#idk im feeling very sentimental

[a-god-damn-shit-sucking-vampire]

Imma be a little bit soppy? Kinda.

Okay but my 3 moots that I talk to on a regular basis are legit the best!!!

Like, they followed me because we all had a specific thing in common and even though I started hyperfixating other stuff, not only do they still follow me but they fully indulge me too! I mean, like they let me ramble on at them about said fixation as well as sending or tagging me in content they know I'll enjoy and honestly, I can't thank them enough for it! And I know it's like the "standard" thing to do but it still means a lot to me!

Fuck the people who say that online friendships aren't real because imo they fully are and I lobe the thre of them dearly!!

@random-gay-writer @misskittysmagicportal @magic-multicolored-miracle

#personal #mickey rambles #idk im feeling very sentimental #and these three peeps mean a lot to me #can't thank them enough for sticking with me

[puppyeared]

fake ep idea + doodles

#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is #submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol #basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay #somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em #purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc) #but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis #for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t #be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^” #ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time #as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy #like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!” #and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders #i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to #so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head #if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there #myart #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk red son #lmk mei #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk xiaojiao #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #doodles #lmk tang #lmk pigsy #lmk traffic light trio #yard sale ep

[misfithive]

Im really really hoping the theory about Wille having a birthday in s3 are true because i want Simon to give him a gift SO BADLY. I want it to be something sweet and whimsical and soft bc Wille deserves whimsy in his life. Even if it is a gag gift that Wille actually ends up keeping. I really want the stuffed animal frog like i mentioned in my unhinged s3 list bc its the opposite of the snow globe with the hard (now jagged) edges. Like a soft stuffed frog (no crown) it would be so cute :(((((( But really Simon giving Wille any kind of sweet simple gift would be so cute to me.

Editing to add a picture of what i am envisioning bc i’m annoying like that! Pls just imagine it !

#i fear young royals might be too serious to do something like this #but simon’s stuffed animal and sara’s horse stuffed animal are feeding my hopes of wille having a atuffed animal s3 #plus u know when the rich person has everythinn the could ask for but then they get something thats not expensive but very mesmingful? #idk if thats a real trope but i love if #i am also stereotypical autistic person who has 500 stuffed animals and i think everyone should have the same #i thought i posted this days ago but oh well #simon deserve whimsy too but idk i think wille making him the sandwiches and taking care of him is more what i want vs a gift #unless its like a promise ring or him giving simon something sentimental that belongs to him idk i cant explain it #plus i think it would feel vulnerable for simon to give wille something and hope he likes it which would be soooo cuteee i love shy simon #wilmon #simon eriksson #prince wilhelm #young royals #young royals s3 #yr spoiler #<tagging as a spoiler incase people dont want fan theories or something im sorry #yr s3 spoilers

[piplupod]

i feel like i am losing my mind a little bit bc i spent over half of my counselling appt talking about my fear of spiders and this lady kept telling me i should just kill them, and that the only way to get over my fear is to kill them, and i shouldnt catch and release them anymore ??

and now i am thinking about it and wondering do they actually remember how to get into the house,,,,,, if i put them way on the other side of the house in the garden under a plant where its safe, will they just... come back inside? because I don't remember ever seeing any duplicates of spiders that I caught and released, it seems to always be a different looking one each time so :|

but she just seemed so confused and kind of amused by me trying to explain how i think that like... every life has value and I don't think I should be killing spiders if I can avoid doing that. and she straight up laughed at me saying that they are fascinating very interesting little critters.

i don't know, i just feel kind of sick i think. that was just really not what i was expecting and I'm confused like... is this ... the only way I can get over my fear of them? to just start killing them whenever i find one in the house?? that doesn't seem right at all to me but maybe I'm being too soft or something

they talk about values in DBT and how you must make sure your actions don't go against your values, and this seems very backwards to that, especially since this woman started the DBT program at the hospital. so i feel like maybe it's wrong of her to be telling me this, but also maybe she's right about this. idk !!!

#im just very confused #i just... should we not extend kindness to insects when we can? #like yes theyre creepy crawlies and they get into things but... they are also living creatures #they have inherent value just on account of being alive #maybe i am too sentimental or soft or smth idk im really upset abt this fdsjkl #i've always felt this way idk dsfjkl it is just a part of me i guess #i dont like how so many humans think they are top of the chain and everything else is lesser and below them #i dont think we should be feeling like we have total dominion over all the other living things on earth #its... a very white christian colonizer way of thinking. in my opinion anyways. maybe im wrong idk #i can't google the thing abt if spiders have a good memory and sense of direction bc i will find Too Much info or photos #and i . would like to sleep tonight. #im already so agitated though so idk but fsdjkl im kind of scared what i might find by lookign things up #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #spider tw

[crescentfool]

beaming everyone on the dashh with good brain day vibes!!! i hope that you all can remember to extend self-compassion to yourself whenever you're feeling down about something 💙

#lizzy speaks #the human brain works in such profound ways i think #lately i've been thinking about that post that was like 'you will always be your oldest friend take care of yourself' #it's definitely a sentiment i agree with and i appreciate how it emphasizes the importance of extending compassion to yourself #you wouldn't say such hurtful things to your friends right? (or at least i'd hope so) #so why would you say it to yourself? #you are your own friend too. and i think everyone has a beautiful soul within themselves. nurture it! water it! feed it good thoughts. #basically i wish everyone a 'i hope that your brain is not your own enemy but rather a friend that you can find comfort in' #things will work themselves out with time. there's beauty in life and you will find small delights to cherish!! i am manifesting it for u!! #and for those who find it difficult to transition from a self-critical mindset to one that's more compassionate and nonjudgmental #i truly think that with time you will be able to rewire your brain to be kinder to yourself. i'm proud of you for taking any first steps :) #there are times in which it feels counterintuitive to go against habits that feel hard-wired... but brains are very malleable littel guys- #with such a wonderful capacity for changing and learning new things. so i hope everyone can learn to be their own best friend! #not to undermine the importance of a support network ofc. that's good too and im all for that!! but i hope everyone remembers to be kind- #not only to others but also to themselves!! you're going to do great out there!! i love you all!! #ive just been thinking about this a lot... i needed to get it out there. you all shine so brightly!!! we shall be fine!!! have a good week! #sorry if this is out of nowhere but if there's anything about me you should know it's that i'm the 'hey dont cry 8 billion people on earth- #ok?' post. idk i just find great joy in knowing others are out there thriving and finding a daily delight yknow i love humanity!!

[b4kuch1n]

1/ true to luner new year tradition I've caught a cold after finally getting home and being able to unclench my cheeks. minor one probably so its just gonna be very annoying for a while 2/also true to luner new year tradition I've jumped into something new with No preamble so. hopefully I get this one done fast and we have a 12pg scribbly comic on hand 3/ I'm on bluesky now. do not ask abt what Ive been posting on there u will see

#bakuspeech #one small thing I can tell u rn is. the comic is a fancomic. if ur on my bsky u will probably know of what #listen. every few years I'll return to my roots like this. idk why Im trying to excuse myself or something I can do what I want forever #probably first sign of me not feeling Perfect yesterday was me drawing on my current tablet with. the previous one's stylus #and complaining Out Loud that the pressure was. not fully fucked? but Really weird. a whole stylus of a different color in my hand #sketch comms will still be fulfilled inbetween and after drawing this! but ngl I wanna be on my full faculty for that. it requires a lot of #quick thinking and problem solving that I dont think I can manage with a cold #well. more like if I'm not on my best mind I get frozen up and do Very boring things bc it feels safer #and with sketch comms I feel like that betrays the sentiment of it #we were doing good work. we gotta do right by each others #anyways! anyways. I'll treat myself to this comic for a bit. not even gonna draw much bgs for it lol I wanna test a technique #learned it from my friend truc... always wanted to figure it out since I saw it #stay tuned!! have a good day!!! enjoy hot drink!!!!

[spearxwind]

Like. okay stay with me for a second yes this is gonna be another hyttd post

pov: you are me, a dragon obsessed 14 year old, super into the whole biology of them thing, and the first movie presents you with: hey, turns out all dragons are different body language wise and even though they all breathe fire all their fires are different etc, and they are portrayed as realistic animals theyre allowed to be weird etc etc etc and im like OH COOL!!!

and then the second movie rolls around and after you get past the initial ooahhh of stoic dying and whatever else happens youre like ok. I didnt learn a single thing about the dragons this time, even tho there were MORE dragons, and they retconned their older lore where the Red Death was holding them hostage to feed itself, so now another dragon we’ve never even heard of before for some reason controls them like theyre bees? And we just never learn how that works either. And furthermore, Valka has all this knowledge of dragons she never shares. you get to see it once or twice when she fucking pressure-point-knockouts a couple of them but you never get any honest to god info like you did in the training arena sections of the first film. But yeah whatwver anyways toothless becomes alpha inexplicably so they re-retcon their own lore in the same movie and youre like, ok i guess

and then the THIRD movie happens and its like. what the fuck? the problem is that there are too many dragons in berk, right? And yet theres barely any dragons in that movie at all. You dont see them act like animals theyre more like, smartass Entities (except for toothless who gets all of his braincells deleted in the favor of being Horny).

Barring everything obviously wrong with the sequels which both I and many others have endlessly harped on for ages already, on a more personal note it feels like the dragons stopped being part of the movies, so to speak. The plot somehow still revolves around them, but they are only important as set pieces. Like the bewilderbeest, or cloudjumper, or god forbid the funny venom guys from hidden world (and the one big horned dragon I guess). They stop being animals with high intellect and defined behaviors and personalities and just become Funny Alive Vehicle. The only ones who ever get development are toothless, kind of, and the main gang at the start of the second film (I think? Though I might be confusing said development with riders of berk. Ill stop here though I feel like im going insane. thanks for reading if you did. like and subscribe for more lukewarm takes)

#httyd #thunderclap #category 6 alex moment. #SORRY WHEN I GET IN THE HTTYD WAVE I JUST BLACK OUT AND GO INTO A THINKING SPIRAL I WILL STOP I PROMISE #remembering that one anon who said i always complain about everything i watch. you are correct. but i complain with a reason #i enjoy critical thinking #as a sidenote theres a comment in that youtube video about how DW had all the sequels planned to be about hiccup growing up #and now i cant help but think what a fucking weird message they are sending if thats the case #when httyd 1 came out it was THE movie. for weird little snot nosed bitches like i was who liked dragons. it felt like it was made for us #and i know a lot of my peers related... its a very common sentiment through fans. like that movie captures a feeling WE know or wished for #that acceptance of our nonsense... the dragons... what have you. and then the sequels work on... taking it away #sure it has been accepted. but now it has to leave. you have to grow up and put it away. what??? how does that make any sense?? #it feels like a punch to the gut yknow? idk if im making sense to you but it makes sense to me. anyway thats all for realsies now i prommy

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

tumblr dot com. love this website love my friends love replying to messages love vagueposting my darling fictional man and love the kindness on here in general. i just Love It On Here im so happy .

#.mei chats #f/o #self ship #feeling sentimental /pos ..:’) #can’t believe it hasn’t even been a month yet this place is alr such a big part of my life #i spent pretty much all day checking notifs n stuff #nd i genuinely look forward to logging in everyday #idk i just love this site like im Very Onlien yet i’ve never been somewhere so welcoming #wish i took the time to figure it out a lot sooner. #anyways. love it very happy smiling rn

[tempestclerics]

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#had a very long very good gender talk w a friend yday #the friend I was talking to: we talk about gender a lot but mostly we talk about mine I realize #she’s not incorrect and honestly it’s mostly bc I don’t feel as strongly about mine but. it was nice that she made space for it #and so we talked about it #idk just. orbiting around and between labels of #queer or nonbinary as umbrella terms #agender as in I don’t care about my gender really. or cis as in I don’t have any objection to my agab really #or just the overall sentiment of. fuck you I don’t know and so you don’t get to either #or the ‘triple a/aro ace agender’ joke of. yeah im opting out of all of this actually #also just. talking about dnd as gender exploration? and how for all of my pcs I’ve had pretty strong feelings about their pronouns but much #less about their gender. #in part because for all the warforged I’ve played pronouns are less about gender and more about. personhood/objecthood #certainly not unrelated but. interesting #and kind of similarly like. I know how I want to be referred to. and that’s all the information people need to know to interact with me. #idk many thoughts! it was a really good conversation #also just. got to be honest about some (aroace #less gender related) stuff I’ve wanted to say to her for a long time #it was good. I love my friends #sola said #delete later

[skeletalheartattack]

I definitely think you should revisit the idea of jailbreaking your wii. It's incredibly easy to do, virtually impossible to cause damage if you follow a guide, and will leave your wii with all its existing functionality. Before I bought a new computer earlier this year, the Wii was my main emulation machine for everything from GBA to GameCube to actual Wii games. As long as you have an SD card and an SD card reader, you can get games running on the hardware with no notable differences to using legit methods, without having to pay extortionist rates for classic games. Additionally, all the cool wii ware and discontinued stuff is made accessible again via homebrew things so really, you'd only be improving your wii with no downsides whatsoever

yknow, i think i might look into doing so at some point, especially since at the very least there are some playstation 2 games that are also on gamecube... although idk my how much they differ in content but yeah! it'd also allow me to play animal crossing city folk again.... and twilight princess......

thank you for telling me!!!

#ask #pelleas-at-castle-nox #i'll have to look around for an SD card somewhere since i dont think we have any free ones available. #ive got one in my 2DS but its full of music and pictures from my dsi #id definitely love to play dbz budokai again.... though idk if theres any differences between it and the ps2 version #and THPS4.... #im sad i cant really emulate any PS2 games in any way right now. theres a vast library in my brain atm i miss playing.... #ive definitely looked in the past at wii modding but i was so overwhelmed #also theres a part of me thats always afraid of touching anything tech related #and also the sentimentality in me feeling weird about modding our wii.... #but at the very least id be able to play some games im unable to get again.... #OUGH wait id have to see if id be able to play the EU version of Luigis Mansion #since its secret mansion is mirrored only in the EU version... #god and i could play metroid prime 2..... since for both it and luigis mansion the disks are so scratched up.... #thank you again!!! i think i'll look into it sometime soon

[elegyofthemoon]

💌

(I want to do this for you but I don't want to reblog? How???)

should i just send one back???? i dont know???

tues i feel like there's a lot of wonderful things i could say to you :( idk how to shorten it to one thing or else youre just straight up getting a letter askjfahlk

but like !! you're one of the people i feel the closest to, which makes me laugh bc you'll tell me stuff about how you're apparently the coldest in your family - and fair: i do think you tend to be a lot more logical and a realist with things than i am - but idk i always get very happy whenever i talk to you -- like excited warm feeling. i know it's also in your nature to be curious but i also feel like that curiosity plays super well into attentiveness that of course people want to keep talking to you. i feel like that's something i said before (🤔), but it does wind up making conversations with you always so much fun and just really nice !!

i love when you get super deeply into things. i always adore hearing your thoughts on them just because you're always thinking on a different track than i am, i think, so it's always fun to hear a different perspective!!

idk...i just like you :) i'm glad we are friends. i like when we're goofing off and teasing and throwing shoes at each other and i like when we're talking passionately about our interests!! i'm just glad we met !

#answered #longagoitwastuesday #idk how coherent all of this is ;; my brains a little pooped rn (just got back) BUT i hope the sentiment comes across #i feel like if theres a person that helped me open up a bit its you #AND I KNOW YOU SAID YOUVE BEEN TRYING TO GET ME TO OPEN UP FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS BUT LIKE genuinely i do feel like #idk to me i feel like im very talkative with you (with some hesitancy still bc i still Doubt) that i sometimes just pass on my thoughts and #throw random thoughts at you out of the blue #but yeah. #yeah i still dont know if any of this is coherent i think i have a headache actually oopsies LASDJKFLAKSJH #long story short: we click i think its nice its an experience and im happy i get to experience it (is now repeating himself oopsies)

[magentagalaxies]

i feel like a lot of activism these days is way too "aesthetically pleasing". like i understand why infographics look like that so their information is clear and easily understandable to people encountering it for the first time but idk i just feel very alienated by posts about trans activism and mental health awareness that are using the same visual language as makeup ads and corporate powerpoints. give me my messy diy "fags supporting dykes" punk signs back idc if it makes it more uncomfortable to put on your instagram story

#this post is ok to rb but as soon as it breaches containment enough for people to start discourse im turning reblogs off #so everyone be cool #there's this one specific social justice instagram account my friends keep reposting #and it feels like such a petty thing to be annoyed by bc i genuinely agree with most if not all of their sentiments #however. every post has some makeup look on it and the same aesthetically pleasing background and font #which i will even admit looks pretty!! and honestly why not make your activism posts into art!! #god knows i have!! #but idk there's something very uncomfortable about it to me?? like it feels designed to be used by liberals #to show how progressive they are #and even the ''ugly'' punk-looking posts i see are still very toothless and performative #''we are the daughters of the witches you couldn't burn'' type shit #idk what alternative i'm looking for. i'm just very tired

[worldofgoo]

thinking about it a bit more and remaking is annoying and tedious . i still have 2 more weeks of exile (also trying to get job applications and such done) but i might actually keep this blog and just unfollow most people. i was gonna remake to avoid this issue but i guess its really the same difference

#im sentimental but like. i dont think the follow4follow mentality is useful for me #ill make another announcement about it later but if i unfollow you it wouldnt be personal and you can still consider me an acquaintance #and also theres plenty of wonderful people with blogs i dont want to follow so #one of my issues with social media that keeps coming up is the fact that i dont feel like my internet presence #is very representative of my 'self' wahtever that is #like im not expressing myself or whatever? idk #anyway this has no solution but it means people whos internet presence im not interested in can be a completely #different person to me in a 1:1 scenario as compared to faceless blog entity

[piplupod]

it just seems cruel and sick to me that I tell someone "i think this little life has inherent value and I'd like to extend a little kindness to it when I am able to" and they laugh at me as if I'm being foolish and tell me I must squash it with my shoe :/

#to hear somebody earnestly tell you that and not even stop to consider you might be wrong. it is baffling #absolutely foreign to me. if somebody were to insist upon something so earnestly i think i'd at least stop and think for a moment #especially if it were about just... being kind to someone or something. it feels very strange that you wouldn't even pause #god im such a fucking sap. idk. this is all probably just ramblings of some naive sheltered little freak w stars in their eyes sdfjkl #''oh the world should be kinder to pests'' i sound ridiculous dsgjkl i am being laughed at by another part in the brain #i KNOWWW this is unrealistic and overly sentimental. i just feel awful any time i have to kill a spider idk #i dont think it should be all that ridiculous. but im probably getting too worked up about it fdsjkl #curse this overly compassionate freak brain of mine #anyways. sorry. i'll be normal now fsjkl. this was just weird and upsetting today #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[gibbearish]

saw the barbie movie

#it was pretty good i will say though i think people being like 'i have no idea why the right is mad abt this #movie theres absolutely nothing upsetting in it' are being disingenuous #the veil of satire is exactly a centimeter thick on this one like this movie directly mocks conservatives to their faces #in entirely deserved and accurate ways which is exactly why theyre mad #and honestly it did feel heavy handed at times to the point of immersion breaking for me #like when the mom is helping deprogram the barbies that whole monologue and the snippits after very much feel like #a video essay rather than part of a movie about barbie #and im torn between 'this doesnt fit in the movie super well' and 'holy shit they actually let yall say this in a major movie #this is Excellent Progress goddamn' #idk tldr i have mixed feelings #but i mean overall it was fun and campy i did enjoy it #also side note ive seen several ppl be like ''it sucks that the movie ends on 'she got a vagina as her signifier of Being A #Real Woman‚' this is transphobic'' and like i can see where that sentiment comes from but also. no #the film very blatently establishes that the thing making her a real woman is just her Realizing She Is One #whereas the gynocologist thing is just a joke to end the movie on? #with the setup being that with the family all there to support her and wishing her good luck and everything #it feels like its building up to like a job interview or something like that and then it subverts your expectations #like idk to me 'doll that constantly gets jokes made about them not having genitals becomes real and gets genitals' doesnt read as a #trans joke‚ it reads as. a barbie joke. about barbie dolls #anyways done with that rant where do i find the allan fanclub #also the weird barbie fanclub

[hpdgirlfriend]

my friends saying things to comfort me and its just like. i rly appreciate it but u don't Get it, i am objectively not as good as other people at social things?? the comparison DOES matter

#i guess its also my fault cause i wasnt very clear or specific what i was talking abt. im not going to argue w them or anything #its just like idk. i am not good enough though lol. #IM NOT LIKE MAD AT THEM i rly appreciate the sentiment and that they tried to make me feel better t just.. doesnt work unfortunately #cause im fucked up forever