#im too fat

[insanelypurplez]

I'm so fucking tired man

#im tired of pretending im okay #im tired of being alone #im tired of being me #im tired #i just want to disappear #i want to be enough for someone #im always too fucking much #im always sapping others energy or joy #no wonder no ones ever wanted me for longer than 6 fucking months #im too fat #im too stupid #im too much #mental illness #sorry im just venting #and tired #so so tired #apparently was too much for my best friend of 15 fucking years #just found out that i also drained her too #im tired of being too much #ill always be too much for someone #no one will ever see this #i want to be loved #romantically

[bitchuknow]

day 1

i ate noodles with cheese 373kcal

watched "to the bone" and a lot of mukbangs

it was really hard not to eat more but nailed it

whenever i were hungry i just smoked cigarettes and drinked water

btw i will write german at the next post

weight: 57,7

#ana e mia #ana trigger #tw ed in the tags #eat1ng d1sorder #losing weight #im too fat #what i did today

[xxcherrycherixx]

cupid's gals meet

#monster high #ever after high #c.a cupid #abbey bominable #blondie lockes #heartlockes #c.a cupid x abbey bominable #abbey x cupid #theyre both my proud poly queens #cupid is dating blondie but abbey is her ex who she still gets on great with- #-if you know what i mean 👀 #blondie is fine with it #in fact blondie encourages it- she encourages Recording it and sending it to her too- she just wants to make sure there's no funny business #thats totally the only reason! #also fuck it blondie is a monster fucker shes a big ol monster fucker with a big fat crush on her monster gf #and maybe a lil one on her monster gf's monster fwb- shh #abbey is happy to have open relationship. why waste time on relationship drama when you can communicate with your partner and agree to kiss #-whoever you want? she's dating heath and he definitely doesn't mind that way of thinking. long live the polycule! #im in a polyamory mood bby gonna blast the orion experience-cult of dionysus and chrissy chlapecka-affection brb #add space age bachelor man to that list because fuck yeah thats a polyamory song i forgot #my art

[webcxre]

#kinito #kinitopet #kinito fanart #my art #spreading my fat kinito propaganda /j #ok i get canonically he's built like tony the clock #but im seeing him way too stiff and fancy for a guy on a surfboard who wants to be your best friend #make him round and disarming <3 #also i hc him as aroace but open to doing anything that makes you like him more #(someone get this man THERAPY)

[untitledinstinct]

#ftm weight gain #ftm feedee #ftm feedist #ftm bhm #fat bhm #bhm weight gain #bhm wg #im bloated #getting fatter #big fatty #fatty got fatter #getting fatter on purpose #getting too big #want to get fatter #make me fatter #need to be fatter #fatten me #fat belly #help me get fatter #help fatten me #feedee belly #stuffed gut #stuffed full #bloated stomach #stuffed stomach #stuffed piggy #stuffed fatty #fatass #fat guy #big tummy

[sleeple-s]

can i please k1ll myself already i really don’t want and cant do this anymore lol

#ana rambles #4n4 blog #ihms #4n0r3x14 #4norex1c #why am i not skinny #i want to be skinny #i need to be skinny #im too fat #why did i do this #i hate everything

[softartemisart]

temple to a god of hedonism that gradually changes those inside to best live lives of pleasure and feasting

if you visit once, and stay for only a few minutes, you might get out with only a little extra softness on your frame, easy enough to work off. if you stay for much longer, well...

theres a growing hunger in your stomach, despite not eating that long ago. but it's a temple to a god of parties and feasting - there's plenty of food available. the dishes only seem to grow more aromatic the longer you stand near them and, when you cave and try a mouthful, it's unbelievably delicious.

you're so taken with the taste, you don't notice what's happening to your body. your stomach bloats from your gorging, and then softens into a wobbling belly that tests the durability of your clothes, hanging lower and lower towards your thick thighs. leaning over the table for another plate, your ass sticks out behind you, round and cellulite-ridden. your figure is soft, swelling, a picture of indulgence.

and it's not long before the servants of this god come and show you another kind of pleasure. warm hands make contact with sensitive skin and you moan through mouthfuls of rich food. they guide you to a soft chair, lean you back, make sure your every want in this moment is fulfilled. one continues to feed you all manner of decadent desserts. several more attend to your body, removing the remains of the constricting clothes you entered in and then kissing, massaging, rubbing every growing, jiggling inch of you. your chest is squeezed, nipples toyed with. your gut is oiled and played with. once they're done teasing you, one hefts the blubbery mass up while another finally reaches between your legs.

the next day, you wake up in one of their luxurious beds, the most well rested you've ever been. you're free to leave, of course. but as the heavenly smell of breakfast finds your nose, you also notice the new set of temple robes at the end of your bed, inviting you to join their ranks

#art writes #wg text #weight gain kink #magic weight gain #wg kink #feedism fic #wg writing #fat kink #tummy kink #weight gain writing #rapid wg #rapid weight gain #magic wg #this has been half finished in my drafts forever and im being too perfectionist about it so it's being posted #im more of a visual artist then a writer so im always iffy on things like this i guess!

[lucasoliko]

Hellooo sorry ive been busy with college lately but also i finally started playing bg3 and this is for all the fat gortash truthers out there

#my best friend convinced me #im glad he did #but now i like gortash and he's regretting it (good) #how could i not enjoy this ew emo fag of a man he's so fun and awful #tried to simplify his design a little #but it still has too many details so ill simplify it more eventually probably #enough rambling here are some real tags #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #enver gortash #fanart #lucasolikos art #artists on tumblr #gortash is fat and no one will change my mind idc

[daftpatience]

comp of my little smurchin sona (smurchin stands for sea urchin that u can smooch)

#it makes me very warm happy to see people like him #its nice to see people that find fat characters not only cute but attractive too >:) #especially its a huge boost to me because ive drawn him based on ME so like. if u think hes cute #hot even... hrmhrm hehe >:) #sea urchin sona #especially in circles im in or just like here on tumblr im very happy that we have such good opinions about whats attractive #real stuff. fat and sweaty and cringe and free

[creepfactors]

doodled old man prismo/scarab, joked to myself that it had jessica and roger rabbit vibes and proceeded to be real goofy abt it

#fionna and cake #the scarab #scarab the god auditor #simon petrikov #prohibitedwish #??? technicalllyyy its implied #kinda drew scarabs chest WAY too fat in that first drawing but idc it is fat and im too lazy to adjust anything #the skribble factor

[depriviolent]

something something getting inbetween a more experienced couple

#i might still post this on my main but im debating if its too suggestive.if u see this reposted w the exact same caption there lmao #rick sanchez #rickcest #hothead rick #big fat rick #ricardo montoya #rnm #dv.png #if i draw the spotroast it will stay here tho lmao

[briliantlymad]

I need him fucked so badly. i want him whimpering screaming crying absolutely spent. squealing as obiwan fucks into him

#anakin skywalker #by the gods i want him obliterated #need him pregnant too actually #pussy dripping squealing and fat with life #no dont look at me im having crazy thoughts about my blorbo #i can save him i can forgive him #well how about fucking him stupid #obikin

[housecow]

Any reactions from friends or family? Do you notice yourself being treated differently or judged as you get bigger?

ooooh i love talking about this.. i haven’t gotten a single reaction from family or friends!! and i’m 20lbs past my previous heaviest, so… haha i’m honestly just very lucky, they’ve never commented much on my body or anything?? as a teen i think it was painfully obvious how uncomfortable i as with my boobs, so that may be part of why :))

the only comment i got was years ago when my gma just said “300 comes fast” and i could tell she regretted saying anything… ANYWAYS hope she’s right hehe :3

as for being treated differently… certain things are different?? it largely depends on how i present myself, lol. with a cute outfit/hair/makeup or whatever i get treated very well still, but like. a t-shirt and baggy jeans and a chubby round face w minimal makeup bc im on my period?? people sometimes don’t make eye contact lmfao

on the other hand, sometimes there are ppl who treat me VERY well when i’m looking especially chubby/fat and i always kinda wonder…

#ask #talk #i’ve had interesting experiences back to back #but generally if anything i’m finding it easier to navigate social spaces as a fat person #i just feel more confident the bigger i get maybe idk #and i’ve been told im v charismatic >:)) #i get bitches because i talk about fossils and plants too much #OH and if anyone actually reads my tags #my gma was 300lbs+ at one point and has since lost it all and kept it off #my goal is to be the biggest in my family by far

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #like a dragon gaiden #is. is this a spoiler. spoiler for how fat his ass is-- #yuki tsuruno #kosei shishido #snap sketches #best shit is posting that Byoutiful ask from passport and then immediately seeing mate's ask about shishido's ass afterwards #RIGHT as i go to post this LOL #i had practice doodles of tsutsu and shishido but im too assed to post them so theyre going in the vault #theyre not much anyway just reaaaaallly basic headshots #IN ANY CASE. there i did it i used scientific information for good #MUUUUUCH happier with how i drew tsuruno in this + practice sketch hehe.. #ok bye never ask me for anything again <- literally no one asked for this #i get two (2) days to draw whatever i want and its stupid shit like this nature's healing

[lesbianonsteroids]

"Aww, who made you cry princess?"

They whisper with their fingers down my throat, their hand around my neck and their strap deep inside me.

#wlw nsft #lesbian is me #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #lesbian #i have a bunch of these in my drafts idk when to post them so im just eyeballing #i wonder how long tags can be #According to all known laws of aviation there is no way a bee should be able to fly Its wings are too small to get its fat little body off

[syntaxaero]

Are any of your characters inspired by music?

I can't really say I have any OCs I've made inspired by a particular song/album, musical artist, or genre (and besides I mostly just listen to jpop, video game osts, and jazz/jazz fusion),

BUT, I do have this Synth named Bass! It has 15 speakers, touchscreen/EQ tummy, and a height of 7'1" (...a reference to a typical surround sound system setup)

Although I never played the game, yes there was just a teeny bit of Hi-Fi Rush inspiration for this bot :3

#Bass #Synth #I don't post them much because their Ass Is Too Fat for main thats why I im NOT posting its ref sheet #It and M4trix get along pretty well!