#idk what tags people use lol

[midnightsmelodrama]

well you should be...

who's afraid of little old me? — T.S.

#taylor swift edit #the tortured poets department #ttpd #ttpd edit #tswiftedit #whos afraid of little old me #who's afraid of little old me? #idk what tags people use lol #we're gonna ignore that these beads didnt have a ? okay #mine #my edit

[werewolfsonpage211]

trans and autistic

this is just my personal account of how i feel being autistic has effected my transition. these experiences are in no way exclusive to being autistic and trans. i havent seen a post like this so i thought why not make it. cw gender dysphoria.

change. i dont like change.* unfortunately its kinda what transitioning is all about. when i first realised i was trans i thought i would never tell anyone. when i realised i wanted top surgery i cried. i kept questioning for years if top surgery was right for me because the idea of purposefully changing my body like that was so foreign to me. and yet i wanted it. it felt wrong to want it. it took long to get over my own bias that plastic surgery is unnatural or selfish and to accept why i myself wanted and needed it. after all that soul searching it was comparatively easier to realise i also wanted hrt. hrt means many small changes happening gradually, which made it easier for me to get comfortable with the idea. the fact that you can microdose it and that you can stop the treatment whenever you want to absolutely helped. it also helped to "try out" some of the effects. do i want a lower voice? i could feel it out by lowering my voice and doing voice training exercises (ofc not the same result as hrt but you get it). do i want more body hair? i reflected on how i felt about the sparse but present body hair i already have, and how it felt to find new hairs (euphoria!!) also ngl the tiktok beard filters helped. *thats a simplification, but many forms of change make me feel uncomfortable.

communication. i felt i needed to be absolutely 100% sure about my identity before coming out to Anyone. i struggle with unclear communication/instructions so i tend to assume other people also prefer more details rather than less details + i fear that other people will missunderstand me if im not clear enough. and in order to be clear i felt like i needed to Know beyond a doubt my gender, pronous and name. this lead to me being in the closet longer + seeking care later than i probably would have otherwise.

emotions. i struggle with anticipating other peoples reactions to stuff. i feared how my parents might react - would they cry? would they argue with me? would they think i was weird? and theyve literally been so chill about it. i would say my bar was on the floor but there really was no bar, i had no expectations at all because i couldnt even guess.

change again! asking people to use new pronouns and a new name. i first came out with using all pronouns. i now use he/they. saying i used all pronous felt easier because it meant no correcting people. turns out it wasnt right for me, and i kinda already knew that when i came out. but i felt i had to take it in small steps. i was never the one to cannonball into the water from the diving tower. i walk in slowly, one step at a time, rather putting my body through every small shock of cold against my skin than that one big shift. to some it might seem like self torture but to me it is the more comfortable choice. i wanted to come out but i wasnt ready to ask people to stop using she/her. so "all pronouns" became a stepping stone, one i am very grateful for. some people want nothing to do with their old name. im changing mine to the masculine coded version of my old name. calling it a new name is rich seeing as im just removing a few letters. i want the change to be as undramatic as possible, for both me AND for everyone else. other people being uncomfortable makes me feel Super uncomfortable. with the small change im making its easy to cover up if the worng name slips out. to me, my old and new names dont even have to be regarded as different names, just variations of the same name. yeah, i prefer the masc version, but tbh i will answer to anything that sounds remotely like my name. i just want it to be uncomplicated. in the same vein, my prefered pronouns are he/they, but im not going to correct everyone who calls me she/her. when and on whom i use that energy will be highly circumstantial.

special interests. ive done a lot of research. ive read a lot about gender affirming care, what it can (and cant) do, where and how you can get it, what people who have gotten it have to say. ive watched a lot of trans youtubers video essays and commentary, a lot of top surgery vlogs, and several videos made by medical professionals documenting the surgical procedure of detitification itself. ive joined several internet communities on facebook, discord and reddit to take part in other trans peoples knowledge, experiences and thoughts. ive prepared and held presentations on being trans on tdov. and i tend to forget that not every trans person ...does all that. (which is not a critique, i know its a lot.) (which is not a brag, i know im weird.)

societal norms. gender roles are weird right? and the whole concept of gender? thinking about it can give me a headache. i think autistic people are slightly more likely than allistic people to question the gender binary, simply because were more likely to not conform to social/societal norms. i initially identified only as non-binary. now i identify as a non-binary trans man. i do still wonder why i identify as a man - what makes me a man, what makes anyone a man, what makes me feel like a man. and i hate to say it, but i havent come up with a satisfactory answer. i just do. it doesnt completely make sense to me, but it makes more sense than anything else. at this point ive just accepted that some things give me gender euphoria, some things give me gender dysphoria, and all in all i think "man" describes me fairly well. i also think if id been amab i wouldve still identified as non-binary, just not had as much dysphoria nor required as much gender affirming care. i could go into further detail on my exact gender identity, but i also dont feel the need to be super open about it. not everyone needs to know every part of my identity. most people only need my name and pronouns. and as i said, i like it uncomplicated.

hey share your own experiences of being trans and autistic if you like? in tags/just add on to the post! i probably will if i think of more

#i know we all like to lurk in the tags but seriously feel free to make your own addition!! #id love to read it #q #autistic #autism #actually autistic #trans #transgender #transitioning #transmasc #ftm #trans ftm #trans man #nonbinary #genderqueer #queer #lgbtqplus #lgbtq #lgbtqia #idk what tags people use lol #page

[pink-buster]

Commissions Open! 5/5

PRICES (may vary depending on complexity)

Sketch - $10+

Colored sketch - $20-25

Color, NO BACKGROUND - $30-35

Full piece WITH BACKGROUND - $40+

Art Examples

Client can choose the medium! I can do watercolor, marker, and colored pencil!

❌Will Not Draw❌

Adult/minor and family member ships, offensive/hateful art, complicated mechs, vehicles (I’m just not good at it), art in someone else’s style, NSFW

#autistic artist #art commish #small artist #furry commissions #art commissions open #art commissions #idk what tags people use lol

[yanderespamton78]

Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.

Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs

#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :] #i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie #my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end #i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name #another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing “charlie” almost as a different person #theres “[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]” and then theres “Charlie” and they are two different people in my mind #idk aksjffhkajsshdka #anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls #i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make #I MAKE A LOT #ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol #anyways woah i got a bit rambly there #did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie? #yes. yes i did. #(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol) #polls #tumblr polls #random polls

[capricioussun]

2am post jumpscare

#found this and wanted to clean it up rq lol #these guys don’t deserve it ✌️😔 #well probably idk #idk anything abt dream just that ppl either make him super effeminate or a horrible person a lot #<- tapping on the door of sans peoples club #do you guys even like him or #/j #except for sunny he seems nice :*) #but man when it comes to the others it 100% feels like ‘well this story/fic/comic needs a villain sooo’ #like. I’m not a shooter for sf sans at all but like. ppl don’t even bother making him a sans most of the time it’s like they just turn him #into some anime villain or smth. what to hell #and do NOT even get me started on uf Papyrus Chara and Flowey I will chew through concrete #snow and hail #undertale #underfell #swapfell #undertale dream #is his AU just called dreamtale I genuinely don’t know #I think so #underfell papyrus #flowey #chara #undertale chara #undertale flowey #swapfell sans #god I am NOT used to tagging so many characters #bye

[kermitspussy]

me too bestie me too

#european pop stars #theyre just like us #dropout tv #very important people #vip dropout #idk what tags we are using for this show yet lol #Wellbutrin #hehe #apologies for the quality of this but #i needed it on my blog immediately

[arcanegifs]

#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

[mustasekittens]

congratulations christopher!

self indulgent near-future in which when christopher graduates high school buck n eddie take hiim to hawaii to celebrate and they all have a nice vacation over here. friend n i were brainrotting it a bit and we decided buck definitely hyperfixated on hawaii and stuff (history, nature, geography, mythology, etc)

#buddie #christopher diaz #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 abc #mustasekittens #i still struggle drawing all 3 of them its a nightmare #anyways gavin is getting really tall and i thought it would be kinda funny if he was almost taller than eddie once he's an adult #my friend and i expanded on buck's hawaii hyperfixation so there's def gonna be a short comic to follow this up LOL #the lei christopher is wearing is called a maile lei #theyre usually worn by men but anyone can wear a maile :] #maile lei are usually worn at grads/proms/weddings or just cuz! #buddie are married at this point. (wink wink. bucks ring. wink) #i shouldve made buck more sunburned #idk if people even read tags this far but anyways more little details #also idk smth smth buck wearing yellow eddie wearing blue n chris wearing green (although not exactly) bc theyre a weird blended family #the brand of shirts the 3 of them r wearing is called sig zane and its a local (fancy) aloha wear brand here! its based in hilo!! #my local friend who's from big island brought it up to me and i remembered it existed #i see people wear sig zane all the time here on oahu but i am so shit at remembering names. that is extended to clothing brands LMFAO #what i mean by fancy aloha wear i mean these fucking shirts cost upwards of $130-145 EACH. #and they are fucking BEAUTIFUL. #i did take some liberties with the designs for the 3 of them tho #buck and christopher's are almost directly referencing existing designs from their catalogue while i smplified one for eddie's #christopher's is an ulu (breadfruit) pattern and i kinda ate that ngl #i was originally gonna just use some stamp brushes i found on the csp asset store but they looked so tacky i just decided to draw them LOL #anyways enjoy this self indulgent stupid stuff who cares anymore

[lucalicatteart]

A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

#sculpture #fantasy art #fantasy creature #art #elf #lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas.. #I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal #stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing #over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less. #negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you #do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things #up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put #them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY #I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin #of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol.. #Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned #eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL #but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah #Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik #25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li #like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c

[npcgrian]

what if you devoted your entire life to protecting me and i let you kill me in the end and we were both boys

#WHEWWW HAPPY 2 YEARS THIRD LIFE #if this flops i will just go ballistic because i worried so much over this drawing lmfao #third life #3lsmp #grian #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #idk what tag people use for him lol #scarian #art

[transbuck]

WILL BITE T-SHIRTS

1 | 2

#might make more styles moving forward or other t-shirts i wish i had so #keep an eye out #atlas shirts #i guess i'll use that tag haha #i might reblog and tag people? idk feels scuzzy to tag ppl since i do make a couple bucks off purchases #hnnnng #yeah i'll do it anyway #feel free to reblog this! #i modeled the second after the 'will bite' sticker i was inspired by #:) #shirts #will bite #biting #idk what to tag this lol

[keter-class-anomaly]

Based off a promo post where GITD randy has a rose but. I can’t find it so

#I’m feeling slightly better today :3 #dialtown #randy jade #GITD randy plush #idk what tag people are using for that lol #dialtown art #dialtown fanart #randy valentine jade #I’ve been so ill about randy lately dude #like sosososo not normal #going to explode #digital art #eyestrain #probably #leo's batshit art

[catboyidia]

omg now we have the yaoi and the yuri version of the rebirth key visual! 🥳 win for the gays AND the lesbians! yippee!!!

#seriously though i love the aerith/tifa version! they look great! #anyways zakkura and aerti canon <3 (jk i swear! but people are using these for cloti vs clerith ship wars and its stupid) #so maybe if i make it obnoxiously gay (like myself) then i can deter the het shippers (not all just the ones that are starting ship wars) #also love that this is being used to fuel ship wars and everyone collectively ignores seph lol #like if this canonizes cloti and zerith somehow (saw ppl actually say that) the what does it mean for seph? sephxhimself canon? sephseph? #(idk how this canonizes any ship tbh especially cloti and zerith cause like… they’ve been canon for like… years…) #im ranting in these tags im so sorry i just think its so stupid but im also seeing it on twitter so like… of course its frustratingly dumb #ff7 #ffvii #final fantasy 7 rebirth #cloud strife #zack fair #aerith gainsborough #tifa lockhart

[leavemetoexist]

Just got to the second half of disco elysium and all i have to say is... WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK AHHHHHHHHHHHHH-

#i am not processing the fact that i fucked up #spoilers in the tags ofc #i got fucking 7 people killed and i REALLY want to redo it but the game asked me if I'm sure #and now I'm just like no honestly idk what the better outcome is but i want it #but also i know I'm going to replay it anyway so maybe i can just breathe #idk man #it was so fucking good tho #like holy intense it had me GONE #i was so sure we were going to die #AND KIM #OMG KIM #he cried for us and oh my sweet favourite blorbo nursed us baack to health whiles being sick himself #and he's so defeated UGHHHH #i am feeling a lot #disco elysium #disco elysium spoilers #edit: thank you to everyone who commented i actually feel a lot better with the choices #i know there's technically no right choice and i am glad to know I'm not the only one who went through immense pain lol #my post

[quadrantadvisor]

So in an au where Danny has two obsessions, protection and space, I think it'd be really interesting to explore angst specifically about his space obsession.

Like, the protection obsession is fine, right? It serves a purpose. Even if it's not something that humans do, it's not going to separate him from humanity, because it's all about keeping them safe. It's not something he has to worry about.

The space obsession, though. It's not rational. It's not useful. It's too much like the ghosts he fights every night. Can he trust himself with something like that? What if it goes too far, and he doesn't even notice? Where is the line between religiously checking NASA's twitter and becoming obsessed with actually going to space? At what point does he stop caring about other people's property and safety and become something like Technus, building slapdash rockets in the middle of Amity Park?

If he feeds it, it might get worse. So he doesn't. This simple thing that used to being him joy has been tainted by his ghostly nature, and he can't let himself have that escape anymore. He unfollows NASA's twitter, he doesn't stargaze on patrol, he lets go of any unrealistic dreams he might've had of being an astronaut someday.

And then he has to deal with the consequences of being a creature made of emotion and obsession and depirving himself of it. Does he lean into his protection obsession even more, and stop taking care of himself? Does he become lethargic and depressed? Does his ghost core become less stable? I don't know! But it fascinates me.

#danny phantom #dual obsession au #space obsession #idk what tags people actually use lol #my rambles

[chibishortdeath]

Labeling this one mature cause it’s artistic nudity, which isn’t something I usually draw but yippie! Scar and anatomy reference! :3

I have explanations of where most of these scars come from, so I’ll go through them :)

The massive one covering his whole upper back is the one Dracula gave him and the one that bares the curse. I tried to make it kinda gnarly looking, but still distinctly claw marks. There’s a couple other scratches near it from other creatures.

The ones on his arms come from a couple things. I imagine he uses his arm bracers a lot to block things and sometimes hits are still enough to leave a mark under them. The scars also come from an effect of the curse: rotting. Rot usually starts at extremities and would leave some nastiness there, probably exacerbated by moving a lot. The first three images have the legs not visible but I usually put something similar there too.

Speaking of, the very large ones on his lower legs in the fourth image are burn scars from the scene of X68000 and Chronicles where the rooms before Dracula set on fire! I guess some of it might also be from walking in the cursed swamp too.

Most of the random smaller ones are just generally from fighting monsters. Tbh I’d be more surprised if he didn’t have any scars from having axes and bones and fire and fleamen thrown at him all the time lol.

In the third image there’s a couple bite marks and yeah those are from Drac too. I’ve seen some folklore about vampires being able to drain people long distance or while not being entirely corporal and yeah that sounds like something he’d do through the curse just to make Simon’s life worse. Idk, I have the novel Dracula and I should be reading it for other ideas for stuff tbh. This one might change entirely eh who knows. Either way, I think the curse’s ultimate goal was to make him suffer and then turn him after he dies from it so I wanted to add some more implications that he’d become a vampire if he failed to break the curse.

There’s some other things of note that aren’t scars. I try to make him look a little frailer and thinner in Simon’s Quest cause well yeah the curse. I don’t think it’s noticeable here since the fourth image isn’t the Simon’s Quest design and he doesn’t look much wider whoops. I’ll have to try to keep how ripped he is more consistent in later drawings 💀. Uhh I also try to make his eyes look significantly more tired, way larger eye creases and a bit of dark. If this was a colored drawing there’d be a little red under his eyes and he’d be paler than the last image. Just details to make him look sick ig.

Yeah, these are mostly doodles just for me to look back at and make sure I’m drawing him consistently d(^^ ).

#castlevania #castlevania games #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #castlevania ii #castlevania 2 #castlevania simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #simon’s quest #simon belmont #my art #art post #incoherent rambling #aaaaa I keep blanking on what tags I’ve used before #yeah yippie reference doodles yay #shout out to Pinterest for having good pose reference #idk why it’s so hard to find nice angles of people from back view tho 💀 #it’s either stock photo directly of a dude’s back no fun pose at all or it’s like not enough back in view to use as reference lol #I’ll probably better explain these in comic stuff but whatever eh #I guess I should tw so this can be filtered out easier tbh but idk what to put hmm #tw nudity #tw scars #only warning for that cause there’s a lot of them hopefully that doesn’t come off as insensitive #tw body horror #for the small description of rot and other curse stuff #poor Simon :( #anyway— #good old midnight posting lol #the inspo struck what can I say