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100talberts · 1 year
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I now have more followers than Christina will children, watcher bless 😌🙏
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ohimsummer · 3 months
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I joke about random things I post spontaneously blowing up but tbr that shit just tanks my motivation sometimes lol
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nozomijoestar · 2 months
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Took me a while to realize but I can see similarities in how Asuka seems to process grief and how Guts from Berserk also processed his grief after the Eclipse. They both get so overwhelmed by the wrong that happened to them (father's hospitalization vs the Eclipse and a lifetime of misery) their reaction isn't to seek comfort in others or help/protect their loved one who needs them after the tragedy, it's to go off and inflict their pain on others to self soothe, as if that'll release the feeling from their minds.
The difference is that Guts was called out for this by Rickert and Godo. He needed to snap out of wanting to prioritize ridding his own pain to remember Casca needed him, and that Casca even in the state she was in was all the good in his life who went through the same experience with him. Guts had to remember he loves Casca more than he wants to self destruct. Like Godo told him he was a sword called fear with cracks in it. He feared sitting with his pain and grief and seeing it on the person he loved after so much violation. He feared vulnerability.
Asuka doesn't do this reevaluatation and has no one to call her out for her self destructive coping canonically. She can't sit with anything bad or face looking at it on a loved one either. That's too bad and helpless of a feeling. She's just as much made of fear (primarily from any helplessness as much as violations of her inner ethics) which fuels her anger, but her one personal attachment to her father who needs her isn't enough to make her want to reevaluate what she does at all. Instead his tragedy is the permission she needs to self destruct and destroy in the process, not like Guts who always told himself everything was for Casca and the fallen Hawks, who always reminded himself of the pain to justify the bloodletting.
Unlike Guts I think she'd be stubborn even accepting to listen to someone pointing her behavior out. Though her anger toward Feng did start out carrying a reminder this vengeance is for Dad even if it kills her in 5, even in 5's branching narratives that excuse falls apart when she continues in the tournament for her own pleasure during her route. The moment vengeance is achieved critically injured Dad is out of her mind. Her behavior during 6 repeats this process, preferring to hurt herself and others rather than sit to process a shitty feeling over her and the world's situation. Like Guts in this state she pushes away anyone and everyone else including any comforts because the anger isn't resolved, the fear isn't resolved, the pain isn't resolved.
They're both used to everyone being against them and having to fight for survival until they found joy in it as a side effect. And because of that independence born from isolation when something like the tragedies that happened takes place they put resolving their pain not on sharing with others but into scorching the earth along with themselves.
I don't say this either to imply they're exactly alike or that they have enough similarities to make a true character comparison because they absolutely don't. There's also some stuff I'm leaving out simply because Guts is a far more complex character in ways where there's nothing from Asuka to compare against (I would say Kazuya is the closest, more fitting Tekken comparison for substituting Guts vs Asuka style notes). I just find it interesting that even across wildly different stories the outline for an angry, self destructive, terrified person who thinks self destruction makes them strong and puts them in control uses a lot of the same foundation. And the contrast in their depths really shows how far you can push the concept depending on what you want or need for the character.
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lordiavolo · 1 year
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to be like frank here, redemption is an ever going cycle. when youve been the problem, the toxic ex, the abuser, you have to know you will have to apologize for that for the rest of your life. you will always have to live with the guilt and conscience of knowing how you hurt that person, or mutliple people. and you have to constantly CHOOSE to not repeat that behavior, and its not easy.
when you meet a new friend the topic of who you used to be will come up eventually, and if you have changed youll be honest with who you were. you cant run from it. you cant try to round the corners and make it seem like the other persons fault, or like it wasnt as bad as it was. its really really scary. because everytime you open up about it, its not just the wound of guilt but its also the fear that theyre going to look inside and not like what theyll see.
but you have to keep moving on and you have to keep being honest. and you have to remember that everyone is applicaple for redemption, you just have to work for it and admitting you were wrong with no buts is the first step.
#anyways cna u tell im kinda going thru it LOL#ive always been a toxic person thats why ive sort of secluded myself from society i avoid human contact w non household members as much as#possible bcuz i feel honestly like im a ticking time bomb that just hurts everything i touch#i dont think its fair to have to have someone deal w my shit when its such an emotional turmoil so even though i want friends im making my#peace w the fact that i like honestl dont really deserve rhem? ik this seems MOPEY but its like this is my geniune non like baiting thoughts#i was an abuser in high school and in an abusive relationship where for the first half i was the perpetrator. i hit my ex and u know i dont#even have anything to add to it other than it was fucked up. i was selfish in bed and sex addicted and sometimes did anything for my fix.#i will and cannot lie about my past as being a shitty person. its scary to say and post but i have to be honest thats who i was that IS a#part of my history as much as i wish i could i cannot erase.#i dont rly even know what to add here honestly. just watching mias vid got me thinking u know#there is more to this story ofc the same ex i was abusive to was also abusive to me it was just split into segments. like i was the problem#for the first year and a half then it switched to them but its not rly rhe best place 2 share that story when im talking about my mistakes#im not trying to detract here i just want 2 get this shit off my chest again. ive talked about it before but not since remaking a few times#anyways i dont have any excuses well i mean i can pull a bunch out but im not going to cuz at the end of the day i shouldve known better#than to be a bitch when i knew i was being a bitch u know?#being the bad guy is a constant struggle where u will have to really really fucking fight yourself tooth and nail to change and i want to be#that person. i want to be someone who can be 100% honest about how shit i was to myself and others (which i do already do to my friends)#hopefully this makes sense idk anyways if ur struggling with being abusive or toxic im here for u. u can get through this and you can be a#good person it is within ur hands i promise u#ok love u goodnight#personal
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bixiaoshi · 4 months
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i loveee when stories use elements from other works i eat that up every single time
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hyunjining · 2 years
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justonefeather · 1 year
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I just want the energy to work out more often. Like i wake up exhausted. Every damn day. But i wanna get back to it. I feel like..... successful when I can hit a minute plank, or when my thighs burn the next day. It's like i won. i rotate my shit but most days are leg days bc my only good physical feature is my ass (not that it's amazing a++ wow! But I'd give it like a 7/10 yk??) And i need to make sure it stays aiight otherwise I'm undesirable and have no worth! :D
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hwanswerland · 2 years
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wewontbesleeping · 8 months
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I don’t want to move bc I like my house. It’s My House.
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The resolution of the stolen money situation at the start of yakuza 3 between the two girls was very cute, but it reminded me of the time my sister blatantly stole my money from right in front of me (literally while I was counting it) and I couldn't do a thing because I knew she would hit me if I pressed the issue and I just know that if I ever stole from her she would've broken bones.
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Creepypasta kink headcannons!
In honor of (late) Valentine’s Day 😏 yk the drill, mentions of sexual topics! Do not read if uncomfortable!! MDNI 18+
Jeff the killer
-major sadomasochist, LOVES pain and loves causing pain too.
-hard dom energy fr
-definitely has a knife kink omg, but like almost to an extreme level, it’s a little concerning. He also loves fucking to horror gore movies and tbh has some more taboo kinks I won’t go into much detail abt.
-his biggest fantasy is fucking someone from behind and seeing all the pain he’s inflicted on them (scratch marks, slap marks maybe some blood ykyk)
Jane the killer
-tbh major role player, soft dom energy too.
-orgasm controller, loves overstim or teasing. Just LOVES giving someone immense pleasure that they just stop working completely.
-has a specific roleplay idea that she LOVES, oddly religious, like she’s a cult leader ‘sacrificing’ a new recruit, but sexual.
-like she likes pretending to be a leader of sorts and tying up whoever she’s with and either 1. Eating them out 2. Fucking them or 3. Putting a vibrator to them, until they physically can’t anymore.
Ben drowned
-switch energy, can be totally submissive and 100% dominant whenever.
-morning sex is top TEIR.
-loves filming ykyk and keeping pictures. Totally a masochist too.
-DESPERATE SEX, never ending sex or something like that ong. Maybe a slight breeding kink and bondage.
-I think his libido is pretty high tbh, so his biggest fantasy is probably like sneaking into his spouses shower after sex and fucking them again. Like he’s into desperate, passionate sex where neither can get enough of each other. Like he wants to be pussy-whipped by the end of the day lol and his spouse would be dick-drunk too.
Clockwork
-pleasure dom. She LOVES giving head, like genuinely one of her fave things.
-or like obsessive and possessive sex yk. She likes showing her territory or something like that. Like proving her worth whenever she gets jealous???
-Ik I headcannon her as ace, but ace people can still feel sexual desire! It’s a spectrum! This is when she does get yk.
Ticci Toby
-switch easily
-he likes his senses being taken away, but like ALL his senses except for touch. Bro is a huge masochist fr. Like if you put noise cancelling headphones and cover his eyes he’s hard as an mf.
-adrenaline junkie at heart, is a little bit of a voyeur, but more risky than the other pastas. Like public bathrooms, alleyways, or like under the blankets when hanging with other pastas.
-tbh lil pervy
Judge Angels
-dom ass worshipper lol
-idk the name but likes getting a show, like stripteases??? Tbh thinks they’re silly but like, likes the idea that someone is actively TRYING their hardest to arouse her. So basically humiliation.
-would totally be down to peg tbh, like she likes being a hard dom and like making someone who is normally so authoritative or monotone and making them pathetic and subby.
-loves corruption.
Puppeteer
-sadist dom frfr
-if you’d be aight with it he’d totally slap you, ONLY DURING THE DEED THO. He does hit irl or without permission, he just likes the look of marks or like mascara tears.
-loves tying people up a lot too with his yellow strings.
-also has a slight breeding kink lol I wonder where that came from
Nurse Ann
-soft dom fr
-I know I said she’s soft, but like she totally is into blood play. But she’s like gentle and praising yk, like she’d totally cut you but she’d lick up the blood and give you praises :)
-small… tiny little mommy kink going on yk. Don’t know where it comes from, but it’s definitely a thing that gets her going lolz.
-is a sexual yapper istg, like she talks a LOT. I feel like yes, she does moan, but she also just TALKS.
Bloody Painter
-switch mostly dom tho
-I think he’s into food play tbh, like whipped cream and chocolate syrup. LOVESSS making messes. (Hates cleaning them tho, coward.) he just likes the sweetness yk and also has an oral fixation so yk.
-loves being cockwarmed omg. He loves just forcing you to feel him and not being able to do anything about it. Or even just staying in you after sex because your so warm and tight he doesn’t wanna leave.
-specific sounds??? Like odd ones tho, like gagging sounds or slurping sounds. Whether sexual or not he doesn’t know why he gets hella bricked
Rouge
-switch (leans submissive)
-has a kink for hands, like LOVES hands and forearms omg. Not the super veiny ones, but the skinny defined ones. Loves getting like (consensually) groped and manhandled.
-I AM NOT GOING TO LIE, I think she likes the idea of ghost-fucking. I mean, she is some sort of ghost now, but like, the idea that someone dead is watching her she doesn’t know about and is able to touch her??? Like it gets her turned ONNNN, idk maybe she thinks it’s her dead fiancé 😭
-does not make that much sounds during tbh, like let’s out light whimpers but nothing else. What she does do tho??? She moves. A lot. I don’t think she has a kink for being tied down as much as she’d like being held down 😏
Masky
-hard dom
-believes in power balances, and is totally into soft BDSM.
-he’s hella into spanking and is a slight sadist (he balances it out tho with like overstimulation) he’s not at all a masochist fr
-huge fan of dirty talk and pet names, like tbh kinda nicely dehumanizes??! Idk if that’s the word I should use. But he LOVES like dumbing down his girl and like idk like “just sit back, I’ll take care of you baby, just let me do that, alright?”
Laughing Jill
-switch
-tbh I really don’t think she’s that much into sex at all. Like sure she’ll give head and whatnot, but her libido is too low for me to have much headcannons.
-I feel like she’d be into pegging and probably more of a pleasure dom. When she’s subbing than she’s getting the attention yk, but she’s a classic gal yk, she likes the basics.
-sweet, simple and passionate sex yk, like with soft moans, and light scratches on the back yk.
Hoodie
-probably a dom
-I feel like he’s kind of repulsed by sex tbh tho, like his drive isn’t that big. When he’s turned on tho things r spicy 😏
-big thing for mirror sex, like he loves seeing peoples faces as he’s fucking them. It just gets him into a rut, also like, he kinda compares himself to how he looks in the mirror, so he’ll go faster and harder to “compete” almost.
-nylon fetish probably, but without the feet aspect. He just likes ripping them open and fucking someone deeply yk. He probably loves the whole idea of stockings and whatnot too, like THIGHS. Someone needs to thigh fuck him stg.
Laughing Jack
-switch (mostly sub tho tbh)
-electrostimulation tbh, he LOVES getting the shock of it. Literally. Like this ties in hella with his strong masochism. Idk whenever he gets shocked, he just always gets hard and needy. Desperate mfer.
-shibari bondage, but on HIM. Loves being tied up 100% just the feeling of the rope on his skin turns him on, like the slight burn he gets when it rubs certain places. It hurts like a bitch, but he only gets hornier.
-masochist (as listed above), he LOVES being slapped n whatnot. It’s a little hard to hurt him tho.
Jason the Toymaker
-soft??? Hard??? dom
-somnophilia (fucking someone who is asleep), he LOVES waking someone up to pleasure or just completely surprising someone awake like that. The sleepiness and all of it he just finds adorably arousing.
-dumbification?? He loves dumbing down his spouses during sex. It gives him a power balance thing idk. It also might just be like an innocence thing too.
-he also just generally loves having full and total dominance over his spouse sexually, like he WEARS the pants and princesses you, so don’t question him.
Zero
-hardest dom in town.
-loves hatefucking and just taking complete control over whoever she’s with. Even if she’s with a dom, somehow she will break them down to a sub.
-loves aphrodisiacs and other stuff like that. Also does not like giving pleasure, she only takes it. Whenever she does give pleasure it’s only to turn herself on more than what she is so she can get full use of you and your body.
-very selfish lover tbh
Homicidal Liu
-switch (leans sub)
-boob fucker, loves the honka honka.
-aggressive toy user, like he brings out toys that look like actual SAW contraptions fr. Even has a rose toy and one of those moving fleshlights. Does not use his toys that often, but uses the others on you a LOT. Has nipple clamps for you.
-also really into spanking and gagging (getting gagged 😏) he likes the ripple ykyk. LOVES cumming on you and in you too, fr this man is a cum machine…. He wouldn’t mind getting overstimulated.
Nina the Killer
-bratty sub
-along with Kate, loves exposing herself and having her body be on show. Would probably be interested in getting watched by another person while getting screwed.
-loves being praised and called princess, but sometimes when she’s sad she wants something hella physical to make herself feel worse.
-gets more wet when getting dirty talked to more than being touched lol
Candypop
-prob a switch
-TO BE HONEST,,, COSTUMES LIKE SEXY HALLOWEEN COSTUMES. Those are his kink + if there’s STOCKINGS. He basically cums in his pants fr.
-tbh think he’s kind of vanilla, but like, in a free use type of way. Like he’s into like taking you whenever he feels like it (if he has your consent) and also being used whenever you feel like it.
-but like aside from the costumes and free use thing, I think he’s simple like that yk. Idk I don’t think he has that much pizzazz in his sex life, bro just LOVES quickies.
Kate The Chaser
-mostly dom
-has a specific fantasy for car sex and doing it in inconvenient places. Not a voyeur, but if you guys were in an abandoned house she’d totally do you against multiple surfaces. Or like a tree deep in the woods.
-LOVES mutual masturbation, or like stalking someone while they’re masturbating. Also loves having someone fucking her thigh.
-gets off on exposing herself (only whenever asked to by other people.)
Eyeless Jack
-Soft dom 100% fr
-YOU KNOWWW he has a breeding kink, like that’s just who he is. He can’t help but to cum in you when you look so pretty :(
-totally a somno too, but he’d never act it out unless y’all have talked about it.
-also likes predator/prey play, this one connects with bondage. As he is literally a demon, he LOVES fucking someone significantly weaker or something of the lines.
Dr Smiley
-experimentalist at heart, switch probably.
-likes temperature play, like with ice and candle wax yk. He loves to test out his babes reaction to the sudden changes. He likes feeling them too, especially the ice going down his happy trail.
-medical play 😔 he likes to act as a doctor who takes advantage of his patients in his lab, but he’d never actually do that. It’s just roleplay.
-also huge munch btw, loves having his face be sat on.
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adhdvane · 2 years
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sees the event ssr is a saber... hmm maybe good ougi with wind atk up?
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i love the pointlessness of instant death/lethal hit as part of an ougi. like disregarding this is a “slight chance” so like nigh impossible, 99.999999999% of bosses are immune to instant death (i think hard and below + some early side story bosses) (i swear the fact eahta has lethal hit on his ougi is f.cuking funniest thing like he’s not going to already insta kill a boss that’s vulnerable to lethal hit with his ougi alone bc of his self buffs unless you’re doing something deliberately weird)
the only reasonable use for lethal hit for everyone regardless of rank is using tweyen’s depravity to insta nuke an enemy wave when farming annoying island treasure with abysmal drops rates that you need to uncap grand weapons or arcarum summons (or bullets), and that isn’t on an ougi.
#sammy liveblogs about granblue#sammy no#dumb text post#sammy be quiet#eahta's lethal hit is like he just keeps on swinging at the boss and the rest of the party is like D: he's already dead .jpg#which would like probably be 1000% in character for younger eahta before fif but this is post fif eahta#maybe some old habits don't die (jksdfijsdlksdf#his lethal hit is just for lore/story telling reasons#idk why that makes me remember like when i was 5* the other eternals bc gbf is mean and i hate to before i can keep transcending#every time i get the seox fight#and it's like lol remember when seox had drain#that balance update was good to him#it was so funny bc i got 5* shisu on like oct 26 and theN THE BALANCE UPDATE THAT CHANGED HIM WAS NOV 7TH#I HAD HIS 5* FOR 11 DAYS AND THEN HE WAS REWORKED#I WAS SO DUMB BEING UPSET ABOUT WHAT WE KNEW ABOUT HOW IT WAS PLANNED IM LAUGHING SO HARD AT MYSELF#dodge all is way better than 1 hit unchallenged wwww#the hostility 100% is great and only lasts one turn#the 6 hit dodge/tank counter is fine esp bc i swear some special attacks the counter works on?#idk why the fk i was worried about his charge bar gain my dark team has always been insane with charge bar#i guess this was pre-vikala release tho#so i think i was using vampy with ferry grand#sometimes i miss using my girl vikala but fediel is waifu and i need deaths grace#i was so upset like i don't want him to get hit what are you doing#meanwhile seox now: absolutely almost never gets hit#me being upset this boy doesn't have the 2 turn guaranteed ta#meanwhile seox now: might da on turn 1 if i lose the coin flip but basically 100% ta after that#like turn 1 his ta is 54.75 \ turn 2 ougi \ turn 3 144.75% ta#turn 2 and onwards it's impossible for him to not have at least 1 stack since it can't be dispelled#and bc we ougi so much the ta buff from my ougi is like always there so even if he has 1 stack his ta rate is 99.75#ok i need to stop rambling i am at the tag LIMIT I HAD TO DELETE TAGS TO WRITE THIS BC IT WAS CUT OFF
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midnightwriter21 · 6 months
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jjk headcannons: gojo & nanami as boyfriends
characters: reader x satoru gojo, reader x kento nanami
warnings: language, mentions of death in gojo's (assassination attempts, gojo unaliving someone)
AN: yuji, megumi, and yuta version HERE
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SATORU GOJO
lucky you!!! you go a boyfriend and a 6ft tall superhuman man child wrapped up into one person!!
now
everybody always hc's gojo as a guy thats wayyyyy over the top with PDA
BUT THEY ARE WRONG.
i mean cmon think abt it... since the day he was born, gojo has been the target of assassinations, kidnappings, etc.
and in his eyes being affectionate with you in public where literally anyone can see you…
is basically putting a giant target on your back.
ofc the people closest to him know that you’re together and he’s not afraid to be affectionate in front of them
like his students, principal yaga, nanami, shoko, etc.
in fact if its just these people around y'all you can bet that he's most likely making them sick from how he clings to you
but it’s rare that you and gojo can have a day out together in public like a regular couple
he’s just being overprotective that’s all
speaking of him being overprotective
i dare somebody to threaten you or make you upset lmfao
gojo won't stand for it
the person that makes that mistake mysteriously disappears
and at the end of the day gojo's coming home to you with bloodstains on his shirt
don't question it cause he's not gonna tell you anyways
we all know gojo is a clown fr
but around you? lol multiply his usual goofy behavior by 100
he loves hearing you laugh
even if its at him
introduces you to his students as soon as y'all are officially dating
his students are some of the most important people in his life
and now you are too
his students adore you of course
but they also question how you can put up with gojo's annoying ass all the time (especially megumi lol)
idk i just love bf gojo
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KENTO NANAMI
god he's so fine
did somebody say best bf on the planet? cause that's what nanami is
nanami isn't gonna be over the top w the PDA
but he will show you affection in public in small ways
a hand on the small of your back to softly guide you when your walking together
holding you by your waist
holding your hand
and if you're seeing him off on a mission?
he's giving you a chaste kiss on the cheek with a promise of "ill be home before dinner."
and when he does get home he hits you with the "honey, im home!"
FUCK i want him so bad
now nanami is protective too
not a day goes by that he's not scolding you for leaving your front door unlocked, not locking your car, etc.
he just doesn't want something to happen to you when he's not around to protect you
again, nanami doesn't flaunt your relationship around. but everybody knows y'all are together
except one person lmfao
guess who it is
correct!! it's gojo LOLLLLL
he's not hiding your relationship from gojo or anything
nanami just knows when gojo finds out y'all are together that he's gonna end up with a headache
doesn't wanna deal with gojo's teasing
nanami takes you out on dates as often as his job allows
and he's the perfect gentleman ofc
opening doors for you
picking up the bill
bringing you flowers
nanami. knows. the sidewalk. rule.
i love him
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kkurades · 2 years
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˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ STAR CHILD aib characters having a s/o who is a kpop idol (headcannons!)
hikari kuina —
( before borderland!)
- she would be your biggest fan and supporter
- she’s definitely coming to all your concerts
- probably would have stalked you online
- listens to your songs when you are busy practicing and she misses you
- would be best friends with all of your group members
- they would all adore her oml
- she’d definitely steal your clothing but you don’t mind
- your fans would also adore her
- you’re her wallpaper and phone case lol
- she’d collect all of your picture cards and switches it online whenever she gets someone else
- she would be so embarrassed when she’d show you her room which was covered in posters with you on them
- likes to watch your interviews whenever she’s bored
- would 100% accompany you to any events and would fit right in
- but if you have to keep it secret you’d tell everyone that she’s your best friend
- she would do your makeup whenever she can
- will kiss your forehead right before your concert for luck
- she’ll teach you how to defend yourself from any perverts
( in borderland!)
- when you entered the beach her jaw dropped
- she was almost drooling at the sight of you
- chishiya would be so confused lol
- she’d nervously approach you after having stared at you for like ten minutes straight
- would blush anytime you’d smile at her
- she felt like she could faint when you sat down next to her at the bar
- kuina would be so annoyed whenever a guy tried to hit on you and had to resist rolling her eyes
- would protect you from anyone 24/7
- knows all your songs by heart
mira kano —
( before borderland! )
- she would listen to you while working on her plans bc your voice soothed her
- after a while she wanted to know whose angelic voice has been helping her for the past few months
- the moment she saw your face pop up on her screen she was in love
- she carefully planned a meeting where she would make you fall for her
- her mission to make you fall in love with her went smoothly
- she’d kiss you lovingly when you came home everyday after practise
- would be so proud and would show it
- she’d hide her sadistic side from you to make sure that you won’t leave her
- does anything you ask for
- makes you food everyday and makes sure that you stay healthy
( in borderland! )
- she would have been so fascinated by you
- she makes sure that she can protect you from the militants while trying not to seem suspicious
- it started with soft smiles and long eye contact but it developed into passionate kisses and loving words
- won’t hesitate to kill someone if they wronged you (not openly but through the games)
- makes sure that you get easy games with a 100% chance of surviving
- loves it when you sing to her
morizono aguni —
( before borderland! )
- would be your own personal bodyguard
- keeps paparazzi away from you
- doesn’t know anyone from the industry but will attentively listen to you when you rant about it
- will come to most of your concerts but don’t expect him to sing along
- he will tap his foot to the beat tho
- hatter will beg him to meet you
- you’d become best friends with hatter and aguni wouldn’t know how to feel about it
- definitely regrets introducing you to hatter bc now he always demands to go to your concerts
- he claims that hatter is a bad influence
- your group members would be so intimidated by him lol
- hates going to events but does it anyway because he wants to keep you safe
- he’ll turn up the radio whenever he hears one of your songs playing
- but will immediately turn it back down when it ends
- your fans would definitely make memes about him lol
- he would roll his eyes anytime someone mentions it
- people would be so confused as to why someone like you would date someone like him
- idk why but i feel like he would be kinda insecure about it but won’t tell a soul
( in borderland! )
- would meet you during a spades game
- thinks you’re attractive but also thinks you’ll die first
- is surprised when he finds out that you have the best condition out of everyone
- sticks to you like a bug because he likes you but won’t say it
- you’d have to start all the conversations
- at first he wouldn’t know what kpop is lol
- so when you tell him you were a kpop idol before the borderland he would be like ‘a what??’
- after you explain he’d be like ‘cool’
- he’ll search the city to find a cd/poster of you
- would be kinda weirded out how there is a whole ass shop with your face everywhere
- will find a picture card of you to carry around in his pocket
- tries to keep your overenthusiastic fans away
- especially the good looking ones
- likes it when you hum one of your songs under your breath while cuddling
- would listen to kpop songs for you and only you
rizuna ann —
( before borderland! )
- would be so annoyed by paparazzi
- she’d make sure you stay healthy and makes sure that you rest enough
- your group members would be kinda intimidated by her but would like her eventually
- she would talk to your manager whenever she sees that you’re uncomfortable in the clothing that you had to wear during a performance
- doesn’t often come to your concerts because she’s a busy woman but would if you ask her to
- finds it amusing when people find out that she’s dating the famous y/n
- she would make sure that you eat enough and will always make you something to eat for during practice
- you would definitely spoil her and she wouldn’t really mind it unless it’s really really really expensive but you won’t budge when she tells you to return it
- she will shamelessly walk around the house in your clothing
( in borderland! )
- wouldn’t know who you are
- probably heard someone talking about you in the hallways
- would be annoyed whenever someone flirts with you
- overprotective but won’t actually act on it??
- you will spend a lot of time around dead bodies if you want some quality time
- won’t let niragi 6 feet near you
- makes sure that you are always safe and checks for injuries after games
- silently hums her favourite song of your group under her breath while she works
ryohei arisu —
( before borderland! )
- hardcore fan
- buys every piece of merch even when you’re dating
- you always having to tell him to stop buying it because you could just give it to him for free
- he won’t listen tho
- will blast your songs in any car
- would be annoyed anytime his brother speaks with you
- karube and chota would straight up laugh in his face when he tells them he’s dating you
- but when he invites you to hang out with them they’d stare at you for at least five minutes
- arisu has to keep chota as far away as possible bc he keeps staring at you and it’s freaking him out
- while he also has to make sure that karube doesn’t flirt with you 24/7 lol
- worried about you because of the amount of hours that you have to train
- loves to see you wearing his clothes
- likes to read all the kpop drama
- would go to all your concerts and events
- but at your events he would feel so awkward
- upset over the fact that you have to keep your relationship on the low
- always makes sure that you eat, sleep and drink enough while he’s dying from dehydration
- he knows the choreography of your dances like the back of his hand
- he sings your songs like the national anthem while he showers
- you always save him the same seat at concerts that he loves because he claims to have the best view
- is your biggest supporter
- i’m almost a 100% sure that he has read every y/n fanfic there is
( in borderland! )
- won’t believe his eyes
- usagi had to hold him back from running up to you and asking for your signature
- you would find his silliness amusing
- would blush anytime you’d touch him even if you had to pull him away before he’d get shot
- staring at you 24/7
- you would be kinda freaked out but you’re used to it
- would definitely have gone to at least three of your concerts before the borderland
- makes sure that you’re safe during the games
- would definitely be jealous anytime a good looking person talks to you but he trusts you completely
shuntaro chishiya —
( before borderland! )
- he’d watch your interviews even though he claims that he doesn’t
- absolutely loathes paparazzi
- would hum your songs under his breath whenever he’s alone
- i feel like he’d have a shelf with all of your albums on it but won’t speak to you about it
- he’d feel so annoyed whenever you’d wear high heels because he’s so short
- would find it attractive tho
- while he doesn’t like physical contact in public he’ll often hold your hand if you get nervous because of paparazzi/fans
- will stalk your instagram
- uses your eyeliner and eyeshadow
- would smirk whenever one of your fans says that he’s hot
- he’d make sure that you stay healthy
- he’ll have a tea cup with your face on it but he would hide it from you
- he will kiss you softly after you have a hard day
( in borderland! )
- he honestly wouldn’t care tbh
- would be glad that you and kuina get along
- he’d kinda get annoyed if kuina is one of your fans and talks about you 24/7
- the reason is that he’d be like ‘she’s my girlfriend??’
- and kuina would then say ‘so?’
- and he’d roll his eyes before telling her to go find her own gf instead of obsessing over his
- he’d hate it whenever someone approaches you and starts flirting when he’s standing right beside you
- during games people will often recognise you and chose to stay with you
- he’ll use it to his advantage and won’t hesitate to use them as bait if needed
- thinks you’re soft so he’ll try to keep you out of harm’s way
- secretly plans on going to one of your concerts as soon as you leave borderland
- listens to your music whenever he’s wearing his earphones
suguru niragi —
( before borderland! )
- man would be shocked but he wouldn’t show it
- he says he doesn’t listen to kpop but secretly does
- purposely puts an arm around you to show the world that you’re taken
- he always looks good whenever the paparazzi takes a picture of you two
- only goes to concerts if you ask him to (borderline beg him to)
- while he almost never goes to the concert he does always pick you up
- likes going to events because they make him feel important since he’s surrounded by rich people but he’s only there bc of you lol
- won’t let paparazzi bother you
- will get overprotective of you whenever you feel uncomfortable
- he’s going to let everyone know that he’s dating the famous kpop idol y/n
( in borderland! )
- he’d just think you’re hot
- when you tell him though he’s surprised but doesn’t show it
- says that it’s stupid but thinks it’s literally so cool
- you will have to hold him back from attacking your fans lol
- he’s your personal guard dog
- protects you at all costs
- makes sure that your songs are blasting through every possible speaker on the beach
- hot make out sessions oml
- if you ever wrote a love song he’d go around telling people that you wrote it about him even though you didn’t even know that he existed before all of this happened
- he’d definitely take advantage of the fact that your very agile during your private time
takatora samura —
( before borderland! )
- let’s be honest guys the only possible way for you two to meet is through the internet
- i mean this dude practically doesn’t leave the house
- he would’ve liked one edit of you on tiktok and now your the only thing that’s on his fyp lol
- he wouldn’t know who you were and just thought that you sing pretty and look attractive
- i feel like he’d love your songs because they are so comforting and relatable
- then he’d look you up and follow you on instagram
- he’d probably write about your extraordinary on his blog
- his jaw would drop when you liked his post and left a thank you in his comment section
- after a while he would buy himself a ticket to one of your concerts bc he enjoyed your music
- he was slightly late so there weren’t much people outside
- you had also gone outside to mentally prepare yourself when he caught your eye
- you would smile at him and wave which he shyly returned
- unfortunately your short meeting had to end bc the concert was about to start
- i honestly have no clue as to how he managed to catch your attention later on but he did
- he’d go to all of your concerts knowing that singing is one of your passions
- absolutely hates going to events with every fiber in his body
- he’d be literally so supportive of you omg
( in borderland! )
- the moment that you walked into the beach for the first time his eyes were glued to you
- after a while you noticed his unwavering stare and smiled at him which made his face heat up slightly
- fortunately for him his face was covered by his tattoos
- when he found out that you are a kpop idol he started following you to make sure that nobody would do something to you
- when you kept seeing him everywhere you went you decided to greet him one morning after you saw him standing in the hallway not too far from your room
- man was flabbergasted but managed to hide it
- he just nodded at you in return so you made it a routine to wish him a good morning whenever you saw him guarding your room
- he’d never make a move even if he wanted to so you’ll have to do all the work
- whenever you tell him his tattoos look pretty he would blush so hard oml
- when fans recognise you in borderland they would be so shocked to find out that you’re dating him
- he’d definitely get your initials tattooed on his body
- you’d also decided to get his tattooed but really really small and somewhere where you can’t see it bc you’re an idol
- when he finds it he would be so obsessed with it
- he would pull out his katana to anyone who even dares to make you uncomfortable
- in public he’d stay slightly behind you to make sure that nobody can harm you in any way
- in private though he won’t let go of you
- your shared room would be filled with soft kisses and sweet words (mostly coming from you)
- he would roll his eyes anytime niragi would approach you
- you’re his first and only priority
yuzuha usagi —
( before borderland! )
- her dad would be your biggest fan oml
- i feel like he’d always put on your music during car rides
- she definitely discovered you through her dad
- would feel attracted to you and would like your music but that’s kinda it??
- until she meets you oml
- my girl has almost heart eyes but manages to hide it
- would shyly smile at you while her dad asks you for your signature
- you’d secretly give her one of your phone numbers with a ‘text me :)’ message written next to it
- she would be so shocked but when she turned to look back at you, you were already meeting other fans
- she rushes home with her dad to text you
- would smile so widely when you reply
- your daily texts and phone calls would increase and eventually you would want to meet her again
- you arrange a meeting where no one would recognise you
- when you make your relationship official you decided to keep it private
- she’d invite you over to dinner with her dad to officially meet him
- this man would be so in shock
- but he still manages to interrogate you about your intentions
- when he goes missing you’ll be the one to comfort her despite your busy scheme
( in borderland! )
- i think she would recognise you from somewhere but wouldn’t really know
- she would befriend you during a game when you help her
- while time passes you would become closer and more comfortable
- you’d tell her stories about how you travelled to all across the world for your job while she told you about her dad
- she would be comforted by you and will slowly fall for you
- soft kisses before games
- a lot of hand holding
- comforting words at night
- she will always make sure that you are alright
- during one of her searches for food she will see a kpop shop
- she would search for any cd’s, pictures, etc and would always carry it on her
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darling-i-read-it · 1 year
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Please Don't Kill Me Mr. Ghostface!
Ethan Landry x fem!reader
Word Count: 2.8k 
Warnings: SCREAM 6 SPOILERS 
Very susceptible reader, Ethan’s reaction to Richies death, heavy insinuations to smut, faking the reader and Quinn's death, the slight cringe from scream movies dialogue <3, they literally have sex in the stab shrine room (when will it be my turn), (that is all skipped over), me being unsure of which ghostface was at which part of the movie. I have only seen Scream 6 once and was just going off what I remembered from it! So if things are wrong (timing, Ghostfaces, etc) then I’m sorry! 
Author’s Note: This one requires some suspension of belief lol. I don’t know HOW to justify the reader doing all these things except Ethan was cute and this is fiction <3 I hope you enjoy love!! Also I wasn’t 100% sure on if Ethan’s name was Landry or Bailey. I went with Landry (which I’m sure is fake but what we all know him as! So when I refer to the house under that name, I was torn lol)
Requested by anon, ooh ok so can i request ethan x reader where reader is in on the ghostface thing (but she’s not killing people she just knows about it) and like helps them with stuff (maybe with like faking quinn’s death and stuff like that idk) but also it’s somehow fluffy relationship stuff in there too lol (sorry it’s kinda all over the place😬)
I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator
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You were laying on the back on Ethan’s bed, scrolling mindlessly through your phone. His room was as familiar to you as your own was. You had practically grown up at the Landry’s home, going to school together for your entire lives and staying close to Ethan throughout it all. Once you had hit your senior year in high school, it seemed only fate the two of you would start to date.
You put down your phone with a gentle huff. Ethan was sitting in front of his computer, doing homework. You turned your head to face him, trying to telepathically ask for attention. As if he could read your mind, he spoke. 
“Give me five more minutes.” 
“I told you taking chemistry for your lab credit was dumb,” you said gently, wanting to sneak in an ‘I told you so’ but also not wanting to agitate him. He was brilliant but he couldn’t always grasp the concepts he had too. You suspected some sort of undiagnosed learning disorder but you were far from a doctor. You were just his best friend. 
“I don’t remember you being there when I picked classes,” he said quietly. You rolled your eyes. 
“I was there in spirit.” You grabbed your phone again, flipping onto your stomach. You opened it back up, looking past the screensaver of you and Ethan over the summer before, when you had been on vacation with his family. You reopened Instagram to continue your doom scroll. The first story you opened was that of a friend from school. 
You usually skipped through them, not even registering what they said, but paused at the large bolded letters over a black screen. 
Rip Richie <3 
You didn’t deserve to be caught up in that. 
You squinted, trying to place a Richie that you knew. The first that came to your mind was Ethan’s older brother but just as quickly as the thought came it left. It couldn’t have been him. He was with his girlfriend in Modesto or something. Plus, how would this rando in high school know before you and Ethan? You kept flicking through your friend's stories, confused. Someone had posted a blurry picture of some sort of a crime scene. It was clearly reposted over and over so the picture itself was almost lost. You squinted and then opened your google app.
“Okay I’m done,” Ethan said, shutting his laptop with triumph. “I’m gonna ace that test tomorrow.” He looked over your face and could read you with ease. Something was wrong - or at the very least, confusing. “What?” 
You googled Richies name. A flood of reports came up. Your lips parted in surprise as you looked up at Ethan. 
“What?” he repeated. Before you could explain, his phone rang. You both looked towards where it was resting on the bed beside you. You picked it up. A picture of his dads face was on the screen. 
“Oh God,” you whispered, unable to contain it. 
“What?!” He grabbed his phone and answered it quickly. You sat up, tossing your phone aside and getting off the bed. You knew right now that he was going to be grieving more than you. You had to be there for him. “Hello? Dad?” You stood beside him and watched as his face fell according to the muffled voice coming from the receiver. His eyes were laced with confusion and then a flash of pain. “What do you mean Richie-” He was cut off. 
There were a few more words and then his eyes went dead with emotion. You weren’t sure what to do so you stood beside him. He hung up the phone after a moment and then looked up at you. 
“Richie?” He nodded. His mouth was ajar, stunned. He threw his arms around you and you embraced each other as he stood up. “What happened?” you questioned. He was silent. You didn’t think you were going to get an answer until he spoke, quietly. 
“He was murdered.” 
-
“It’s actually kind of easy to rig the roommate system,” you muttered, sitting at a chair in front of your computer. The room behind you was filled with the remaining Landry’s. 
You turned around to the curious eyes. 
“So he’s in?” Wayne questioned. You nodded. 
“He is going to be Chads Meeks-Martin’s roommate,” you explained. He slapped you on the back in approval. You had always been on good terms with Wayne. He was the kind of dad who would ask if you had a boyfriend and then wink at his son after the question. He had been slightly overjoyed when Ethan told him you were dating. This came only after, he caught you and Ethan making out in his bedroom. It was mortifying but he was pretty okay about it. 
“Thanks kid.” 
Wayne was not on board with telling you about the trio of Ghostfaces he had planned but Ethan insisted. You had been there when he found out about Richie and you had been there through all of his hardships. 
“And you’re okay with coming around my place when we have to…you know…” Quinn made a gesture of slitting her own throat. “I mean, I need someone to drag my body out of there while my dad brings a new one.” 
You tried to ignore your moral dilemma to this. Ethan had promised you wouldn’t be implicated in any of this. But sometimes when Wayne looked at you during this you knew that you would go down with them if he went down. You were in on this now. You couldn’t exactly back out. 
“Yeah, no problem.” 
Quinn smiled brightly. She was slightly too excited about this. Part of you still didn’t think it was actually going to happen. You couldn’t imagine Ethan actually killing anyone, even when his eyes lit up while talking about it. 
“For Richie,” Ethan promised, placing a hand on your back. You nodded, getting up and out of your seat. You gestured to the computer. 
“I didn’t think this is what I would be doing with my computer science classes,” you admitted. Ethan smiled gently at you, ever soft, even when planning people’s literal murders. 
“For some reason I feel like she’s gonna have no problem faking our deaths but is gonna have a major problem not getting to hang out with Ethan everyday,” Quinn teased. You rolled your eyes. You wouldn’t be able to see him when he’s hanging out with his new group of friends. At least, you would have to act like you didn’t know him as closely as you actually did. You were meant to be Quinn’s friend in all of this. 
Wayne was grabbing papers off the table, presumably planning. He actively tried to burn everything after memorizing it. You thought it was dumb of him to write anything else. 
“You gonna be okay?” Ethan questioned, jokingly. You rolled your eyes. 
“You shouldn’t be worried about me E. I’m not the clingy one in this relationship.” 
-
Sam and Tara shouldn’t have been as nice as they were. You recognized the hate in Sam's eyes, the paranoia that was justified. She was out, attempting to get Tara from a party she went to. You sat in the apartment with Quinn. She was working through some homework. You were still amazed she did all that during this planning. 
You walked around her room, making sure that all of the blood that needed to come out, would come out. You liked to double check. You blamed the nerves. 
“Is he supposed to be here soon?” Quinn questioned. You glanced back at her. 
“You know we aren’t supposed to talk that much over the phone.” You were standing on top of her bed. Everything was in place for when your Ghostface arrived. You hopped down. She turned away from her computer. 
“I know you’re not supposed to. I also know he can’t help himself.” You rolled your eyes. 
“Soon. Within the hour,” you admitted. She left her computer open, to show that she was ambushed. You and Quinn were supposed to die tonight at the hands of Ghostface. After Sam and Tara left, he would sneak in and find you both, unsuspecting and oh so helpless. By the time the sisters returned home, you would both be dead, or close to it.
You glanced down at your phone which was still open to your texts with Ethan. 
Can’t wait to stick something in you tonight ;) 
You rolled your eyes, flushed, and turned off your phone. 
Quinn helped you to make sure everything would look as realistic as possible. She explained, again, that they would blame Sam for all of this. Once she was dead and Richie’s death had been paid for, the two of you would be able to return to society as though Ghostface had held you captive. 
You were too far in to back out now. 
You heard the front door open. Quinn shut her blinds so that no one would see Ethan maskless. It had been a couple of weeks since the two of you had been alone (or alone with Quinn). He walked in through the front door, which Sam had left unlocked in her rush, and quickly made his way to Quinn’s room. 
You met him halfway, throwing your arms around him. His laughter was muffled by the voice changer. You took his mask off of him, eager to get your lips on his. You couldn’t believe you were really doing this. You couldn’t believe your boyfriend was going to fake kill you. 
He kissed you before you could get to it. 
“Alright alright love birds,” Quinn grumbled. “Get in the closet Ethan, the girls are gonna be back soon.” 
“Will you give us one sec?” Ethan questioned. Quinn looked like she wanted to argue but knew that an argument would just continue this further than she wanted to. You stood outside of her door, leaving it ajar. He looked around carefully to make sure no windows were in view. You were alone. 
You took the mask from him. You felt it in your fingers. You hadn’t seen him in the outfit yet. You had seen Quinn and you had seen his dad but you hadn’t ever seen him in the full get up. 
“You’re so scary,” you whispered, a buzz in your voice. “I would be terrified.” 
“Are you scared?” He put the mask up to his face. “What’s your favorite scary movie?” You scrunched your nose, shaking your head. 
“What’s that part in the first Stab?” You thought for a minute, pressing yourself up against him. He looked at you with adoration in his eyes. He had missed you desperately. You had grown up together and spending a long time apart was proving to be more difficult than he thought it would be. “Please don’t kill me Mr. Ghostface. I wanna be in the sequel!” 
He chuckled lowly and clutched your face, leaning over to kiss you. You let him, relishing in his lips. Who knew when he would slip away again to see you. You would be sentenced to hiding until all of this was over. He placed his other hand on your side, holding you in his grasp. 
“Alright you two! Andele, andele!” Quinn opened up the door. He let you go. You grabbed the mask with both of your hands, rubbing it with your thumb. It was scary. It wouldn’t be hard to act the part. 
“You ready to die?” he asked but his voice was so gentle it was almost comical. It was like he was checking in on you. 
“Yes sir.” 
You put the mask over his face and then he was no longer your boyfriend. He was Ghostface. You slipped into Quinn’s room and prepared for your end. 
-
“Maybe I should’ve joined in on the killing,” you muttered, looking up at the ceiling. You were stuck in the Ghostface shrine that Richie had created. It was fun for a while, considering there was so much to look at, but there were only so many times the Stab movies were interesting to watch. Quinn came and went but mostly went. You weren’t sure where Wayne was keeping her otherwise. 
The burner phone in your pocket buzzed. You quickly reached for it. 
“Hello?” 
“Lemme up.” 
You knew that voice. You also knew he wasn’t supposed to be anywhere near here until much later. This room wasn’t even supposed to be found yet. He hung up the phone. You walked to the elevator and pushed the button to lower it. It took a few minutes but you heard it come back after a while. 
Ethan practically threw the gate open. 
“What are you doing here?” 
He threw his arms around you. 
“Those people are really fucking annoying.” You scoffed. You were grateful for the company but not at the behest of his cover. “I missed you.”
“Does your dad know you’re here?”
“I’m supposed to be in a study group.” 
“Skipping study group to see me? Tsk, tsk Ethan.”
“Shush.” 
He dipped his head to kiss you. You put your hands on his cheeks. You melted into him. You tried to imagine what Quinn would’ve said if she was here. Probably some crude joke that all three of you knew to be true in the end. 
You pulled away from him and kissed his jaw as you did so. 
“Bet you’ve never made out in the Stab shrine before,” he questioned jokingly. You scoffed. 
“Alright Ethan,” you scoffed. “How are you feeling?” 
“I don’t wanna talk about feelings,” he whined. “I have to be back soon.” 
“You came all the way up here to have sex in front of all these dead peoples possessions?” He paused. He knew how that sounded. He also knew he had faked your death. He wasn’t super sure how to handle this one. 
“Yes?” 
You narrowed your eyes. 
“I’m not gonna see you before the whole big thing. You sure you don’t wanna talk about it?”
“Pillowtalk,” he breathed. You pretended to think. 
“You’re lucky you’re cute.”
-
You sat up against the wall of the backrooms. You dragged him away from the prying eyes of all the killer memorabilia. 
“Are you scared?” you questioned. He had his head resting in your lap. He had to leave soon, you both knew it. 
“No,” he said quietly. “My dad will be there. He wouldn’t let us die when he’s with us.” You were brushing your fingers through his curls. You looked down at his big doe eyes, a faint smile on your face. 
“I’m scared.” 
“Don’t be.” 
“You can’t stop me,” you promised. He rolled his eyes. He hummed pleasantly from your touch. “You’ll be safe, yeah?”
“I’m going to kill someone.”
“I know. I know.” You tried not to think of it. You couldn’t imagine his eyes going black, killing people without remorse. Even when he was rushing at you with the knife, you knew he was just Ethan. “I still want you to be safe.”
“I’ll be safe.” 
“You have to go.” He groaned. You pushed him gently so he would get off of you. You would be stuck here. Maybe you would have another Stab marathon. You were beginning to like even the shitty ones. Stab 3 started to become an odd comfort. “I’ll be here when you’re done.” 
“You promise?” 
“Yeah E. I promise.”
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moethewriter · 4 months
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Idk if you're comfortable doing these but maybe reader is on their month and needs comfort from finnick. Had mine last week the cramps, nausea and back pain was crazy fr lol. Or maybe just a comfort reading been a rough week
Please and thank you have a lovely day 🫶🏾
Of course I can write that anon! Periods are the worst. TITLE: Chamomile Delights WORD COUNT: 1.1k WARNINGS: Period content, fluff TAGS: Can be read as gn!reader (women aren't the only ones who get periods y'all!) A/N: Loved writing this one! Periods are ass, and as a non-binary person who gets them, we all need a little comfort! Hope you all enjoy this! I'm still not feeling 100%, this flu is lingering my friends, but writing has been taking my mind off of that! Love yall! Also not beta read as per usual, sorry for any spelling mistakes! Haha! -
It had come early, and to say you weren’t happy was an understatement. You wanted to die, truly lay down and allow yourself to become one with the earth because anything would be better than this shit. You didn’t remember the last time you felt this horrible during your cycle, usually you could manage but today was just … awful. Everything made you want to cry, or you when something inconvenienced you, you wanted to chuck it against the wall and watch it smash. You were nauseated at the smell of anything Mags brought you to eat, and to top it all of you just felt so fucking miserable.
Finnick had been gone for a few days, off in The Capitol, when your period had started, usually he would be there to provide any sort of comfort you needed but right now you were alone. You couldn’t blame him, Snow had summoned him and many other Victors for a week of galas and to introduce the new Victors. You feigned illness, which in some ways was true, but you were upset he couldn’t stay with you. Had you known it would start, you probably would have gone because at least then you would have your built in space heater.
You wanted to have him near you, as childish as it sounded. He always made you feel better and doted on you. He made you feel better and knew how to take care of you. But mostly you just missed him. His comforting smile, the way he would rub your lower back and just hold you to help you fall asleep. You were miserable without him, and you looked like shit. It wasn’t ideal, but you could make it through the worst alone if you had too. You felt like something that had just crawled out of a sewer drain, and you were sure you looked like it too.
Finnick hated seeing you so ill. He always wanted to make you feel better in whatever way he could. Whether that was holding you while you angrily muttered and cursed at the world for having cramps, or making you a small dinner that he knew wouldn’t make you sick. Well more like got Mags to make something while he presented it to you, he had never been the best cook and when you weren’t well he knew it was hopeless to try and feed you anything he made, it was sweet the way he tried so hard.
Some days he was a pain in your ass, but you didn’t mind that anymore. 
“When he gets home, I swear I’m going to kill him.” You whispered, throwing a pillow over your head, maybe if you suffocate yourself enough, the lack of oxygen flow would stop the pain all together. “Damn fucking President Snow calling his ass away. Maybe I’ll kill him next.” You grumbled under the pillow.
“Kill who next?”
You sat up straight, regretting your decision the moment you cramped up a little more. You felt a small wave of nausea hit you as you covered your mouth. You hadn’t expected him home until far later in the week. 
“What the fuck?” You muttered, squinting your eyes. “You’re home early.” You observed the glitter on him, his demeanor and the way he was dressed.
It wasn’t unusual for him to come back from The Capitol dressed far differently than anything he wore at home. It wasn’t Finnick’s usual style, he preferred a more low key look when he was in District Four, always had, but he did look gorgeous.
“And you look like shit.” He raised an eyebrow, leaning against the door frame. “Are you in pain?”
“I feel like shit, thanks for the observation, Finn.” You rolled your eyes. “Yes, obviously.” You were far grumpier than you wanted to be but you couldn’t help it right now, the light was too bright and you abdomen felt like it was crushing your insides.
“Ah. I see.” Finnick said, exiting the room.
You grumbled to yourself angrily, desperately searching for a position that gave you any relief, though nothing you had tried worked thus far. At least Finnick was here, despite the annoyance you had at the entire situation, you were thankful he was home early.
“Hot water, and a cup of tea.” Finnick said, returning a few minutes later holding a steaming mug and a small towel.
“Finn.” You felt tears well up in your eyes. “Sorry. I’m not upset, and sorry for being a dick, thank you.” You smiled, as he passed you the cup, you inhaled it and the smile grew.
Chamomile, a luxury to get when you were outside The Capitol. It was your favourite tea, always had been, and he  managed to snag a few boxes of it when he could. He always thought of you like that, whenever he could get you something he would. 
He sat beside you, gently pressing a kiss into your shoulder and you exhaled deeply at the simple, yet comforting gesture. Having his presence was already a comfort.
“What do you need from me?” He asked, pressing his chin to where he laid the kiss. “You know I’ll do anything for you.”
“Kill me?” You questioned, a teasing tone lacing your words. You sipped the tea he had brought you and felt the warmth take over your body. 
“Well … not that.” He snorted into your shoulder, his hands moving to gently massage your sides. 
“Thank you for the tea, and the hot water. Hold me, massage my back … work your usual magic Odair, because when I tell you I’ve been so unpleasant these last two days … I’m not lying.” You huffed.
“You’re not always unpleasant?” He teased, moving the massage to your shoulders.
You could feel the deep knots slowly being undone, and you let out a sigh of relief, you hadn’t realized the tension had been that bad.
“I will kick you off this bed.” You warned, shooting him a glare.
“Then who would take such good care of you?” Finnick smiled, continuing to work his magic. “No one can live up to this.” He laughed, a small sound coming from the bass of his throat. 
You loved his laugh.
“Hush, let me relax.” You closed your eyes, and focused on his soft humming,
Days like these had always been so miserable, you had gotten so used to riding it out alone, but now you had Finnick. He would always take care of you, and you would in turn, take care of him. There would never be one without the other, not anymore.
“I love you.” You said, simply, leaning into him.
“I love you too.” He said back, holding you closer.
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