#inanimate insani

[mouseynest]

"pachew! pew pew!!!!"

a zilly zcreenzhot from iii, but i would like to talk about zomething a bit more perzonal

Just kind of rant-ish, but I feel like Cabby is REALLY misunderstood. She's one of the few characters in the show id thought people would really connect with/relate to, but most of what I see is slander or hate. I could see why people argue that she is a 'stalker' or 'creepy' but those are the same people who also really like fan. Fan and Cabby have some things in common that most people forget??? They both are deemed, 'smart', both know a lot about the contestants/the show, and were at one point hated by others because of it. Cabby was also in the right by trying to get Fan eliminated (he literally invaded her privacy and some people just ignore that????). Now, her teammates had some reason to vote for her. Expecting people to act just how they're written in file? Thinking you're friends with someone (test tube) when really they either don't like you or see you mutually? *cough* AUTISM *cough cough*.

(This next bit is kinda vent-ish so if you feel uncomfy reading that kind of stuff, you should prob click off now!!!)

Cabby has a problem that I and others face, that being unable to truly understand the closeness of friends. This is really brought up in her relationship with test tube, her looking up to her and really wanting to be her friend/ally, and test tube only seeing her as an enemy, or rarely, just a teammate. In episode ten when Cabby rejoins, She is very surprised at the others on the island cheering for her after winning. She obviously didn't realize they viewed her this way.

It's hard learning that your idol, your 'best friend', your role model only sees you as a friend, an acquaintance, a nobody, or even an enemy. It leaves this void, a hole, and you feel betrayed, stabbed in the back, and you're just mad at yourself that you didn't realize it. Usually, you feel this way until you find 'them' and your whole world revolves around them, and the cycle repeats. The best feeling in it is the little attention, the conversations even with said person.

Not trying to put the blame on anyone, so I'm not gonna say who, but recently I had a conversation with one of my idols, and I really see them as a friend!! I wanna support them as a friend!!! I wanna make gifts, show my admiration, and joke with them!!! but whenever I realize that they have other friends, or that they barely know me, I feel crushed!!! I feel that void, the hole in my chest from before. It aches, realizing that I have/had no chance of being friends with such a cool person!!

(this feels like im getting a fking BOULDER off my back just by saying this)

(it also felt really hard to write this because i was CONSTANTLY rephrasing everything, hoping it never sounded too complicated or obvious. There's also just lines here im just plainly confused with, but whats the point of caring about that now if no one's gonna see this [probably] )

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(Photo by @mentallystrider on Pinterest!!)

#rant #vent post #cabby #cabby ii #cabby is so silly :3!!!! #autism coded #kinnie moment #inanimate insani #osc #iii #big ranty hehe #exploding #neurodiversity

[cosmikirby]

ii2 15 leak real

#my art #animation #inanimate insanity #self ship #self shipping #osc #yeah I’m sane. and normal. normal and saneEAAGHHHH #also this looks like shit cause I made it in flipaclip #sweetheart (objectsona) #test tube ii #I’m kissing her forever and ever #sorry what were we talking about again OHYEAH I LOVE TEST TUBE INANIMATE INSANI💥💥💥

[officerhomo]

new au. teehee

inanimate insani-one. will post more on it later

#ii #inanimate insanity #hfjone #technically #ii oj #oj ii

[c10v3r]

HELP MEEE THISBIS SO INSANE like hahhhahaha inanimate insani -💫

WHEN THE INANIMATE IS INSANE 😰😰😨🔥🔥💯💯💯

[decompose1]

sorry for being a little bit crazy back to inanimate insaniity

#rabbit.txt

[mouseynest]

3 am doodlez from like may (??)

Lemon Demon and undertale referencez <333!!!!!!!!!!!!

#shitpost #random shit #lemon demon #undertale reference #MY REALLY COOL WIG #really cool wig #i just couldnt handle the responsibility #lightbrush #lightbrush ii #inanimate insani #inanimate insanity #III #II

[mouseynest]

Day three of pozting my crappy art drawn with a mouze pad and unfamiliar program until i get uzed to/understand tumblr. I really like zome of theze doodlez and the way i drew Leafy'z azzet :33

meowz!!!

Anywayz, expect another drawing pozted today, (maybe two) for the new III epizode!!!

#inanimate insani #inanimate insanity #meow #silly kitty #meow meow #doodle #doodle sketch #meow mrow #silly meow meow #leafy bfdi #pin bfdi #object oc #day three #day 3 #bfdi #bfb #bfb leafy #bfb pin

[mouseynest]

Day two of pozting my crappy art drawn with a mouze and unfamiliar program until i get uzed to/understand tumblr. Todayz drawing, BALLOON from INANIMATE INZANITY!!!! :3 Zhe'z the zilliezt. nothing elze much tbh :>!!!

#ii #ii balloon #bfb #osc #osc art #inanimate insani #gijnka #day two #day 2