#im still learning sobs

[tempikotee]

the girlies,,, beautiful flowers

#ace attorney #ace attorney spoilers #dahlia hawthorne #iris hawthorne #aa3 #i forgot how to post this time #isnt that crazy #im still learning sobs #sorry iris i love you so much sorry for doing this to you #forgive me iris #sister iris #trials and tribulations

[zekkopunks]

horse 🫵

#pokemon #keldeo #doodles #zekko art #im still learning sobs

[aerknight]

babymer!sun: brother help ive been hunted babymer!moon: im workin' on it kid!y/n: wow look at these cool fish @naffeclipse some art inspired by one of your deep dreams 2 asks! :D Don't worry, I'm sure sun would warm up pretty fast...

I was going to just stick to grayscale, but the colors burned on looked pretty nice, anyway no color version under the cut.

#fnaf au #mer!sun #mer!moon #fnaf daycare attendant #mer au #mermay #i really want to rub their bellies #im still learning to draw humans sob #my art

[lady-charinette]

Rei shooting himself in his dominant arm, most likely permanently injuring most if not all of his nerves so he could effectively only use his left hand.

Rei most likely not being able to play any video games anymore, his main coping mechanism and hobby throughout the show, something he did in the beginning to the point of neglecting to take care of Miri and doing house chores.

Rei most likely, after extensive physical therapy and relearning how to use his right hand as his dominant one, trying to find other stuff he could turn into hobbies except gaming.

Rei most likely finding true joy in not just playing games himself, but watching others play them.

Watching Miri and Kazuki battle it out in the kid friendly and later on more action video games together and having fun and bonding over how bad of a sore loser Papa Kazuki is and how well Rei taught Miri how to play by supporting her with tips from the sidelines.

Rei most likely finding that, even if he can't play himself, he enjoys watching his loved ones play his video games in his stead because he gained something so much more to hold dear in his heart by losing his arm.

#buddy daddies #bd #im totally (un)normal about this #imagine rei -during physical therapy- attempting to play video games but finding he cant hold the controller properly with one hand #kazuki feels bad for him and tries to help him out at first - he holds on side of the controller while rei holds the other #they're awkward af during gameplay and it doesnt work at all #rei's reflexes are faster than kazuki's and they keep losing or being killed in the game #still rei appreciated kazuki's efforts and learned to move on through his slump - he found it much easier too #miri feeling sad for rei papa for losing his hobby that she tries being just as good as him to make him proud #the three as a family realizing that WHAT they're doing doesn't matter as much as long as they're doing it TOGETHER #pls im sobbing someone call my nonexistent therapist #miri unasaka #rei suwa #kazuki kurusu #kazurei #buddy daddies spoilers #bd spoilers

[plulp]

kylar with the teeth

#im on a ROLL guys. #my art #dol #kylar the loner #ill be honest. hes growing on me. but i still need to finish drawing everyone else #i need to learn how to draw them consistently. #also just want to update their designs a lil. just a bit #ALSO thank you SO much for all the compliments im going to SOB and CRY actually #i was reading the tags and SQUEALING like a FREAK #my brush is made with like a hue/saturation shift setting btw!!! i use sai2 with scatter brush but i think csp def has it too #but mine is set at 7% brightness hue and saturation if you use it too :) #oh also the statue in the thing is one of those art like. dolls? what are they called #anyways pretty funny right. right. laugh.

[lyhil]

OC-tober 21 - "Grasping the Splinters of My Previous Self"

Cardamomo / Caoimhe belongs to @starlightsuncrow

(SORRY rotated him too much in my mind and got hopelessly enamored)

#gw2 #bweirdoctober #guild wars 2 #gw2 sylvari #other's ocs #art #SORRY SORRY I GOT. I GOT SO INTO MY FEELINGS ABOUT HIM #its the #do you follow me for who i am now or the sylvari i was and dont remember #its the...... do you smile for me or the me in your memories #how do i honor who i was #the one still inside me #and still be myself #can i even becoming someone new or should i tread the path of who i was (who is now a stranger to me) #its the learning to be yourself and coexist with who you were(literally) #sobbing and sniffling and wiping my eyes #anyway hope you like this i had so much fun and i care him so fucking much #sorry for any inaccuracies i wanted to try and show the changes between them (and over time) so i was a little picky and choosy with refs #LOL #i'll draw him so niceys one day im sure #<- tags from a week ago im more ill about them now 🫶

[windydrawallday]

There's a raging fire in my heart tonight Growin' higher and higher in my soul! There's a raging fire in the sky tonight I wanna ride on the silver dove far until the night.

I have had this concept cover art for quite a while... was for a comic idea showing Starscream alongside Predaking having an aerial race, an excuse to draw more backgrounds, and especially cloudy vistas.

Never got past this stage but I hope when I get my creative energies back (I'm only using them for a commission I need to finish right now) to find myself tackling this idea again!

#myart #transformers fanart #maccadam #tfp predaking #tfp starscream #predastar #shipping to the moon and back #the other reason why i didnt do more is because im still in need to learn to draw Screamers alt mode in different angles KJSDHFDHF #THAT AND WITHOUT TALKING ABOUT THE MESS THATS PREDAKING DESIGN at least is a bit more easy when in dragon mode #because in robot mode always leaves me with a figurative headache #i love them so much but WHY NEED TO BE SO HARD TO DRAW ksfjhsdjfhds #sobs in a corner full of shippy projects #sorry for the dull color i didnt know what color filter to put on it #and yes: i was listening to Top Gun Soundtrack lol #ifellinrobothellagain #windydrawallday fanart #king n commander

[squishdraws]

cool pose turned stupid meme not clickbait

[original quality below]

#what is UP !!!! #it has been a while. happy belated new year #squishart #digital art #genshin impact #childe #......... #genshin impact childe #B] #tartaglia #is that all #HEY RANDOM PPL ON THE INTERNET GUESS WHAT !!!! I GOT DIAGNOSED LAST WEEK !!!!! #official autism girl #who is surprised . absolutely nobody #i have been up to nothing i fear #bonding w r/waifuism people . yes we're at that point again #urrmmmm i gave up on duolingo as of today . tried doing russian for non-childe-related-reasons winkwink #im still tryna learn it i just cant keep up w duolingo right now sob #uhm . i am going to sleep

[secondchoice-ragdoll]

#T's “what did u call me? do u think whatever that is is hot? okay then good” #i love the tour pic above K! #and i love how they r still plucked abt not being in Dune2 #K the avid winker... #its so cute how T is featured on this album of K's too😭😭😭 #T wants to be left alone (on the phone) on her bday and K wants attention... well... ((once again relating to K)) #T looked at Ks belly in a suprisingly like? soft way? idk i might have hallucinated that but who knows. #fuck whoever didnt visit K when she would have wanted them to. #its sweet how T visited her! (srsly cant u just communicate who wants what in this situation so its no suprise? ik its hard for them but😭) #T describing Ks party attending habits!!! they know each other soooo well🤭 #aaagh how they have to act like they cant easily spend 2 hrs together having fun when they literally cant wipe the smiles off of their faces #(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......) #oh they r always facetiming! so adorable :( #T was so excited that they r linked! like girl u do not need more confirmation for that research do u?😭 #K watching the pod...... my heart...... #why dont they just sit closer if they will reach across a whole fucking room to touch eachother?? like it sounds easier for me but u do u! #i really get a kick out of K mentioning TRHPS anytime she does it bc ik it was such a big thing in Ts life and ugh😭 #constantly praising each other😭😭😭😭😭 what if i start sobbing huh #well maybe T is trying to get K to learn how to flirt so that she can practice on her? just an idea?😁 #K putting her leg up on T?????? hi what? jist sit in the other's lap u creatures... its okay we can all look away for a sec if u need it... #their art! i fucking love it! both of it! its art at its finest🛐 and id kill to see a collection of their drawings bc cmon they r amazing! #its cute how they r talking abt smth and then they go “oh wait we were there together!” #its almost as if they actually spend time hanging out😱 (dont let the police know!!4!4) #“if we were on DR now-” okay but why r u still dreaming of that miss T?🤭🤭🤭 (who could blame her) #them watching the movies the other one recommends is the closest we can get to them watching an actual thing together (outside of NF) #also im so happy T spent time w K on her bday :((( #trixie mattel #katya zamo #tbatb #the brians

[baeshijima]

no one touch me

im going insane over the s1 vs s2 load screens

#sophie's idle chatter #throws up i cant handle this my beloveds are all so..... so ??????? so !!!!! soooOOOOooOOoOo #i know that chap 6 onwards in the game is still in korean bc theyre working on localising it #man... this makes me lament abt how my pre-school teacher told my parents to stop teaching me korean and portuguese bc i was stuttering #but like thats part of growing up trilingual. but now im only monolingual 😔 this is one of the 1862394824209 cues telling me to learn the #languages tho <3 #ive been coping by listening to their soundtracks bc they have beautiful osts.... sobs.... #anyway baek jihan my beloved my destiny my light my life my one and only my everything i love u so much and am very sane abt u haahahhahdfk

[benkyoutobentou]

Beginner Manga Anti-Recommendations for Japanese Learners

You've seen my recommendations for manga that's on the easier side (if you haven’t, check it out here), but I thought it would be fun to also share some of the most difficult manga series I've read.

Disclaimer, again: My language learning experiences differ from anyone else's. Some series that I find difficult might be a piece of cake for someone else, and something that I find to be easier might be difficult for other learners. Lean into your own journey!

ウツボラ - 中村明日美子: Despite the fact that she's one of my favorite mangaka, I find all of Nakamura Asumiko's works to be on the more difficult side. This one in particular stands out to me as tears-streaming-down-my-face difficult, though. I felt like I was looking up every other word.

薔薇王の葬列 - 菅野文: Having a shoujo manga on this list feels like some sort of internal failure, but binge reading this manga made novels written for adults feel easy. If I wasn't head over heels invested in this story, I don't think I would've made it through.

きのう何食べた？ - よしながふみ: Being a slice of life, this series made the cut by one single facet of the story- the main character is a lawyer. It's a special feeling having to look up the translation for a word, then having to read the definition of that word in your native language, and still not quite getting it. Ah, the joys of legalese.

３月のライオン - 羽海野チカ: I feel like the main difficulty in this series comes from the fact that there's way more text in this than I would normally expect from a manga, but the difficulty really isn't helped by the fact that there are articles explaining shougi inserted between the chapters. That's a mental workout.

ヒラエスは旅路の果て - 鎌谷悠希: This one probably wouldn't have made the list if it didn't include a super long backstory that was written entirely in historical Japanese.

ボイミーツマリア - PEYO: This is another one that looks on the outside like it wouldn't really be that difficult and then blindsides you with a bunch of odd vocabulary. I guess I should've expected it for a series about theatre kids, though.

#benkyou posting #langblr #studyblr #language learning #languages #studyinspo #polyglot #manga #japanese #日本語 #hiraeth is one of my favorite series though i highly recommend it it made me sob so much #still to this day the only manga (or anime) thats ever made me cry #i finished it over a year ago now though i think im due for a reread #baraou is actually also one of my favorites but isnt as universally recommendable skdfskvdd #im so 🤏 close to finishing baraou as of writing this #i have a volume and a half left #hopefully by the time youre reading this i will be finished #and perhaps it will topple hiraeth's throne of ''only manga to make me cry'' #edit i did finish baraou before this escaped queue containment so i can say #YEAH I CRIED OKAY #solidly a favorite

[ursaspecter]

Hehe what if I took Back to the Future Part 3 and Red Dead Redemption 2 and combined them?

#my art #bttf #rdr2 #plz ignore the hats im still learning :sob: #anyway im working on a fic for this crossover and it's gonna be completely self-indulgent but tbh the best fics are so *shrug*

[mol4sses]

funfact about my au: parallel cannon is a clone of agent 4 that has all the same memories and feelings as 4(even made a fic about it) but how would that work with arwen?

honestly i haven't thought about it much! i haven't done a lot with the whole memverse/splatoon 3 story mode with my oc writing bc its not really fitting with my ocs as they are. (i'm not always a big fan of the 'LONE HERO SAVES DA WORLD" trope ngl)

memverse is a fun concept to play with for sure, i've been doodlin here and there my ocs along w my friends ocs in private, but memverse hasn't been something i was that attached to LOL.

If i had to describe my thoughts tho, parallel canon Arwen is more of like. an inferred identity, a screenshot of some version of arwen and how she acts. like, if she were 'screenshotted' at an earlier point in her life it would be angry and volatile, but a current version of her would be more patient and have more knowledge. y'know?

The main thing I like to write and play with is moreso how characters interact with others and the world, not how they save it. For example, Lucy(*stand in for agent 8, tho she isn't an agent at all) is a proud individual, who has written off arwen as annoying and stupid. but theres a lot more to arwen, that she refuses to acknowledge. So she struggles fighting her because she's expecting an easy fight when arwen has learned much more than the last time lucy met her.

RAMBLING but i'm just playing with the dolls in my brain! (ocs) i had some sketches ages ago for a fun fight comic between lucy and arwen. i might get to it eventually if it interests me again (´＿｀。)

#ive been writing a lot of splat 3 era OYH characters for fun lately w friends #tho im just getting back to oyh current which is more splat 2 era LOL. im sorry my squids............ #to a similar extent bc ive already rambled enough #meyer splat 2 era is learning how to trust others and not disparage herself #in splat 3 era while she's still figuring herself out #she also is becoming somewhat of a mentor figure to lucy who is new to the surface and opening up to others. (shes doing badly at it) #so lots of characters are developing nicely! i hope to show it someday SOBS

[lemongogo]

#HELPP ok i have thoughts.my thinking cap back on #LOVEE the ending as far as the actual direction goes yk.like people seeing (literally) the pain&plight of plants #and vowing to protect and look after them w utmost care #loved that knives technically survived the fall and the aftermath esp in recruiting someone to care for vash #BUTTT i dont know how i feel ab his death ;___; the symbolism w the apple tree and him using the last of his energy is sweet #and i dont think i would dislike it necessarily if we just had more time #to marinate in his story.i think... the ending does not give u a lot of time to reach the full conclusion #i think that theres a whole side to his story i WISHH nightow explored and i wish we had seen knives turmoil and vashs acceptance of his #experiences more than the select few scenes we got beforehand. its soo rushed T_T DONT GET ME WRONG im still more or less satisfied that #we didnt get an ending like.. oh everyones dead and miserable and vash killed knives and ppl never learn to coexist right #like it could actually be so thematically worse BUTT im just like. THATS ITTT??? THATS ALL..sitting here twiddling my thumbs #waiting for a complete resolution thatll never come to be.and it sucks bc i wish i could look towards stampede to get that neat wrap up #but stampede completely altered knives' story and fell into the nasty horrid pittrap of aligning him with reprehensible values #so no conclusion of theres will ever touch on max!knives' conclusion and i think that is the thing im looking 4 the most #no conclusion of theirs* sry LAWL #also read some posts (by trigum LUVV ur analyses btw i need to rb some now that i finished) that the max ending #doesnt give vash an ACTUAL ending. we reach the climax in his confrontation with legato and then his commitment to save knives #but anything beyond that just doesnt exist. MY GODD imagining a reality where we got like 5 more chapters at LEAST to #give it a hearty ending #anyways. the reporter bit is so cute im bummed they went straight to that in stamp :sob: best like... cute ending fr #trigun spoilers #trigun maximum #trigun #vash

[callibee]

Don't worry about posting, just draw whatever you want.

If you can't think of something to draw, practice some skill you want to get better at (I like those posing sites with a timer, like reference.sketchdaily.net, but that's because I still struggle with bodies in perspective) or just draw your favorite character.

I love your art, but it's yours and you should have fun 💜

sobs and cries anon wtafdgjlh

#calli written letters #tbh yeah i want 2 get better at drawing bodies in perspective #im not rlly bad at it but i still hav a ot to learn heuahusdl #ngl i told myself that ill take a small break from drawing but now that i want 2 draw i literally have zero 0 ideas SOBS! #i dun like drawing my favs i feel like i dont do their beauty justice<3 theyre too pretty for my humble artist hands<3 #FHELKHL BUT THANK U ANONN UR TOO NICE!! hope u have a great day <3<3

[immamapletreekid]

work anxiety starting before work itself hahahahaahahahahahahhhaha

#IM BAKCIJ THE FUCKIGN BUIDLIGN .AGAIN. AUSUSUXHEHWHGLHKF #im grateful i have an internship for this summer with the way the job market is like currently. #im grateful that i have the opportunity to lessen the burden on my parents shoulders. im grateful that this job can pay rent and groceries #and tuition for a few terms im grateful i get to gain experience while still in school that will hekp me in the future #IM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THIS!!!!! BUT STILL I FUCLING HATE EVERYTHJGN #i hate being unable to eat anything ir sleep at night bc all i can think about is shit i have work tomorrow i have to email this guy and #finish these tasks and impress my manager and be approachable and enthusiastic and eager to learn and not make any mistakes #and not fail anything bc im getting graded on this its alwags grades its always the fucking grades #isnt it. it was the grades that had me crying on walks home from school when i was 9 and it was grades that made me waste away 9th grade #it was grades that made me unable to stomach anything during weeks with tests and it was and is still grades that #dictate every single fucking part of my life #and even tho the ppl who used to yell at me for getting a B in math in 5th grade are no longer yelling at me for getting 60s in linear algeb #ra and stats and calculus and cs #haha.ha when ur university is famous for its.. horribly high suicdie rates #i find that the yelling comes from me now. ive replaced the adults who would sit beside me at the dinner table #yelling bc yea guess what 8 year old me didnt understand division at first #god i hate this school so much. i hate what im studying im gratefula nd am so privileged to be ahle to further my educarion and receive #all these experiences mot everyone can have but god everytime i return to the city where the school is #i feel like throwing up and sobbing and just never ipening my eyes again #haha yea. i hope i csn get a job to support myself in the future #i hope i can still have time for hobbies #why si everyone at school so good at everything #ive met more people who have passed their rcm 10 and arct exams for piano than those who havent #i have classes with people who have already published research papers with professors in the states #my classmates can breeze through a cs assignment while still playing fir varisty teams. working out everyday. goijg ti parties. #eating and cooking balsnced meals each week. having a social life..the whole combo #meanwhile i get overwhelmed because i have to respond to an email and finish an assignment in one day #how do i become like them #why was this about work anxiety at first and why is it about the eternal imposter syndrome and lack of self confidence #i just want money man... i dont give a shit about snything anymore