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#introvert but i miss poeple i miss talking to people i miss my friends. the only person ive been able to consistantly have actual
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#having emotions real quick sorry ->#im so sad all the time like literally all the time. im rotting awah in my damn room i dont do ajything. i used to consider myself an#introvert but i miss poeple i miss talking to people i miss my friends. the only person ive been able to consistantly have actual#conversations with for the past 5 years is my sister and i like talking to her but i miss my friends from primary school i miss talking to#them about just the most dumbest shit. i just want to talk to people i miss talking i want to talk. but i cant my stupid brain wont let me#it wont let me do anything so i just sit here and do nothing day in day out i stay up till the early ours of thr mornjng and dont eake up#until the middle of thr day and i hate it and i want to change but i dont know how. ive forgottwn how to do stuff ive forgotten bow to have#fun. the only thing i can do is draw and watch shit and ill be honest im not even sure if i enjoy drawing anymore thr only thing keepjng me#alive right now is silly cgaracters from my silly shows. i watch my shows and im not as sad anymore but it doesnt fycking last cos i wish i#could just talk to someone about the shows and characters and just general things i like. i cant even talk to my sister bc she just makes#fun of me so i just sit here by myself and continye to rot away but hey at least ive got a show that i can occasionly reblog cool art of#<- this isnt coherent at all but i just needed to get it out sorry. do you still like me *gets shot in the head and dies*
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Moonbow at it yet again with a new Mcyt AU-But like what else am I supposed to do?I got so much positive feedback for my royalty AU that I decided to come up with a new AU! Plus I binged all the Ocean's movies and like the main one that inspired me was Ocean's 8,that movie slaps!If you haven't watched it yet you definitely should!!Anyway-Like I said my family and I just moved and I'm getting an extreme haircut today(lmao) so I'm pretty busy but don't worry the first chapter of "Royal Buisness" is going to be out in a few weeks/months!!Love u all and hope u like it <3💤💙
📷Target Spotted💻 (Mcyt Spy AU)
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Sleepyboisinc(S.B.I) -> my absolute favorite bois ♡
-The sleepyboisinc originally started of as a joke.A few five year olds have the dream of becoming secret agents and start their own Buisness.
-No one really took it seriously back in the days when the three boys would draw and write down ideas for advanced technology devices and gadgets,I mean c'mon it's only natural for kids to grow up with dreams.The childish roleplaying on the playground eventually stopped but the dream stayed.Everyone simply thought that the trio would forget about their ideas in a few years and "grow up".
-Well they were wrong.Nobody could have predicted that the three of them continued with their "shenanigans" through all of their years in highschool-
-Techno,Phil and Wilbur stayed in touch while growing up. The three of them developed such a stron brotherly bond that at some point they left out everyone else and only shared their time with eachother.Their families informed them that they should be more open and extroverted but the three of them are stubborn.
-Time skip to College.Techno went on to study Psychology and English,Wilbur went to start a musical career and Phil- he just kinda disappeared?He didn't tell them where he went to college or what he was doing after school.
-So after two years of somewhat going their separate ways and two years of Phil missing without a single trace,both Techno and Wilbur decide to meet up and look for him. What the two didn't expect is that that night their childhood dream would become reality.
-Turns out that Phil,during those two years,secretly developed the S.B.I foundation.Techno and Wilbur couldn't believe that he managed to do all of this by himself and honestly?They were more than impressed and happy.It was their life long dream afterall and the fact that Phil made it all possible was absolutely overwhelming and appreciated.
-Phil explained everything.He told them that he didn't expect it to actually turn out this good and work functionality but it did!Phil also didn't accomplish it by himself but he hired a few poeple they could use on their side.At this point Techno and Wilbur were even more in love with their new jobs that they immediately dropped out of their previous occupations.
-He showed them around and the two of them were awestruck.Phil couldn't help but smile and laugh at their reactions since he only expected it to be this way.Phil didn't have to show them how things work becouse they created and designed all of this together,Phil was only the one who made it reality.
-Everything looked like from their drawings.The whole aesthetic of the building the S.B.I was located in was amazing.The outside looked like nothing special,and that's the way it's supposed to be.People weren't ment to get suspicious and curious.So making it look like a simple buisness was perfect.
-The only thing Techno and Wilbur weren't familiar with was the new staff so Phil gladly introduced them to eachother! Techno could already tell that there are a few poeple who he clearly won't get along with aswell as people he sees himself working with quite okay.As Phil watched them interacting he couldn't help the wide smile forming on his lips: The sleepy bois are finally reunited :)
Techno N.(Blade):
Techno is one of the best if not the best spy and the one with the biggest amount of action going on.His loyalty and dedication to his job are insane.Even back when they were kids Techno was always the one to stick up for Phil and Wilbur and make sure that the kids who bully them never show their faces again.
Techno is tough and clever.He thinks before he acts.His movements aren't exactly the most precise ones but they are definitely swift.Not to mention that there are times where instead of intimidating the target into getting out the information they need Techno turns to violence.He does apologize for it afterwards though so it's chill.
Techno is a professional at his finest.Getting caught?Never. Messing up?Not Techno.Tricks or traps?Don't work- During his training arc Techno learned the ways of a spy in and out. When Techno wants something to happen or go his way he only focuses on said thing and leaves it aside once he achieves what he wanted.
Techno prefers to work alone,he is extremely shy and introverted so it isn't easy working with people he's not comfortable around or familiar with.His social anxiety is not really a big help either- (Protect him) Another fun fact is that Techno's ADHD makes him struggle with his big focus ability.But everyone in the company knows it and they know that he can't do anything about it. •Accepting friends am I right? :)
Techno is the only employee that Phil let's in on the biggest news and insights first(Apart from Wilbur) and he is also the only one he trusts with the more dangerous weapons.Techno is really good with those!
Techno's missions are the ones that mostly need to be taken care of at night-His sleeping schedule is messed up so Phil gave him the night shift.Of course Phil has days where he strictly tells Techno to take them off so he can take care of his health and sleep.Techno refuses but knows that it makes Phil happy so he takes days off for him (I love their relationship <3)
Techno's job is his number one priority.Due to the fact that he used to study and specialize in psychology as well as in English and it's History Techno is very smart. His intelligence and usage of certain words tend to confuse other people and Techno would do it on purpose just to see the expression on their faces.
May I add that Techno is very calm and sarcastic.He also tends to be very polite and cold which makes poeple uncomfortable sometimes.His ego and confidence are both massive aswell which has it's ups and downs!
Techno is really good in cartography(Maps).During highschool Techno unintentionally desroyed everyone in Geography.He didn't like the subject he was only a natural at it.(If you couldn't figure it out already I obviously had to put in an SMP Earth reference)
Techno is one hell of a pilot.Poeple seriously question themselves how he is so good at flying planes or helicopters.Why complain though?A talent like that could come in handy any time when needed.
Phil W.(1ZA):
The boss and founder of the Sleepyboisinc(S.B.I)
Phil was the one who made all of their childhood dreams come true,and he's very proud of how far he himself and his friends have come!
Phil goes on missions on very rare occasions.His main job is to stay in his office and make sure that things run smoothly and the way they are supposed to.
He counts and is known as the information center and the backup for his agents.Him going on missions is very risky since he always has to be available during everything.His main priority is that all of his agents and friends come back safely and most importantly alive from their jobs.
Becouse Phil is mostly stuck in his office busy with paper work,he can read his agents like an open book. Phil's ability to instantly make someone feel welcomed and loved can either be seen as comforting or scary.One look at you and Phil knows exactly what topics to talk about.He can't but choose to use that ability to his advantage.
Phil is a very caring and kind person.He is the definition of wholesome!S.B.I is pretty lucky to have such a understanding and nice boss to work with.
Phil tends to keep his eyes on the troublemakers(I will get to them later 👀)and Techno especially.The first one is pretty self explanatory since the nickname says it all.Techno on the other hand is in Phil's sight not becouse he's a brainless idiot but of his health issues.
He is a very patient and empathetic person it isn't in his nature to be angry or mad at someone but when he is it gets scary.To have Phil actually mad it you,you would have to fuck up big time.Poeple who have experienced Phil being angry with them have nightmares till this day.He won't be violent and he won't insult you but he will hit you where it hurts the most,he will fo under the deepest parts of your skin. (Not physically but mentally)
Phil knows the right time to be serious and the right time to have fun and joke around with his friends.After a successful mission the crew would go out and celebrate their victory.Phil has to make sure that all of his idiot agents don't get too drunk so that no laws will be broken and no unnecessary information will be spread around.Gotta keep up a good rep am I right?
Everyone in the company sees Phil as a big father figure.I mean who wouldn't?The vibes he gives of remind everyone of an overprotective dad.Whenever somebody of his agents has a problem their first instinct is to go and talk to Phil about them.Phil will gladly listen and cheer them up when he needs to <3
Wilbur S.(Dirty Crime Boy):
Wilbur is the S.B.I's decoy and undercover specialist. His biggest flex is that becouse he is so handsome and charming,Phil decided to let him be the distraction. This guy could flirt with anyone and he would have them wrapped around his finger in no time.
There is just something so exciting and addictive to taking on different personalities and outfits.Wilbur can pull out any look or personality trait.His favorite one would have to be a musician,he doesn't have to act around too much since he's in his natural habitat. Wilbur sometimes has way too much fun with his job.
There are times where Wilbur is asked to perform somewhere so that Techno or whoever is on a mission with him is able to do what they need to do.He will get caught up in the moment and forget that he is on a mission so when Phil tells Wilbur's partner to drag him off stage and calm him down they immediately do so.
Apart from that,Wilbur is extremely good at what he does.You know those guys in movies who will drug other poeple's drinks and stuff to either rob them or drag them someplace else?Yeah that guy is Wilbur. His suave attitude and velvety voice makes everyone want to have a drink with him :)
Wilbur has the power of blackmailing on his side.This guy knows everything about everyone.You smoked weed with your ex on a highschool party?Wilbur knows it all.Some shit you did when you were home alone three weeks ago?Wilbur has all the details.He knows so much shit that people who work with him are genuinely scared to get close to him just couse they fear that he will know all their secrets.
Somehow Wilbur is able to get any information that is required for a certain mission.Your grandma's name?Blood type?Favorite type of cacti?Wilbur has it all memorized in his head.Phil may have all the needed information but Wil has the dirty secrets and past shit someone has gotten themselves into.
Wilbur's favorite person to work with has to be Techno.Not only becouse of their brotherly bond but becouse Wil knows that if he's stuck somewhere Techno is always around and will get him out.Wil simply enjoys Techno's company,he doesn't talk much so it gives Wilbur enough time and silence to talk about his day or something stupid that pissed him off.
Becouse Wilbur has to work undercover and make sure that he doesn't get recognized,he is fluent in multiple languages,his most requested ones are: German,French and Spanish!!(My personal headcanon I know Wilbur doesn't speak all three of them fluently)
Wilbur is the one who gets send onto missions that require to travel to a different country.Most of the time Wilbur happily agrees but on rare occasions where he feels as if something might go wrong or when he has a bad feeling about some place he will desperately try and get Phil to send someone else.
Tommy S.(Innit) ->Proud Inniter btw <3
Sixteen years old and already a spy?Tommy is living the dream of surely everybody in his highschool.Being light and quick on his feet Tommy's job is sneaking in and pickpocketing.Need a unique antique located in a safely secured safe?Tommy's got you.A wallet with a credit card or ID?Tommy already has it.Maybe it's a watch or a jewelry piece?It's Tommy's now.
Tommy's outgoing and energetic personality is a huge boost to the company.Whenever an agent backs down from a mission,Tommy will immediately call them out for being a coward.Tommy has the mouth of a sailor so him calling you a piss baby or bitch boy is completely normal to everybody working in S.B.I
They are pretty much used to it that Tommy has no filter when it comes to his opinion on something.He is brutally honest and isn't afraid to call you out for you bullshit.Tommy can be a little too open minded from time to time which gets him into dumb situations.
Tommy has the stupid ability to make everyone hate him the moment they meet him.Tommy tends to start fights or arguments against multiple people who are way stronger and taller than him.He doesn't think before he acts and just dives head in.
Almost 99.9% of the complaints Phil receives from other companies or his familiars are from Tommy.Even though Tommy promises Phil to stay out of trouble and keep his attitude to himself,he still manages to break those promises the moment someone insults his friends or makes fun of him.Phil seriously needs to teach him some proper manners-
"The business bay" is a small alliance that Tommy has formed in S.B.I,long story short it's all the younger agents (Tommy,Toby,Bitzel,Deo and Luke)in the company working together in a group.(Mostly just becouse all four of them go to the same School and Tommy needs people to steal homework from-)
Tommy seeks attention and admiration in any shape or form.Call him an "Alpha male" and you've got your name secured on "Keep them safe" list.The only other person Tommy admires,apart from himself is Techno. Literally the smallest "good job" or "well done" sends Tommy's ego over the edge.He will brag to everybody who is stupid enough to listen to him.He will constantly try and impress Techno in any way,which ends up in Tommy getting too ahead of himself and getting embarrassed for being so clumsy.
Wilbur and Tommy have a wierd relationship.One minute they are normally interacting with eachother and the other they are trying to kill eachother.Tommy complains about Wilbur all the time,about how annoying he is and that he thinks that he's best- Though when it comes to having eachother's backs that rivalry is put aside and they work together to save both of their asses.
Neither Techno or Wilbur will admit it but when Phil sends either of them to get Tommy's ass out of some shit he has gotten himself into the two of them are worried and get very protective over him.Sure Techno teases and ignores Tommy to no end and Wilbur annoys the living shit out of him but both of them make sure to take care of Tommy like their little bro.
AHHHHH IT'S FINISHED!!ANOTHER AU HAS BEEN WRITTEN QJSJWKKQ-Sorry guys I'm very excited about this AU,I have been working on it for a few days now and I had to write down all my headcanons and ideas!Don't worry my royal AU is still a work in progress so keep in mind that the first chapter will come out soon!I hope you guys enjoyed my Spy AU and ofcourse any kind of feedback is welcomed! Love u all <3 <3
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tag i guess
Thank you for tagging me @omg-notobsessed, I haven’t done any of these bad boys in some time so here we go, not that people actually want to know shit about me.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Rules: Answer all questions and tag 20 people.
1. What is your nickname?
I don’t really have a nickname, so yeah but people keep calling me Clark Kent because of this little curly strand of hair falling into my face.
2. What is your zodiac sign?  
Aquarius
3. What is your favorite book series?
don’t have just one so The Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter and The Kingkiller Chronicle probably
4. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?
I still believe those alien fuckers will abduct my ass.
5. Who is your favorite author?
Tolkien, Rothfuss, Poe, Twain an many more!
6. What is your current favorite song?
Flesh by Simon Curtis
7. What is your favorite word?
fuck
8. What was the last song you listened to?
Where is my mind? by Pixies
9. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch?
Mr. Robot
10. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down?
The Night at the Museum, not kidding
11. Do you play video games?
Hell yeah!
12. What is your biggest fear?
People
13. What is your best quality, in your opinion?
....sense of humour....?
14. What is your worst quality, in your opinion?
all of my qualities are equally terrible tbh
15. What is your favorite season?
Autumn and winter
16. Are you in a relationship?
Nah, that’s not for me
17. What is something you miss from your childhood?
My past self
18. Who is your best friend?
I don’t have a best friend
19. What is your eye color?
Blue with bits of brown and green
20. What is your hair color?
Currently pink but the natural colour is brown
21. Who is someone you love?
Crap ton of amaying actors and game characters
22. Who is someone you trust?
no one, really
23. Who is someone you think about often?
a lot of people?
24. Are you currently excited about/for something?
nope
25. What is your biggest obsession?
TV shows/movies/books/games
26. What was your favorite TV show as a child?
Spongebob?
27. Do you have any unusual phobias?
Philophobia
28. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?
behind it
29. What is your favorite hobby?
binge watching tv shows
30. What was the last book you read?
I was rereading The Kingkiller Chronicle 
31. What was the last movie you watched?
Night at the Museum: Secret of the Tomb
32. What musical instruments do you play, if any?
I can’t really play any instrument
33. What is your favorite animal?
all of them
34. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?
@frenchhotmess @incorrect-star-trek @tree-of-blue-squirrel @littlesasquatch @music-x-freak probably
35. What superpower do you wish you had?
manipulating time and space
36. When and where do you feel most at peace?
in my room or far from civilization
37. What makes you smile?
Rami Malek
38. What sports do you play, if any?
Volleyball
39. What is your favorite drink?
tea and coffee
40. Are you afraid of heights?
not really
41. What is your biggest pet peeve?
it’s a cosplay pet peeve and it’s basicaly when poeple weight-shame someone
42. Have you ever been to a concert?
nope
43. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?
an actor or an astronaut
44. What fictional world would you like to live in?
Harry Potter/Kingkiller Chronicle/Lord of the Rings universe, one of these
45. What is something you worry about?
my poor decisions
46. Are you scared of the dark?
no
47. Do you like to sing?
sometimes although I don’t really sing well
48. Have you ever skipped school?
of course
49. What is your favorite place on the planet?
my room probably
50. Where would you like to live?
Venice maybe
51. Do you have any pets?
yeah I have a doggo
52. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl?
night owl
53. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better?
both
54. Do you know how to drive?
yup
55. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones?
i like both
56. Have you ever had braces?
no
57. What is your favorite genre of music?
I don’t have a favourite genre, I like all songs except the ones I don’t.?
58. Who is your hero?
not sure tbh could be Markiplier though
59. Do you read comic books?
yea
60. What makes you the most angry?
people
61. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book?
i don’t mind either but a real book is always better
62. What is your favorite subject in school?
art
63. Do you have any siblings?
three older sisters
64. What was the last thing you bought?
cigarettes
65. How tall are you?
5″10/1,78m
66. Can you cook?
yes
67. What are three things that you love?
TV shows, privacy, sweets
68. What are three things that you hate?
people, romance, myself
69. What is your sexual orientation?
hell if I know
70. Where do you currently live?
slovakia
71. Who was the last person you texted?
my mom
72. When was the last time you cried?
last night
73. Who is your favorite YouTuber?
Markiplier
74. Do you like to take selfies?
sometimes
75. What is your favorite app?
youtube or tumblr
76. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like?
it isn’t, well basicaly bad
77. What is your favorite foreign accent?
irish
78. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit?
toronto
79. What is your favorite number?
23
80. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting?
both!!!
81. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil?
idk maybe?
82. Are you allergic to anything?
nope well except people
83. Can you wiggle your ears?
what? no? 
84. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something?
not very often
85. Do you prefer the forest or the beach?
forest
86. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?
just don’t give a fuck
87. Are you a good liar?
i suppose I am
88. What is your Hogwarts House?
slytherin
89. Do you talk to yourself?
yeah all the time
90. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
introvert
91. Do you keep a journal/diary?
i used to but not anymore
92. Do you believe in second chances?
depends
93. Do you believe that people are capable of change?
maybe
94. Are you ticklish?
yes.... yes I am...
95. Have you ever been on a plane?
yes, multiple times
96. Do you have any piercings?
i have my ears pierced
97. What fictional character do you wish was real?
the better me I created
98. Do you have any tattoos?
no, not yet
99. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far?
best? i don’t think I ever made a good decision in my whole life
100. Do you believe in karma?
yeah, bitch got back at me few times already
101. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
glasses
102. Do you want children?
no
103. Who is the smartest person you know?
i don’t know?
104. What is your most embarrassing memory?
pretty much everything about me is embarassing
105. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter?
yes, more than once
106. What color are most of you clothes?
dark colours
107. Do you like adventures?
yeah
108. Have you ever been on TV?
jeez.... yes... that was probably the most embarassing...
109. How old are you?
17
110. What is your favorite quote?
“I see the beauty in the rules, the invisible code of chaos, hiding behind the menacing face of order.”
111. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods?
sweet 
112. Have your friends ever badly disapponted you?
yeah and who would think it was the poeple I met here
113.  What is your favorite scent?
cinnamon?
114. Random fact you know?
For every human on Earth there are 1.6 million ants.
115. What is your opinion on long distance relationships?
hardcore thing to put up with, I don’t really think they work, 2/10 wouldn’t try again
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