#im more fascinated by it than anything

[br1ghtestlight]

there needs to be a study on why bob's burgers fans are so obsessed with writing about the belcher kids dying of a horrific illness or accident and in so much detail. like to an extent I understand wanting to explore darker themes with these characters but there's SO MUCH of it omg I have never been in a fandom this obsessed with angst before

#like every other fanfic in the tag is just what if louise DIED?? what if tina got CANCER??? what if gene was hit by a truck and died?? #and they're all like 50k words long and go into excruciating detail. and if they dont die they suffer life-altering injuries #not trying to vauge anyone bcuz its like GENUINELY so many different people. like it isnt one person committed to the grind #im sure they're decent fanfics and i dont really care i could filter them if i really needed to #im more fascinated by it than anything #I mean i would write bobs burgers angst i understand the appeal which makes it MORE interesting. maybe it was just one guy #and then everyone else got inspired to write their own angst fics idk #txt #bob's burgers

[hibiscuslynx]

has ben ever made ny make the argument about nyc pizza being better than any other pizza because of the tap water because i was just introduced to this concept today and im obsessed

#lynx rambles #i love watching literally anything about cultural/regional differences in the US and thinking immediately about wttt #BUT I LOVE THE PIZZA DEBATE!!!! #thank u ben brainard for introducing me to it. #it fascinates me. it entertains me #i love seeing new yorkers mad at the rest of the country #i love seeing people from a certain place having to concede that pizza from another place is good #currently reading the comment section of this video abt nyc pizza like its the juiciest gossip you've ever seen #this commenter thinks upstate ny gas station pizza is better than highly specialized CT pizzerias' pizza #and im fucking obsessed. tell me more #i need videos about pizza from CT and jersey and chicago and whatnot #lynx rambles in the tags. fork found in the kitchen

[every-kakashi]

#hatake kakashi #kakashi hatake #manga screencap #ch.008 #& sasuke #& naruto #& sakura #fascinating how in naruto world you can break the rules but not too much. stuck in this perpetual environment where #you gotta be a good soldier for the good state but also the cast is full of people Standing Up against vague Authority #but the state is still good #dont break the rules too much but also u gotta break them dont let people tell u waht to do. #more of a writing issue than any given character flaw imo but it is interesting to take in a like. character level i guess #esp bc as it goes on itjust draws more and more attention to itself #knowing that an underdog character is more likely to be likable vs doing anything with it. I guess. #anyway you arent here for Some Cunts serious opinions on naruto the most youre here for is me cooing over sasuke in the tags #that being said im sure its no surprise ihave the opinions i do. given that i see sasuke and go (points) beautiful baby boy baby

[madhushala]

everyone prioritizes their family and that means even extended chacha ke chacha fufa ke tau etc and i can't even prioritize my sagi one i hate myself

#and its not that they're bad or anything #but im such a people pleaser i feel validation from strangers is more important than family #its because maybe ive watched them too closely and nothing about them fascinates me anymore i know the pattern #and my fun is meeting new people cracking the code #but still #i hate that people will cut your calls leave your message unread kyunki aaj poora din bua mausi aaye the #wish i was that focused on my relatives #ill literally text call anyone even in a middle of a fucking apocalypse #idk yall should tell me if im doing something wrong do yall keep your phones away and forget to text your friends #but i can't focus one thing for too long i cannot physically see messages decking up and not reply #i hate this #do people simply not check. there phone as often or am i an addict #or have i still not learnt to be in the moment #and tomorrow night i leave for home and my friends have planned a meet up #now frn 1 comes to home for one month in her holidays so giving one day or even two days to friends doesn't matter #frn 2 lives in hometown so there's no problem but mind you if she comes she has to leave in 2 minutes because her mom calls every five #minutes just to get her back to home for nothing #frn 3 comes home same as me aka 4-5 days so giving 1 day to friends is parents saying tumhe hamse matlab nahi hai tyohaar mei bhi har baar #milne jaana hota hai #etc #but im home past 4 days ivd literally done nothing papa bhai se utni hi baat hui jitni phone par ho jaati hai #haan for mummy i spent time with her #but most of the time i was on tumblr or scrolling insta to kya hi matlab hua mere ghar aane ka #that means unhe bas meri physical presence chahiye #na ghar par bua aayi na mama na koi #lekin ab kal mujhe jaana hai to kal mama aa jaayenge #why are things this way

[brokenarpeggio]

the schneider frame garage kit at wonfes.......oh how i wish the maker didnt just sell at conventions i would get it with a proxy and paint it like rusty in a heartbeat it looks so fucking sick......but also if there isnt either an iguazu garage kit or licensed kit i will blow something up

#head bringer is ugly as sin. but hes my little cope seethe mald #men who are so obsessed with you in a 'we are so similar and yet you are infinitely more skilled than me and i despise you bc idk WHY' way #>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> #men who are obsessed with you in a distant morbid fascination with your skill kind of way and then die off screen #i adore them both #also im sure iguazu will get something like he becomes too insane a fixture in playthroughs two and three to just not get anything #this post is admittedly a nonissue i just like to be dramatic #armored core 6

[definitelynotshouting]

i am looking at your comparisons of watchers to a bunch of prey animals and wondering: what eats watchers? they're clearly also hyperspecialized, like those skimmer birds with a ridiculous feeding strategy, so they're clearly a case of evolution speccing them into an absurd "life does whatever it can get away with" kind of ridiculous build, but the prey animal comparisons IN PARTICULAR have me thinking a bunch of things eat them

They absolutely are hyperspecialized, and i do think there once was something that ate Watchers pretty regularly-- although im still working on what exactly that was. i have a few ideas im churning over right now that i want to percolate on before i fully commit. What i do know, however, is that they're pretty much fully extinct now-- whatever they were, the Watchers figured out how to change themselves enough to avoid them, and more or less starved them out. One or two may still linger... but they're incredibly rare. And of course, Players themselves are both prey and threat to Watchers-- enough Players in a group could easily kill them bc of how fragile their code is, so its necessary to stay hidden, secret, and safe at all times.

As a sidenote, evolution in this universe is a bit different than how we might understand it. I think evolution in hunger au has something to do with manipulating your deep code, your source code-- the intrinsic stuff thats buried far below the code that dictates what you look like. The general impression i have right now is that Watchers learned how to change some of that deep code (at a great expense, this is NOT easy) to avoid their predators, and this unlocked their ability to See using the Greater Code-- but this isnt set in stone just yet, so take that with a grain of salt until i can get all this stuff finalized LOL

#shouting speaks #evo watchers #hunger au #hermitcraft #worldbuilding #asks #tbh i also just find the idea that watchers have very prey animal behaviors FASCINATING #bc generally i see them being shown as far more powerful and scary than players in most interpretations (which i do love too) #so the idea that while they prey on players they are also very vulnerable as a species is SO COOL to me #and kinda gives credence to the idea of them being very secretive and flighty #very few players know about them and that is 100% by design #but yeah as for their predators..... ive been turning the phrase ''code swallowers'' in my head lately #but the ideas im having do bring their own complications #so im working those out rn before fully committing to anything :] #txt

[fate-defiant]

Let's see the unfathomable chaos that is Autor/Femio for the ship ask

they strike me as the kind of duo that could have an entire conversation thats nothing but misunderstandings

#answer #diathadevil #they both think they can do better than each other but they keep dating so who's the real clown here. both of them they both are #i think they;re more fascinated with eachother than anything. they wanna study the other like a bug #they wanna feed the other lettuce. like a turtle in a terrarium #neither of them knows how to date like a normal person but it works for them #all they know abt romance is something something gift flowers something something poetry? #author tried to accompany one of femio's more abstract performance ideas on the piano once and its so awkward #neither of them speak of it again #i could perhaps go on #idk #im eepy #femio #author #femtor

[snekdood]

at some point in the future:

*non vegan reading about a new vegan leather*: psh. bet it has plastic in it tho.

*scrolls down and finds out theres 0 plastic. the non vegan gets angry since now theres finally a vegan leather they dont get to complain about*: psh, bet it doesnt feel like real leather tho.

*scrolls down to find out the creators of this leather spent a lot of time to make it more "like real leather*: psh, bet they exploit their workers tho

just say you want to use animal leather and you were never going to consider an alternative in the first place, bud

#bc ik for a damn fact plenty a yall are gonna do this. #excuses excuses #ooo but im sure all that leather you buy is totally not from exploited workers either #im sure you take Great Care making sure its not 😒 #and if you do. great for you! why do you think human lives and comfort is more important than animal lives and comfort btw? #you'll do anything to avoid hurting exploited workers yes? but having anything vegan now and then is just. off the table. am i right? #am i correct? have i read you for filth? #and then you'll tell me 'no ethical consumption under capitalism' yet you still try to avoid buying from exploited workers- #so seems like more or less you just say that to avoid feeling any guilt about eating or contributing to the harm of animals? #just say you value human lives more and move on. #'no ethical consumption' to some people means 'i get to say this to excuse any behaviors i do that exploit others and to justify #why im only considerate about 1 (one) thing when it comes to buying stuff' #but what if you could do more than that though- clearly you only buy from places that dont exploit their workers bc of your morals and #not bc you think it actually changes things if you believe in the 'no ethical consumption' argument #so why cant you ever acknowledge that you're harming animals or try to make excuses for why its fine? ik deep down it conflicts with #your moral outlook too. you're selective about what you think you can change because theres some stuff you're unwilling to change. #be real. its not because of capitalism. you think meat tastes good and you like how leather makes you feel Cool and Badass or whatever #you feel Punk and Rock And Roll for wearing dead animals. never mind that that fascination is hard to distinguish from southern right #wingers who love their snakeskin cowboy boots and hunt for sport. #they also feel Very Cool for wearing dead animals 😒 bb girl you're not as counter culture and punk as you think you're coming off as #at least native ppl dont generally do it to Feel Cool

[volfoss]

Literally so hyped to get miss yucky nasty... I am going to learn SO many skills

#ive always been rly fascinated by sculpting so im like. very excited to learn how to do it. #im gonna have to sculpt: whole new nose lmao; neck donut (to accommodate my prior mods); eyes (no way in HELL i wont have to make custom one #s); and actually get around to cordulas hearing aids... which weirdly scare me the most here. bc theyre SO TINY. and i have to figure out ho #w to get wire to wrap around the ears and end in a smaller plastic (in this case- clay) piece. which is going to be far far far more complex #than anything else i have to do I think?? i rly might make a thread on doll dreaming to like. put my scary progress up somewhere outside of #here. anyways sorry. i havent been this excited about a project in MONTHS #twist rambles #bjd posting

[thedeca]

i will NEVER get over the bhaal murdering sceleritas fel scene, it goes so unbelievably hard to me

#i was speechless when it first played #bhaal's voice is just so perfect #also re: bhaal's avatar being the reflection of sceleritas fel in his pool of blood #jaheira mentions she suspects that the butlers are to sort of keep an eye out on his spawn to make sure they dont betray him #betray him the same way that a bhaalspawn resolved the bhaalspawn crisis w jaheira and minsc #so that makes it very interesting to me how orin OBSESSIVELY would kill her butler #and with bhaal using the butler as an avatar i think it ties in with how orin is doing all of this for her father sarevok #shes committing all these ritualistic murders for bhaal. shes doing it for sarevok #and she admits it herself when you tell her the truth about sarevok and helena #bhaal doesnt seem to care much though??? because if anything he just needs a puppet chosen willing to commit murder constantly #orin 'dies' when she becomes the slayer. shes no longer orin #in bhaals words she becomes 'murder' #hence why it doesnt matter to bhaal that shes more loyal to her actual father than bhaal #im just so fascinated by the backstories of durge and orin and their relation to bhaal and his cult #because i feel like there are things in bg3 that imply durge mightve tried to resist once but failed miserably #like how sceleritas fel said durge always struggled w simple tasks which i always assumed to be murders #but i feel like it could also mean something else because durge is canonly bhaals favourite child and probably most successful one #also i fucking LOVE that the avatar of bhaal doesnt wear sceleritas fels hat LMFAOOOO #i thought it was an oversight at first because you see glimpses of his bhaald head #no its just because he doesnt want to wear a servants hat #if you wear one of the hats belonging to sceleritas #sceleritas even urges you to take it off

[deep-space-atomic-clock]

(guy who is several of 'emself voice) i wonder if im genderfluid

#sure ill post this here. if I know/knew you irl uh. move along you didnt see anything #Anyways! having a fascinating time in regard to my presentation. im not hating it either #i think i should be more trans overall. anyone want to be more trans with me? #i was so... ashamed? to be this? but frankly i think i should allow myself to have this as part of my identity if I wish. #and boy do i wish sometimes #it's like... hm. I want to exist. #anyways thats entirely different than the joke im making in-post lol #I'm going to bed!!! see you til the 'morrow. I'll bet the me i'll be then won't be thrilled to see this posted on main #radio navigation

[designernishiki]

anyway. nishiki and majima are both borderline and i could do a whole case study on either of them about it. send tweet

#im pretty flexible about most hcs regarding mental disorders and such but this take is one im like pretty fucking steadfast on #and I could write. an absurd amount about it. cause psychoanalyzing the shit out of characters is literally like. what I do for a living #and I have a weird special interest in abnormal psych and the dsm-5 in my closet and a psychologist for a mother and etc #but yeah so #inquire further at your own risk because I will talk. I will talk a lot #the only issue with majima is that I can’t evaluate his childhood and family life and just. his fundamental years of development in general #which is a pretty big deal when it comes to assessing for any personality disorder #nishiki oh yeah I absolutely can. but yeah we know basically nothing about majimas fundamental years. all I can really do is reverse #engineer so to speak based on how he is as an adult and what causes a person to do the things he does / be the way he is / etc #but of course that’d all be very very loose and hypothetical. FASCINATING to think about to me but obviously would have to be taken with a #huge grain of salt and be considered very very speculative #but I can say for sure that he didn’t have a stable and perfect home life/family life growing up I think that’s pretty safe to assume #anything more detailed than that is way more speculative but. yeah. I don’t think he was just. Normal. up until he was 20 #his identity issues run way too deep for me to accept that concept #anyway I need to shut up #majima #nishiki #rambling

[wibble-wobbegong]

#curious #am i too hyper focused on mike #head in my hands gripping my hair . js the mike bias going too hard #i love him and never wanna shut up about him but there is a drought in other characters that i do enjoy and maybe i need to get a more well #rounded perspective on the show #part of me really wants to talk about nancy because she also fascinates me and i disagree with the way a lot of people see her but maybe Im #the wrong one because i haven’t explored her character deeply enough #also i wanna talk about will because he’s will #but. anything other than mike takes mental energy #and with the creelarke stuff on the rise and the connections to peter does my attention go there #other option. i kill this blog and go insane in my room writing things in notebooks only to come back six months later with a whole new #state of being #or i just do the notebook thing and that’s it #i need to be locked away in a very dark padded room for a little while

[vladimpale]

reason #i-lost-count to love kuroaka: they both understand that if needed, they would choose to prioritize their best friends over each other

#i know that bokuaka is inherently romantic #but thinking about all these romantic gestures and them being best friends regardless is so fascinating and important to me #i feel like if you're not on the aro spectrum you wont understand #i dont even need to say anything about kuroken #give me a better ship where the characters' friendships are just as or more important than their romantic partner(s) #platonic kuroken #platonic bokuaka #ill end up abusing these two tags #kuroaka #kuroo tetsurou #akaashi keiji #haikyuu!! #(edit: im now thinking about kuroken and undying loyalty and devotion. im unwell)

[4arconinoma]

Listen to me listen I sont even know how to convey this right at all I just think Yoshikage Kira is one of the absolute best fucking villains in absolutely everything with rhe Coolest most fuckinf satisfting final battle and demise ive ever seen in my entire entire ENTIRE godforsaken life I am soooooooo

#I truly cannot convey how much I adore him as a villain he is He just interests me infinitely he's so fucking horrible #I despise him as a person but he is my most beloved villain of anything ever so far #This I need to leave this stuff for the DiU essay i fucking hope to write but #Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhg #Idk how to explain it quite yet but. His death beinf what ir is The fact that he consistently ruins his streak of going entirely undetected #in his endeavors and making no mistakes all because he gets so COCKY. The way he dies in such a standard way. #THE WAY THE . ALLEYWAY HANDS ARE WHAT DRAG HIM TO HELL. THE HANDS. THE HANDS ARE HIS DEMISE IN THE EMD #AND THE WAY HIS HAND GETS RIPPED OFF TOO. BY THE DOG AND THE GIRL HE MURDERED HIMSELF YEARS AGO. IS SO #IDC Kira scares me more than any other jojo villain the vampires the gods the mafia bosses All of them #This guy is just so profoundly horrible rotten and fucked up. I'd need to dedicate an entire part of my hypothetical essay to him #HE'S SO FASCINATING IT DRIVES ME INSANE #I LOVE DIU YOU DONT UNDERSTANDDDD YOU DONT UNDERSTANMD #ITS SO #m #Hauuuuhhrjrhrb im gonna go insane Like genuinely fucking oh my god I LOVE PART 4 I LOVVVVVEEEEEEEE PART 4 LISTEN TO ME #jjba #txt #duaurhrhhfnngrbhdjfnnrne.mrmemfjdhdhsbbsb #auhhh fucking dies

[serdtse]

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#for 26 years i constantly heard the question if i was tatar #and i always got annoyed and said #no #and now i got my dna ethnicity test results and well. i do have tatar ancestors lol #the biggest reveal of my life #but it's fascinating. im more asian than russian apparently #i had to look up some of the ethnic groups and it's so cool #if you asked me today in the morning anything abt bukharan jews or the hazaras i would be clueless #but not now hehe and i'll def spend tonight reading abt their languages #it's so weird to think that there have been so many people before me and they all spoke different languages.. #a lineage of people that allowed me to exist..... #hold on i need a minute