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cptnleviackerman · 21 minutes

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#cats

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cptnleviackerman · 1 hour

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I am deeply obsessed with the manuscript as the closing track of the anthology. returning to that first big life altering heartbreak, the one that inspired some of the most acclaimed and beloved work of her career, but it's a distant past now and it's almost as though it happened to someone else. and then, in the wake of all the intense loss and turbulence that the past two hours have documented, she knows what the agony was for. because just like all that now remains of that past relationship is the art that came out of it — including all too well, a song that was changed for her over the years into something beautiful and joyful — one day all that will remain of this period will be this manuscript, this album and all its feelings that eventually won't even be hers anymore but will belong to her past self and to its future listeners.

#the manuscript is the perfect album closer to me #ttpd #ts

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cptnleviackerman · 2 hours

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#im late to the poll #but i still love these end results #bec i am a folklore girlie and i too would've chosen folklore/standard ttpd #polls

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cptnleviackerman · 2 hours

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“Oh, what a valiant roar. What a bland goodbye. The coward claimed he was a lion. I'm combing through the braids of lies. "I'll never leave," "Never mind." Our field of dreams engulfed in fire. Your arson's match, your somber eyes. And I'll still see it until I die. You're the loss of my life.”

#ttpd #lyrics

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cptnleviackerman · 2 hours

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anyway here's all the clean/alternative lyrics compared to the original lyrics on ttpd:

the tortured poets department explicit: who's gonna hold you like me? / nobody / no-fucking-body clean: who's gonna hold you like me? / nobody / no-o-body

down bad explicit: everything comes out, teenage petulance / fuck it if i can't have him clean: everything comes out, teenage petulance / [gasp] what if i can't have him? explicit: 'cause fuck it i was in love clean: 'cause what if i was in love?

but daddy i love him explicit: i'd rather burn my whole life down / than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin' clean: i'd rather burn my whole life down / than listen to one more second of all this gripin' and moanin' explicit: all the wine moms are still holdin' out, but fuck 'em, it's over clean: all the wine moms are still holdin' out, but... it's over

florida!!! explicit: so you pack your life away just to wait out / the shitstorm back in Texas clean: so you pack your life away just to wait out / the firestorm back in Texas explicit: at least the dolls are beautiful, fuck me up, Florida clean: at least the dolls are beautiful, f-- me up, Florida explicit: can I use you up? / Florida / is one hell of a drug / Florida / go on, fuck me up clean: can I use you up? / Florida / is one hell of a drug / Florida / can i use you up?

loml explicit: you shit-talked me under the table / talkin' rings and talkin' cradles clean: you talked me under the table / talkin' rings and talkin' cradles

i can do it with a broken heart explicit: 'cause i'm a real tough kid / i can handle my shit clean: 'cause i'm a real tough kid / i can handle it explicit: lights, camera, bitch, smile clean: lights, camera, and smile

the smallest man who ever lived explicit: in your Jehovah's Witness suit / who the fuck was that guy? clean: in your Jehovah's Witness suit / who the hell was that guy?

the black dog explicit: and i hope it's shitty in the black dog clean: and i hope you miss me in the black dog

thanK you aIMee explicit: screamed, "fuck you, Aimee" to the night sky as the blood was gushing clean: screamed, "f--k you, Aimee" to the night sky as the blood was gushing

cassandra explicit: when it's "burn the bitch," they're shrieking clean: when it's "burn the witch," they're shrieking

the bolter explicit: ended with the slam of a door / then he'll call her a whore clean: ended with the slam of a door / then she'll call him a bore explicit: all her fuckin' lives / flashed before her eyes clean: all her many lives / flashed before her eyes

#THE BOLTER CLEAN???? WHATTTT #ttpd

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cptnleviackerman · 2 hours

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i NEED to see challengers asap please

#sage.words

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cptnleviackerman · 3 hours

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#why am i not surprised #polls

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cptnleviackerman · 3 hours

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Okay so Taylor is adding TTPD to the Eras setlist.

Tell me in tags what 3 songs you would be happy to see cut and what 3 songs being cut would hurt you the most

#you need to calm down / ikywt / blank space #but i would die if she removed #delicate / ready for it...? / marjorie #in my heart i know that albums shes toured already are the most in danger #theres no chance shes cutting lover folklore evermore midnights sets #i dont think.....#but rep is already such a short set so maybe she wont cut it😛🙏#tag talk

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cptnleviackerman · 3 hours

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So we all know that Tumblr is US-centric. But to what degree? (and can we skew the results of this poll by posting it at a time where they should be asleep?)

Reblog to increase sample size!

#damn:/#polls

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cptnleviackerman · 3 hours

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#i chose phone but like. barely #sometimes when i use a keyboard my fingers get all tingly and fuzzy and i cant concentrate bec i feel insane #actually they're doing that rn but im on my phone so. typing sucks #also when you have cold fingers and try to type on a keyboard. i literally have a breakdown #polls #tag talk

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cptnleviackerman · 3 hours

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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes

#yeah:(((

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cptnleviackerman · 4 hours

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