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navi. we've talked enough about jealous!makarov. but what about jealous!petra?????🥹🤭 poor girl won't even know how to feel at that strange feeling on her chest when she sees him casually talking business with another woman, i wanna hear your thoughts🫡🤍
ohhhhh jealous!petra?? i haven’t even considered that… 🫢🩷
i think it’s probably easier to show, not tell… just pretend we’re a little further down the storyline 🤭 as always, this drabble is not indicative of what’s to come, it’s just based in the bloodsport-verse teehee
(and by drabble, i mean 1.6k... some jealousy with a happy ending and mildly spicy stuff BTC, enjoy <3)
мое небо/moye nebo – my heaven
you don't consider yourself a jealous person. sure, you've been jealous in the past, but who hasn't? it's a natural emotion, like anger, joy, sadness... there's no point in pretending like you never feel it.
except for right now.
you're eyeing the man of the hour from across the sizeable terrace, your back pressed against the pillar behind you as you watch him converse with a woman you faintly recognize. milena romanova. one of konni group's employers, stationed in vondel.
their words don't reach your ears due to the distance and the soldiers idly chatting nearby, but still, your gaze narrows at the pair. makarov is all business— standing tall, stone-faced, hands clasped neatly behind his back. romanova is far more relaxed, one hand on the railing and the other wrapped around the stem of her glass, the burgundy wine nearly spilling over the edge when she laughs at her own comment on something.
you should have expected a party to be lively. there's a healthy mixture of soldiers guarding the compound and government officials conversing with mercenaries, swapping stories and intel that you should be keeping an ear out for.
no, no. none of that catches your attention the way they do.
makarov's expression shifts, a hint of a smile showing on his face for a moment, before it drops again. romanova seems to catch it almost as quickly as you do, because her hand leaves the railing to gesture while she says something along the lines of, "i knew it."
"for special forces, you are not very subtle." a voice perks up from your side. you jolt, letting out a sharp gasp before turning to the person next to you. warden stares back from behind her mask, her head cocked to the side.
you shake your head, looking away from her again. "i have no idea what you're talking about, garanina."
she hums, following your gaze back to the pair. you both watch as makarov moves, crossing his arms loosely and leaning back against the railing. he's facing you, with his head turned to focus on the woman he's talking to.
an unwelcomed feeling blooms deep in the pit of your stomach, a cold burn that has your eyes narrowing and brows knitting together. on any other day, you'd have no qualms about putting her in cuffs or delivering a bullet through her skull. she's the enemy as much as the man next to her is. however... you need to be on your best behavior.
there's a whisper in the back of your thoughts, a voice telling you that his attention should be on you. his eyes, on you. his smile, as rare as it is, directed at you.
"jealousy, is it?" warden asks, pulling a frustrated scoff from you.
"shouldn't you be doing something?" you mutter, dragging your gaze back to her. she shrugs, prompting you to continue. "well, you're wrong. it's not jealousy."
the stifled laugher is audible even through the thick fabric. "romanova is employed because she's loyal to commander makarov and the cause. he keeps you around despite your loyalties being to the opposite side." she lowers her voice, eyes crinkling behind the mask. "don't get cocky, but remember who he chooses to have here."
warden gives you a nod before stepping past you, heading elsewhere and leaving you alone once more. you blink at her as she disappears into the crowd, your head slowly dropping after you lose sight of her, eyeing a scuff on the floor several feet away.
that feeling climbs up your torso like a vine, winding around you from the inside and branching out to every corner of your body and mind. you lift a hand and hold your throat in a gentle grip, the air suddenly seeming heavy, the vines choking your lungs for every last drop of oxygen as the air itself tries to suffocate you. the thorns dig into your brain, piercing, displacing the reassurance and injecting it with pure poison; thoughts of them.
his hands on her, pressing her down into his bed, touching her, holding her, whispering words of praise, clothes abandoned in scattered piles on the floor, bodies flush, moving in perfect sync—
the cool feeling of leather practically tears you from the mental scene. a thumb presses into the spot below your lip as a finger hooks under your chin and forces your head to lift, meeting a pair of dark eyes, familiar, heat persisting within the pools of deep bistre.
it isn't until another hand is placed on your shoulder that you take in a breath, slow and ragged, and realize how you must have looked. your heart is pounding against your ribcage, throat sore from breathing so rapidly, your chest painfully tight.
makarov says nothing as he stares you down, his expression unreadable as always, making you stiffen and fight the urge to shrink under his scrutiny.
"come," he murmurs, barely audible over the voices of the partygoers and soldiers all around you, as he releases your chin and guides you to walk alongside him, his hand sliding down to rest at the small of your back.
you keep your gaze low, focusing on the comforting warmth – too comforting, your rational side insists – that his touch brings, creeping up your spine and chasing away the cold that built its home inside of you. makarov marches you towards an interior door, his hand shifting again as his arm circles around your waist and tucks you into his side, the crowds you're passing through dispersing as soon as they see him approach.
there is some sick sense of pride that swells in your chest, replacing the heavy weight that sat there moments ago as people glance in your direction. it's like he's parading you around, holding you close in a public declaration.
that is, until you reach the door and he pushes it open, ushering you inside. he lets go of you once you're past the threshold and closes the door behind himself; you perk up when you hear the lock click softly, your gaze flitting to him in the dimly-lit parlor room.
"what happened?" he asks, breaking the silence.
you lean against the wall and huff, still shaking off the adrenaline that found its way into your veins. "nothing. just got overwhelmed, i guess."
he moves to stand in front of you, trapping you in your spot. "you're lying. tell me the truth." he mutters, jaw tensing.
"it's nothing, really," you pause, your tongue darting out to wet your lips. you miss the way his eyes carefully track the movement, nerves setting in as you try to search for a believable lie. "any of those people would have killed me if they caught wind of who i am and i freaked out, that's all—"
"petra." he says, succinct.
"i was jealous, okay?" the words escape before you can stop yourself, tumbling out so quickly that you flinch at it. even makarov is struck by the admission, brows lifting for just a moment. "i saw you talking to that woman, clearly having a good time, and i got fucking jealous. happy now?" you continue, the truth continuing to spill out like water after the splintering dam finally breaks.
you two stand there for what feels like minutes, locked in a staring contest that neither person is willing to break. you're not sure what's worse: the embarrassment setting your skin ablaze, or the lack of response.
you try to work up the courage to speak, to cut the tension in the air, but you're left speechless. you don't dare to move, even when the sound of gloves being pulled off and tossed aside reaches your ears.
there's no hesitation in the way makarov closes the distance between you, his mouth crashing onto yours as his hands fly to your waist, pulling your body closer to his. the shock that courses through you lasts only a second before your arms are looping around his neck, a noise that's as much a soft breath as it is a groan escaping him when you respond in kind.
the kiss is a mix of teeth and tongue, desperate and hungry as his hands roam, one coming up to cup your face as his thumb caresses your skin in an uncharacteristically gentle act, the other smoothly gliding past the hem of your shirt and flattening against the curve of your back.
skin on skin for the first time.
blunt nails dig crescent-shaped marks into your skin when your fingers skim down his chest, sliding under his suit jacket and toying with the buttons holding his dress shirt closed. the subtle reaction is all the motivation you need— you pop the bottom button open and keen when he presses himself closer to you. you move up the line painstakingly slow, smiling into the kiss when you graze his skin and feel him tense up under your touch.
your fingers immediately go to explore his newly-exposed skin as soon as the final button is undone, nails lightly scraping along the ridges of his abs and forcing a small shiver down his spine.
he tears himself away shortly thereafter, leaving you breathless as a needy whine passes your swollen lips, earning a low chuckle in reply.
"does that answer your question?" he murmurs, his eyes meeting yours after they flutter open again.
"what question?" you mumble, feeling dizzy, the only thing keeping your head from spinning being his skin on yours.
makarov indulges you when you send him a pleading look, pressing his lips to yours again, softer this time. it doesn't last long before he's separating just enough to whisper something into the kiss.
"no one compares to you, мое небо."
#did you know i wouldn't be able to resist replying with a drabble?#was this a power play?#if so... thank you. i love having excuses to write more between chapters 😭#makarov x reader#vladimir makarov x reader#<- might as well tag this properly LMAO#sylph.writes#sylph.replies
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Hello dearest!
I don't usually write messages because I have weird, shy internet anxiety, but I wanted to make an exception because compliments always motivate me to keep writing and I need u to keep writing so I can finally h*ld Vincent's h*nd!!! 😔😭🤡
This is one of the few IFs where I actually want to romance all ROs!!! Usually, I have a few I really want to romance and the rest I slog through cause completionist tendencies. But you've done a wonderful job of not only making the characters feel very alive and dynamic but also making them all appealing and attractive.
I usually always want to romance the hater because pettiness fuels me but also love angst with a kill them with kindness mc (I WILL H*LD VINCENTS H*ND OR DIE FIGHTING GOD). So, confirmed Vincent-mancer. His art? HIS EYES. HIS LIPS. PRETTY PRIVELEGE IS REAL AND ALL CRIMES ARE EXCUSED (also I really tried going into it being like he's not sad!!! But, as someone who's been in that place, while not an actual war, he definitely comes across as sad in the sense of a weariness at life and that he's struggling to fit back into his skin as pre-trauma Vincent. Artist did a 10/10 job with all the art because THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL I CREYYYY)
But the chokehold Hunter has on me? They were gonna be first because their personality is appealing to me both fictional and irl but omg everything I read I HAVE TO HAVE MORE. Like it's moved beyond I'd definitely vibe with this character and look forward to their route to i WANT TO SMOOCH THEIR PRETTY FACE OFF. So now confirmed Hunter-mancer (I actually died on the tattoo snippet on patreon is it a good or bad day to be bi?)
Helios kind of types I'm more of a 50/50 with, but obviously gotta do it for the juicy drama. But all stuff with him has just been so ??!!!???😳😳🫠 like he just leaves me more intrigued. Confirmed Helios-mancer. (The amount of times I'm gonna replay his route to try different things is actually gonna be crazy)
Soarine hot women nuff said. But also just ???!!!?!? I can't even form words. I'm so excited for more scenes with her. Confirmed Soarine-mancer. (Ma'am pls step on me respectfully and not so respectfully)
Fadiya as the official best friend (Hunter you're a bestie too but I feel bad like I'm making u choose between me and Helios :((( ) is usually one I'd keep strictly platonic. I love platonic routes as much as romance and nothing grabs me more than having a best friend character in IFs. BUT SHES SO ADORABLE. I WANNA SMOOSH HER CHEEKS. Also I feel her cause I'm that oblivious too 😭😭😭 I always appreciate ifs having the shy and bold type flirting but I need an oblivious idiot one because I'd be accidentally flirting with her like I do with all my friends without realizing I'm in love with her (and then be unable to speak to her once I realize because flirting? With people that aren't just platonic friends??? That I have feelings for????? Sounds fake). I gotta write the fanfic now (and perhaps share with u once I get over my shyness)
I really am looking forward to the next chapter! I'm so glad I subscribed on patreon too :))) keep up the good work (it also motivates me to cure my depression and post my stuff too)
💙💙💙💙💙
This is so sweet, anon 🥺 Thank you for sending me this message!!
I'm so glad all of the ROs are appealing to you! I love them all so much they're all beautiful and have so much to their stories. 🥰
Vincent's pretty privilege is insane lmao so many people folded when they saw him 😭 I guess Vincent's inner sadness seeped through because he's really okay #trust but then I probably have a wildly different definition of okay haha very low standards of living over here. He was also never trauma free lol my man just going through it. 🤭
I understand your love for Hunter!! They are just very... very. The tattoo part is one of my favs too they're so smooth with it like okay you're popular with everyone we get it 🙄 *cries to sleep*
Helios is super interesting to me because of the way he handles things and his mindset like I need to study him under a microscope. His route will definitely fulfill all your desires for drama! 🥳
Soarine hot woman. Real. She can ruin my life any day.
Fadiya is perfection and a gift from the gods because she's just so 🥹🥹 I love her to bits and she's going to be so fun to write.
Thank you for your kind words! I love these kind of messages so you're right hehe. Definitely gave me a boost! 💗
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Hi underdark-dreams!! I love your writing . Out of curiosity , do you have any advice on how to do emotional/feelings-focused writing? You’re amazing at angst and pining etc and I was wondering if you have insights you’d be willing to share with other writers <3
Whoa, thank you! 🥺 That really means everything to me to hear!! I am humbled that you asked!
I tend to write stuff on the fly and find the emotional beats as I go, so I don’t always have specific strategies top of mind. I often don’t outline either (resist the temptation fellow writers, you WILL end up scrapping whole scenes and killing your darlings 😭)
This ask made me realize there are a few things I do keep coming back to for angst, pining, or generally emotion-heavy scenes. Nothing groundbreaking but happy to share! [w/ examples below the cut]:
Environment
Show/tell the way your characters' emotions affect how they see their physical space, or vice versa:
A character is stressed/annoyed and every sound around them sets their teeth on edge
A character unsuccessfully pining after another one can't stand seeing happy couples
A character who's so spaced out/distracted by their thoughts that they don't notice they're standing with their mouth open, in the way, etc.
Can also use physical environment for tension: a slowly building rainstorm that reflects a buildup to a confrontation between 2 people (I just used this one!)
It also works in reverse! A beautiful day that makes a grumpy character even grumpier, for example
Silences
They can say just as much as dialogue sometimes:
Two characters getting into a heated argument, someone goes too far, and there's one of those silences that makes you cringe inside as a reader
Two characters so comfortable with each other that they don't feel the need to fill a natural lull in the conversation
Or two characters falling for each other who keep stealing glances, noticing cute things about the other, etc. without saying it aloud yet
Body language/physical hints about feelings
Your readers are smart and will pick up on these, even when the characters themselves are still clueless:
Pining examples
fidgeting when the pining object is nearby
noticing physical things about the pining object (their scent, habits, tics, hairstyle, common expressions, etc.)
being uncool when the pining object touches them accidentally (or intentionally for Teasing Reasons)
generally finding excuses to touch each other
finding excuses not to touch each other
Angst examples
carelessly tossing/shoving environment objects because they're upset
neglecting their immediate needs/wants, not caring about being uncomfortable or hungry, etc.
body aches or pains because they're stressed, angry, etc.
acting or speaking without thinking
Switching POVs if/when possible to let your readers experience multiple views
Especially great for pining. This helps provide depth and gives your readers a more complete view of the situation than either of the characters have on their own.
Which leads to that great feeling of--clearly these two like each other, why can't they just talk/fight it out/kiss! Or: clearly this character is too in their feelings and thinks things are worse than they are.
Character A: saying something without thinking and immediately feeling embarrassed/dumb/regretful
Smashcut to Character B's POV: "God they're so cute, I wish I could kiss them right now"
Ignoring grammar when you need to
Sometimes a highly emotional scene calls for a run-on sentence or two to reflect the tumultuous feelings
People don't always think or talk clearly when they're emotional
Restating thoughts in a character's internal monologue several times, growing more emphatic to show they're in the middle of figuring out something important
Using repetition, synonyms, etc. to convey strong feelings in dialogue or prose
And some general advice:
Don't feel like you have to write a fic or a chapter straight through from beginning to end. I've fallen into this trap a lot. Sometimes you get a strong idea for a scene you really want to include. Skip ahead and write it! Usually, that helps me fill in what comes before and after better than if I force myself to write scenes in order.
Thank you again for sending this question in, anon! I hope this sparks some ideas for fellow writers. And I would LOVE to hear others' strategies for writing these emotional types of fics!!
I'm planning to post more musings like this and writing snippets on my new Ko-Fi! I'll still post all my works here and on AO3, but feel free to follow me on that platform if you like this sort of behind the scenes stuff. 🖤
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5 things you like about 5 of your moots?
turned from subtly fangirling to "i'm (not)subtly in love with u and your blog" but thank u for the ask bcs i have an excuse to >:)
@gyuletters
her ability to write a variety of genres without using cliches
her kindness ^^ she's always complimenting accounts and writng the best reblogs
her theme (it's soo pretty) and how well it represents her. star's personality is so sweet and i feel like her theme reflects that
she comes up with the best prompts too! like i'm envious of her brain
how comforting her fics are (and binge worthy~)
@junoswrlld
even before me and juno became close, they were so so kind to me T0T
her ability to pace herself and balance her fics and personal life (i genuinely could not do this like.. admirable, seriously)
her crack ficshehsh they're so good >< she makes chapters leave you with suspense every time
how many memes she finds. it's one of my fav things because how do i wake up to 40 cat and scrimbo memes 😭
how reliable she is!! i can trust her with my fics and spoilers and it's so nice :> she gives motivation and gained my trust so easily :')
@mazeinthemoon
i can't believe i only have to do five?? i need more space to write about how moon writes. the way emotion is captured into her writing is filled with suspense but also comfort? like, in between dialogue, there's those quotes that you replay in your mind over and over again because how could someone think of that?
^^ adding onto this, the way she incorporates figurative language into her text perfectly captures the moment. it's not blatant and keeps the sentence flow which is impressive. as a writer i respect moon even more because even i struggle with that T0T
i've said this for everyone but can you blame me? they're all kind, moon included! she's always answering asks in the kindest way
^^ additionally, the way she types is so cute. and by this i mean kaomojis and emoticons. i love emoji faces so much hehe
best for last ofc~ her fics in general! glitter and the goalie both had me hooked. like essay long notes and annotations. i might reread glitter because of how on the edge it had me and bcs of her recent post.. detective reader activated >:)
@hueningsloverr
RHIA'S ANGST. that's shakespeare's child now, seriously. the way she writes angst is beautiful.. but like beautiful in a way where it feels like a pretty statue of a little girl crying but it's beautiful. beautiful in the way where it hurts but is pretty... makes you cry tears bcs of how well it was written yk?
the way she views things is soo beautiful. like in her reblogs and how she views songs. (could write an essay) when she wrote txt x time in a bottle it fit with the boys perfect and was just so pretty. there's so many quotes i remmeber and trust i'm not forgetting
i'm gonna make these shorter but how many ideas she comes up with. i could never T0T
her themeee
i wished i talk to her more!! i'm always scared to talk to my moots but i love her pseonality i would be so happy to talk to her more but i'm too scared
@huenation
themethemetheme it's so cute
idk if this counts but i was reading their bf beomgyu texts and was listening to hea and read the "oh my god" as the same time as the song said it and can't forget about that 😭
ugh my top 5 comfort fic being soobin meeting yns parents like.. i love this fic so much and ik this isn't recs but they write so well 😭 the moment is always described in the best ways and i can visualize them so well
i don't talk to amor much but i love their posts/txt reblogs ><
and that i wish them happiness. i know a lot of people's posts and writings reflect their emotions, and i just hope they're doing well. everyone has bad times, but it really depends what mindset you approach them with, you know? i just hope they get to smile :)
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first of all, i knew that kai dude was bad news!!
but let's start form the top!! gojo kicking the ball in the FACE??? ahhhh lost it!!! i thought he maybe aimed at kai but boy was (accidentally) aiming at her, nooo!!!
ahaha but the way he cared for her then 😭😭 my heart, so weak for this trope. also we got a kiss so a win is a win!!
“Go ahead,” he says, using his knee to spread your legs apart, then finds a place to stand between your thighs to get closer to you. “I’ve got a lot of ways I could shut you up.”
excuse me man. do not say this in front of me or i'll get wet. thank you. moving on!
“You were born blessed with talent, and you’re popular, and people adore you, and you don’t have to worry about internships, or jumping from job to job just to make something of yourself."
ugh, that moment when she breaks down about her depts and car repair bills and all that? it was so raw and real. it makes her even more relatable. loved that!!
“You don’t want me hanging out with them?” you repeat after him, “I’m not listening to that. Because it’s possessive. And it’s wrong.”
yes, yes yes!! tell him girl!!! put him in his place!!! love pissed fmc!! <33
“Does that make you feel better?” he asks. / “Does thinking of me that way—…does it make you feel better about all of this? Between us?”
bruh, satoru is THE sweetest in this story, and I'm LIVING for his soft boy energy! he has such a innocent and soft love for her, i could cry and vanish into thin air 😭😭
also the way he is ALL about her dreams and supporting her in her carrer. WEAK.
but then everything happening after, god i was so ANGRY with Kai and all his douchebag people!!! i was ready to throw hands through the screen!!!
but can we also talk about how our girl was holding her own even when those jerks were putting her and her dreams down? she's got a fire in her, and i love that she wasn't backing down! satoru's lucky to have someone so fierce by his side.
thank goodness satoru and his squad showed up when things got serious and protected her!! also that protective move in front of her? I DIED. It's official, i'm WEAK. just one word. WEAK.
can't wait to read the next chapter, in which satoru will surely move heaven and earth to show his love to her and i'm here for it!!! please shower me with all the fluff and smut.
i need ALL the cozy, heart-melting moments! ♡♡
honestly, this AU is EVERYTHING. you're painting such a vivid picture, i feel like i'm right there on campus, surrounded by hotties and drama!! what could someone ask more of? ♡♡
also want to add that i think you have an incredible ear for how people talk, with all their quirks and little inflections. reads so natural and authentic!! have a great day or night, whenever you read this!
OMG LOSTFRACTURES M00TIE <333 THANK U SM FOR UR ASK I COULD CRY RN
aaa yes he actually isnt the one that kicked the ball haha 🤣 that was originally going to be the plan, but rather his teammate kicked the ball and he was too distracted by reader getting super close to kai to see it, and it flew past him n then hit her 😵💫
LMAO pls same part of me wanted to scream just to fuck around n find out ab all those ways of shutting us up haha
thank uuu im so glad you enjoyed her lash out 🥺💕 it was simultaneously very gratifying but also heartbreaking to write
aaa thank uu sm ur words ab softie satoru LOL i think his way of showing care can be unconventional sometimes but there’s no denying he really does want her to have the things he thinks she deserves :”) im just glad he finally thinks he’s someone she deserves haha
AND YES. SHE’s ALSO FIERCE AND A SOFTIE AT THE SAME TIME ✨✨ i wa sso excited by this chapter bc i think it takes gojo being “too good for her” bc he’s popular n whatnot but now reader is just THAT GIRL n a bad bitch and she’s almost too good for him now haha
ouu ty for the compliment on the dialogues n stuff 😭🤧 that’s so relieving to hear lol
AND YESS SO EXCITED FOR HIS LOVER BOY ERA ch10 is gonna be a lot of fun and sexy (still a tad bit angsty 👉🏼👈🏼) haha thank uu sm for looking forward to it 🥺💕 ur too kind pls
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The update was immaculate bestie, can’t wait to see what you have in store for us in the future. I literally reread it all just for that update, NO REGRETS.
R is the most oblivious mf on the planet, I mean come on Tara was a mess after that jenga game and practically ran out blushing- ALL THE SIGNS ARE THERE.
But then again I’m assuming R’s in the dark about it because of that angry drunken confession about ruining Tara’s peace. Was Tara blackout drunk? Maybe I’m an alcoholic but 5 beers is the right amount of drunk for me, as in I won’t have to ask my friends to recall the night for me. But I don’t think Tara would brush over a conversation like that if she did remember it, because homie was dying of guilt over that one argument she had with R where she blew up.
ALSOOOO DID TARA THINK CHAD WAS R AT THAT ONE PARTY? (Orrr?!?!)
We haven’t seen drunk R but I’m having a lot of fun imagine what that would be like. That liquid courage turning R into someone who’s loud, talkative and anything but shy.
I saw someone mention something about R falling asleep on Tara- what if Tara is taking care of drunk R for a change and R mindlessly pulls her in to cuddle her. Tara can’t do anything about it because R’s grip is strong and they’re already knocked tf out.
Love this AU so much, hope you have an amazing day!
Thank you ssm!! I really appreciate it, I love that you guys enjoy it enough to be able to go back and reread it
R truly is the most oblivious mf on the planet. She's the type of person who has no idea when she's being flirted with, no matter how blatant it may be, or how much the people around her try to spell it out
Still, you're not wrong about some of that obliviousness rooting in R being in the dark due to that night at Tara's place. What was R's excuse before that? Beats me. As for them not discussing the argument, it's definitely a mixture of her memory and crappy communication between the two of them (but let's be real, mainly the latter). It's one of those things where R doesn't bring it up because Tara didn't so R thinks that she doesn't wanna talk about it, and vice versa with Tara. Neither of them wanna bring it up unless the other does. Originally, in a previous draft, I was gonna go into this but I ended up scrapping that along with the whole thing cause it just wasn't flowing right. I may go into it in the next chapter though, I just wanna find a way to slide it in without it seeming forced. That argument they had previously (chapter five) is kind of like a mellowed out version of this one in a way, yk. And I think it's something to note that Tara was in fact sober for the first one, hungover, but sober. As for the last one, she was intoxicated at the time
Did Tara think Chad was R?? Hmm 🤔 Well, what I will say is that there's only one person Tara's been having dreams about kissing 👀
I can totally see drunk!R turning into someone more confident/outgoing
R and physical touch is gonna be an interesting thing to write. Let's just say, mf does not know how to react to a hug 😭 (real.)
I'm glad you love this AU, I love it too! Hope you have an amazing day also
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I’m literally so so in love with your writing. I binge read your poly!bat boys all the time (and am always so excited for a new chapter)!!! I’ve had this idea for a fic for a while now and just kinda wanted to share?? (Not that you need to do anything with this I just can’t keep it in my head anymore, but of course I’d also love if you took it… )
Anyways it’s another kinda poly!bat boys but really angsty where you all have been friends for ever and you’ve always kinda had feelings for them and toed the line of friendship often but nothing ever more. One day the bond snaps between all of you and you are so excited and so happy but immediately after it snaps they all close off the bond and kinda back off? Like they’re all trying to process it and don’t fully know how it’s possible and they love you but they’re just panicked leading to miscommunication and handling it poorly. Like every time you try to talk to them Az just vanished into his shadows, Cass moves his training schedule around to not see you, Rhys keeps making excuses about work and so you’re left feeling super super alone and like they don’t want you… so you try to leave Velaris and they realize how stupid they’ve been? Idk I’m just kinda a slut for angst with some hardcore groveling
Again you can totally ignore this if you’d like or take elements of it or whatever I just can’t live with it in my head anymore 😭😭 I really really do love your writing and am so grateful you share your talent with us 🥹
I am also a slut for angst and groveling so I’m def gonna start working on this !! Thanks for the idea !!
I’ll post the link HERE once it’s done 💕
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baby im so sorry i disappeared but!!!! oh my god oh my GODDDD
"Must be some kind of karmic retribution, I suppose." His husband tilts his head to the ceiling, where the skylight shows the smallest sliver of the afternoon sun. "Being bound to someone who won't ever love me."
Anakin feels his knees buckle, heart breaking for the man in front of him. “Obi-Wan,” he breathes. “Who says I don’t love you?”
oh this killed me, and the fact that obi still doesnt believe it???
"I thought it was going to be better, then," Obi-Wan says. "Life, I mean. I didn't know what to do, when—"
jbkdbhiwhbedfvuivg anakin oh godddddddd i cried during this chapter i kid u not im still emotional
“I didn’t choose you then, Obi-Wan Kenobi. But I’m choosing you now.” i loved this before, ii love it now, ill love it forever, between this and eye uff you, i can die happy
Obi-Wan may not be an omega— and Anakin may not be an alpha or beta— but he's beginning to think that maybe it doesn't matter. the ironyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
also??? obi standing up for himself in front of shmi??? chefs kiss. amazing. delicious
aura tinging sweet and shy with the scent of blackberries. im still following the scents, so citrusy normal, and blackberries when hes horny??
huffing with irritation when he realises there must be some trick to doing it without getting your fingers wet. kbkjbhihv yessss lmaooo i relate so hard
i love love LOVE the ritual you inserted, of passing along the flame, so to speak, so very poetic
all signs pointing to obis heat im cacklinggg
im so so sooo sorry for disappearing 😭😭i have no excuse, i just couldnt be on tumblr or on ao3 like before and i felt so guiltyyy forgive me pleasee
No problem babe. I missed you but I know people have lives and all that! You can always hit me up on discord for non-fandom talk too, I hope everything's going well for you 💕
It's definitely been a very emotional few chapters, lots of ups and downs. Obi-Wan is slowly, slooowly starting to believe Anakin loves him, I think. At the least, he feels reassured while they're together.
Obi-Wan snapping back at Shmi was something I initially had no idea how to do, but I felt like it was really, really necessary. His type of character won't hold a grudge, but that doesn't mean his feelings weren't hurt 🥺
Also I'm honestly gonna have to get back to you on the scent thing because I initially didn't have blackberries for embarassment but then I found it in my drafts so I just left it like that. And of course we've also got jogan fruit added to the scent profile (not that that's "canon" yet I guess). I might rearrange the way that I had been thinking of it in my head, but first I have to reread the text and make sure that my new idea makes sense 😅 I'll make a more in-depth post at some point!
re: the ritual thank you soooo much, I really loved it. I've known for a while that I wanted it to conceptually be passing knowledge down (especially since the Freed are, by necessity, so big on oral tradition), but for some reason that scene was SO difficult to write. It haunted me for weeks with half-written drafts until I finally got a version that satisfied me enough to post...
Also, I hate to tell you, but like. As correct as you are about Obi-Wan's impending heat, it's also wayyyyyy out there on the timeline. There are so many other thigns that are going to happen first 😭
#thanks for sending this & I'm sorry it took me so long to reply to!#emperor obi-wan au#squick: a/b/o#asks#imjusttoofunky
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MAGGYYYYY
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(please excuse my late rant about your latest Lovesick chapter, but I finally have some time to breathe and read)
The WHOLE chapter had me so feral DUGFSODFFDU like I was immediately shocked at the beginning when the MC was in absolute pain and I did feel a little bad upon discovering that Yoongi and Taehyung went out of their way to get a nice Christmas tree :( (but that still doesn't excuse them!!) I was glad to see more interaction between the MC and Jin and Hobi! I am also VERY excited for what will happen between them next chapter 👀👀👀
BUT OHHH BOY THE SMUTTT 🥵🥵🥵🥵
Can I just start off with how beautifully you write smut??? Like, not many writers have the same capacity to write it as fluidly and as ardently as you do! I could feel the tension and heat projecting from the scene and was absolutely immersed in all of it! The lines "Can't stop thinking about how good you'd look choking on our cocks," "...we're going to make you come so much you forget your own name," "Can I fuck you? Is that alright?," and "I'm going to take such good care of you, Y/n, promise" had me in an absolute CHOKEHOLDDDDD, I COULDN'T BREATHE OUFSDFOFGD (therewerealsosomanymorelinesbutthatwouldjustbecopyingandpastingyourentirechapter)
Also the fact that Jimin came prepared and brought condoms to the cabin had me chuckling LOL
I was so excited to see Tannie!! Finally, something to break the monotony for the MC and give a spark of hope :') Even then, I was really hoping for SOME understanding from the boys regarding the lovesick theory, but, like you mentioned in an earlier ask, it's too early for them too hear that right now. I hate to say it, but MC might need to wait a couple months (or years??) for them to finally come to their senses and realize how concerning their behavior has been. I still have hope for the MC's freedom!!!
That aside, Maggy, I hope you are staying as happy and healthy as can be and take as much time as you need for the next chapter! I am sure many readers, myself included, are more than willing to wait for whatever more you have in store for us. Can't wait for the finale of Lovesick!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
K
omg no worries, i hope you're doing well! 🥺
i gotta switch it up a little bit every now and then, lol! keep u guys on your toes 😌 taegi did try to do something sweet so i do feel a little bad for them sdhsjk. i think you're really going to enjoy the next chapter if you're looking forward to 2seok and the mc together, hehe 👀
AAAAA thank you so much!! 😭 it's funny because writing smut is such a struggle for me, it just never seems to get easier lmao. but it means a lot that you think it's still good regardless!!
it had to be him 💀
tannie is just the bestest boy and he's doing wonders for the mc's mental health for sure! yeah, it would've been great if they had shown some understanding but it's simply just too early :( they have had good progress so far but there's still quite bit to go, so i don't think months to years is an unreasonable timeline 😬
thank you so much K, you're so sweet to me and i always love reading your comments!! 💖 they mean the world to me 🥺💖 i hope you'll enjoy the final chapter tomorrow as well!!
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RID RID RID!!!!!!
I'm coming at you straight from finishing cmi 7.5 and AAAAAAAAAH. I love Jungkook so much and I love OC so much and I just want them to be happy and together and in love again 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Also I know that you had a hard time writing this chapter, but you did so well, truly. It really made me feel like I got to know Jungkook so much better and I love him now more than ever (if that's even possible). This time I feel like my feedback will be more incoherent than usual, since I was lost for words so often, but it's still coming!
Aaand here is me being extremely stressed out and sad and feeling all of the emotions while reading lmao
Contemplating my entire existence in the last one lmaooo can you see how flushed my cheeks are from all the emotions 🙈🙈🙈 These were all taken as I was reading and basically sum up why I like to read cmi when I'm alone in the room. Also add to that the fact I have audible reactions as well. excuse the babyface and pajamas lmao i had to get comfy
Anywaaaays, love you, Rid, and thank you for another masterpiece 💞💞💞
IVI, I SAW YOUR REVIEW, goooosh the things you notice. i admire your brain bc it's literally mine LMFAO 😭
no matter what's going on between them, jk and oc are 🥺 i had a feeling that chapter would change at least a little. btw, i'm beyond happy that you think i wrote it well :( i was so fkn worried when i posted it, so knowing that it was okay makes me feel a lot better about it !! <3
ALSO LET'S TALK ABOUT THOSE PICS. i didn't expect them but i won't complain !!! i told you already, but you're so fkn cute 😭 the flushed cheeks kajhdkjas that made me smile a lot 🥺 love love love you <3333
#everyone go shower ivi in compliments !!#reaction pics/sounds >>#more LMFAOO#notes for rid 🌹#ivi <3#fic: colour me in
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Okay so I just stayed up till 3am reading starring role and after putting it off for a while and honestly I can’t believe I ever did that?!?! Something wrong with me fr but this fic is just 🤌🏽🤌🏽🤌🏽
Okay let’s start of with our main girl!! I just want to hug her so bad. Although nothing excuses her behaviour towards Boyoung, I get why she’s the way she is especially to someone like yeosang. I hate how everyone seas as this ditzy, rich girl with no brain. But the worst has got to be her parents - her mum and me will throw hands I swear. And what’s even more heartbreaking is how you can tell she clearly misses her brother but like wtf happened? I can’t wait for the reveal for that? I can only imagine it’s drugs related but knowing her I’m sure she took it up a notch. In a time where she probably needs her brother the most he’s not there and I’m sad about it.
Okay Choi fking San, like you warned us, but honestly makes my blood boil ESPECIALLY after he had the absolute gall to come BACK to her after his failed relationship. Again nothing excuses the reader to say what she said to Boyoung but nothing excuses San to say what he did either. And his friends are so mean and for what? But now with the reveal of why Yeonsang is the way he is I’m excited to see what he does or says to her now. I just saw someone ask if San will leak her secrets after she confronted Yeosang and omg??? That will be honestly the worst thing he could ever do 💔 also when she realised that San is just some guy ™️ was actually so funny to me
I love Wooyoung and I just adore how close they became, he deserves the words and a sweet boyfriend!
Joonie is also another sweetheart, I love that he wants to progress her art work and just be her friend!!
Also not the stray kidz cameos 👀🫰🏽
Okay so now Mingi!!!!!!!!! This guy had my heart flip flopping all over the place it was unreal! Get why your pissed at her when she was mean to your bestie but then???????? Treating her like she a dumbass then being all sweet and generally making her seem like a better person and her valentines gift 😭😭😭 all for him to just spew out all that shit? Almost in tears 😔 He honestly needs to get his head out of his ass.
This fic is a rollercoaster and I really can’t wait to see what happens next and things getting revealed etc!! You’re amazing and have great day!
omggggggggg thank you so much!!!!
well yn isnt the nicest person in general😭 she's pretty mean and self-centered but that's her character so yeah she was pretty shitty to boyoung. she'll talk about seonghwa more in the next chapter and he'll have a pretty interesting arc by the end lmfao
i thought of writing a chapter from san's pov which wouldn't be really a chapter but something in the form of e-mails i guess?? but i decided against it bc my life is kind of a mess rn and i just want this story to successfully reach its end. but later on when i'm better and if i'm in the mood for it, i might post that chapter as an additional part bc i already have a good chunk of it written out...we'll see. i think it would be interesting to write from his perspective bc i know a lot of people wonder about him and it was pretty fun to write the bonus part
there will be so much of wooyoung in the next chp and it will be mostly sad but he's my baby so..
also in the last couple of chapters i've completely neglected joong but thats bc he was mostly linked to yn by mingi and professor ahn so when everything went to shit between them i kinda lost how to include joong in the story BUT i think he will also appear in the next chapter.
and mingi omggggggggggg i cant wait for him to come back, he'll be so pathetic and there's nothing i love writing more than men being pathetic and grovelling so i'm excited for that!
anyways thank you for reading once again and for this lengthy message!! have a nice day
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literally on the floor dying over a star between hands like i havent even read ff in like a year and i was foaming at the mouth the entire time SO EXCITED AB THE NEXT CHAPTER HEHEHE
holy shit 😭 honestly I don't know what I'm doing cos I'm trying something new with this one and it's obviously so fun and I have an excuse to write the marauders all together more, but it's hard finding my James footing in this one!!! All the bodyguard James I've written before is already established mutual pining where as this is like me having to strain my brain and actually make them fall in love and put the effort in hahaha. Thank you so much for reading, I'm glad you foamed at the mouth<3
for u a small snippet of the next chapter
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Excuse me, I just wanted to ask if you're going to continue with the Bonten x AroAce!GN!Reader trope.
I really loved this trope the moment I saw it, it could also be because I'm aroace too, feeling represented (and a lot of realizations that, no, it's not something you only see on tik tok, there are other people who know about the existence of aroaces outside of that platform) and really, since I arrived on Tumblr, I haven't seen much from the aroace community or reader aroace here. It's always a delight to read this type of content and I really wanted to know if you're going to continue or not.
Don't feel pressured to continue with the trope, I really don't want that, I just want to know if you're going to continue it in the near or distant future! I really love your content, and I really enjoy your writing!
Well, have a good afternoon if you're reading this in the afternoon, or good night if you're reading this at night. Or a good morning, if you're… well, we know the rest of that sentence, huh? ☕🧐
hey baby, thank you for being so respectful with your ask 💖 and i absolutely agree, as a fellow aroace (hi! 💛🤍💙), aroace folks are seriously so underrepresented in fandom and in general, even though there is so many of us!
which brings me to continuing ion speak to whores, i do plan to go back to it, though to be absolutely honest the reason i kinda put it on back burner is because i got kinda scared??? (so stupid to say ngl 😭 lemme explain)
i really love writing a platonic relationship between y/n and tora and bonten being crackheads but also, am aware that the majority of my readers are allo so i kinda hit a slump while writing the newest chapter like a month ago? i found myself unable to write y/n’s and tora’s relationship without it seeming romantic, even though i see it all as platonic (which is what i believe gives some charm to my fics, all the characters showing clear affection to their friends without issues) but i just found myself dreading that someone will call their queer platonic partnership romantic and my whole experience as an aroace will get invalidated (even though it is silly 😭)
to put it in short, yes, i do plan on continuing it, and writing more aroace content, perhaps in near future, though my posts may decrease in general as midterm season is approaching and law school demands cramming 🤧
and thank you for this lovely ask babe, i’m happy you enjoy my writing, and you too have a lovely night/afternoon/morning! 💖
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Hi im here again because there was a lot to digest in chapter 10 lol
I’m calling it now hyunjin and y/n are gonna be each other’s muses!
I died laughing when we got hyunjins pov in the beginning and he referred to the party as “that cursed party”, lol couldn’t have worded it better from his perspective. Im looking forward to more Hyunjin POV, its so cute!
When hyunjin called y/n I was also kicking and screaming like an 8th grader, that phone call was too cute
the build up and tension when felix visited Aera’s and then hyunjin was on his way, you had me screaming, had me sweating and panicking
I love how both hyunjin and y/n were really honest with their thoughts in this chapter. like straight up telling seungmin and Minho that they wanted to ask each other to the paint & wine event. y/n telling hyunjin that talking to him makes her feel better, saying his half-asleep voice is cute, telling hyunjin she wants to see him and being honest that she came all the way to his place because she just wanted to see him. I’m happy how much they progressed
Hyunjin using Kkami as an excuse to close his room door to have more privacy with y/n. Okay hyunjin 👀
When hyunjin read seonghwa’s text but they also perfectly match how he felt that night - “‘You were so hot at the party. I wish I kissed you’”. Seonghwa speaking hyunjin’s mind
Im curious if mingyu is gonna make an appearance ??? Are we gonna see some confrontation go down between him & hyunjin???
I also find it weird how Hana is so opposed to change because of her personality - she’s so outgoing, spontaneous, and unpredictable, her personality also suits the city vibe so I’m surprised she is so against the city
Ahh I really can’t wait for the next chapter. SLWY is taking over my life, i’m way too emotionally invested in this and think about SLWY more often than you would believe but that really goes to show how amazing of a writer you are because you manage to elicit such strong emotions and attachment from your readers! The wait for a new chapter is like the wait for a tv series season premiere. You’re amazing jade, keep doing what you are doing! The effort, care, and attention to detail you put into your chapters do not go unnoticed so take your time to write even though I dread it but like I said it’s always well worth the wait! Take care jade!
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hii 🥺 this is for part 10,,, sorry for being late :(
it definitely was the cursed party haha, poor boy :( and yup, muses indeed 😚
you’re so right !! they were so honest and open in part 10, in all of the things they told each other without holding back. we love to see it 🫶🏻
hahahaha kkami being an excuse😭 perhaps you’re right 👀
i love that you pointed it out haha, hyunjin reading out seonghwa’s text is also just him saying out loud what he felt too :(
this message is so sweet, oh my gosh. thank you so so much :( im so happy you enjoy my story and look forward and wait for every part, it’s so exciting for me too - to finally share the chapter and then read all of your reactions and opinions. it’s my favorite thing to look forward to, so thank you so much :(
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Hello, thanks for your long answer! Btw I didn't think the first chapter of Blacklist was bad or anything (but I understand you might not be happy with it personally), I just wasn't sure if the stories would be my style. I don't always love bad boy stories, so I often drop them, especially if there's smut involved very early on and it makes no sense whatsoever.
I think Seonghwa was an asshole and a little bitch boy initially, but he did come across as genuine at times and in the end was still a flawed human with unresolved issues. I'm glad you gave us an open ending that was still hopeful. I think Y/N and Hwa have a future together, but it won't come easy and it shouldn't, because Y/N needs to trust him fully. The chemistry is there, they can communicate quite well, but Seonghwa needs to earn it. I love a slow burn and I love enemies to lovers, but unless the fic is long and detailed as hell I'm not gonna believe people who truly despised each other are suddenly lovey dovey! So your ending was just right imo. And the fact we had a time jump also makes it better, months have passed yet Seonghwa was still into Y/N and this time for the right reasons, and decided to come back and try again. This is a good sign. But I'm glad Y/N stood her ground. I think they may figure things out together eventually and I think Seonghwa deserves a chance after all, but he needs to put a lot of work into it.
And one more thing, I appreciate that Y/N had flaws as well, Seonghwa did call her out on her behaviour too. It's not like they were on the same level, lol because Hwa fucked up a few times, but I understand that Y/N's attitude was a bit upsetting as well.
no bc i completely understand 😭 i am the biggest anti-smut person ever and will look for any excuse in the world to not write it (and i kind of found one for blacklist lol) but all jokes aside, i am also not a very big fan of smut scenes where i cannot personally see the logic behind it. like what is the dynamic about the two at this point that they'll agree to such an act, y'know. bc the process can indeed be just very quick and dirty, but it is also a very intimate process that has a lot of power in taking the relationship to a new level. which is why i could not give it to seonghwa and y/n at the time or else yall would've gotten a very toxic smut scene (the first time in his car) 😭 which i am embarrassed to say, almost was gunna b the case.
more under the cut again dskdkjsajkdsjasd
but yes to everything you said. if i truly was to rlly develop their relationship fully to something that is more definite as opposed to the more open ending, it would've gone forever 😭 which was why i said at one point, i was afraid this series was gonna b longer than my last one (that is 100k words) but the potential for them is definitely there, tho it gets crazier the more i think about it bc of how different both their worlds are (even im not sure how his parents would feel about y/n) but we not gonna go there. we can just assume it goes well tho, bc my inspiration for hwa's character and the dynamic between him and y/n comes from f4 thailand's thyme and gorya 🥰 and they had a very happy ending.
also def, i tried to make y/n's flaws apparent (like her losing it with sumi and hongjoong and going to seonghwa out of spite) also the retelling of her past, since she was mostly known to just be self righteous and outspoken, but she is also not perfect <3
once again, ty anon, for taking the time to send me this message and share your thoughts, as well as to allow me to share mine 💕 u r not obligated to respond or reply to all of it. just know i appreciate it 🥰 and if there's a chance of u making future reappearances, feel free to give urself an emoji of your choice <3
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Spread love to fanfic writers! Answer these questions about your fanfics then send this to 5 other fanfic writers 💙 Name a fic you loved writing the most. Name a fic that others loved but you didn’t care for as much. Name a fic you had the most fun writing. Name a fic that you are the most proud of. Name a fic that you wish had gotten more recognition. Name your happiest/saddest/most comedic fics!
hello lovely! thank you so much for sending in an ask that makes an excuse for me to talk about my fics. love and kisses <3
— Okay, the fic I’ve loved writing the most is Heart Attack. I’ve just had so much fun creating the story and characterizing everyone and I genuinely love this au so much so I hope everyone else comes to love it as much as I do as I continue posting chapters
—A fic that people loved but I didn’t care for is probably Cultural Differences or Jean’s Eyes. I just like lost motivation for Cultural Differences and I don’t really like how I was writing it. Like I liked the concept but I feel like I was doing too much with it yk? And I wrote Jean’s Eyes in literally five minutes and I don’t get why people love it so much 😭
— I had so much fun writing Good Grief. I’m still working on it but you guys this fix is so anxlanpc. Like I dread writing it simply because I don’t want it to be over but I had SO MUCH FUN writing it actually
— Good Grief is also the fic I’m proudest of right now, but I’m also extremely proud of Heart Attack (again) because I just put so much time into both and I think they turned out amazing
— Okay, the fic I wish had gotten more recognition is The River. It’s one of my favorite songs and I feel like I did really good on the one shot but for some reason it’s gotten so little attention I feel like??? (it might have to do with the fact that most everyone has migrated to jjk but alas 😔)
— Okay, my happiest fic is probably Heart Stopping. It’s just. It has that vibe. My saddest fic I think depends. It’s between Good Grief (although it’s not really sad) and “I’m Coming…” And then I have no unit fics because I myself am not funny thus I cannot embody that in writing 💀
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