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highoncatfood · 2 months
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wszystko musze robic sam w tym jebanym domu anwyay more edited stuff based on theeee sticker set from the upcoming raincode event or sth i saw on twitter. they get shoulder privileges i totally made this for no reason at all
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oatbugs · 4 months
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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bwobgames · 1 month
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Sound: Bitter Water - The Oh Hellos
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databent · 14 days
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doing long diviison for fun will have people asking "what the fuvk is wronw with uou" and well cant a guy havea little numbers. my numbers hobby. a special long division treat for me
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mcybree · 4 months
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"if you happen to fall in the subcategory of people who are really into third life and also rain world lets talk. please. i have an au come back"
i am staring at u with my artificer plushy in my hands
*walks onto the stage. taps mic.* um. Jimmy sliver of straw incident. *jumps off the apron breaking all of my bones immediately upon contact with the floor*
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justmwahstruly · 7 months
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somebody put they ocs in my steampunk au i wants
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jamiethebeeart · 1 year
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I'm not saying I speedran 4 linearts today for @green-with-envy-phandom-event but .... Who am I kidding I did (gore submission under the cut: portal accident, cw: skeleton, dissolving)
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wutheringmights · 2 months
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#my digestive issues are literally under the most control they have ever been in my life and they are still ruining my life#woke up fine today. went to a coffee shop. had to leave after an hour#i had so many plans for today and now i'm stuck at home because i can't be too far away from a bathroom#i didn't eat anything that would trigger this. my gut just hates me i guess#earlier this month i have a risk food but i thought i took enough precautions to be safe and it fucked me up for like#2 weeks straight#i wonder what its like for people to not have to wonder about bathroom access every time they leave the house#i wonder what its like to eat normal foods without calculating how sick its going to make you#i wonder what its like to not have entire plans tossed out the window for reasons beyond your control#fucking sucks man#i hate ibs#in exchange for my terrible gut i do have a fantastic immune system somehow but weirdly that means i never take time off work?#ok so i am so good at just managing my issues that i just power through whenever im sick.#it's not like i can afford to take time off whenever i feel sick anyway and besides once you have to take multiple AP tests in high school#while in the middle of an episode you grow a lot of tolerance for being functional while sick#but then. i just i could have excuses to take days off because i have a cold or something. get a rest every now and then#but what illnesses i get beyond digestion issues are so slight that i can just. power through. i am never ill enough to take time off#and i get so worried that one day I will need that PTO that I can't convince myself to use it for like mental health days and ugh#this is more of a personal problem than anything but still. i wish i got sick like a normal person
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gothamcityneedsme · 3 months
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also. The start of the game forcing u into the genesis comic feels. Very silly. its a tonal jump from the death to like have sudden narration. It shouldve been framed differently idk. Or just. Not inserted into the story. Anyways.
Love the beginning of this game. Setup is so good. I love Jacob and Mirandas intros. Jacob as the one who tells you the truth, who has a moral compass vs Mirandas sole purpose and drive for two years being to bring you back to life regardless of her impression or opinion of you personally.
#Shitpost#love how miranda responds once you have results too#i love how cold and calculating she is#and like she wouldnt work as well if she wasnt the lead on the project. Her leading it and basically being a huge part of why youre alive#just like. Immediately places her in a fascinating space#also shes basically your XO but also shes reporting back to TIM about you#side note but tbh still mad at how they handled TIM in 3. he just became a villain where hes WAY more interesting here#hes so middle ground nuanced and that sort of dies. A shame tbh#theres a lot i dislike about me3 lol. Not entirely but still#TIM and the ending. And the mechanics with the separate app#is that still up? I hope so. Im playing og mass effect lol#anyways also. Jacob is so interesting too#Hate that he got memed on and ignored by most of the fandom#tbh his loyalty quest is kinda iffy too iirc but his base here is so good#and his comments throughout the game too#Also. I think me could have been fixed if we learned who built the reapers and got into the shit#The theme of organic vs synthetic life couldve been expanded upon#ESPECIALLY since synthetic life literally cant exist without an organic creator#the cycle couldve been MORE is all im saying#the creators couldve built the reapers with that pov. Like a terrible cleansing pov#Organics so convinced organic life is corrupt that they wished to destroy it#and the reapers if shown that truth would realize the hypocrasy. The lie they were built on#Or something#mass effect is so good but the endings are all bad#Thematically they are a little interesting. Esp the ending where you leave it to the next cycle#BUT. like i hate synthesis and control. Those are hard to reconcile with the Themes imo#destroy works but tbh to me. Destroy shouldve ended with a scene of some scientist who believes life is corrupt. Building another AI#an AI to destroy life.#thats all.#Ok ill shut up now
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charonte-simi · 6 months
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I love that I have an office (adjacent) job again, because my 3 years in the govt taught me how to master the skill of doing absolutely fucking Nothing for hours out of the day and no one noticing or giving a shit
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matchandelure · 1 year
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fhjmsdfhjglks feeling kind of frustrated at a lot of things
#sometiems i feel that maybe i set goals that are too ambitious#good grades in classes. internship prep. learning how to be independant and do adult stuff in general#working out regularly eating balanced meals getting enough sleep every night taking care of skin. overlall physical wellbeing#while also trying to make time for hobbies especially art...#ive been sucked into a rather strong loop of comparison.. bc i recentl ylooked through my old art when i went back home#and im so sad at how little ive improved. and i know that everyone learns and imrpoves at different rates#and i have more important things to focus on such as completeing this degree completely unrelated to art#but i dont want to go through the nexxt five years just.not improving at all at something i love so much :((#but everyday this past almost two terms of school. i never finish the work i need to before i go to sleep#everytime i do finish everything its time to repeat the whole cycle all over again#and whne i do get time to draw im so tired that all i can amnage are some scribbles..which means my technical skills arent improving atall#bc i dont have the energy to study even ifi its something i love#which iguess ispart terrible self discipline which i need to work on but sometimes i just wnat to shut my brain off and doodle mindlessly#bc i dislike my program :((( eww math ewwwww compsci#and i want a distraction from it whenever possible because if i have to calculate the eigenspace corresponding to an eigenvalue of a matrix#one more time i am going to cry#im tired gnight#willows rambling branch
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kissmehardy · 9 months
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New law that anyone who works in an office cant have an opinion on my job because they fundamentally cant understand what im doing
#sorry if youre proud about sacrificing your dreams for a paycheck you cant tell me what im not doing isnt worth it bc its in your opinion a#poor roi#like fucking maybe but also maybe not everyone needs to sell their soul maybe youre just bitter that you are#stuck in middle management business hell#oh you got a job? *pulls out calculator* doesnt look like it will be worth it in the long run though#like fuck off youre the one getting an online business phd asshole#stop tell me to work in hr stop it stop it stop it stop it#stop telling me to get a sales job fucking stop i mean it when i say i will kill myself first#god why is everyone on earth so business pilled there are more life paths out there i promise i PROMISE#maybe you wont make 100k a year but fuck you might be free#sorry i would rather travel the country and excavate human remains?? walk through the woods the mountains the swamps?!#do something meaningful like preserve archaeological resources and not make a ceo money?? you have one life and you look down on me for not#dedicating mine to making a ceo money????#sorry i would rather enjoy my job and life??#i dont fucking understand why when i hit 25 suddenly EVERYONE is like ok but youre too old for dreams time to work in hr#fucking excuse me?? so the plan is tell kids to undergrads to follow their dreams and as they obtain them tell them that was stupid are you#kidding me??#im fucking losing my mind i fucking hate you all just bc its not a nine to five doesnt mean its not viable#in fact its MORE viable i got the first fucking job i applied to!!! how many fucking people get the first hr job they apply to jesus christ#no i will actually go into data analysis and get 300 rejections bc i have zero background in it good fucking plan#yall im so mad#pulling out a calculator immediately to tell me my choice is bad fuck off
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rainy-astrology · 10 months
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I KNOW!! I really didn't expect it at all lmao we are always being clowned! I thought Aquarius or Taurus ruled by his Leo Venus but well not far off ruled by his Leo mercury!🥳 Makes so much sense. Now Jongho is the only one left let's goooo!! Betting for Taurus rising😼 Next options Libra or Virgo too, he has to be ruled by his Scorpio Venus or mercury minimum!
Astrologer Atinys crying rn
And yeah, totally agree on Jongho being an earth rising! He definitely has earth rising energy for sure; calm and collected, organized, hardworking, cares about money and security lol. Taurus asc could give him Sun in 6th, which I can def see 🤔. Virgo Asc has Mars in 1st, Sun in 2nd, Venus in 3rd maybe... Capricorn asc can give him Libra mc and Sun in 10th with Venus in 11th, so I wouldn't be surprised by that either. He's definitely gotta have some earth placement, whether it be his rising or houses
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benetnvsch · 1 year
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I have a cs midterm I have Not Studied enough for in two hours and I had to wake up early to buy a Calculator for it that was like 25 dollars bc my calculator Is Too Complex for the final and needs to be nerfed </3
(but I also bought a new pretty green sketchbook and Got Another shark to track for free so it evens out in the end)
But After that's done I am gonna be drawing so much- I have so many wips that I'm this close to finishing -
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bobzora · 1 year
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the thing about gamedev that they dont want you to know is that you have to actually dev your game @.@ crazy ! ! !
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randombubblegum · 2 years
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like i feel like ive listened to enough parx AND demos AND awstens book AND general ramblings over the years to notice immediately that the explicit references to sex are like a very deliberate change of angle……. the part of me that has a brain thinks hes both chasing the virality of imhs AND has also realized that songs with slutty lyrics are widely loved and even big artists meant for radio (like that one cringey lyric in harrys house everyone laughs at) can get away with them and have ppl still love the song sooooo. i think hes chasing that.
i dont think after 30 years of not talking about the sex he has in his songs or personal writings hes just suddenly decided to go “im so horny and slutty and i have to let the world know!!!!!!!” liiiike this is obvi a calculated move and change of image for parx lol. i listen to and love slutty songs on the daily (i didnt make scene slut for nothing) but parx has never been “a slutty band” so im like. im still deciding how i feel about that image change especially when i rly do feel it is calculated to appeal to a wider audience……. esp of younger ppl i.e. tiktok users…… but hey as long as theyre not random horny straight lyrics like fg im probably fine with it. or will at least listen lol
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