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maschotch · 1 year

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Hello, I’m back with more opinions

So I started season 13 and I realised what is bothering me about profiler!JJ (other than everything I’ve already mentioned). She has no personality whatsoever. Everyone else on the team has a specialty and you can see that with the newer characters as well. Tara is a psychiatrist, Luke was part of the fugitive taskforce, Matt was international, and obviously we know what the others do. But jj has nothing. She just seems like a mash of all the others with no actual specialty of her own, wrapped in the weird brand of feminism.

And obviously she wouldn’t have a specialty, she was a media liasion (supposedly), but when dealing with the media, it seems like any other fbi agent. It doesn’t feel like she has the insight in this domain that the others do in their specialties. She has no specialty.

Or well, i mean, if you count mentioning that she is a mother and a sister her specialty, then sure. Other than that, she just gets on my nerves. And also, what’s up with her weird way of making connections? She’s always scoffing or almost flipping her hair like she’s so smart, and it almost feels like she makes those connections just because the writers felt she was useless otherwise.

Compared to any of the other women on the team, i feel like she is lacking.

omg idk how i didnt see this im so sorry adhfgsjjg

she really is the perfect embodiment of network feminism: still adheres to traditional gender roles (conventionally attractive, values motherhood, typical nuclear family structure, dreams of being a stay-at-home mom) but she’s DifferentTM bc she’s sassy and kicks ass. but she completely lacks a personality, which makes her ten times more insufferable

#asks #anti jj #whats hilarious is that she’s not a good mom OR good sister #and she’s a horribke friend!! she’s so fucking mean and for what

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kekisu · 4 years

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i know you said the dn author is a misogynist and while im not surprised at all you also said smthg abt light & matsuda in the response to the ask about it? i was just wondering what you meant by that (if u feel like answering) 😳 thank uuuu have a lovely day

WELL like. god help ive been staring at this for the past like 5 minutes wondering how to answer this carefully but like im just gonna dump it all on you ok. HUWADHUAHWHFEHU

ive already explained that dn as a whole is tainted with misogyny because the author himself ..is a violent misogynist HFUSHUAH and like that reflects on the characters hence why the female characters are written off to be unimportant or one dimensional compared to the male characters and rely heavily on male characters for “development” or its their whole personality even if they had tons of potential to be an amazing character. misa is a WONDERFUL example of this because she 100% couldve been a much better character if she wasnt so fucking held back by her whole “light is my one and only” gimmick OR AT LEAST LIKE.. HE COULDVE MADE HER A BIT MORE INTERESTING TO MAKE UP FOR IT ? but. anyways

for matsuda im just gonna link this post once again HELP matsudas a bit more complicated than light cause it isnt as Out There and also i dont have the words for it

for light well. thats the part i was really stuck on for this ask cause i feel like its REALLY out there and i was like Well how the hell do i explain something thats just out there in the open for all to see HWUEHRUHUSHUFCHA like. he uses women as pawns the entire time and i guess you could ague “he uses everyone” which is Yes true. but he very clearly views women as significantly lower than himself and regards them as disposable.. he literally has multiple instances in death note where he undermines female characters for simply being women and automatically assumes theyre weaker, like for example with naomi. he thinks shes an easier target because shes “weaker” than him ...what evidence does he have to support that thought ? he doesnt know her EHRUFHSEADHA AND SHES AN FBI AGENT.. ?

also just his whole fucking dynamic with misa ? WEHUREHFAHWU HE LITERALLY USES HER THROUGH THE ENTIRE SERIES.. YEAH THE DUDE DOESNT HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER BUT OH MY GOD THAT DOESNT MEAN ABUSING AND MANIPULATING AND CHEATING ON HER ARE AUTOMATICALLY OK ? may i also bring up how he uses takada and he just outright Says (or. thinks) some shit along the lines of “haha women are so easy” when hes manipulating her through the phone LIKE...I DONT KNOW MAN. SEEMS PRETTY FUCKING SEXIST TO ME

ALL THIS AND ALSO OHBA HIMSELF MAKES MULTIPLE STATEMENTS ABOUT HOW HE VIEWS WOMEN AS INFERIOR? DFGKHKMBNVFHB hf svdjgfgvj sdhxs fdghghghsbfhdhbxa i dont know man<3 he seems pretty sexist. theres so much more i could bring up but like..help do i even have to

i dont know if this is contradictory but im almost 100% certain light isnt as sexist as people make him out to be tho . Yes i just brought up a million points where light is indeed a filthy misogynist but also Keep in mind ohba himself is misogynistic and this is reflected in his work as a result. its very obvious hes projecting somewhat but even though this can be recognized as ohba’s flaws i still think its important to recognize that its all reflected onto light in ways that are..inseparable from his character and if you took away these aspects he would be nearly incomprehensible and you wouldve just rewrote death note as a whole HUEGHRBUDHGRUSHWA

its still completely ok to enjoy matsuda and light because theyre both really entertaining and interesting characters And unfortunately relatable in other aspects (i say as i kin light </3) but please be aware of these flaws when talking about them.

also like im sorry for no actual mangacaps or shit like that i dont have the manga. im going off memory and also factchecking with like 5 other people who know more than i do But im pretty sure you could just look this up yourself im not a professional HELP

#asks #dn #long post #misogyny #<-- for blacklist duh

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gourdgirlmagazine · 4 years

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Criminal Minds FanFic- The Interview

You step into the elevator and press the button that says 9. You take a step back as the doors start to close and you take a deep breath to prepare yourself for the jolt when the elevator starts to move. The box slowly starts moving to the 9 floor of the FBI Behavioral Analysis Unit Headquarters.L, 2, 3 The screen shows as the elevator slowly goes up. Today is the interview you have been waiting for ever since the presentation that was held at your college about the bau. You shift awkwardly and adjust your bag, 5,6,7. Ever since then you wanted to become a profiler and today you are finally gonna get a shot at making you dream come true. Although it's not the exact job you wanted, it's the closest you will get. Deep in thought you are alarmed by the ding of the doors before they slowly open to reveal the BAU floor.

You quickly step out before the doors get called to the next floor. You sigh in awe of the sight of the place that you could possibly work at. As the doors close behind you, you start to walk up to the big glass doors that separate the elevators and hallways from the hussle of the offices and cubicles. You pull open one of the glass doors with the bau logo on it and you are hit with the beautiful sound of work. A printer is printing something in the distance. A phone is ringing. People are typing on their computers. An agent is laughing while talking to another agent. And the strong smell of sweat and coffee. You knew you just had to work here.

You were so immersed by the smell, sounds, and sights that you don't see the guy, whose head is stuck in a book, quickly walking to the doors. And you take a step forward, you clash right into him.

“Er um sorry,” he mumbles.

You didn't pick up what he said out of surprise from the impact “Huh? Oh I'm so sorry. I should have watched where I was going. Are you ok?”

“Yah I'm fine. The projectile of our collison was slow enough that it's isn't possible for either one of us to have any physical harm, just embarrassment.” He says. You make eye contact with him and you glance at his id which says, Ried, Spencer which a picture of him slouched and his hair moved to the side. He looked nothing like his picture. His hair was parted down the middle with volume and he was wearing glasses. No to mention the fact of how innocent he looked in the picture compared to the man who you were standing in front of.

“Wow. Way to throw me under the bus.”

“No No No i didn't mean it like that i'm just saying that i am physically fine and you should be too but bumping into someone leads to embarrassment. I know that I am not embarrassed because this has happened to me many times before but from your body langued, I can tell that you are embarrassed or uncomfortable. Can also tell that you are new here”

“How did you”

As he starts to go he touches your lover back to move around you and whispers in your ear, “i can see it in your eyes” And walks away. You inhale and smell aftershave and something sweet but you can't quite put your finger on what it is. “Oh and by the way newbie, Hochners room is 2011”

In shock by your encounter, you recollect yourself and take a deep breath in and out and walk to the room number that was that the mysterious man said- room 2011. You walk up the stairs while being on high alert to not bump into anyone else. Once you reach the room, the door reads, Aaron Hotchner. You knock three times and wait for the sound of approval. Aaron you thought.

“Come in”. A muffled voice says.

You slowly open the door and walk in, closing the door behind you. “Hi Im y/f/n and i am here for the interview to be your new communications coordinator.”

“Ah yes. Please take a seat. Did you bring your resume?” He asks while he pushes the send button on his computer and turns to face you. He was wearing a blue shirt and a green tie. On the shirt there was one spot that wasnt all the way unwrinkle. No wife you thought if he leaves the house like this. Single.

“Yes sir, I did.” you fumble through your purse and pull out the file which you slide over to the agent. “I just finished academy training for the FBI and I am a graduate of Yale with a major in cognitive science and phycology and sociology and I minored in forecnics and was at the top of my class.”

He cuts you off “Okok no need to show off. I can tell you are very ambitious and that you are a hard worker. That is something that the BAU wants. Our last coordinator was ambitious just like you. She sadly had to be transferred so our digital analysis has been taking over but i feel as though we need an experienced communications coordinator, but i don't see anything about communications on your resume. Tell me more about that.”

“Well I originally was hoping to be a profiler but there were no spots so when i heard that you needed a communications coordinator for a little. I knew i had to try it out because maybe after you can see my skills, you would make an exception to add me to your team.”

“y/l/n, we are looking for someone with experience in talking to the press and police, not a young just out of the academy woman who is successful in school. No disrespect to your desire but if you don't have the experience for this job then you are wasting my time.”

“Wait, I do have experience, i took classes in public speaking and you know by my quick learning and adaptability, that i will do just fine in this job...”

He cuts you off and says “But fine isn't enough at the BAU. Thank you for your time Ms y/l/n.”

“Can you just try?” you fight back the pilling tears and stand up “You said yourself that you had a digital whatever who has been taking over for her and she is a F*CKING TECH LADY. I feel like I can do a lot better than that. I am experienced in so many other things that it would be a big opportunity to pass up.” then the tears release and you start to cry.

Hotchner is speechless and has no clue what to do now. He awkwardly passes over a box of tissues and clears his throat. You reluctantly grab a tissue and wipe the stream of tears away and grab another one to blow your nose. You take a second to catch your breath before making eye contact with Hotchner as he straightens his tie in discomfort. “Not an emotional one, are you?” you smirkingly say sarcastically.

“Most people say i have an aloof, grim or distant personality.” He says.

“Oh sh*t Im so sorry.”

“Watch your profanity, Ms y/l/n”

“Sorry. Um but anyways, I apologize for crying, I am just a very passionate person who strives to reach their goals and i didnt want this opportunity to pass. I am 100% sure I have ruined it all for yelling at my potential boss and then sobbing. What a great first impression. Way to go y/n”

“Well beside that fact that you were yelling, you did make some valid points. I was being a little bit biased and unfair for letting our digital analysis take the spot for a while and not giving you a chance. I too am very passionate about my dreams and one of my dreams is to have a working team and I too don't want to have my opportunities slip. How about we make a deal because I like your work and your passion. Tomorrow we have a briefing for a new case, you can sit in and watch but try to keep it low-key. After you give me a profile on the unsub and how you will address the press and police on what things to look out for. If all goes well, I would like it if you come along with us. You and our digital analyst will work together to notify the press and police and so on. Does that sound good?” Hotchner says.

“That would be better than anything. Thank you for giving me a second chance and giving me this wonderful opportunity. I promise I won't disappoint you.” you say.

“I hope not. In the meantime i think it would be helpful for you to meet our tech analyst, Penelope Garcia.” Says Hotchner as he stands up from his chair and you follow him out the door of his office.

Thank you so much for reading. You can probably tell that this is my first time but hopefully it wasn't that obvious! I will work on part 2 if you want but this is also the beginning of something new so I think this sort of needs a part 2 and the story is a long way from finished. We haven't even meet our favorite techie, Penelope Garcia! Good Night.

#criminal minds #Spencer ried #fanfic #ssa hotchner #aaron hotch hotchner #cm #matthew gray gubler #hehe #akward

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chicagopd2020 · 4 years

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New Beginnings Are Good For Everyone!!!

Kim Burgess has loved everything about her job. Honestly it was getting to be a little to much for at times. She loves being an FBI Agent & helping save lives of the people & putting away the bad guys but she is ready for something different. She still wants to work in law enforcement but something with a smaller unit of people. Luckily she made a new friend with a woman that had some into the FBI a few months ago. Erin Lindsey.

She was given the job of showing her the ropes of how everything was done. Within the time that they had soent together they had become very close, she would even go as far as saying Erin was her best friend. She was jealous of her a little though becayse tge unit that she came from in Chicago was exactly the kind of work that she has always wanted to do.

It just becomes a bit much at times. I just sometimes wish I work in a unit like you used to work in, Kim says to Erin

Kim you have been here for right at 5 years if you a change nobody would judge you. Erins tells her

That may be true but I honestly wouldnt even know where to start, all I know is how to be an FBI Agent.

If I can set up a metting between you and my old sargent in Chicago, would you be willing to fly out there for a few days.

You would really do that for me? She asks

Of course as much as you have done for me its the least I could do.

Kim thinking that it wouldnt actually happen told Erin if she could set it up that she would fly out and me him.

Erin let Kim know to keep her a couple days & she would have an answer for her.

Kims weekend was pretty uneventful for the most part. It was just her & her couch...with the work week she had she thought she deserved it. Knowing Monday morning would come quicker than she wanted it to. As her alarm goes off at 4:30am like usual she gets up so that she would have enough time to get ready to make it on time to the office.

She arrives at the office at 6:30am like normal with her & Erin's morning coffee to help them survive the day.

Erin spots Kim walking her way with the extra coffee in her hand. She met her halfway because she was just so excited to let her know about the phone called that happened this weekend. She just had to let her know everything that she was told.

Good Morning Beautiful Erin says excitedly with a huge smile on her face.

Good Morning to you too. Smiling back to her

So I was going to wait til lunch and tell you the information that i found out this weekend but I dont think I can wait that long.

What are you talking about? She asked puzzled

So I talked to my olf Sargent Hank Voight and he actually has an open spot in the Intelligence Unit. He is willing to meet with you next week to see if you would be a great addition to the team or not. I vouched for you and told him that he wouldnt find anyone better.

Kim had this blank look on her face...she just couldnt believe this was happening. She had pushed it of her mind thinking it wasnt going to happen.

I cant think you enough for doing this for me. What if he doesnt like me?

Just be yourself & he will love you. Plus ive seen first hand what you can do in the field. I know you are an amazing cop & would be a perfect fit for the team.

All Kim could do is hug Erin so tight.

She left for Chicago tomorrow & would be there for couple days. She has never been more nervous about anything but the only reason that she was this way was because she wanted it so bad. Everything was packed and ready to head to what she was hoping was the beginning of a new start to the rest of her life.

**Jay**

Ever since Erin had left without saying anything to him he just hasnt been the same. He goes to work does his job but besides that he doesnt really care about much of anything else. His job is the only thing that he has good going for him right now. He would only hang with the team at mollys for few drinks but he would always stay quiet just thinking about maybe what he done to cause her to up and leave him without as much as an explanation.

Everyone was worried about Jay, they knew he was hurting because of her leaving but he never let it affect his job performance. They just want him to be happy and find someone to make him happy again. They all know that she isnt coming back this time. She is gone for good and there is nothing that Jay,Hank or anyone on the team could do to bring her back. Maybe they could talk him into letting them set him up on a blind date.

5 months had gone by and he knew that he should put himself back out in the dating world but he didnt really want to start caring about someone again the way he did her just to be hurt again, but he also knows that he cant compare every woman to her and not every woman out there is going to hurt him or leave him. He just has to be a little more cautious this time before letting someone competely in. Maybe just maybe he might take the guys up on their option of letting them set me up on a blind date, I mean if it doesnt work out i mean at least he cant say that he didnt try.

He walks into the pin and he sees Adam & Kevin having a conversation so he walks up to them with a slight smile on his face.

Set it up. He blurts out

They both look at him kind of lost.

Ok..What exactly are you setting up?

You said that you wanted to set me up on a blind date & i thought that i would give it a shot. Whats the worst thing that could happen....Get stood up or End up not having a good time. I will never know if I dont give it a shot.

They were surprised but they are just glad that he is finally putting himself out there or at least giving them the opportunity to get him back in the dating life.

You got it brother.. They both say with a smile on their face.

Saying that he was nervous was a little bit of an understatement. He had arrived a little bit early just to make sure that everything was fine and set up to his liking. He had been sitting for 30 mins. She was a few mins late...whoever she was.

After sitting there for a little while longer he realized that she wasnt coming so he just decided to go to the bar and have drink or 2 or 4 he hadnt really made up his mind. He was sitting there looking at his drink when he seen a shadow standing next to him.

Is this seat taken? The nice lady ask

Not at all feel free he says as he goes back to nursing his drink getting lost in his thoughts.

Im sorry i dont mean to intrude but are you ok? You dont look the best...No offense. She ask him

No offense taken. I let my friends set me up on a blind date and whoever she was decided that to stand me up, so instead of sitting at the table looking like a fool i decided that i would come over here and have a few drinks. So i guess you could say that i have been better. Whats a lady like you doing out at this time of night?

I am staying in a room upstairs & have alot going through my mind so i thought that maybe if I came down here and had a drink that maybe it would ease my mind a bit and that i would actually be able to get some sleep. She informs him

Are you in Chicago for business or fun?

I am here for business I am currently living in Washington but I have an interview tomorrow and if all goes well then i may just end up permanently in Chicago. Heres to hoping she says as she holds up her glass.

He holds his up as well. I hope everything goes the way that you want it to tomorrow. My name is Jay he says as he sticks out his hand with a small smile.

My name is Kim it was very nice meeting you Jay but I think that it is time that i head upstairs to get some rest so that i dont look too tired in the morning. Good Night and I hope that your night gets better.

Thank you Kim, Good Luck tomorrow on your interview.

As she walks away he couldnt help but to look over his shoulder one last time before she was out of his sight knowing that he may never see this woman again. He was surprised that when he looked over he shoulder that his eyes was met with hers looking right back at him and she turn the corner with one final smile. When she was out of his sight he finished the drink in his hand he decided to just head home, turns out that being stood up turned out to be one of the best things that had happened to him. He really had to thank the boys for choosing such a horrible date for him.

PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK...AND BE TRUTHFUL & LET ME KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTINUE OR NOT????

#jay halstead imagine #jay halstead x reader #kim burgess #chicago pd x reader #Jay halstead x kim burgess #chicagopd

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cmncisspnandmore · 5 years

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What Should I Reid?

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Male Reader

Request: hey could a request a Spencer Reid x Male Reader fic where they both just got home from a rough case and they curl up on the couch and read together

A/N: I’ve never written a male reader before, but im willing to give it a shot. I hope this is what you were looking for :) also sorry about the punny title. I couldn’t help it, i thought of it and it hit me right in the giggle dick.

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“Y/n? You okay?” Spencers soft voice pulled you from your thoughts on the walk home from the subway station.

“Yeah, i’m okay. This case just sucked.” You shrug your shoulders, as Spencer unlocks the doors to the apartment building.

“Yeah, it was pretty messed up.” He opens the door for you and brush by him, and head up the stairs to your apartment. Once you get into the apartment you both put your go bags on the kitchen counter and unclip your guns and holsters. Setting them next to the bags with your badges. Spencer shrugs off his messenger bag, and walks over to the kettle.

“Want some tea?” He looks over at you, you’re staring at the ground, arms crossed across your chest. You had a far away look on your face that scared Spencer, last time you had that look, you had locked yourself in the bedroom for a full week, and barely ate.

“No.. no thank you.” You clear your throat and move into the living room and take a seat on the couch. Spencer fixed himself a cup of tea, and walked into the living room, taking a seat next to you. You were leaning forward on your elbows, your chest rising and falling as you stared at the book shelf across from the couch.

“Do you want to talk about it?” Spencer asks, reaching out and placing a hand on your broad shoulder.

“I just.. I cant help but think that it could’ve been us.” You look over at him, and Spencer pulls you towards him, your head leans on his shoulder.

“But it wasn't, and it won't be, we are two very strong FBI agents. We are both very capable men, it would be a lot harder for that guy to overpower us compared to the teenagers he was going after.” Spencer fiddles with the collar of your shirt.

“Yeah but he still went after them, and why? Because they liked other guys? Whats wrong with that?” You shake your head and sit up again, turning to face Spencer. His soft brown eyes staring back at you.

“That man, he was sick. You know that. Theres absolutely nothing wrong with being Gay. society has come a long way, granted there is still a lot to work on, but that unsub, he was stuck with his head in the past. You heard the nonsense he was sputtering, that god frowns on gay relationships, but no where in the bible does it say that he doesn’t love same sex couples. And besides god isn’t even real.” Spencer places his hand on your cheek and you give a small smile.

“You’re right.” You lean forward and press your lips to his and Spencer lets out a small sigh before pulling back.

“Now, what do you want to do? We can watch tv, go on a walk, hell we can even work on paperwork. If that will help you come to terms with the case and help you move past it that is.” Spencer picks up his mug and takes a sip of his tea, watching as you mull over the options in your head.

“How about we just read?” You stand up and grab a book off the shelf not even looking at the title.

“Well i don't know how far you’re going to get unless you have become fluent in Russian in the past 2 minutes.” Spencer chuckles, and you glance at the book in your hand, it was in fact one of Spencers books, but it was in Russian.

“Well then,” you sheepishly put the book on the shelf and laugh at yourself. “So tell me Dr. Reid, if i cant read that book, then what on this enormous shelf should i read?”

“This one,” Spencer gets up and hands you a book, one of Rossi’s to be exact. With a small shrug you sit on the couch, and watch at Spencer grabs the book that you had picked up initially and plops down on the old couch next to you. Pulling the blanket from the back he flicks on the lamp beside him and you both curl up next to each other. The rest of the night is filled with comfortable silence, except the soft crinkling of a the pages as you both turn them.

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anyhao-archived · 7 years

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5 things tag meme

alright i was tagged by @actualprincejun (sorry this is so late! you’re the real mvp always tagging me in stuff ilu) to do the 5 things.... tag meme! this is gonna end up being long bc i tend to babble so i’ll put it under a readmore

5 things you’ll find in my bag:

it depends on if you mean backpack or purse. i’ll go with backpack bc that’s more interesting lol i’ll always have

1) professional stuff like my wallet, school ID, textbooks, etc. along with a million pencils. seriously. idk why i have so many of them?? also my glasses

2) headphones, for obvious reasons lol i dont go anywhere w/o them.

3) a pack of gum bc god knows i cant go through life without gum lol also for that reason where you can offer gum to people you dont know to socialize with them, PRO TIP FOR ALL YOU ENTERING COLLEGE bring gum so you can give some to your neighbors in class/partners, they’ll like you much better i promise. dont wait for them to ask, offer!!!

4) i usually have a stash of extra tampons and pads on the off chance i get my period or someone needs one lol

5) a miscellaneous item. it changes by the day. sometimes itll be a bunch of plastic bags, or (most likely) food of some sort lol but ive also found a twenty dollar bill at the bottom of my backpack so its rly just... random. one time i found a gift card to borders, which is funny bc they had been out of business for years when i found that lmao

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom:

im a huge fan of collecting random shitty trinkets that are no use to me whatsoever, so i’ll pick my 5 favorites i guess lol which will likely be incredibly hard... im a hoarder

1) ive got a cute little plant that im convinced is dying, im sorry! the leaves are still green so... i guess its still alive at least a little bit

2) ive got a relatively big replica of the boats from like the 1400s, you know the ones with all those sails and you think of pirates when you see it? yeah thats it

3) on my wall there’s a bunch of masquerade masks pinned up there, one of them is really nice, im surprised ive not broken it yet. along with the masks are some beautiful folding fans, the ones you always see in historical movies. they’re really breathtaking

4) OH I CANT FORGET ve got my day6 daydream album poster on my wall i love it to bits it just... fits my room so well. i didnt put my mamamoo or seventeen poster up bc day6 feels better in my room

5) ive also got a bunch of these weird... hand things. like ive got two porcelain sculptures of hands put together, holding palms up, like when youre trying to hold water in your hands. i use one of them to put my keys everyday so i know where they are. ones a coin holder. and ive also got a mini statue of just a regular hand and i put my necklaces/jewlery on the fingers to hold. its pretty cool

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in life:

1) SKY DIVING!!!!! i am determined to go sky diving before i die. coincidentally, when i get in a... bad .. mood i always remind myself of that pact and im like Alright....... and i feel less bad in that sense i guess. ive seriously wanted to do it for so long but never had the chance/money

2) become fluent in another language will always be one of my lifelong goals. once i learn one, i want to learn another. my problem is i just cant stick with one

3) live in a house with a secret room like with those bookshelves. man that would be cool

4) have all the weird pets. i want a pet rat, a pet iguana, a pet ferret, a parrot, lol that rhymed, you know all the good ones

5) travel, obviously

5 things I’m currently into:

1) writing. i dont think ill ever not be into writing, just my interest will fluxuate i suppose

2) making gifs! i just recently started that and with a friend’s help learned how to do quite a few things in photoshop, so im still trying to learn more about it

3) fuck if i know?? i dont have any interests unless i have 1 and im hyper aware of it

4) in that case kpop i guess

5) ???? someone please tell me who i am

5 things on my to-do list:

1) shower lmao i hate when i dont have stuff to do during the day bc i dont shower i just.... sit. and be on the computer. which is seriously not healthy for me ive found, its a big cause of mental health(TM)

2) get rid of this fucking acne holy shit its so stubborn i may cry ive been trying for months now with a couple different things and Nothing Is Working

3) start actually eating healthy and working out yikes i keep telling myself i will but its just so hard to get started. once im in a routine its fine but the starting.....

4) try to write something even if its just a sentence

5) idk, do my homework maybe and not screw myself over by waiting till the last minute. also i want to get out of the house. this ice storm & 4 day weekend is giving me cabin fever

5 things people may not know about me:

1) what am i supposed to write here no ones gonna care enough to know these facts lol i guess for this 1st one ill write that im way less optimistic than people usually think i am im just good at faking it

2) i like to think im good with reading people and knowing them, even if they dont know themselves.

3) all my job aspirations are too much for me to handle. being a teacher actually wasnt my first choice, its just the one that hurts the least. i wanted to be a therapist, but knew i couldnt talk to a depressed patient without bursting into tears myself. i wanted to be a vet/doctor but i could never handle death. especially being a vet. i wanted to be a forensic analyist or fbi agent or something but that also deals with death and i just... cant. a teacher is realistic. it may not be what i want, but its what im going to be. wow i went on a long tangent there y i k e s

4) i am one of the few people that actually like their parents. they may not be perfect but i have so much to thank them for. also, my mom always told me that if i befriended someone who didnt like their mom/dad/parents that shes your mom now. lol i used to compare her to mrs clause bc thats the type of person she is shes chubby and constantly smells like cookies and smiles all the time and is just... happiness

5) my favorite thing in the world is buying/making presents!!!! bc its one of the only things im good at lol i love giving people presents because theyre always perfectly chosen, a story behind each thing. its the only time my hyperawareness of people and sentimental-ness comes in handy

okay wow that entire thing was long and took forever and tbh i probably said too much but whatever lol ill go ahead and tag a few people. as always, you dont need to if you dont want to! @jmplel @fishpun @whysuga @85milk @kiryues @jihyeon @alipurple

#tag memes #im trying to catch up on all the things ive been tagged in lol theres a lot

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maschotch · 2 years

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IM LOSING MY MIND BRO IVE BEEN TRYNA FIGURE OUT WHERE HOTCH’S NICKNAME CAME FROM FOR FOREVER. Maybe it was....Kate? Tbh I don’t remember if she called him that or Aaron (maybe that’s why she holds such a special place in his heart?)

God there was that one guy from that episode in season 5 who had his team in San Francisco (I NEVER REMEMBER NAMES IM SORRY) idk but he was good friends with hotch so maybe it was him??

ORRRRRR it was someone in highschool and it ain’t that deep (or maybe it isssssss)

hmm i dont think either of them necessarily knew him long enough to Start a Nickname for him… i think it either had to be a close friend or maybe it was a group—bc it would have to be something that stuck w him over the years… if kate or the san francisco gave him a lil nickname im not sure it wluld be impactful enough to follow him around when he leaves. especially since it seemed like he was on his own when he met them. nicknames have to get caught on by others or be so well liked that he starts telling others to call him that

bc part of why this moment w jordan is so <<<333 is because asking someone to use his nickname seems so out of character for him. even when he didnt used to be so serious (even tho i mean come on, its fucking hotch—he’s never exactly been easygoing) it doesnt seem like something he would initiate. especially after he’s been an fbi agent long enough to meet kate/san francisco

high school is starting to sound more and more likely to me. its a place where you frequently get called by your last name and surrounded by enough people where someone would call him that and everyone else starts doin it too. plus, “hotchner” to “hotch” isnt exactly the most outlandish nickname. akdhsjdhj maybe i just think that bc i cant not think of him as hotch, but also it seems like something will get called on a regular enough occasion to get pissed off by it (like ik the anger originates from the reminder of his brother, but it also seemed like frustration built up over multiple occurrences, “i told you not to call me that”)

college also seems like a good candidate. it depends on the high school ig but even if teachers/admin use last names, students will still usually use first names. again, boarding school seems more likely compared to others, but more people go by last names in college anyway. its like a marker of maturity almost—you claim your parents name as a marker of status in the transition into adulthood. but everyones still casual enough to mess around and take a little more liberties. and hotch was probably a little less tense in college anyway, making him more likely to accept a nickname

#THAT got longer than it meant to #espec bc i got another ask on this 💀💀 but i hate that i have more to say aksjakdh #asks

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