#in fact i may be stupid

[kageyama-shigeo]

when i forget that tumblr exists for 2 weeks

#rip i even forgot to post my art over here #i am not smart #in fact i may be stupid #i never even remember if i have a text post tag on here #puts my head in my hands

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #thats not supposed to be lan qiren; just a lan elder #once again wwx tries to play chess (setting up a pin) only for lwj to take the peice and crush it in his mouth #teen wangji is the definition of lawful good. Follow and obey the rules outlined by your [group laws] even at the cost to yourself #lawful good gets done so dirty in media (lawful stupid is usually what the result of trying to write such a character becomes) #but here? nah. LWJ’s severe lawfulness does get used for humour but it does *so* much more too #We get to establish a strong character basis for the fact *he stands by what he beleives in—unshakingly* #idk if anyone is out there saying LWJ moves alignment; cause I’d argue his code of law simply shifts to something (someone) else #regardless; i love this scene a lot for what it shows about lwj’s character and its also such a good character dynamic #oh I forgot to wish everyone a happy first day of spring (north hemmies) and fall (south hemmies) #may the change in season be a blessing B*) not for me though I have seasonal allergies #ramadan started recently too; Ramadan Kareem to all the muslims passing by this blog!

[mellowthorn]

conversations that are cute and funny when you read them the first time, but absolutely devastating on a reread

#’and whenever i call you that you may call me Fool’ aahhhhhhh #not so fun fact: i was an actual idiot on my first read and genuinely thought the Fool was just messing with Fitz here….. #it took me until the quarrel to realize that wait. fuck. i'm just as stupid as Fitz #rote #rote reread #fool’s errand #realm of the elderlings #tawny man trilogy

[moth-time]

thinking about dungeon meshi (as you do) and something that has been increasingly bothering me is how many people call Laios 'stupid' or similar. Often even as they are trying to pitch the manga to people.

And it's been bugging me because it's just. Absolutely not true? Laios is socially inept to a fault, that's like half the driving reason for the plot. But beside the obvious 'he knows a shit-ton about monsters and this is very helpful to their dungeon adventuring', he's also shown to be a good strategist, and pretty decent at magic once he actually puts his mind to it. He's a competent team leader who knows his teams strengths and weaknesses well despite being fairly bad at people. He can be silly, but to be fair so can most of his team. And he does make poor/stupid decisions (like eating raw parasite) mainly because of his hyperfixation sometimes. But he's far from stupid.

Idk man I am obviously annoyed because I think calling the heavily autistic coded guy 'stupid' is a bad look, but it annoys me doubly because the story makes it pretty obvious that he is not. That's a pretty essential part of the story actually!

#dungeon meshi #laios #meta #moth talks #i realize posting this on the day the parasite episode airs #may be counter productive #but in my defense #it was the thought “well that was stupid” that prompted this #he does stupid shit sometimes! #so does marcille #so does senshi as a matter of fact #but there's a difference between occasional poor decisions and being stupid as like a defining characteristic #the later doesnt really apply to anyone in DM #and certainly not to laios

[moeblob]

You literally spent three hours having an ENTIRE SCHOOL (teachers included) slut-shaming a guy just for him to be a (spoiler).

#bewitching sinners #palmier baker #hello i have indeed become way too invested in this otome and i am in love with an ex boyfriend #i mean technically not MY ex boyfriend but like .... a different version of me's ex boyfriend.... #thinking about that teacher who refers to four of the main cast as the twink quartet #honestly hello hi ! the game is very funny so far but also extremely violent ! #it isnt for everyone but its kinda exactly my brand of stupidity and also just #its a bunch of silly lil things but also i have been in awe of how much LOVE AND JOY this game is made with #you can play as either a masc or fem body and you can pick your pronouns after it #and the art is just .... so appealing to me and there is SO MUCH art and im just in absolute awe #i am actually uhhhhh working on a comic for the game based on one scene that just made me laugh #also i really like how the entire school including everyone that is clearly attracted to palmier is like nope nope not gonna do anything #because your ex will literally kill me if i do thanks bye! #and then too his face and behind his back they mock the ex for being Group Mum #listen i may be down bad for my ex.... but when you see the ex boyfriend you will also just say #yeah that checks out for salmon and i am not shocked by this at all #also fun fact there is a fishing mini game and you start it by talking to the fisherman who is named Pike #you literally talk to Mr Fish to fish and i love this honestly!

[wonder-worker]

"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."

-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", "Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty"

#historicwomendaily #elizabeth woodville #my post #friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional' #(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...) #EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband #but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part #As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional' #A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means #of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances #to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor) #It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey #It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years #But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious) #By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family #(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons) #I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485 #which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional #date of 12 February 1487 #2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other #widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump #to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was) #I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument #Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was #They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless #I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests) #certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort #and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!' #which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure #ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.

[moongothic]

Crocodile and dragon meeting because Ivankov introduces them is a cute au idea….you go to the queer pope for magic HRT and through whatever compulsive small talk they decide that you would be *perfect* for their less powerful token cis bestfriend

Describing Iva-chan as the Queer Pope is so fucking funny though oh my god

Part of me feels like it'd be funnier if Ivankov assumed both Croc and Dragon were straight, so they were introducing the two so they could literally be Just Friends (esp because you'd assume they aren't each other's type to begin with)

So when Iva-chan then accidentally walks in on the two smooching they just

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Asks #Dragodile #Accidental Wingmate Comrade Emporio Ivankov #I may be biased because even in canon Iva can't have known the two were dating which is funny as fucking hell #And I desperately need to retain that speck of comedy even if it was an AU #We're not gonna talk about the fact that this ask has been buried in my inbox for literally a month #My inbox is well-fed and even if I decide I can't think of something to say in response to an ask I find it hard to delete them #And appearently I missed an ask or two because of this #Me big stupid

[buggbuzz]

made this in september but wanted to let it simmer before i shared it cause i wanted to be sure first. dont let my mom see

#i do not wanma argue abt it with her which sucks cause i'd put it on my insta and tiktok otherwise #i love her sm shes literally so smart but shes so STUPID abt gender stuff #yk what i had a whole tag rant here abt my mom but thats for another day i think #anyways not the point xoxo #my friends had to sit through like ten of these rants from april to september before i realized i may not in fact be cis #demigirl #trans #nonbinary #biology #genetics #queer biology #gender #queer #buzzart #buggie's nerd stuff #buzzing

[that-one-scared-gay]

am i the only one who wants a fic where dany is transported to hotd time, preferably around that dinner right before viserys died, so that this entire mess of a family is confronted with what will become of their dynasty — a girl who calls herself the mother of dragons, who grew up as a beggar and was sold by her own brother in exchange for an army, who has never set a foot in king’s landing, who is the last of her kind, the last of the targaryens

and for dany to look at these people, her ancestors — her family was so large, there are so many of them — and their dragons, who wear saddles, who are tended to in the dragonpit, by keepers who know what they are doing, who have a long history with these creatures

and she knows, she knows her histories, she knows about the dance, she knows these individuals are the ones who brought her family to ruin, who made the dragons disappear — and she thinks of being stuck in the desert with a half-dead khalasar and three newborn dragons, of struggling to feed them, of not knowing how, of all these things that have been lost to her, these birthrights that were stolen- her dragons were gifted by a pentosi merchant, not placed at her cradle as it should have been— and seeing them all take it for granted, knowing they will destroy all of it in a war that has no victor-

can you imagine daenerys, who has only ever wanted to go home, who has only ever wanted to have family- can you picture her looking at them, at these people who hate each other, who will kill each other, who will take so much from her, even if they don’t know it yet

can you imagine her rage, at all of them, for taking it all for granted. for turning on each other over the throne, when it would be theirs regardless, would be targaryen, would be the dynasty’s, and don’t they understand, a targaryen alone in the world is a terrible thing

#anyway i have thoughts #got #hotd #game of thrones #daenerys targaryen #also in this concept all three of her dragons travel back with her #the three of them have never seen any dragons except each other #imagine drogon meeting vhagar and being like oh shit i’m not the boss man here #dany yells at her stupid family and demands to interrogate the dragon keepers #what the fuck do you mean dragons will tolerate other people #what the fuck do you mean they gabe saddles #everyone else: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT HAVE A SADDLE #also i can imagine daemon/rhaenys/any of them being like no one can tame three dragons #a dragon has only one rider and vice versa #and dany being like well i’m not their rider i’m their mother #drogon is just more practical to ride because he’s bigger #but see if the other two don’t get jealous if they think i’m neglecting them #rhaenicent #tagging them because they are an invariable fact in any hotd thing i may post ever #also dany immediately clocks that whole situation and also decides #well if i’m going to try and fuck up the future and try to stop this war and protect my heritage (read: save the dragons) #then the women are usually the most sensible people in the situation #unfortunately for her rhaenyra and alicent are both insane #also viserys doesn’t die on sheer account of being too much of a nerd to not stick around to ask what the future is like #and also the realization that his death is gonna Fuck Things Up Severely Actually #cause before he was like #no of course everyone will get along #one family dinner fixed everything #i don’t like viserys btw #house of the dragon

[tvnacity]

omg i just now realized torchwood is an anagram of doctor who

#I may be stupid #lucy speaks #torchwood #doctor who #I’m sure this was a known fact but well. not by me

[ratislatis]

PETOPHER NATION HOW WE FEELING 2NITE 💃💃💃💃

#teen wolf #chris argent #peter hale #fanart #digital art #cannot get over the fact their ship name is petopher #thats so stupid. but what else do we call them #christer? methinks fucking not #the bite of 2016 AU #anyway switching to my pc to write this out because it will be a lot #HI. #IF YOU DIDNT KNOW. IM DERANGED ABOUT TEEN WOLF #ANYWAY I WAS LISTENING TO 'GLIMPSE OF US' BY MY MAIN MAN JOJI #AND I WAS THINKING OF PARALELLS BETWEEN PETER + CHRIS AND LYDIA + ALLISON #CHRIS AND ALLISON BOTH HOLDING WEAPONS AT PEOPLE THEY ONCE CALLED THEIR BEST FRIEND #THE FEAR IN GROWING UP A HUNTER #AND THE THINGS THAT CHRIS HAD TO DO UNDER HIS ABUSIVE FAMILY #AND HOW HE'D NEVER WANT HIS DAUGHTER TO FEEL THE SAME #BUT HE COULD NEVER POSSIBLY PROTECT HER AND PREVENT HER FROM THAT FEAR AT THE SAME TIME #THAT FEAR MAY HAVE DRIVEN PEOPLE AWAY #BUT ITS THE SAME FEAR THAT SAVED HIS LIFE #AND IT SAVED HERS #DO NOT GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON PETER HALE #TO WATCH YOUR BEST FRIEND ERODE UNDER THE PRESSURE OF THE CODE #TO KEEP HIM AT AN ARM'S LENGTH TO PROTECT YOUR FAMILY #BUT IT IS ULTIMATELY USELESS BECAUSE YOUR NEPHEW WAS TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BY!!!! YOUR BEST FRIENDS FUCKING SISTER!!!! AND SHE!!!! #!!!!!!! TRIED TO BURN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE DOWN!!!??!?!?? #HELP. #HELLLPPPPPPPPPP

[mihrsuri]

I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.

#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would #genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse) #i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top #of a jewish trauma spike #and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm #does not look great #i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words #(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful) #(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you…) #(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it) #(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression) #(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else #abuse cw #i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered #this will disappear probably #UGH #(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to) #(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in) #(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need) #(just a bit of grace apologies) #(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that) #(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway) #a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing #(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr) #it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead #and it’s like I can fake it so well #(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people) #to run through the steps of not being alone #i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people #to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person

[atopvisenyashill]

my hot take of the day is that clearly the people who swallow the in universe targ & valyrian exceptionalism are being completely taken in by the exact system that george is trying to critique but also i think the people who over correct into this idea that not a single targaryen is worthy of like, our empathy or sorrow or are rightfully chafing against the structures put in place by valyrians, first men, and andals alike are also being incredibly 2d in their analysis. i feel like this happens most often when people try to make the case that andals are somehow oppressed in westerosi society on a cultural level simply bc valyrian supremacy trumps andal culture. i think this is incredibly silly to say or posit as the truth in universe because there is in fact some oppression of culture in westeros but it’s not the andals lol!!! it’s the first men, the dornish, the rhoynar/greenblood orphans, and the ironborn. there Is some level of,,,, idk bigotry/xenophobia towards valyrians but only valyrians who don’t worship the faith - people like larra rogare, who still follow valyrian gods, do face this bigotry because they’re Too Foreign, the same way someone like thoros, melisandre, taena, etc who are essosi but not from a still heavy valyrian-based society like volantis and lys, and that’s definitely important to the conversation, because it shows the Dominant Culture is in fact the Andal culture when it comes to westeros and that’s like,,, fine, and even more interesting to me to see how andals, who have been the dominant force on westeros for thousands of years, interact with valyrians, who clearly want to keep ideas of valyrian supremacy alive somehow and essentially try to get the other dominant force in westeros to buy in (which they do!). like, are these two at odds sometimes? yes! but i don’t think it’s correct to say that the andals face ~prejudice for being andals or followers of the faith either!

#like certainly people in fandom get insane about the andals bc they’re projecting their hate of catholicism onto them. #but george himself is not writing about how all catholics are inherently evil he’s writing about the STRUCTURE being evil. i think the #series in fact finds something useful in one person’s individual faith & the way they may internalize it. that’s why we get the quiet isle! #getting on my soap box #yes i did see a post about the [redacted] being oppressed by the mean evil valyrians and rolled my eyes. #anyways like this idea that the valyrians are being forcibly assimilated? false! they are doing it very willingly as a matter of fact! aegon #and jaehaerys and viserys all in fact are clearly trying to mesh themselves with andals not bc they are forcing the family to assimilate #but bc they believe the only way to keep valyrian supremacy going is to team up with the culture in westeros that Does frequently impose #itself on its neighbors! i’m not saying the andals are like the ultimate big bad evil here either that’s just as stupid as the knee jerk #‘every targ is evil and anyone who fights them is morally corrupt’ thing that happens in this dumb ass fandom but i AM saying the andals cut #down every weirwood in the south & attempted to do like glorified missionary work in the iron islands instead of actually engaging w what it #is that makes the ironborn so fucking deranged. #anyways the only leaders who are unproblematic are mors and nymeria for managing to mesh two cultures in a way that wasn’t insane aksjdj #dorne has its problems re: deeply entrenched class structures & the use of marriage as punishment but at least people aren’t whipping #ellaria naked through the streets like the andals love to do to essosi women 😭😭 #‘oh didn’t dorne oppress the rhoynar’ i said they were better not perfect thank you!!!!! aksjd

[yuzuna123]

Yes, YouTube comment section on a comment on a video i won't say, Tekken IS Kazuya's story.

#tekken #kazuya mishima #*sigh* people on the internet are stupid #jin may be his son and a “hero” but this isn’t his story #kazuya is pretty much the face of tekken #and bandai namco boy to use to promote the franchise to other series #these are facts #why do i have to explain this?

[pocketgalaxies]

i'm gonna scream though, actually

#glaring at my dash and muttering 'i do not see it i do not see it' while white knuckling the edge of my desk #4-sided-dive episode 14 timestamp 1 hour 39 minutes 35 seconds on youtube and beacon. #i cannot say more i'll be killed (btw the fact that i'll be killed is infuriating in its own right) #don't go around calling people stupid and harmful and misogynistic for something that was explicitly stated previously #and don't go around accusing people of damning your favorite character and unilaterally blaming him for everything #when all we want to do is point out that there may be a flaw in the logic. something every character is prone to. because they are people. #if you can't handle that it's not my problem and it sure as hell isn't my fucking fault #text #nova shh #cr negativity #might delete this later but i feel like i'll explode if i don't say smth right now #critical role #cr3 #cr fandom

[emerxshiu]

Elfilis for valentines :3

did on y'all but im back, hopefully i'll post for a few more days before i dissapear again

anyways have a drawing of my wife

with text

i actually wanted to draw kirfluff but my need to draw elfilis took over and my hands and back hurt like hell so i didnt draw the rest of stuff i wanted. maybe i could draw it later or tomorrow but im posting this now before i fall asleep or something and dont post.

It was also an excuse to draw the redesign of my fecto gijinka i had made a few weeks ago so, yeah it was fun.

Tho i might make some adjustments to my gijinka if i see fit. also in this drawing he has some differences from the actual gijinka, mainly, the little hearts arent like that in my gijinka and the bangs here have been tied up because i wasnt feeling like drawing them since theyre really long. also the lashes, but here i kinda tried doing their eyes differently and then colored them so i might make my lis gijinka have his eyes like this or change them, im not sure.

tho the more i look at the drawing, the more dissatisfied i become, i mean i did it yesterday around night and stuff so i didnt really think that much about it, (it took around seven hours and i finished it at like 1 am, i definitly wasnt the most concious at that time) but i feel like something is missing i dunno

maybe its the coloring, i had to remake the shading a lot of times since i didnt know how to do it, my style is really inconsistent a lot of times, going from cell shading to soft shading to mixing them both and so on so forth with a lot more of that.

i do have a sketch with some half finished lineart i did of one of the ideas i had (i was originally going to do more pieces with more characters but i didnt go trough it cuz i knew i wouldnt be able to do it in time) but im too embarassed of it to post it

and even tho i complained, i still kinda like this drawing

(small edit i did)

next post is either one about a gijinka i have almost finished of an obscure kirby character i decided to adopt into an oc or a splatoon post following the fresh season 2024 and side order trailers, (fun fact side order releases just a few days before my birth day! im eating good with nintendo just like last year (last year was wave 1 of the dlc and return to dreamland deluxe))

Now im going to take a break after posting this on my other accounts and then later fight fecto elfilis (i do this almost every month sooo) and then grind my catlogue to get it to 100 before the next season starts

Jambuhbye!

(fuck i just remembered i wanted to talk about a silly headcanon i made for lis while drawing this but i forgot and i dont want to write more ahhhh)

#kirby #kirby fanart #fanart #art #kirby gijinka #silly #fecto elfilis #fecto elfilis gijinka #kirby and the forgotten land #gikabi #digital art #firealpaca #my wife fecto elfilis and his new drip #i have finally come to accept the fact the he's my fav after half jokingly hating him for months #now i need to remake my elfilin gijinka fuck #valentines day #video games #fecto elfilis lives in my head rent free 24/7 #i may or may not have called him my wife more than 10 times now #i love this stupid fucking rat god so much #ultimate life form fecto elfilis #:3 #my wife fecto elfilis whom i love so much