#im nervous what the fuck

[heeracha]

pov: accept it (me), please.

synopsis: someone would always airdrop you small messages and memes everyday, you would always accept it which made you insanely curious about who it is. unknown to you, it was lee heeseung who you considered as your high school sweetheart. lee heeseung who believes he loved you too late.

pairing: heeseung x f!reader (she/her)

content/genre: college au (ofc), glimpses of high school, second chance (ish), friends to lovers, fluff, angst, crack, slowburn

warning(s): it will be put in every chapter, but as always, swearing.

note: robi back with another hee smau. idk, delaying wob again (im really, really sorry). not as angsty as ymtm, i swear. i will start when i have 20 chaps on the drafts bcs i dont want to fail u guys jsbhsdbdsh. anyway, TAGLIST OPEN. SEND ASKS TO BE IN IT.

tags: r.asks: ai(m)p, ai(m)p updates, ai(m)p thoughts, ai(m)p spoilers.

profiles. / profiles 2. / profiles 3.

ep 1. — the one with heeseung needing directions.

ep 2. — the one with the awkward reunion.

ep 3. — the one with heeseung's favorite girl.

ep 4. — the one with heeseung being sleepy... and impulsive.

ep 5. — the one with gyu giving the loser an idea.

ep 6. — the one with buzz lightyear.

ep 7. — the one where y/n sends back.

ep 8. — the one with psyche and eros.

ep 9. — the one with the sketch pad.

ep 10. — the one with pepe the frog.

ep 11. — the one with the cute guy.

ep 12. — the one with the "stupid" note.

ep 13. — the one with the what if.

ep 14. — the one where y/n knows hee better.

ep 15. — the one with heeseung being petty.

ep 16. — the one with heeseung still being petty.

ep 17. — the one with heeseung getting drunk.

ep 18. — the one with heeseung blocking y/n.

ep 19. — the one with jeong, gyu and seung cringing.

ep 20. — the one with y/n airdropping hee.

ep 21. —

#im nervous what the fuck #enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen reactions #enhypen x reader #enhypen smau #heeseung imagines #heeseung scenarios #heeseung fluff #heeseung x reader #heeseung smau

[fierce-sims]

*goes insane and dies*

#sorry about the big ass empty space I don't plan these pages out and then I get burnt out… #sims 2 #ts2 #ripp grunt #nervous subject #tycho curious #fierce’s tycho #beau broke #tybeau #ajay loner #jill smith #fierce doodlez #my bday is tmrw guys and im fucking SICK 😭😭 #THIS IS SO LAME #errrmmm pretend I know what anatomy is…

[enden-agolor]

Uhhhh i dont usually make fanart of my own fics but like uhhh here you go

#how the fuck do people have the patience to do comics #i was FIGHTING myself to finish this #good grief what the hell #im kinda nervous about posting this ngl i dont usually post such uh… passionate looking art publicly #the men are gay is what i am trying to say #mcsm #jesskas #my art #mcsm jesse #mcsm lukas #minecraft story mode #mcsm fanart

[sluckythewizard]

i muade this in like 20 minuts and i refuse to spend anymore time on it. heres the video that possessed me to make it

#i might spruce it up more for a doodly page later #who knows #in the meantime though this can try to break containment if it wants to #this fuckin video was crackin me up so hard i HAD to make it real #i love emizel tucker so so fuckin much UUGGHH #ALSO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EP 9 BTW. AND OH MY GOD. OH COME ON. WHAT THE FUCK. IM SO MAD ABT GABE #THEY COULDVE BEEN BOYFRIENDS. WHAT THE FUCK. CMOOON #also i gotta leave in a while to work a shift at 2 am and im NERVOUS. AND ITS MANIFESTING IN WAYS #AND THOSE WAYS INCLUDE SCREAMIN ABT BLORBOS ON TWITTER #HEEELP ME HEEELP!! HELP MEEE!!!

[krynutsreal]

haiii posting some old sky au doodles happy Valentine's day :]

OK. ALSO. THMEM. KISSING OR WBAGEVER .

holds head innhands . guys they'r so bad at it they're so bad . someone come push them off a cliff for me

#mondo owada #kiyotaka ishimaru #ishimondo #sky au #kry k(art) #IM SO EMBARRASED AND I EVEN CENSOEED THR FUCKIGN KISS I CAJT BELIEVE MYSELF WHAT AM I A NUN? #just kidding gyys umm ukmmnng jjjmmm uuhh umm. uhhhb #AHHH I DONT KNWO WHY I GET EMBARRASSED POSTING THAY EVWN THO I WAS LIKE. I GOTTA. ...FOR VALENTINES #these are so old btw #especially the smooching one #thats them on earth btw heag. smoochin AHHH AHHGG AHHGG EXPLODES MYSELF #anywhas if u hc regular ishimondos as being bad at kissing then first of ur so real for that and also sky au ishimonods r literally that #but worse #tgey have no . clue #ok id elaborate more bht im so so embarrassed where the hell is that lets unlearn shame together jerma pic #TUMBLR FUCK OFF AND STOP MESSING UP MY POSTS IMNALREADU NERVOUS

[becauseplot]

Anyway for entirely justifiable reasons (<-is a glutton for angst) I need Chayanne and Tallulah to be present when the hummingbirds come around or a note about the 'wise old crow' appears in their house, causing qPhil to have one of his derealization/reality-questioning episodes. I need it. I need it to happen SO bad. Because they’ve seen Phil get roughed up in a fight, they’ve seen him angry, they’ve seen him wary and even nervous, but they have NEVER seen him doubt like that.

People have already made posts talking about how the cage-for-a-cage/child-of-the-sky stuff has been particularly rough on qPhil, who relies heavily on his constant vigilance, keen senses, and hyper-awareness of his surroundings for reassurance. He's the kind of guy who walks into a room and has already charted at minimum two escape routes by the time he takes a seat, you know? He sees and processes and stores information on everything, at all times, and he uses this to act in the best interest of his and his loved ones' collective survival.

His kids see this side of him too, most significantly in the ways that he looks after them: always keeping an eye on the back of the group, never far from Tallulah, and constantly analyzing Chayanne's fighting style to give helpful critique to optimize his attacks. Chayanne and Tallulah know that everything he's ever done was to protect them. Also, he's always there to offer them advice when they're feeling lost, and even if he doesn't have all the answers they need, he gives enough reassurances and promises to put their minds at ease. Phil is confident in what he knows. In their eyes, he is strong. He is a fortress, safe and impenetrable.

You could say that about a lot of children's perceptions of their parents/guardians/mentors. The older, guiding forces in our lives always seemed strong and infallible to us as kids. That's why it was always unnerving to see them get sick, or get stressed, or cry. Observing weakness in those people felt so, so wrong because we never considered the fact that they were capable of it; it was just impossible.

So, the situation: Phil is suffering in a way that makes him question the very same reality that he was a master of not too long ago. Whenever it happens, he goes quiet, looks around, mutters to himself, breathes shakily, fidgets. He is visibly unnerved and uncertain.

If Chayanne and Tallulah are there, they're gonna notice---they're perceptive, just like him. I'd imagine they'd try to ask him if he's okay, and he'd reassure them that he's fine, and maybe that's enough the first time. But, as more incidents arise, and as time goes on, they start to see more of this out-of-nowhere uneasiness, fear, from him, which is worrying, especially because he won't tell them why.

NOW. Phil has been upfront about a lot of things with Chayanne and Tallulah in the past. For example, during the height of the code attacks, Phil told them everything he ever learned about the codes, every single new development, to ensure that his kids were well informed and prepared. He was frank about the threat on their lives because to sugar-coat anything would be doing them a disservice. It was important they knew all of the cold, hard facts, even if it took away even more of their precious childhood innocence. He values their happiness, but safety comes first. It has always come first.

But this is different. It's not cold hard facts. Phil doesn't know what to believe anymore. When the hummingbirds come around and his reality comes into question, he doesn't know what is real, what he can trust, what is fact. His senses have been compromised. Hell, he's still trying to convince himself that he's not going crazy when all evidence seems to suggest that he's losing his goddamn mind. He doesn't know what to tell his kids, so he tells them nothing.

So now here stands Chayanne and Tallulah. There is something that is scaring their dad, and he won't tell them what is, so on top of the knowledge that their unwavering father is, in fact, capable of true, genuine fear, he's suddenly keeping things from them. Their dad is keeping things from them because he is scared. And I can't imagine a realization more terrifying than that.

#goddamn i did not mean to write an essay i just have SO many thoughts about this #cw derealization mention #look idk if what qphil goes through when he starts questioning the presence of birds/if he's dreaming is like an *actual* dereal. episode #but man if it doesn't make him question his reality and freak him the fuck out #so im calling it 'derealization/reality-questioning' just to cover my bases #yall get what i mean though #dont mind me im just rambling #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #actually super nervous to post this longpost so if it vanishes uhhhh you know why

[puppyeared]

gregnant

anton belongs to @poicyss

#someone help them LMAO #im all kinds of panic induced stress rn so. woe pregant auggie be upon ye #shes very excited but also extremely fucking nervous and couldnt think of any other way to break the news #also because how do you deal with the spawn of a literal shadow creature. what the fuck do u do #im sure theyve probably discussed the possibility of being parents once in a while but not like actually intended to conceive #idk much else though ive never been pregnant. shrugs #i think her bump is probably smaller bc vincent forms as a dog before he takes on human form a couple months after being born #so the fetus is smaller.. although its more obvious when shes in her animal form so she doesnt transform while pregnant just in case #can you tell ive thought abt this a normal amount #my art #myart #doodles #my oc #friend oc #augusta #anton #suggestive #? #i mean kinda..? its implied this is after they boink but not much else #oc lore

[fangirltothefullest]

SO I GOT THE JOB!

Now comes the terrifying part of having to call the other place and explain that I can't work there and ALSO going in tomorrow ans meeting everyone and actually BEING A 3RD GRADE TEACHER HOLY FUCK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#screaming crying throwing up etc #honestly so fucking nervous #like i fully know what im doing - ive taught this grade and prek and i know how to teach the standards but also THE IMPOSTOR SYNDROME #IS FUCKING REAL

[martyrbat]

alexa play gary come home :((

#pens lb #i miss him.... #i know playing a goalie while hes hot is a thing. i know that. but whats the long-term plan here? you're going to have #ned still increasing his chances of injuries and fatigue AND a goalie who hasnt played in weeks #its unfair to ned and its setting jarry up to be a scrapgoat in important games #like im not a big fan of the bruins but theyve been doing the right thing in actually alternating their goalies every other game #so the other gets to rest while staying sharp and they're both well experienced. #jarry has 6!!!! shutouts!!!! and thats while being the goalie for the fucking pittsburgh penguins! #you KNOW he can play. you know hes good. why are you purposely setting him up to fail. #and ned has been wonderful! i was so nervous he was going to be traded after not being played for a good bit. i love my eyebrows boy and am #so happy and proud he's been having these opportunities to show how good and valuable he is to this team #but overworking him to such an extent is (once again) setting him up to fail just as much as its setting jarry up to be that scrapegoat #mike sullivan i am shaking you by the shoulders demanding to know what the fuck has been up with these lineups lately

[whovianderson]

🎉I got the BEST news today!! 🎉

Since I’ve decided to go into television production as a career, I applied for a filmmaking course at the British Film Institute a little while back.

And yesterday, I received an email saying… that they’ve selected me for an interview on Tuesday!!!!!

#so so so so so so happy!!!! #LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!!! #I can’t believe this is real!!!! #obviously I’m nervous too #and imposter syndrome is kicking my ass #but I COULD ACTUALLY CRY IM OVER THE MOON #british film institute #bfi

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

You ever think about what's gonna happen when the Welcome Home website updates in December? Hopefully, at least for what I think, we'll get to see the fabled Julierella! Or any visual parts of the show in general. Probably something fit for the holiday spirit.

Maybe wondering about their relatives and loved ones living outside the neighborhood, and the fact that the residents haven't left to see them in some time.

Stuff like that! Maybe even some new recipes!

i try not to think about it or i'll become so nervoucited that i'll get nauseous

#the fact that its a psychological horror brings my excitement #from 'ohhhh i cant wait!!!' #to Im Genuinely Deeply Nervous AND Deeply Excited. #welcome home stresses me the fuck out but... in a good way? somehow??? #still i dont wanna think about whats to come or my entire day will be lost to pacing & staring at a wall w/ a racing heart #it probably will be housewarming themed - if thats still the in-universe version of christmas for the neighborhood #but yeah! so stoked im anxious! yeehaw! #whatever happens im going to go absolutely fucking Feral #also theres an element of 'i cant even imagine. anything could happen. things will happen that ive never even considered' #rambles from the bog #yk actually a thought ive had #is if i start streaming. before the update #maybe... i could stream the update. #yk me and any of you who join checking it out for the first time and looking for secrets #could be fun! if! emphasis on if!! #could be nice. cause like... idk about you guys but i dont have irl friends to sit down and check it out with #the updates are fun but a little lonely for me! its just me in my room wishing i could share the First Time Excitement yk yk #just. something for me to consider aiming for! #oh my god i just realized ill probably be working #i swear to god if the update drops while im at work im just gonna quit and walk out the door #ohhhh now im nervous about that happening... heres hoping it wont... #lmao who am i kidding! given my luck's track record that absolutely Will happen

[acoraxia]

youtube offered me a partnership program for my animatics and i'm just sitting here wondering if it's worth it haha someone help me

#im very nervous about it because on one hand #yippee money #on the other hand #haha what the fuck

[mimir97477906]

small doodles while im working on this one 1⃣ comic thing🔥🔥i cant

#woohjoohhoıhohoj i cantt finish ittt #im just sitting and thinking who the fuck gets fixated on SIMS characters lile what is this #human beings are truly wonderful creatures #do you think other creatures also get hyperfixations #sims 2 fanart #the sims fanart #the sims 2 #ts2 fanart #ts2 #ts2 premades #ts2 simblr #strangetown #nervous subject #pascal curious #ripp grunt #sims 2 #sims 2 premades #sims community

[fox-guardian]

have you drawn tim or martin with that meme of someone with their bare chest and the tiktok comment “cover them up slut” above it? i just recently saw the meme and thought your art style would fit it perfectly if you haven’t done it already

akjshdlakjsdha i actually did draw martin with that meme a while ago but i was hesitant to post it because. titty. anyway fuck it we ball

[ID: A digital drawing of Martin Blackwood drawn as the "cover them up slut" meme. The drawing is framed as a cropped TikTok screenshot of Martin from the chest up, shirtless, with his chest on display and a large window behind him, lighting the room a dim yellow with blue shadow. He is a fat, white, non-op trans man with freckles, a scruffy goatee, body hair, round glasses, small gold earrings, and short, bright red hair streaked with white. He looks into the camera with contempt. The comment above him reads "Cover them up slut". His profile picture is a cropped image of him fully clothed holding a book to his chest, and the likes are at "69420". end ID]

#fg's art #the magnus archives #tma #martin blackwood #yeah ill main tag this one #fg's answers #asks #bare chest #cursing #REJOICE. martitty be upon ye #im always hesitant to post art like this with or without Community Labelling or whatever cuz it makes me nervous 👉👈 #like what if i get my blog sniped or smth yknow #but fuck it we ball

[smithsparker]

family dinner

Sokka had been so excited for today, and he was convinced everything would be fine. But it was not fine. Actually, it was horrible. And the worst part was that it wasn’t even that bad. No, Sokka realised, his father and his boyfriend were just extremely stupid.

or, zuko thinks hakoda hates him. hakoda thinks zuko hates him. sokka is so tired.

[read on ao3]

written for @zukkaweek day one: modern au | family drama

#* #my writing #zukkaweek2023 #atla #avatar: the last airbender #zukka #zuko #sokka #zukka fic #hi guys im scared <3 #i don't think i really love this fic i think its not very well written #i also kind of rushed it because i just didnt really know what to do with it #(and it needed to be finished Today lmao) #but i still like it! first atla fic thats so cool #also first zukka week! lets fucking go!! #also. i use 'hate' in the summary but its really not that serious theyre just a bit dumb (and nervous) #so dont worry guys its a rlly happy fic! #ok thats enough rambling bye im turning my phone off so i dont check notifs too often <3 #*zukkaweek23 #zukka week 23 #*atlafic

[mcybree]

Today i am in a wee bit of pain. If i watched skizzs 3l pov today and made weird bad takes about him on tumblr dot com would yall forgive me

#i havent watched skizzs 3l perspective because letting me blorboify skizz is a bad idea like in general #but #girls can only think about skizz telling bigb that he’ll only kill people who deserve it for so long before they need to— #bite him and tear him apart violently for information #he said thaf and then killed JIMMY. and CLEO. WHAT HAPPENED BROOOO #like thats so. teehee. toohoo #where did things go wrong for you pal #he’s a case study to me. He’s a commentary on society somehow. trust me (DONT) #this applies to ll!skizz too by the way but that’s a whole other thing i fucking love you team best #(thinks about skizz) what does community even mean to us dawg. Like as humans #bree barks so fucking loud #im nervous about my skizz muts man I love my skizz muts. Please ignore me using your blorbo for my nefarious purposes #i just have thoughts. quite a few. tired of not sharing them and pretending im normal about skizz i need to start biting