#im on edge constantly

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masato arakawa #ryo aoki #snap sketches #AH jumpscare #i aint drawn aoki or masato (funny as hell i have to distinguish) in forever BYYYYYEE i miss him. i want him to be even more dead #my favorite genre of masato art is aoki killnig him so its my turn to do that. kinda. in spirit #Understandably its always aoki as the aggressor but i wanted to ask myself Can I Flip It #evidently aoki wasnt happy even with all of his power and all.. it makes me wonder how much his self hatred exists in aoki #A LOT EVIDENTLY LMAOOO but im having issues trying to articulate what i mean #aoki is very much a persona Fake Through And Through so sometimes i wonder if aoki ever gets tired of having to act all the time #he's on edge all the time and constantly trying to figure out how to use people instead of just. chilling LMAO GROW UP #he refuses to let himself be genuine and vulnerable with others yet at the same time he wants the love that comes with that #sure his new persona gives him the life he wanted but its gotta be wild to think 'people only like me for what i can do for them' #its hard to accurately describe what i was thinking while drawing these i just know i like rattling masato in a can #there's just so many layers to him it makes my brain itch SOOOO bad #having the love and sincerity he said he always wanted but not being able to see it because of his own self hatred... wild... #relatable... im gonna throw up... he still sucks tho lol...... #ok bye im gonna contemplate drawing something moody cause i guess it's a moody sunday idk sue me

[apatheticrobots]

unfortunately, acrylic paint is a lot harder to remove from fabric than from skin,

#welcome home #welcome home wally #wally darling #welcome home fanart #i gotta focus im shifting into puppet mode #anyway hes just like me fr <3 arms constantly covered in paint stains-- #finally found a coloring style that i rly like :] #sal art #the sides are supposed to be transparent but the image is too big and gets converted #i care more abt quality than the transparent edges so whatever <3

[myfairkatiecat]

not my friends being 400x less supportive about me being Christian than I am about them being atheist

#losing my mind right now #we were literally all just talking about a trip the senior class goes on #I said I didn’t want to go #cause I kinda hate the camp #and this girl responds to my message about hating camp #and goes HAHA I HATE CHURCHES #haha get it cause that’s how I feel about churches #and I’m like??? you knew what you were doing when you randomly changed the topic to that directly off of one of my messages #this is a pretty minor example too #it’s just the one that’s sending me over the edge right now #I’m so fed up with it #I’m over here treading on eggshells and trying to not mention religion too much so I can show my respect for your beliefs #and all you want to do is constantly change the topic to how much you hate my religion #but if I say I can’t be friends with someone because of that #then IM the intolerant one! #there’s no way to win. #I wish people were just not like that

[wikitpowers]

anytime now cassie… tlkof release date… don’t be shy now… *stares*

#im like constantly on edge #PLS JUST TELL US CASSIE #I WANNA CRY #:’((( #the last king of faerie #the wicked powers #tlkof #twp #tsc

[eggthew]

I get being mentally ill and pessimistic, like fuck, me too, most of the time I truely do not believe things can get better. and you're allowed to vent about it, like once again, me too. but something about reblogging a post someone made thats clearly like "I too struggle with mental illness and suicidal ideation but I think theres hope, that its possible that things will be okay one day, and I'm going to try and share that :)" and putting in the tags something like "not true" or whatever is just. you didnt need to do that. you can put that on a separate post.

#like. idk. let people try to let themselves have some hope #SORRY. having a really shitty day ajdjdkd constantly on the edge of tears. so anything mildly upsetting im making a big deal out of #egg talks

[poems-of-a-lover]

guys im so bored this sucks i need a boy to kiss me to keep me focused

#ughskjdhgusdhg not feelin it today #i didnt get out of bed till 1 pm today bc i was so tired from being in front of so many ppl yesterday #plus its pride so i was constantly on edge bc anything could happen #idk man im so eepy and its making it hard to focus on anything so im bored >=[ #just gonna lay in bed and. think abt boys. i need to be in love immediately. #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #trans mlm #t4t #mlm thoughts #mlm blog #t4t yearning

[potatochip-oc-dump]

i keep dropping little tidbits of marks backstory... one day i will spit it all out on some google doc or somethin

little mark + moose mom, mom who is moose

#oc #mark mahogany #moose mom #ill come up w a name for her at somepoint... #ANYWAYS I NEED EVERYONE TO SEE CHILD MARK NOW!!!!!!! #blood #LISTEN I. PROMISE ILL GET INTO MARK LORE WHEN I HAVE THE ENERGY TO DO SO!!!! #VRGGRHGRHRHEHGRHRG new character tiem #shes his mentor of sorts. shes the librarian + owner of the “archive” whatever place that mark currently works at #she took him under her wing and passed down the position to him #ALSO. THIS IS LIKE THE 3RD TIME IVE ACCIDENTALLY MADE AN ANTHRO CHARACTER TRANS #but im sticking with it ofc because i love her very much #mark has that Traumatized Child look in his eye👍 awesome #the context for the blood thing in the third image is that #mark is kind of like. constantly on edge and lashes out when he feels threatened. on top of all that hes a child #who is grappling w the fact that everyone around him continuously calls him a beast and a monster amd all that jazz. not as like an insult #but as and encouragement if thag makes sense #reminder that mark has been to therapy in canon #also im sorry i keep forgetting 2 draw mark with his cane i promise ill try and be better abt that in the future #ahhh i lauve him

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

i love minos (thinks about his fanon depiction) (throws up)

#okay god i try not too care too much abt mischaracterization especially if its something small but even bigger stuff its like. who cares #we've all been guilty of it at least a little bit before. you know. #but the fact fanon minos has practically ZERO things in common with minos in canon. like. :/ #the fact they make him a sex obsessed guy when he shows zero hints towards being horny/sexual in game. and at most he just says that people #shouldnt be punished for loving one another. like. #everytime i see fanon content of minos and hes like haha gabriel do you want to have sex or hes constantly talking abt sex like. come on. #i never even see people talk abt stuff abt minos thats actually cool and not some fanon made up haha bisexual lighting and i love sex bit #like okay we're not gonna talk abt the fact that he had to see the destruction of everything he worked towards to help others with his own #eyes from his prison. #we're not gonna talk about how tragic he is or his story or anything abt his personality in canon? #no we're just gonna graft a make believe personality onto him where he constantly talks abt sex and nothing else? and wants to fuck gabriel #when one of the first things hes ever said upon being freed is that he wants to kill gabriel? #SORRY I KNOW IM BEING A LITTLE HATER AND IVE TRIED TO LESSEN UP ON IT ESP COMPARED TO MY LAST FANDOM. BUT. #GOD. #it wouldnt even be that bad if they didnt rough down minos's rough edges and hatred of gabriel and yet make sisyphus more #angry/violent towards him when he just had beef with heaven in general. like. interesting. that youre. depicting the person of #color as more angry/violent towards your blorbo when its arguable he doesnt even care abt gabe in specific. #really interesting. #truly. #okay im done being a hater #salt tag #to delete

[felixcosm]

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#fanfiction #archive of our own #ao3 #on fanfiction #my one fanfiction post is getting a lot of notes with ppl talking about how they got negative feedback on their fanfics #which sucks #lets go hype each other up a little and spread the love #anyway hyperfocusedcloneshipper's IRP series is so so good #its my go-to series to read when im craving more w.bg in a way that a relisten wont fix #plus the latest chapters have had so many jaw dropping plot twists and reveals they constantly keep their readers on edge

[mukuberry]

I would unironically trust John Kayano with my life. Yes, he has probably has the second highest kill count in milgram. No, that doesn't change my opinion in the slightest

#I'll only die if i upset miko. and if i upset miko i deserve to die i think #im thinking about it and i genuinely think I'd be most comfortable around him out of everyone. fuuta is second place ♡ #youd think it'd be kazui but noooooo. I'd be constantly on edge to make sure i dont say something stupid.... #chernikocore

[sakebytheriver]

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#i wish my brain would stop fixating on this friendship breakup but its just so frustrating and annoying #the way she tells me shes 'done with second chances' as ive felt for months now that i had to be on edge and walk on eggshells around her #the way she always made me the bad guy and had me convinced i was the problem and that i just had to ignore the feeling in my gut that this #friendship was really one sided and broken in a way where i had to always be perfect or else i would be abandoned #the more i go over everything the more im realizing just how toxic she was to me and just how much she built the friendship in a way #that made me feel so unstable and uncomfortable and like i would always have to swallow her bullshit because shed never change for me #but she would constantly tell me how i needed to change for her #its frustrating to get dumped by someone who had you convinced you were the toxic one when in reality it was actually them

[capricioussun]

I wanna try that evil art style challenge but I feel like I don't have a style??? Which. Isn't really possible but I can't even think of like...what the opposite of the traits I use would be ???

#like. I use a lot of round and hard edges. vary between thick and thin lines and also lineless #I sometimes do disjointed lines but sometimes do full lines. I'll use bright and muted colours #like. what the fuck don't I already do man. the only things I can think of art subject not style really like. I don't really do realism ??? #I never stick to one style I constantly try different stuff and like there's obv some stuff I just do...no matter what?? #there has to be an inherent style that is my own since I am. the one drawing it but like #WHAT IS IT #bye #sunny with clouds #(/lh btw im not actually upset lol)

[lordliing]

Hello, I promise I will be back as soon as I have both mine and my sister's meds back-- we're currently rawdogging life bc our doctors are backed up and free clinics don't like to refill these meds if we have a doc

#ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵈᵖᵒˡᵉ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵉᵃᵈ. // ᵘˡᵗʳᵃ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ #I got another week of constantly wondering if the pain in my stomach area is stress or if im dying #and waking up at night fucking terrified for no reason hahaha #my sister is on edge too and when she's on edge she gets destructive

[meowmeowmessi]

literally fuck barcass messi can have his last dance or whatever when he's 98 years old im sure till then him and anto and the kids won't mind living in england in their multimillion dollar mansion for a hot minute pessi call pep NOW

#im so TIRED of the bald head edging us by constantly bringing up messi in interviews yet not calling him im getting blue balls atp

[drifloonz]

i think how i write steven as a ""retired cryptid"" is extremely funny bc he still lives in pallet town. just in a walled-off part. he would never willingly reintegrate with society fully but just. imagine if he did at least partially. imagine if some delivery guy came to pallet town and was like asking the residents where a "mr. steven" would live and theyre all like

"The guy on the edge of the town???? The cryptid??? Our local boogeyman???" "yea that one"

#wispy chatters #steven strangled red #big tag ramble on this one i have THOUGHTS i LOVE domesticated cryptid steven #its funnier bc his 'side' of pallet to the west or whatever is walled off #and i imagine its walled off enough to the point where its like hard to climb or jump over ( at least if you're short or weak ) #so its just like. the deliveryguy has to go thru that. and has to text steven like. 'Dude i cant deliver the package like this' #and hes just like 'idk drop it on the other side'. #deliveryman just goes 'i am not legally liable if the package gets damaged ok' and steven just groans #and goes outside to reach his hands above the weird stone gates and picks up the package and just goes back in his house #Imagine domesticated cryptid steven is what im saying. #i also like to imagine he'd scare the residents for fun by ominously sitting at the edge of the stone gates at night #and glaring at people w his red eyes. #for literally no reason other than to scare people bc he probably finds scaring people funny #i call him a retired cryptid but hes still pallet towns local cryptid who is really playing into the role after he stopped actually killing #and also probably when he was too but like less so. #imagine theres like a day dedicated to steven in pallet for some reason where people just offer things near the gate for him to pick up #bc its smth the kids of pallet who were told the story of steven just kind of imagined like #'oh well sometimes you give offerings to legendaries or during ceremonies. or so the cryptid at the edge of town doesnt eat us.' #imagining the residents of pallet or whatever and sometimes other people drop him gifts on like... his birthday or the date of The Incident #and also cuz yk during his depression spiral ppl constantly gave him gifts #i think he'd just be very confused and very conflicted esp if they did make it on the Incident Day bc hes just like. #'i dont want your pity.' but then the day after all of the gifts r gone cuz he took them anyways. #almost all of them r prob given to miki bc its 'her' day unless its food then he splits it between em. and his partner if he has 1. #he just sees it as 'oh cool i dont have to go to the grocery store today. thanks.' #also prob happens on other dates too like christmas/halloween/his birthday #I think if steven was more normally adjusted and his side of pallet was open he'd make his house a haunted house on halloween #and would just scare people for funsiez and if he caught them he just throws them out . maybe give candy n then do tht if theyre a kid.

[seoafin]

i feel like every time im back home my body shuts down

#as in im constantly exhausted and/or on edge