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there-will-be-a-way · 7 months
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Every Saturday and Sunday I go to the clinic to do an alcohol test - because being controlled is the only thing that keeps me sober (this plan was my idea, yes, I got praised for this by the staff 🙌🏻). So today when I went there, I asked to have a talk and confessed that I relapsed. I'm proud that I was honest. Even prouder that I stopped the relapse. I didn't continue drinking today - I genuinely didn't want to which is new.
The nurse thanked me for my honesty and offered that next time I can come over before I relapse and stay the night. Not sure if I'll manage to do that but I can try and it's good to have this option.
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amphibifish · 2 months
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i feel ill
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judectrl · 12 days
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just realised it's our turn tomorrow after spending 2 days in a row hate watching
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boyduroy · 11 months
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I am in hometown, USA taking mama boyd (mama to me, boyd) to a surgery tomorrow and taking care of her through the weekend/possibly week. Sorry if doodles are lackluster the next few days (⁠ ⁠・ั⁠﹏⁠・ั⁠)
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scrumandf1 · 9 months
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love waking up in pain from my tooth removal and it's exhausted me for the rest of the day... it's only just gone 10
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random-bi-writer · 1 year
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I do not have the courage to play horror games, which is weird because I like to watch death games.
However, I am curious about Little Nightmares, so I’m gonna watch some playthroughs based on released order.
So here’s my list of posting order about Little Nightmares;
Little Nightmares reaction.
Little Nightmares opions and theories
Secrets of the Maw reaction
Secrets of the Maw opions and theories
Very Little Nightmares reaction
Very Little Nightmares opions and theories
Little Nightmares 2 reaction
Little Nightmares 2 opions and theories
Looking over my theories and make one final theory about Little Nightmares
The only spoilers I have about this games is the timeline and that the names of the kids are based on numbers.
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soloh · 1 year
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I have been back at work for a little over an hour, and I am already exhausted and in pain.
Seriously considering calling my doctor and seeing if I can get a medical certificate for either light duties or just time off to actually rest and try to recover from covid fatigue somewhat.
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thesmokinpossum · 2 months
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Barely slept 3 hours so this 9 hours shift is gonna be a lot of fun 🙃
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inkskinned · 9 months
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
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maculategiraffe · 1 year
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okay so while we were moving into the new house we left the door propped open and a fat, peaceable raccoon moseyed in, looked around, climbed the water heater, curled up on the laundry room shelf and fell asleep. what do I do now
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anastacialy · 7 days
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guys, i think the hermits are going to accidentally start a prank war again. because just like last time, a game of telephone has begun. first, false made iskall's build into ''false beans,'' her shop from the previous season. however, to give herself plausible deniability, she signs it with "love, Joel. x" due to his username, smallishbeans.
next, iskall sees this, and completely believes it. he thinks it was joel who pranked him, and as he says to pearl while showing off the sign, which he kept even after tearing the prank down, "joel gave me a kiss." in his most recent video, he pranks joel by sending him loads of anonymous messages in order to completely spam and fill his inbox, preventing him from getting any more mail, with notes such as "thinking about you. x"
of course, joel is going to have absolutely no context for this, because he didn't make the initial prank. so who is joel going to assume sent him all those messages while he was away on holiday? well, i have a guess.
etho.
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vashwoofs · 1 year
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Got clipped by a car on the way home from work last night. There isn't even any bruising or any pain that I can feel aside from my everyday pain but I think the actual near death event is finally hitting me now as I sit in the lunch room waiting to clock in at work
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mikeyfrickinway · 1 year
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Since I'm almost done working on em here's my demolition lovers costumes so far!
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I started this in like mid/late March I believe
This is my first time doing beading ever, I probably should have started with something smaller or even tested on some scrap but I am nothing if not stupidly ambitious.
I wanna say this is roughly 14hours of work so far, I still want to add more to the dress and possibly make some accessories, we will see what I can get done by Saturday lol
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tanblaque · 5 months
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suiheisen · 2 months
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is it hockey or is it only fans (audio on)
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dianagj-art · 5 months
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Do you sometimes see an image and your head immediately can see it moving and are suddenly overcome by the need to animate it? no? just me? ok
anyways happy 3k @onionninjasstuff!!!
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