#im doing this on my school computer

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

#snap chats #im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE #my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did #i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn #thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway #i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so #im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that #when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right #i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer #ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is #cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan #didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT #my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit #and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait. #point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3 #ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE

[lemonsweet]

I know I'm the freak that uses mobile for everything but it rly annoys me when people act uppity about how kids these days don't use desktop bc to be honest computer classes in school suck pretty bad and not everyone was allowed to have their own personal computer they could use at home lol

#i only figured out folders and stuff because specific classes i took in high school #i only got my first laptop when i was like 16 and it ran like shit #i had a family computer but my older brother basically only used it and i had limited access #ofc I'm gonna use the tiny computer that I can use privately whenever I want #im not saying computers are bad obviously but man not every kid got to do all that stuff

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless #ok gonna start rambling here a bit #vent? -> #i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society #in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw. #but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing #drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful #i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard #sadge 😔😔 #ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames #oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school #i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor #what is up with these neurologists man #i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here. #im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome #don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually #and i'm fucking amazing at drawing

[nyupuun]

off to work

#toolshipping #bruyu #yubru #yusei fudo #bruno borrelli #im working on something similar looking but i am downloading rn and my computer doesnt let me do finer lineart.... #i love that theyre sharing a toolbox and i love that one episode where that guy is like #“yusei can u... ”fix“ this ”guy“ and yusei is like. ”ok“. and he actually takes it with him to school #unrelated just something im thinking about #autism king

[themyscirah]

But look at us Luke, we're the ones left alone, holding some rich monster's pain. All of existence, built on his violence. All of space-time, humming to life with a single inviolate rule. Give the hero something to punch.

#kate kane #duke thomas #luke fox #outsiders #dc comic edit #comic edit #dc comics #my first time using photoshop lmao #got it for free with my school adobe acc and obviously im gonna abuse it for comic editing purposes. although i skipped all the tutorials #and just fucked around so idk this isnt like impressive. couldnt find buttons for a lot of what i wanted to do but i think i was just looki #in the wrong spots. anyways yeah. #batman #panel from outsiders no 3 ofc #dont know what else i say here. this is v much the product of me procrastinating writing an essay draft #if the format is weird im sorry im on tumblr desktop which idk how to use. bc photoshop is on my computer and also i turned my phone off so #would stay off my phone and focus. which obviously worked rlly well lmao #swishy's comic edits #panelposting #not rlly but ill tag that too for personal reference. yeah #bats #anyways this issue is so funny to me. like yes lets talk about how batman is everywhere and is taking over everything and also cant die. in #a batman comic that is taking over things (notably the team name etc) from other characters #IRONY!!!! #anyways dark multiverse(? idfk) duke thomas i love you. you can kill as many versions of bruce wayne as you like <3

[vague-bisexual-crimes]

And what if I said Allister John Bird? What then?

#I've convinced myself that if i don't leave the tabgroup on my laptop with my textbook on it im basically still doing school so i #learned how to take a screenshot on my computer for this instead of doing my reading for my cakes class #anyway #lister bird #iwbft #i was born for this #alice oseman #the ark #osemanverse

[vitamin-zeeth]

horrible that I can't just play ace attorney and watch my silly shows all day that would be amazing unfortunately. the essay

#this essay is making me want to smash my computer i hate writing essays #sure i left it way too late to do. but its cause I HATE WRITING ESSAYS STOP MAKING ME WRITE FUCKING ESSAYS #ITS ON A TOPIC IM INTERESTED IN. ITS SOMETHING I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT. IT SHOULD BE FINE. BUT NO. ENNNDDDLESS PAINNNNN #i hate it i hate it i hate it this ones not even bullshittable cause its not a creative essay and its not got any fUcking guideliness #so i can't just fill the brief to the minimum and kinda wing it #the brief is literally 'write a discursive essay. 1000 words. it cant be on a piece of media. go.' #WHAT THE FUCK DOES 'DISCURSIVE' EVEN MEEEEEANNNNNN #THEY MADE UP THAT FUCKING WORD ITS NOT REAL I CALL BULLSHIT TGEY MADE IT UP SO THEY CAN GIVE US AS VAGUE INSTRUCTIONS AS POSSIBLE #FUCKING CUNTS I HATE THE SCHOOL SYSTEM GIVE ME LITERALLY ANY INSTRUCTIONS THERES NO CRITERIA HERE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANTTTTTT #im struggling to write this if you couldnt tell #wet floor sign

[munamania]

trying to find somewhere to sit and do work on this stupid fucking campus has me feeling like the joker

#i hope all the freshmen fall over. when i was a freshman we had to sit in our rooms. #they just let too many people into this school greedy fucks #i just wanted to use a computer lab 😭😭😭 and theoretically i can go to the One that has like a bunch and is open but i think they’re stricter #abt food and drink? so i’ll have to chug my coffee #and WHY don’t i have swipe access for the one yet #😐 i could try like. the library. rlly don’t want to do the campus one but even the regular one is always so packed with stupid ass students #im SICK. #abby talks #ig i can go back to my work building 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

[cat-brrr]

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#after almost a YEAR BREAk i finally having a passion to try code something #In general #I learned programming and a lot of other things at a vocational school #but I’m terrible at it #because by the third year I realized that this was not really my thing and I was just trying to end it 😅 #but ive NEVER EVER will forget that hours of sitting next to computer dont understand what if im doing wrong and that terrible smell #because my sit was next to trash can which is was extremely full #which they couldn’t take out because it was summer and after-school hours and the janitor didn’t work those days #its give the mental trauma okay😭😭 #BUT ANYWAY #im trying to remember what ive been studied for and trying to do like my own site hehehaha

[love-fireflysong]

Okay, so a couple of summers back both my PS4 controllers started getting the ever annoying stick drift (my silver on the left stick and blue on the right hilariously enough). And while I got a new controller in to replace it as a bday present, I never actually tossed either of them. Mostly because they were still usable as back ups in certain games. Like my blue was awful in any game that used camera controls, but in a game or platformer like crash it worked just fine, while the other was fine in any 3d game but in a 2d style then movement was almost impossible (like I still remember jumping over a gap only to lose my jump momentum half way through and falling to my death).

But that brings me to today. In my travels of trying to fix my PS2 controller hilariously enough, I found out that you can actually buy replacement joystick pieces and just replace them yourselves. Assuming you have a soldering gun and equipment of course.

So I got a couple of those parts and ordered a little soldering kit online, and I'm all ready to try and see i can't get my controllers working back at 100% again.

Wish me luck!

#im so excited you have no idea #in a high school computer class we had a small unit on soldering and i got to build a motherboard #and while its admittedly been like almost 15 years since then i loved that section so much #ive been wanting to do some raspberry pi stuff for a while #thought it would be fun #so this is just a great excuse to get soldering stuff and giving it a go! #if it doesnt work than im not too worried cause i have a fully usable controller anyways and i havent touched these ones in months #but if it does than instead of spending like $70 on a new controller it only cost me $16 to buy the two parts that i needed #later this afternoon my lens replacement for my ps2 should be arriving as well #though that will be a much easier install #just gotta desolder a piece on the new part than screw it in place lol #god i love fixing stuff like this on my own though #always makes me feel smart when all it takes to fix somethig is just taking it apart and cleaning a piece

[soldier-poet-king]

Whoever decided dates were going to be machine readable & encoded Like That, thereby making everything before the year 1900 a crapshoot to get aligned with ISO standards, especially when I'm stuck working with excel and csvs. I hate you and I am biting you (DEROGATORY)

#the duality of fran #anyway guess what im MANUALLY FIXING THIS MORNING #yeah yeah obvs i know historically why computers are Like That but it makes my life. not easy #also im not familiar enough with anything beyond very basic functions of open refine #to like. do this easily #ughh i really ought to take some coding courses #instead of slapdash just googling and struggling thru github everytime this shit comes up #why dont they teach us THIS in archive school instead of like. hand holding kumbaya bullshit in some of my classes #im ;-; slightly too old to have had these classes available in highschool #my 17 yr old compsci cousin. i am so jealous #also. on another note #delighted by the fact that ive apparently become enough of a freak about vampires and intimacy and violence as love #that i have to specify that the biting is derogatory and not (AFFECTIONATE) #i am somehow both so old and wanna hang out with paper records and also like #god please i need to be so so smart with computers last week #i simply!!! do not like not knowing how to do things immediately and with confience and ease! #that is the people pleaser perfectionist for ya

[todayisafridaynight]

i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it

#snap chats #being without my computer charger has been maddening #that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :(( #AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK #i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that… #MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill #anyway. daigo plushie so cute :(((((((((((((((( #mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo #alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That #THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :(((( #anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea… #also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies #tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack….. #ok bye its tea time #help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’ #calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO #ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god

[raspberryhell]

[ID: A drawing of Sasha and Grizzop from Rusty Quill Gaming, They are shown from the knees up, sitting and facing forward, with Grizzop in Sasha’s lap. Sasha is a white human woman with short dark hair wearing a spiked leather jacket and gloves. Grizzop is a gray skinned goblin wearing a green cloak, a silver breastplate and large brown gloves. Grizzop also has large sharp teeth and several sets of earring along his long ears. They are both smiling and posing for a picture together. Sasha has an arm wrapped around Grizzop’s chest, the other arm behind his head giving him bunny ears. Grizzop winks as he holds up one hand to poke at Sasha’s cheek. The background is a solid dull yellow. End ID]

just a silly little Sasha and Grizzop :) line art under the cut because I think it came out good!

[ID: The same drawing as the image above, but with the colors removed so only the line art is showing on a solid gray background.]

#rusty quill gaming #rqgaming #rqg #rqg sasha #sasha rackett #rqg grizzop #grizzop drik acht amsterdam #how about that #its summer time!!!! #im not completely on break from school/work but i do have more free time now :D #so im jumping back in after that month ish break with some more sasha lol #also i learned how to connect a switch controller to my computer to use as a hotkey remote #and its been helping me avoid some drawing related wrist pain i had before!!! #so yeah hopefully ill be drawing more now!!! :D

[mememan93]

Life. man.

#I don't want to go back to college tomorrow. i don't even think i hate the school it's. #i think i hate what im studying. I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of media and radio work. So so so sick. #i'm sick of journalism. i'm sick of hearing the word 'storytelling' or 'storytellers' in sick of dealing with media students. #some of the most vain assholes i've ever met. and i'm sick of watching my best friend become one. (an asshole). #I want to do something else but this is what i did in high school this is what im good at. but i don't know if i can do this for the rest o #my life. but im too dumb to do anything else. I want to try compsci. i want to learn coding. but i have no background experience. #i could be an IT guy. i want to learn how to build computers and stuff. but i'm not smart enough. #i screwed myself over in high school by taking media. why did i do that?? #i should've taken compsci. or law. or SOMETHING. #i liked what i'm doing but now im just so fucking sick of it #if i hear someone say 'radio professionals are storytellers' one more time im gonna bash my head into a wall #of course talking to my dad is no help. i don't even know why i bother anymore. #raven croaks

[1o1percentmilk]

i actually think hatori is more of an electrical/hardware engineer than an informatics/information technology/software engineering person

#from the fanbook - he says he has the ability to ''flip switches he isn't supposed to'' #in other words - 1s and 0s and currents #off and on #i think at the very granular level that's the mechanics of hatori's power #and i mean this is applicable to computer science and IT - but not that much #the electrical and hardware manipulation is VERY abstracted away into programming languages #and im of the opinion that hatori... doesn't know how to program computers #also when we see him demonstrate his abilities they are either hacking drones and helicopters that are likely programmed in lower- #-level languages and place a larger emphasis on electrical engineering #or hacking radio waves which i mean that's still some sort of off-on thing #the software engineering route of changing ports n permissions n stuff is.. i think not hatori's thing #but who knows... i really like hatori infosec interpretations... its just that i also think in canon he's an electrical engineer type guy #(not shitting on electrical engineers - infact i think they do better stuff than me - the loser infosec guy who can't do physics #to save his life) #my post canon hc for him is that he cleans up and goes to post-secondary school and finally learns the theory behind all of the stuff #-he CAN do #i think he'd unlock a lot of potential that way #but what do i know i am just speculating on the mechanics of psychic powers #milk (normal) #hatori tag #ah this is just me rambling i wanted to get the thought out

[doctorwhoisadhd]

there's a certain quality the harmonies of like... early to mid 2000s alt rock has. which i am obsessed with... like i wanna do that. i NEED to figure out how to write harmonies that sound like that

#ari opinion hour #i sort of understand it but not necessarily well enough to do it on command #i think i sort of achieved the sound of it with my blaseball winter exchange song i did for snow but specifically only in the very last bit #like only with the 'im not alive anymore' part #(which sidenote i wish id had the second half faster + w more drive but its not like that was like a full recording which i could do) #i think i just need my music to have more teeth in general cause it scratches an itch that i think i must have developed due to some aspect #of music school. its probably my dissatisfaction with the attitudes in the classical world #<- which understand i say that in the same way that like my jazz prof does. the classical world doesnt have enough teeth nor enough #understanding of the way in which music is like. another art. and art needs to be able to have teeth and use elements normally regarded as #''undesirable'' on purpose because art is there to make you feel emotions and not just the positive ones and not just sadness or anger in #terms of the negative ones #art is there to make u feel ALL extant emotions and that includes boredom disgust fear jealousy pity cowardice apathy overwhelmedness etc #also the classical world i find often forgets what the word ''play'' means #i am of the opinion that perfection is a waste of time if i wanted perfect i'd ask a computer to do it for me. i want real #anyway. i forgot what this post was even about lol point is i need to figure out how to write harmonies that have that soaring quality that #like. you can hear it in like helena by mcr and wake me up by evanescence and stuff. and frankly most of the songs on three cheers for swee #revenge which i am listening to now for the first time. i need to learn more about this stuff maybe ill listen to the evanescence album tha #song is from next. #or something i should really be working on my essay but theres no way i wont have it done in time which is good i think i just mostly have #to worry about sources and stuff but even that should be relatively easy i think