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vinmyers · 4 months

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fixating on bands will never not be funny

like wdym i just spend half of my day googling about each band members and the bands history and looking at edits of them!?

#im fine i think #guns n roses #nirvana #queen #motley crue #led zeppelin #metallica #megadeth #bon jovi #rock #hard rock #rock n roll #classic rock #the beatles

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foliosriot · 6 months

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you ever just be vibing while listening to dayseeker’s 2022 album dark sun, then suddenly paper heart comes on and you can’t stand the mere thought of existing anymore or being so utterly alone?

yeah me neither

#im fine i think #that album just hits me in a way i cant articulate #dayseeker #alex! ❪ 𖤐 ❫

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waterbottlqueen · 11 months

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2BAD

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annierosaart · 5 months

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Annie tip of the day: don't get concussion

#my ramblings #im fine i think #got one on monday #hurts like hell still though

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mysticalsoot · 6 months

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vampire empire - big theif

small blurb in response to my brain being mean and torturing me with trauma memories and thoughts of the void. vampire theif sounds like being in a battle with past traumas and current feelings that swirl in your mind.

tw; depression, suicidal ideation and desires, isolation, mentions of not eating, spiral of bad thoughts. angst. probably not comfort.

you felt like a void creature was slowly eating away at your will to exist and go on. you felt worthless, like scum--someone who'd be better off thrown away. and perhaps your behaviors mirrored this. short temper, isolation, lack of self care, refusal to eat. it was an downhill climb that happened and you didn't realize until it was too late.

granted it was triggered by a lot of various things; you didn't feel valid in the way you were feeling. you have more than some others, so you shouldn't feel this way.

you wonder what would happen if you didn't wake up. would you be found? would wilbur miss you? would your sister even bat an eye? it was tempting, but you'd never do it. there were countless times in your childhood that you almost did it, but you didn't want to die. you just didn't want to hurt.

you don't want to hurt. you want to be happy. you want to have happiness.

but you don't deserve it, do you? all of that work for nothing, all of the hours of therapy and self help and nothing. just a hole, a pit of death wishes.

you sat up in your bed, staring blankly at the wall as your mind swam with endless thoughts of black nothingness. what you desire, or rather what you think you desire.

you don't want to die, you just want it to end. those are two separate things.

you felt fully out of control, spinning thoughts that pull you each and every way and you can't even begin to stop it all. you want it to stop.

stop

end it.

you wipe the pool of tears in your eyes, away with the heel of your palm. taking a shaking breath you retreat back under the covers, contemplating grabbing your phone.

no one cares enough to say anything, you're sure.

you don't know how many days you've been rotting away. you used to not be able to isolate, but now it's all you do.

you wonder if wilbur noticed.

did grace?

they have lives, you're the least of their concern.

it's fine. that's fine.

it's all fine.

fine is a lie

what is there to lie about? to lie to?

what if you just, checked?

maybe they were worried. maybe they did care.

you opened your phone, blank, nothing.

that's okay, it's okay.

are they okay?

they're fine, they're okay.

they're happy.

you're not.

that's okay. it's all okay.

you turn on your back, staring at the ceiling.

is there a point? should there be a point? surrounded by people, yet the love feels like ounces compared to the pounds of hatred.

an endless spiral of never ending thoughts and pain.

#not really caring about this going anywhere #just wanted to write #im fine i think #just struggling #dw about me #m fine #connorvents

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galactic-drops · 1 year

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Sun doing silly goofy stuff to help you feel better when you're upset.

If that doesn't work then Moon is there to catch you when you feel you've been hit by an emotional train.

#might have radio silence here a bit #the queue still has some stuff but #idk if ill be here a lot to restock it #im fine i think #a lot just happened #one dog had to be put down and now we have a new puppy #for our other puppy so she isn’t lonely #i just #need a bit #hopefully i can write or draw a bit soon #its just... a lot #im numb cant write good when numb

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teddytoroa · 11 months

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i dont like how easily algorithm-based social media shows you disturbing and horrible things. i was just hangin out on insta looking at baking videos and then i get true crime/child sex trafficking victims/nightmare photoshop/natural disaster/school shooting literally one after the other...who does this benefit. who is this helping. why is it designed to do this.

#im fine i think #its just like. its 3am yk. dont need this

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rotten-dan · 1 year

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I hit my face in a way that on impact i saw a flash of white w my closed eye.

it hurt

#ghost talk #im fine i think #jus t an accident u know #im just. surprised by that

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fortnightthere · 1 year

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i think i just put bleach in my eye ???

#elyn speaks now #im fine i think #but like i swear i put in the neutralising tablet what????

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thezestywalru · 2 years

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Hear me out: Destiel au but the angels are fae and Dean's still a hunter, but he hunts down the fae after they took his mother

#Destiel #supernatural #dean winchester #Dean was always bi #castiel #fanfiction #superwholock #if anyone was interested #NOT a shitpost #im fine i think

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breaddo · 1 year

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thinkign about characters i like being sweet and tender with each other

#specifically 8 and grace no one touch me im fine #edit: this blew up so just to clarify this isnt my image i just didnt expect this to explode . please do not think this is mine #unless you are looking at the newly added doctor who image which i DID put together

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chococookiez · 5 months

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i have decided if i can't have vic's hair im giving an oc his hair in spirit

#and today on cookie's ramblings #im fine i think

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inkskinned · 11 months

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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone #yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr #ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person #and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens #have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists #and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference #we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender #and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different #i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.

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weirdlizard26 · 9 months

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accidentally bought a water growing toy (its a turtle....) and washed it with soap not knowing its origins and got some of the gunk on my hands while washing it and then hours later i read abt how these things work and now i cant stop thinking if i ingested the water absorbing orbs by accidents. which is frankly impossible but. my tummy is making strange sounds

#wl26 #bwah #im fine i think #i mean i couldnt have #ive washed my hands one million time since then #i wouldve washed them off for sure. its fine #its fine!!!!!!!

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happi-dreams · 2 months

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Woahza!! Spongbob critterpants?! (Again?!)