#im so sad all the time like literally all the time. im rotting awah in my damn room i dont do ajything. i used to consider myself an

[freakzterz]

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#having emotions real quick sorry -> #im so sad all the time like literally all the time. im rotting awah in my damn room i dont do ajything. i used to consider myself an #introvert but i miss poeple i miss talking to people i miss my friends. the only person ive been able to consistantly have actual #conversations with for the past 5 years is my sister and i like talking to her but i miss my friends from primary school i miss talking to #them about just the most dumbest shit. i just want to talk to people i miss talking i want to talk. but i cant my stupid brain wont let me #it wont let me do anything so i just sit here and do nothing day in day out i stay up till the early ours of thr mornjng and dont eake up #until the middle of thr day and i hate it and i want to change but i dont know how. ive forgottwn how to do stuff ive forgotten bow to have #fun. the only thing i can do is draw and watch shit and ill be honest im not even sure if i enjoy drawing anymore thr only thing keepjng me #alive right now is silly cgaracters from my silly shows. i watch my shows and im not as sad anymore but it doesnt fycking last cos i wish i #could just talk to someone about the shows and characters and just general things i like. i cant even talk to my sister bc she just makes #fun of me so i just sit here by myself and continye to rot away but hey at least ive got a show that i can occasionly reblog cool art of #<- this isnt coherent at all but i just needed to get it out sorry. do you still like me *gets shot in the head and dies*