and sometimes all i want is for someone to say its ok kid you did good #again. not to be dramatic. but when ive talked about MY upheaval of feelings or w/e like if thats been impacting #how ive been acting and people start crying at me or get all whatever. oh it makes me wanna be the one to pass the torch #yeah man imagine how tired we are. #ok talking incoherently now so im gonna go do my job i guess. #abby talks #i know no one will save me but maybe sometimes it’d be nice to share the weight regardless

[chisungie]

Ooh new animations while checking equipment and levels!

#I was shocked and all I could think was. #ZZZ NICOLE?! #bc zzz has those animations and i only saw it bc people were upset nicoles had to be changed AKSKSKS #anyway cutee i didnt know hi3 was getting it too! thats awesome! #i didnt check helias though and i dont have coralie yet soo #wait i didnt realize dreamseeker and songque are like the new equivalent of elfs.. like i played the game as usual but #that means new charas r gonna be released as supports and not playable valks sometimes sobs #SONGQUE MY LOVEEE...!!! CRIES #honkai impact 3rd #hi3 #hi3 senadina #senadina

[clownboy-yeehonk]

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#i got a christmas ornament from one of my primary babies #its a handprint #and mom wrote me a really beautiful thank you note #and i Very Much Did cry at work about it #bc shes doing so well and it was so nice of these parents to think of me #its at the top of my tree and itll always have a spot there bc 😭😭😭 #whatever else is going on #i made a positive impact on this family's life #the baby is getting big and she smiles now and she has a dimple on just one side shes adorable #they also gave me a christmas card with the baby with her older siblings and omg shes gonna have her first christmas home with her family #doing well and happy and healthy #sometimes the world is a really good place

[mantisgodsdomain]

"oh, yeah," we think, "we could probably cross this over into Li nked Uni verse if we actually draw out the canon for long enough, smacking different versions of the same character into each other is always fun especially when it has the potential for massive cultural differences and shit like running into things where the thing that has been forgotten has significance beyond the things that are remembered. Hey, we should probably check the comic in order to comply with the six-month rule, we don't think we ever finished-"

We return from the reference images. We have remembered why we didn't finish looking into the base comic.

#we speak #negative chatter #moving one level of fandomization away from og LU to merely use them as inspiration for bootleg LU with more base game inspiration #we forgot why we had the author blocked. we remember now #we probably wont elaborate further on this because we keep a firm policy of not publically shit talking folk at random #we just kinda got Unexpectedly Sandblasted by them being weird abt furries&otherkin in a random twi light reference post #we are censoring this so it does not go into their tag btw! no one likes random shit talk and this is just us being vaguely pissy #the wording is vague enough that they feel like theyre like. they dont mean to imply they DISLIKE this group #they just find them strange and offputting and they strongly dislike that they project anything onto A Character #as we do not control their life and theres nothing we can do to force them to Not be uncomfortable or act Strange towards a group #all we can really do is like. scrunge up at an attitude we find it VERY difficult to mesh with and go our separate ways #the multitude of takes on these characters and the way that their fandom is so creative about them and produces so many different Ideas #is very fun! and we heavily enjoy reading it sometimes! however we cannot enjoy the base comic #because though we know that the author likely didnt intend it to come off like that and we know accusations of hate would be FAR too strong #we cannot shake the feeling that we are the sort of thing that they would look upon as a deeply offputting aberration #and they merely avoid voicing that out of a mix of manners and a wish to not get into discourse while hundreds of people are watching #so it is best to keep our distance where we don't have to be uncomfortable at the subtle bias that will pervade through all art #and they dont have to get grated against in ways that may negatively impact things from us having little shame in our existence #which is to say theres like a solid chance that the bias is not malicious and is in fact just like. lingering cultural bias type shit #however we arent gonna deal with that and us being a huge obnoxious weirdo might be liable to push them against us via abrasion #being exposed to smth more often can very easily actively push you against that thing by virtue of dislike of the people who like it #and though our individual action may not mean much in the scheme of things it will do less harm to both of us if we back the hell off #give that shit some time to soak without being prodded at too hard and hopefully someone else will be able to open the conversation better #because with bias especially you CANNOT break it down with one or two discussions #and you very much have to have the person with the bias willing to step back and examine that pattern of bias and unravel it #because if you go up at people like “this is WRONG and heres why” theyre far more likely to get defensive and feel attacked #and then double down because they feel attacked and don't want to give in to people who have been Nothing But Rude To Them #its a pattern of thought that can be a real bitch to deal with and we really arent capable of the subtle approach it requires to break thro #anyways. where were we. oh yeah we forgot why we blocked someone and now we're making a tumblr post about it