things remus lupin would be for halloween
-sirius black
-himself
-a werewolf
-a cowboy
-david bowie
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Liam is the cover of the playlist Just Good Music with 879,650 followers.
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It Gets Better
In my teens and early 20s, I was suicidal. Actively, for a while, and then mostly passively throughout college. Never made an attempt, but thought about it a lot.
Once I got married and had kids, suicidal thoughts were less frequent. I did, however, think an awful lot about either alternate universe versions of myself that were doing something different, or about living off grid, or about just getting on a greyhound bus and travelling literally anywhere else. When I saw a post on Tumblr once about how "wanting to disappear and run off into the woods" was a more mild form of the same thought process that gives you suicidal urges, it made a lot of sense.
Earlier this year I once again got the overwhelming urge to change my entire life. But instead of wanting to stop existing, or wanting to walk away from everything and start from zero, I realized - I want to rearrange my furniture. I want to paint all my walls. I want to rip up the paving stones in the back yard and plant flowers. I want to learn woodworking.
And I realized - I will probably always be restless. Combine the ADHD with never living in the same house for more than 4 years at a time as a kid, and you get a brain that constantly craves things that are new. But I've finally hit a point where the life that I'm in is mostly preferable to me. I've found people and relationships that I cherish. The fact that I want to stay and fix what I have instead of wanting to drop everything and run means that I like the majority of what I have. The good things about my life outweigh the negatives and the stress and the boredom that still remain. I finally have built up enough good in my life that it wouldn't be worth tossing it out.
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OH MY GODS OHMFGS the Percy Jackson tv show…. I’m literally abt to bawl it really is being done justice 😭😭😭😭. This is some Harry Potter level shit and idk if it’s bc I’m high but EVERY scene has such build and contextual texture I- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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I arrive at work
I immediately feel like bursting out crying
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mukta barve appreciation post
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