#idk y’all it’s… something i’m working on

[lavender-femme]

something something lesbian pride flag hair

🪸men | minors | terfs | do not fucking interact 🪸

#please be nice 🥺 #these are from December when I got to model for a local salon #since a couple of you said you wanted to see the final look #i still haven’t opened the Dropbox with the actual photos #i’m scared to look #it’s a whole disconnect with my body #nobody ever fucking takes pictures of me #so when there are pictures … it’s like i’m seeing what i look like for the first time #and i already feel so detached from my physical body because of chronic pain… body image.. etc. #idk y’all it’s… something i’m working on #a lot of it came undone last year #anyway #please tell me nice things in the tags and replies #i didn’t get to wear my blue power suit… but I felt so powerful with the hair and the makeup done #my hair is totally faded now and i’m trying to figure out what i wanna do now #i’m talking #lavender.jpg #femme #lesbian #femme4butch #femme4stud #femme lesbian

[diabratz]

what do u fucking mean i can look @ what the om men are doing @ work,,, when was this feature added ⁉️

#went to get my money from ristorante six #and they said LOOK INSIDE !!!! or GO ON THE JOB !!! or something like that #idk y’all i’m fucking tipsy #anyway then it cuts to lucifer and simeon (the mfs i put on the job) talking abt getting dinner together ???? #like when have they ever done this ????? is this new ???????? #got 40k grimm and lucifer telling simeon to pay for their dinner 😭 as if they didn’t just work that shift together #it was actually rlly cute nbs i wanna see more of that #praying that having barbatos and asmo @ the fall gives me another little inside the job clip #i need to see their interactions they barely have any #n their my faves #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me lucifer #obey me simeon #obey me barbatos #obey me asmodeus #obey me mc #obey me x reader #not gonna tag everything bc i was bitched at by someone so 🙄

[twistedappletree]

hi it’s me the queen of saying i’m gonna do something then immediately falling asleep

#lmFAOOO 😭😭 #y’all I swear to god I’m on something else #oh well this’ll give me a chance to proofread for the 400th time aHAHAHA #the fic really is done tho work is just kicking my ass like #idt I’ve ever been this exhausted in my life ngl #apple babble 🍎 #i also feel super sick rn idk why #it’s 3am and life hates me lmaoooo

[holyluvr]

If my father hadn’t of crushed my dreams of being an author apart like he crushed my laptop full of years of work on my vampires in half over his knee, maybe…..just maybe I would have reached John Greene’s potential.

#… #this is in really bad taste and faith(kind of like his work) I will admit it (unlike him) #I would know I was on tumblr back then. i have been here since we had those mail letters instead of asks/DMs #I know I was under 13 because I felt rebellious about it and haha sneaky >:3c have to figure out my sisters login info because she doesn’t #log out and it’s suspicious if she comes back to the laptop and notices she’s suddenly logged out now when I use it !!! #because she fr did think that way and she was right about it I was a bastard younger kid so ‘sorry I closed it’ wouldn’t work on her lololol #so I serioisly (out of concern that she would change her info and I’d not notice) wrote down her tumblr act info and info we had on shared #accounts and what I knew she often used in video games and hacked some other accounts and wrote it down and her fav numbers and colors….. #then I made my tumblr account and used it and checked the history then logged back into her account and opened a separate google tab #of a website she knew I used and i did all of that I went thru all of that to use tumblr before I was 13 y’all jsyk respect 4 ur elders #yea I mostly wrote about bisexual vampire dramas leave me alone ok I was a child #I literally know my older sisters bank info. I know her card number because I technically came up with it when we were tweens. same for her #phone plan LMAO I know all of it because it’s numbers that we used together as kids which is kind of sweet and heartwarming but heartbreakin #because she has amnesia of most of our childhood and doesn’t show affection ever. she distances and is very very defensive at all times. #plus I’m her fucked up junkie loser younger bro that she knew at least was expected to outperform her so she just doesn’t like me hahah #but she still chooses inside jokes that I do remember sitting in the garage on neopets laughing about for passwords. and I often find myself #doing the same thing about inside jokes and creations we haven’t mentioned in almost 20 years now. it’s wild how siblings are. there’s rlly #idk something special

[springphile]

“I’m not going to stop having sex with men just because abortion has been banned in many states!” Well, good for you. You live in one of the most privileged countries, where you actually have a choice in whether you want to have sex with a man or not, and yet you still prioritise your 10 seconds of pleasure (that have a very low chance of happening considering hetero males are not good at satisfying women in any sense) over just completely eliminating any chance of getting pregnant while having no access to abortion. You care more about sucking dick than your freedom and autonomy. Amazing!

#But I do understand social & peer pressure #Well not really because if I don’t want to do something I just will not do it #But come on #Many of you have no access to abortion. #You do not want to become pregnant. #You still want to have sex with males. #Some states are even considering coming for contraceptives #…and you still have sex with males even with the chance of getting pregnant and NOT having access to abortion? #I’m sorry but if you know all of these facts and you still risk it and have no desire to get pregnant idk what to tell you… #“We can just use birth control’ y’all know that it doesn’t always work which is one of the arguments in favour of abortion anyway lol #mine #blackpill feminism #blackpill feminist

[saintlesbian]

once again I still think finn and Liz are better as friends, but also I think what’s very irritating about this pairing is that they aren’t really playing a part in any major plotlines rn, so seeing them show up feels like these two have been paired together to hit contract minimums in the meantime, like they’re in this romance story holding pattern until the writers figure out what to do next…

#pentababbles #general hospital #now of course. not every character needs to be contributing to a major plotline all the time #but with fiz it feels like this awkward romance is their whole plot… #comparing to other couples most of the others at least serve multiple plot functions #chalynn has the internal conflict of blq committing corporate espionage threatening to undermine the relationship again #and the external conflicts of blq’s dad being an amnesiac while chase is investigating a murder #sprina has the internal conflict of spencer having to raise his brother with clingy Esme #and the external conflict of Trina’s paternity reveal + Curtis getting shot + Portia’s neurotic ass #sante hasn’t had too much internal conflict they’re mostly chilling #but both of them are involved in external investigations related to major plots #fiz hasn’t had much going for them in a while. aside from passively remarking on what some other main characters are doing… #…they’re pretty disengaged from everything else. #last time they had a relevant plot it was mostly retconning Liz’s history to try making Finn relevant (flop btw) #and then Liz helping nik keep Esme prisoner and confessing to the crime. what now? #like idk much about Finn but Liz is a character with a 25 year history theres gotta be SOMETHING y’all can work with here #ugh whatever I’m in my hater era again lol

[the-teddy-bear-butch]

starting to realize i’ve spent so much of my life longing for and working towards the future and now i struggle to just. live in the present sometimes

#I had to do good in school just to be ready for college #I would lay awake at night longing to be independent and out of my parent’s house #hitting college and suddenly everything is about a career #my major and taking honors courses and research all to get a job in the future #and now I’m about to graduate and I don’t have a Big Thing to work towards #unless I go to graduate school which I’ve been second guessing #did I decide to go to grad school for the right reasons? was it just something new and bigger to work toward? #and realizing how I haven’t let myself be present #I wonder if it’s why I lost contact with my board game group #in part anyway #idk I just struggle to think about Now #it’s always needing to be prepared #I need to figure out housing for next semester #and money to save for a new car #I have to look for jobs for the future #I have to figure out where I’m going after graduation #if there’s any way to get away from my parents #I don’t want to run toward the future all the time #I want to take a break and sit on the porch and relish the Now #idk it’s 2:30 and my brain is being Weird #but I think y’all and D&D have really helped me slow down and take time to appreciate where I am Right Now #nonsensical 2:30 am rambles

[yea-baiyi]

#using polls like twitter #i’ll follow whatever this decides after i’m done with vol 5 #i feel like i need a change #like. i have more of tgcf to go i’m still annotating vol 5 #but after that i wanna like. switch gears. #if i stay on tgcf i’ll probably work on beefleaf or something different for a bit #for cql i still have my jiang cheng fic #sv i have not begun to mine for it’s meta potential but i will eventually #idk i’m just stuck on whether to stick with tgcf or let myself move on to another thing. #i’ll get back to tgcf eventually of course but. idk y’all decide

[void-tiger]

…my dream is still to have 2+ cats, let Merlin finally be nearly cage-free when I’m around and fully embrace being a funky lil guy, a rabbit, large cage/aviary of finches, and a pair of budgies.

All in my own place made cozy with curtains and blankets and cushions and suncatchers scattering prismatic rainbows and smelling like a well-used spice rack and hot drinks and cozy foods. Please come visit me. Coo at my pets. Drink hot cocoa and tea and virgin mulled cider while playing games or watching movies while snuggled under a pile of softness and no less than one critter with me.

#tiger’s musings #…fuck it. we’re gonna go further into student debt y’all #and yeet ourselves at IDK working for a nonprophit as a music coordinator or SOMETHING to get it waved off after a decade #I can’t stand being isolated and dependent on walking on eggshells around temperamental introverts who don’t even let me call this Home #to MAYBE have people invited over as Their Idea #…I need control over my own living situation. and people around MY age and/or lifestage… #(and like. I still plan on having books and toys for Tinies. but also. probably Different Tinies or my LD Friends’ kiddos) #(I…no longer really wish to associate with the parents’ of the kiddos around here #(I don’t feel like I can trust them. also I’m ace and bi with online friends of all rainbow stripes and they’ll never respect that #(and they’ll never take accountability for how they treated someone else as a result

[dulcewrites]

If you thought you saw something I wrote… no you didn’t

#I’m sorry LMAO I had to delete it.. anxiety umm spiked #it’s still on archive our own simple bc I live on the edge and I don’t have it backed up anywhere else #I may repost it here later or something #idk I posted it.. walked away from my phone bc I always do that post long work bc my anxiety gets bad #something told me to come and delete #I don’t want to put myself through it before I post part 9 fmo #bc if my anxiety gets that bad.. y’all will never see the end of that fic #maybe that’s why I’ve been fixating on aus so much idk

[lavender-femme]

crying screaming throwing up because i REALLY don’t wanna go to work 😭😭😭

#born to be a femme housewife #forced to be in charge of clean play + the store for 10 hours 😭 #i’m talking #at least I’m able to start really saving now #got big plans #well #ideas of plans #also have a million and one things to do #such as: the really important stuff I was meant to finish and mail like… two months ago 🙃 #the adhd and general executive dysfunction combined with working so much are winning #hahahahaha anyway… #hi y’all idk if I’ve even posted something personal here in months but hi I miss y’all but social media is rotting my brain and I’m so tired

[that-was-anticlimactic]

a dream only life can restore

The thing about guilt was that it was all consuming—it never went away.

It lurked underneath his skin, was injected into his bloodstream, rooted deep into his heart, prepared to consume it at any moment.

Yuuji harbored a lot of guilt—from small, embarrassing things he did as a child to his grandfather’s death, guilt was like a ghost that watched over him. An old friend.

Foolishly, or naively, he believed that guilt wouldn’t be too abundant as a sorcerer—he was saving people, after all.

[or: yuuji feels guilty for pretending to be dead and he, megumi, and nobara are a family

☾3,100 words | itafushi + nobara☀︎

a late entry for @itadoriweek22 2​ day six: guilt

big shoutout to @beachytablecloth​ for beta-reading for me! you were a huge help <3 

#itadoriweek22 #corey writes:) #AHHHHHHHHH #ngl i didn’t think this would get longer than maybe 2k words lol #idk i’m still on the fence as to whether i like or dislike it but oh well ig javjabajwbkans #i Really wanted to write something for itadori week. like. SO BADLY. so. here’s this skdbksnskdj #there are certain forced things in it like ace megumi and sun/moon/star dynamics but like it’s fine what is writing of not self-indulgence? #also there are definitely at least two s.ds references in there i just. don’t remember what they are lol anYWAYS i’m trying to explain #myself as if it’s a crime to post a mediocre fic what really matters is that i managed to write it after having writer’s block for SO LONG #jjk #itadori yuuji #itafushi #jjk fanfic #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #first years #idk what else to tag this as lol #ahhhhhh i’m so nervous which… is probably a sign that i should go to bed especially since i have work in seven hours lol #mwah love y’all goodnight <3

[peapod20001]

I actually do have very complex thoughts about many different things, it’s just a bit challenging to connect the inner voice to the outer voice sometimes </3

#random post #I have SO many thoughts and ideas. I love to create and I love to build on what I have and I like to connect to existing things #there is lots of oc lore in my brain! it graces my blog sometimes. not always. it’s hard to put abstract feeling and thought into words #and it’s challenging trying to find the best place to start talking about things yknow? like I as the creator of this whole unique universe #pretty much already know how things end up. how they’re going. how it started. some are easier to know than others. but that doesn’t stop me #from trying create for it. or searching for the missing piece to start the domino effect of development and fulfillment #it’s hard to see where the pieces fit sometimes. but getting a new angle or changing something about the piece can make finding where it #belongs easier. this is what I mean when I say I have very intricate and complicated thoughts. not spending too long writing my sentences or #overthinking them helps to keep things as they are in my head. since I’m not filtering them into something almost unrecognizable #writing a paper in a single sitting in a set time really helps me produce a unified and intricate product. I’ve been told I write well #which I find mildly humorous. I’ve never been a writer by choice really. I’m an artist that works with a physical visual piece rather than #letters that convey meaning. I’m more of a thinker than a writer. but in some instances they’re one in the same. I’m rambling but y’all know #that about me by now I’m sure hahagahaha. yea. my OCD makes me spend too long on words and that’s why I always talk in a short way #a more simplistic way. leaves less room for the mind to pick out flaws if everything is flawed on purpose yknow? haha yea. I like me yknow? #and other people like me too! that will never cease to surprise and amaze me haha. I’m one of those people that has an easier time with #people different from themselves. the people I’ve known and spoke to throughout my life are so very different from me. but they all feel #comfortable to share their experience with me. a lot of these people on paper would be ones I’d try to avoid I guess. differing opinions and #world views yknow? but the way I am. gives people comfort I’ve found. I’m not bragging about that it’s just interesting. it’s the same with #my whole household like we meet people that are like. idk a good descriptor but they’re very set in a specific way. and then we just?? they #like us?? idk it’s just funny to think about my dad getting along with legit crazy people or my mom being the person who’s the favorite of #the least liked / polite person in the office. or my brother and sister being very well liked in their schools but are just average students #who aren’t trying to be more than kind. or when I as myself. with the thoughts and opinions I have. am able to get along with anyone I #come across. I’m really not trying to be bright about that I’m just an. empath? I guess? I’m just very nice to people and meet them at their #level and don’t try steering the conversation to smth bad or controversial. but even then people will still talk to me and like me cus I’m #not putting them down or hating on them for how they think and feel. I listen. I can understand them. not agreeing with their views doesn’t #mean I can’t get why people think or feel how they do. I try to not be biased or entirely antagonist to things different than me #I’ve gone my whole life not understanding a lot of things. and over time I’ve learned them. I go into experiences with people like that #I may not understand yet. but I’ll learn to. that’s probably the main reason why people feel comfortable around me. that and also I have #a smile pretty much always lol. I’m small and non threatening lookin with a single dimple on the cheek and eyes so dark you could see the #faintest light reflected in them. anyways I have gone into several different directions with this and kinda lost the main point I was making

[b0tsbby]

Me after not reading Trimax and being too silly before walking into the Trigun fandom with my post Trimax Knives x Livio presentation: No cause listen listen-

#I just think Livio is literally the sun #he is the brightest star in the galaxy #and knives doesn’t deserve him #honestly #but that’s the point like he’s literally too good for him #and it’s so much to expect from Livio really #but something something the length of his humane mercy #is really inspiring #and me personally #I think that could fix Knives SPECIFICALLY in a post Trimax setting #but see I’m talking YEARS after where Knives has somewhat grown #and like 180’d #idk the potential of ‘I’m sorry’ #hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #cause realistically millionsummers wouldn’t work #cause summers is dead #also the potential for that to haunt Knives #also um Livio is literally a cowboy #literally Nai’s living dream #y’all can kick me it’s okay

[deus-ex-mona]

tl;dr of the yui event:

✨FT4 GAY✨

#considering the thought of using ‘gay of ft4’ as my tl tag for it tbh— #but man. the epilogue. lmaooooooo #the event story was basically hitsuyou fukaketsu: ft4 ver #including the epilogue lmaoooooooooo #in it yui and rio were quarrelling over prep stuff for the next live #then megu was like ‘lol they fighting again. so cute’ #rio and yui got offended and were like ‘what about you and dai?’ ‘ye ikr y’all are the cute ones’ and oop now megu’s offended #or something i think… i skimmed it while i was at work so i maaaaaay have misread a thing or two of it. lol. idk. i’m tired ok— #but yeah. the event story’s ✨great✨ it’s much better than the ramen event lmaoooooo #just honeypre things #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[roman-val-go]

I’d began an art series on Twitter of every cat featured in Warriors: The Ultimate Guide but I’m gonna be holding off on going any further with this series because…

I’m going to be drawing every named cat in Warriors!!

It’s gonna be a long, pretty ongoing project, but I’ve seen a few people do it before and I’d really like to do it myself!

For now, though, I’d like to share what I’ve got of the Ultimate Guide Series. These were very fun to do, and I got to develop my style a bit more. Enjoy!

(Here is Bluestar, Pinestar, Goosefeather & Featherwhisker, and the one and only Firestar.)

#warrior cats #warriors #how do tags work? do you just put whatever you want here or something? #idk if I’m doing this right but #if anyone reads this I’d love some more followers :) or at least a reblog or two #thanks!!! love y’all ❤️ #warrior cats art