#im literally never gonna shut up about it

[dreemurr-skelememer]

dont like the trope of using characters who love and care and try their best by making them evil just for character progression

#im literally never gonna shut up about it #dream is like one of the only characters in utmv we have that represent genuine love and u mistreat him like this......... #dream sans #kia doodles shit #'but its boring' have you considered working with his kindness instead of mischaracterizing his whole point

[todayisafridaynight]

whatever og text i had in mind for this post about ko shibasaki looking like sayama in this movie is completely cancelled on account of utsumi (this character)'s first name being kaoru and i only found this out cause i was looking up her name just to be sure when making this post

like jesus christ i legally have to make this post now

#snap chats #they literally never say her first name in the movie. i think lol LIKE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS JUST 'NO FUCKING WAY' #i do have to be tbh and say her face /is/ a little more round than sayama's #and its absolutely predominantly because of how her bangs and wardrobe are so close to sayama's that i think she look like her #BUT I CAAAANT THE WHOLE MOVIE I WAS JUST THINKIN ABOUT SAYAMA... i miss her... #OH RIGHT THE MOVIE THOUGH noooo fuck you this movie was so good it actually made me want to write a summary for it LMAOOO #LIKE I LIKE WRITING SUMMARIES BUT IVE JUST BEEN SO LAZY ABOUT IT WITH THE PAST FEW THINGS IVE SEEN BUT GOD. #ignore the fact i finished this movie two hours ago i was too busy fiddling with a card holder kit but. ill make a post about that next-- #THIS MOVIE THOUGH NOOOOO IT WAS SO GOOD //SCREAMS AND YELLS AND DESTROYS A SNOWGLOBE// #god the part where ishigami and yukawa are walking by the homeless and it just lingers on an empty spot.. LIKE I THOUGHT I WAS WACK #CAUSE I WAS LIKE 'hang on wasnt there a guy there last scene' and obviously there was since the shot lingered right #BUUUUTT WHEN IT WAS REVEALED DOWN THE LINE SHUT UPPP I LITERALLY YELLED IM SO GLAD. my roommates arent home.. #on god i thought the movie was gonna end with utsumi and fukawa's convo from the beginning #and i was gonna make a gaf about how fukawa was acting irrationally because he was too in love LMAOOO #BUT THEN IT KEPT GOING AND. im so glad it did. ishigami valid tbh #id also cover up and take blame for AND ACTUALLY commit murder for a girl if she said hi to me and made me lunch while i was trying to kms #while fukawa and ishigami were talkin that first night tho i just thought of after the rain.. lol... maybe the mangaka was inspo'd by that. #anyway. this movie was great. it reminded me of sherlock but if it was directed well and actually let you solve the mystery too #CAUSE WHILE I WAS WATCHING THERE WERE POINTS WHERE I TOO WAS JUST 'hang on' AND I JUST POCKETED THE INFO FOR LATER #i kicked and screamed when ishigami was talking abut how he formats his tests LIKE I SAID 'oh you fucking slipped' #when ishigami called and told her he had a white envelope in there bitch i knew it was gonna be the stalker letter i YELLED #LIKE I LIKE HOW THE MOVIE SETS THINGS UP SO ABUNDANTLY. IT'S FUN SEEING IT FIT IN THE MOVIE LATER ON #the twist of there being two bodies was so fun tho cause at the start of the movie i was sure two murders happened the same night #so when it was played off as just one i was like Oh. Ok. im still stumped on how he snuck a body out of the apartment #but yk what one detail is like. whatever in comparison to the rest of the movie being fun to watch #god im running out of tags POINT IS. PLEAAASE watch this movie if you got two hours #ive left some minor warnings on my Watchlist doc but there's nothing. TOO extreme ?? #i mean there's an aforementioned suicide attempt but aside from that it's nothing too grotesque. for an rgg fan ig #ok bye i have to ramble about the card holder i got <3

[hana-no-seiiki]

AVENTIO IS SO CANON

I REPEAT-

#look i dont ship characters in game that much #literally the last time i shipped two characters in a hoyo game was like #kazuha and kokomi cause of the my little mermaid aesthetic they had before the latter was released #BUT RATURINE #AVENTIO #TIKTOK HSR MADE IT CANON #IM NEVER GONNA SHUT UP ABOUT THIS #hns.txt💬

[blitz0hno]

Me pondering: kids are capable of going through and understanding complex problems and their feelings should be taken seriously when it counts.

Me practically: who are all these annoying fucking kids in the milgram fandom and why are they posting the worst takes and most irrelevant bullshit I've ever seen ever???

I think these are valid to coexist.

#haterposting sorry lile kids like amane? #w ACTUAL maturity and intelligence? yes hear them out!! #some 13-year-old posting drivel about “ships” when it's completely irrelevant #or missing the point of very complex plot points bc they are Literally Not The Age Demographic and Actually Dont Understand It? #im SO SORRY i am not gonna b mean to anyone but I WILL HATE THEM FROM AFAR #GO BACK TO BNHA OR DANGANRONPA U ARE ACTUALLY MAKING THE SPACES LOWER QUALITY BY BEING HERE #like obviously it does not matter at all lmao kids will do whatever #i was watching bojack horseman at 13 thinking i was So Smart i don't get to talk #but to be fair i NEVER missed the point as bad as some milgram kiddies in the YouTube side of the fandom #like no “wrong” way to enjoy things but imo they legitimately need to enjoy something else #but literally if your only takeaway from this project is “omg ship cute characters silly” #but you still insist on joining discussion spaces? god please leave #I DON'T HATE MINORS I DON'T DISCRIMINATE i just think the minors who legitimately have nothing to add should shut the fuck up #sorry livechat got me wildin lmaooooo idc that much but like it's a weird contrast #cuz my general genuine feelings for most situations is “yeah listen to kids' perspectives wholeheartedly” #but like ONLINE kids who post about nonsense that has nothing to do with what others are trying to discuss? godddd they legit need to leave #nothing against shipping either long as ur not Gross #(coughbitchesshippingwholeadultawunderagecharacterscough) #but if that's ALL YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT there are way better fandoms for that leave the milgram creators aloooone lmao #minors who actually Think about shit this does not apply to you obviously lol #if ur smart ur smart if you contribute u contribute #but like try to let urself be a kid sometimes too lol

[churchydragon]

So is anyone gonna write a fic where the xenomorph starts infecting the other Killers and they have to team up with the Survivors or do I gotta do everything around here

#yes this is about the Dead by Daylight DLC. the Queen skin is literally right there. come ON #everyone knows you never have just one xenomorph. it inevitably becomes multiple xenos #dead by daylight #alien #alien 1979 #i don't even GO to DBD im fully just here for Ripley and Big Chap #literally the only reason im finally gonna start playing #at least until i can get Baldur's Gate 3 to stop crashing my pc. it happened 4 times today and im so sad #i wanna play with my grumpy ranger dragonborn #but ill play with Ripley and the Xenomorphs while i work on that #Ripley and the Xenomorphs sounds like a band name actually. okay i shut up now #churchy talks #churchy tag rambles

[badolmen]

Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’

#ra speaks #personal #religion #oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today. #outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops #‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert #I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life #maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith #also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable #I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable #accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on. #sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like #you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me! #so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people? #or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life. #anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up. #vocational woes

[inhidingxoxo3637]

No no listen it may shoot my chances of seeing it live but I need Acosta to be MID at Sepang and then come all guns ablazing at Qatar BC umm HELLO?!!!! to win the title at the track that started it ALL??

#i never shut up about him ever but #I WOULD NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT HIM EVEN MOREEDE #THE GLORY?!!!! THE POETRY THE BEAUTYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! #SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL ID BE ABLE TO OVERCOME NOT BEING ABLE TO WATCH IT LIVE #fake im gonna be at work SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UPPPP knowing qatar is happening as i work #oh wait omggggg #ill literally only miss sprint and quali bc i dont do Sundays this is great #moto2 #pedro acosta

[hecksupremechips]

Persona romance routes are all pretty bad but damn they really hit rock bottom with p3p femc route like the misogyny is very blatant and it’s almost hilarious like look at the Shinjiro romance. When you do his social link he’s like very clearly respectful of Kotone as a leader and explicitly says stuff like "oh yeah you’re clearly the best fighter we have, I don’t really know much about fighting like you do, I hope I’m not dragging you down, you’re doing a good job as leader just remember to take care of yourself, everyone looks up to you I know you can rely on them" etc. like he has faith in her leading abilities. But then when you romance him he’s like got dialogue like "bwah bluh i gotta look after you because you’re a GIRL and you need to stick by me, a big strong MAN so you don’t get hurt" and "don’t wear that revealing outfit in front of other guys 👺" and it’s like. Does he respect her or not and also like it doesn’t make sense for him to look down on her for being a girl cuz he literally has never not been led by a girl leader during his time in sees and Mitsuru in particular really has her shit together when it comes to being responsible and a good fighter and she’s always known the most about Tartarus

It’s also like. Idk maybe its just me I’m not a girl so FUCK IF I KNOW but to me the appeal of romancing Shinji is the fact that he’s sweet and sensitive and gentle and has respect for you despite the fact that he acts all scary. That’s like, what made me like this character in the first place. But the writers seem to think what women want is for a BIG STRONG MAN to protect them because they are just DELICATE WOMEN who are inferior in every way it’s like. Shut upppp thanks

#persona #persona 3 #shinjiro aragaki #this is soooooooo obviously not the only romance route that sucks in this game yall know which one im referring to 🤨 #and i actually tend to think of the shinji romance as the best one in the series cuz at least his confession scene is the only unique one #that really highlights who he is as a character and goes with the story #but ughh just idk its so annoying how the writers cant decide if hes sexist or not its really weird and its like #really shows how poorly the writers think of women playing their game its like all the romance options are trash and then your boyfriend is #sexist to you and its so clearly done in a way thats supposed to be romantic which is. ew #like idk if my partner was like talking about how i need to stay close to them because im a weak girl and they are strong man #especially when im literally the leader of the team and have been doing perfectly fine thus far and am clearly the strongest here #id simply run him over with a bulldozer #and its like this will all the guys in this game its like girl shut up and eat glass #meanwhile when youre a male protagonist your gf will kiss your ass to the point its infuriating #and their character arcs can never be too grand cuz then they might not wanna fuck you if they realize they have worth #uh sorry my brain is all over the place basically i hate persona romances lol and i hate how they wrote shinji in his #like dammit i dont want him cuz hes gonna protect me like a man i want him cuz he isnt great at fighting and prefers cooking and puppy dogs #and has respect for me and trusts my judgement and asks me to talk about my life and interests and smiles sweetly #but god forbid a woman in this series be respected i guess

[hella1975]

im being so serious besties i am not cut out for academia

#like yes i know ive had a very uniquely shit experience in doing a degree i actively not only hate but also am BAD AT #but also i just. cannot hack it #'but hella you go mental and pessimistic every single exam period' i know that but. im right also #like the other day i said to my mum how much ive just been enjoying my job recently #and how huge a deal that is bc i HATE my hometown and ive never ever considered my time here as possibly being good #and my 20s will hopefully be a lot of travelling but in between that to save easier im gonna live at home #so i dont have to worry about rent so alas that means when im saving up for my next trip I WILL BE IN MY HOMETOWN #and as excited as i am for my twenties that is one huge downside to me but i was really cheerfully saying to my mum #that literally for the first time ever ive considered it might not be too bad bc lately i have just enjoyed my job #like i enjoy the people and the work and the lifestyle of it and while it's never gonna be ideal as a means to an end it's actually good #and instead of focussing on that she went OFF on one about how she wants me to stay in education and keep getting qualifications #and she was like 'you could do an english degree you've always wanted to do english or how about open university-' #and i was just sat there blinking at her like girl.... no #like i could FEEL myself shutting down like the terror of having to return to this environment when ive got my sight so set #on that 'one more year and im done one more year and im done' mindset like that has been the only thing getting my through #is that im halfway through the course now so im closer to the other end than i am the beginning and if i can just push through #ill be free from it for the rest of my life. so the thought of immediately returning to academia even for a subject i adore? i felt ILL #and my mum apologised the next day without me even having to say anything bc she realised she kinda bulldozed me there #but i just know whether it's the adhd or ive actually been traumatised by this econ degree #(<- and im being serious there like ik 'traumatised' is a big loaded word but idk what else to use #and this degree has done so so much damage to me like it has convinced me that i am fundamentally a stupid person #to the point i refuse to add up bills when with friends or do answer any sort of intellectual question even if i KNOW i know the answer #bc ive just gone so so long of being bad at the only subject im studying like just SURROUNDED by it and being bad at it relentlessly #and i dont think people realise how damaging it is to very simply just... feel stupid all the time. but oh my god i used to be so confident #and bright and now i wont even do basic addition in front of people) #i really truly dont think i can do this again in any capacity. like the constant exams and studying and assignments #i just cant do it. maybe i just need a year or two away from it after this degree but my goddddd rn i cant see it #yes it's exam time for me can u tell. it always makes me existential and on the verge of vomiting at any given moment #i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i dont care about iterated deletion of strictly dominated strategies shut the fuck up #hella goes to uni

[widevibratobitch]

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡 #and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡 #like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

[todayisafridaynight]

IW fr just felt like yokoyama's cope for killing Aoki off and then regretting it

im not saying yoko shouldve ryuji'd aoki but im just saying maybe the aoki-lives truthers were onto something if not copium but serving a warning for what was to come

#iw spoilers #spoilers #not really but shut up #snap chats #actually no shut up ill make those tags valid #LIIIIKKKEEEEEE EIJI WAS DONE WELL AS A MASATO-ADJACENT CHARACTER #why make ebina .......... i hate him so much ........... yoko it is not 2009 anymore who is this deviantART-oc-backstory ass mfer #why not even have ichi interact with him more or have him fight ebina ... #if yu really had to fuck it have kiryu and ichi fight ebina together idc just #with ichi's core being about family its so fucking bizarre ichi never gets to properly interact With His Family #IM NOT GETTING INTO THIS RANT FUCK OFF #there's just ... so much that could've been done differently that wouldve worked so much more interestingly .... im angry now ... #im gonna drink this tea ... #cyborg aoki wouldve been so funny but also so unnecessary #he just got shanked like. fuck if i know where brb #no i need to stop because im literally going to sit here and do an autopsy report if i dont force myself to put it to rest #anyways i dont think aoki should be brought back and with this game ending i at least hope they put him to rest now #i was happy with what the ending with eiji provided like FINE that was sweet #im still pissed that kume was just. brushed aside like that like can i at least watch his arrest ........ if i cant kill him myself ......

[snekdood]

random and unnecessary bloodshed towards minorities is good when its my side advocating for it

-tankies

#someone on youtube was literally like 'bloodshed is normal to happen' in regards to trump winning over not voting for biden #dawg??????? you're a straight up fascist telling yourself you're a leftist. thats all there is to you. #'killing thousands of innocents is fine as long as i get to larp about my perfect utopia' shut the fuck up and step the fuck down #you should never be trusted with power in your LIFE #i repeat: id rather be fighting for a better world while theres still some amount of peace left vs while its ACTIVELY BLOWING UP #i kinda just feel like thats a very unproductive environment and everyones gonna give more of a fuck about their personal survival #than about making society better. at this point i cant help but think you're a psyop if you're like this. #'minorities dying in the streets bc i decided accelerationism is better? no biggie. this is what ive trained my apathy for! for this very #moment! so that i may finally seize power for myself- i mean justice and make the world how i want it- i mean make the world a #better place and not feel bad about the lives lost at all!!!!!! !! ! #numbing yourself from all empathy and love for other humans is good guys i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!' #at this point im no longer desperately pleading for any of you to give a single fucking shit. now im just disappointed and ultimately #fucking DISGUSTED with the type of people you are. what a disgrace to humanity.

[cupioriot]

I really need to start getting more srs about learning french

#if i dont i literally wont b able to take it next year lmaoo #thing about moving to a primarily french province when im originally from the west coast. they all have years of corefrench that i never did #i shall have to just like. actually get off my ass and do shit because i need a nom english language requirement for uni #gonna fuckin suck if i dont get in because of being a Procrastinating Loser #damien shut up challenge

[roseband]

on one hand.... i fucking had to work from home 3 days in a row cause of a terrible allergic reaction rash + an infected blister together turned my ankle into an angry beast

on the other hand..... i got more fucking work done than i would in the office

and played guitar a lot cause.....instead of lunch, guitar hour, then eat while working

so... lemme wfh 3x a week instead of 2 lol

#personal #kinda ruined my exercise schedule cause i literally COULD NOT STAND ON MY FOOT BY ITSELF #because my skin was so fucking swollen that it would hurt so bad lmao?????? WHAT THE FUCK #thousands of years of evolution vs...some germies and a mean adhesive :/ #(also grr i need to tell my allergist about this but i dont wanna be on more meds -_-) #((BUT i will NOT make a fool of myself when i hold skyler in....nearly exactly one month #also omg i wonder??????? like can i play dojoonies like acoustic? i know skylar is more expensive than his taylors #but like dojoon's taylors are more fragile and woosung's just been givign everyone ''hey u wanna play skylar'' with vvvip stage tour #im gonna IMPLODE i'm just saying i'm never ever ever ever ever going to shut up about this #like i'm never ever ever going to SHUT UP about it....... everyone around me is gonna hear me randomly say #like ''omg i played my mans guitar'' but omg like i do have to give a disclaimer like.... i played guitar when i was 6 - 10 #and then got assigned clarinet and it's my baby now....... srry... im a woodwind girlie mainly... like #i can't be BAD at an instrument in front of them it breaks my whole sense of self #but i'm gonna like HAVE to tell them like ''im a CLARINETIST i've played clarinet professionally a couple times im not bad at music #these r just not /my/ instruments im a w o o d w i n d girl i play the spit tubes'')

[boxwinebaddie]

Uncle Nina I just genuinely wanted to say what a wonderful person you are and please do not forget it!! You are very passionate about the things you write and it shows

Now, please excuse my lack of need for punctuation or any spelling mistakes I am the worst typer known to man and this is all over the place and for that I apologize

I've been thinking about writing this for awhile but I've been too tired or nervous do it sadly. I just hope you know how much we all appreciate you <33

I remember reading the first chapter or so of Peppermint and being blown away then losing it because I forgot to bookmark it. When I found it again I was sooo happy and quickly read all the chapters in one night. The way you write the boys, in both Pep and RM, are so. They're just so amazing and not flat at all they're so complex and you go under the surface of what they're feeling and you do it so so well. And your writing style as well it's just so GRGEHRGRRR I LOVE ITTT!! the formatting and attention to detail I am combusting spontaneously

My love for you and your work cannot be contained or fit in this ask box ( or my mind which constantly blanks on me when I need it )

You're such a sweet person and deserve all the love for RM and pep

Hope you heal and heal well ❤️‍🩹

Love, Stan 🧡🧡

hello sweet stanley wanley bo banley, earth angel,

( which, also, i hope you are all okay with the little nicknames i give you in these ask answers. if you ever do not want one or feel weird about it please let me know! i'm just an english girlie and an (EX) lover girl :/ so it's how i express my fondness and care!

i just feel like 'hi anon' or 'hello, anonymous' ( ew ) is so stale and dehumanizing and weird.

like for me its twice as zesty to call you my venti oat milk pumpkin spice lattslay, the kind of green that you dream about, a flower favored by many fae creatures, my dearest darlingest dear darling or the feeling you get when you lost something and then you find it in the back of your closet....but let me know!~

with that said, you my precious pearl, my perfect souffle [ that years of watching masterchef like college football has trained me 2 bake] that will come out perfectly risen and flawless, my wonderful stalk of rainbow chard, and lastly, of course, a pair of pants that fits just right the first time you try them on, immediately curing your depression.

thank you for your message. i really needed it today and...everyday after today because unfortunately....SIIIIIIGH....

( yes we all have to hear about this 25/8 im MISERABLE AS FUCk )

me and my boyfriend of like three years just broke up, it was mutual but i also suggested it so i guess i kinda broke up with him.

which, ew, a man, but he was my best friend in the world so i am going through it and i currently think love is a scam!

platonic love though! thank you sweetheart! i'm glad you think i'm wonderful, because i currently feel like i am such a miserable menace wench witchy woman, mad at the world. and that means so much to me because i do, really, care so much about what i write. its why i dont update every week and delay and doubt myself often...its because i am really committed to writing Good Fanfiction.

like yall deserve better than to read bad fanfiction, you are so lovely, you deserve only good things, if someone is mean to you, i will melt them with my lazer eyes, i will blow their head up with my brain. this is my shego super villian era.

YOU ARE TYPING SO WELL YOU ARE DOING AMAZING MY FRIEND!!!! do u know how many hours are spent...with me...combing back through these ask memes correcting the spelling...if i did not have spell check...you would be reading Stannish ( not to be confused with what i am calling rm!ravenstans spanish which is really good and they need to put that man in a movie...but pep!stans unreadable boy text messages that you need a decoder ring to read )

i know its easier said than done, but please never get nervous messaging me! i am so not scary i promise! i am like...i am currently trying to be scary in my Uncle Nina Hates Love Hater Girl Era and its not working very well, i started crying in the produce section today bc i saw a beautiful head of purple cabbage and its my boyfriends favorite color and idk...they should pay me they way i was watering those plants with my tears, i had to hold my breath run into the bathroom and scream loudly into my hands lmaooo.

so as you can see! i am not scary! just mentally unhinged. but not unkind, my little lemon wedge or my radiant river rock that is the perfect shape and size with which to skip across the water. never you, stantastic. never ever you.

i'm so glad peppermint had such a strong impact on you! it had such a strong impact on me, it really is my first born. other than the kyle chapters we dont talk about, i have never felt more solid about the story board of a fanfiction, like please know when its coming back, it is going to be so good i swear. <3 you deserve it

AAAAAA thank you!!!! the characterization comments are my fav fav FAVORITE!!! i think theyre a little quirky but also...good? i think! im tired of sad guitar blob stan and kyle not being funny...like how the fuck are u gonna be that much of a hater and have no jokes? bo-ring.

its important to me that they are funny and real ( sometimes in a cringey way like oh my god, when the boys are down horrendous i am in physical pain writing those scenes ) but also that they have specific mannerisms

( pep!stans lil emo boy nose ring, kyle doing the eyebrow scrunchie thing then hes thinking, jersey kyle wearing glasses when pep stan doesnt/his accent in gen, ravenstan, Stannish and the Weird vial )

and also that their backstories and the intricacies of their personalities especially the sad parts are touched on thoughtfully, but also not lightly. something that is important to me is portraying things like alcoholism, depression, ocd, ptsd etc. with integrity. which is sometimes difficult and upsetting! but honest.

in being honest, i will say...even as a Hater....Now....( guys are u convinced im mean yet im so mean pls )...i am ALWAYS a hope you heal girlie so pain and suffering in my fanfictions with my characters, even though it does not seem like it...alls well that ends well...everyone will get healed i swear. all will be well. rest easy.

( sorry i almost killed stan ten times in pep....sorry i actually killed stan in rm but then ressurected (?) him...kyle is next! DW! :* )

you are so sweet fo the bit about my attention to detail. detail means sooooo much to me i know it makes my fanfictions like 9 miles long but idk i want you to SEE the characters, like por ejemplo, in this flashback i am writing that....sigh....is gonna be all of chapter four ( and im obsessed w it but still i did wanna progress the plot ) i wrote this part where i described pre-rm stan in so much detail it made my brain go brrr i was so stoked!!! im gonna try and do the same thing with pre rm!kyle :)))) but yes DETAIL DETAIL DETAIL tell me what they smell like, what shoes they wear, something that grosses them out, what kind of tacos they like etc.

( im luv u for liking the formatting its been terrorizing my brain lately so im making it less ugly and more intentional itll b good i swear )

BUT I ADORE YOU MY FRESHLY BAKED BLUEBERRY MUFFIN, you are such a darling thank you for supporting my fanfictions, i am really glad people like them and im not just updating them to like tumbleweeds and people cringing haha!!

thank you i hope my heart and my body heal, and sweet stan ( of whose name and kind, warm heart you embody so effortlessly ) i hope you heal from what hurts and harms you.

but if not...send it my way and i will Give It A Talking To! >:( <333

take care, darling.

-uncle nina

#im sorry if i accidentally used your ask as a vent #i am in such a weird and unhappy headspace lately but these asks i was saving #for now when i needed them #so thank you lovie for shining your bright light on me #hope i heal #also i hope i didnt scare you by calling you a million silly things i thought it was funny so i kept doing it #but really you are so kind pls never feel nervous about messaging me these make my day and my life so much easier #i literally cannot thank u enough srsly im miserable #this was so nice #im gonna shut up now but ur doing sad boohoo break up girl charity karma will reward you

[waybrightgender]

google how to get someone to stop reading about crypto and using degenerate

#jesus christ. i tried to move them over to tumblr to get them off reddit but they just go back to the tumblr subreddit every time. #if i tell them to do something they do it but then they put a new and fascinating /neg spin on it #like i told them to follow more ppl on here and they followed about 50 ppl that seemingly never post and i told them to make their cute #little project a sideblog so they can rb stuff but they made it their main and cant rb anything now #i tell them to be vague about the details of homestuck so that their mom doesnt stop trusting me and they decide its a better idea to keep #calling it a cringey bad old webcomic that i really love because i have bad taste #i tell them to stop using degenarate because its a nazi dogwhistle but they decide thats just stupid i guess and keep using it #i think theyre gonna become a crypto bro they have like 5 books about it #they've been on reddit since they were like 10 i dont think i can get them out of there but they should at least go on better subreddits #instead of r/iam14andthisisdeep and r/tumblr and r/whitepeopletwitter and r/nonpoliticaltwitter and who knows what else #its especially the r/tumblr part that i dont get. because they literally have a tumblr account #if theres a specific user that you see making posts you like on the subreddit go follow them! scroll thru tags of things you like and follo #all the blogs! be annoying and put out a post asking for mutuals tagged with fandoms you like! #oh and they rlly like r/nosleep i wish i could get them to go on the creepypasta wiki instead because at least thatll give them some shared #references with the wider internet and ppl their age. their mom has literally no pop culture references whatsoever so im trying to help the #but its honestly really hard when they dont do what i tell them to do. jesus i sound awful dont i #real sasha waybright moment. “you are going to follow 100 more blogs and turn off algorithm stuff now. end of discussion.” #it's not like they have a community and friends on reddit they dont even have an account theyve been lurking for years #they dont even have the app they use the mobile website. ugh im being so bitchy rn ill just shut up #maybw if yall see that this is how i think then youll realize that im not exactly worth interacting with #sorry for spiraling on ya. im pmsing. #and i have a whole disorder about that so