#im going into 2018 lol

[krismckrismckris]

hows is 2024 literally tomorrow? im still in 2017 i need to catch up

#uh #random post #i speak into the void #2024 #happy new years yall #im going into 2018 lol #i really need to catch up im a bit behind

[funkbun]

remember when tumblr had a "group chat" feature and made it so that the chat messages got automatically deleted after 24 hours and how all the group chats were public and you didn't have to actually join them to read the messages and how it lasted for a year then got replaced with the "For You" mobile page

#im pretty sure there was some serious drama going on in a few of those chats that's gone forever now lol #im pretty sure it released sometime after the pornban in 2018 so that's why i dont see that many ppl talk about it #im pretty sure the whole ''The chatrooms are fully public to everyone'' isn't that shocking if u think about Older public group chats #but having that in 2018 just seemed... unsafe but idk how to really explain that tho lol

[alexanderpearce]

#lol im rewatching climax #shut up ulrike #climax 2018 #gaspar noé #NVM I LIED AS FUCK IM GOING TO SLEEP HUGE W FOR THE I HAVE TO WORK ON MY EXAM TOMORROW COMMUNITY

[cptnleviackerman]

i had such a successful day today omgg ˃ᴗ˂ i dyed my hair, the jeans i ordered on thurs came and they fit me perfectly and i did some writing!! and to top it all off me and my boyfriend got takeaway pizza for dinner!! tehe

#only downside was that they got my order wrong:(( #they gave us two of the same pizza:( so i didnt get my meatfeast pizza #we just got 2 of what my bf ordered (pineapple+ham+smokey bacon+mushroom) #and I hate mushroom #so i just gave it all to him #but !! my jeans #ngl i was so worried they wouldnt fit:(( and that id have to return them and reorder them #and i did not want to do that at alllll #ive been thinking that i much prefer buying clothes in person now over online #even though i used to buy most of my clothes online from 2018-2021 #but now im just so worried that they wont fit and icba with returns #too much waiting #id rather go to a shop and try the clothes on so i can find out right away whether theyd fit #i went into the store 4 times before i gave up finding these jeans in my size #and then i still ordered them in store anyways #lol #tag talk #sage.words

[miutonium]

An appropriate reaction to being called a little meow meow 🥰

#i have bunch of washi stickers lying around #because the online store rejects my refund even though its their fault and i already said they send me the wrong on #one* #so im just gonna use it lol #but anyway ahh i havent use washi tapes as bg for years my last time was in 2018 #i want to kiss my stupid rectangle boyfriend in the cheek ;w; #anyway pray for my soul my last day of class is today and i cant wait to go back home and sleep 😴 #asukart #sketch #ppg professor #professor utonium #you had me at hello 📝

[dudesync]

#baldis basics #bbieal #baldis basics in education and learning #i got bored #jacks-art #this is only going here im never posting bbieal shit on twt #i tried to recreate a really really old drawing from like 2018 lol #swagger0ni #baldibuthesugly

[fancymuffinparty]

😐🥲

#i... #i went back and read some of the comments on 'One More Tomorrow' #ya know the long multi chapter pokkopiku fic i wrote back in 2018/2019 #and there's surprisingly a good amount of readers who... want me to continue it.. 🥲🫨🤕 #i really want to continue it!!!!! #but its been sooooo long!!!! 😭 #would there be enough readership for it now?? #idk like I'm conflicted 😭😭😭 #i mean... i guess if enough people really reallly reallyyy want me to finish it... #like if enough peeps rally behind me continuing it... 😭😭 #then... i suppose i oughtta 🫨 #I've finished multi chapter fics before... so i know i have it in me!!! #took me like 3 years to finish my valeveira fic lmao but the readers were supportive and patient 🥲 #i just need time!! im SORRY!!!! #believe me i wanna give porco closure and give pieck all the orgasms lmaoooo 😭😭😭 #well porco gives her the sex #ya know what i mean :/ #should i make a poll? take a vote??? #are we doing this old school like signing a petition?? #idk sometimes i go back and forth with it lol #is OMT even any good??😭😭 #idk i gotta lotta pkpk feels with snk ending soon #and my love for the ship and the characters and the fic has never wavered!!!! #its late lol too many thoughts abt this 🤕

[rosykims]

ELSPETH COUSLAND, WARDEN COMMANDER OF THE GREY

There is no Ferelden son or daughter alive who does not know the name Elspeth Cousland. Though still walking amongst us in the world today, feat after impossible feat has elevated the Warden Commander's name to the heights of near myth. Like the Dwarven Paragons, Ser Aveline the chevalier, Dane and the werewolves and beloved heroes of old, the Highever woman known simply as Ella to her friends is regaled by taverkeep and teryn alike for her legendary exploits during the Fifth Blight. [template]

[Except from ‘Faces of the Dragon: Figures of Fame and Notoriety Throughout the Dragon Age’ by Brother Genitivi]  

#EDIT: changed her fc ! #dao #oc: elspeth #yes i stole genitivi's identity and brand to make these lame codex entries. and i'd do it again ! #aka i will bc ive written for cillian and ashara too #anyways hi. new years resolution is im going to be SO much more annoying about tempates #i dropped the ball so bad in 2022 but no longer ! #this has been in my drafts forever but i never posted it bc i kept making last minute additions and being extra in general #but yeah. um. i love her #shes changed so much since i first made her back in ye olde 2018..... for the better altho she would likely not agree <3 #also i need a disclaimer that honestly she's a 4 or 5 in humor when shes in a goofy mood.. i just put her as a 3 #bc she can also be incredibly broody and woe-is-me sometimes which kind of takes away from the memery :( #im still leaving the possibility of her becoming queen consort in the future. she just needs to mope around ferelden a bit first lol

[gontagokuhara]

so many unanswered asks in my inbox abt the jump plagiarism allegations

#jump #thats so funny. do any of yall remember that. fucking 2017/2018 #26 year old popular deh author accusing me publicly of plagiarizing a fic i didnt read until after sending a hate mob after me #REPORTING ME TO AO3. GETTING THE WEBSITE THAT DOESNT TAKE DOWN PEDOPHILIC RPF. TO TAKE DOWN JUMP #cooked ass website. insane. but with some movie magic and trickery jump REMAINS IN ITS ENTIRETY AND ITS STILL ON TOP ‼️‼️ #mind you these arent hate asks i think i answered those at the time LOL i was crazy(er) as a teenager #but supportive ones i could go back and reread i guess. maybe. i have memory issues i barely remember 2 years ago let alone anons from 7 #anyways thats really funny im glad that post reminded me of my inbox LOL

[stilesssolo]

Just a girl, patiently waiting and praying that some day the ice dance fic will be completed. Haha. I come back to tumblr every couples months just to check.

It absolutely will be, I promise!!! I’m just notoriously bad at working on multiple WIPs at the same time, and I need to finish my Jonerys multichap first. But there’s only 2 chapters left (which I am really hoping to get done for NaNo this year) and then the ice dancing au will be my main focus once again. I’m gonna have it done before I go to Figure Skating Worlds in 2025, that’s the goal 😂

#im actually so excited to get back to it #Even if i think i need to go back and update the earlier chapters because i know SO much more about how figure skating works now #as opposed to when i started it in 2018 lol #All the politics especially within ice dance… It’s fine I’m just writing a fantasy au where the ISU operates as i think they should #Anyways yes it will absolutely be completed i swear!! #The us ice dance field is too stacked rn I’m gonna need to escape to my fantasy ice dance realm where everything goes right for my teams #asks #answered #anonymous

[volfoss]

genuinely such a great feeling when a project just works out like this....

#twist rambles #like i feel SO well equipped to handle this?? and the head is PERFECTLY in scale for the body and should match pretty decent and all the #neck mods ive done should ALSO be ok. like for me its really nice bc looking at this head initially i was like. no fucking way am i gonna b #able to do ANYTHING for her. i cant fix this and so i shouldnt even consider it. but now im like ok. i think this is gonna work out perfect #even if some parts. well are gonna be scary... im dreading doing the eyes lol. but future me's issue lol. but idk. its just been rly cool o #like. i rly looked up to other ppl in this hobby that were able to fix up REALLY damaged dolls like this. like one person ive talked to a #bit on the resin side of it all is so so sklled at repair and has so much knowledge. and idk its cool to take on a project like this and #know im well equipped for it. knowledge wise. like its... idk definitely the worst shape doll ive gotten since i got into this in 2018. so #im excited :) and i havent worked w vinyl dolls for a while so... idk im excited to get this doll... and hopefully it wont be TOO bad lmao #^currently in research hell but. idk im excited #bjd posting #<- again so bad at remembering to tag this bc i go turbo autism mode in the tags. sadly lol

[correct-bangtannies]

I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last) #(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance) #so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀 #I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine! #*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

[burymeinblack2022]

Simply hearing Gerard Way go "hiii 😄👋 I'm Gerard Way 😃☺️🥰😽✌️" is something that can actually be so personal....

#Got me going 'hiiiiiiiiiiiii 😭🥺😻"at the screen and shit.... #Gerard Way #Rosy ronkey... Like rosy from year in review 2018....im 😭😭👍 #wow anna said something #Category 10 Gerard Way sweetie incident.... #anna's shitposts #welcome to the circus #I'm getting a headache from my stupid jaw.... I'm overwhelmed by love for this little sweet creature and it's making it worse lol

[britneyshakespeare]

last night i started rereading david copperfield. i've read so much new literature this year, i wouldn't say im "burnt out" but i feel like im cycling through things so fast that i... i dont know. i dont feel like i get to have them melt into me as satisfyingly as they used to although that might also be a product of how i feel about my overall *life* right now, idk. deep stuff but anyway.

i havent read a novel in almost four years. i have been too ashamed to pick them back up and i left off in the middle of the professor by charlotte bronte, which i always felt ashamed for being unable to finish. someday ill reread the beginning and finish it, but yadda yadda yadda i hate that nagging feeling that i HAVE to do something. reading should not feel like a chore. which is also how ive felt about my reading plays at such a quick rate this year. not that its a CHORE, like im not enjoying it, but like it's a daily task im distracting myself with to get some temporary pleasure and im cycling from one to the next at an almost monotonous rate. i can't keep living in my imagination like this. hiding from the world and pouring myself into new ones.

i always figured id want to reread david copperfield someday, too. it's one of my three favorite novels ive ever read (not that ive read SO many novels, but still). i think of it often. and i dont think of it like it's a highly literary or intellectual novel. i think of it like an old sitcom or a newspaper strip. like a victorian peanuts or full house. i've never forgotten a bunch of the characters' catchphrases and i've continued to slip them into conversation with people who don't understand them just to overly-explain a joke that only i'm really going to find funny. because that IS the kind of person i am.

ive only read the first four chapters so far. i just cant wait to get to aunt betsey's place, to be honest. i didn't even think about this part... this is the first novel i'm reading since i became an aunt. i never had a character in the book i related to *too* much; i had certain things in common with dora and i loved her, but we weren't one and the same. but my niece is only two and a half months old and i already feel like oh yeah. oh yeah i'd take this little girl in after she ran away from her abusive boarding school. i'd provide for this girl. i'd raise her with my neurodivergent friend that i live with. i would do ANYTHING for her.

#tales from diana #diana rereads david copperfield #may as well make that a tag now #two reasons i thought to reread david copperfield now: #besides as i mentioned i wanted to re-enjoy an old favorite bc ive been cycling through new things so much im getting tired #1) i was going through my old tag from when i reread sense and sensibility like two months after i read it the first time #(after i already went through my tagged/david-copperfield and relived my posts i made from when i first read it) #and i was like gosh it's really been five years EXACTLY since i first read it #i started it in november 2018 and finished in january 2019 #wow. like wow #and 2) ive mentioned it on here before but i keep thinking about mr. dick's affinity with king charles i #how i understand what he means now when he said all of king charles' sorrows were poured into his head #when charles was beheaded in 1649 #yeah it really is one of my favorite little novels of all time. so much charm and so many ppl in it to love #i told dan when i read it the first time 'i laughed. i cried. i got thrown into debtors prison' #he liked that #also after i read david copperfield the first time i started calling him dan'el. like dan'el peggotty is called #i never stopped doing that lol. #dan doesn't understand that i contain all of mary queen of scots' sorrows but thats ok #i didnt even think about it before reading it but yeah i am absolutely going to be my niece's aunt betsey #your sister betsey trotwood who disappointed me on the night of your birth

[boyheros]

more weirdo guy. the rectangular ears were sortof a joke at first but i kindof like em. slightly reminiscent of my last fursona circa 2018 that I suddenly remembered last night. who i drew like twice, got fanart for, and then never thought about ever again.

My solution for integrating feathers into the design better was just to make it like 50% fluffier so you can't really tell what's happening anywhere. also whiskers idk why but it's good I think

#i think the skinnier rectangle-ears make more space for the. hair + feathers/wings thing going on. #so i might keep em #also this fur/hair color pattern was just something i slapped on the first time i drafted a design but apparently im keeping it because #i havent come up with anything better LOL #ALSO my 2018 sona design had digitigrade(?) legs and i do quite like that. unsure if I'll use it this time around though #myart #fursona

[orcelito]

Finally doing some emotional processing ✌

#speculation nation #went thru old pictures with my sister to find things of my uncle #to display during the funeral :p #and i ended up crying. look at me go! actually letting myself feel things for once. #in large part it's the knowledge that such a permanent fixture of my life is now gone #my fun loving and mischievous uncle... #it's hard to say goodbye to someone so soon. he was younger than my dad even. #but cancer doesnt descriminate with people's ages haha #i spent the past week compartmentalizing like crazy & not letting myself process it at all #so it just did not feel real. i was far too removed from it all. #but now im in familiar ground. spaces he's been in. as recently as last christmas. #i've... been dealing with far too much death lately. #it has me going through life in doubt. because you never know when it'll be the last time you see someone. #life can be normal and then theyre gone. and there's no real way to predict it. #i know ive been writing a Grief Fic but like @ life maybe give me a break for a few years lol. just maybe. #i guess it's been almost 4 years since my grandma died. doesnt feel like it's been that long tho #my grandpa died in 2018. my grandma in 2019. my cat sammy in 2021. my cat cassy may 2023. and now my uncle july 3rd 2023 #too much death. too much fucking death. can i Please get a break for at least 5 years? please and thank you? #im just... really tired of loss. #negative/ #death/ #animal death ment/