#it sucks a lot

[sweetie-peaches]

Not so polite post begging people to use god damn tone indicators and tags when talking about purgatory events and discussing teams

Not all of us are able to tell when your joking or being lighthearted, or are mad, or are talking about a person in the perspective of their character Just use them, it doesn’t have to be anything big, (joking) or (lighthearted) to let people know

#peaches posts #qsmp qosts #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #qsmp tumblr is the worst place to be as someone who struggles with telling tone #ngl #it’s like #it sucks a lot #qsmp blue team #qsmp green team #qsmp red team #qsmp discourse #tagging that just to be safe?

[deservingporcupine]

RIP Fred

We miss you, handsome boy

#cats #personal #had to put him down three weeks ago #it sucks a lot #pets #Fred #his brother died in 2019 #not loving this year ngl

[vyragosa]

kinda messed up big time by the amount of likes my alvaluca gets

#sadly looks at smhiggs and even if kojima had rt it would get so little in comparison #harsh reality that there's very little smhiggs enjoyers out there #it sucks a lot

[sthsora]

when twitter sucks it SUUUCCKKKKKSS

and im still p barren here like its barely worth uploading stuff here cause if you dont find a community youre pretty much all alone

And I am in gcs in discord but i just dont feel like I belong there much, also just mostly too tired to really interact

#it sucks a lot #i hate being alone but there isnt much for me anywhere

[borderlinereminders]

What does the pmdd mean in your tags??

Hi anon,

It’s a great question and something I wish was discussed more.

I found out about it when I was talking to a friend about how I felt suicidal when I went through PMS. Only during PMS. I felt like I was in a darkness and that nothing would ever get better (thank you lack of emotional permanence for heightening that). Everything felt so crushingly wrong that I felt suicidal. I didn’t know how to describe it except that I felt crushed in darkness.

She pointed out to me that while mood swings are normal and some down feelings, the extent of mine were not. I’d always thought they were because of how little PMS stuff is talked about other than “oh, bad mood. Must be PMS, huh?”

I talked to my doctor and he agreed that it sounds like I have PMDD. There are more symptoms than what I described that led me to look into it. But I do encourage you to look into it if you feel the severity of the moods before like I did. There are birth controls that show more promise in treating it. There is no guarantee and there is always risk but it’s worth looking into.

(I can’t take the birth control most recommended (Yaz) due to my other conditions and the risk of side effects being too great for me. So my doctor has been trying to find a birth control to stop my period.)

#we haven’t had luck #hence my moods being all over #my system is out of whack #tw period #tw menstruation #tw medical stuff #tw suicide #tw suicidal thoughts #April answers #it also makes me really sick physically #it sucks a lot

[omarfor-orchestra]

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#last night i wrote a piece of the new chapter of my fic #i hated it #but most importantly #i completely forgot what i wrote #it sucks a lot #do i care? #not really #I'm past that

[cherrysmokesaconha]

Call 2004 Tord "Teen Tord" and watch me fucking DIE

#i hate when people call him like that #or just assume that he is #it sucks a lot #cherry talks #edit: brooooo they have vague ages stop assuming shit

[caparrucia]

The thing no one talks about when it comes to recovering from abuse is that we become familiar to the pattern and often end up being abused by multiple people, in different, distinct ways, and then you start getting better, find yourself in a better place, and you start realizing you can cut off those people, free yourself from their shit, bit by bit, and it feels great! It feels like progress!

But you keep finding more and more, because you were easy prey, the sharks could smell the blood in the water, and you cut off more and more, and it's great, sure. Progress, probably.

But at some point you look back and at yourself and all the places you've gouged out poisoned, rotten bits, all the holes you cut out to contain the damage, neutralize the spread, and you think: at what point are they going to think it's too much, just too much, throw it all out, there's nothing worth salvaging here?

At what point you give up?

And you know you shouldn't. You know it's probably not true, it's just how it feels. But it's fine. It's part of the process.

Maybe?

Everyone wants you to be done, to get yourself together, to be normal.

So much of abuse recovery is allowing yourself the time to grieve everything you never had a chance to be, everything you had to give up, at no real fault of your own, for the sake of getting better.

It's hard, is what I'm trying to say.

It's hard and people are cruel and infinitely meanspirited.

#shut up rie #ive lost #so many friends #in the past five years #and i loved them #i really did #but they were abusive assholes #one way or another #and as soon as i stopped enabling their abusive traits #they dropped me like hot garbage #it sucks a lot

[detectivekonan]

Bad night really bad night for nightmares really bad nightmares. 0/10 nightmares score on originality and attempt on my fears (it won)

#woke up several several times in the night after nightmare after another #it sucks a lot

[notveryshrugemoji]

God doctors in my province are trying to weirdly implement a 2-tier healthcare system and a large CELL PHONE PROVIDER also has a healthcare package now??? Why is this not getting shut the fuck down?

#this is a symptom of forcing your doctors to act as small business owners #also an after shock of COVID I think #doctors are essentially using a subscription service for their patients #it sucks a lot #anyway it’s 3am and I can’t sleep hahaha #universal healthcare needs to be protected and EXPANDED #we should be moving toward more (for everybody - doctors and patients) #the subscription business model is bullshit #there is already a doctor shortage and pretty soon you won’t be able to retain your doctor #liiiike ya girl has a chronic illness that requires prescriptions and monitoring

[wistfulcynic]

executives dysfunctioning so hard rn

#i have so many things i can and should do and my brain refuses all of them #it sucks a lot #send vibes

[deanpinterester]

i cannot stress this enough: if your reasoning for clowning on the mcu is "they overwork their cg artists and animators" i 1000% guarantee that a show or movie you have been stanning for years also abused their artists and you just haven't heard about it because the production companies aren't in the spotlight like mcu productions are. that cartoon for kids? that incredibly animated movie? that non-marvel superhero movie? i've seen people declare their hatred for the way the mcu treats their workers and then turn around and gush about a show that i know for a fact was hell for the artists attached

and no this is NOT me saying "this means you should stop hating on the mcu uwu" it's me saying you gotta be aware that this shit is an INDUSTRY WIDE PROBLEM. you CANNOT "fix" it by refusing to watch mcu movies and feeling good about it. you have to be aware that it's EVERYWHERE. why do you think so many animation and vfx productions are sourced in canada? in india and the phillipines? we are not unionized.

i know it's hard to face the idea that your favourite show might have been made unethically especially when you've spent so much time hating the mcu for doing the same thing. you don't have to start hating your favourite show. just like...be aware. don't be smarmy about it. don't claim without research that a beautifully animated movie Must mean the animators were not working 16 hour days and weekends. i do think we can fix this 👍 but we can't fix it if 90% of us don't even realize what the problem really is

#uhhhh me #with the recession coming up a lot of my coworkers have come out of the woodworks to talk abt their experiences #and i feel like i've been wearing rose tinted glasses abt my company (bc i work here and i like my supervisors!) #i knew ofc that aniamtion studios here aren't always on the up and up but i did Not know how bad it got #and it just! sucks! that whenever ppl online talk abt shitty treatment of artists they're only talking in regards to the mcu

[bixels]

I watched Starship Troopers tonight.

#personal #dumb #my art #immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it #cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir #scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance. #“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol. #and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator #scrolled through the comments #second panel face #this sucks i'm outta here. #just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is” #idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening #to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it” #and then seeing droves of people online going #WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's #the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.

[jaynovz]

if yall ever want like serious advice from me about how to solve burnout as a creative it's like...

literally ignore it. stop pushing. go do something else, enjoy your life, fill it with other things, do what brings you joy in the moment if you can.

go to the gym, take a walk to touch grass and look at dogs and smell flowers, cook dinner, watch tv with your friends, talk about your feelings as needed with ppl you trust, take a drive and blast your music, do the chores you need to do, the job hunting slog you need to do, read books that aren't for research, stop cordoning off your brain for The Craft or The Draft or whatever the fuck

forget about the project, stop thinking about it for as long as it takes to be excited again.

fuckin rest, basically

#thoughts #writing stuff #personal #wish there was better advice than Stop Pushing and Rest and Ignore It #but sure haven't found any #and the time in between sucks a lot #jay prescribes a nice beverage four orgasms and a good movie with friends for your burnout #hope that helps #jay philosophies

[chongoblog]

Wanna give a quick shoutout to the federal judge last week who struck down the Arkansas law that tried to outlaw gender-affirming care for minors, not only ruling it unconstitutional, but including 311 statements of fact all going against the gender-affirming care ban in a ruling that was 80 pages long. Especially since these statements make it harder for transphobes to appeal and iirc this is considered precedent.

#us politics #the us sucks for a lot of reasons but its always worth celebrating when we stand up against this shit #if i got any details wrong in this or if theres any additional information that should be included here let me know

[babydrops]

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#… #it sucks a lot #I miss when I just had anxiety about this and not it being real hahaha