#if anyone’s curious

[croszukis]

let me just make sure this is on my blog

#rugby posting #rugby propaganda #if anyone’s curious

[shiveringfrogspawn]

real live footage of the inside of my head (i don’t think about anything else)

#doctor who #matt smith #eleventh doctor #the eleventh doctor #eleven #11th doctor #whovian #dw #s7 nuwho #nuwho #new who #the asylum of the daleks #if anyone’s curious

[driedupeyeballs]

Y’know what tumblr?

Fuck it we ball. Here’s my Yuu OC

So yeah uh. He’s here now I suppose. I do have actual dynamics written out for every single nrc character for him but I don’t wanna infodump too hard 😭 the relationship chart barely scratches the surface (and unfortunately o don’t have the template for it anymore :<) but if you have any questions pls do inquire them! I love talking abt him I will talk abt him this is a THREAT

Also btw his views on multiple characters don’t reflect my own, I like neige! And I’m sure you’re all well aware of how I feel about my boyfriend wife husband girlfriend lover partner soulmate Jamil Viper

And on the topic of character dynamics… Kalim and Spider my beloveds they need a good ship name </3

ANYWAY YEAH he’s twisted from Captain Hook clearly and he is my little baby piece of shit <3 what a guy

Here’s some extra info mostly screenshotted from my google doc cuz yeah

He/him

Trans FTM/Bisexual

Autism/ADHD

INTP

And for some useless trivial shit: his favorite song is “Damn the man, save the empire” by Pierce the Veil, his favorite color is bright red, and his favorite animal is a tiger shark! He picked the name Spider for the simple reason It Is Cool and later dyed his hair red and black to mimic black widow and redback spiders!

I elaborate on the Floyd and rook nicknames a bit here but I thought I’d acknowledge the thing on one of the profiles- Jamil calls him ‘cockroach’ for one simple reason: he hates Spider, and cockroaches! Spider calls him snakeass or snakeshit even tho he loves snakes just. Not this one

#IANSKSANAKSJSN #Spider Killian #he has a tag now #I have more art of him!! if #if anyone’s curious #Yuu OC #twisted wonderland OC #Twst OC #twisted wonderland #Twst #Twst Yuu #Captain Hook #my instagram followers have heard paragraphs abt him #and some discord peeps know abt him #I am once again extremely anxious over sharing my OCs

[kindlythevoid]

“It is doubtful if [Sam] ever did anything braver in cold blood, or more unwise.”

The Two Towers pg. 235

Guess what he’s doing here. Take a wild guess.

#wrong answers only #kiki re-re-re-reads the lord of the rings #the lord of the rings #the two towers #sam gamgee #tolkien quotes #quotes #if anyone’s curious #The right answer is trying to climb down a cliff before Frodo without looking #ffs #of all the things this man has done and that’s what he gets the quote for #Frodo calls him an ass and pulls him back up right afterwards don’t worry #Frodo knows what’s up #Sam’s a little confused but he’s got the spirit

[abernathyvalois]

AH forgot i sent that ask about wlw situationships: anyways.

get this, for a year we were orbiting a relationship but we each have our own issues that set us back from actually committing (we share the same friend group, we both have commitment issues, she had a fwb relationship at the time) blah blah. this past spring, i got busy with an internship and things sizzled out.

EXCEPT. when ever we got drunk with our friends, boom we're clingy, we're making out, we're inseparable. ALL THRU OUT THE SPRING AND SUMMER.

now she's seeing this new person, but the worst part is she homewrecked that relationship (it was semi long distance, but she wiggled in and "accidentally" homewrecked). its none of my business whatever right

so through out this past fall semester, i'm working as a barista (typical gay person) and she starts bringing by this new person she's seeing, and only texting me if i'm working. never asking to hang. blah blah whatever im grown up ive moved on i dont have time for this drama. but i am also a jealous person and i dont let myself get drunk around her anymore.

i made that mistake once for a birthday party last month and i ended up 7th wheeling one night and it got so sad i left early.

THE WORST PART is that the person she's seeing is SOOO BORING. i try being friendly but they just do not engage, ask questions, or directly talk to me. like i had to be around the two of them one time for a drive for food and they talked to themselves the entire time i thought i was a cab driver.

so this is the current situation, i decided to not host a nye party that originally only 6-8 people were coming to bc she invited them and i am not going to be doomy and gloomy on nye.

anyways, no one understand the wlw situationship horrors and i've been stuck holding this all inside bc it sounds crazy

Duuuuuuuude that sounds insane. that’s the thing about wlw situationships isn’t it ? The lines r all blurred. Like ur fooling around one minute than the next they pull back and it’s like you don’t know how to act, to hold on or to let go it’s this constant push and pull of miscommunication. AGGGEGGRRVVFVVVV I get ur frustration good for u for canceling the party! I hope ur nye is going well despite that. Hopefully in 2024 there’s less of whatever the fuck this is

#Tbh i could rlly use an info dump on everything that happened with mine #If anyone’s curious #Bc i feel like it’s so crazy

[jamiesfootball]

Nothing like deciding that the day’s been a waste and you’re too tired to keep writing so you’ll just head to bed early, right after you add this one tiiiiny last note—and then your brain suddenly decides, “Whoops nah we were just clogged up. Here’s more words than you’ve written all week. Sorry about that.”

#writing progress #twas some angst mixed with some himbo shenanigans #if anyone’s curious #the bit that needed rewritten is now half rewritten #yay me!

[jeezlouiseoncheese]

“which entity do you fear the most” this and “what fear would you be an avatar for” that, let’s ask the real question:

what avatar would you be— not what one you’d choose, because we all know you don’t really get to choose (most of the time, at least). what fear would chase you, which would you find in your everyday life?

is there something that could drive you mad enough to fall to the Spiral? is there a crevice somewhere nearby that houses the many crawling creatures of filth that may burrow into you, or be turned to rotten pulp ‘neath your feet? do you fly planes enough to chance an counter with the Vast outside your tiny little aircraft window? do you live in the perfect climate for fields of grass to quickly turn to kindling?

think about it. come to terms with the horrors that lurk all around you.

#thinking about the horrors #tma #themagnusarchives #the magnus archives #if anyone’s curious #mine would probably be getting sucked into the vast from a planetarium exhibit in a museum #i get so lost in the science i don’t even realise i can’t feel the floor anymore. and that’s when the spinning starts

[somegurl8]

Really love how I went from writing a rhetorical analysis on one special interest (JRWI) to writing rhetorical analysis on different special interest (CG5)

#misc posts #cg5 #if anyone’s curious #I’m analyzing three of his songs and explaining how they both convey his struggles with anxiety #but also leaves the door open for the audience to project their own experiences into the songs

[weewoo911]

Oh hey that lady who got stuck in the elevator with her son was on the American version of Ghosts

#911 abc #season 1 episode 9 #if anyone’s curious #me all the time: Hey did you know (person) was also in (thing) #911 rewatch

[oingomyboingos]

god just read a fic so good I could fight god. gnawing at the walls punching my pillow crazy over it. I love fic authors

#it was a good omens s3 speculation #if anyone’s curious

[abyssal-art]

Thoughts on gay people?

I am gay people

I often think abt gay women and non-binary ppl

#if anyone’s curious #I’m agender #lesbian #and asexual #if you don’t think non-binary ppl can be lesbians pls look up the definition of lesbian

[angelkissiies]

am i about to dye my hair blue .. again ?

someone talk me out of this .. or into it .. I DUNNO HELP

#i have a dozen pics of my last blue hair #if anyone’s curious #misc

[wormtoxin]

gender: whatever you call this kind of monster design

#deathclaw from fallout 4 #and primal ifrit from ffxiv #if anyone’s curious

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[parhe1ion]

if you’re gonna introduce me to something new you have to defeat my 7 evil ex hyperfixations

#bleating #1k #10k #for anyone curious what my seven are: warrior cats animal crossing dimension 20 minecraft puppet history lego monkie kid & captain laserhaw #and the something new my friends are introducing me to is metalocalypse #50k

[jakeperalta]

#obviously we know what the sweep is going to be but i'm curious #like did Anyone use it???? #polls