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miikaarinn · 9 months
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DO NOT ASK A MADARA-P WHAT HAPPENED ON THE 4TH AUGUST 2023
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b1mbodoll · 5 months
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repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please
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noxtivagus · 1 year
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DEATH UNTO DAWN ON SPOTIFY 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#pls. listen. it has the tea ost n the nier collab n sorrow of werlyt n eden.#it has so many osts dear to me uwahh i've been waiting. so long 😭😭#looking at the album properly now that i'm back home from feeding the cats. help one of them even followed me from the#lower ground lvl to. 2nd floor HFLAKSJFLKSD. those cats. r very dear to me :<#back to ffxiv though. not only w ^^ but there's also hearthward.. ishgard my home. oh my god#n then. danshig naadam iirc? the 'a __ air __' around the start. my fav frontlines map hehe. i miss frontlines honestly#oh my god the scions & sinners stuff too 🥺#spotify wrapped w to the edge at the top fr. OH MY GOD THIS MONTH#W KH FINALLY. YK ON SPOTIFY 😭 riku n dearly beloved those osts mean so much to me hehe n then#FFXIV NOW TOO 🥹#so weird listening to these on spotify. this means i can remove a lot of my mp3s now that i downloaded from yt hdkfajsdkfl#i remember yk? IM GNA CRY SO BADLY I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE#I MISS. EDEN SO BAD IT HURTS. i miss raiding w my friends i miss laughing w them i miss calling n then. clearing. together.#i miss meeting new ppl. n. oh that one silly friend i still rmb those compliments man he made me attached for a bit i can't deny that but#IT'S JUST. FOND FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON NOW.#n then. with this is just. endless small reminders of what i love in life so much. yk these memories these people these emotions n thoughts#all these stories. fuck. i feel like. a kid again n it's. smth i've missed lately. it soothes me so much n comforts my heart n soul n mind#sweet serenity oh how i missed you. yk that. that certain peace even though the world around me may be. yeah#even if the apocalypse wld come to test us all or smth i know that. the love i just have for. life wld. yk always return.#i'll always keep it close no matter how much it'll fucking hurt.#i love ffxiv so much i really do it just. yeah for the past few years has become one of my homes fr. always gives me comfort#always makes me remember myself again yk? hdflasdjflkd.. i miss emet-selch can you tell one reason why he's. rlly special to me#like bro he's. i mean. i find him. oh god how to put this i find him attractive fuck it but uh. his uhm. form as solus is.. he's#ffxiv shb grandpa simulator jokes for a reason 💀 but my bro i loved you ever since i knew you EMET-SELCH HE'S JUST. SO#SO ANNOYING. FUCK. PROMISES TO KEEP RN JUST MAKES ME EMOTIONAL ALL THE TIME. THE ORCHESTRA MAN#i want to write so much but. my mind is such a mess rn. but it. i feel better. i remember again. it. hdlfajsfkdjf :^) 😭#i. have sm to write. but i just wna cry i'm overwhelmed again but it's bcs i love. ffxiv sm 😭😭 imy n ilysm not just ffxiv but. everything
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justabunchofdragons · 2 years
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WHY have i never heard see you tomorrow from the httyd soundtrack before!!!!!!!!
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astrxealis · 11 months
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okay i'm going to an ffxiv unofficial fan event in july this year and there's this wol (character) sticker exchange thing me and lune really want to participate in but 1. we don't really know how to draw yet 2. we don't really have money to commission. so. sobbing
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rykno-j · 8 months
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not j/jk but i needed to post this somewher
im shaking im fking shaking after that new b/sd episode i wna cry so badly they did NOT need to animate it like THAT, rubbing salt into my eyes fr
PLEASE I JUST GOT INTO THIS SHOW LIKE 6 DAYS AGO I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM PLEASE TELL ME HE ISN'T DEAD
pls fk just tell me c/huuya was joking around
like it was all js an act right? and he's gna be alive right?
THEY DID NOT NEED TO HAVE HIM CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR TWITCHING WITH EACH SHOT HELLO
EVERYONE IN THIS EPISODE WAS SPEEDRUNNING DEATH ISTG
on that note the vas did so well for this one wtf. f/yodor's meltdown and d/azai's shakey sounding voice when he was injured, and the pain sounds when he got shot omg
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webslingingslasher · 4 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/webslingingslasher/739224380667772928/hi-j-can-i-talk-ab-smth-thats-making-me-sad?source=share
thank you🫶🏻. i read this reply earlier and it made me cry bc you’re the only one who actually cares. thanks for letting me talk. also this is long and i’m v sorry but i just wanted to share w someone. part of it gets deep but i swear u don’t have to reply to that part, i fr just wanna make one point ab guys fighting
i hate violence so much. the jokes ab men punching walls don’t make me laugh and men beating the shit out of other guys to protect their girl isn’t attractive to me. i just hate all of it
it used to be funny and attractive until it wasn’t. my dad was so mad at me yesterday bc he was drunk and i wouldn’t give him more alc, that he punched a wall. i took a pic of the hole in my bedroom door and sent it my friends in our gc and we were laughing so hard at it bc white men and punching walls yk? It was so funny and we kept making jokes/memes ab it til i realised he punched the wall bc he couldn’t punch me (i closed my door and he couldn’t get in) and that’s a weird fucking realisation.
i just don’t like any of it and i’m having a v bad day. i told my mum and brother and nobody gets it. they both blame me. it’s ridiculous. and now i’m convincing myself that i DID do something wrong, when i know i didnt. it’s fucking crazy. he could beat the shit out of me (he wouldn’t) and they’d still find a way to make it my fault.
im gna send u my mums response (english is her 3rd language so ignore the mistakes) and she’s literally blaming me.
for context, my dad has a history of abuse (against my mum, yet she still defends him) and my mum is just as bad.
this is what she texted me:
“Ppl have limitations. If you push them they do things or say things and you turn and call names to those can’t bare any more. You should be a bit more patient and a bit more respectful to your parents
You shouldn’t keep shouting at him. We’re both doing our best even we are not the best I know, but as a return I thing we deserve to be respected , if you are better than us then you should understand what I am saying”
i just feel so alone. i stg it’s like no one understands.
anyways long story short i don’t like violence and i don’t find it attractive. i don’t shame anyone / any girls bc i’m a girls girl at heart, but i hate how people have romanticised violence bc it really does send the wrong message to guys and younger boys growing up and hearing “fights are so hot” and “it’s so sexy when guys beat the shit out of other guys” even if they deserved it. like even tho they wouldn’t do that to you, the reminder that they can makes me sick. i just don’t like it and i feel like i’m the only one :/ violence just makes me icky and anxious and scared even if it’s not directed to me/supposed to “protect me” (when it’s at another guy at a bar or whatever).
thanks for listening to my rant. ur legit my bestie. i have an anon emoji & we’re mutuals/we talk on here like all the time but i don’t wanna use it on this
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i don’t think you’re wrong for having this opinion or have it belong in an unpopular opinion category. i think the issue is that violence (esp w. men) has been so desensitized that it’s “normal.”
i also don’t like violence and grew up with an angry man in my home. i will never be an angry man and i will never be with one for that reason. but when i read something fictional i feel like im taking control back (? if that makes sense.) because i can “control” the violence.
your dad was wrong, and it was wrong of your mom to try and protect him. you deserve to feel safe and i’m sorry you don’t. i’m here always <3
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onlyjaeyun · 7 months
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knowing sumin in this fic, she prolly thought hee was gonna want her back LMFAOOO that was pettyyyy
im gna cry when this fic ends fr
LITERALLYYYY, girly was ready to drop everything and "take him back" until she realised what was happening like that's just too goo 🤭🤭
and dw me too baby, i think we'll all shed a good amount of tears
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white-flwrs · 7 months
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29/09/2023 friday
today was a generally productive day, im proud of myself for what i got done today, i stayed back in school until 1830 to study in the library (that was 5 hrs!)
i got everyth that i planned done for the day as well as the backlog from yest! hope to keep this going for the next few days!!
💗 tasks [x] math mock paper [x] > finish bio rev pkg 3 [x] > thermochem [x] redox (esp sacrificial protection) [x] salts [x] organic chem (espespesp conditions of rxns) [x] chem bonding [x] qa [x] plane geometry assignment [x] acids and bases [x] equilibria  [x] mole concept [x] 2021 chem eya paper
💅 selfcare • skincareeee • watched an episode of my show
today, i had my last bio lesson and i was fr crying and hugging my teacher :(( i'm gna miss her and the subject so much when i drop it next year, i still wish we were allowed to take triple science next yr but we're not :((
anyways, goodnight :)
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attourney-at-lycan · 2 years
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garroth + zenix's dynamic makes me cry ugly gross tears
oops i rambled🐏 too much again have a penny 🪙 but yea thoughts because i feel like not much in s1 is really elaborated on zenix's side of their relationship and i just think theyre both verr neat + g = garroth and im just lazy
(#he sees vylad in zenix or projects vylads image onto him as well as zane #but in a way where hes like oh zenix ill show u how to shoot just let me help u #and hes like ok old dude how bout i show u how to get some bitches #commits arson and lyerally breaks his heart and whatever self worth he had left over and had built for himsef in pdh pre aph #like the image of and him fighting but he's screaming at g. to give in and fight for his life but at this point garroth is just broken and (this isn't canon just a thought) after g. had landed a real bad blow on zenix (deep enough that he needed to retreat to regen sk style ) and garroth still reaches out for him helmet slashed and torn so u can see blood dripping from his wounds but like his eye is clearly visible and like instead of running back to pd he just stands and zenix stops just out of line of his sight where he could've just gone but takes this chance to tie a necklace that g got them both to signify their mentorship / relationship arround his arrow and lets it off straight into g's chest #he stood there and took it falling backwards slow mo style and zenix disapperaed into the forest
I JUST WOKE UP I WILL GO REPLY TO TOHER STUFF IN A BIT
but oh my god. OH MY GOD. YOU
your mind. YOUR MIND
“he sees vylad in zenix or project vylad onto him as well as zane” THIS IS IM LITRLY INSANE RN? this concept is so good its sooo fitting- garroth “knows” he’s a coward and feels like shit probably for doing this but he can’t help it?
garroth, i feel like, feels so responsible abt everything, maybe call it older child syndrome that he feels responsible and that everything that went wrong with his siblings is all his fault. that maybe if he spent more time with zane or maybe if he hadn’t left vylad would’ve still been here. these thoughts just keep bothering him and then zenix comes in. he’s a younger man who needs help, who needs him. i have no idea where this point is going BUT I LOVE THAT SO MUCH.
zenix teaching garroth how to get maidens so canon fr pls. “cmon old man we’re gna hook u up w/ molly” “is she not she dating dale?” “…okay, and?”
AND OUUUUBTHE LAST PART :wailing: THEBFIGHT OUUUU THE FIGHT MY HEART MY MIND YOUR MIND UR SO BIG BRAIN- garroth being so broken and barely fighting during this break my headt into so many puzzle pieces— and zenix… oh my god zenix. my hc (or in my rewrite at least) is that zenix doesn’t want to do this but has to bc he has to become a shadow knight- so him fighting garroth he doesnt want garroth to at least go down without a fight but at the end, realizes he doesn’t want to hence running away with a finaly flourish. AND YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT ZENIX DOESNT CARE BC LITERALLY TO BECOME A KNIGHT YOU HAVE TO KILL SOMEONE YOU ARE CLOSE TO- bc why else would zenix kill him.
the slashed fucking the fucking fuckingggggg the helmet part and then reaching out plssss- garroth is just so shocked and tired bc he thought for once they were doing a good thing, they had a good thing, he had the relationship with this kid that he never had with his brothers and to see him turn against him. he once again feels like he did something wrong. i wouldnt even be shocked if as they were fighting garroth would just beg, wanting to know what he did wrong, so that he could fix things. he doesn’t wna lose someone again
ANYWAY UR BRAIN ISBSO AHDIAISVAG THIS WAS SO GOOD THIS INDUCED MY GARROTH AND ZENIX BRAINROT
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woniepop · 2 years
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WHY ARE MY EARLY 2021 WORKS SO CRINGEY 😭 why are you guys reading that shit im appalled you have shit taste bro unfollow me. im gna cry fr. back then when i was like “yeah let me post this and link it to my masterlist for 2000 ppl to see yeah. yeah yeah. yeah yeah yeah.” FUCK YOU.
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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IM NOT OKAYYYYYYY BRAINROTTING AGAIN
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pcheyes · 8 days
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hihi val! remember the lion dancer? welllll me and him are talking....
hes SO cute and i litreally cannot find a speck of dirt on him. like, i asked all my friends and even some of the most gossipy ppl... and NOTHING. no one has anything bad to say abt him it's almost terrifying
we've been talking all day and im literally getting delusional... he has me thinking "what should i wear today? how can i impress him?" i have not thought this about a man in YEARS
im getting flamed tho bc my friends keep saying that me and him are the hot gf mid bf combo BUT HES CUTE THEYRE JS HATERS LMAOAOA
i miss him. ugh im disgusting w myself for how sappy and lovey dovey i am but UGHHHUFHAOFAJOJAOF I NEEDHIM
AHH HII VANNIE (we’re gna ignore how i took so long to respond to rhis that you are probably in a full relationship with him) but omggg we are progressing !!!
its like you can cry literal tears of joy when you find out that they are green flags across the board
STOPP THATS SO CUTEEE that means that u really really L-word him😼😼 (like not love silly)
OMG #STOPLIONDANCERHATE
no but fr i wouldn’t be surprised cuz ur probably stunning
one side of my brain is telling me to continue feeling lovey-dovey for him and fantasize about him every waking moment but the other side is telling me to tell you to shut it down (listen to the first side)
anyway lmk how it goes w u n him🤭🤭
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i had the bestttttt weekend dude
got in late friday, denver airport is weird all the rumors r true. he picked me up & took me back to his place, he lives in a house w 3 other dudes and lowkey being in that environment made me miss the community aspect of having roommates lol anyway got there & immediately fucked 🥰 and it was so nice and so good ahhhhhhh and then fell asleep and then woke up and fucked again dude those times are my favorites when yr just alternating bw cuddling and sleeping and talking and fucking its the best
but then we got food from this place i really love but never go to bc the only locationnin chicagonis downtown and i hate going downtown hahahah but theres a location in CO so we went dude i cant wait to tell bianca this particular detail shes gna lose itttt like AHH that is just so good
Anyway we got back and ate and then met up w a bunch of his friends at this one place, it was one guys birthday and they did a cake flip which i never knew was a thing so that was funny & i got nice and buzzed real quick cause that shit hits different in the mountains but everyone was really chill and nice and funny! There were hella people & they were all cool it rocked
Went to a 2nd place and started talking to the girlies more, JK dropped lore that all the girls are bi and i was like lets gooooooo lmfao and bc i'm a girls girl and a great time obviously we vibed and talked and kiki'd
Ok fr though. 3 different girls asked me what was going on w me and him. 3 girls!!!!! Ok see i fucking love girls like no dude would ever ask me about it hahahahah but they all loved my energy and we super vibed esp this one girl emily whos dating dude's roommate
Came back to the house & started doing uhhh pepsi which i really hadnt done in a long time but it was fun and a vibe!!! Talked to hella ppl got drunker had a fun chill time 😎 i had to tap out early bc dude gave me an edible and it hit like a train lmfao but dude followed me in and we talked more and made out and he said "my friends really like you" i was like I LIKE THEM TOOO 🥰
Kinda chilled didnt do much the last 2 days it was nice. i like him so so so so so soooooooooooo much dude. one of the girls (she literally said "[dudes name] is a green flag" also 🥹🥰🥰 its trueeee he is so good!) asked what i like about him and i genuinely said everything 🥰🥰🥰🥰 which is true!! And which ive been wanting to say but didnt have anyone to say it to!!! GOD i love girls i love being a girl at times like these lol but yes genuinely i like everything about him. The other day i made a note where i listed everything specifically and it made me fucking cry hahahahahah
bro i'm down sooo badddddd. i want to ask him to be my boyfriend PERO LIKE i also dont wanna be monog? and i dont want to pressure him into smth hes not down for and i dont really know how to bring up that convo. idk ahhhh i just like him so very very much.
bought a flight for spring break. spicys comin back baybeeee! i cant wait to see himmmmmmm aah ok im gonna make another post to talk abt a different topic uhh hahah ok
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astrxealis · 1 year
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i think sandalphon theme
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#aghhfhhfjffhdhhdhsjd OR...#tbh i kinda really wanna do seox. idk! i can say too that i liked him before lune (sorry)#lune likes him more tho. i gave way. we have this twin bestie thing uhh yeah <3#you see i think it's kinda cute she likes him a lot bcs he's very similar to me actually i think BUT SHE LIKES ME /P OFC OKAY we're twins.#man sometimes i realize it must be so amusing to meet real life identical twins. we as babies were so amusing#i would hit her a lot as a kid LMFAO I STILL DO BUT NOT REALLY PAINFULLY OKAY..... i slap her a lot on the arm w love#uhh we'd copy each other. do the same things. cute#would cry when mom carried lune but not me (i rmbr always wanting to be carried by our mom lmfao)#we have this very funny video where we're kinda saying nonsense shit and doing moves. cute but wtf#anyways i also held out my arm and pushed lune away i think. funny! dw we didn't get hurt but damn#sometimes i think abt whether its obvious im the younger twin and maybe from the outside depending how you look at it no?#uhh im more assertive but shes actually more. idk. uhhhhhhhh. basically shes alphinaud and im alisaie yeah#nanashi theme when i finally play more than 1 minute#sorry. procrastination. haha#UHM. rindo when i finally get to playing neo twewy. gna be a while#3h theme when i pick up the switch and play again (hopefully really soon!) but yeah xiv when i finally do 6.3 stuff and uhh yeas#gna wait until i finish event tho. love sandy but might wna do smth else#damn i really. worked hard to get 300 sparks LMFAOO WORKED FROM THE BOTTOM FR
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junjiie · 7 months
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okay so i was thinking bc i wanna write for all my biases (i have like 5 it should be easy..) and so i was thinking of one for minghao & jongseob
so minghaos i was thinking like college au where hao & reader are like PERFECT together. they push eachother but in the best way possible. their friends absolutely adore them. hao is a photographer / painter, reader is a singer / producer (?? idrk maybe like english major reader methinks) one day hao gets this AMAZING offer to shoot for this magazine that finds up and coming photographers. they both know this is a huge deal because SO MANY photographers that have shot for this magazine have gone onto shoot for even bigger ones like vouge, elle, all the big ones. they know this is a great opportunity for minghao but they also know that if this really is a successful shoot hao will get so many more opportunities and they might not make it together with all the moving around. hao does NOT want to leave reader but reader insists that this shoot is a once in a lifetime opportunity and he needs to take it. they come to a spot where they both understand that they love eachother and won't stop loving eachother but they need to part ways at the moment and agree if they really are meant for eachother they will find eachother again, one way or another. their parting is very bittersweet and tearfilled they agree to update eachother and still be friends as well as let eachother know where they are incase they end up in the same place.
thinking about making the draft for it like tmr LMFAO
ok jongseobs idrk yet.. i was thinking idol fanboy jongseob AND reader like they both fanboy over eachother publicly and fans r BEGGING for ynseob interactions... jongseob is a producer but he's like lacking ideas aka looking for a muse. ofc before he used idols he liked or looked up to so reader was used maybe once or twice very vaguely when he actually has inspiration n ideas but now he can't think of anything. BUT during promotions at mubank or smt they meet and become friends and do challenges tgt and fans r foaming at the mouth like they NEED more.. i think this one is gna be silly funny unless i can think of anything to make it sad.. there might be some miscommunication (??) anw blah blah blah they talk queue piwon teasing jongseob and readers friends teasing them they sneak out at like 2 am to get like ramyeon or smt and they both confess at the same time like the sillies they r and then happily ever after theyre in love
ok anw this was so long but pls enjoy <3 now i need one for beomgyu :3 (i might have his idea too)
WAIT THATS SUCH A GOOD IDEA ? i think i have too many for that ☠️ IM EATING THESE UPPP UR SO GOOD 🗣️ how do u do it fr
MINGHAOO 🙁 yes i love the idea of rdr being a producer Hello.. AND STOP THE ENDING IM CRYING ALR 😢 timeskip like four or five yrs after hao’s left to do his thing when they’re catching up over coffee still feeling those sparks from when they were younger and in love let me explode 🙁🙁 that is so good like actually
SEOB MY SILLIEST GUY 😢 biggest hype men for eo without ever actually meeting LMAO 😭 AND IMAGINING THEM BOTH NERVOUS ASL AT MUBANK OLEKASEE THEY’RE SO CUTE . i am one of the fans crying screaming begging for more ynseob interaction i ac have a fan account alr like.. MISCOMMUNICATION STOPPP THATS THE MOST ANNOYING THING EVER 😭 i’ll put up with it if its for u though bsf dw 💕 AND THE CONFESSION HRDLPP THEY R SOOO!!!!!
these were Amazing i love u and ur brain theyre so GOOODDDD i love them. MUAHHH 5 STARS ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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