#mars.transgender operations

[transsexual-divinity]

I did it! Made it back home from my top surgery!!

#literally so unreal rn #like I can’t believe this happening for me like in real life #this is something I wanted and needed for so long like I’m so relieved that I don’t even know that to do with myself #I’m gonna focus on recovery and everything but then it’s kind of like well now what #I mean I’ll start working on the legal stuff but like this is such a major thing #like I’m actually awake and doing it #not in much pain yet tough just tight and sore #kept accidently like flexing/tensing up on the two hour drive home #so that probably doesn’t help lol #but man like I can’t even explain how much of a weird feeling this is #even though I’m all wrapped up in the bandages and sweaty and got the drains this is probably the most like happiest/relieved I’ve ever been #lik dam cis guys just feel like this every day #m talks #keep for ref #I should start a top surgery tag #mars.transgender operations #<- done lol