#it literally kept me awake

[suashii]

guys i evaded sleep for an hour last night bc i kept rolling over to write down ideas for a geto fic

#☁︎ manon's mind #it literally kept me awake #like it was bad #but now i finally have a more solid outline #and hopefully i can actually start it soon :3

[aroacewxs]

wanting to talk about your favourite character, but

can't articulate thoughts into words

can't stay on a single tangent

keeps forgetting details

overthinking your characterization

"I don't know how to describe it ok like you have to read the story to fully grasp it"

"do you want to see my daughter" "sure" (shows photo) "there they are" "is that your daughter" "yes" (end of conversation)

can't express your adoration for a character properly except through "I Hate Them I hate them i hate them i hate them i need them GONE"

#jay does a think #this is about rui btw #hate that guy (loving) #kamishiro rui #rui #wxs #actually this is literally about every single character that has kept me awake at night #shoutout to marcy wu and eda clawthorne i hate you both #oh my god and kel. kel from omori. the baller of all time #kel is my everything. genuinely. i will always be a kel fan first anything else second

[rainymoodlet]

drunkenly making out with one of your best friends (and crushes) since highschool with your ex-girlfriend/the rest of your friends in the next room over? YEAH, IVORY, THIS IS A GREAT IDEA —

some extra shots of the gang sleeping bc it's the cutest thing i've ever posed + wolfie

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 screenshots #ts4 legacy #;tjol+ #sim: ivory #sim: morgan fyres #sim: savannah price #sim: cassandra goth #sim: wolfgang munch #sim: gemma charm #|| #ivory has literal Perfect Sim Challenge traits and she’s STILL a dumbass baby lesbian… #spoilers but this did not go well fjshdhd #look at my baby go!!! makin moves on her childhood crush 🥹 #they came home from the club and kept the party goin!! #the babies passed out and ivory and savannah were still awake… oh no… 👀 whatever shall we do… rjsjfjd #its seriously one of my favorite things i’ve ever posed 🥹 #lookit them all feepin on the couch… (kicks feet) #also peep wolfie’s tongue piercing 👀 best side character in the whole generation fight me #maybe kmik later?? i’ve got a present of some outtakes of dan’s tiddies though 🥹 #with his new fancy 3d nipnoppers #gemma had to borrow cass’ pjs bc i didn’t give her jammies 😭

[samstwilightzone]

Well, my birthday has passed, a huge thank you to @vampthropologist for showing up to fill the canvas which would have othwise without the have been empty ♡

I had fun, they drew on the canvas, featuring their friends' ocs as well. @x-go2sleep-x 's oc Jeffrey and @zen1dol 's oc Mimi.

And Here's my side- done in traditional art-

Some ups

It was nearing 4 am but I attemted to draw @flyingspicerack 's oc Mao and @girlymatsu 's oc Erina from memory- I got really tired by the end here >○<

Wish my friends could have made it but it's probably just not that simple, thanks anyway.

#osomatsu san #mr osomatsu #osomatsu san oc #ichimatsu matsuno #ichimatsu #cc x oc #oc insert #birthday #birthday Aggie aftermath skajaja #it went well all things considered #coffee kept me awake so that's something #but it also made me like emotionally raw #i was so close to crying #i only got like 5 hours of sleep and now everything makes me want to cry #literally #i was tearing up while watching pokemon anime clips on YouTube

[running-in-the-dark]

I was asleep for most of yesterday. and today as well. like I basically only woke up to eat, watch tv for a little bit, and then I fell asleep again. I'm so tired and dizzy.

I'm really hoping it'll be better tomorrow. I really gotta start/continue writing my thesis. 😭

#it's so fucking stupid #last night I woke up on the couch at 2 am. then stayed awake for about 4 hours and went back to bed. I think I was awake for 5 or MAYBE 6 #hours total 😭 #and today was worse. I tried to only sleep a few hours in the morning. but fell asleep again on the couch less than an hour later #literally all I did was eat. start watching a youtube video. and fall asleep again. #the cats kept me company so that was nice #the nightmares were especially horrible though 😔 #all I want to do is go to bed. but I haven't done ANYTHING today. I woke up again like 2 hours ago. I'm not going to bed already 😭😭😭 #my body is fucking annoying #personal

[artheresy]

Still thinking about how we have no explanation as for WHY Akutagawa and Chuuya were just randomly red in the opening when no one else was and how the only lead people had at the beginning (which was partially a joke anyways) has been completely disproven so why did Bones make that choice!

If it was just bc Akutagawa and Chuuya are special lil guys that they felt deserved extra attention and to not be like everyone else, yknow what that's fair and probably the best explanation have a nice day, but like it's so funny to me because season 4 barely contained Chuuya, he's there for such a short period of time and I don't think Aku showed up at all so why are they the only two to be a certain color that no one else is

#To think that decision literally kept me awake for multiple nights #And still I have no answers #Like I genuinely wanna know the choice behind that plsss #“It's to have skk and sskk do the red and blue thing” Okay but the entire detective agency is that greenish blue so #So it's not like smth particularly special to those partnerships #I just want to know the reason why because it still confuses me #akutagawa ryuunosuke #chuuya nakahara #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs

[roadimusprime]

trying not to believe they turnt the Internet off before they left for work. 😒

#Absolutely something my dad's wife would demand. #Keep in mind this is the same woman who took away my laptop in highschool after I missed one work assignment. #Whatever. I am using 4G. #I noticed it was off before they left and then I woke up to see I had a text from my dad telling me the Internet is off at 6 am. #Y'all I could literally just use my phone (as I am now) or play the sims 2 all day or read or #Like. It's not the Internet that kept me from going to work #Or kept me awake for to long that made me ''tired'' (I even got the correct amount of sleep) #My mental health is just shit. #And yes I already planned on going to work today. #So it's not like I was going to stay home to begin with? #When I call out it is for a day. #And yeah. I already called out earlier this month after Covid #But that's cause I was still feeling the effects of Covid. #Do cameras need a wifi connection? #If so. Maybe one of them went to check the cameras #And they actually didn't turn the wi-fi off at all. #Loon.txt

[liliallowed]

roughmen and gentlemen. I've created venom dusttale cross over.

player is the symbiot.

dust is dust.

#im going to sleep #literally has kept me awake at night #goob #goop #good goob goop #im fucking tired #shit post

[ghwosty]

falling asleep while watching baseball is just as good as actually watching baseball

#Tubi has that channel that's just replays of old games #and it is nice to fall asleep to #it's not like it's actually got. ya know. high energy #tho the other night they replayed the 1997 World Series where the Marlins won #and literally everytime someone went to bat or pitch some fucker blew an air horn #I'm assuming they're since banned airhorns during games bc holy shit it got real annoying #I actually had to switch the channel bc it kept jolting me awake

[guinevereslancelot]

kept hearing weird noises in my room all night and at first i was sure it was just my cat then i got up to use the bathroom and discovered she was in the other room. strange noises continued. maybe my imagination but felt something tug my blanket a few times. cat in other room every time i got up to try to find out what was making the noises. if it was a creature of some kind i can't imagine the cat ignoring it? not that she would catch it despite mousing being her job but she would have been fixated on it? wondering if it was actually a creature in the crawl space but it def sounded like stuff in my room rattling around and stuff 🤨

#made it very hard to sleep so i got up an hour early for no real reason #i wanted maximum sleep and didnt have enough time bc i went to bed late #but since im starting my new job tomorrow i want to get myself out of bed at 6am in the future #and i was trying to fix my sleep schedule by allowing myself the extra hour but still getting up at 7 today #but simply was too awake at 6 so got up #i will probably regret this later #but maybe it will get me to go to bed earlier tonight thus fixing the sleep schedule instantly #anyway #not going to sleep well for new job if there's a creature in my room all night making noises tho :( #possibly this has happed before and i always blamed kitty but this time i Know she was innocent #she was literally alseep in her hammock in the other room every time there was a sound #i kept getting up to check once i realized it wasnt her #i hope its not a mouse but idk what creature it could be #??? #the two cats and dog would surely notice and care if they were sharing a home with another creature #(the other cat and dog were accounted for at this time in my brother's room so they are also innocent) #anyway 😬

[kris-mage-fics]

I've spent most of this afternoon working on an autism-fueled rant about "show, don't tell" and I wore myself out before I could finish. Somehow I always forget how draining brain work is. Despite the fact that I know the brain is the biggest energy hog of all our organs. So let this be a reminder that if you're using your brain, make sure to eat, drink, and take breaks! Because it uses up a ton of energy and you need to replace it.

#rip to the cooking I was planning on doing today #apparently I had to write about writing advice instead #do I know when I'll finish said rant? no idea #but thinking about it literally kept me awake last night so I had to start writing it #I just realized none of you have actually ever seen one of my rants #this is partly because I do try to be level-headed and not go off half-cocked #but also because they take a lot out of me since I'm rather verbose and keep thinking of new points lol

[mwagneto]

i amso fucking tired

#at least I'll probably get more sleep tonight than last night #inshallah i will. im so exhausted #whatever whatever at least the old men kissed #i kept thinking abt them all day mid work which from the outside looked like me just #mindlessly working and then randomly doubling over or starting to shake violently #granted i got heatstroke after about an hour so lets just blame that #everyone else is still awake and partying like DUUUDE HOW. IM ABOUT TO PASS OUT #barking #this day would've been exhausting as it was but i literally got like. no sleep #what little i did get was half awake at best #at least im done with 1 day👍 #it's gonna pass by soooo quickly. it's nothing. i can do this

[menalez]

this man just sexually harassed me wtf… i was waiting at the bus stop and he asks me a question about the bus and i answer it and he just keeps talking to me. he kept asking for my number, my info, where i live, my Facebook, my Instagram, etc i kept saying no and ignoring him and he wouldn’t stop. and then he got closer to me and i wanted to literally throw up bc i hate the smell of men and cannot handle it esp at this moment. and he was like cmon at least let me give you MY number. after enough pestering i was like fine ill take ur number 🙄 and then after giving me his number he kept trying to get my number and facebook etc AGAIN. and then he got off on the same stop as me, he literally walked and then saw i didn’t go there so he walked back just to follow me. i bought from some Döner place just so i wouldn’t be going home with him following me and knowing where i live. after i lined up there, he went behind me! so then i went into the place instead and he again followed me. and then he insisted on buying the juice and i said no and told the cashier there no and he still did and then said ok fine ill leave u alone u have my number hehe don’t forget me please <3 🥺 and then finally turned away. i was speed walking home checking behind me constantly

#i wish my gf was awake :( this gave me so much flashbacks #i was so scared. there was only one woman there and she just ignored it #and then there were men at the Döner place but they also ignored it #he literally kept trying to get close to me… he wouldn’t stop talking to me and he commented on my obvious demeanour!!! ugh #and i was just walking thinking to myself yeah don’t be scared it’s ok people never sexually harass you here

[kraviolis]

anyways i got sidetracked from what i was originally gonna post. now that im off my medication for the foreseeable future (with minor exceptions like whenever my mom shares their adderall with me) ive become more acutely aware than ever before exactly how genetically predisposed to addiction and substance abuse i really am

#krav talks #im actively craving alcohol at any time of the day #and only after i got drunk ONCE #the cravings arent severe but its more of like “man drinking would make me feel so much better rn a drink sounds so good” #sorta the same as basically craving like a donut or something #ive experienced this before with smoking when i was like 15 and stole a pack on my mom's cigarettes #i would have a smoke every morning when everyone was asleep but never developed a full addiction bcus i literally forgot where i put them #but that nicotine craving has never gone away #and ive kept a close eye on it since then bcus FUCK being addicted to nicotine that shit is so expensive #i literally cannot afford to be addicted to anything i can barely buy myself shampoo rn #but if someone offered me a cigarette.... yeah i'd take it #im doin the same thing with alcohol rn. well im being a little more indulgent #bcus alcohol isnt as cancer-inducing as smoking #and its more socially acceptable #but yknow. keeping an eye on it. being self-aware of my own habits. #last night i really wanted to drink but instead i had like 7 coffees so im all good #oh im 100% addicted to caffeine honestly #for a brief moment when i was 18 im pretty sure i was close to an adderall addiction #but then i stayed awake for 72 hours that one time and heard people whispering my name and thought my food was made of maggots & ants #so i cut that shit out for the most part. my brain functions & sleeping habits have never been the same since then :)

[mccleans]

#it's 6am on my day off and i'm awake thinking about how cringe yesterday was #getting stood up by a man i didn't even like that much like whyyy am i literally always the dumped never the dumper #when he said he lost his wallet i was like okay yeah whatever annoying but fair enough #but then he put on his story that he was out at someone's house? so did i literally get blown off for him to go chill w someone else #it's so EMBARRASSING for me this is why i don't do this shit #like i kept telling myself i should date more and try again but it always ends up like this i'm so tired of it #what is it about me yk what is wrong with me that this type of shit always happens? #anyways. i'm going back to sleep lol

[transsexual-divinity]

I did it! Made it back home from my top surgery!!

#literally so unreal rn #like I can’t believe this happening for me like in real life #this is something I wanted and needed for so long like I’m so relieved that I don’t even know that to do with myself #I’m gonna focus on recovery and everything but then it’s kind of like well now what #I mean I’ll start working on the legal stuff but like this is such a major thing #like I’m actually awake and doing it #not in much pain yet tough just tight and sore #kept accidently like flexing/tensing up on the two hour drive home #so that probably doesn’t help lol #but man like I can’t even explain how much of a weird feeling this is #even though I’m all wrapped up in the bandages and sweaty and got the drains this is probably the most like happiest/relieved I’ve ever been #lik dam cis guys just feel like this every day #m talks #keep for ref #I should start a top surgery tag #mars.transgender operations #<- done lol