#if i could i would do it myself but i cant so

[ravennaortiz]

Juices Sex Shop Adventures Story 2

Summary:Juices first sex shop experience- Excited version

As always 18+

“Babe!” called Juice as he stood at the bottom of the stairs nervously tapping his right foot as he glanced at the time on his phone. “Not to rush you but I need you to hurry up. Like on my knees begging love.” He grinned as he heard your laughter and footsteps. He knew better after all the years being with you to ever dare rush you but he figured you would pardon him this once.  “You better be planning on apologizing real well and very long when we get home mister” you chided as you got to the bottom of the stairs poking him in the chest before kissing him on the nose.

Juice smirked before pulling you towards the door as he grabbed his car keys off the hook. “Yeah yeah. Keep sassing me and I’mma make you beg for that long apology like a good girl” stated Juice with a glance over his shoulder at you as you snorted and shook your head. “Hmm one of us will be begging and I assure you my good boy it will not be me” you replied as you got to the car as Juice laughed as he opened the door for you. “I’m going to let that slide. Rest assured if we had time I would bend your ass over right here and make you regret that continued sassy attitude you have” replied Juice as he caged you in against the car making you squirm slightly for a moment before kissing your forehead.

“I can’t believe the line is so short” stated Juice as he parked and turned the car off. “Almost like people in a small town that had a boycott about the sex shop don’t want it” you replied with a laugh. Juice ignored your comment as he got out and walked around to get your door. “But the first 10 people get a bunch of free shit not to mention couples get a whole box of goodies and a fifty percent off your first whole purchase” he stated reasonably.

 “Some people just don’t get it like you do babe” you replied as you both made your way to the line to wait. You smiled as you watched Juice bounce from foot to foot his goofy grin never leaving his face as you waited to enter. He was like a kid waiting to spend his allowance on candy. This was his first time being in a sex shop and to say he was excited was a serious understatement. He had been talking about this for months and had planned his whole week around the opening of the shop.

“This is better than I imagined” whispered Juice as the two of you made your way through the shop after checking in and getting your free stuff set to the side. His eyes wide as he took in all the displays and pictures. You chuckled as you watched him browse through the lace panties, of course those would catch his eye first you thought. He was like a kid in the candy store for sure. “Think we will get these” he stated as he held a pair up to your waist. “Give me a turn around so I can picture what they look like from behind” he stated as he twirled his finger in the air. You rolled your eyes playfully but obliged. A sharp smack to your ass had you whipping around. “Juan Carlos Ortiz” you scolded smacking his hand as he laughed. “Sorry it just was looking at me and I couldn’t stop myself. It was begging for a touch” Juice replied as he tossed the panties in three different colors into the basket by his feet.

 1 hour later

“Babe I think we can always come back for more if we want to” you laughed as you watched Juice struggling to decide what else to put in the overflowing baskets. “True true. “Laughed Juice as he mat your eyes. “I just want to make sure we have enough for this week. Not used to having all this uninterrupted time off and want to make the most of it.” Before you could say an older woman appeared next to you. “Can I get you another basket Mr Ortiz?” inquired the older woman who they had come to know as Pam who was the owner. “No I think this is it for the day Pam. Thank you” stated Juice as she took the basket for him. Once she was out of earshot Juice pulled you to him. “Cant wait to get you home. I have a list of what we will be using and In what order and how long” he murmured into your ear as his lips grazed that sweet spot on your neck.

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[faerunsbest]

Break up?

Rolan is guarded in a million ways and even when he lets you in its hard to find your way any deeper. Tav wants to love him but hes got so much trauma the stress practically hold him together. He has trouble sleeping at night and will almost never admit its a nightmare and when he does he wont tell Tav what it was about.

but sometimes he'll let them put their arms around him until he can sleep again. Other times the insomnia just sits under his eyes and he wont acknowledge it, Tav has to word requests from him carefully to make him rest with them.

but sometimes he lashes out, nothing cruel per say but he gets overwhelmed and cant handle being touched held and for days on end and Tav is kept at bay until he's calm enough to close the gap. Its happened again and this time when he slams the door, Tav clenches their eyes shut and grits their teeth before just knocking. No answer as always, he's there and he can hear them.

"I know you don't care right now, this right here isn't whats concerning you and i cant help you because you wont tell me. but what i do know is, every time you do this. you break my heart and i just have to put myself back together all by myself until you feel like coming out again."

There's a pause and the quiet remains, hes listening.

"I love when you love me, I just wish it was real. I wish you loved me the way I love you."

A short swish of fabric behind the door, he'd turned to listen more closely.

"You know, the first time you did this to me, I cried so hard i thought i would die. I always cried over this cause I was so scared of what was wrong and why would you just let me help and you get every time i want to be...i don't know. closer to you? That's what this is supposed to be isn't it?"

Rolan leaned back against the wall.

"Isn't it sad? its been two years and i know nothing, i don't know what keeps you up at night. I don't what triggers these episodes and i miss you all the time. I try so hard to love because i know in a few days you'll lock yourself and ill be all alone again. "

Tav could hear his hand on the door knob.

"I know its a bad time, you don't deserve this. but neither do I. so I love you and i wish that was enough. But I'll be off now."

Tav waited a moment, they could hear his breath hitch, he was right there, all he had to do was turn the damn knob. After a heavy sigh Tav left packing up everything in the spare room they'd got used to sleeping in. On the way out Cal and Lia gave a warm hug making Tav promise they still keep in touch. and they weren't mad they understood.

#i like to think he would take some time to work on his issues before chasing them down again #rolan #bg3

[parelmoer]

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#someone with better facilities than me should make one of those fan edits of trevor zegras to brutal by olivia rodrigo #obviously including the iconic last ducks game of the season temper tantrum #just a +/- 3 min video of him experiencing ducks hockey and losing his will to live basically #because it IS brutal out there #and also he's not cool or smart and he definitely cannot parallel park #if i could i would do it myself but i cant so

[ittybittybumblebee]

the plunge

#the joker #batman #i feel like i couldve executed the better but whatevs. #smashes bmy fist into conkreet .i wish i could do character dialouge well id b writing so much stuff 2 go with drawings it would b rlly nea #it would b cool #i like to obsess over characters ways of speaking but then i doubt myself on being able 2 replicate the cadence #feel like im clumsy w that #anyway it varies from comic to comic of cours ebut the jokers little quirks and habits of speech r rlly fun 2 read #as other characters of course but theres something specific abt him hes just. mhyeah LMAO anyway #get rid of the tags cant let my normal followers now i think the joker is neat/lh #my art #ittybittydraws

[themoonstonechronicler]

Exactly one person asked me to continue drawing spren as dragons, and I will take any excuse I can get, so here you go! Simple drawings of dragon Syl, Pattern, Wyndle, and Timbre!

#patterns wings were so fun to work on you guys #and i really liked how venli turned out #or her hand at least #ive never drawn singers before so im pretty happy #hehe i gave wyndle his moustaches #i might draw dragon glys and tumi later #but for now this was all i could motivate myself to do #ivory isnt on here because i cant draw ivory normally #so dragon ivory would be worse probably #stormlight archive #cosmere #stormlight fanart #syl #sylphrena #pattern stormlight #timbre stormlight #venli #wyndle #spren #artists on tumblr #my art

[puppyeared]

i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed

#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant #its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things #we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt? #i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an #me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could #feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly #accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore #what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back #with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other?? #why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used #to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this?? #i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting #for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our #bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us?? #im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70 #yapping #vent

[goobygnarp]

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#good grief im gettin a lil tired of seeing 'DONT DO THIS' kinda art videos #i very much understand its a youtube thing and that clickbait names and thumbs get the views and attention needed #but it doesnt mean it doesnt annoy me or that I cant be annoyed by it #sometimes i just see it in tutorial pictures too #but the large DONTS with red Xs near the supposed ''wrong'' way of drawing is so demotivating #people start and draw in many ways than one #its what makes art their own #but when videos or tutorial posts are made and show the ''WRONG'' way to go about it #its like scolding the new artist or long time artist with that style that they're doing it wrong and that its bad #no matter the intention its not the way to go about helping artists learn to draw #and in my personal opinion #the click bait ''DONT DO THIS WHEN DRAWING'' thing is what keeps me from actually watching the vids #i get theyre probably helpful but i don't like that I have to feel some NEED or DESIRE to click on a vid cause I feel like I did a thing #wrong or that i never should have done it at all #i wish i could see more 'here are some tips that helped me #kinda vids cause yes i would love to learn what helped you rather than being or feeling wronged for drawing in a way that isn't theirs #im rambling but i have been seeing a lot of 'DONT DO THIS' NEVER DO THIS' 'IF YOURE DOING THIS STOP NOW' kinda art vids #im speakin for myself here #but im an artist sifting through art youtube or spaces always willing to learn new ways of improving my art #i dont need to feel click baited like the next 3am don't this kid to learn how to improve my inking skills #if it was more a 'this is my personal preference and I wanna share it with my audience and maybe teach some things' kinda vid #id watch that too #but im just so tired of seeing art youtube going down this need to tell folks 'YOURE DOING IT ALL WRONG. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY"

[icewindandboringhorror]

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

#cats #I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol #I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh #I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day #so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the #writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird #to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in #it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something #''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way #you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj #Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future'' #things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up #with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just #stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house #in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty #that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn #There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not #even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy #birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public #ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take #anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some #things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like #2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were #playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol.. #Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my #evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas

[ef-1]

girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year. #when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍 #not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :) #like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢 #and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up- #when people mention it 😍 #last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her) #and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook” #and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?” #im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

[skitskatdacat63]

Seb Malaysia 2010 comp because it is my favorite Seb hair

#me obsessed with you? yes. yes I am #there are of course many other pics from this gp that i like #but this post is for me to be unhinged abt his hair okay.... #he just looks so angelic to me???? very cherubic???? #the ringlets in the front of his hair....im...just...adsjlskjl #but this to me is his perfect 2010 hair length #he just looks so pretty....like i really cant understate how pretty he looks in these pics #i dont even remember why i was looking at this gp in specific but his angelic looks have bewitched me #but yes incredibly self indulgent bcs im just so entranced w these pics #at least twice a wk i have some unhinged moment where i cant contain my love for him and thats this post #btw that very first pic is the whole reason i made this post its literally been haunting my brain #how many pics can you post of one man at one gp? #me: yes #if i could i would post literally every picture i have from this gp(its too many) but i tried to restrict myself #key word: “tried” #sebastian vettel #2010 malaysian gp #sv5 #red bull seb #we do a little bit of f1

[why-the-heck-not]

Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????

#it’s stupid #cant sleep cant eat over ’’ppl are paying attention to me for 20minutes or so’’ #i hate this so so much #bc like I KNOW it’s overreacting and unreasonable and it never is as bad as I think but knowing that won’t do shit for the anxiety #like it will he here until I’m back home tmrw after having presented it #at least it’s only like a day of this anymore but I don’t have the energy for this for even one more goddamn minute #literally what could happen in that presentation that would be worse than feeling like this?? #the realistic worst case possible is that I lose my train of thought or have a ’’brain doesnt work’’ moment and have to take like 20secs to #gather myself and like maybe if someone asks a question I don’t have an answer to #but like I won’t die or anything #even if it’d be awkward (it will be awkward) that’s legit nothing #I’m ’’just some guy’’ to the ppl and after leaving the building they’ll never think abt my stupid ass presentation again #so wHY cant I fucking chill #april 2024 #2024

[northern-passage]

Lea :-)

#forcing myself to post this so i stop messing with it lmfao #after the roach one i wanted to try something less stylized #still kinda stylized. failed step 1 #hrm cant decide if i actually like this but it was fun #i love drawing my little guys facing 3/4ths to the right on a white background #tho i do wish i could draw my own characters consistently.. would be nice for them to be recognizable </3 #but i am proud of my art progress this past year... i usually do a portrait of my hawke every year to see the difference #but i havent done that since 2020 i think... #lea chen #tnp art

[astranauticus]

i think these two should interact

#arknights #art i made #arknights lumen #arknights thorns #im only half joking i do think they should interact #like if you wanna be deep about it their dynamic could be really interesting #thorns: deeply jaded about the treatment of aegir in iberia and only recently starting to see the possibility for change #lumen: actively trying to bring about that change #if youre not gonna be deep about it the comedy potential is also very there i feel like thorns would be good at making lumen uncomfortable #like not intentionally i just dont think their personalities would vibe HJDSHFJDSHFJ #i know theyre like canonically the same height but i think lumen somehow ended up a little bit shorter oops #also!!!!!! they canonically have the same eye colour???? #like the orange iris yellow pupils #idk i think its neat #edit i think tumblr mobile did something to the image quality again but like. please i cant bring myself to care over a shitpost #iberiaposting #gonna make new iberiaposting and suiposting tags bc arknights is so massive you can have subfixations lmao

[crystallizsch]

hi ian i come bearing angst fuel for the yuusha as twsted elsa (maybe an idea for her possible overblot idk she kinda reads to me as someone whod preemptively isolate in the case she feels...blotty)

(also seeing that art of her playing violin totally didnt fuck me up im still nursing my bruised heart 🥴🥴💕💕)

https://youtu.be/NDldNaEZTt8?si=Wm71pgTltuJLjFvk

^^this is from the frozen musical where they gave a song to elsa to explore her emotional turmoil and it just fleshed out her character so much more than the orig movie (ok i havent seen frozen 2 oops) but just this section here:

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive?

Was I a monster from the start?

How did I end up with this frozen heart?

Bringing destruction to the stage

Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

anyways lmao i jus think the song is neat i think yuushas neat (i wanna see more of her ahehehe i love seeing infodumps abt ur yuus)

-diodellet

(throwback to this “what if yuu had magic” ask where i had a ✨realization✨ and this more recent yuusha lore drop that i gave zero elaboration on 🙃)

very rough ob yuu design??? idk i came up with it on the spot ;;; and it’s kinda based on disney’s concept art of elsa when she was supposed to be the villain.

evil ice queen vibes :3

also i know the ob monster is supposed to be based on the villain— which is elsa in this case— but lowkey. an ice monster is way cooler.

also also i just realized after i drew this i couldve done a grim/yuu tandem overblot ough 🤧🤧 (next time I'll do that instead if i ever go back to this concept)

(read more below because it got SO long)

AAH anyways hi hi dio!!! when i saw your ask i went —

— with this entire post

AAGH HOW MANY MORE UNINTENTIONAL CONNECTIONS ARE GOING TO BE BETWEEN FROZEN AND YUUSHA

i guess watching the movie everyday when it came out when you’re like 9 does something to your brain chemistry (and still haunts you at least a decade later) 💀

but anyways the angst ;;; overblot yuu ;;;;; my brain is rotting and the worms have taken over

also i didn’t even know that there was a frozen broadway musical so im gonna have to check it out later 🏃💨💨💨

(also dont worry frozen 2 is a nice watch for the most part but the way they concluded the characters did not feel 100% satisfying to me 😭 BUT i love some of the songs tho ;;; kristoff’s goofy 80s ballad song is one of them specifically, i need everyone to listen to it)

hfgnnfhfgv anyways thank you so much i’m chugging that angst fuel as i expand more on a possible ob yuusha with another infodump 💪💪💪

⚠️⚠️⚠️ ALSO IM SORRY BUT mentions of taking one’s own life so please proceed with caution ⚠️⚠️⚠️

i had to reread what my initial thoughts about it bc it was months ago??? and after rereading im just like, huh what was i on— (just that feeling when you just cringe at your old posts ;; but idk i think the insanity/cringe sometimes can loop back into being a genius and the cycle just continues)

anyways i’ve been on and off writing yuusha’s bio and overblot yuu was just at the back of my mind chilling but i didn’t really do anything with it.

but now that i have the opportunity,,,, im gonna go on the magicless route this time bc i feel like I've said all what i thought if it was an overblot due to her own magic.

so uh from what i gather overblots are a mix of overuse of magic + intense negative emotion.

since it’s magicless yuu, i guess the one of the general headcanons around the fandom is that they’ve been too exposed to overblots and then intense negative emotions suddenly just triggered their overblot.

uh anyways onto the elsa parts

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD ;;; i really love how some broadway interpretations expand on the source material

and yeah you're right 🤧🤧🤧— yuusha would try to hide and escape, especially as she overblots bc she would try to avoid hurting people (and like elsa, it'd only hurt others more trying to escape bc of probably how she leaves destruction in her wake trying to make others stay away from her 😔)

(this is a small tangent but i remember thinking about an overblot kalim and i imagine him to be similar, like he would not hurt anyone intentionally in his overblot.)

anyways so the way it would go is that i imagine her friends got fatally injured either because a) she feels that she’s too “useless” without magic to help and wasn’t able to do anything OR b) her attempts at helping to try and prove that she can help without magic made everything worse.

and then she just goes into a guilty spiral then boom — overblot.

ALSO in the song, the way elsa briefly contemplated taking her own life but then realizing there’s no guarantee that would solve anything hnghgh (<- another unintentional parallel to my yuusha lore because that’s actually how she ended up in twst except she did NOT have the latter realization)

there’s this “yuu is dead” theory i’m just using and that the black carriage actually just caught yuusha’s soul after she took her own life from all the burden.

also some bonus angst context for that violin post :3

yuusha back in her homeworld is raised and known to be a gifted musician. people can feel the life and soul in her music but when people interact with her, they are usually met with an ice-cold (heh) personality.

the dead family member was the one who taught her music and the only one who was kind to her.

there’s always an expectation from her family to perform well and to keep up appearances as to not be a humiliation since anything she does can reflect on her entire family. (also hi, slight yuusha/jamil parallels maybe???)

the way she presents herself also stemmed from an incident as a child when she went apeshit on another kid bc she was defending a friend.

so from then on she was taught taught to conceal don’t feel those emotions — which just unfortunately extended to any positive ones, not just negative ones like rage.

so when she is brought to twst, there’s no memory of her being forced to hold back her emotions so she’s just unapologetically affectionate and open with everyone bc that’s how she really is.

but every now and then, memories of her breaking down haunt her in her dreams or as subtle reminders in the waking world.

then yuusha just goes on her day like she just wasn't reminded of her past.

(unnecessarily tragic lore my beloved, but anyway—)

another extremely brief tangent and bonus -> the two songs i had on loop while drawing pre-twst yuusha

lindsey stirling my beloved i love her music

the songs are such a vibe

her instrumentals in “lose you now” especially makes me feel some sort of way 😖

#AHH THIS IS /SO/ LONG #THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM GIVEN THE CHANCE TO RAMBLE #but thank you for the ask dio!! 🤧🤧 #it makes me so happy to hear you like yuusha 😭💕💕 #this also took a bit because i needed to like #actually turn all these thoughts into actual coherent words #and for them to actually. make sense together. #idk im proofreading this myself during the gamer hours of midnight hfdjslkf #i sure /hope/ they do make sense for the most part because this is pure massive brain vomit #[— #(💜) yuusha #✦ asks #★ my art #☆ oc rambles #—] #at this point too i’m sticking to the twst elsa concept #it just felt weird admitting it bc i have a history with this movie and its fandom in general #kids would ask you “whos your favorite disney princess it cant be elsa” bc everyone would pick her so i'd have to pick another </3 #she was too famous and therefore too obvious and basic #not to mention “let it go” was EVERYWHERE and it did become annoying at one point 😭 #the fandom around frozen back then was v questionable too ngl and i was also in that hole for a bit so it's just /ack/ #but rewatching the movie i realize how elsa kinda speaks to me hgjkdsjfaljsd #i could lowkey highkey rant more about her but anyways #imma be an elsa defender and apologist for as long as i am able

[moonlit-imagines]

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#hypothetical situation (not) but how would one feel if their roommate was using their tv in the living room (which was bought by your father #as a gift to you) and is sitting on the couch you paid for (rubbing their feet all over it like literally rubbing back and forth and in #between the cushions) and had left a mess on the table you also bought and when you asked if you could use your tv in the living room their #response was to immediately argue (raise voice) saying ‘I PAY RENT TOO YOU CANT KICK ME OUT OF THE LIVING ROOM’ when this was the first time #i had asked in our 2 months of living here to use my tv bc shes been using it all week and my ps5 is connected to it so i wanted to use it #she said ‘this isn’t yours your dad bought it’ and then said ‘dont you have your own tv in your room’ (which is much smaller and i cannot #play ps5 games on bc yaknow. ps5 is in living room) #how would we feel in this situation #knowing said roommate is using your things and claiming them as apart of rent (i assure you its not apart of rent i paid for and dragged in #and set up all these things out of my own pocket) #claiming them……as their own………. #and taking over? #she has not even bought anything for the house and then whenever i ask and finally give up and get it myself shes like ‘oh i was gonna get #that tomorrow’ (which is why shes not allowed to use my shower caddy now lmao) #am i being territorial or am i being reasonable for being upset with her? #wtf do i do LMAO #delete later

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head #around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working #as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of #how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol #i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were #pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family #i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by #ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me #or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made #you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm #im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help #wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career #i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades #but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard #yapping