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rottenjirai · 2 days
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I think it's my bpd but i don't feel any affection to my boyfriend?
I call him my boyfriend I WANTED to date him but now that I'm here now that I'm actually dating him I feel so disgusted.
With the situation? With myself. With everything I feel so putrid this disgusting feels that fills up my entire body right now is the worst.
I can't imagine being held, kissed, cared for. And I don't want to because every ounce of myself feels so painfully WRONG this is all wrong I feel nothing but pain.
But I loved him up until the very moment he asked to go out with me but as soon as he asked it felt like it all cane crashing down.
Did I ever love him? I don't know whats wrong with me why am I so broken. I'm so scared I feel completely out of myself.
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halfmoth-halfman · 8 months
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maybe people would be more willing to spend money on this website and tumblr wouldn't be in such financial trouble if @staff actually listened to what their userbase wanted instead of continuously rolling out unnecessary updates that only serve to clutter the dash with no way to change it back. if we wanted a website that looked like twitter, we would be on twitter. i get the push to try and make tumblr "easier" for new users, but how well is this site going to function when it's doing its hardest to alienate and drive away their long-term userbase?
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mochiimoth · 17 days
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hmmm
so theres that cursed cat alastor right? (it may have stopped trending but idfc)
concept: alastor's true form is that cat thing. after the finale his powers get weakened or something. and he gets like. Issues and keeps periodically getting stuck as a cat
but bc its alastor he just uses it to cause as many problems as possible. because why wouldnt he.
he keeps going "ohhh Yes that is my Cat Yes" and like. husk is the only one who figures it out. maybe bc hes a cat too and he like. can tell its alastor idk
and then he keeps glaring at the cat and alastor just thinks this is so funny. "no one will Ever believe you good sir :)" and husk hates that hes right.
also vox is so pissed because alastor has a cat which goes viral. and hes sitting there like "bitch the radio dickhead is going viral without meaning to??? what the fuck???" he cant escape him :(
vaggie keeps looking at the cat out of the corner of her eye. she does not trust it. charlies like "Nooo alastor has potential, see?? he has a cat! he has a pet! he can feel love :DD!" and vaggies like "babe it tried to fucking eat my arm i dont think that thing is any more capable of love than he is"
idk i think this would be really funny. lucifer actually thinks the cat is kind of cute but he refuses to admit it but then alastor walks in as a cat and lucifers like "Oh hi little guy :)" in a sort of grudgingly affectionate voice and alastor is like . "wha. what. whhhhh. whhat is going on??"
idk he causes problems i think. and i think this should be canon. please consider this
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mothymunson · 4 months
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“Hey who’s your favourite stranger things cha-“
“Wayne munson.”
“No but like your favourite main charact-“
“Wayne munson.”
“But he’s got like ten minutes of screen time I mean who’s your favourite!”
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hotmothsummer · 2 years
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autism be damned my boy can train a dragon
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hog-o-mine · 1 month
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talking about the locked tomb to people who have not read the locked tomb is almost impossible. like i wanna get to the juicy stuff about how god and his two angels or whatever had a threesome with him to steal his jizz and make a baby that would unlock the box that contains his death, but it takes two books to get to that reveal, and I wouldnt even get to talk about my favourite asshole: lesbian jesus
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moth-flowers · 5 months
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more trans butch werewolf doodles :))
inspired by @acentrics's art. their stuff is really good, please do give them a look :))
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moth-time · 1 month
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thinking about dungeon meshi (as you do) and something that has been increasingly bothering me is how many people call Laios 'stupid' or similar. Often even as they are trying to pitch the manga to people.
And it's been bugging me because it's just. Absolutely not true? Laios is socially inept to a fault, that's like half the driving reason for the plot. But beside the obvious 'he knows a shit-ton about monsters and this is very helpful to their dungeon adventuring', he's also shown to be a good strategist, and pretty decent at magic once he actually puts his mind to it. He's a competent team leader who knows his teams strengths and weaknesses well despite being fairly bad at people. He can be silly, but to be fair so can most of his team. And he does make poor/stupid decisions (like eating raw parasite) mainly because of his hyperfixation sometimes. But he's far from stupid.
Idk man I am obviously annoyed because I think calling the heavily autistic coded guy 'stupid' is a bad look, but it annoys me doubly because the story makes it pretty obvious that he is not. That's a pretty essential part of the story actually!
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mothman-files · 5 months
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It's thinking about Cater Diamond hours...
Specifically about how he technically should be a yellow coded character. But for some reason, he isn't.
Like, his placement in heartslaybul as the diamond card soldier means that he should be mostly associated with yellow. This is because they seem to be following a four color deck model in which hearts are red (Ace), clubs are green (Trey), and spades are blue (Deuce). If you ever look at four color deck variants, the only decks that have green clubs and blue spades always have yellow diamonds.
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But Cater is not really associated with Yellow. In fact, he's weirdly mostly associated with orange and red.
And before you say that, I'm just reading too much into things that they weren't actually looking at four color decks, and I should just go to sleep. Look at his birthday boy and broomquet birthday cards:
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The bouquet of flowers and the ribbon thingy are both mostly yellow! Yes there's orange in there too, but the yellow is clearly the main focus! His color should be a golden yellow!
But it isn't!
Which is so interesting from a visual storytelling aspect. Especially with everyone else in heartslaybul following their colors so well.
It's especially interesting when you think about how Cater is the one with identity issues. He canonically adjusts his personality based on what's expected of him. So maybe the fact that he isn't represented by yellow like he should be is just another part of that aspect of his character.
Anyways, I love character designers. I love color theory. It's all so fun!
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strangecritters · 3 months
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[I.D. A crochet doll of an alien known as a Knight. The alien has a living helmet with its own separate eyes and spikes on its head, and the host "wearing" it is all white with much smaller eyes. The alien is wearing a long blue and teal cape like garment with two pockets on each side. It is also wearing a neck brace. /end I.D.]
My gift for a discord secret santa event for @styllwaters! I made a sketch of a Knight OC a while ago but I decided to bring her into the 3D realm. She's an Aikka polar with a Fejga mountain helmet. Since the weight is a bit much, she wears a neck brace during day to day life. I also hope to make a wheelchair for her as she doesnt have any back legs.
Most of this is my own design with the base body and head from a su lion design. Making patterns has never been so fun.
Bonus close up pics under the cut
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mmothmanners · 5 months
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It has been one of the hardest weeks I've ever had to experience in a long time. I had to say goodbye to my dog of fourteen years suddenly - it was especially draining as I had been the only one there with him until, luckily, my brother & SIL was able to be with him and I at the end.
I figured this update was necessary as I'm a little off kilter and will be for the next bit.
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rottenjirai · 10 days
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I hate that people make me sound crazy after they disrespect me and I lash out accordingly why must I be pliant so that you feel good about yourself?
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halfmoth-halfman · 5 months
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a smaller part of my thoughts on the mw3 campaign that i think is important enough to need its own post:
(there are spoilers below)
i've seen many cod creators on here talking about the situation going on in the middle east right now, and a lot of posts condemning the ethnic cleansing and genocide happening in palestine. i think it's great, especially coming from a fandom based on games that are first and foremost military propaganda. what i don't think is great is that soap's death seems to be taking priority over the blatant terrorist storyline that happens with samara and the changing of the no russian mission.
a middle eastern woman - the second one to get a shocking, and brutal death (more brutal than soap's, might i add) - is taken hostage by a group and forcibly made to hijack a plane. she is forced to wear a bomb strapped to her chest and dragged to the back of the plane where more civilians are. when she tries to fight back we get this exchange:
hijacker: are you a terrorist?
samara: no!
hijacker: you look like one.
she is then handed a gun, shoved into a crowd, and we are forced to watch her struggle to get a phone against a crowd of people who think she is a terrorist before the plane blows up.
i see a lot of people in the fandom saying to reject canon as a way to cope, which i fully understand - canon is really really stupid sometimes. however, i'm also seeing a lot of people saying to pretend this campaign just doesn't exist, and i take a lot of issue with that.
this fandom, in particular, does not get to do that. you can be upset with soap's death, the thrown together storyline, the half-baked combat, whatever else you don't like about the game, but we do not get to ignore the purposeful mistreatment of a middle eastern character while also being vocal about palestine. we do not get to ignore that activision chose to change this mission from makarov shooting up an airport, to forcing a middle eastern character to blow up a plane while he escapes. we do not get to ignore that the cod games are military propaganda, and that just because we may enjoy playing or watching these games, that doesn't mean we shouldn't be looking at these games, their storylines, and their characters critically.
i need people to understand that it is an immense privilege to be able to turn them off and "ignore the campaign" while casually reblogging the occasional post about palestine. you are allowed to enjoy these games, and you are allowed to be angry and hurt over soap's death. these games are allowed to be a form of escapism for you, but i am begging you all to think more critically about the choices activision is making here, and understand that escapism doesn't mean you can disregard and ignore those choices.
and i think a lot of people, those who post about palestine in particular, should think about why this fandom is placing more importance on a white character's death than the blatant and egregious islamophobia and military propaganda.
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notchaoticferal · 14 days
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Warrior cats tumblr i bring to the table that I think to keep Brambleclaw as an interesting character at all and not disregard Squirrelflight abuse is:
- keep him the way he is and create consequences for his actions that end in a breakup
ORR
I scatter my fucking character plans on the table I think it would be really interesting for Brambleclaw to be training in the dark forest with Tigerstar and complain to his father about squirrelflight. This prompts his father to then say something really condescending and mean about Sasha and Goldenflower and all of the sudden it hits Brambleclaw like a ton of bricks that he is perpetuating exactly what he swore not to by being this way to Squirrelflight. After this, he stops hanging out with hawkfrost, stops training with Tigerstar and breaks up with Squirrelflight to let her move onto someone better while he reflects upon himself and improves.
Both of my ideas include breakups but thats because i see no future in Squirrelbramble. Mothsquirrel all the way baby I love women who find hatred in god together! The hozier lesbians!
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mothymunson · 11 months
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dariusowlhouseweek · 7 months
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UPDATED Darius Week 2023 - Prompt List
(For the curious - I miscounted the days and messed up the list at first.)
Questions are suggestions - feel free to go wild with these!!)
October 22: Fashion/style
How did Darius get into fashion? What are some alternative outfit ideas you have? What did his sewing lesson with Hunter look like? Etc., etc.
October 23: Relationships
Doesn't have to be romantic or a big, popular ship! Do you have a character you wish Darius had interacted with? Do you have a rarepair that needs more love? Do you just want to draw him kissing Alador?
October 24: School Days (suggested by @possibly-a-table-or-just-gay)
What was his life at school like? How did he meet Alador and Odalia? What was his friendship with Raine like? What clubs was he in?
October 25: Family
Do you have ideas for what Darius's birth family is like? What's Hunter's life with him?
October 26: Mentor
Everyone has a different idea for what his mentor was like and how they met. What's your take on it? Alternatively, what about Darius as a mentor?
October 27: Alternate Universe
What other magic could he use? What if he adopted Hunter early?
October 28: Magic/Abominations
I don't have a pithy question for this one. Everyone knows his magic is just cool. How do you think he became a shapeshifter? Why do you think he became a shapeshifter?
October 29: Rebellion
Darius's path to being a rebel is somewhat obscure in canon. How do you think that went down? What brought him to that point?
October 30: Free draw/catch-up
Anything you want, as long as it's got Darius!
October 31st: Free draw/catch-up
Like I said, questions are just suggestions to get your creative juices flowing. If you have a completely different take on the prompts, that works too!
How to be featured on this blog: tag your posts with Darius as #darius week 2023, and/or @ this blog at @dariusowlhouseweek.
Good luck! Have fun!
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