#if real life lets me haha

[randomyuu]

there's a lover in the story, but the story's still the same

Ahh, don’t you love it when fear motivates your drawing mood? (not really)

That’s what I felt reading the scene that is drawn below. It’s fear for Yuuji but also feeling excited picturing an emotionless teen!Gojou so here I am. Always down bad for Vox’s Goyuu fics, aren’t I? *sighs*

Welp, here we go.

Title: there’s a lover in the story, but the story’s still the same

Author: @voxofthevoid

Second fic of the series there’s a lover in the story, but the story’s still the same

Pairing YuuGo, NSFW, please read the tags carefully before giving it a read... the usual drill ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

!!! SPOILER FOR THE FIC !!!

Highly recommend you guys to read them first. Or not, it’s up to you honestly :v

Usually I would gush about the fic but I’ve already done that under the fic itself so I just want you to know this comic is solely carried by me wanting to draw the ticking time bomb called teen!Gojou-post-discussion-with-adult!Ieiri. You could probably guess what they’re talking about :”)

The fear for Yuuji’s well-being started this, but Satoru’s cold eyes kept me going. I can’t get rid of it from my mind lmao

You can say drawing these kind of expressions is my jam   (￣▽￣)

I hope I did Satoru’s emotions justice haha

A bit of my thoughts and doodle below. Unhinged maybe, it’s midnight, I got more work to do after this, and my brain cells are barely hanging on. Haha I'm living the life-

I AM STILL REELING FROM THE FACT I MANAGED TO GET THIS DONE.

There are so many things I want to talk about in the process of making this. But after I typed it out, most of them sounded so unnecessary so I rewrote it a few times. I tried to make this as short as possible lmao

Typesetting and sketching are the roughest parts of this project. During these stages, I kept feeling everything I did wasn’t doing the scene enough justice, and it was frustrating. As I planned this project, I read a few doujins and noticed the font types scanlation teams use. There are so many of them, and each helped convey the tone of each image. Felt like crying when I realised I’m not knowledgeable enough to apply good typesetting, ngl. And then the interior design. Fuck, the frustration is so real. I am absolutely clueless about this kind of thing. Tracing lots of references because I have no perception of space makes me feel even worse. I knew first times rarely create a masterpiece, but I was not satisfied with my accomplishment and the feeling of failing to fulfil my own expectations hurt.

BUT.

Thank goodness most of the things I need to draw are Shouko, Yuuji and Satoru. Because dear g o d drawing them healed me. I found so much comfort in drawing Shouko’s long hair and Satoru’s eyes and drowning Yuuji in an oversized hoodie. The comfort zone of character drawing never feels so real lmaooo

Drawing them was so effective that I can look back at the backgrounds with acceptance. Hey, I did it! Not perfect just yet, but I did it!

Haha I feel like I’m losing my mind. I don’t know if it’s in a good way or a bad way. Guess I do have one or two screws loose.

Only for Yuuji lmao

(nah I just need sleep, or cooling down from the rush of having finished this)

It might come off as a surprise if you’ve only seen my art on Tumblr, but I’ve always preferred to draw feminine-leaning ladies. I’ve always loved drawing their curves, whether it’s the figure, the clothes, or the (long) hair. But I’ve grown to like drawing masculine gentlemen as well with their sharp edges and straight lines, and now my ladies start to look more androgynous lmao

Anyway, I was pretty stoked to be able to draw adult!Ieiri! I… I kind of miss drawing long hair so here have some more before you go on your day ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

#yuu's art #jjk-fic-fanart #jjk-ship #五悠 #goyuu #goyu #5u #gojou x yuuji #I'll see you sometime later #if real life lets me haha #:")

[luuxxart]

almost forgot to post my comic for the @onedayakeshuake here !!!!

leftover sales end Sept. 30th, so if you want to hold our old man art in your hands, grab your copies today!!!

#persona 5 #uncle Adachi au #goro akechi #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #old man shuake #VIVA LA OLD MEN!!!! #i mentioned on Twitter that I’m really happy to be able now to draw old man Akira without zine spoilers #and i haven’t drawn him yet #but It’s coming trust me #y’all are gonna see so much old man Akira I love him sm #his design is based both on Magnum PI and on Zenkichi while Akechi is just. Adachi #oh and a little bit of Spencer Reid ofc #Akechi also has crows feet bc . haha crows #valu said Akira reminds her of Greg universe which. yeah valid #i should give them a kid #i honestly still can’t believe the mods let me throw the uncle Adachi au in this zine lmao #anyway pls enjoy I had a lot of fun with this and y’all should hold this physically. eyeball these old men in the real life #we’ve got so many good artists and writers in here who had a lot of fun #and the charity is fantastic #so pls. im begging. Buy

[mylifeiscomics]

Part 39 - College AU

Read the first 3 chapters here

Previous - Next

@deardiary17 @mizzingyou @i-belong-in-a-retirement-home @kittenwhodidntwanttogiveup @septic-dr-schneep @queenlovett If anyone else wants to be tagged because I update pretty irregularly let me know.

#nine x rose #college au #ninth doctor #rose tyler #au #fan comic #fan art #ninerose #doctor x rose #time petals #TARDIS #obviously I imagine without DW you would have a hard time finding police box things haha #meanwhile my house is full of them #its that thing now when people see the TARDIS they gotta buy it for me- like people into roosters or cats... me its police boxes lol #I love it though- lets be real #imagine they do a TikTok in 20 years of TARDIS kitchens the way they do rooster kitchens- grape kitchens- goose kitchens etc #(I grew up in a mushroom kitchen fyi... merry mushrooms for life man)

[polithicc]

me yesterday to my therapist: yeah im done talking to my ex, it's joever for real this time

me knowing it's my birthday next week and also our favorite singer is releasing a new album: unless

#this is a JOKE #we dont talk anymore and i need to keep it that way for my sanity #me to me: stop being a clown and letting that woman into your life #also me: haha we're friends! this is fine! #im being so normal about this and that is why im not dating anymore #single for real era baby!! #you guys should yell at me every time i speak about her #like you nknow what #next time i talk about her dm me and i will venmo you $5

[catlokis-blog]

just got reminded proshippers exist... dni if you're one of those guys!

#i wanna go back to my little mental globe of when i forgot you guys were real life. #haha what do you mean people genuinely think that's hot and sexy. ew! #dni list #cats thoughts #got reminded bc people were talking about proshippers in the hlvrai fanbase and i was like. haha what! #why cant everyting just be curated to me. in my little circle of mutuals! #anyways also let me know if i ever rb from a proshipper pls. i dont want to do that #sorry im acting kinda Weird proshippers just make me feel Weird and i try to cover it up by acting Weird

[dennisboobs]

misery

#i have so much i want to do with this fic the options are kind of overwhelming #and im trying to keep it canon compliant which is. almost an impossible task lol #like... timeline wise. #ada speaks #its just. breaking dennis. tearing him down to his absolute lowest and having him pretend he's so fucking normal while he loses his mind #and then season 13 starts :))) and haha havent you missed me guys i didn't miss you and everything is fine & normal #i didn't just have the absolute worst year of my life and have my ego ground to dust #after trying so hard to be the best i possibly can. opening myself up and being vulnerable and real and failing so hard. so spectacularly. #i've just confirmed my worst fears of being like my father. couldnt hack it as a dad. i'm giving up and accepting that i'm truly worthless. #but i'm still the same old dennis. haha. heehee. i'm back. is anyone going to ask why. no? ok. cool. good. let's pretend everything is fine #business as usual.

[hraishin]

oh wait it's gender dysphoria time .

#sitting in the living room at 1 am dreaming with a binder or top surgery #i think this one has been ongoing since friday to be honest because of the graduation pictures #the group picture my class chose is the one where my body is very apparent so haha #being fat and trans is not fun and yet my anxiety makes me eat a lot whenever I'm like this #lets go guys time to just pretend life is not real again #syd rambles

[vvanessaives]

OC DUALITY + TRAGEDY ROLE

i was tagged by @risingsh0t @morvaris @devilbrakers to take this quiz and by @indorilnerevarine and @girlbosselrond to take this other quiz for my ocs. thank you all soso much!!!

i'm super late to this and i'm sure these already made rounds so i'm tagging whoever wants to do this <3

— oc duality:

god-hungry scientist and their abominable child

you stitched something together inside of yourself and gave it life with light from the sky and now it won't die it and you can't kill it because part of you loves it and you're not quite right in the head or the person you used to be but at the end of the day it's simply a beast of sadness. you crave the mercy you didn't get from your creators and so i'm telling you please forgive yourself. please hold the monster by the hand.

bandmates with firecracker sexual chemistry

you are like shooting stars. you are misguided and magnetic and drawn to your loves without hesitation. something about you gulps down anything it finds. and you're fun, and you stick your tongue out to anyone, and we love you for it with kisses and pulls of the hair. you will be remembered in fascination and jealousy. you are unforgettable.

— tragedy role:

misunderstood villain

prepare for an onslaught of both the most dehumanizing and hateful takes, and flood of thirst comments. you are chronically misunderstood. whether or not you're actually evil is debatable. you may be acting out for revenge, to defend someone you love, or even just to protect yourself. you're a pretty jaded person. you don't trust or even really like most people. maybe you did at one point. but that part of you is gone, and you don't go a single day without grieving it. you think a lot about what your life could have been. you're stuck in the past. you're angry and maybe you don't even want to be, but this is the only way you can see to survive. you're open, but less in a trusting way and more like a wound. you don't like to let people see you, but the hurt spills out of you before you can stop it. you're impulsive, even as you try hard to plan and prepare. maybe someday your side of the story will finally be heard. until then, you can convince yourself that being hated is safer anyway.

tortured love interest

you're so hot. sorry about the horrors. you're the kind of person people immediately notice. whether you have a distinct style, are more outgoing, or are just plain beautiful, you make an impression. people usually feel the need to protect you, which probably frustrates you to no end. you're not weak! you're not fragile! you're not helpless! but the people in your life tend to disagree. maybe it's your lover, the protagonist, trying to keep you out of their own turmoil. maybe it's someone responsible for you in some way, keeping you away from your lover, while they head down an increasingly dark path. regardless, all you really want is a sense of autonomy! unfortunately, you're very likely to die before that happens. the audience will be so caught up in the grief your death causes the protagonist that they forget to grieve you as a person. you deserved better, but unfortunately this is not your story. maybe it should have been.

#tag games #oc: vesper #oc: fenix #oc: violante #oc: ruven #going off about the results in the tags now sorry <3 #vesper's making me insane like. 'you stitched something together inside of yourself' // 'and now it won't die and you can't kill it because #part of you loves it' much johnny vibes here haha xoxo killing myself u know. the concept itself of sharing so much with him bc they are #forced together that when he's gone it's like a part of her is gone too. i'm fine <3 now it won't die and you can't kill it BC IT'S FOREVER #A PART OF YOU!!! DYING. fenix's one made me :') just my boy being loved for once in his life love that for u king #the tragedy role ones are so funny bc it's literally all SO TRUEEEE #every single word for violante is so real. she's evil okay we must admit that. she does fucked up shit but bc there's so much fucked #up shit behind her which yea. i'm excusing her actions i'm promoting them even #ruven's is literally soooooo funny. diagnosed with love interest of the main protagonist (violante) JFHFDSKJFNSDKJ SO REAL #even if they aren't actually lovers but toxic bitches still that 'you want a sense of autonomy' (=desire for power. trying to kill vio for #it) 'you're very likely to die before that happens' (=vio killing him before he can kill her). okay king we are all crying for u sorry #that happened but let's be honest here he deserved it. he's terrible. violante was terrible. they had each other for a while at least <3

[orcelito]

Finally doing some emotional processing ✌

#speculation nation #went thru old pictures with my sister to find things of my uncle #to display during the funeral :p #and i ended up crying. look at me go! actually letting myself feel things for once. #in large part it's the knowledge that such a permanent fixture of my life is now gone #my fun loving and mischievous uncle... #it's hard to say goodbye to someone so soon. he was younger than my dad even. #but cancer doesnt descriminate with people's ages haha #i spent the past week compartmentalizing like crazy & not letting myself process it at all #so it just did not feel real. i was far too removed from it all. #but now im in familiar ground. spaces he's been in. as recently as last christmas. #i've... been dealing with far too much death lately. #it has me going through life in doubt. because you never know when it'll be the last time you see someone. #life can be normal and then theyre gone. and there's no real way to predict it. #i know ive been writing a Grief Fic but like @ life maybe give me a break for a few years lol. just maybe. #i guess it's been almost 4 years since my grandma died. doesnt feel like it's been that long tho #my grandpa died in 2018. my grandma in 2019. my cat sammy in 2021. my cat cassy may 2023. and now my uncle july 3rd 2023 #too much death. too much fucking death. can i Please get a break for at least 5 years? please and thank you? #im just... really tired of loss. #negative/ #death/ #animal death ment/

[theood]

s/o 2 my cousin for actually having my.back and lying to my.mom abt if im on anything. Real actual mvp thanks for that ily keep it up

#elias howls #moms asking if im on anything #girl i fucking tried 2 get you to be ok with me being on T I asked and offered to let tou go with me first appt to ask questions and you go #t all uppity and 'oh no no dont change your body :((( no thats scary for me and it makes me sad! no dont change the body I gave you!' #like. gosh. i wonder why I did it behind your back. thats a real thinker. might need a college professor or even a team of experts for this #like. damn! 7 times comimg out where you ignore the coming out part and seem real uncomfortable when I voice youre hurting me. i want to lo #ve you. i want you in my life but ypu makw it so fucking hard. like ive thought abt going low contact when I move out. thatd hurt you so m #uch and I dont wanna but what other choices do i have when you want to see the person whos dead? *im* here. look at me. see me. say my name #. Elias. It isn't hard #like ok w/e im losing all my family once I move out and im even more loud and proud and me itz fine it doesn't weigh me down at all haha #ive been thinking a lot recently. i dont think my memere will taks the news well. shes so fucking important to me. if I lose her in my life #? yeah. i don't know. but its probably gonna happen. andni havent prepared myself for it at all bc i want to believe she loves me for me bu #t. i don't know. im everyone's little girl. i can't be anything else. a blessing to my family. and im tainting her image by declaring mysel #f as something as unhoyl as a transsexual. what a curse. what a blight to the family.

[lilgynt]

i want to blow up my coworkers BRAIN

#personal #they are so fucking annoying and can never not have the convo related to them #like one somebody was asking about my hair which relates to my dad #so i’m like yeah cut and dyed it to keep up with my dads care haha #and then they were talking about my last colors brown and red and this coworker who has red got brought in #and then they go into LENGTH about how they needed to bleach their hair after their birds death #they had the bird for like a week too #and then the death of a different pet and was just laying into it during a meeting #which should piss me off more like oh ur gonna steer a conversation about my dads health to ur fucking pets. kys #then rn i got an agressive called and got called a little shit and was going over it with my boss #and was explaining something and said if it’s looks off that might be me i mix up letters sometimes #and this fucker just CHIMES in like dyslexia is bitch! and so is the one for math or whatever the name is #and it’s like one wasn’t even talking to you two separate thing all together three #i’m not diagnosed with dyslexia but let’s say i have it stop fucking telling people other peoples disabilities #like they have done this MUTIPLE times just casually bringing up my autism or other shit and it’s like???? can i help you #stop mentioning this at my fucking work place #like i get ur disabilities are like cool trading cards and shit but any that i do happen to have are real facets of my life that maybe! #i don’t want shared at work! #and even that i could forgive but worst all #this coworker is so annoying. and cringe. walking 2013 mental health post on tumblr #they used to ask me for rides home too without even knowing me and i did it like twice before i had to cut that shit bc they just #started expecting it #anyway i hate them and i have to hear about their sister tried to kill them one more fucking weekend i’m getting touch with said sister to #finish the dam job

[jankillbride]

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#the sctir brain rot is real even tho I haven’t picked it back up in literal months #just thinking about Han Yoojin and Yoohyun and Yerim and this is why I write fic for them. cause I just. SCREAM #I’m dumping a lot of my thoughts into the authors notes so that when I post it hopefully tmrw I can inflict damage #but it’s just. I love them so much. I have so many agonies scenarios for them #hyj loves his brother so much that he can’t just let him die nor be alone. he’s constructed his whole life of being a caretaker #and if he can’t be a caretaker then what is he? what has he spent his entire life doing? #hyh loves his brother so much that he knows that he can’t get hyj to leave him even if hyh is sure that’s the only way hyj can be safe #not that he wants it of course but he breaks away from hyj so violently because he’s seventeen and he misses his brother and he’s hurting #but this is the only way he can see to actually take care of his brother for once #cause there’s also the guilt you know? my situation is very different from there’s but I’m also a younger sibling lol #and don’t get me started on yerim… oh yerim my childddd #I think about scenarios for all of them and I’m like ach it’s all about love #and it’s the fact that love isn’t the only thing that goes into a relationship #veering more into au territory but the brothers love each other very much but that doesn’t mean that hyh isn’t afraid or bitter thinking #that yerim is sort of a redo/better version of him #cause like Yoojin is older now and more prepared to actually take care of a child and yerim is more outwardly likeable than Yoohyun ever was #and it goes on and on and on and damn I really need to do he #*hw. so gotta leave this rant in the tags #but YEAH anywyas that’s why I hate it when people are just like yh is possessive haha! like you don’t GET it. #esp when people take that to then mean shopping time 🤮🤢🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 #jkb.talk

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#the depressy hitting agains ✌🏻 #i feel the weight of the world on my shoulders rn #woo! #there's absolutely nothing i can do to change my life right now it's all out of my reach #HELL YEAH! #i do not understand the point of literally anything!! #i'm like ''the world is ending let's just have fun'' and then i DON'T have fun #haha yeah! #my life is fully pointless. i'm not changing the world. i'm don't talk to people so it's not like i'm making someone's day brighter #AND i'm not even having fun #what's the fucking point then?! #i crave death :D #the only thing that would fix like 90% of my problems is literally as simple as ✨money✨ #and i'm fucking poor #not-making-it-to-the-end-of-the-month poor but also i have food and a roof so i can't really complain #guess what i also have... GUILT ISSUES!!! #yeaaaahhhh #i want to die pls #like honestly just unfollow me at this point. i'm bringing the party down lol #no but for real complaining on this hellsite is the only thing in my power right now so i will probably continue #so pls unfollow me if you're dealing with your own shit #and if my stupid rants are annoying or maddening <3 #angel talks #personal

[robinsnest2111]

🫂

oh man where do I even begin??? you're a super skilled artist with the most badass fashion sense, and you're so nice as well!!!! I love seeing you pop up in my notifications and on my dash (art and ratties!!!) and!!!! I honestly treasure every message and comment 😭💕

#miroyuuu #ask robin #ahhhh sorry for letting my AWESOME FANDOM MUTUAL AAHHHHHH feels get the better of me orz #i guess i'm still a little starstruck 🙈 which is SO SILLY but i'm working on being less starstruck haha #we're all just regular humans here (i think) #anyway thank you for being patient. answering asks is harder than i anticipated #esp. with real life throwing so many obstacles in my way orz

[theartinmyheart]

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#this medication I’m on now has been given me the craziest dreams #like they’ve always been wild but these are actually crazy #they’re not even nightmares they’re like.. intense thrillers #the worst part is that I’ll wake up in the middle of a real terrifying part #and then fall back asleep just for the dream to be like #ok redo. now let’s do this part differently so that it’s scarier this time #like what the fuck. how is my brain doing that to me?? #it’s like a reflection of my life too tbh which is so rude #like haha ok you survived that but now can you survive this?? like bitch #anyways. #I’m about to jump off the damn roof.

[pears-trinkets]

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#the whole vet situation gives me such trauma whiplash im too busy with that that i havent really given myself a chance to process today #all i can think about is how painful eating must be for mischa #i noticed she slowed down a bit and wouldnt eat kibble or hard snacks but i thought it might be one single tooth ache idk #i actually thought she was doing better because she slowed down because she has been gulping down food way too fast since the shelter #the last time she had tooth problems like 2-3 years ago i asked a friend to come with me to the vet and she said omg yes of course #and then she resumed texting me normal stuff throughout the day of the appointment and only after i didnt reply the whole day she noticed #like 10 hours too late she was like OH SHIT HAHA!! and this is literally what happens every time when i ask someone to be there for me #when i make myself really vulnerable and ask for help and say that i cant do something alone they let me down #while knowing that i have no one else #i asked my mom to come to the vet once and she literally only talked about herself the whole time distracting me #and then she was like haha yeah lets just drop off the cat at home and go get some lunch hihi!!!! #she never remembers vet appointments even when we just talked about them and loves making fun of me for being stressed and tense #like OH NO WONDER YOU WERE MOODY like im on my period or something #i texted a friend about mischas health issues and me losing my job and she hasnt replied since january and doesnt really talk to me anymore #so i guess that friendship is done too #ill have to go there on thursday alone and overdraft my account and wait until the evening and care for mischa all alone #i cant even talk with someone about this because no one understands or judges my emotions and no one cares anyway #and then ill have to go back to work where everyone knows that i will be gone soon and will pester me about it #they all think of me as a temporary intern anyway and ask WHEN WILL YOU GO FIND A REAL JOB while they make me do theirs #everything and everyone at that job is so horrible and so many people leave and they never learn #a colleague i helped teaching everything suddenly turned on me &my other colleague & made our lives miserable while badmouthing us viciously #and everyone in the office chose her over us and let her get away with it while she screamed at us and behaved like a child #its so ironic how i stayed because i needed money to live and now when i go i will have 0 because of the surgery #i mean its worth it but like #what the fuck is life and what will it fucking be next month