#if u can figure out what they represent.. <3 hehe

[blue-jisungs]

helllooo if ur requests are kinda closed bc of ur main request game thing (idk what u call it 😭) then ignore this!! but if ur requests are open and you’ll need time to get to this bc of ur request game thingy (wow great wording 😋) can u do an enhypen reaction (ot7) to a fem!idol!reader being in a really popular gg? HELP- the ideas rlly basic but so am I so like- 😍👌

you’re an idol ♡

a/n. sorry you had to wait for so long 🧍‍♀️ i hope you enjoy it!! also it’s not a basic idea i really wanted to write something like this hehe

┆彡 HEESEUNG [ 희승 ]

he’s your big fan but the biggest protector

during vlives he makes everything so you do not see hate comments

same with tweets. no idea how he does it but whoever tweets a bad word abt you they have their acc removed in a matter of hours 🧍‍♀️

besides that, hums your group’s songs 24/7

in private tho

bc he knows if one of the guys catch him, he’s being teased forever

also shows off your group merch on vlives!!

pssst, he’s a big fan of the light stick :”)

┆彡 JAKE [ 제이크 ]

engenes on weverse or bubble are low-key tired of him bc he talks about you and your group 24/7

“DID YOU SEE Y/N’S NEW IG POST?! THATS MY GF!!!”

literally has your pc tucked in his wallet and his phone case :”)

once got matching hair with you to support your comeback (spoiler: managers and jungwon were not happy)

sings your songs on lives <3

that’s actually how engenes and your fans started to figure out you’re dating

bc like… he won’t shut up about you. even on vlives or celebrity shows.

but it’s fine, he’s cute while doing that + you two make an adorable couple <3

┆彡 JAY [ 제이 ]

no one in the public knows (at first…)

but privately they are all sick of him 🤕

“[gg name] this, [gg name] that…”

heeseung jokes that he should be in your group since he talks more about than enhypen

also his music taste contains of 99% rock and that 1% of your group’s sweet songs about love╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

once (1) he danced to your song - especially your part - and engenes went WILD

engenes craved more jay covering gg songs

they ask, they shall receive! isn’t that suspicious that it’s only your group’s songs though…?

no one cares (respectfully) as long as grumpy jay is dancing cutely :D

┆彡 JUNGWON [ 정원 ]

he’s so in love, everyone can see that

“did you see y/n’s special stage today?! oh my goodness, she was so cool! and the outfit? and the– i mean… [gg name] did well!”

we all know his eyes were on you and you only

he always records your ending fairies 🥹

that means he has a whole ass folder for them + fan cams, memes and clips :”)

always helps you when you struggle with some parts of your choreos or such!!

and he’s so adorable that you can’t say no to his puppy eyes when he asks you to spoil something about your comebacks

“jungwon, no. i told you too much already!” “but…” “okay… but don’t tell others!”

he has a small key ring with a plushie of your representative animal attached to his keys :”)

┆彡 NISHIMURA RIKI [ にしむら りき ]

he could not care less about his managers scolding you – he covers your group’s songs all the time

and he always nails it… but when he does it with you though, he always goofs around and gives you your time to shine <3

literally knows all the choreos, the boys would be 99% that he knows them better than their own

riki literally threatens you to send selfies of yourself when you have a stage performance

he loves all that cutie accessories they put on you and often ends up stealing eg your hair clips…

btw he saves the selfies too <3 esp when it’s a goofy angle… he can’t help but grin like an idiot at his phone

you made a funny mistake on air? get ready to be teased about it.

kind of off topic but you are literally the industry’s fav couple (yk… you kinda took hyuna and dawn’s spot– okay i’ll go now) bc HOW!! CUTE!! YOU!! TWO!! ARE!! TOGETHER!!

┆彡 SUNGHOON [ 성훈 ]

he’s like “your songs suck” and then proceeds to sing them for the whole day

when he was a mc and your group happened to be performing at music bank he would non-stop stare t you with hearts in his eyes :”)

making lil jokes too (hawaii you?)

during en o’clock he’s known to dance randomly to your songs 😭

but then when you laugh at him bc of that he’s like “well it’s your fault it’s so catchy😕”

he’s so sweet though :( once you had a comeback and due to his busy schedule he couldn’t be with you...

… so he sent you a big (and i mean BIG) bouquet of flowers in colours that matched your cb concept and a cake with a cute drawing!!

also there was a card attached to it. it said “congratulations on your comeback! you did a great job! we loved it!” - enhypen”

but then when you thanked them for it they were like ??? what flowers !!!?

turned out hoon was to shy to admit it was his idea so he just wrote it was them 🥹

┆彡 SUNOO [ 선우 ]

SUCH A SWEETHEART ABOUT IT :((

writes abt u and [gg name] on weverse!! “did you see [gg name]’s new mv? i loved it!”

dancing tiktoks are a must!! especially with you!! engenes love to see him all happy and giggly with you

also does lil dances out of nowhere :”)

buys your albums. literally dates you and yet he’s the biggest fanboy – literally full on collector

he has to have every single one of your pc

(and yes you sneak some stuff for him, and he straight on goes :D)

often recreates your mv/cb makeup and outfits for fun

and you too… and then you have adorable pictures to post and that results in your fans and engenes to lose their mind 🤭

(and because of that people often set up matching pfps of you two <3)

[ masterlist <3 ]

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[pokemonruby]

can u tell me abt the sweet flower boy wren whom i love…..

hello it is so nice to hear from wren's biggest fan!! ;) yes of course i'd be all too happy to tell you about him! i will say that a lot has changed since i've spoken about him last since my story has undergone some massive renditions especially in regards to his overall role so, yeah. i won't be able to tell you everything for the sake of spoilers but i'll give you a little sample at the very least.

let's see...! pertaining to what i've changed... he's still pretty much the same personality-wise; a tenderhearted meek flower prince who would breakdown if he so much as stepped on a ladybug. despite this, he is venerated as the king of the asterian empire as king valentinus, but he is little less than a figurehead on behalf of the asterian orthodoxy, who more or less control every facet of the country under the iron thumb of the very idol they worship; the king star, canopus. wren follows a script perfectly crafted to suit canopus' standards, and he rarely leaves his genuine castle in the sky known as the cradle of heaven, so his interactions with the populace are kept clipped and neatly manicured to benefit the orthodoxy and solicit public approval. furthermore, a subgroup of the orthodoxy, as in its highest-ranking archpriests, form the "lotus-eaters", who are more or less also wren's personal guard, and they all go by aliases that take reference from some rather prominent figures in greek mythology.

... wren's love interest, sisyphus, is one of these! their relationship... it was fraught with poor beginnings due to narrative reasons, but they gradually warm up to each other over time and develop a stonelike bond cemented in mutual understanding of each other's circumstances since they both suffer from some identity issues as a result of the fact that they're both cursed with amnesia to some degree... also they've got that autistic on autistic action going on hehe. just a flower prince and his boyfriend with ravenous shark teeth who likes to bite him affectionately <3 it hurts please help him -

wren spends most of his time in the castle's garden, as one would expect... ever preferring the company of the blooms as opposed to actual human contact. his other hobbies include hosting tea parties, writing fanfiction based on his favorite literature (he's specifically a massive fan of a series of epic chronicles known as the "saga of the dragon king," and he is particularly fascinated with the designated villain of the story... don't look at what he's written it's embarrassing it's self-indulgent and so terribly corny)... and he would also like singing, but despite being a member of the arcadian people, who are known for their incredible, borderline angelic voicework, he. well. he isn't exactly a disney princess in that regard. so many birds have fallen victim to his shrills and he just about nearly blew out canopus' eardrums once.

hmmm... what else can i say that doesn't dive too heavily into the story beats. let's see... some additional trivia... wren's birthday is april 22nd aka earth day, he's around 5'6", and my headcanon voice for him would be something along the lines of soma saito, something sweet, soft-spoken, and somewhat awkward. his favorite color is pink, he's especially fond of feminine things and has an affinity for sundresses and floppy hats, his favorite animals are deer and bunnies and his favorite types of flowers are actually unique to the universe he hails from, those being maiden's oaths... they're sort of carnation-like and come in shades of pink and white usually, and are native to the kingdom of codoslia, even representing it as its national flower... flower language suggests that you would give a maiden's oath to someone you'd swear to spend your life with, hence the name, and are often used as centerpieces in wedding bouquets as a result!

but yeah, that's about all i have to say for now! i hope that was enough to satisfy your cravings for wren content. stay tuned for more of him when i ultimately publish my novel hehe (we're getting there though actually; just a few more chapters!)

#aetherkey #oc tag #OOPS this got lengthy... haven't blathered about my ocs in quite a while.

[insulationsun]

CLAUS CLAUS

I know u don't do request's

i think DKDBDJ

But I have a little request

Can u do a little doodle of urself being very happy

like maybe your just listening to music and your just in the groove so much u don't care what's around you and you are very happy,,,

U DONT NEED TO DO IT BTW JUST A LITTLE REQUESTY

OKAY BYE BYE <3

IM SORRY IM SO LATE, I GENUINELY LIKE...dsvjdsvs struggled. with the.

may i perhaps give you an image i drew of my newtsona, designed by good frend <3

looks happy i guess! since i am most happy when im drawing i think djvsdvs

i dont rly have things to Represent me this is prob the closest...it is somwthing i am always reluctant about sncsdj figuring out the things that represent me, make up myself..idont knowdvs

BUT TH. ;;;_;. you are so sweet ;;;;;;;;;;;wjvnmdvs i am doing my best to feel more happy nowadays, ws very nice of you...!!! hehe very sweet . hope it suffices T_T

#asks #WAH.

[jade-green-butterfly]

SURPRISE~!! 💓✨=^0^=✨💓Here is the project I was working on over Christmas and wished to surprise you all with, finally completed~! 8D✨ Remember my Trolls OC, Harmonia who I created in Azalea's Pixie Scene back in 2020? :3 -> https://jade-green-butterfly.tumblr.com/post/617197905747542016/jade-green-butterfly-welp-its-officialive Well, I also sketched her in SAI, Trolls Movie style around that time but never really got round to bringing her fully to life, so the poor lass has been sitting in my WIPs...D8...until now that is~! OvO Behold, my dears...Trolls Movie style Harmonia - Spirit & Goddess Of Harmony, in all her elegant glory~💝Doesn't she look beautiful~??😍😍😍 Gorgeous, even?!💖///w///💖Hehe...don't mean to brag but I've always said I amaze myself whenever I draw pieces like this and I feel I've really outdone myself, but in a good way~ >u< I tell you, I am absolutely proud and dead chuffed of how of all Harmonia turned out! n//o//n 💗 💘 Especially with her over all design and how I've posed her hands to play her harp~✨🎵 The only changes I made, compared to the first design in the doll maker is that I added another skirt symbolizing the Techno genre colour and I added a circlet of the main six genre colours, to make Harmonia's hair stand out more🌈 ^.^ And you cannot see it, but she is also wearing her legendary bracelet (the same one my trollsona wears) in the same place on her right ankle, under her skirt c: And if you're wondering what the green colour symbolizes, hence in her hair, the butterfly markings around her eyes and the string in her harp - it symbolizes peace and Harmony itself~💚 Here's some interesting facts about Harmonia: 🌈 Harmonia was a master of all six music genres and in my stories, is worshipped and looked up to by Trolls Kingdom as their Goddess & Spirit Of Harmony~ She watches over all and listens to her people's prayers in hopes of answering them well. 🌈 Harmonia was like the motherly figure and guardian to the tribes' ancestors all those years ago. And even though she vanished when they all went their separate ways, Harmonia still watched over them from above. 🌈 Harmonia could heal any injury or wound with her singing voice. When she sung a specific soothing tune, the crystal beads of her bracelet would glow and colourful wisps would appear, surrounding the injury or wound until it was completely healed. 🌈 Whenever me and Harmonia feel sadness together, we can also cry rainbow tears, which are luminous and can heal too but not as strongly. 🌈 With a gentle touch, Harmonia could restore life into any wilting plant, including dead trees and even help seeds grow and cacti bloom, making them flourish stronger than they ever could. Some say even flowers grew wherever she walked. 🌈 Even though I am my own troll, Harmonia's spirit lives within me. And representing her role as the Trolls' goddess, I learn and possess the same powers and abilities as she has - such as healing, restoring life, projecting colourful shields and mastering all of the main six music genres. 🌈 Like me with her powers and abilities, whenever Harmonia got angry or upset in serious situations, her eyes would glow a pure white with a light hint of jade green and her urge to protect all around her, would increase. Hope you all like too, my lovelies~! *cuddles*👍✨💕 I really enjoyed finally bringing Harmonia fully to life at long last and I must say, it was totally all worth it too! ;D 💞✌💗 xxx. Harmonia The Spirit & Goddess Of Harmony (c) @jade-green-butterfly​ (Me~!) Trolls/Trolls World Tour (c) DreamWorks Animation

#dreamworks trolls #trolls world tour #trolls trollstopia #trolls oc #harmonia #spirit of harmony #goddess of harmony #harmonia the spirit and goddess of harmony #harmonia's bracelet #trollsona #trollsona jussy #justina butterfly #jade-green-butterfly

[marimo-o]

ok so im making a long ass post about Abzu (the game) within the context of mesopotamian mythology because I'm insane. It's gonna be a doozy and likely incomprehensible so <3 below the cut it goes! There's gonna be TONS of spoilers for the game, and, like, I guess for the mesopotamian creation epic, so. Play Abzu if you haven't and if you wanna read the Enuma Elish that's also cool. Good for u

(a note from afterwards: it's long. like, REALLY fucking long, holy shit. if you actually want to read the whole thing, be. prepared or something idk take breaks! the last two paragraphs (i know they're walls of text pls bear with me) contain most of the important information. like, the final hurrah of my brain after working on this for multiple hours! So if u wanna save time and avoid some of the redundancy, just skip to those last two <3)

So "Abzu" referred to two things; the fresh water people got from underground aquifers (also as the void-sea which was underneath the Sumerian underworld, Kur), and the deity; he only appeared in the creation story, Enuma Elish, because a big part of that whole thing was that oh no! He dies! And that's also a thing I'm gonna touch on (sorry about the lack of accent marks in advance, it's not available on my current keyboard^ ^;)

I'm gonna start off with a brief tale of what happened with Abzu the deity, and then move onto how both the deity and the concept relate to the game!

So like I mentioned, Abzu the deity only really appears in the creation myth. The story goes that the Primordial Soup divided into two beings, with Abzu representing the freshwater and Tiamat being the saltwater. They were married, and together birthed some of the first formative gods! Some of these gods, jealous of Abzu's power convinced Tiamat to kill him (or, I thought it was started by Tiamat growing resentful of the younger gods, one of those). Either way, Abzu was killed, and Tiamat ended up lashing out, creating the first "dragons", or perhaps becoming one herself; with "poison instead of blood". She is killed by Marduk, the god of storms and the child of Enki (one of the first gods created by Abzu and Tiamat), and from her body the heavens and the earth are formed. Imagine getting killed by ur grandson lol cringe /j

Now! The waters itself! This also brings Enki into the equation, who kinda took over as god of the waters in place of his dead father. He's also the god of creation, intelligence, crafts, mischief, and more! Very important guy.

Abzu refers to both the groundwater reservoirs that people depended on for both accessible clean water and for some agricultural work, and also to the void-sea beneath the underworld, where it is said that Enki rests. He had a temple at Eridu, a now-ruined city, and I remember hearing somewhere that he lived in a temple in an underground aquifer? But I can't find wherever I read that anymore so don't take my word for it. Anyway, the basics of Enki as a deity is: child of Tiamat and Abzu, widely worshipped in his time, god of the waters, generally a cool and important dude.

And now. Finally. We move onto the game. My head hurts.

So, for a quick (post-writing: lol it's not quick) overview of the game; you play as a funny little diver, who woke up in the middle of the ocean and, as the player, are given no clues as to who or what you are. You explore through the ocean levels peacefully at first, and with the guidance of a scarred shark (painted as a bit of an antagonist at first with the audio cues) you make your way to wells at the bottom-center of each level that revitalize the space around them; as they progress, many levels start out as barren, empty landscapes that give you a foreboding, nervous feeling going in, before using an energy from yourself to rekindle the life. Huge coral growths, seaweed, and a myriad of ocean animals spring to life. The player character can also ride on the sides of the bigger ones! The game also puts a big stress on unity between yourself and the environment; there's not a whole lot you can physically interact with, but you can play with the animals there and, like I said before, ride on some of the larger animals. There are also "meditation spots", statues where you can sit and explore the wildlife from more of their point of view, able to follow them seamlessly and see what the different kinds of fish and such are called. It's a calming experience, and really the most interaction you get with some of the more timid animals, letting you still see them up close even if you can't get there as the player character.

The story of the game is told via writings on the walls, which you can light up and access by solving small puzzles regarding connecting reservoirs of glowing waters, similar to that of the almost cosmic area you go to between levels; one thing I read described it as a kind of "rebirth area", which I can definitely see hehe!

At the end of the game, you've held the shark in its dying moments, you've discovered a strange factory that builds the weird triangular prisms that deliver anything that touches them a shock, the little flashlight dudes that you've found over the levels, and little divers that uncannily resemble yourself, and you've seen yourself disassembled to your funny little mechanical skeleton, weak and slow as you try to walk on land, before you are rebirthed from the void-cosmic-water area once again, fully yourself. There's a wonderful ending sequence where you swim through all these rivers, bringing life with you as you go, with the shark once again by your side. The whole game, you saw no land when you poked your head above water, just miles and miles of water, but you've travelled far enough to reach a reservoir. You cut the chains to a central triangular prism, and it grows over with moss. It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it, really, it feels like such a... grand gesture as you play through it. It feels personal.

Okay. Theory time. Finally, we're getting into the meat of it. Fucking hell.

So, imagine that you are this being. You're wandering an oceanic wonderland, observing and caring for what you need to, doing as any good little diver should. After a bit of poking around, you discover the start of the engravings on the walls; they tell the story of the people that were here before you, who built these temples and halls and used, or at least stored, the strange blue glowing "water" that you connect and move. It's a water of life, of sorts, one that they truly valued. You come to an impasse between areas, and this massive, scarred-up shark cuts in front of you. You're gonna stay hidden, that thing is terrifying! You try not to move. It doesn't spot you, or at least doesn't move to attack you. However, once it's safely out of view, you do follow it, and it leads you to a dark, desolate, empty chamber. This is wrong, you think to yourself. This isn't how it should be. There's a well, towards the bottom, and you approach it, taking... a fragment of light, from your chest, and imbuing that spark of life into the well. And, lo and behold, that intuition proved helpful, because the world around you springs back to life. Congratulations! You did it! And you continue to, as you work past puzzles and challenges and the appearance of these strange triangular mechanisms, that shock you when you get too close. These people worshipped a shark, as well, likely the same as the one you saw; the guide, now old and scarred, that brings you to where that spark is needed. Even later in the game, you see depictions of the triangular mechanisms, at first heralded as a positive, before these things are found to be the reason for this society's collapse. As if that wasn't perplexing enough, you see a depiction of a being that appears suspiciously similar to yourself, once again treated with reverence from the past civilization. In their hand is a ball of light, similar to the one shown when you revitalize the oceanic chambers. Well, that's certainly odd, you think to yourself. Perhaps this was a being that postponed the death of the civilization, or first allowed for those small chambers of life to exist in captivity instead of the open, natural landscapes you explored at the start. Regardless, it's now a relic of something long gone; but it still gives you something to think about. Later on, that strange coincidence of your similarities to that person are explained; you find a manufacturing plant, full of the vicious triangular mechanisms in each tight hallway, and right at the center of it all... multiple iterations of yourself, running down an assembly line, a spark not unlike what you saw before imbued into each of them. My, look at that; you've been responsible for part of this destruction all along, haven't you? Borne from that same ill that has been forcibly removing that spark from each of the places you've gone to. A bit inconsiderate of you, no? And yet... look at all the good you've done. You've rebirthed, revitalized, purified these ocean fragments, is that not enough? You are the keeper of these waters, regardless of the evil you had come from, despite the terrifying empty things may have reverted to. You, who trusted and followed the shark that seemed so scary at first. You, who followed it as it tried to attack a source of the evil, of the thing that was draining the oceans of their life. You, who held and comforted that shark as it lay dying, despite any fear you may have had. You, who attempted to traverse a minefield of those triangular machines, shocked over and over again and at the final moment, unable to make it to the finish line. You, who was rebirthed in full regardless by the oceans you'd cared for, by the void-sea you always returned to, to rest. You, who traversed a now-ruined citadel, temple, all of which had been flooded and had been dedicated to you. You, who brought life with you.

I hope you see what I'm getting at here. You're serving as a figure not unlike Enki, god and guardian of the waters. In the wake of Abzu, the avatar of the fresh waters, now confined to irrigation canals so as not to kill the younger gods, Tiamat lashes out. Her husband is dead, as far as she is concerned, and she goes to those younger gods to seek her revenge. The dragon, that which sucked the life from the seas and poisoned the waters. That which Marduk killed, to carve new life from. I would say that the shark is Marduk, even; given how the shark is the only one who is openly on the offense to those mechanisms, and who comes in at the endgame to finish them off, bringing new life with it. Even in how it all shapes up with the civilization before, in connection to the constructs; Tiamat was the mother of all in existence at that time. She was surely loved; but she turned hostile and violent. She could no longer be safely loved. And Abzu, both the glowing water we use to open doors and the light that we hold and the deep void-sea we enter between levels and father to all in existence, he was confined to small canals and reservoirs and put in a deep sleep so that he would not kill his own children. And by you, no less. Enki put him there. That is why you can use that water from the start; you lived in the Abzu, you came from it, and each time, that is where you return. That temple, now submerged and decrepit, is Eridu; the place where Enki was most worshipped. The other diver clones are the other gods, or perhaps the "dragons", now, that Tiamat had mothered. The smaller prisms definitely count in that "dragon" category; purely harmful beings that seek to destroy life. And in the end, indeed, you restore life; you and your son, upon killing Tiamat, return life to the world from her body. Perhaps you could not save those who once worshipped you, perhaps those structures will forever be in ruin. But there is no more danger, now; there is space to build and replenish. There is space to grow.

Fuck ok that was long as hell. Hi if u made it this far i love u. god fucking damn im never writing anything again after this. it took about as long as a full playthrough of the game, coincidentally!!

#my writing #abzû #abzu #giant squid studios #ancient history #the moss mumbles #im not joking this is horrible. like it's all just word vomit about sumerian legend -> the game -> the game again (but in second person) #and THEN we get to The Point. god christ

[shanhelingmoving]

re: janto is reylo

@princess-of-the-worlds​​ funny you should ask!

Well actually, the parallels between Jack and Ianto (hereinafter referred to as Janto) and Rey and Kylo (henceforth referred to as Reylo) are numerous. We must first define the parameters: Jack is Rey and Ianto is Kylo (or Ben Solo, whichever you prefer x).

Jack is Rey

The setting of a desert planet for one’s place of birth is certainly representative of the two as people. Hailing from the Boeshane Peninsula, we are treated to the early life of Jack Harkness through visions set upon this landscape, a feature also present in The Force Awakens when we see Rey being forcibly removed from her parents. Like desert mirages, both Jack and Rey’s past haunts them – no matter close they get to reconciliation, they are unable to. Furthermore, their lack of familial bonds cause them to seek out warmth in others, yet they continue to look back and wonder what could have been; Jack with Gray and Rey with her parents. They both have been abandoned by significant figures in their lives, and go to great lengths to seek out their mentor figures with varying degrees of success. Finally theyre both hot 😳 and they never change their look (™) and Yet it works 😳. “But wait!” you might say. “If Jack is Rey, does that mean Ianto is- no. It couldn’t be-”

Ianto is Kylo

This may be met with disbelief, but yes: it could be. With Ianto, we may as well start with the beginning. He is determined in getting Jack’s attention, showing up even when Jack clearly does not want him to. Kylo does the same to Rey in the first movie, attempting to track her down (and also continues to in later movies). While Kylo mind probes Rey, Ianto also throws Jack through a portal to be sold into uh. alien slavery, both voluntarily stripping free will from the other. Moreover, Ianto did not believe in Jack’s humanity, saying, “The way you are, Jack. Do you feel anything?” (Broken). They both have deep paternal grievances, and they both had a goth phase. In juxtaposition to Jack and Rey’s proclivity towards finding a place to belong in the people around them, both Ianto and Kylo have distanced themselves from others on a moral ground at one point in time. “You’re all monsters! The whole world is broken and I’m the only one who can see it” (u will never guess- Broken), versus Kylo separating himself from both the citizens of the galaxy and the First Order based on his assumption of superiority. Also  the whole office of never was audio where Ianto acts morally superior somehow - he makes a bad decision that negatively affects many people’s lives, but rather than taking responsibility, he retcons the people’s families and then himself, so that he does not have to deal with the guilt. While this may be an understandable decision emotionally, it cannot be denied that Ianto hurt a lot of people but then still acted as if his decision was for the best- his actions towards the end seem cruel, regardless of the actions taken by the man he sentences to die.

Janto = Reylo <3

Their choice of dates are equally bizarre – from ass-stopwatches to space Skype, their willingness to –– is exceptional. They both have been healed by strange forces that are inadequately explained; Ianto in Cyberwoman and Kylo in The Rise of Skywalker. We can also form a loose connection between the circumstances of their first romantic encounters (smooches uwu 😘): Rey set out to kill Kylo not long beforehand, supposedly making amends very near to the incident - ‘want to kill’ and ‘want to bang’ are in strangely close proximity. The same can be said of Ianto’s intent to “... watch you suffer and die” (Broken) not moments before the boys were h word in a car. Prior to their romantic entanglements, the two couples have tried to kill each other at least twice, and subsequent deaths also closely parallel each other; Ianto dies in Jack’s arms and Kylo with Rey. Theres some kissy kiss kiss b4 death & bam die.

thank you <3

co written with @toshsatos​​ and @bi-owen-harper​​ hehe

#torchwood #janto #tw reylo

[ogamagirl]

WELL friendos, it looks like it’s gonna be a stressful week. I did a little think last night to de-stress myself, so I figured I’d share it here with y’all as well; maybe it’ll be fun for you to look at too.

It's been a while since I've documented The Plush Hoard, so I went through it this evening!

A few notes before we begin!

-Before the "but where do YOU sleep" comments come in - I move them around when I sleep lol. The vast majority of my plushies are up on my top bunk nowadays (which u purposefully cannot see because after I was done taking pictures I just started tossing em up there and didn't feel like making them look nice jskdhgf;;; ) - I only keep my very favorites with me. Every time I blog about my plushies I get that comment and it's not funny anymore ;; -I am not a collector that keeps my plushies on shelves or behind glass cases; one of the primary reasons I love collecting plushies is because I love soft textures, so I love hugging and cuddling with them. So some of them are pretty beat up at this point! I also have a cat and if you have a cat, you know cat hair Everywhere is just a fact of life, so if you happen to see any...sorry! I cannot possibly de-cat-hair my entire apartment at all times. -I am not a photographer and my bedroom has crappy lighting, so these pictures aren't ~the prettiest~; the point of this is for me to just have some fun talking about one of my hobbies! -I have cultivated this collection over years and years and years; as I said, it's one of my hobbies, and it just brings me joy!

That said, THIS GON BE A LONG POST LMFAO, so if you're on board, hop under the read more and we'll get started uvu

We shall start with the non-weeb plushies skdjfhldfg, which is the smallest cohort |D;;; of special note are the baby penguin from Sunshine City Aquarium in Ikebukuro, the moose my parents got for me in Alaska, the big doofy red panda my college roommates got me for my birthday one year, and the dragon. THE DRAGON IS WEIGHTED. The dragon is delightful oh my god all plushies should be weighted;;; 

Ghibli plushies! I got the vast majority of these while I was physically in Japan - the only two that I didn't were the foxsquirrel and the Totoro on top of it. The soot sprite I got at the Ghibli Museum itself uvu 

Digimon plushies! I wish there were more decently sized Digimon plushies TAT;; (I like bigger plushies because they are easier to hug ok) The Culumon and Viximon (? I think I'm remembering that name right: Renamon's in-training form, the yellow fox blob sdjfgdfg) are bootlegs I am very sorry ;;; My Digimon Plush Goal is to somehow find an official Culumon someday TAT;;; I rlly like Culumon there was a period of time in elementary school where I drew nothing but Culumon so lol. 

Random fandom plushies! Lessee, what's represented here...Sanrio, Hamtaro, Madoka, Heartcatch Precure, Higurashi, OneShot, Made in Abyss, Re:Zero, Undertale, and Deltarune! Ralsei's hat and glasses obviously come off...I, full disclosure, do not know where they are. They are probably under my bed somewhere sjkdfghsdg;;;; 

OK HERE WE GO: most of my plushies are Pokemon plushies. What can I say...they're just so much fun to collect TAT;;; first up are a couple groups of miscellaneous babbies; you will soon see I like collecting some Pokes over others... 

Miscellaneous babbies part two! See the lil Riolu? When I lived with my parents still, that Riolu was Joji's favorite plushie to steal |D;; she would semi-regularly come into my room and take plushies from me, but that one she took far more often than any other. She's such a small dog no damage was ever done, but still...Joji these are mine, not yours! 

Miscellaneous babbies part three! This was originally meant to be legendary/mythical Pokes but then I remembered Raboot and Galarian Ponyta and was like "OH NO I HAVE TO INCLUDE THEM" I am not very good at this jsdhfglsjfdg 

'pixs! (and two Ninetales) I have a very vivid memory of watching the first episode Vulpix appeared in in the anime and wanting a plushie of one so bad, but alas they were certainly not readily available to me yet, so I carried around a Simba plushie I had that evening pretending it was a Vulpix xD so if little me could see my Vulpix collection now she'd be very happy!! 

'vees! ...I like me an Eevee, what can I say. There's actually one Eevee that's missing from this pic - I told you I'm not very good at this |D;;; 

...oh there were TWO Eevees missing and I stuck them in this pic lol I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I TOOK PICTURES OF HOORAY anyway, Eeveelutions! I obviously favor certain evolutions over others |3 Eventually I would like to get at least one Espeon, Glaceon and Leafeon, just to say I have them all. But there is one more Eeveelution that I couldn't fit here... 

...cause she BIG. My life-sized Sylveon takes the prize of biggest plushie I own. She hangs out at the foot of my bed uvu (also her ears are top heavy/don't have any wires in them so they've clearly flopped backwards...but she cute any way you slice it TAT) 

THE PIKAS. ...Somehow I thought I had more Pikas than this. (Oh wait, I DO...they're just coming later cause they're in a special category |3 ) this is still a good amount of Pikas! Detective Pika is extraordinarily soft he's very good TAT;;; also two Raichu cause I don't have enough Raichu to take a separate pic of. 

Mimis! I have a couple other Mimis that are also in the special category coming up hehe. Big Mimi was stuck in customs for a month after I got him so I'm glad he made it home eventually TAT;;; 

HERE WE GO I have...a lot of Litten. Litten is my baby. Best Poke-kitty for me. I love my Litten TAT///// 

PICHU PICHU PICHUUUU!!! My ultimate baby TAT///// Pichu so good...so happy to have so many Pichu...aaaa///// but wait, there are Absol here too?? Well, yes, of course. For I am a Pichu and my love is an Absol. So. I had to take pictures of the plushies together uvu 

Some Large Friends that got their own picture. That rolly Charizard was the first thing I ever won from a crane game; I was ridiculously proud of myself |D;;; 

SPECIAL CATEGORY: Halloween Pokes!!!! The PokeCen always has an Extremely Good Halloween campaign and it makes me angry...they're all so good...TAT//////// 

Aaand! Best for last!! SE plushies T//u//T The middle two Souls are very beat up, ahaha....I've had the smaller one for over a decade and the bigger one for almost a decade, so...they've gotten a lot of love//// (plus it is also funny to tease Soul - u know I'd give u a hug over the plushies any day baaaaaabe u3u) I really want to get Liz, Patty, and Tsubaki too, but Tsubaki is SUPER hard to find and I don't want to get Liz and Patty and not her TAT;;; there are also Excalibur plushies...............but I think I'm ok without an Excalibur plushie sjdkfghsdfg OH also not pictured; I do have a plush Shinigami glove |D

So! There it is! The hoard! If I were a dragon this would be my treasure hoard! It was nice to go through this so if you went through it with me I hope you had fun too!

#Erin irl #plushies #plush #pokemon #idk lol PLUSHIES

[breathings-of-the-heart]

To Love Another

Levi Ackerman x Reader

A/N: Hey guys!! Back after a long hiatus, sorry hehe. I know y’all must hear this a lot and be sick of it, but there was a lot going on in my personal life that I needed to deal with. (I.E. an parent custody issues and succession of court cases) But everything has been settled in my favor so I’m back and excited!! 

Anyway, this is a part two I promised like years ago which can stand by itself kinda so u don’t have to go back and read part one lol. I wrote so much that I’m dividing it in two; part three will be out most likely by tomorrow. If you want to read part one, link for it is here: Imagine Relating to Mikasa about Loving someone in the Military

(requested by @a-single-uwo @dracq and @little-diva-gurl and to you three specifically, so sorry for the wait! But I didn’t forget :3)

“He loves you, more than he’s ever loved anyone. Surely you know that,” Hange tried to plead, taking (Y/N)’s small hands into her own.

With an inability to overlook the throbbing in her chest, the girl simply met her gaze with a sorrowful smile. Her friend’s expression was sympathetic, conveying her sentiment with a sense of urgency and conviction; such a gesture was appreciated, but considering the events of today leading the broken girl thus far, easy to brush off. Levi’s own harsh words and hard-set countenance were forever etched into (Y/N)’s memory-- speaking louder than any other subconscious that told her he didn’t mean the things he’d spoken. All she could see now was the Captain’s anger trumping all the blinding endearment she thought the two of them to shared. There was no room in her brain for two such vastly different images… the young woman viewed herself an idiot.

(Y/N) was barely able to speak, a thousand words at once caught in behind her pursed lips as she shook her head, wishing Hange’s statement was true.

“With all do respect, Section Commander…” weak voice trailing off, the petite beauty cleared her throat and willed herself not to cry. “I don’t believe you. I was a fool to think of myself as more than my true worth to Levi.”

Said man of the conversation stood on the other side of the door, a whole world away, fist lifted mid-knock. He stilled, gray orbs downcast as he heard the girl’s reply echoing in his ears. 

The documents in his hand fell from his fingertips as his body slacked, the pages fluttering in the air and settling with the ambiance. He hadn’t realized he dropped them, and when he did, Levi could not bring himself to care. His eyelids squeezed shut painfully and the stoic male turned heel, footsteps rhythmically sounding off the lacquer floor as he shuffled away in defeat and heartache.

And only when the stoic man reached the privacy of his room did he realize his fingernails were dug so tightly into his palms that crescent moon scars would indent the skin for life.

A cruel, constant reminder. A testimony to his greatest pain--- your heartbreak.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Commander Erwin sat at the head of the office table of one of the many meeting rooms littered along the castle, a serious expression cast on his defined face. There was a tired yet determined look fixed on his shadowed face; deceptively aged with worry lines creased across his forehead: a tell to the stress and conflicting passion his position required. Untold horrors must have crossed the man’s mind on the daily, yet, the disciplined, solemn facade did well to suggest otherwise.

Even in another dim scenario such as this one, he remained the epitome of strength.

As Erwin studied a long paper in front of him, there was a flicker of deep thought that passed just as quickly as it came. The thought grew smaller in his eyes, and the put-together authority figure stroked his freshly kempt chin.

Having not seen the Scouts since their rescue mission to save Eren, you were shocked at the change in the head of the regiment. With an arm lost and the deceptively young-looking appearance faded, it was only then when you realized his hair told stories as well-- speckled with select gray strands, the stress-revealers hid amongst a thicket of slicked away blondes.

Things seem to have shifted. From what I’ve read in the reports… Eren controlled the Titans with his scream without knowing how. It feels like we’re moving forwards and backwards at the same time.

You touched the bandaging around your torso, wincing a tad as you pressed too hard.

If I’d been more careful last mission I would’ve seen it all for myself.

A map was spread out across the wooden surface of the ancient worktable, the parchment’s top ends brushing against your fingertips. It gave off a beige hue with ink blended in a thoughtful, delicately beautiful layout of Wall Maria’s charted territory. Sunlight filtered through the window shades and illuminated the figurines representing another formation of the Commander’s. Clusters creating an almost horseshoe shape laid out in front of the spectators in the room, squads labeled accordingly. The symbols representing the Special Operations Squad were located on the innermost circle, standing out in bright yellow.

You took a moment to gaze up and break away from the lull of the deafening silence.

You were painfully aware of Captain Levi’s presence next to you. Eren sat on your other side, with another squad leader directly across. Hange was at Erwin’s left side, and Moblit peered past Mikasa’s shoulder in order to see properly as the head of the Survey Corps spoke, finally leaving the separate worlds of his own mind. Armin and stood behind the blonde man, absorbing each of his words carefully.

“There’s many obstacles to be dealt with, naturally” Erwin intoned, officially beginning the meeting. “For starters, we cannot risk any casualties on the journey to Shiganshina. Knowing the enemy, they will be prepared for our arrival and not a single soldier can be spared until we get to the battle field.”

Erwin brought up a lingering, troubling issue that already started to make your head hurt. As a key strategist and extension of the Brain Trust, however, your mind was your strongest weapon. There had to be a way to work around it all.

“Traveling at night is yet another risk,” you relayed, resting your weight on your forearms. “Considering the events experienced the night of the Beast Titan’s appearance.”

The light of the full moon must have been bright enough to give the titans energy.

“How are we supposed to work our way around that?” Eren groaned in exasperation.

You wracked your brain, biting your lip in frustration as all came up blank. All motion came to a halt, though, as you felt a hand grip your knee firmly. Electricity shot through your body as you met the penetrating gaze.

Levi.

“Calm down, brat. Tapping incessantly will only piss me off.”

You hadn’t even known you’d been doing it, but the second the Captain touched you, you were frozen.

Your eyes met his, fully, for the first time in months. And from that instant on, they were trapped in the blue-gray you had drowned in so many times before. You couldn’t help but absorb the sight and engrave it to memory, the art of Levi himself a blessing you had nearly forgotten. But he was different from last time. Maybe it was the illusion fading, or your distant memory. Of him, never.

He looked tired, like you, the fire in those orbs dulled into dying embers. Was that the mission’s doing? The loss of nearly half the regiment?

Or was it something else entirely?

Then your focus shifted to his hand, which dared to travel the smallest bit upwards. Levi kept it there, as if stuck in his own trance. A minute, hour, day could have passed and still, in that moment, you wouldn’t have noticed.

Until reality hit and you remembered everything anew.  

As if he had been burned, Levi retracted his hand as quickly as you looked away. The illusion faded once more, just as tragic as last time.

Breath, (Y/N). This is bigger than you.

“I suspect,” you sighed, regaining yourself, “the indirect source of sunlight the moon reflects, is enough to generate energy for these new titans. The solution is simple.”

“We can initiate the expedition next new moon!” Armin exclaimed, pointing at you excitedly.

“Mhmm, that is our most promising option. But I doubt it will be safe doing it on horseback. We need to be quiet, stealthy, and aware of our surroundings considering the dangers of the dark. Our vision will be limited,” Hange pointed out. “We’ll need to walk them and our supplies, and find a better source of light.”

Erwin nodded, looking slightly impressed.

And as your nonchalant front solidified, you realized it was becoming easier to smile than to remember the hurt. It seemed that way for Levi too, who took an elegant sip of tea as if nothing fazed him at all.

There are more important things, clearly.

#lance corporal levi #LEVI ACKERMAN #Captain Levi #Levi Heichou #levi ackerman fanfiction #levi ackerman imagine #levi ackerman headcanon #levi ackerman one shot #levi ackerman #corporal shorty #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #attack on titan #attack on titan imagines #Attack on Titan Imagine #attack on titan x reader #attack on titan headcanons #shingeki no kyojin #shingeki no kyojin headcanons #shingeki no kyoujin season 3 #shingeki no kyojin imagines

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⭐⭐⭐ infodump time :3c

JFKDLAS DO YOU EVEN REALIZE THE POWER YOU’VE GIVEN ME

BCUS I’M JUST GONNA USE IT TO TALK ABOUT CLAIRRE

well okay 1. thank you fjdksalf

2. this is for that director’s cut meme

3. man this took a while to write bcus i had to keep coming back jfkldsaf

if you’re reading this and wondering “who the fuck is clairre” then you must be new here or spectacularly good at tuning me out, and anyway clairre is my d&d character who i love very much, you can read about them here, and you should bcus i love this dumbass lesbian

and actually. because i already have the fic pulled up, let’s talk about some of those chapters, huh : 3?

under a cut bcus i have three in mind i want to talk about and it might take a while

SO FIRST

let’s talk about lindie, whom i love, because i have been thinking about her all day in lieu of having anything else to think about that doesn’t make me super anxious, and in talking about lindie i will reveal the project i had hoped to keep secret because at this point nothing matters and i am nothing if not known for being bad at secrets

so lindie is the only named character from clairre’s past besides their lusus, and i love not only her but what she has become representative of, because there, there is the root of some of clairre’s issues that have started to come up more and more. she’s this optimistic, friendly gal willing to champion for a kid who’s clearly got issues in a world where that literally puts her head on the line. she’s passionate, to a fault even, she has her mind set on a long term goal and not even the universe can stand in her way of getting it. she’s big and loud and emotional, hell if she’d ever been in a game she was diagnosed as a hope player, so like, that says a lot about her. she’s a big heart and a big planner and she took one look at clairre being shady in a corner and was like “i’m gonna help them out”

and then! and then! because alas, she is the lone named figure in a d&d backstory, but also bcus of course her big heart and clairre’s soft attention would get the better of her, she starts flushing for them. and they’re flushing back, and it’s so painfully obvious, and she doesn’t want to come right out and say it, so she doesn’t. and she waits. and she loves, as much as she can, and then it’s all too late.

i’m actually working on some stuff about her, and there’s a passage that goes:

“The feeling of their hand leaving yours makes your chest hurt. They seem to be waiting, waiting on one more thing. They’re looking at you, and you wonder how many of the words stuck in your throat they can read in your eyes. You hope it’s all of them. You hope it’s everything you’ve ever thought about them, everything you’ve ever admired and loved and craved. ‘Promise me you’ll find peace, wherever you go,’ you finally choke out, because if there is one thing you want it is that if you can’t protect them, that the universe will. “

and that, i think, that’s kind of the core of what i wanted for the two of them, that they were just two teens trying their best and all they wanted was the best for each other, but the best for each other meant they could never be together. and it hurt! it hurt so much! clairre is still hurting in the current time! but they knew they had to.

AND SECOND

THE SAME SCENE, BUT TWICE, BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME THREE STARS

because if you think i’ve stopped thinking about that session then you’re sorely mistaken

so the first one, the one with the kiss scene?? i’m still emotional about it. i mean i’m emotional about the whole thing but kind of tying into that entire rant about lindie above this, clairre is like, still healing from their past, and jaynne is still kind of awkward about feelings, and they’d just lost basically their entire fucking party (as far as we knew at that point) and they were still mourning, but for just a second, the world gives them sapce to breathe (hehe) and even tho clairre’s head is still spinning from facing so much at once and jaynne just had to face one of her deepest fears, the sheer relief of we made it, we made it, we made it and the fact that holy shit this is the longest they’ve been apart since being teleported to the Battlefield just. slingshots clairre at jaynne and it was gay and i’m mentally lying on the ground thinking about it bcus tbh??? that was the best way that scene could’ve ended, if u ask me

(and holy shit was i shaking that whole time. like actual, irl, making it hard to write my notes shaking)

and i think this was the quote i used to introduce it to chat, but my favorite line is still:

“Jaynne, dressed in yellow and orange, hair undone, indigo wings holding her in the air. The sun on her shirt is oddly appropriate, considering how your heart seems to alight with pure, unfiltered red love. She looks around, she spots you, and you are connecting before a conscious thought can even form in your mind, because if there was a time in your life for a kiss it is here, now, after you stared down death and told it to fuck right off.”

bcus just. i mean look at it. i love it and i love these gays and i can’t wait for all three of them to be reunited (and also clairre and aerith bcus that’s gonna be good too)

also both clairre and jaynne have long hair and clairre has wind powers, that kiss was a hair tornado and that’s a v fun image to me

and then clairre’s constant internal insistences -- they’ve stopped taking no for an answer, including from themself, and it was so fucking fun to write them just putting their foot down and giving a big middle finger to the universe trying to beat them down bcus Guess What, Fuckers, I’m Sick Of Your Shit! and it works!

and then them seeing that oh shit, zierre and aerith are okay? much like clairre i was already sobbing but if i wasn’t i would be now

even if it’s then followed by an oh shit but perspehone isn’t jfkldasf

and then the second version

so to be completely transparent, i started the second version half bcus yours, octo, made me Big Emotional and half bcus i realized i wanted to explore the role of like, touch and being connected and holding hands? bcus that’s smth i’ve established about clairre, that they show affection of all sorts through physical touches, and the fact that they were just like. leaning on each other and clairre was messing with jaynne’s hair and they literally have to hold hands to use their fraymotif??? like??? aaaahhhhhhh????

but it ended up kind of unfolding into this larger exploration of not only the role of physical affection but also like, clairre’s thoughts on a much deeper level and their relationship to relationships in general and how even if they’re not blaming themself in so many words for what happened to everyone, they still feel like somehow their presence has doomed everyone to this unhappiness because that’s what’s always ended up happening.

and i also got to throw in their random observational thoughts! i think there’s just. smth poetic about how they’re literally flying through space at top speed bcus someone they thought was a friend but has been apparently torturing and manipulating the people they love just shot one of their gfs nearly to death and one of their only coherent thoughts is

“Jaynne’s blood is running down your arms as if to serve as an hourglass for what time you have left. Something in your think pan wonders if the trail you’re inevitably leaving behind in space looks like stars.”

and like i’m not saying i’m right but --

jakldsf anyway

also like. the parallels of these two trying to reassure the other in what ways they know how, except clairre’s only ever had to do this once before and jaynne is trying to make sure that even if this fails she’s given them something to hope for, and the fact that both of them are like .5 seconds away from saying “i love you” but neither one of them is ready for it??? poetry in motion d&d

............. okay i think i’ve talked long enough jfkdalfs thank you for coming on this thought journey with me, everyone!!

#i had to turn dam dadi do nightcore back on to write this #so that's where i'm at #it's been a weird day #homestuck #hs #clairre #shyyren #ciaran attempts socializing

[kisskissbanggang]

(1/7) Bel, it's Izzy. I'm here, and I'm ready to write my prowl essay. forewarning it's probably rly long (if u didn't read pt 5 but are planning to DO NOT READ THIS please go read it's soo good!) *inhales* WTF THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I'VE READ! ok ok, so basically i loved this entire thing that idek where to start. first and foremost! all the chan x reader ;^; *UGLY CRYING* Bel I feel so fed! the push and pull! the love/hate! the love scene was so emotional and just represented them rn!

IZZY IT’S BEL THANK YOU FOR WAITING I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I HAD TIME AND THE HEADSPACE TO READ AND REPLY TO YOUR AMAZING CONTRIBUTION TO MY INBOX

First of all, thank you for your kind words. I say this over and over, but I can’t believe how much I love Prowl. I’m genuinely proud of it and I’m so happy to have you here enjoying it. I’m glad the push and pull is strong! This whole mess started when Chan asked Reader to trust him, and only got worse when Jisung did the same.

(2/7) like how they don't want each other (rn?) but for some reason--and this is just my opinion--I feel like they could actually find someway to grow through this and find a love for each other that's not just bc of their powers. like I feel bad that Chan and reader are having such like hatred for each other bc of those voices (step out of them vOICES! I'm sorry I had to). it made me sad to see during their love scene how against it they truly were.

They really are kindred spirits despite how much they don’t want to be (or at least Reader doesn’t want to be 👀) And if I had to speak for them in that scene, Chan doesn’t want to take advantage of her, and Reader doesn’t want to lose control 🤧

(3/7) ALSO when chan said he loved her but she made him wish he was dead. that hit me way too hard. I was so sad I hated how bad he felt to say that; AND the old picture! when the lix showed her the picture I felt way too sad, (I will get to lix momentarily) BUT BEL I AM SO SAD HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME WANNA CRY LIKE THIS! like how dare you make chan hurt so much!? (but please give us more of this angst I'm thriving off of all this lore and learning more of his backstory 👀)

DARK PAST SAD BOY CHAN IS MY FAVORITE TO WRITE AND IT’S ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE FROM HERE 😭

(4/7) You write all the characters so well Bel! all the way through I felt attached to all of them! the soft fluff and love scenes with Jisung tugged at my heartstrings honestly! it had me liking the Jisung x reader ship ngl it too is a good option! (I'm still team Chan tho I'm sorry Jisung! I cannot stray from all the good angst and romance and passion and hatred and all that wonderful jazz ;p) omg and ALL! THE! BACKSTORY/LORE! (minho cameo uwu) I WAS NOT READY FOR A PLOT BOMB AT ALL!

I made Izzy enjoy Jisung x Reader? 🤩 the captain of Team Chan? 🤩🤩 That’s a win in my book 😘 but I’m glad you’re in Team Chan, and it still has a present following! More than anything, I’m just impressed Team Reader is so strong 🥰

(5/7) I love lia and her story it's so much deeper than I'd anticipated! I'm really curious to see where the story continues (I SAW THOSE OTHER 2 PARTS BEL! I'm both happy & sad bc I rly don't want this series to end but ofc when one thing ends smth even more amazing begins, hehe) for now I'll be rereading the whole thing all over again bc that's only natural; also I saw in your response to one of my asks that team chan is the lowest choice and, well, I'M SRY BUT I'M STICKING W/ THE UNDERDOG

I’ve been looking forward to writing Lia and Minho’s story since part 4 omg 🤧 I’m so happy I’m on this journey, I have no clue what I’ll do when it’s over, but I’m happy you’re here and leading Team Chan 💗

(6/7) I've rambled on a whole lot this time but prowl is the reason I began to talk to you and so it's special to me! <3 above all this part was great and the cliffhanger?! bel, lix and the girls, yuna and- omg I'm so excited to read more! I also saw how you said you kept my ask in mind while writing and 🥺 that made me really happy I'm happy I can help you in some way

Of course I kept your ask in mind! I appreciate you and all the Prowl fans so when you give me such amazing encouragement and feedback it keeps me going 🥰

(7/7) lastly I'll def talk abt my model!chan story with you more once I get some more of it figured out! it's so rough and I have like 8 other fic ideas (unless you wanna hear abt those too(?) 👀 maybe I should start a tumblr? LOL idk) anyways tho it's been so nice to be able to tell you how I truly feel abt your work here on tumblr and I hope you don't mind I sent this essay for you haha xD please never stop writing prowl and your works are amazing and I'll always be a big fan - Izzy 💜✨

YES please make a tumblr and tell me about your model!chan idea Izzy omg I’ll enjoy it so much 🥺💕

ps: SORRY I FLODDED YOUR ASKS TOO MUCH SO THESE WERE DELAYED! I just wanted to say I remember first reading prowl when it was still just a oneshot and to see how far it's come I'm proud of both you and the story it's amazing truly; oh & I'd totally be buying the original prowl books/merch/watching the movies one day btw! I'd be starting the hype train LOL xoxo - Izzy 💜✨

IZZY I love you, I appreciate you, I’m so lucky to have you, if there’s ever mercy there’s a gift basket coming your way 🤧💕

#mail #💜✨ anon #my children #feedback #prowl

[airmom]

Hey airmom💕 idk if this is really a call of help but I need to take this out of my mind asap cause it isn't healthy. I've been thinking like crazy about my ex. We were done over a year ago and we have talked a couple of times after our break up. Every time we talk again the same *clic* happens and we feel attracted to one another but for some reason we always end up fighting. He hasn't been treating me right the last time we spoke tho, so I did quit and ignored all his texts. This was two...(1)

(2) months ago already and until this week I can’t stop thinking about him. Tbh I don’t like this but I feel I can’t stop it cause he’s even in my dreams. I’ve been dreaming about him at least two days in a row and I’m kinda tired cause I know I deserve better. Yes, we have the cutest connection but I noticed he tried to play me one or more times, so nope, I quit. This gotta stop. So, to the point: I know you know something about tarot and I’ve been wondering if you could spread and ask…..

(3) what’s up with this and our ended relationship. Even an advice from you or your cards will be amazing. I really need to get out of this thoughts and this random dreams tho. I wanna thank u for even reading this and thank u even more if you take your time to spread those tarot cards. I’d really appreciate it :) (sorry for the long ass post bb!!!!) 💛💛💛

Btw sorry if it isn’t accurate, like I said, I’ve been lacking energy and a bit of intuition lately, but I hope my cards got the message!

1: Current State: Four of Pentacles - So, this shows that one of you both are trying to hold on to something of value. Perhaps that you just love him dearly that you can’t let him go. It could that one of the partners is possessive with the other, or not very giving. Lots of clinging into feelings. A bit controlling, jealous, lack of sharing and selfishness. The card shows a man, so it’s possibly that it’s him who feels this way, perhaps?

2: Why Stay: Ace of Swords ***- This card fell out while I was shuffling, and it appeared in the reading, so it kind of tells me that you shouldn’t hesitate to speak your mind, and you have all the choice and power to stop a relationship if it’s no good. I’m a bit confused, because this card means mental clarity, so perhaps staying gives you more of a clear mind of what you want from a relationship.

3: Why Go: Six of Swords - Now my card are making more sense hehe, this card means to move on and to escape from difficulties. You’ll progress and move on, but in a slow manner. You are making an escape, and you may have mental relief. It’s a good healing card, definitely to leave to heal.

4: How You’ll Feel Staying: Ace of Cups - Kind of want to yell at my cards because of this card, but I’m unsure of what may be happening within you. When you stay, you feel love and happiness, that you only have this strong connection with one another. Like there is a spiritual connection with them. Or this can represent how you felt (cards can sometimes bring up a past rather than future).

5: How You’ll Feel Leaving: Ten of Wands - So here, it shows that you have a hard time leaving, (it shows a man holding a bunch wands in a struggling manner, there’s a possibility the guy you’re talking to will struggle). Perhaps you’ll hold on to these things he’s done to you, and carry them on your shoulders as you’re trying to move on. Probably because you’ve already have been trouble leaving him numerous times, but it never works out.

6: Overall Advice: Nine of Pentacles - My cards advise that, you should work on loving yourself more, start a journey to be independent, strong, and someone who doesn’t need anybody.  Figure out your goals; do what you want to be happy. My cards wish you happiness! And that you are in control of what you want!

My advice: Definitely leave bb, if you know he isn’t right for you and that you deserve better then you deserve better! You need to waste your time on positive people and just learn through life. Don’t let something hold you back to hurt you numerous of times. You gotta let go, so you don’t have to deal with it, and so you can just open your arms to new things that may come your way soon! Learn from this experience, and go on with life! Usually dreams like that can signify that they’re always on your mind, and/or you can’t stop thinking about them. I know you’re a wonderful angel! You deserve so much better than someone who keeps wasting your time!

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