#also i think one of my favorite xiv artists who i sometimes forget is filipino bcs they are Huge af is going ... so goddamn. wow

[astrxealis]

okay i'm going to an ffxiv unofficial fan event in july this year and there's this wol (character) sticker exchange thing me and lune really want to participate in but 1. we don't really know how to draw yet 2. we don't really have money to commission. so. sobbing

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #I AM REALLY EXCITED THOUGH ..... #there is a high chance we will be the youngest there but oh well ?? hoping for other people our age fr #also i think one of my favorite xiv artists who i sometimes forget is filipino bcs they are Huge af is going ... so goddamn. wow #also i've never interacted w xiv ppl irl yet. saw a few people at conquest last year and one person wearing the shirt out Once #but this june's conquest there was More ... AND MY BEST FRIEND. WHO WENT #literally got us stickers despite her just having played so little so far bcs of me and lune BUT SHE TALKED W THE PERSON WHO SOLD THEM AND #AAA SMTH ABOUT HOW 'GNA BRING US NEXT YEAR' SMTH SMTH so idk makes me really happy :(( #so that kinda went off-topic but i am wondering how to go about this #i feel like if i asked a friend or another one to draw something (really small) they wld be fine w it but 1. too shy 2. i don't want to ask #something of my friends. like. bro idk if someone asked me for shit i'd be really happy but nervous but mostly like oh ... so u wna have #smth in my writing ..... thatd make me CRY bcs i rarely share my writing w others. and in all my life not much ppl im close to have Asked #for smth like that. but when it comes to others i have no idea At All #if it comes down to it i'm cool w not joining the exchange but ir does sound like fun so i will Try and See still. hmhmhmhm